Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. Matthew 11: 28-30
We aren’t tired because we can’t sleep at night. We are tired of the pain never going away and nothing ever getting better. We are tired of faking happiness and smiles, we are tired of trying to tell people how we feel. We are tired because our parents don’t get it. We are tired of the world, not because we don’t sleep.
adults in general just don’t fucking get it. we don’t choose to stay up we’re in so much pain it’s all we can physically do that reminds us that we’re still alive. it’s not our fault they continuously put the weight of the world on our shoulders and repress us when we’re something else than what they want.
Merve Holmes I agree I rarely have somebody to talk to about this life I have. It gets hard because sometimes there truly is nobody there. And it makes you feel like you are a flaw. It haven’t gotten better for me and it feels like it never will.
Because we all know how it feels to not be able to see or feel. Darkness as bad as it may be unites us in a way nothing else can. It's the most unfortunate thing yet most valuable lesson.
@@Tsunamiis Like, say you got a new gf/bf. All of a sudden they tell you that they want to "it" (i think you know what i mean) and you're uncomfortable bc you've only been dating for 1 month. But, you know they might get mad or upset, so you say "yes" evan when you're uncomfortable about it. Thats just an example tho
Have you ever cried at night in your bed? But you start crying so much that you have to cover your mouth? You don't want to wake someone up? Cuz same. i just wanted to say that Idk where it was going to go but I've had it happen so many times this song I can relate to sOoO badly
Right? Because no one 8n your family knows and thinks your sleeping peacefully. But sometimes you just wanna scream while crying. Something I do is do it when I’m taking a shower
I was in choir class today in middle school and out of no where, i broke out crying in front of everyone, me best friend Micol, my teacher, other students and someone new at my school named Wyatt
It's sad how i can't open up to my parents. It has always been my friends whom i consider as outlets. I don't know why. I just feel like they understand me more. And growing up in a filipino family, there's no time for that. Specially when you're the first born. You must have good grades, you must have a good job, you can't fail. Because your parents are counting on you. I have a smaller sibling and everything she does, my parents blame me. Actually, my PARENT. My father left us. To those who are crying in bed now just like me, i love you. I'm not sure how long i can stay here. But if ever i do it once and for all, always remember that i love you all.
omg i relate to this so much, strict parents that blame everythink on me, my dad has the smallest faith in me n i can only open up to my bestfriend cus i feel so judged or like they just dont understand. thought it was just me ha🥺 xxx
my parents split when i was around 4 and i live with my mom and visit my dad and i don’t really like going over there and it gives me like really bad anxiety 😞
Same here. I’m an only child and my parents hate each other but won’t split because my mom needs my dad’s income and my dad needs my mom to do everything for him. I guess that’s a good thing but it’s always constant fighting and I always get pulled in, plus it’s added pressure to try to make them happy when they never will be. My mom expects perfection from me because she always wanted the perfect daughter, but I’ll never live up to that, and my dad wishes he didn’t have a kid. My mom also had a bad pregnancy that left her with constant pain, and she’s made it well known that she wishes she hadn’t had me. I’m also bi, they know, and they hate it. I’m basically trapped in the middle of constant conflicts at home, plus I’ve got my own issues due to bullying, social anxiety, depression, and trying to do well in school and sports. I can’t even tell my parents what’s going on because they’d hate me even more, and I’ve only told one of my friends about any of it, but I really don’t want to tell her everything. It’s a mess and I feel like I’m drowning, but I also feel guilty for being like that because I know that a lot of people are much worse off and aren’t complaining.
I’m so sorry you feel this way, I hope one day you can do what you want to do in life and you will be finally satisfied with the person you are, the life you live and be happy
and some adults that were suicidal kids and were lucky enough to fail. And learned something. And hope to pay it forward the huge blessing received even if means comment in 100000000 comments and help just one....
I’m a previously suicidal kid who understands that one person telling you it’s worth it to live can make all the difference, and thus will be that person for as many people as I can
in truth the reason I haven't already killed myself is because I don't want my big brother to cry. Always find a reason no matter how small I know the chances of anyone seeing this and it helping them is low but just in case, there will always be a reason to stay alive, If you can't find it the reason is to find another reason. There is someone who needs you to live, you just might not have found them yet. Hang in there.
The line "if you see the boy I used to me could you tell him that if like to find him and if you see the shell that's left of me could you spare him a little kindness" hit a whole different way
I whisper to the mirror shards littering my floor. "i am broken Now" they whisper back, "do you see us? we are all broken." A glimmer at the edge of one, wet with blood. they continue, "we are stronger for it" i think, "how are you stronger? you will never be fixed." "no," they say. "we will not be fixed." "but we are no longer fragile"
In Asian countries, when I piece of pottery breaks it is repaired with a golden material to create golden scars making the piece more beautiful than before it was broken. We all have golden scars, but most of us can’t see the beauty of them, how they make us shine when things are dark because we have lived in the dark before and know how to deal with it
idk who will see this, but you are worth it... a thousand times over. maybe no has told u today but i will because you are beautiful and you are loved. i promise you love, you are not alone. you are never alone, even when u think u are. i love you.
Iys not just him tho, that's whats funny bc most people you see are like this the just hide it or most just don't see it. Pluse we all have a chapter in our life that we would like to skip
Me: Hey God. God: Hello..... Me: I'm falling apart. Can you put me back together? God: I would rather not. Me: Why? God: Because you aren't a puzzle. Me: What about all of the pieces of my life that are falling down onto the ground? God: Let them stay there for a while. They fell off for a reason. Take some time and decide if you need any of those pieces back. Me: You don't understand! I'm breaking down! God: No - you don't understand. You are breaking through. What you are feeling are just growing pains. You are shedding the things and the people in your life that are holding you back. You aren't falling apart. You are falling into place. Relax. Take some deep breaths and allow those things you don't need anymore to fall off of you. Quit holding onto the pieces that don't fit you anymore. Let them fall off. Let them go. Me: Once I start doing that, what will be left of me? God: Only the very best pieces of you. Me: I'm scared of changing. God: I keep telling you - YOU AREN'T CHANGING!! YOU ARE BECOMING! Me: Becoming who? God: Becoming who I created you to be! A person of light and love and charity and hope and courage and joy and mercy and grace and compassion. I made you for more than the shallow pieces you have decided to adorn yourself with that you cling to with such greed and fear. Let those things fall off of you. I love you! Don't change! ... Become! Become! Become who I made you to be. I'm going to keep telling you this until you remember it. Me: There goes another piece. God: Yep. Let it be. Me: So ... I'm not broken? God: Of course Not! - but you are breaking like the dawn. It's a new day. Become!!! ~Author Unknown Stay Blessed😉
I'm only 17 but seriously this resonates a lot to me. Ever since my parents and I moved from Taiwan to Australia, I have felt like I am slowly losing myself. I turned all my attention to my academics but after it, I just felt like I was a shell of who I was. Starting in a new school really made things get worse, my teachers were giving me high scrutiny (what I said would be used against me) and my parents cared more about my school's name than me. There is a lot of tension that surrounds me and I still have to prepare for my final exams, I feel like drowning every day and life is just survival rather than living. I just want to go back to my old school but my parents frame it as something ridiculous and against God's will. I am honestly emotionally and mentally drained by this kind of school, my parents and God.
I think im an legend on that...5 fucking years without a message,without a smile on me, 5 years without a hug, without anyone writing me, without someone to tell my sorrows, without someone to send memes to, without someone to support me ... crying every night ... wanting to die, because the only thing I can I get to the cell phone is that I have little battery left, just a hug ... and everything would be better, that someone would be interested because I am alive simply ... I do not ask for more ... but not even that people give me
@@adriancrisangarcia7244 I know how you feel. No matter the amount its always difficult with no one around... I'm 38 I've been alone my whole life and the only time I had friends were just people using me. After countless nights of I found a light. It was blinding. Ending in what still feels like the death of me. I wake up every day not shocked that I'm still destroyed. If you're young keep your head up because all in all it's not going to get better. Just bitter, I've thought of not being here since grade 5 and the only thing ever keeping me here was the thought of the hurting those I love. So I've continued to live dying inside so they don't hurt. Knowing togetherness and all that its worth then returning to nothing is a deep hurt. Especially when it was the greatest love ever and still all a lie.
Hey, I know you don’t know me but what I know is that everyone finds someone eventually, you just have to hang on until you do, just try to keep your head up, I know that you will find people who you can vent to and who will understand you.
eyes don't sweat go see a doctor. I know I know but logically i am right i am just thinking if you have said this to someone and in reply he said that, OMG i would be dead laughing.
