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Same here bc its hard when someyone hurt you and there cant even how it fells but me... Its more hurt in my im been abused and sometimes i enden up in the hospital and i can move for like 2 days and my mom is prenet but she dint care and my lil bro is born and i love him soo much and me and my lil bro ran away so good thing i have been saving money for 3 years now soo thats why i run with my lil bc idw my lil bro have a bad life i toke care of him and love as i can and hes all grown up im soo happy that hes happy
This song explains my whole life My life storyline Get blamed Feel pain Want to die Get broken down by my bullies Have people say hate comments behind my back Ignored Worthless Useless Nothing I try make my life better but nothing happens please help
I know exactly how you feel I just tried to kill myself--- again --- a minute ago but it hurt badly so I couldn't. and I don't think this but i know its true... even tho it doesn't feel so I'm useful and worthless. Don't do it. I want to but i just can't. Don't.
You dont know what its like To be Alone To fight everyday To Give everything you've get but still feel Like a failure To Cry every SINGLE day..hour..second.. To Just Lay on the dirt and never wake up To blame yourself for EVERYTHING To Want to die To Give up To Stop interacting with people To Lose interest in EVERYTHING .cause all feels pointless To just.....Want to Die or disappear from the face of the EARTH...😢😢
Hi who ever is scrolling down the comments. Be yourself. No one should judge. No one cares about the fact that you are not the most beautiful person in the world.
Haha, they left because I was 10. (Still am 10, but please don't respond to this with "enjoy your childhood while you can." Because I don't have it anymore.)
Yup! I DON'T know what it's like! And I'll never be able to help you and understand you if you don't tell me what it's like! So stop woth your "you'd never understand" "you just never met this fate!" Stop. I CAN understand you if you tell me. Because there's something called EQ. No not IQ. It's EQ. It stands for "Emotional Intelligence". And it means that you can understand people's feelings and recognize how they feel. You can feel pity for them and the courage to help them. But I CAN'T help you if you don't cooperate with me! So grow up! And sometimes let other people help you!
Little girl: why do you have scars on your arms sissy? Me:...there battle scars... Little girl: you fought in a war? Me: mhm...long and hard one... Little girl: COOL CAN I GET ONE! me: no....never ever get these scars...i want you to promise me..whenever you see someone with these scars...give them a big hug.. Little girl: i promise sissy My friend zach came over Little girl: *gives him big hug* Zach: why are u hugging me..? Little girl: you have cuts just like my sissy.... Me: *rolls up sleeves for him to see* Zach: *tears in eyes* Zach: thank you so much....my battle isnt done yet...but you and your sister are very brave people... Stay alive...your perfect even if you dont see it!.. Btw I have never done this but I couldn't think of any names that much lol
"I don't want your good advice or reasons why I'm alright...you don't know what it's like." I recently read an article about schizophrenia, and I had a bit of a revelation. I told my mom about it, and...she just refused to believe me. When I told her about it, she just argued against every point I made. At one point, she pulled up a different article on her phone and started listing off things she believes I don't struggle with, therefore proving I don't have it in her mind, things she still doesn't realize I actually do have. I started crying and just told her to forget about it, I'll ask my therapist, but then she got offended because I think the opinion of a licensed mental health professional is a little more relevant than the opinion of a mother who thinks everyone with schizophrenia is a monster. She doesn't know what it's like to finally have a reason for things I thought were just me being stupid and a baby. To finally know that the shadows that turn into monsters and the voice that tells me awful things could be something real and not just me. She doesn't know what it's like, but I do. I want it to be schizophrenia. I want a reason. I want it to be real. I want to prove that it's not just me being stupid. I want her to see that schizophrenia doesn't make you a monster.
I can relate with your struggle @Disney Kid. I don't exactly know my psychological disease (might be borderline personality). I feel like there are two people inside my head, controlling, telling me what to do and I often feel like a spectator in my own life. I tried talking to my mom about it, but all she said was "it's normal" and "everyone has another side". I just agreed with her and later cried in my room because I know there is something wrong with me. A lot of times I feel mentally insane and want to see a psychologist/psychiatrist. I really hope that I do have a disease because again like you said I want there to be a reason why I'm like this I want there to be a reason why I feel this way. I want there to be a treatment to help me. I literally feel insane sometimes, like I'm losing my mind. I'm just happy to know there is someone else in this world like me. Hope your schizophrenia is resolved or in the process and hope your mom understands you.
