TW: Mention of suicide attempts and physical abuse. I accept Tourette Syndrome as a part of me and I love having OSDD/DID but there are not so great things about them.
Hey there! Thanks for sharing your experiences! I can relate to (so much) when you said “me being in peoples lives provides no benefit, it’s the opposite, an inconvenience.” But looking at it through somebody else expressing that..you can provide education of the mind, of what real connection is (because it’s easier to disconnect the easier it is to mask/blend in etc) and what living through your perspective really is. In today’s society, w don’t have enough shared experiences nor enough connection and that is something humanity needs to overcome, its great disadvantage thanks to elites and how they have “programmed” and controlled our society to become in so many ways. Just know you are not alone and that you DO have so much to offer society, and continue sharing your experiences with bravery! Fuck others opinions and love yourself, and even if in only little ways. Focus on taking care of yourself and teaching others, even if it’s just through your channel. Never give up on believing you have mor to contribute to peoples lives, even when nobody is fighting for you. Most of us don’t have people fighting for us or making an effort....there are few that do and the few that do only have people making an effort because there is something they want from them and people want to take more than they want to connect. So in our own ways, we all have our obstacles and struggles, when all any of us truly needs is connection, especially to the collective conscious! So hang in there 💓💓💓
Thank you so much for your comment! The system is set up to fuck us for sure. No access to the help we need and believe that will work. Forcing of meds that only cause more problems including but not limited to suicidal ideation. I've been dealing with this for a while and just sat back and let the system fuck me. But after a couple of suicide attempts and forced hospital stays, I started to get fed up. It seemed like they wanted to take away my right to die but ONLY to make me suffer and to punish me for it. And I knew I wasn't the only one suffering through similar circumstances. This channel is a project of mine. It started off as trip reports and healing through psychedelics. But then my therapist went MIA, a few weeks ago, so I started using the channel as a form of therapy. "Posting to The Void". I do find it therapeutic but I do love when it catches someone's attention. I do want to spread awareness and, when I started this, my plan was to help as many people as I could. Let them know that they are not alone. Even if only one single person. I have been helped by the internet before so I wanted to do my part as well. To give back in a sense. But if my videos were to find their way to someone who is truly lost and needs help that I could possibly provide or even to open someone's mind... That would be amazing :)
Hey there! Thanks for sharing your experiences! I can relate to (so much) when you said “me being in peoples lives provides no benefit, it’s the opposite, an inconvenience.” But looking at it through somebody else expressing that..you can provide education of the mind, of what real connection is (because it’s easier to disconnect the easier it is to mask/blend in etc) and what living through your perspective really is. In today’s society, w don’t have enough shared experiences nor enough connection and that is something humanity needs to overcome, its great disadvantage thanks to elites and how they have “programmed” and controlled our society to become in so many ways. Just know you are not alone and that you DO have so much to offer society, and continue sharing your experiences with bravery! Fuck others opinions and love yourself, and even if in only little ways. Focus on taking care of yourself and teaching others, even if it’s just through your channel. Never give up on believing you have mor to contribute to peoples lives, even when nobody is fighting for you. Most of us don’t have people fighting for us or making an effort....there are few that do and the few that do only have people making an effort because there is something they want from them and people want to take more than they want to connect. So in our own ways, we all have our obstacles and struggles, when all any of us truly needs is connection, especially to the collective conscious! So hang in there 💓💓💓
Thank you so much for your comment! The system is set up to fuck us for sure. No access to the help we need and believe that will work. Forcing of meds that only cause more problems including but not limited to suicidal ideation. I've been dealing with this for a while and just sat back and let the system fuck me. But after a couple of suicide attempts and forced hospital stays, I started to get fed up. It seemed like they wanted to take away my right to die but ONLY to make me suffer and to punish me for it. And I knew I wasn't the only one suffering through similar circumstances. This channel is a project of mine. It started off as trip reports and healing through psychedelics. But then my therapist went MIA, a few weeks ago, so I started using the channel as a form of therapy. "Posting to The Void". I do find it therapeutic but I do love when it catches someone's attention. I do want to spread awareness and, when I started this, my plan was to help as many people as I could. Let them know that they are not alone. Even if only one single person. I have been helped by the internet before so I wanted to do my part as well. To give back in a sense. But if my videos were to find their way to someone who is truly lost and needs help that I could possibly provide or even to open someone's mind... That would be amazing :)