I don't think I could empathize more to a song than I do this one. I've never felt normal. In my lower school my imagination was something my friends adored. I would create endless games for us to play, inventing roles and including as many people as I could. Sure I could be bossy and petty at times, but no 4-9 year old isn't guilty of that. Of course when I went to middle school everything changed for the worse. Sure there were bullies and it affected me, but I have found it in my heart to forgive them. It wasn't their fault what happened to us. Because of the greed of Church of England (fight me you hypocritic pricks, what happend to greed being one of the seven deadly sins) they sold my school along with many of the schools in my area. Teachers were leaving the school to get jobs elsewhere, but to a group of 10/11 year olds it felt like we had been abandoned. Our head gave a speech about how she would never forsake us, then was paid off to ditch us. That shit hurts, when the adults you look up to just peace out. But again, I forgive the teachers as they need to look after their families. Doesn't change the amount of times I was attacked, the fact I cried myself to sleep every night and develop a nightmare disorder. I kept going but felt like I was made of glass that was slowly cracking and any day now I could shatter. You would think an organisation as well established as girl guides would be a sanctuary but no. I was again picked on my my imagination, mocked for liking to the point where I have panic attacks if I even try to. One girl was especially bad. She would bully anyone who didn't agree with her into leaving. I couldn't leave, my mother wouldn't let me. I asked my leader for help and she said that maybe if I acted less depressed then maybe the others would like me more. She told me mother she didn't want to get involved with our "little spat" because she didn't want to upset the bullies mother. I became desperate and i am ashamed to say, I planned to kill her. I got close once, purely accidentally. We were cooking and a group went to leave and one handed me a serrated kitchen knife with a wooden handle. It was just me and the bully in the room. The closest thing to describe how I felt was like ice in my chest. I was cold and I took a few steps towards her but managed to stop myself. I'm glad I didn't do it, but only for selfish reasons. I still hate the bully. And I now have cut full contact with the guide leader after I asked her to be my reference for my first job application and she threatened my position by (either intentionally or unintentionally) dodging my prospective employers contact. When I chased it up, she saw my message and didn't even have the decency to say "oh yeah I'll sort that" or "sorry, I can't do that anymore". Sometimes I want to just confront her, to tell her the pain she is semi responsible for. Maybe it could help, but I don't want to jeopardize my mother's friendship with her. Personally I wish she would cut contact with her but I understand this is my problem, not hers. Highschool was Equally as rough. I was stuck in a toxic friendship group, too affraid too leave because I thought it would be like middle school. I lost my nan in year 8. Essentially got shunned for not moving out of my assigned seat for another girl. Began to SH which was a very addictive mistake. It takes every ounce of strength I have to not do it, though I do have my weak days. I also have a crippling nightmare disorder. Experience horrifying nightmares every night of all variety. I'm haunted by entire dreamt lifetimes, lost children I never really had, brothers, sisters and friends I'll never see again. Others are apocalyptic in nature, either man made or monstrous. What makes it worse is I feel pain in dreams too. People are shocked when I say having both my legs broken and having to learn to walk again was hardly a mental strain for me, and yet I threaten to jump off a building if I misplace my pen. I'm actually in the best place I've been in years. I have 4 groups of supportive friends, family toxicity hardly impacts me anymore, I'm waiting to hear back about the job and I'm on a college course I legitimately like. My tutor has been concerned the last couple weeks that I work too hard, but if I stop I'm stuck in my mind. It only takes a day for me to spiral, and the meds I'm on do little other than cedate me forcing sleep. I cried because I realised I am only happy on my course of talking to friends. The moment I go home, the moment I'm alone I just loose my mind. It's like my being shattered long ago, but I've been stuck back together with bluetack. Not a permanent fix you know. I'm formally diagnosed with Anxiety, C-PTSD, depression and Chronic Nightmare Disorder. I am on a waiting list for a diagnosis on Autism, ADHD, OCD, Dyslexia and Discalcular (I think). I'm just tired of feeling so broken. I look forward to dying. Sometimes I wish I had never existed at all. Sorry if you read all of this, I just needed to get this off my chest. I often get people telling me to DM them but I prefer to just say these things into the infinite void that is the TH-cam comment section. Anyways I'm gonna dip now. Need myself a cup of tea to calm down a bit. Getting myself all het up.
Hiii! Hope you're doing better. I've been going through some bullying bcs ppl believe that I said that I didn't like some ppl when I was actually hacked instead of that it seems like the whole world has been turning their back on me and my friends don't even notice or look for me when I'm gone I'm just hanging on to life by now I told the principal abt the bullying and honestly they said they can't do anything abt it bcs of freedom of speech or smth my neighbor told her friend that bullied me where my house was and she took a picture idek what she could do with it and it makes me feel so uncomfortable idek why I'm still here when everyone hates me and calls me a beaver, sped, or that they think I'm on drugs. nobody is even here for me at this point and the principal can't even do anything. I hate my life sm and I wish I could just go away from them, but they're in my classes and even when I try my best to stay away from them I still end up in some way seeing them or my friends are friends with them. Nobody is even on my side now and I'm so tired of this. I hate school even though I get good grades and it's honestly all bcs of them. I hate my life and I'm so tired of this. But what I'm going through prob is much compared to you. Even if there's a tiny bit of happiness in your life just hold on to it bcs of that. So that way you can eventually turn your life into a blossom of happiness. You'll find peace. if possible try to smile even if it's hard and look at a sunset. look at the small things in life and say wow I'm happy I could see this I'm happy that I'm here for this moment. I hope it'll turn out well for you eventually!!
@@itsme-wg6wb I have definitely been there. My advice, don't suppress the emotions your feeling, find an outlet, join a fighting club or an art class, play music and embrace the emotions so you can let them go. Don't push them down and let them fester like I did or they may never leave you. Take it from someone who survived the school system, life gets better when you graduate. As scary as change can be it's sometimes for the best. Don't be afraid to take risks and people might surprise you. Too much darkness is in the world right now, so like you said find the light. Focus on your next baby step on your journey to fulfilment. I know I can seek refuge from my mind with friends or working in college or my job (I got it and it's good), but the second i stop I am facing that darkness, because I let it grow and grow until i couldn't control it anymore. Find what you can enjoy, no matter how dumb others think it is. Become amazing at it and prove them wrong. I believe in you.
I read n felt every word you wrote.. keep on going.. everything will make sense with time..n every piece will fall in their place.. keep growing from your pain n traumas.
Zach mate look for good in people and believe it it is better to have love and lost they never love at all and u will lose people and come go but they will be people how stay
For those who need to see this Something may have happened to you You may feel: Useless Worthless Or broken But I’m going to tell you We are all pieces of glass. We can break. But when we do, we shine brighter in the light. We shine brighter then those who haven’t been broken. Shine on, you are worth it. You can do this. You can hold ur head high. There might be a part of you that will always be broken, but it will shine brightly in the light. You are loved, you are worth it, you can get through this, people care for you, don’t let others or even yourself put you down. 💙
lollepop080 I’m really happy that you didn’t and that you are still here. If you ever want to talk to me about anything don’t be afraid to. I’m here to help. Shine on! You can do this. 💙💙💙
Sprinkles Spirit oh, I love this. It’s not the ‘hey you’re perfect’ type of inspiration, which is stupid since no one is perfect. It’s a gentle, soft ‘it’s okay to not be okay, no one else is.’ Thank you.
To anyone and everyone reading this, I just wanted to ask y'all, "Are u fine?" "Are u doing good?" If not, dw. U will be fine. Life is nothing less than a battle. Today, where population is growing every single day, we are becoming lonelier every single day. I just wanted to check on you guys. I wanna tell you all, if nothing's going fine, keep trying. Don't give up. Please reach out to someone. Ask for someone's guidance. The pain u r carrying in ur heart gets reduced a lot if u share it with others. Yk, I'm also going through a bad phase of my life. There have been countless nights where I silently cried, burying my face on my bed. But I know, I will be fine someday. So I want u guys to keep fighting. If I can fight, so can you. Keep up the spirit. Never think of quitting life. Please. Suicide isn't an option.
I'm not crying because I know what he's singing about. I'm crying because I know that there are people feeling this right now - something that nobody should ever feel.
Count yourself lucky, because it sucks so bad. I love you and know your going through something other than this and that you can get through it. Your strong and have so much empathy for people. I know you can do it. I love you sooo much❤
Same...especially when someone you love Soo much make you feel like your the monster..cause you hurt them...which I deserve all these...I am a nightmare to my family and my boyfriend...and to myself...
This song helped save my life. I’m so thankful to the writer of this for letting me know that I was not alone. You saved me bro. Forever with you. I even wrote a bunch of harmony and melody lines to it and sing it all the time in my truck. Always and forever with you brother. Thanks.
i would love that. hugging someone, know them or dont know them. we never know what someone is going through. we all need a hug. if you are reading this, i love you.❤️
Broken and Can’t Carry This Anymore hit me so hard, I’ve recently been diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression from the anxiety and these song help me cope, thank you for this Anson Seabra, you deserve more recognition.
It's sad that strangers online are nicer and caring then your parents.... And when people ask us if we're okay we just say "I'm ̶d̶e̶p̶r̶e̶s̶s̶e̶d okay
“No matter how many steps forward you take, a step backwards doesnt matter because of the progress youve made so far. You can be proud of yourself already.” -Wilbur Soot
I wonder how many years it’s been since I was that little kid standing in front of the dolphin tank smiling and wishing I could train them. Now I’m sitting at home sobbing as I think of what I could’ve been.
If you...yes you! If you are listening for the first time then you are lucky. You have found a very underrated artist and get to listen to the best of the best. The lyrics bring you closer to home than any other song I have ever heard. A true talent...
RookAtMost exactly how I feel! Anson has an amazing voice and the lyrics are among the most touching and emotional I’ve heard. Literally fallen in love with his music and I consider myself lucky for stumbling across I can’t carry this anymore
Actually quarantine can get the best of our souls, but u know just do other stuff like jogging or any physical it can really helps, I just wanna say that I wish you happy life
@@ivag.5398 yea it's been hard 3 months ago i got out of a toxic relationship because of this girl I have so many problems and i LOVED her a lot and told my best friend that she didn't love me she only dated because my family like her and then a couple days ago a new girl that i was dating broke up with me i just want to die
you are gonna get through this tough times¡ you can do this, you are loved, i am here for you, listen to some hype music in a volume that can distract you from the thougths, i wish you the best :D
I'm here for you babe if u need anyone to share with him your scared thoughts just call a dear friend write a diary and listen to music I promise that will help because I felt the same and this really did help me. But just remember that you are not alone in this there is alote of people like u and I'm one of them and we should be beside every one that needs support to go through this and I promise this is gonna be memories you will remember but just let these memories be a happy one by doing things that you have always wanted to do and never found time for.Most of the love a friend that is always here for you.
@@kyliesanguine4945 I care for you, people care about you, do things that distract you, have hope, because everything will get better one of these days, do things that distract you and enjoy, try your best to avoid that thoughts with happy ones. And know that it is difficult but we are here to support you.
dear you, hi, i know things aren't good right now, but I just want to let you know that it's okay. it's okay if you're feeling sad, lost, upset and you feel like you don't know what to do. i won't say it all gets better, but the pain won't last forever. nothing in this world is permanent. and so as the problems you're facing. i may not know you personally but please don't do it. always remember that God loves you and i love you too! don't leave me-don't leave us, the battle isn't done yet. even tho it seems impossible, don't lose hope. i'm here for u * *sending virtual hugs to everyone* * take care, my warrior.
“i’ve spent a thousand nights alone tryna hold on tight” really resonated with me. ive dealt with this sadness, this anxiety for so long all by myself and i’m just so so exhausted
yeah me to it sucks but what is life without a little rain and these tough time is what makes us stronger you just gotta hold on it will eventually get better mabey not right now it just takes time i guess we just have to be patient
I know how you feel. 6 years feeling like I don't deserve to live, and that I wasn't even strong enough. And I brought that on myself. At the time, I was a shelled up mess with no friends, and now I'm a anxious depressed mess. If you wanna talk about something that happened, even just to talk because you need someone to talk to, my tumblr is painstakenashes and my email is starsaddle7@gmail.com
Being in the damn closet sucks, you barely find any source of outlet to express your emotions when emotions we feel everyday are meant to be shared. It's just too sad and unfortunate that some of us don't have decent people to count on.