This song describes me. I cry a lot because I listen to this, my big brother hurts me and I have to wake up with him. Sometimes I just wanna... kill my self my family is never there to protect me or anything my dad is 50 and his mom died from cancer a couple days ago.. my brother and me don't get along .. apparently he doesn't know what it's like 😭 I miss being little and just chilling now all I have to do is get over this 💔 Now I'm going to a new school and I'm so lonely there and just getting made fun of 💔 they don't know what it's like. My mom is 35 and she has homework to do and I never get to spend time with her... I wish she went to college when she was 19 my big sister is a nail professional. She has a girlfriend her name is Kito. They are always gone to Boise or Colorado or something. I'm just stressed out, if your still reading thanks ❤️
Devyn Ruth i understand , i tried to kill myself sometimes because I am tired of everyones shit , i get hurt by every one over and over after there apologies . I cried myself to sleep , i have cuts and scars and I am tired of feeling like this but its all I feel . I want to die .... i want to be happy and i feel like its better but All i know is that if I leave my little brother will be alone because my little sister died of cancer two days ago and I sing this to myself it makes me feel better and everyone thinks they know how I feel and think know what my life is like for me but they really don’t, i miss going out with out being scared I miss staying home being able to feel safe , i miss being happy and my friends not acting like they all that and that they know everything about me but they really don’t 💔😞😢
*"You don't know what it's like"* To be ignored by everybody everyday To feel like you're not worth anybody's time To think you don't fit in 'To be used' for something because somebody else doesn't want to do it To be yelled at for everything you do To always be on edge because you think you did something wrong (because you're always yelled at) To be ashamed because you're scared of what people might say about you To be mentally abused by your best friend (that you've now lost [no not death]) To watch your older brother get everything he wants when you get stuck with nothing but crumbs *"you don't know what it's like"*
Please... Don't give up... I felt this pain every day and I was sexually abused by my boyfriend but I could go on for hours about my pain but I'm not so... Please don't give up it will be over some day and you'll have a nice life and a family ❤️ here have this 👑❤️✨
If your tired of family you need to write down at the end of your day every day something good they did for you if nothing and if they are abusing you you need to find help I'm 700 miles away from both of my parents and I dont even talk to them in private because of what they have done so just know dont end it if you start to feel like you need to people will always come and go in your life till you find who you want in your life.
I’m also tired of my family, they don’t understand and said your making good “excuses” so I stay quiet. They also treat me as a ghost and I always feel alone then they start to say why are u always on ur “phone” even though I only talk with the people close to me to not make me feel alone anymore. I cried because of my family a lot so I didn’t had enough tears at my dads funeral. Ur very brave and strong but u can be free from it when u live alone or with ur best friend without them complaining about u.
You don't know what it's like To be abused To cry alone with no one and nothing To have a fake smile To give up and feel hopeless To see others succeed and you are behind To be lonely To be depressed Be there are people who do know and they are the most understanding brave amazing people who can get through hard times depression and anxiety also stress because they have struggled and fought
Listen i rely dont know wut its like but what i think in my stupid brain is that its not a good feeling but were all here too love you too take care of you and to keep you safe were always here for you and do me a favour nd never give up...!
They didnt notice you were crying They didnt notice you were sad They didnt notice you were tired They didnt notice you were alone. They didnt notice how attractive you were. They didnt notice how sweet you actually are. They didnt notice how you actually try to make other people smile. They did notice your failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all of your mistakes They did notice all of your flaws They did notice that you were not good enough for them.
Bestie: *crying* Me: You’re not fine stop lying. Bestie: I’m gonna commit suicide, please end me. Me: No! Bestie: Keep your head up and stay strong for me. ❤️
@@miloxji Don't give up please! It's not worth it, every life is precious, even yours. You have people who love you, especially your bestie, dont leave her please, dont leave anyone.
@@xg1ngeX it's pleasure random stranger. I hope this leave's a impact in your life, and know that whoever you are you are special .Your not just a random stranger you matter don't let ANYONE tell you otherwise. :-)
All I hear is that it's gonna get better. But answer me this, when is it gonna get better? When I'm older? When I can't be a kid anymore? Tell me when.
Emz 8201 Exactly! They say time heals They Lied.. When you’re older no one can heal the pain you’ve gone through when you were younger! People can’t seem to understand that!
