"I used to know the way to suffer, mother *mother* Now I can't tell winter from summer" Such a raw line, referring to how, at one point you can't tell if you're even suffering or not. You can't even make that distinction .
To anyone like me who found her music first, she also helps host a podcast also called trust me that gives ex-cult members a place to tell there stories. Its really one of the most honest and down to earth podcasts on the subject in my opinion. 10/10 lola and meagan are fantastic!
Mother I do not want to eat my supper The world is shades of gray No color, color Can you please help me, help me, mother? And mother Please give me skin that grows in tougher I used to know the way to suffer, mother Now I can't tell winter from summer The body is wise But mine is broken Unsteady tides of my emotion They say trust yourself But how do you know when? How do you know when? How do you know? What if I fall into the abyss? What if I swing only just to miss? What if the rose looks pretty but the thorns cut me? What if I make a terrible mistake? The tunnel light could just dissipate What if the weight's so heavy I let it crush me? But what if I trust me? What if I trust me? What if I what if I trust me? Pressure I only want to make it better What if the nothing lasts forever, ever? And I give way under the pressure? Terror That I could make another error But if I trust that I'll recover, mother Then that which scares me loses power What if I fall into the abyss? What if I swing only just to miss? What if the rose looks pretty but the thorns cut me? What if I make a terrible mistake? The tunnel light could just dissipate What if the weight's so heavy I let it crush me? But what if I trust me? What if I trust me? What if I what if I trust me? I'm okay I'm okay It's okay if I don't quite believe it yet I'm okay I'm okay I'm slowly re-growing all the skin I shed Learning to trust myself again Learning to trust myself So if I fall into the abyss I guess that's just where I'm gonna live I'll stitch the wounds any time the thorns cut me And I could make a terrible mistake The tunnel light may just dissipate I'll learn to see better in the dark, honey I'll learn how to trust me What if I trust me
One of the best music videos / films I’ve seen in probably over a decade . Wow this was incredible Lola🩷 I’ve been here since Bad tattoo . Shut the damn door . Shangri La , coconuts . I’ve watched you grow so much as a artist and director and creationist . Thank you for sharing your art with us! Please give us a full length album this or next year
I'm sad TH-cam keeps putting ads throughout this masterpiece!!!! Lola Blanc thank you so much for this wonderful work of art and story!!! It is helping my mom through a very hard time right now, all of this has helped her so much!! Thank you!!! And I'm sorry TH-cam is trying to bury you and your work under advertising breaks; not just one but multiple!!
Люси, это слабенько, но что-то есть идея освобождения, тема перерождения, обретения себя, контроля своего Х тут -- свой уникальный опыт, но без Друга, без Твоего Человека (тут, в видео, совсем наоборот -- отказа от мужчины/просто человека, которому доверяла, но который долго лгал/лгала)
This was so impeccably done! And I was so invested in the story I yelled when an ad popped up in the middle (make that money!) This is such an achievement. Truly beautiful. 💜🩵💙
"I used to know the way to suffer,
mother *mother*
Now I can't tell winter from summer"
Such a raw line, referring to how, at one point you can't tell if you're even suffering or not. You can't even make that distinction .
You've got a point there 😮
To anyone like me who found her music first, she also helps host a podcast also called trust me that gives ex-cult members a place to tell there stories. Its really one of the most honest and down to earth podcasts on the subject in my opinion. 10/10 lola and meagan are fantastic!
Love how the title "Trust me" isn't referring to someone saying that, but to how you should trust yourself.
By
Mother
I do not want to eat my supper
The world is shades of gray
No color, color
Can you please help me, help me, mother?
And mother
Please give me skin that grows in tougher
I used to know the way to suffer, mother
Now I can't tell winter from summer
The body is wise
But mine is broken
Unsteady tides of my emotion
They say trust yourself
But how do you know when?
How do you know when?
How do you know?
What if I fall into the abyss?
What if I swing only just to miss?
What if the rose looks pretty but the thorns cut me?
What if I make a terrible mistake?
The tunnel light could just dissipate
What if the weight's so heavy I let it crush me?
But what if I trust me?
What if I trust me?
What if I what if I trust me?
Pressure
I only want to make it better
What if the nothing lasts forever, ever?
And I give way under the pressure?
Terror
That I could make another error
But if I trust that I'll recover, mother
Then that which scares me loses power
What if I fall into the abyss?
What if I swing only just to miss?
What if the rose looks pretty but the thorns cut me?
What if I make a terrible mistake?
The tunnel light could just dissipate
What if the weight's so heavy I let it crush me?
But what if I trust me?
What if I trust me?
What if I what if I trust me?