If you ... If you .... Am I broken ? That's so sad .. that you don't know about your self because you have a lot of pain 😔 that's so deep 💔 Keep going 👍🏼😢💙
To be completely honest I’ve been sad for so long I don’t even wanna be happy anymore bc every time I come close to it, it just disappears and I feel lost again
i wanna hit the replay button on my childhood. i wanna go back be happy again not have to deal with quarantine fucking my brain up not having to deal with curfew because of riots I wanna feel I wanna be happy, bubbly.. literally everything except this emptiness. I even realized that I have feelings for my ex who I thought I didn't like. I have friends but feel like I have no one.
If you could back it wouldn’t be the same try to find that one thing there should be one that helps you I want to meet you to be your friend and show you all the love you deserve but this is the most I can do so remember I love you stay safe and stay with us ok
I am always here with you...❤️I like my ex too , my ex I broke up with...so... you're not fighting alone!!!I am with you!!!I am always with you❤️if you want to talk find me on Pinterest: lifelovejoke of you need me I will always be there to talk to you, always ♥️♥️
Hi there! It's nice hearing you enjoying this song I love it too! I just wanna say I really love your voice your covers are so amazing! You are Really underrated
Anson Seabra's song, "Broken," hits so close to home for me. The lyrics express feelings of insecurity and self-doubt that I have experienced. The vulnerability and raw emotions in the lyrics are incredibly powerful and relatable. The first verse of the song speaks to the idea of trying to find oneself again after feeling lost. The line "Could you spare him a little kindness?" is so poignant and highlights the importance of treating ourselves with compassion and understanding. The chorus of the song is where the lyrics really hit me. The idea of feeling broken and flawed, questioning one's worth and whether they are just another "fake, fucked up lost cause" is something that I have struggled with. The line "And am I human? Or am I something else?" really struck a chord with me. It's a reminder that we are all human and flawed, but that doesn't make us any less worthy of love and acceptance. The second verse of the song speaks to the frustration of trying everything and anything to feel better, but nothing seems to work. The line "Seems there's nothing left inside of me that's good" is so heartbreaking, but also a reminder that we all have good within us, even if we don't always feel it. The chorus repeats, emphasizing the feelings of brokenness and insecurity. The line "To save me from the nightmare that I call myself" really resonated with me. It's a reminder that we are often our own worst critics, and that we need to learn to be kinder to ourselves. Overall, this song is a powerful expression of the struggles that many of us face with self-doubt and insecurity. Anson Seabra's vocals are incredibly moving, and the melody is beautiful. This is a song that I will be listening to on repeat, as a reminder to be kind to myself and to remember that I am not alone in my struggles. #AnsonSeabra #Broken #SelfDoubt #Insecurity #Vulnerability #RawEmotions #Worthiness #Compassion #Acceptance
Now, I don’t really talk about my feelings but I guess I might as well open up and scream into a empty void. I relate to this song because when my mom shows me pictures of when I was younger she always says “I remember when you were this happy, you changed after that one teacher” I am upset but it has nothing to do with the teacher. The chorus I relate to because I’ve been lying to myself saying “I’m fine” when I’m not. I’ve had many traumatizing experiences and have heard many heart breaking stories, it has become so hard for me to smile, just like how it became so hard for me to cry. And my parents constantly think I just chose to be this way...I’m sorry that you two gave up on caring for me and decided to give all your love to my younger siblings. Then there are my friends, I love them dearly but it’s hard for me to open up to them. I’ve always been scared that they might become as stressed and as sad as I am because I have always been the person to come to when upset. So I know what it feels like to have everything bottled up inside, and at the same time I keep trying to improve myself, all the time I have people telling me what they don’t like about me, so of course I change the problem. Now whenever I find out someone doesn’t like something about me I just change it, if I want to or not. Something I want to do is stop saying “I’m sorry” because I have been apologizing for even being born. But I think that the worst thing I have done is attempt suicide, my family doesn’t even know (and I didn’t do something “flashy” I just took a scarf and tightened it) I just have never said anything because I don’t want my friends and family to worry. Heck if they knew I was writing this they would say “most murders are caused by kids who open up about how sad they are on social media” I’m pretty sure nobody is gonna read this, so I’m safe. But if you did read this, I am proud of you, you managed to make it through this emotional comment that will eventually be lost to the sea of the internet. And if you are going through something like this, I’m proud of you to still be able to get out of bed, I mean I even have problems getting out of bed. I will end this now, bye Sincerely, a random upset person on the internet
i know its hard to admit even to your friends what going wrong but i think you should who knows you could also encourage that friend to tell you whats going wrong with them and the more yu open up the easier things will get i did read your comment and yes it will probably be last to the void that is the internet but that doesnt matter right now what matters right now is that you stay alive and try to find something that makes you happy whether it be an animal a person a youtuber or even a videogame sincerely a random supportive person on the internet
I have a friend who is almost exactly like you, his mother doesn’t care about how he feels, he doesn’t like people worrying about him, he’s tried multiple times to commit suicide, but the difference is he reached out to me and a few of our other friends to talk to, and we’re able to help him, and talk him out of trying to die. You should without a doubt reach out to your friends, or whoever you are close to because it does help, it helps a lot, and don’t worry about them worrying over you because that’s natural, and as long as you can stay here, they won’t be overly worried for too long, but you without a doubt should reach out to someone. You’re a good person, I can tell. Sincerely, someone who cares
Yea and including the fact the world were living in right now :/ times now are soo rough but life is too short to be happy and make memories thats why christmas makes me so happy
I understand. And I'm so sorry. I wish I could say it gets better... But it only gets worse, until even your closest friend says that you need help. I'm so sorry.
crying doesn't not making us become a weak person but it will make we stronger than before. You don't always have to pretend to be strong, there's no need to prove all the time that everything is going well. You shouldn't be concerned about what other people are thinking, cry if you need to, it's good to cry out all your tears because only then will you be able to smile again :') *hugs*
Real men and women cry, it's likely one of the strongest things someone can do. To actually willingly show an emotional response. People who bottle things up, are often the ones who are the most afraid. Happiness is, well just that. We should find happiness in the little things. The spring blossoms, the birds singing, laughter of children. Emotions are what distinguish us from machines, we'd be damn useless without them. Understand your emotions, become the emotion. Learn who your monster is, don't control it, take the b**tard for a walk. He gets restless when he's kept in a cage. Mistakes are what we learnt from yesterday, to make tommorow a better day.
I've been struggling these past few month's, well more like these past few years. This feeling of agony always lingering with me, this mountain of darkness looming over me. I'm tired of keeping it together all the time, I'm tired pretending to be someone else. I know I have to cut out my family out of my life because they make my life miserable but I remain in my prison, with the key in my hand, unable to move towards the door of freedom. Unable to truly accept their love was nothing but a form of manipulation. I've failed to be true to myself, all because I was too naive to see my so called "family" are weighing me down. I one day hope to be free of this darkness, this agony, this lie I must live in order to survive. Even though I've lost hope, lost faith, lost everything, I won't let them win. Future me, if your ever reading this, just know, your in charge of your own life, don't give anyone the ability to control it, no one knows what's best for you, except you. No one knows what makes you happy, except you. Good Luck kid.
To whoever is gonna read this: You're loved You're needed here You're worthy You're beautiful You're handsome Your deserve the best and no matter what you're going through do not take your life, God has a plan for you in the future, whatever pain you're going through wouldn't be forever,please stay strong,safe and Iloveyou🦋🥺❤️ Just remember that *Insecurities and pains are what makes us human* :)
am i though that’s the thing i have no one anymore, no one loves me for who i am i have no one to talk to i have no one that understands what i’m going through my ex broke up w/ me two weeks ago and my best friend thinks i’m stupid crying over her and i hate it so much i just wanted her to love me back 💔💔💔
Do you ever cry to yourself when nobody is around and when people see you, you hide those tears behind a smile and laughter, and just try to make other people laugh and enjoy themselves, but you can never have the same enjoyment...
I love how a lot of people in this comment section just pour their hearts out and talk about their feelings. I also am happy to see those comments where people are encouraging others that life gets better. My friends think I listen to sad songs because I'm a depresso. But most of the time, it is just so I can read the beautiful comments. Anyways, I love this song. It shows me that I'm not alone in this crazy world. Keep up the good work dude!
I agree, although I listen to these songs because of my sadness and it helps me vent but I also love to encourage others and see the encouraging comments also
Hey:) U ok? Yep i know, life is hard.. but don't give up mkay? U are not alone! U are not flawed, u deserve more than a pair of worth. U are human, not something else, WE ARE HERE FOR YOU bc of that nightmare, look at the bright side, not in the dark, and most of all. U are beautiful, fixed and precious, not broken 💗 I love u 💓
okay, you, YOU! stop scrolling. I know you're unhappy, broken, going through something, or maybe just not okay. as much as I know my words won't really help, and this probably won't get to anybody, I want to help you. I can't see u irl. I can't give u and irl hug, but h*ck u deserve one! let me tell u this, u may have mistakes, even I might disagree with ur choices, and no, time doesn't freaking heal, but u are valid! we learn from mistakes, we may always be broken, everything might always be messed up, but u, my friend, u just let ur feelings exist. stop bottling them, ik u are considering ur scrolling thru comments on a sad song...and i'm sorry I can't really help. continue listening to this dope music, reading thru inspiring sht on the internet, but even tho it usually doesn't make u happy or whole again, don't give up. we're all here for u. there's nothing we can do, there's really nothing anyone can do, but u can try. just hang in there, at ur own pace. ilya
its been years and i still cant find my main problem about myself. Right now im thinking about ending it all after I smile and having fun to my upcoming sports fest. Just one last smile and i'm done.
It will one day. I had to work very hard for 20 years. This is my home it’s MINE. These people are under my protection and they can keep their shitty excuses for human beings away from my people. It’s my home now. It gets better eventually.
Oh totally get what you mean. When I get a panic attack or anxiety attack, I alway say 'I wanna go home' over and over again, even though I'm in my bed or somewhere home. It's very weird
Billie Eilish: I write the saddest songs Anson Sebra: let me introduce myself Edit: I dont mean to diss Billie Eilish, I really like both of these artists
Both artists are so different because billie has different moods in each of her songs but they also have similarities which is they are so good in writing their emotions that when happy people listen to it, they could feel the sad feeling through their songs.