@@aadilaanuar9284 i understand you guys, i cry about this song to i cry about life ,about everything you know what life fucking sucks and yes you dont feel like it is getting better now or ever but i swear to god it will be and yes nobody knows when it gets better maybe tomorrow maybe in 10 years but once it wil be better trust me. and maybe now it doenst feels like it ever wil be better but it wil
I stay strong.... and silent I wipe away my tears... and feelings I laugh... and I cry.... My parents: ur fine Me: you don't know. you don't know what it's like
You don’t know what it’s like to •Want to give up EVERY DAMN day! •Be abused by someone you thought was family •Have anxiety so bad you can’t even go to school so you sit home every day •Have almost everyone you love give up on you •Have people drift away from you every single day •What depression is like •YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO LIVE A LIFE WHEN EVERY SINGLE DAMN SAY YOU WANT TO DIE! YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO HAVE PEOPLE TELL YOU THAT YOURE NEVER GOING TO BE GOOD ENOUGH! YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO HANG ONTO THAT HIGH CLIFF NO MATTER HOW HARD SOMEONE STOMPS ON YOUR HAND! You don’t know what it’s like to be me. Don’t judge people you don’t know. Edit: oh my gosh guys! This was a year ago! More things have happened since. But you guys say you know what it’s like to go through these things, yet we all experience them in a different way. So no, you don’t know what it’s like or what I’ve been through. No ones experience is the same. What people go through can be similar, but it’s never the exact same. So stop saying you know what it’s like, because you’ve never lived my personal experiences. There’s so much more to this than I put. But I didn’t want to waste your guys’ time.
I do.. trust me.. I really do. I just have all those problems and even more.. compared to me I’d say you have the good life.. but don’t take it from me. Just keep your head up.. days will change.. for you.
This is so sad i'm over here crying my eyes out . I'm thinking of my past how i was little and theses kids were bullying me and i start to cry because they were saying that's why no one likes you that's why your dad killed himself then they start talking about how i'm poor they got all this stuff and the worsted thing was that we were all friends but now i'm all alone no mom no dad but i got adopted and my dad he's a cop and that's all . I know that one day i'm not going to be here anymore I just wanna tell you all that I'm so sorry that I could not make all of you happy but please do one thing for me keep living on even if you don't know me just please live on.
This song 😵 I never heard a song that describe me so perfectly :/ Everyone is trying to help me and they always tell me everything is going to be okay but to me it seems it isn't going to be okay :/ After my grandad died everything went down suddenly and he was my world, he is... I was so close with him and I just can't accept that he is no longer here because everywhere I go I see him. And I know everyone is just trying to help me but they just don't understand :/
Shadoww x3 Same my great grandma died I was closer to her then everybody in my family I haver drawing of a horse it is good and im crying right now sorry😢😢😢
Shadoww x3 My friends, my family, and my therapist are trying to get rid of my sociopathy and anxiety, it seems like nothing is working, I know this isn't good for me but I don't want and/or can be fixed... No one knows what it's like, this is what "I" want...
My whole life changed ever since I had switched schools.... I had a good school, good friends, a lot of people knew me, I was comfortable talking to everyone Then I switched... I didn’t have a lot of friends, no one knew me, I wasn’t comfortable talking to everyone... I’m still convincing my mum to put me back in the old school 😞
You don’t know what it’s like to be there for your friends To listen to them To help them through their problems To have them be happy To get no thank you in return And have no one there to listen to you But again.. I’m the saver, I don’t get saved. 😭😭😭
Me too. I help my friends with everything they need, give them great advice, and I rarely get thanked. Occasionally they help me back, but never when I really need it. Like you said, "I'm the saver, I don't get saved." All my life I've helped everyone, family, friends, strangers, you name it, I just want to be saved for once.
No one is probably gonna read this but that's okay. I'm lost. I've tried so hard to be okay but....I'm not. I just want to leave so bad......they tell me it will be okay and that i'm young I have time to get better but what they don't know is I've felt this way since 2nd grade. my body is covered in scars and new cuts. I've tried commiting suicide so many times and yet still no one believes me when I say i'm hurting. I just want someone to believe me.......I just want to feel wanted.....needed.....loved. I don't wanna be strong anymore. I wanna give up.
Im here if you need someone to talk to. Im not that person who will tell you everything is alright, but i can be there for you. We can stay strong together...
I just found this, and something pulled me to read this comment. I am here if you need to talk. I don't know what you are going through but if you need someone, I am here. I realized this was from 7 months ago, but I hope you are okay.