I'm okay
I'm okay
It's okay if I don't quite believe it yet
I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm slowly re-growing all the skin I shed
Learning to trust myself again
Learning to trust myself
So if I fall into the abyss
I guess that's just where I'm gonna live
I'll stitch the wounds any time the thorns cut me
And I could make a terrible mistake
The tunnel light may just dissipate
I'll learn to see better in the dark, honey
I'll learn how to trust me
What if I trust me
This was absolutely gorgeous everything about it was next level and I hope it's just a start of a new era so bad
Outstanding in every way! A short film seamlessly wrapped around a music video, every piece meticulous, the whole of it perfect.
This resonated very deeply with me as someone who's also living with Ocd ❤
Beautiful and psychologically unsettling. Excellent song and film!
I love the outfits and color coordination, it just helps elevate the whole piece.
So glad you've made something new!
Carful! If the men find out we can shape-shift they'll tell the church!
Why do you think we have been working to turn people towards the secular?
This video is great and so is the song. I also felt like "Fly Away" could've been overlayed with the visuals.
So beautiful, it hurts.
I'm all in. Whatever you do. It's inspired.
This is peak cinema. ❤
Me at the beginning: wow this is so interesting
Me at 10:58 Holly sh't, she is a smurf.
Me at the end: wow this is so interesting
One of the best music videos / films I’ve seen in probably over a decade . Wow this was incredible Lola🩷 I’ve been here since Bad tattoo . Shut the damn door . Shangri La , coconuts . I’ve watched you grow so much as a artist and director and creationist . Thank you for sharing your art with us! Please give us a full length album this or next year
I'm sad TH-cam keeps putting ads throughout this masterpiece!!!! Lola Blanc thank you so much for this wonderful work of art and story!!! It is helping my mom through a very hard time right now, all of this has helped her so much!! Thank you!!! And I'm sorry TH-cam is trying to bury you and your work under advertising breaks; not just one but multiple!!
Best way to experience the video is with an ad blocker. Ublock origin is free & gets past TH-cam detector.
I thought for a second this was a reference to Mystique lol. I love the video & music, even though I have absolutely no idea what I just watched.
Lola Blanc is Pure Art. I’m crying. 😭❤️
Best sequel of Under my skin
Excited to see you creating again!
Crazy new trend starts : jogging and hiking in night gowns :P
I could listen to the song all day! Love it!
Wow this is art.
This was truly brilliant work
She's back!
So glad to see you are still doing stuff
Just amazing!
Yay!! More Lola!!
Loved the cinematography :D
Beautiful.
Ooh, this was cool! Very 'Under the Skin'. And good song too...
Fantastic!
Woah
! .. wild ending 😮👍🏼👍🏼
Fantastic! Right on! Good filming!
Nice song!
Masterpiece❤ give us an álbum queen
Simply amazing 🔥👍
She's here
Sounds dope ! Thanks Lola !
Peace from France
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*_THIS IS SO FUCKING GOOD!_*
Amazing.
masterpiece !!! ❤🔥❤🔥❤🔥
brilliant
amazing work Lola
I don't know if it's just an impression, but for me this sound has the "face" of Hurts😉
muito bonito
Love this so much!!
❤❤❤
All new for me here. Nice song, great photography and cool Lola ❤❤❤❤❤
I HAVE THAT SAME GREEN POLO BAG!!!
I lovet you!
Very cool
This sounds dope
Me encanta ❤ 🌄🌠🇨🇴🇨🇴
WAAAAAAAAA
❤
Well I fucking LOVE this!!
AND THIS IS JUST A WARNING VID- SHE IS FINE
I think her and Aubrey Plaza look a lot alike. Anyone else see the resemblance?
It's cos they both have Senpaku where the whites of the eyes show. Recently was determined that this is caused by a hormonal imbalance.
@@danielatherton1631 I had never heard of that before it was fun to research it thanks.
hello queen
LOLA is ok
Let me be the single voice of dissension, abandon all hope ye who enter here.
Peace Love Cool RFS Israel *. Freezing
wat is her language
Люси, это слабенько, но что-то есть
идея освобождения, тема перерождения, обретения себя, контроля своего Х
тут -- свой уникальный опыт, но без Друга, без Твоего Человека (тут, в видео, совсем наоборот -- отказа от мужчины/просто человека, которому доверяла, но который долго лгал/лгала)
🤍
if she looked that way and i was
non her concearn
id know
right
no
wrong
way
borrowing
heavily
all a greed
This was so impeccably done! And I was so invested in the story I yelled when an ad popped up in the middle (make that money!)
This is such an achievement. Truly beautiful. 💜🩵💙