I LOVE THE SONG!!! My interpretation is about innocence, when we are kids we just play around u til we grow up and we need to take responsibilities, there’s so many interpretations for this song and I LIVE 😔😭
@@josefineelisabeth5014 she replied back after 2 days since my comment and got mad at me. It's been 6 hard months wihout seeing and having a actual conversation with her. Without seeing her and her smile. She wished me on my birthday but I know that was just a formality by her side. I don't deserve her😭😭
Same, Zoe. I‘ ve lost me, too. You life everyday and life but sometimes I stand befördert the mirror and ask the person in „ who are you?“. Maybe it‘s just me That feel like that. It‘s like stand on the side and Look down on yourself and ask simply „who is this Person?“. Like your on Autopilot, like you habe a distance to your body. I‘ve lost me, too. And I still haben’s found me yet. But the People around me help me remember, why I have to be me. Cause they need me like I am. And if you haben’s someone like that dir you, then Text me or anyone else, who will remeber you for the Good Sodes on you. And sometime you can build a person, a Person that knows who she really is. I hope you can be sometime, the Person who you want to be. ( Sorry for my bad english. I‘m german) 🙂♥️😓
I understand. Im starting to get back to my normal self but somehow my brain just brings me down it's like I'm my own bully because I've been bullied a lot of my life I've started to agree with them tell myself the same thing, making myself feel worse and worse I have thought about taking my life, but never have, the best thing to do if you think about it is to talk to someone someone you trust make sure they let you talk and make sure you listen talk to a bf a gf a mom a dad a grandparent anyone you can, idk what my old self was like anymore either but I just try to think of happy thoughts, and there are days it's ok to cry and vent trust me I've had many of those just stay strong and you can get through this (we can do it together!)
It's okay to be lost, it's okay to be struggling, it's okay to NOT be okay. And if anyone needs to talk than I'm here and available, please hang in there, sending hugs 💜
The fact that he is asking all this stuff about himself, in my mind, kinda shows him being insecure about being broken, which I heavily relate, because all my friends are these amazing and happy and healthy people, then theres me, a broken, ugly peice of trash lol, they could do so much better then me, and the worst part is, I just them in ways that I cant control. I want them to leave me, but at the same time I cant bare to lose them...
They are lucky to have you. And you are lucky to have them. I might not know you but I feel the same way you do, and I know in my heart that if they are truly your friends then they love you and they absolutely believe you are worth the world! That's how I feel about my friend, and that's probably what they think of you. I'm sorry if you think I'm coming on too strong, I just wanted you to know that I really hope that you'll feel better and loved because I know you deserve it. I hope you'll have a nice day, week, month, year and so on. Much love from someone who believes in you even though they have no idea hwo you are🤗🥰
This is the most relatable comment. I’m so paranoid because I know my friends can do so much better than me and they deserve so much more than my depressed, anxious self; and they could leave at any second and I would literally have no one. Shits rough
I really wish i found this song sooner, I really wish i got help when i had the chance. Here I am crying because there is no one to talk to anymore...People have their own lives to live and they have no time anymore..
That’s how I feel right now.. when I try talking to family they tell me that’s not the reason, I’m not sad, they always disagree with me, find a way to yell at me because of it, blame it on my phone, or laptop. My friends, just don’t take it seriously.
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Anson Seabra of course
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Thank you so much for the song you make I really like it.
"And there's no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself."
This hits me so hard.
Same here
Same, I am
Me too
Same :(
Same
*im not crying you are*
i really am
@@AnsonSeabra beautiful piece
Kylie Just Can’t no u
Damn invisible onion cutting ninjas along the song
Kylie just can't cry
im truly sorry if you’re lying in bed right now relating to every word he’s singing. i hope you feel better soon loves
Thanks, how did you know.
It’s sad that people you don’t know care more about you than the ones who you thought loved you.
Thanks T.T
Fuvkin psychic
Totally relate to this 💔
Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.
Matthew 11: 28-30
The worst part
about being sad
is that
you don’t even know
what makes you happy anymore
The worst thing about being sad is waking up to a world that doesn't even give a fuck if you feel that way.
yes and i am now
Ikr you just kinda feel empty and can‘t be able to be happy anymore
it happens to me whe both my parents passed away couple years ago
Bullcrap this song is the shit in the toilet let it fucking swirl.
Anson: am I broken?
.
.
Me: No you are talented.😘
hehe thank you :)
funniest Thing is: sometimes those two go Hand in Hand...;)
@@AnsonSeabraThis helped from my breakup....thank you
“feelings come but they won’t go”
i’ve never felt something so true
It hit me so hard. They just wont go and now theyve become a burden and an open wound always throbbing, always giving ypu pain
We aren’t tired because we can’t sleep at night. We are tired of the pain never going away and nothing ever getting better. We are tired of faking happiness and smiles, we are tired of trying to tell people how we feel. We are tired because our parents don’t get it. We are tired of the world, not because we don’t sleep.
Thank you for putting how I feel into words ❤️
🥲
𝓽𝓻𝓾𝓮💜
adults in general just don’t fucking get it. we don’t choose to stay up we’re in so much pain it’s all we can physically do that reminds us that we’re still alive. it’s not our fault they continuously put the weight of the world on our shoulders and repress us when we’re something else than what they want.
Ty for saying this...
i love how everyone cares about each other in the comment section of sad songs.
It would be good to talk with them, at least someone who can understand us.
Merve Holmes I agree I rarely have somebody to talk to about this life I have. It gets hard because sometimes there truly is nobody there. And it makes you feel like you are a flaw. It haven’t gotten better for me and it feels like it never will.
Yes and we care about you
Because we all know how it feels to not be able to see or feel. Darkness as bad as it may be unites us in a way nothing else can. It's the most unfortunate thing yet most valuable lesson.
@@universereverse2874 hey wanna talk?:(( its been a week, hope u feel better:((
Just found you and didn't expect to be crying in three songs.
3 I’m crying on 1 song
I started crying in 30 seconds 😂
Moldy _Agent160 Ik you put the laugh to make it better. But I love you, please stay safe and keep being so amazing x
Broken, Thats us,and trying my best
Anyone reading the comments rn prolly cryin' lmao.
The worst pain that I've felt in my entire life...
Is denying my own feelings to make other people comfortable
Same
Explain please
@@Tsunamiis Like, say you got a new gf/bf. All of a sudden they tell you that they want to "it" (i think you know what i mean) and you're uncomfortable bc you've only been dating for 1 month. But, you know they might get mad or upset, so you say "yes" evan when you're uncomfortable about it. Thats just an example tho
😣
"I'm fine"
The biggest and most popular lie I tell...
I'll live this here so that whenever someone like this comment of mine I'll be reminded about this song.
Just wanted to remind you
Have you ever cried at night in your bed? But you start crying so much that you have to cover your mouth? You don't want to wake someone up? Cuz same. i just wanted to say that Idk where it was going to go but I've had it happen so many times this song I can relate to sOoO badly
I am right now
Yeah countless nights
Yeah
Believe in me its all gonna be alright to the point that you will forget that you were sad one day
Right? Because no one 8n your family knows and thinks your sleeping peacefully. But sometimes you just wanna scream while crying. Something I do is do it when I’m taking a shower
The feeling where you're just too sad, you can't even cry anymore.
Yeah me too
yeah :(
Same
It’s not that it’s anymore I never could in the first place.
I wish I could cry but I'm so fucking hurt I can't, and in the rarity that I do cry... I can't help but feel pathetic.
Brain: Cry
Me: But why-
Brain: *I SAID WE CRY*
I never thought one day will come when I'll be envious of anyone who can cry.. I'm so numb
I was in choir class today in middle school and out of no where, i broke out crying in front of everyone, me best friend Micol, my teacher, other students and someone new at my school named Wyatt
Me: alright you don’t have to yell!
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whut???????!!
why...
In my entire 62 years no other song has exposed so much raw emotion in me
You must be in a lot of pain my friend
I Love You
It's sad how i can't open up to my parents. It has always been my friends whom i consider as outlets. I don't know why. I just feel like they understand me more. And growing up in a filipino family, there's no time for that. Specially when you're the first born. You must have good grades, you must have a good job, you can't fail. Because your parents are counting on you. I have a smaller sibling and everything she does, my parents blame me. Actually, my PARENT. My father left us. To those who are crying in bed now just like me, i love you. I'm not sure how long i can stay here. But if ever i do it once and for all, always remember that i love you all.
omg i relate to this so much, strict parents that blame everythink on me, my dad has the smallest faith in me n i can only open up to my bestfriend cus i feel so judged or like they just dont understand. thought it was just me ha🥺 xxx
My mom made us leave my dad 10 years ago
my parents split when i was around 4 and i live with my mom and visit my dad and i don’t really like going over there and it gives me like really bad anxiety 😞
Same here. I’m an only child and my parents hate each other but won’t split because my mom needs my dad’s income and my dad needs my mom to do everything for him. I guess that’s a good thing but it’s always constant fighting and I always get pulled in, plus it’s added pressure to try to make them happy when they never will be. My mom expects perfection from me because she always wanted the perfect daughter, but I’ll never live up to that, and my dad wishes he didn’t have a kid. My mom also had a bad pregnancy that left her with constant pain, and she’s made it well known that she wishes she hadn’t had me. I’m also bi, they know, and they hate it. I’m basically trapped in the middle of constant conflicts at home, plus I’ve got my own issues due to bullying, social anxiety, depression, and trying to do well in school and sports. I can’t even tell my parents what’s going on because they’d hate me even more, and I’ve only told one of my friends about any of it, but I really don’t want to tell her everything. It’s a mess and I feel like I’m drowning, but I also feel guilty for being like that because I know that a lot of people are much worse off and aren’t complaining.
I’m so sorry you feel this way, I hope one day you can do what you want to do in life and you will be finally satisfied with the person you are, the life you live and be happy
it’s really scaryWhen a song can read out your life like a page in a book
Especially when it's such a sad song
Yeah and somehow this is happening over and over again lately... Which makes me sad and happy at the same time.
Damn, bro. You right. Felt that on a soul level
true
It’s even sadder when it’s been only 2 years….
We're just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide isn't the answer
-Unknown
well done mate 10/10
This hits deep. Always being the one to stop someone else and wondering if someone is gonna stop you.
and some adults that were suicidal kids and were lucky enough to fail. And learned something. And hope to pay it forward the huge blessing received even if means comment in 100000000 comments and help just one....
I’m a previously suicidal kid who understands that one person telling you it’s worth it to live can make all the difference, and thus will be that person for as many people as I can
in truth the reason I haven't already killed myself is because I don't want my big brother to cry.
Always find a reason no matter how small
I know the chances of anyone seeing this and it helping them is low but just in case, there will always be a reason to stay alive, If you can't find it the reason is to find another reason. There is someone who needs you to live, you just might not have found them yet. Hang in there.
We are one broken generation
The line "if you see the boy I used to me could you tell him that if like to find him and if you see the shell that's left of me could you spare him a little kindness" hit a whole different way
I whisper to the mirror shards littering my floor.
"i am broken Now"
they whisper back,
"do you see us? we are all broken."
A glimmer at the edge of one, wet with blood.
they continue,
"we are stronger for it"
i think,
"how are you stronger? you will never be fixed."