I tried to kill myself too. I've tied so many times. One of my personality is forgetful. People get mad because of that. My mom? When she gets mad, it's... bad! She threw a toy monster truck at me once. She even tried to kill my dad once. It's probably the reason why I prefer knives then guns. and when my dad's upset with me, he shames, embarrasses, or scolds at me. When we're happy, then it's smiling overboard. I've been bullied too. People yelled at me whenever I did something wrong in Japan. My mom also whipped me with a belt when I was 4-7 years old. Now I'm about to turn into 6th grade. I'm scared.But then, it's reality. We also have many things to explore! Let's do it together, and explore what it offers. Your life isn't a movie, so don't end it.
It is currently Tuesday April 7th, 2020. I am over my depression and I am much more positive now. I see I spoke a lot about god but I am now an atheist so uh..yeah. please keep being positive! There's so much to live for and so much to stay for.
harmony Shawdowhunter fan girl heey, I Know What It's Like. But Suicide isn't a option. I've tried too. I have a best friend, he have depression too. He helps me, and I help him. I learned that Life is hard. Sometimes thought that don't exist a light. But exist. Always. So don't give up. You are strong. Everyone Is Strong. I can Try help you, If You Want. (I love Shadowhunters too, It's my favorite TV Show) (I'm portuguese, so I don't know Speak English very well)
God is not selfish, he gave us lives which means chances to enter the kingdom of heaven If you commited suicide that can lead you to hell I know how you fell cause i tried that too. But now I regret what I've done
harmony Shawdowhunter fan girl I was gonna support you and I still do, but the fact that you’re saying God is selfish, that’s just wrong. God gave up his own life to be able to have yours in this world, he’s not selfish, because you know what? At least he gave you a life, a chance, and has probably given you many in the past and will give you many more in the future. But you should enjoy it while you can because God would give us immortality if he could, but it’s a matter of life and death and everything in between, it’s not easy. But I will still support you because I’ve gone through the same things, it’s not like I have a bad life with a family that doesn’t love me, no friends, but everything I do is a mistake and I just feel like I don’t belong, but some people just don’t belong here and I’m one of them, but I’m sure you have a place here, we all do, but I just don’t feel that way. You know how I know we all belong here, because God wouldn’t have put you here if he thinks you wouldn’t belong, but sometimes it’s just difficult to realize that, and I know I know but sometimes it just hard to believe you belong in a place where you don’t feel welcome, you believe everyone belongs except yourself. But if you feel life is short, it only feels that way if you didn’t use it well.
@@nicolekeisha5784 Yes sure, God is so Good and Merciful, that's why he sends people who already suffering (suicidal people) to hell... You have to do his will or you have to suffer in Hell... What a Sadistic God, there's no such thing as "Free Will". We're not Free and will never be. If I'm free to do whatever I want, why can't I kill myself? Mmmh... "Because people who have shitty, painful life MUST live their life... Life is a Gift!!!" Since when, Pain is a Gift?! Yeah I know Life is not only Pain but you get it... And the Good God has never helped me and if he did, then it's not enough since I still want to Die so badly...💀❤
You care for him , he didnt You love him , he didnt You always listen to him , he ignores you You walked away , he cried for your help and ask for you to comeback :D
I've never heard a song that describes how I feel so much... lately I just feel like I can't be strong anymore I'm tired of trying... my mom left me my dad abused me and now he's in prison. The people I was supposed to trust the most seem to be the people that hurt me the most. I feel lost and I'm being told to keep my head up be strong or it'll get better but every time they say that I just want to say you don't know what it's like to hurt so much or to cry out to God to make the pain go away but it doesn't... I'm stuck here trying to deal with it on my own...
I’ve been hurting for a long time. No one noticed. If I die the world will still rotate. The seasons will still be happening. People will still be walking. My school won’t care, my teachers won’t care. My friends know I’m depressed but never try to help. My family has no clue. I’ve been bullied all my life. Yet no one helps,no one sees. I’m invisible when I’m being hurt. But when I do something, I finally get noticed. Why does life have to be the way it is. I wish I can die until I ready to come back to civilization.
