Rue Bennett | If I could be a different person, I would

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  • @PoeticEspionage
    @PoeticEspionage 4 ปีที่แล้ว +699

    This is beautiful. It shows how multi-faceted mental health and addiction is.

  • @zahra9656
    @zahra9656 4 ปีที่แล้ว +495

    imagine rue but with a baby. my mom was rue with a baby. i am the baby. what rue went through is what my mom went through, except she never recovered.

    • @sig_nificantly3181
      @sig_nificantly3181 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      I'm so sorry you and your mom had to go trough that, i hope your doing good and i hope you know how strong you are

    • @ari_1456
      @ari_1456 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      you are loved, you are strong. And it takes a lot to go through something like that; stay strong and positive

    • @kinseyella8512
      @kinseyella8512 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same bro

    • @hollytrumpler4146
      @hollytrumpler4146 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Me too, I’m sorry because I know exactly what it’s like

    • @puppymjll
      @puppymjll 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Mine got pushed off her balcony into a drug house and died, then ruled a suicide cus her house was a cook spot
      for the trap-

  • @rachelbrown4865
    @rachelbrown4865 4 ปีที่แล้ว +357

    People think drugs are cool and fun, but they really aren't. My first love was an addict, he was clean for 5 years when i met him. He met the wrong people, it only took one night for him to relapse and ruin his entire life. Family disowned him, he can't see his son, lost his job, home, car got repossessed has been in and out of detox and rehab for 10 months now. He tried using fake pee on a drug test i made him do once, it's been a long and tough ride. Addiction is not a joke, drugs change you. It's makes you do things you never thought you are capable of doing.

    • @mahlogonolohlogi1714
      @mahlogonolohlogi1714 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Lots of Hugs to you ❤

    • @esmabartin
      @esmabartin 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Woaw. It was probably bad for ya. Yeah drugs ruining the life. I never have drugs. But i when watched this series, i get it. Fortunately i didnt

    • @amberbautista6161
      @amberbautista6161 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      So true, my father is taking drugs since I was a baby. My mom tells me that and so others. I was 16y/o now. Having 3 little brothers. My dad is the best, He is. He never laid a hand to us.
      He was once get to jail and I swear it broke me when I saw him getting arrested by the cops. But now he's with us. I'm just glad it's not too late for us, for him to realize that.

    • @krystadavisclark3717
      @krystadavisclark3717 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Agreed. My father in law was a drug addict for decades and his choices ruined his family for generations. The choices he made still affect his kids and his grandchildren to this day.

    • @GoranBarbaric
      @GoranBarbaric หลายเดือนก่อน

      im recowering.... metadon is shit....Cold turkey now... geez

  • @lie8230
    @lie8230 4 ปีที่แล้ว +266

    As someone who has OD, this is shockingly an edit that describes that mindset.

    • @dreamgirl-yk3ou
      @dreamgirl-yk3ou 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I hope you get the help you need

    • @marypugh9362
      @marypugh9362 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      i’m glad you survived

    • @isxbxllxsxgxr425
      @isxbxllxsxgxr425 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      What's OD? Sorry if that's a sensitive topic

    • @trippledrizzle8446
      @trippledrizzle8446 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@isxbxllxsxgxr425 OD means that he's Over Dosed before

    • @Aaronholland2000
      @Aaronholland2000 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I OD as well. It was a wake-up call to get clean

  • @demicassy9269
    @demicassy9269 4 ปีที่แล้ว +99

    I am so numb I can't even cry anymore

    • @demicassy9269
      @demicassy9269 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @Erin McQueen thank you so much, you stay strong too bc you are a queen 💓 don't drop your crown you beautiful human 👑❤️

    • @bill5486
      @bill5486 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I was numb until i found out how much I relate to her.

    • @dana2344
      @dana2344 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Corinne Drake you wanna talk ?

  • @noodle4284
    @noodle4284 4 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    its gotten to the point where sumtimes i smile when I cry because I'm glad I felt sum, but that's just me.

    • @queenjazmine9393
      @queenjazmine9393 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      As someone who has OD before I can say that it’s not just you. Sending love and hope your way❤️.

  • @butterflyhippie123
    @butterflyhippie123 4 ปีที่แล้ว +71

    I root for Rue and everyone she loves because this journey won't be easy.

  • @bread9663
    @bread9663 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I hate it when people say this show romanticizes addictions but it doesn’t. It is a really beautiful work of art that discusses the struggles that people go through. Anyone reading this who are struggling with anything, i love you and i hope you get better and get the life you deserve. You only have one as you and you promise me that you will spend it fairly. You are worth it and anything is possible so you have a chance. I love you. Never give up.

  • @kruzalvarez5336
    @kruzalvarez5336 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I felt this to the core. Addiction and depression. Are for surely getting the best of me. I can't snap out of it. No matter how hard I try.