"no," they say. "we will not be fixed."
"but we are no longer fragile"
This literally gave me chills and hit me. Damn
In Asian countries, when I piece of pottery breaks it is repaired with a golden material to create golden scars making the piece more beautiful than before it was broken. We all have golden scars, but most of us can’t see the beauty of them, how they make us shine when things are dark because we have lived in the dark before and know how to deal with it
Wow. How can this resonate so strongly for me?
Wow
@@ravengray3095 thank you for sharing that.
I miss the old me. When i was outside having fun and enjoying life. Life is passing me by to fast. Its like im drowning in my own head
What's stopping you, go back out, do dumb shit and have fun!
It's your life. Do what makes you happy
We all miss the old us
Me too.
True I have the same issue
idk who will see this, but you are worth it... a thousand times over. maybe no has told u today but i will because you are beautiful and you are loved. i promise you love, you are not alone. you are never alone, even when u think u are. i love you.
Who broke this man's heart? He badly needs a hug. Sending virtual hugs to you Anson! You're great!
I’m also sad because women ruin us
It's Peach I think I need a hug too...
I need one too..
Layla-Nevaeh Cardus id give you a hug 🤗 but feel better soon okay?-
Iys not just him tho, that's whats funny bc most people you see are like this the just hide it or most just don't see it. Pluse we all have a chapter in our life that we would like to skip
where are these onions at??
*chop* *chop*
Sorry... Dang these onions really strong.
Dawnicorn 🤣🤣cute
Dawnicorn 😂😂 thanks for making my day.. those onions were effecting me roo
*making a sandwich* my bad dude, I just want some onions on this sandwich I'm making
Me: Hey God.
God: Hello.....
Me: I'm falling apart. Can you put me back together?
God: I would rather not.
Me: Why?
God: Because you aren't a puzzle.
Me: What about all of the pieces of my life that are falling down onto the ground?
God: Let them stay there for a while. They fell off for a reason. Take some time and decide if you need any of those pieces back.
Me: You don't understand! I'm breaking down!
God: No - you don't understand. You are breaking through. What you are feeling are just growing pains. You are shedding the things and the people in your life that are holding you back. You aren't falling apart. You are falling into place. Relax. Take some deep breaths and allow those things you don't need anymore to fall off of you. Quit holding onto the pieces that don't fit you anymore. Let them fall off. Let them go.
Me: Once I start doing that, what will be left of me?
God: Only the very best pieces of you.
Me: I'm scared of changing.
God: I keep telling you - YOU AREN'T CHANGING!! YOU ARE BECOMING!
Me: Becoming who?
God: Becoming who I created you to be! A person of light and love and charity and hope and courage and joy and mercy and grace and compassion. I made you for more than the shallow pieces you have decided to adorn yourself with that you cling to with such greed and fear. Let those things fall off of you. I love you! Don't change! ... Become! Become! Become who I made you to be. I'm going to keep telling you this until you remember it.
Me: There goes another piece.
God: Yep. Let it be.
Me: So ... I'm not broken?
God: Of course Not! - but you are breaking like the dawn. It's a new day. Become!!!
~Author Unknown
Stay Blessed😉
Idk if I'm crying at this or the song ?
I cried.
People keep liking the owner of the comment so i can remember this.NOT MY COMMENT.HIS COMMENT
Thank you so much
I don't really believe in a god but this was really inspirational nonetheless. Thank you
I'm only 17 but seriously this resonates a lot to me. Ever since my parents and I moved from Taiwan to Australia, I have felt like I am slowly losing myself. I turned all my attention to my academics but after it, I just felt like I was a shell of who I was. Starting in a new school really made things get worse, my teachers were giving me high scrutiny (what I said would be used against me) and my parents cared more about my school's name than me. There is a lot of tension that surrounds me and I still have to prepare for my final exams, I feel like drowning every day and life is just survival rather than living. I just want to go back to my old school but my parents frame it as something ridiculous and against God's will. I am honestly emotionally and mentally drained by this kind of school, my parents and God.
It has been almost 1 year that im crying every night and nobody knows how i feel because i always wake up with a fake smile. And im so tired of it.
Well... you are not the only one
I think im an legend on that...5 fucking years without a message,without a smile on me, 5 years without a hug, without anyone writing me, without someone to tell my sorrows, without someone to send memes to, without someone to support me ... crying every night ... wanting to die, because the only thing I can I get to the cell phone is that I have little battery left, just a hug ... and everything would be better, that someone would be interested because I am alive simply ... I do not ask for more ... but not even that people give me
@@adriancrisangarcia7244 I know how you feel. No matter the amount its always difficult with no one around... I'm 38 I've been alone my whole life and the only time I had friends were just people using me. After countless nights of I found a light. It was blinding. Ending in what still feels like the death of me. I wake up every day not shocked that I'm still destroyed. If you're young keep your head up because all in all it's not going to get better. Just bitter, I've thought of not being here since grade 5 and the only thing ever keeping me here was the thought of the hurting those I love. So I've continued to live dying inside so they don't hurt. Knowing togetherness and all that its worth then returning to nothing is a deep hurt. Especially when it was the greatest love ever and still all a lie.
I feel your pain and you not the only want
Hey, I know you don’t know me but what I know is that everyone finds someone eventually, you just have to hang on until you do, just try to keep your head up, I know that you will find people who you can vent to and who will understand you.
Love spending my 1am listen to your voice🖤
heck yeah!
Lol it’s 1pm for me right now
@@snivy9930 for me it's 8 pm😂
Same here gmt+7 😁
Even i
wait that’s weird, somehow my eyes are sweating
Don't worry I put on eye deoderent this morning so its all good.
Ha Ki Lmao
eyes don't sweat go see a doctor. I know I know but logically i am right i am just thinking if you have said this to someone and in reply he said that, OMG i would be dead laughing.
I’m an idiot, I read that as ears 😂
Don’t worry! It’s allergies!
To life.. you have allergies to life. Don’t worry! I do too!
~Laura of the Destined Children
I don't think I could empathize more to a song than I do this one.
I've never felt normal. In my lower school my imagination was something my friends adored. I would create endless games for us to play, inventing roles and including as many people as I could. Sure I could be bossy and petty at times, but no 4-9 year old isn't guilty of that. Of course when I went to middle school everything changed for the worse. Sure there were bullies and it affected me, but I have found it in my heart to forgive them. It wasn't their fault what happened to us. Because of the greed of Church of England (fight me you hypocritic pricks, what happend to greed being one of the seven deadly sins) they sold my school along with many of the schools in my area. Teachers were leaving the school to get jobs elsewhere, but to a group of 10/11 year olds it felt like we had been abandoned. Our head gave a speech about how she would never forsake us, then was paid off to ditch us. That shit hurts, when the adults you look up to just peace out. But again, I forgive the teachers as they need to look after their families. Doesn't change the amount of times I was attacked, the fact I cried myself to sleep every night and develop a nightmare disorder. I kept going but felt like I was made of glass that was slowly cracking and any day now I could shatter.
You would think an organisation as well established as girl guides would be a sanctuary but no. I was again picked on my my imagination, mocked for liking to the point where I have panic attacks if I even try to. One girl was especially bad. She would bully anyone who didn't agree with her into leaving. I couldn't leave, my mother wouldn't let me. I asked my leader for help and she said that maybe if I acted less depressed then maybe the others would like me more. She told me mother she didn't want to get involved with our "little spat" because she didn't want to upset the bullies mother. I became desperate and i am ashamed to say, I planned to kill her. I got close once, purely accidentally. We were cooking and a group went to leave and one handed me a serrated kitchen knife with a wooden handle. It was just me and the bully in the room. The closest thing to describe how I felt was like ice in my chest. I was cold and I took a few steps towards her but managed to stop myself. I'm glad I didn't do it, but only for selfish reasons. I still hate the bully. And I now have cut full contact with the guide leader after I asked her to be my reference for my first job application and she threatened my position by (either intentionally or unintentionally) dodging my prospective employers contact. When I chased it up, she saw my message and didn't even have the decency to say "oh yeah I'll sort that" or "sorry, I can't do that anymore". Sometimes I want to just confront her, to tell her the pain she is semi responsible for. Maybe it could help, but I don't want to jeopardize my mother's friendship with her. Personally I wish she would cut contact with her but I understand this is my problem, not hers.
Highschool was Equally as rough. I was stuck in a toxic friendship group, too affraid too leave because I thought it would be like middle school. I lost my nan in year 8. Essentially got shunned for not moving out of my assigned seat for another girl. Began to SH which was a very addictive mistake. It takes every ounce of strength I have to not do it, though I do have my weak days.
I also have a crippling nightmare disorder. Experience horrifying nightmares every night of all variety. I'm haunted by entire dreamt lifetimes, lost children I never really had, brothers, sisters and friends I'll never see again. Others are apocalyptic in nature, either man made or monstrous. What makes it worse is I feel pain in dreams too.
People are shocked when I say having both my legs broken and having to learn to walk again was hardly a mental strain for me, and yet I threaten to jump off a building if I misplace my pen. I'm actually in the best place I've been in years. I have 4 groups of supportive friends, family toxicity hardly impacts me anymore, I'm waiting to hear back about the job and I'm on a college course I legitimately like. My tutor has been concerned the last couple weeks that I work too hard, but if I stop I'm stuck in my mind. It only takes a day for me to spiral, and the meds I'm on do little other than cedate me forcing sleep. I cried because I realised I am only happy on my course of talking to friends. The moment I go home, the moment I'm alone I just loose my mind.
It's like my being shattered long ago, but I've been stuck back together with bluetack. Not a permanent fix you know. I'm formally diagnosed with Anxiety, C-PTSD, depression and Chronic Nightmare Disorder. I am on a waiting list for a diagnosis on Autism, ADHD, OCD, Dyslexia and Discalcular (I think). I'm just tired of feeling so broken. I look forward to dying. Sometimes I wish I had never existed at all.
Sorry if you read all of this, I just needed to get this off my chest. I often get people telling me to DM them but I prefer to just say these things into the infinite void that is the TH-cam comment section. Anyways I'm gonna dip now. Need myself a cup of tea to calm down a bit. Getting myself all het up.