This song describes my whole life basically mybdad died when i was 7 so about 5 years ago. Since then my mom got a new boyfriend 2 months after it happened and is still with him today. Also my older sister started cutting and attempting suicide every other day. And she isnt ever home to take care of us like a sixteen year old sister should through all of this. Leaving me an 11 year old to support my 3 other siblings dealing with it too. And my older sis literally robbed me of my childhood by forcing me to do what she was supposed to do 5 years early . im a 6th grader doing a sophmores work. And i never get a break. "She dont know what its like". Also shes oblivious to all the harm shes causing us . And is focused on what she wants. thanks for listening random people i hope your life goes better i wouldnt wish this on anyone. 😢
Shadows Duo Hey, Ik I’m jut a random stranger, but I have had a friend who this happened to her, and I know you’re going to be okay. I’m sorry I can’t understand what you’re going through but I hope that things get better for you. If you want to talk, I’ll be here.
You should talk to her and stand up to her my brother abused me for years but it got better and I've even started to find my bioce she can not do that it is not ok.
Jack shadow123 Your right most people really don't care about your problems and your worthless to them as well But doesn't that give you all the more reason to smile? To show them that their opinion doesn't matter one bit to you, I myself understand your pain to some extent And i know it will always be easier to cut yourself and give up but you have to get up at some point right? When you get knocked down and feel like calling it quits just give right back up again who said life doesn't offer 2nd chances? But I'm afraid if you don't get up back on your feet now you won't ever get a chance to when your older
Bekita BonnieFnafhs Dont do that no matter how worthless you feel ive done that and i promise you it isnt fun u may feel like its taking the pain away but ITS NOT, the only thing u get out of cutting yourself is SCARS scars that u REGRET and can NEVER get rid of so whatever your feeling right now please stop while u can I regret doing it EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. cuz i can never take what i did back so PLEASE DONT cut yourself.
Glad this song is out this year. It really kinda accurately describes depression. I️ have struggled for very long and I️ am giving up. So tiring, not going to miss a thing or person. Not sure why I️ couldn’t be more normal or why I️ have such a bad luck
You don't know what it's like To feel dead inside and out to want to not wake up in the morning to be betrayed by your friends and family to suffer to have scars to have all fake friends to be alone and abandoned to not be able to stop crying to have people who you were once there for bring you down to be different to really think to hear voices to feel like everyone and thing is fake to be called useless to feel like worthless trash to be weak to hide your true self to want to *die*
That is so unfair, I kinda feel this too, to feel... empty inside and to want to dye,but your afraid of dying , afraid of yourself that maybe nowone loves you exactly as you are ,that's why I'm gonna give you an advice. "It doesn't matter who you are ,you just need to be you, even tho the other's hate you and trying to warm you ,you just need to be strong,for yourself ". Maybe you don't need my advice, but I just...tell you how I feel. Wathever this is not about me ,it's about you.Hope you could take my advice as a compliment.
My great grandma died she..... She.... Was so close to me closer then anyone in family even my bffs my world broke when she died I fell apart and cried for days telling my self it will be okay over and over again I did not know what to do my family does not even know how I feel or my friends or teachers I just..... Lost everything this song is an inspiration my great grandma drew a horse it is so good its in a picture frame so every time I see it I see her on the horse. And when I'm down I here a voice that sounds like hers and it says keep your head up keep trying keep fighting but I just can't without she's my everything 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😥😥😥😥😖😖😖😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
My uncle died on June.10.2018 Two weeks and a half before my birthday and today is my birthday, I'm turning 14 without him in my life. I felt sad, but he was fighter, he lost his life to cancer. I didn't know he had cancer, nobody knew he had cancer except his wife and his children. He wanted us to be happy. I was sad. I was angry that cancer toke his life! I wanted to die. I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat. And when I'm sad, I like to look at the stars. So I chose a really big star just as big as his heart. And this star was him, I talked to him and I felt better! And whenever I look at the sky and see a big star, I know it's him right away. It makes my feel safe that he's watching over me. This helped me and I want this to help you and help others. I hope she rest in peace🙏🙏
U don't know what it's like to Be cheated on To have friends backstab u and talk about you To wanna die To feel like nothing To wanna cut but you don't wanna get caught To cry every second every hour of each of your days To have no reasons why u should
Live? There's so many reasons you just don't see it it's so hard to trust somebody You don't know if it's a backsatabber or a real friend show to them you can live without them! Be strong Don't show them that you're weak Your not weak at all show them that your strong cause if you show them that your weak they're gonna trick you back stab you! There so many things you can do you just don't see it....maybe identify yourself
You don’t know what it’s like To be emotionally abused To be depressed To have anxiety To fell alone even in your moms arms To fake a laugh and a smile To have the pain on you arms You won’t know
This song describe what I really feel right now. I dont need your good advice.. you don't know what is like I know your good intention but let me stop just give up.