  • @hayleylinnen8703
    @hayleylinnen8703 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I get it Rue I get it ,I understand it and mostly feel it. If i could be a different person ,I would too

  • @neontate413
    @neontate413 4 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    Still my favourite edit. The way the clips and music build up and blend together is beautiful. Especially the end, with her mom's speech and the music underneath.

  • @coloursarebrighter4719
    @coloursarebrighter4719 4 ปีที่แล้ว +158

    This is really good, it should have much more than 608 views

    • @antiutopija
      @antiutopija 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      totally agree.

    • @coloursarebrighter4719
      @coloursarebrighter4719 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Tahlia Coleman yeah haha I guess I phrophesised it

    • @sk8r_
      @sk8r_ 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      50k

    • @Lyn107.
      @Lyn107. 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@sk8r_ *220k

  • @Faebaeeee
    @Faebaeeee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    as someone with BPD diagnosed as several things with PTSD, bipolar 2 and adhd umm rue i fucking love you. i love you, at times i had to look away cause it just hurt so bad but i really love you rue and i really cant wait for season 2 and im currently in therapy and im working on my PTSD thank you rue

  • @Ashleycea17
    @Ashleycea17 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This made me cry!! I'm dealing with the same issues and it's hard sometimes.

  • @ziya5231
    @ziya5231 4 ปีที่แล้ว +92

    Thank you for almost saving my life with your time which you took to make this video. Thank you

    • @dreamgirl-yk3ou
      @dreamgirl-yk3ou 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I’m happy you feel better

    • @sofialea9579
      @sofialea9579 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i really hope youre doing better

  • @fabiolacamila2345
    @fabiolacamila2345 4 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    i don’t think i should watch this. i’m not mentally stable rn.

    • @daniella8534
      @daniella8534 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      u okay?

    • @fabiolacamila2345
      @fabiolacamila2345 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Daniella Stephania yea i’m fine. just struggling. thanks for asking tho

    • @daniella8534
      @daniella8534 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@fabiolacamila2345 wanna talk?

  • @jesseissnazzy4268
    @jesseissnazzy4268 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I relate to rue on a scary level

  • @alachavez333
    @alachavez333 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    yo this is so strong made me cry man people, people who don't deserve this ,have to go through this, everyday, it makes me so sad i can't do anything about it.

  • @42elsage
    @42elsage 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    So amazing. I’ve never found a short or long video I’ve related to this much...ever. Clean off h for 6 years but alcohol is a crafty...addiction is insidious and sneaks up on you when you least expect it.

  • @mailisha27
    @mailisha27 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    2 years ago, I met someone who changed my life. His name was Ricky. I didn’t know it at the time but he was an alcoholic. Fast forward to this year, I finally saw what happens when alcoholic doesn’t drink. He was shaking, and puking. He went to rehab for 2 months for me. But soon after he broke up with me. Now I want to drink, but trying to stay sober. 💔

  • @peternjoroge8647
    @peternjoroge8647 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I have so much appreciation for the creators of this show, it is a reminder that no matter how hard it might feel, someone out there really understands the struggles, how difficult it is to get rid of something which in a way we need for us to continue navigating every day, society unfortunately chooses to only acknowledge those who seem perfect but if you are struggling with something no one is really willing to understand....

  • @chloeamatosero6249
    @chloeamatosero6249 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

    This is beautiful

  • @meganwhite9021
    @meganwhite9021 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    This is the most incredible edit i have ever seen.

  • @albajaninamrk
    @albajaninamrk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    u created a masterpiece

  • @gracescenepcks
    @gracescenepcks 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    deserves more likes tf

  • @asmrtok689
    @asmrtok689 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The back ground music is so 😍

  • @emotionalequestrian23
    @emotionalequestrian23 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    This is so beautiful!

  • @kimberlywagtmans9351
    @kimberlywagtmans9351 4 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    It's make me thing about life but then i think why im here, why im here?! Then i start to cry and I don't know what to do anymore after that. So i keep lissing and lissing so i won't kill myself

    • @nursinsimsek1807
      @nursinsimsek1807 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      So, how are you rn

    • @kimberlywagtmans9351
      @kimberlywagtmans9351 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@nursinsimsek1807 still the same thing

    • @apollineleveau8012
      @apollineleveau8012 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      We re all in the same fuckinhg mood

    • @idonthaveaname7762
      @idonthaveaname7762 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You are not alone.
      We all feel the same way and killing yourself isn't a fucking answer!
      it will make it worse, not better.