Hiii! Hope you're doing better. I've been going through some bullying bcs ppl believe that I said that I didn't like some ppl when I was actually hacked instead of that it seems like the whole world has been turning their back on me and my friends don't even notice or look for me when I'm gone I'm just hanging on to life by now I told the principal abt the bullying and honestly they said they can't do anything abt it bcs of freedom of speech or smth my neighbor told her friend that bullied me where my house was and she took a picture idek what she could do with it and it makes me feel so uncomfortable idek why I'm still here when everyone hates me and calls me a beaver, sped, or that they think I'm on drugs. nobody is even here for me at this point and the principal can't even do anything. I hate my life sm and I wish I could just go away from them, but they're in my classes and even when I try my best to stay away from them I still end up in some way seeing them or my friends are friends with them. Nobody is even on my side now and I'm so tired of this. I hate school even though I get good grades and it's honestly all bcs of them. I hate my life and I'm so tired of this. But what I'm going through prob is much compared to you. Even if there's a tiny bit of happiness in your life just hold on to it bcs of that. So that way you can eventually turn your life into a blossom of happiness. You'll find peace. if possible try to smile even if it's hard and look at a sunset. look at the small things in life and say wow I'm happy I could see this I'm happy that I'm here for this moment. I hope it'll turn out well for you eventually!!
@@itsme-wg6wb I have definitely been there. My advice, don't suppress the emotions your feeling, find an outlet, join a fighting club or an art class, play music and embrace the emotions so you can let them go. Don't push them down and let them fester like I did or they may never leave you.
Take it from someone who survived the school system, life gets better when you graduate. As scary as change can be it's sometimes for the best. Don't be afraid to take risks and people might surprise you. Too much darkness is in the world right now, so like you said find the light. Focus on your next baby step on your journey to fulfilment. I know I can seek refuge from my mind with friends or working in college or my job (I got it and it's good), but the second i stop I am facing that darkness, because I let it grow and grow until i couldn't control it anymore.
Find what you can enjoy, no matter how dumb others think it is. Become amazing at it and prove them wrong. I believe in you.
I read n felt every word you wrote.. keep on going.. everything will make sense with time..n every piece will fall in their place.. keep growing from your pain n traumas.
It’s getting to the point where I’m lying to everyone and pretending to be happy
Same!
So true D: its the inside of me that thinks people arent gonna like the real me so I just pretend me :c
me too.
I lie to people cuz I don’t want them to know
same
Because of my anxiety I push everyone away because I’m scared they will abandon me, I just find it easier to leave them before they leave me
and no one will believe when you to them that you experiencing anxiety 🥺
This is so true
last time i opened up to someone he stopped talking to me shortly after…it’s so hard to believe it’s not related
I do the same and I feel easier that way than the pain it would cause later
Zach mate look for good in people and believe it it is better to have love and lost they never love at all and u will lose people and come go but they will be people how stay
For those who need to see this
Something may have happened to you
You may feel:
Useless
Worthless
Or broken
But
I’m going to tell you
We are all pieces of glass. We can break. But when we do, we shine brighter in the light. We shine brighter then those who haven’t been broken. Shine on, you are worth it. You can do this. You can hold ur head high. There might be a part of you that will always be broken, but it will shine brightly in the light. You are loved, you are worth it, you can get through this, people care for you, don’t let others or even yourself put you down. 💙
i needed this, im crying because of this. i was thinking about ending my life tonight and you just saved me. i hope this lives with you forever.
lollepop080 I’m really happy that you didn’t and that you are still here. If you ever want to talk to me about anything don’t be afraid to. I’m here to help. Shine on! You can do this. 💙💙💙
my cuts shine pretty brightly as well.
Thank you
Sprinkles Spirit oh, I love this. It’s not the ‘hey you’re perfect’ type of inspiration, which is stupid since no one is perfect. It’s a gentle, soft ‘it’s okay to not be okay, no one else is.’ Thank you.
To anyone and everyone reading this,
I just wanted to ask y'all, "Are u fine?" "Are u doing good?" If not, dw. U will be fine. Life is nothing less than a battle. Today, where population is growing every single day, we are becoming lonelier every single day. I just wanted to check on you guys. I wanna tell you all, if nothing's going fine, keep trying. Don't give up. Please reach out to someone. Ask for someone's guidance. The pain u r carrying in ur heart gets reduced a lot if u share it with others. Yk, I'm also going through a bad phase of my life. There have been countless nights where I silently cried, burying my face on my bed. But I know, I will be fine someday. So I want u guys to keep fighting. If I can fight, so can you. Keep up the spirit. Never think of quitting life. Please. Suicide isn't an option.
How kind of you to check in with all these angels. I appreciate you. ❤❤❤
i miss when laughing and smiling and actually enjoying life wasn't a chore.
I felt this so deep...
Same
Those where the days 😔
Yeah...
In short i miss being a kid😓
I'm not crying because I know what he's singing about. I'm crying because I know that there are people feeling this right now - something that nobody should ever feel.
Count yourself lucky, because it sucks so bad. I love you and know your going through something other than this and that you can get through it. Your strong and have so much empathy for people. I know you can do it. I love you sooo much❤
Thank u
It's me....I'm people.
🖤💔
@@heatherolsen708 .
Keisha Light Were same im 12 too hehe
"Cus im so scared that theres no one there to save me from the nightmare i call myself."
Damn i felt that.
me too, that part really hit me hard
Same.
Same
Same
Same...especially when someone you love Soo much make you feel like your the monster..cause you hurt them...which I deserve all these...I am a nightmare to my family and my boyfriend...and to myself...
This song helped save my life. I’m so thankful to the writer of this for letting me know that I was not alone. You saved me bro. Forever with you. I even wrote a bunch of harmony and melody lines to it and sing it all the time in my truck. Always and forever with you brother. Thanks.
That's beautiful! I hope you record it and share it somewhere!!! ❤❤❤
I wanna hug everyone in this comment section 🥺👉👈
Virturaul hug maybe 😣
I havent had a proper hug in actual years.
😣
Same
i would love that. hugging someone, know them or dont know them. we never know what someone is going through. we all need a hug. if you are reading this, i love you.❤️
Broken and Can’t Carry This Anymore hit me so hard, I’ve recently been diagnosed with severe anxiety and depression from the anxiety and these song help me cope, thank you for this Anson Seabra, you deserve more recognition.
hope you get better!
Amped Seal try listen to gnash songs as well
I feel ya! Just know that your not alone in your fight!
Amped Seal you should also try listening to Alec Benjamin and Lauv and Jeremy Zucker
You people describe my music playlist..
But you’re missing NF and Nico Collins :3
Gotta love them too :3
~Laura of the Destined Children
I've been reading the comments and the many replies, it's truly strange how people online are nicer and more caring then those in real life
yeah it really is
It's sad that strangers online are nicer and caring then your parents.... And when people ask us if we're okay we just say "I'm ̶d̶e̶p̶r̶e̶s̶s̶e̶d okay
:"'
Absolutely right 😆😆
@@echolocayted thats definetly true
“No matter how many steps forward you take, a step backwards doesnt matter because of the progress youve made so far. You can be proud of yourself already.”
-Wilbur Soot
I wonder how many years it’s been since I was that little kid standing in front of the dolphin tank smiling and wishing I could train them. Now I’m sitting at home sobbing as I think of what I could’ve been.
I feel your pain my friend
“think what i could be” - positive mentality, it’s NEVER too late to chase your dreams. Keep your head up❤️
If you...yes you! If you are listening for the first time then you are lucky. You have found a very underrated artist and get to listen to the best of the best. The lyrics bring you closer to home than any other song I have ever heard. A true talent...
thank you so much!!!! :)
RookAtMost exactly how I feel! Anson has an amazing voice and the lyrics are among the most touching and emotional I’ve heard. Literally fallen in love with his music and I consider myself lucky for stumbling across I can’t carry this anymore
Underrated artists like these light up my day.. when i keep thinking all the good music is lost.
I just found this gem today, and I’ve listened to 90% of his stuff already. This song is definitely my favourite, though
You're right. I'm so glad I stumbled upon his music.
Is it in the middle of the night and I listen to this song an just cry?
- well, yeah
Can relate
I can’t even cry cause I sleep in a room with my sister and she can hear me
Same
Same...
Omg sameeee
Truly love from Ghana
My worst mistake is to pretend that I'm strong and I don't need help, but it broke me until I lost who I am.
Damn..
Same man
..
;)
😢
Am I the only one who's depression and anxiety is even harder in this quarantine?
Actually quarantine can get the best of our souls, but u know just do other stuff like jogging or any physical it can really helps, I just wanna say that I wish you happy life
No your not
@@ayoub6035 thank you, I appreciate it 😊
@@TeslaMan2154 man I know I hope we can all get through it
@@ivag.5398 yea it's been hard 3 months ago i got out of a toxic relationship because of this girl I have so many problems and i LOVED her a lot and told my best friend that she didn't love me she only dated because my family like her and then a couple days ago a new girl that i was dating broke up with me i just want to die
the worst part of quarantine is im left with all of my thoughts
and that scares me
you are gonna get through this tough times¡ you can do this, you are loved, i am here for you, listen to some hype music in a volume that can distract you from the thougths, i wish you the best :D
I'm here for you babe if u need anyone to share with him your scared thoughts just call a dear friend write a diary and listen to music I promise that will help because I felt the same and this really did help me. But just remember that you are not alone in this there is alote of people like u and I'm one of them and we should be beside every one that needs support to go through this and I promise this is gonna be memories you will remember but just let these memories be a happy one by doing things that you have always wanted to do and never found time for.Most of the love a friend that is always here for you.
same, most of my thoughts are to comitt jump of building
@@kyliesanguine4945 I care for you, people care about you, do things that distract you, have hope, because everything will get better one of these days, do things that distract you and enjoy, try your best to avoid that thoughts with happy ones. And know that it is difficult but we are here to support you.
and we know*
dear you,
hi, i know things aren't good right now, but I just want to let you know that it's okay. it's okay if you're feeling sad, lost, upset and you feel like you don't know what to do. i won't say it all gets better, but the pain won't last forever.
nothing in this world is permanent. and so as the problems you're facing.
i may not know you personally but please don't do it. always remember that God loves you and i love you too! don't leave me-don't leave us, the battle isn't done yet. even tho it seems impossible, don't lose hope. i'm here for u * *sending virtual hugs to everyone* *
take care, my warrior.
I spent a thousand nights alone
Trying to hold tight
Someone take me home before I lose my mind.
Damn.
I wish I could be there to take you home.
Even
I
Don't
Have
A
Single
Real
Friend.
..
And one broke my heart
.. .
Neither do i ... Since i was born... I always feel like an accident... Who would want me I'm tired of being me...
Hi...i don’t know you but i will be your friend! If you ever need to talk i am right here!
I don't know u either, but im here, you can text me
Dm me my Instagram is @bookish_reads26
Mercy kira please don’t think that way😢 someone in this world will appreciate you.don’t lose hope😊🦾
This one is finally out on all streaming platforms!! :) Question of the day: what is your favorite book?