You don't know what it's like to Be abused To be alone To have an abusive relationship To cut yourself To commit suicide 36 times in one month To have nothing and no one To be forced to be homeless
Everything I’ve done means nothing am not a happy and sweet little angel who is always positive and comforts people inside my heart is withering I have no love all I want is to love and be love 🖤 am just living to repay my family after they die I shall spend the rest of my days trying to find my love believe it or not I’ve waited 8 or 9 years my whole life for love I waited I have hope all this long even though I have hope am withering away without the love my poor heart is hungry for people to love me I feel so dead. Edit: Ty for people listening to me I fell into a even bad situation now sadly I realized how toxic my so call family is am just so tired but not in a suicidal way the only hope I hang on to my deepest desire
the ones who know whats it is like are the best people to be friends with (except me) anyway.... i know what is like i became mute over this summer and i'm tired of saying im fine after i get bullied im tired of acting happy. im tired of everybody saying "your so lucky you have horses " yay i have horses that i have to feed clean and ride in the hot sun everyday!! and i don't like riding them btw im tired of people want to be "friends" with me cause i give them stuff or defend them it annoying the list goes on but i have a ? why are you reading this?!?!?!? im just typeing it to get my anger out but its all true and more... your still here.... welp live a better life then me pls
Almost everyday now, I just wish that I would disappear from the world. For good. I know everyone's lives would be better without me anyway. My parents would have a lot more money, my sisters wouldn't have to worry about me, my friends would be fine without me in their lives, and everyone else would be too. I know it's bad to wish that, but I do, and I can't help the way I feel. My parents always make fun of me, for just wanting to be sad and not ok for long periods of time. My mom says I smell all the time. I think I'm fat (no else does though), ugly, and no one will ever love me. My dad always says I know what you're going through (just because I have this skin thing called severe Eczema. Or severe A Topic Dermatitis if you want to get particular. Look it up), but he has no idea what I'm going through. The pressure, the pain, the heartache, and so much more. No one I know would think that I feel this way, but I do. I've done pretty good in my life time. I've been kind, held doors for strangers, and been polite. But now I just want to go away. I didn't type this for sympathy, I typed because I had to tell someone. Don't tell me to be patient, or tell me good advice, or reasons why I'm alright. Just let me not be okay. Thanks to anybody who read the whole thing. I appreciate it more than you know.
Do you know what it’s like to get beaten almost to death? Peaceful. It feels peaceful. It’s like I was floating away, watching the whole thing happening to me... then I woke up again, I took a beating everyday. But someone helped me throughout all that and I’ll never forget it. Cause they knew what it was like and shared my pain.
I wish I could stop trying and stop fighting. They don't know what it exactly is like but they just won't stop giving advice. They just never understood. When you're tired of crying, of smiling just to encourage others though you feel like breaking down or wearing a mask that just shows a bit of cracks but never shows the damage, and they never knew no matter how hard you explain or how hard they listen, they never knew and they never will, they will say they understand? But no. They never did, they've been there? Then how come they don't know?! So never tell anyone you know what its like to be broken, depressed, in pain, or completely worthless.
this song truly describes how i feel, my bff bullied me in primary 4, apparently she was "forced" by my "fake" friend to bully me, she is the reason i been depressed for 2 years! she doesn't care, my parents don't care, im too scared to tell, i hate my life, i wanna die, i pray to god to end it all. You don't know what it's like: To not want to wake up To want to cut yourself even though you know it's terrible To feel emotional pain that's unbearable To feel useless To fell worthless To feel like trash To have fake friends To have parents that don't care To hate yourself To hate your looks To believe terrible things people say about you To loose three people you love To hold all your pain inside to stop others from suffering To feel like your pain will never go away To feel emotionaly scarred forever To blame yourself for things you can't change To be depressed To want to die. I want to commint suicide, but i won't because i will cause pain to the people i love, even if they don't love me back. I try to stay strong but i can't. The only way i can die is stabbing myself, i guess i could try. I hope i don't cause people the smae suffering i feel. Goodbye world.