    • @wendycortes1337
      @wendycortes1337 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Taking your life away isn’t going to make anything better. It’s going to hurt the people that really CARE about YOU.
      You are NOT alone they’re people out there that are going through the same thing and YOU SHOULD’T let anything negative get you down. Now I don’t know exactly how you FEEL but PLEASE
      know that YOU MATTER just as much as anybody else

  • @emiliehaslv2029
    @emiliehaslv2029 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    So beautiful and sad... I lost my big sister to an overdosis. Drugs are the worst. They ruin so much 💔

    • @kimm497
      @kimm497 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Oh im so sry ist all okay honey :(

  • @July0791
    @July0791 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Wow I’m going through this very thing rn and having no one to talk with that understands me is this worst

  • @gaiapaolozza2204
    @gaiapaolozza2204 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm crying

  • @esmabartin
    @esmabartin 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This series maybe including sesexuality but... its so different way to understand teens head. This shows us how teens been sad. And destroying their life...
    Thats why i love Euphoria!
    If i could be a happy person, i would.
    And thats me

  • @littleashley9389
    @littleashley9389 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    i love it

  • @andriarose4502
    @andriarose4502 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Even though drugs are not the answer sometimes I just wanna be high 24/7 so i can forget the pain and loneliness I go through on a daily basis and be lost in some other world. All I feel is numb these days and getting high just takes the pain away.

  • @happyboy6405
    @happyboy6405 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I am the one who saved my sister 2x she saved me 20x

  • @albajaninamrk
    @albajaninamrk 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    wow

  • @misty7938
    @misty7938 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This song...

  • @nikaaasohee
    @nikaaasohee 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    my friend has gotten into drugs and im so fucking worried about her. i hope this show changes her mind

  • @gaiapaolozza2204
    @gaiapaolozza2204 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is fucking amazing

  • @23dance20
    @23dance20 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    roses are red i lay in my bed sum times i wish i was dead 🖤😭

  • @Witchy-Wonderland
    @Witchy-Wonderland 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Nice edit; except the music was significantly louder than the audio, making it almost impossible to hear at least like half of the dialogue 😕

  • @user-pj7xz5ex5v
    @user-pj7xz5ex5v 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I don’t really understand one bit, her mum says she overdosed when she was 15 but when she’s getting the guy at aa to sign her thing for her she says she’s 17 so was it a year after her od that they put her into rehab?

    • @steel_nightt
      @steel_nightt 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      She was 16 when she OD but her birthday is on September so she turned 17 (hope it make sense)

  • @xxtentacion4408
    @xxtentacion4408 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Eu vivo a msm história q a rue e kassie desde a infância dela q é igual a minha
    Assistindo a história da kassie é como se estivesse vendo a minha história!
    A única diferença é q eu nunca usei drogas e nunca tive caso e nunca engravidei

  • @aviawillis1366
    @aviawillis1366 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Hey Zendaya how are you doing today I love you too

  • @hepothehippo6361
    @hepothehippo6361 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    where can i watch this at and whats it called?!

  • @isxbxllxsxgxr425
    @isxbxllxsxgxr425 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    What film/ TV show is this??

  • @ittzjas
    @ittzjas 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Movie?

  • @byancardgz972
    @byancardgz972 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Song??? Pleaseee

  • @ezieezieselamat268
    @ezieezieselamat268 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    what happen the new world... Today's slaves are quick to like a dreamy chest

  • @danielleleshovsky2954
    @danielleleshovsky2954 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    What movie is this?

    • @ratte8633
      @ratte8633 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Euphoria

  • @stanelessfry
    @stanelessfry 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Chill out with the audio mixing

  • @haileyconway6426
    @haileyconway6426 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Im rue rn but pregnant and in love with my dealer..... I dont know what to do..... Im on drugs at this moment in time and i know that i should get clean and stop for the sake of this child inside me....... The daddies is gone and out of this world and I can't talk to him anymore...... I can't do this!!! I have thought so many times about taking my life just like my baby daddy did but i cant bring my self to do it..... I dont know what the fuck to do anymore

    • @Александра-м5я2ч
      @Александра-м5я2ч 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      You gotta stay strong. I can't imagine how you're feeling, but know that it will be okay no matter what. If u decide to keep the baby, stay strong for it and for the babby daddy. Years later you will look back and be happy and proud of yourself that you didn't end your life. Give the kid a happy life. If you decide not to keep it, that's okay too, it's your choice. Keep your head up. If you need anything we're here. Much love ♡

    • @haileyconway6426
      @haileyconway6426 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Александра-м5я2ч thanks bro that makes me feel alot better

    • @asmrtok689
      @asmrtok689 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@haileyconway6426 you can do it i believe in you and if you keep the kid stay clean for them so they can have a good relationship with them I know what its like to have a parent as an ex addict my dad he was on heroin and he got clean for me I wasn't aloud to see him untill he was clean and he did it do you can do it for your kid

  • @СафинаАбдуаллимова
    @СафинаАбдуаллимова 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Моя жизнь

  • @redblueberry97
    @redblueberry97 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Highway to hell