Anson Seabra probably the Everlost series or the Maze Runner series
Hmm
You did really well 🙏❤👏
the coldest girl in coldtown
percy jackson sea of monsters probably
I need to cry.
“i’ve spent a thousand nights alone tryna hold on tight” really resonated with me. ive dealt with this sadness, this anxiety for so long all by myself and i’m just so so exhausted
yeah me to it sucks but what is life without a little rain and these tough time is what makes us stronger you just gotta hold on it will eventually get better mabey not right now it just takes time i guess we just have to be patient
I understand Im also tired its so hard
I know how you feel. 6 years feeling like I don't deserve to live, and that I wasn't even strong enough. And I brought that on myself. At the time, I was a shelled up mess with no friends, and now I'm a anxious depressed mess. If you wanna talk about something that happened, even just to talk because you need someone to talk to, my tumblr is painstakenashes and my email is starsaddle7@gmail.com
Haven’t cried like this for a while
@Isabella PETERSON sorry to hear that if u need to talk or want to talk with someone here i am :)
@Isabella PETERSON sure np ive discord, add me LER3Y#0992
Being in the damn closet sucks, you barely find any source of outlet to express your emotions when emotions we feel everyday are meant to be shared. It's just too sad and unfortunate that some of us don't have decent people to count on.
If you ...
If you ....
Am I broken ?
That's so sad .. that you don't know about your self because you have a lot of pain 😔 that's so deep 💔
Keep going 👍🏼😢💙
thank you, I will :)
@@AnsonSeabra you're welcome 💌 😊
To be completely honest I’ve been sad for so long I don’t even wanna be happy anymore bc every time I come close to it, it just disappears and I feel lost again
Every time I get close, it falls apart or blows up in my face. Tbh, Im kind of scared of finding happiness.
We tend to sleep where it is safest my friend.
Why isnt this on the radio? It's so beautiful😭♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
idk
Because the radio puts on average songs, not amazing ones
Because people would get too sad because how amazing it is and crash because of crying!
The radio never puts up songs that are real and beautiful Because it's all about the fakeness and money now and people's emotions never seem to matter
i wanna hit the replay button on my childhood.
i wanna go back
be happy again
not have to deal with quarantine fucking my brain up
not having to deal with curfew because of riots
I wanna feel
I wanna be happy, bubbly.. literally everything except this emptiness.
I even realized that I have feelings for my ex who I thought I didn't like.
I have friends but feel like I have no one.
Grace Mena I may not have ever had an relationship but I agree I’m only ten but I’m so unhappy with myself not knowing how happy I was in the past
If you could back it wouldn’t be the same try to find that one thing there should be one that helps you I want to meet you to be your friend and show you all the love you deserve but this is the most I can do so remember I love you stay safe and stay with us ok
I wish I could go back to when I had depression but didnt acknowledge it. Now I have to acknowledge it and actually care and it sucks
Ik... before being happy was the most easy thing, but now... i can only be sad its so difficult to be happy
I am always here with you...❤️I like my ex too , my ex I broke up with...so... you're not fighting alone!!!I am with you!!!I am always with you❤️if you want to talk find me on Pinterest: lifelovejoke of you need me I will always be there to talk to you, always ♥️♥️
such a beautiful masterpiece, like damn, amazing voice and lyrics and music, just amazing
thank you!!!
Hi there! It's nice hearing you enjoying this song I love it too! I just wanna say I really love your voice your covers are so amazing! You are Really underrated
Synyster Xoris aw thank you so much!!!
@@xxcampbellxx7595 your welcome! I hope you grow and become an amazing singer
Anson Seabra's song, "Broken," hits so close to home for me. The lyrics express feelings of insecurity and self-doubt that I have experienced. The vulnerability and raw emotions in the lyrics are incredibly powerful and relatable.
The first verse of the song speaks to the idea of trying to find oneself again after feeling lost. The line "Could you spare him a little kindness?" is so poignant and highlights the importance of treating ourselves with compassion and understanding.
The chorus of the song is where the lyrics really hit me. The idea of feeling broken and flawed, questioning one's worth and whether they are just another "fake, fucked up lost cause" is something that I have struggled with. The line "And am I human? Or am I something else?" really struck a chord with me. It's a reminder that we are all human and flawed, but that doesn't make us any less worthy of love and acceptance.
The second verse of the song speaks to the frustration of trying everything and anything to feel better, but nothing seems to work. The line "Seems there's nothing left inside of me that's good" is so heartbreaking, but also a reminder that we all have good within us, even if we don't always feel it.
The chorus repeats, emphasizing the feelings of brokenness and insecurity. The line "To save me from the nightmare that I call myself" really resonated with me. It's a reminder that we are often our own worst critics, and that we need to learn to be kinder to ourselves.
Overall, this song is a powerful expression of the struggles that many of us face with self-doubt and insecurity. Anson Seabra's vocals are incredibly moving, and the melody is beautiful. This is a song that I will be listening to on repeat, as a reminder to be kind to myself and to remember that I am not alone in my struggles. #AnsonSeabra #Broken #SelfDoubt #Insecurity #Vulnerability #RawEmotions #Worthiness #Compassion #Acceptance
Beautiful..recondition. of a deeply meaningful song...you should write lyrics..amen..
We're lucky we found such an underrated artist..
“I’m so scared that there’s no one there to save me from the nightmare that I call myself.”
Now, I don’t really talk about my feelings but I guess I might as well open up and scream into a empty void. I relate to this song because when my mom shows me pictures of when I was younger she always says “I remember when you were this happy, you changed after that one teacher” I am upset but it has nothing to do with the teacher. The chorus I relate to because I’ve been lying to myself saying “I’m fine” when I’m not. I’ve had many traumatizing experiences and have heard many heart breaking stories, it has become so hard for me to smile, just like how it became so hard for me to cry. And my parents constantly think I just chose to be this way...I’m sorry that you two gave up on caring for me and decided to give all your love to my younger siblings. Then there are my friends, I love them dearly but it’s hard for me to open up to them. I’ve always been scared that they might become as stressed and as sad as I am because I have always been the person to come to when upset. So I know what it feels like to have everything bottled up inside, and at the same time I keep trying to improve myself, all the time I have people telling me what they don’t like about me, so of course I change the problem. Now whenever I find out someone doesn’t like something about me I just change it, if I want to or not. Something I want to do is stop saying “I’m sorry” because I have been apologizing for even being born. But I think that the worst thing I have done is attempt suicide, my family doesn’t even know (and I didn’t do something “flashy” I just took a scarf and tightened it) I just have never said anything because I don’t want my friends and family to worry. Heck if they knew I was writing this they would say “most murders are caused by kids who open up about how sad they are on social media” I’m pretty sure nobody is gonna read this, so I’m safe. But if you did read this, I am proud of you, you managed to make it through this emotional comment that will eventually be lost to the sea of the internet. And if you are going through something like this, I’m proud of you to still be able to get out of bed, I mean I even have problems getting out of bed. I will end this now, bye
Sincerely, a random upset person on the internet
i know its hard to admit even to your friends what going wrong but i think you should who knows you could also encourage that friend to tell you whats going wrong with them and the more yu open up the easier things will get i did read your comment and yes it will probably be last to the void that is the internet but that doesnt matter right now what matters right now is that you stay alive and try to find something that makes you happy whether it be an animal a person a youtuber or even a videogame
sincerely a random supportive person on the internet
I have a friend who is almost exactly like you, his mother doesn’t care about how he feels, he doesn’t like people worrying about him, he’s tried multiple times to commit suicide, but the difference is he reached out to me and a few of our other friends to talk to, and we’re able to help him, and talk him out of trying to die. You should without a doubt reach out to your friends, or whoever you are close to because it does help, it helps a lot, and don’t worry about them worrying over you because that’s natural, and as long as you can stay here, they won’t be overly worried for too long, but you without a doubt should reach out to someone. You’re a good person, I can tell.
Sincerely, someone who cares
I relate to this so much
It’s the same with my parents
I relate so much
Idk a way out either
But lets just keep holding ,
on someday it might be worth it
Hes not singing.... hes pouring all his heart and emotions into a song to disguise his pain....
This song is really written from a real broken hard and this song really has to be heard and it does deserve to.
Listening and passing it on
The worst part is that u can relate to every lyric
Yea very true
Yes.
If you click on my profile pic I think it'll show you my other comment on here. Feel free to comment on that if you just need to talk! :)
Exactly.
Yea and including the fact the world were living in right now :/ times now are soo rough but life is too short to be happy and make memories thats why christmas makes me so happy
I want to cry...
But I've taught myself not to.
Crying is weak.
Happiness is pity.
Emotions are overrated.
Mistakes aren't permitted.
I understand. And I'm so sorry. I wish I could say it gets better... But it only gets worse, until even your closest friend says that you need help. I'm so sorry.
I feel this
I never was allowed to show pain and got abused for doing so now I no longer do but still hide my tears
crying doesn't not making us become a weak person but it will make we stronger than before. You don't always have to pretend to be strong, there's no need to prove all the time that everything is going well. You shouldn't be concerned about what other people are thinking, cry if you need to, it's good to cry out all your tears because only then will you be able to smile again :') *hugs*
Real men and women cry, it's likely one of the strongest things someone can do. To actually willingly show an emotional response. People who bottle things up, are often the ones who are the most afraid.
Happiness is, well just that. We should find happiness in the little things. The spring blossoms, the birds singing, laughter of children.
Emotions are what distinguish us from machines, we'd be damn useless without them. Understand your emotions, become the emotion. Learn who your monster is, don't control it, take the b**tard for a walk. He gets restless when he's kept in a cage.
Mistakes are what we learnt from yesterday, to make tommorow a better day.
I've been struggling these past few month's, well more like these past few years. This feeling of agony always lingering with me, this mountain of darkness looming over me. I'm tired of keeping it together all the time, I'm tired pretending to be someone else. I know I have to cut out my family out of my life because they make my life miserable but I remain in my prison, with the key in my hand, unable to move towards the door of freedom. Unable to truly accept their love was nothing but a form of manipulation. I've failed to be true to myself, all because I was too naive to see my so called "family" are weighing me down. I one day hope to be free of this darkness, this agony, this lie I must live in order to survive. Even though I've lost hope, lost faith, lost everything, I won't let them win. Future me, if your ever reading this, just know, your in charge of your own life, don't give anyone the ability to control it, no one knows what's best for you, except you. No one knows what makes you happy, except you. Good Luck kid.
To whoever is gonna read this:
You're loved
You're needed here
You're worthy
You're beautiful
You're handsome
Your deserve the best and no matter what you're going through do not take your life, God has a plan for you in the future, whatever pain you're going through wouldn't be forever,please stay strong,safe and Iloveyou🦋🥺❤️
Just remember that *Insecurities and pains are what makes us human* :)
That's amazing. I almost cut myself, and I stopped myself from doing that.
I will just breathe for that ''God has a plan for you"
@@proplay5394 I know he does
@@tylermills1699 thanks
am i though that’s the thing i have no one anymore, no one loves me for who i am i have no one to talk to i have no one that understands what i’m going through my ex broke up w/ me two weeks ago and my best friend thinks i’m stupid crying over her and i hate it so much i just wanted her to love me back 💔💔💔
"I've tried everything and anything/But nothing seems to work quite like it should." so relatable
glad you can relate :)
Yup...
Oana-Gabriela Grigorie I felt this lyric to my core...
Bold of you to assume that I don’t know the lyrics already.
hahahahaha i guess you're right
You leaving broke me beyond your understanding. But im so proud of you for standing up for yourself. I will always love you my angel💔
The comment cheered me up I’m crying so hard everything is hard irl rn….
Do you ever cry to yourself when nobody is around and when people see you, you hide those tears behind a smile and laughter, and just try to make other people laugh and enjoy themselves, but you can never have the same enjoyment...
at the end of the day everyone gets 5 minutes of pity
Yeah....
Mhm-
Been doing it for years. Don’t know how much longer I can do this though. Shits rough
Every time at school
I love how a lot of people in this comment section just pour their hearts out and talk about their feelings. I also am happy to see those comments where people are encouraging others that life gets better. My friends think I listen to sad songs because I'm a depresso. But most of the time, it is just so I can read the beautiful comments. Anyways, I love this song. It shows me that I'm not alone in this crazy world. Keep up the good work dude!
i have to agree here. i feel like a depresso espreso, but when i have amazing friends that i could never replace, just, makes me happy.
I agree, although I listen to these songs because of my sadness and it helps me vent but I also love to encourage others and see the encouraging comments also
The worst part is that you only listen to the lyrics when you're sad..
Makes sense why I put this song on repeat
@@skeledancer6965 i hope you're okay :)
@@Girlboss213 You are going to make it. You're strong, remember that
@@Girlboss213 hey i hope you feeling better tho, keep fighting okay? xoxo
So that's why I know every lyric to every song I listen to
Hey:)
U ok? Yep i know, life is hard.. but don't give up mkay? U are not alone! U are not flawed, u deserve more than a pair of worth.
U are human, not something else, WE ARE HERE FOR YOU bc of that nightmare, look at the bright side, not in the dark, and most of all. U are beautiful, fixed and precious, not broken 💗 I love u 💓
We missed you❤️
Glad ur back Anson you deserve more recognition❤️
thank you!! :)
Follow him on twitter, he's active there
“Worst thing in the world is not being alone but being around people who make you feel alone"
lol then make them feel alone your amazing
That is so true........
okay, you, YOU! stop scrolling. I know you're unhappy, broken, going through something, or maybe just not okay. as much as I know my words won't really help, and this probably won't get to anybody, I want to help you. I can't see u irl. I can't give u and irl hug, but h*ck u deserve one! let me tell u this, u may have mistakes, even I might disagree with ur choices, and no, time doesn't freaking heal, but u are valid! we learn from mistakes, we may always be broken, everything might always be messed up, but u, my friend, u just let ur feelings exist. stop bottling them, ik u are considering ur scrolling thru comments on a sad song...and i'm sorry I can't really help. continue listening to this dope music, reading thru inspiring sht on the internet, but even tho it usually doesn't make u happy or whole again, don't give up. we're all here for u. there's nothing we can do, there's really nothing anyone can do, but u can try. just hang in there, at ur own pace. ilya
thank you for censoring h*ck
I dont even know what im going through but im sad and i hate myself sometimes. Seeing your comment made me a little happier. Thank you
💜
Thank you! I needed this every day my sadness has gotten worse and worse since quarintine, this is amazing and now I'm on the verge of tears ♥️
Thanks you so freaking much,I needed this ❤️
its been years and i still cant find my main problem about myself. Right now im thinking about ending it all after I smile and having fun to my upcoming sports fest. Just one last smile and i'm done.
I hope you held on. Never forget. You are loved. You are appreciated. And you are worth it. Don't forget that. I'll be praying for you ❤️
I always say to myself that I wanna go home but I am at home. Doesn't feel like it though.
Are you alright?
Do you want to talk?
It will one day. I had to work very hard for 20 years. This is my home it’s MINE. These people are under my protection and they can keep their shitty excuses for human beings away from my people. It’s my home now. It gets better eventually.
I forgot what home felt like
Oh totally get what you mean. When I get a panic attack or anxiety attack, I alway say 'I wanna go home' over and over again, even though I'm in my bed or somewhere home.
It's very weird
Billie Eilish: I write the saddest songs
Anson Sebra: let me introduce myself
Edit: I dont mean to diss Billie Eilish, I really like both of these artists
True lol but they're both good tho👌
@@kenjiesuralta1435 I do agree with that, I love both Billie and Anson
Dude, you don't have to compare 2 artists together. They have their own characteristics and their songs are completely different from each other
I really want to like this comment because I love it, but its at 1 1 1 likes- I can't destroy that >:O
Both artists are so different because billie has different moods in each of her songs but they also have similarities which is they are so good in writing their emotions that when happy people listen to it, they could feel the sad feeling through their songs.
I LOVE THE SONG!!! My interpretation is about innocence, when we are kids we just play around u til we grow up and we need to take responsibilities, there’s so many interpretations for this song and I LIVE 😔😭
that's a great interpretation :)
"Am i broken, am i flawed" omg i felt that!!!
“When you’re happy & content, you enjoy the music.
But if you’re unhappy, you understand the lyrics”
I confessed my feelings to my crush today but she didn't replied anything.😥😥
@@_prash Then she doesn’t deserve you💗
@@josefineelisabeth5014 she replied back after 2 days since my comment and got mad at me. It's been 6 hard months wihout seeing and having a actual conversation with her. Without seeing her and her smile. She wished me on my birthday but I know that was just a formality by her side. I don't deserve her😭😭
I don’t remember the last time I was truly happy
Wanna talk?
I don't feel like I've ever been happy because I've been sad for so long
Pov: you’re scrolling through the comments while listening to the song playing in the background trying not to think too hard:/
Wow exactly what I’m doing
@@mauricialucas7654 same
i'm doing that rn
That's me
Pretty much yeah
“Do I deserve a shred of worth?”
the way I’ve asked myself these words for so many years
Yes you do. Someone loved you so much he died for you on the cross. Knowing that is the single thing that keeps me going
The fact how much you just interacted with your supporters down this video warms my heart.❤️.
just giving the love back! :)
- In the end, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends -
- UNKNOWN -
So much silence
I stoped being me so long ago
That I don’t even know who that is anymore
You can be whoever you want to be.
Same, Zoe. I‘ ve lost me, too. You life everyday and life but sometimes I stand befördert the mirror and ask the person in „ who are you?“. Maybe it‘s just me That feel like that. It‘s like stand on the side and Look down on yourself and ask simply „who is this Person?“. Like your on Autopilot, like you habe a distance to your body. I‘ve lost me, too. And I still haben’s found me yet. But the People around me help me remember, why I have to be me. Cause they need me like I am. And if you haben’s someone like that dir you, then Text me or anyone else, who will remeber you for the Good Sodes on you. And sometime you can build a person, a Person that knows who she really is. I hope you can be sometime, the Person who you want to be. ( Sorry for my bad english. I‘m german) 🙂♥️😓
I understand. Im starting to get back to my normal self but somehow my brain just brings me down it's like I'm my own bully because I've been bullied a lot of my life I've started to agree with them tell myself the same thing, making myself feel worse and worse I have thought about taking my life, but never have, the best thing to do if you think about it is to talk to someone someone you trust make sure they let you talk and make sure you listen talk to a bf a gf a mom a dad a grandparent anyone you can, idk what my old self was like anymore either but I just try to think of happy thoughts, and there are days it's ok to cry and vent trust me I've had many of those just stay strong and you can get through this (we can do it together!)
@@yaminakamybu1961 God bless you. And your English isn't bad. 😇👍
It's okay to be lost, it's okay to be struggling, it's okay to NOT be okay. And if anyone needs to talk than I'm here and available, please hang in there, sending hugs 💜
My beautiful son, you are not a lost cause! I will save you from your nightmares because I am your Mother.
No, YOU are not broken.
The fact that he is asking all this stuff about himself, in my mind, kinda shows him being insecure about being broken, which I heavily relate, because all my friends are these amazing and happy and healthy people, then theres me, a broken, ugly peice of trash lol, they could do so much better then me, and the worst part is, I just them in ways that I cant control. I want them to leave me, but at the same time I cant bare to lose them...
They are lucky to have you. And you are lucky to have them. I might not know you but I feel the same way you do, and I know in my heart that if they are truly your friends then they love you and they absolutely believe you are worth the world! That's how I feel about my friend, and that's probably what they think of you. I'm sorry if you think I'm coming on too strong, I just wanted you to know that I really hope that you'll feel better and loved because I know you deserve it. I hope you'll have a nice day, week, month, year and so on. Much love from someone who believes in you even though they have no idea hwo you are🤗🥰
thats exactly the same as me....
This is the most relatable comment. I’m so paranoid because I know my friends can do so much better than me and they deserve so much more than my depressed, anxious self; and they could leave at any second and I would literally have no one. Shits rough
I feel really self critical but.. I hate when I’m positive about myself? Idk how to explain it it’s weird.. but this song really hits, thanks ❤️
Doq hey you deserve to be but that feeling you are felling is telling you can’t be so I will you can and deserve the world
you're allowed to be positive about yourself❤️ self love isn't selfish
I understand, it's kinda like whenever you feel good about yourself, you see it as bragging and being overconfident...
No need to explain we can feel the same
@Sho-bo it's not tho :) the only thing that is SELFISH is actually being selfish. you're allowed to love yourself
I really wish i found this song sooner, I really wish i got help when i had the chance. Here I am crying because there is no one to talk to anymore...People have their own lives to live and they have no time anymore..
You can talk to me
You can talk to me ,you deserve to be able to talk to someone
I bet on my all my self worth and dignity, that everyone in this comment section and world wants to talk and hug you. Or at least I would...🌻💕
That’s how I feel right now.. when I try talking to family they tell me that’s not the reason, I’m not sad, they always disagree with me, find a way to yell at me because of it, blame it on my phone, or laptop. My friends, just don’t take it seriously.
@@natalienoodle9507 then talk to some else who will understand. Like the hotline or a friend.