This was me one year ago.. I am not depressed the ”normal” way i guess you can say. I have Seasonal Affective disorder which is a type of depression. SAD for short. So SAD makes you depressed at a certain season and for me its winter, the most common season. Tho, the most depressed is around the start of spring. I was really breaking, i did self-harm, tho i never cut myself, i just scratched myself till i started to bleed. I almost never smiled, and i blame myslef for everything. I was thinking about suicide around August this year, but i dont want to end my life. But thoughts came very often. I dont know why, but i have gotten so much better. I dont feel that sad, i am more confident, if i do something wrong i try thinking positive instead of negative like i did before. I dont know what happend, but it has gotten better. Im just a little worried for winter and spring right now..
"i just scratched myself till i started to bleed." used to do that. please dont. the scars heal in like 2-3 months. when you want to stop living, think about summer! and how much fun youll have!
* You don’t know what it’s like to want to give up * You don’t know what it’s like to feel worthless * You don’t know what it’s like to be left by the people who promised they would help u * You don’t know what it’s like to sit there and not feel anything to feel empty, paralyzed * You don’t know what it’s like to think that no matter what u do ur gonna ruin everything that everything bad is ur fault * You don’t know what it’s like to have ur family your blood and skin to leave u * You don’t know what it’s like to be so scared of even feeling a little ok because all u can do is wait for the next thing to hurt u * You don’t know what it’s like to cry every night when no ones there to hold u or make u feel ok so U can smile the next day and make ur own parents think your perfectly fine * You don’t know what it’s like to have anxiety so bad u wanna hide in a hole for the rest of ur life * You don’t know what it’s like to think u have peace like things couldn’t get worse and then they do * You don’t know what it’s like to have traumas surround u to not have felt ok for years * You don’t know what it’s like to have not felt like yourself for a 4 years * You don’t know what it’s like to not have friends becuause I stop talkinng to them to take time for urself and they never text u back * You don’t know what it’s like to for once in ur life try to figure ur own problems out and lose everyone * You don’t know what it feels like to not talk to anyone because u feel so far from urself that u just feel empty like what’s the point in talking to people to just feel WEIRD and just not talk to anyone even tho u want to but it’s like u can’t even just say hi * U don’t know what it’s like to have depression so bad that ur so broken u can’t cry that uve been hurt so many times that pain becomes ur remedy that u when u feel like crying u can’t so u sit there feeling ur heart break * U don’t know what’s it’s like to be so scared and have trust issues so bad that u can’t even tell ur parents that ur not ok that u tell them u don’t need the counselor anymore but u reallt do but becauause everyone’s made u think that getting help is weak so u don’t to feel so scared that u won’t even tell ur parents how u feel becuause u think they might * U don’t know what it’s like to feel so bad about urself thinking everything is ur fault because other people have left that u just break down all together * U don’t know what it feels like to feel all these things on a constant bases and have everyone tell u that it’s gonna be ok that it’ll all change to be patient to let god do his work when it seems like he hasn’t done anything in 4 YEARS
Welp it like I finally found someone who is just like who feel just like me... And I add that *You don't know what it is like to have water in your eyes every time you try to smile
I haven't listened to this son in over 2 years. Since then I have become a mother to such a little boy and honestly as much as this song still hits me so hard I am so happy to say I finally feel I have something to live for. My battle still isn't over but its definitely got a reason to fight it again.
This song really hits home for me.....I have been battling depression for as long as I can remember !!! I know several people who think that depression is all in my head and can be turned on and off like a light switch !! Depression comes not only from the mind but from the heart as well. Love this song ! Thank you for sharing.
Life long battle..I'd love to be ok. No one believes until the end then claim they never saw the signs even though you've said it flat out. Im a Vet and it's an internal war I can be er escape
I have read a sad qoutes about depression And the most favorite quote that describe is 'IM NOT OKAY IM JUST GOOD AT PRETENDING IM OKAY' "DEPRESSION IS YOUR FRIEND"😢😭
Well guys i have prombles to :( mine is the sadest in world even tho all my family hate me i still have my best friebd but... *crys* she die by cancer she dint tell me.. She said she doesent want to cry but she die in front me and ma and are the same when be'en abuse for out life's the person i really cared about is forever.... And run away and someyone find and she adopt me i was soo happy that day she me andi have life but.. I still miss my bff *crys* its be'en 3 year's now but i still dont move on *cry* i miss here soo much i hope you guys like my story and just remember work hard pay's off :)
I have had a pretty troubled life... I am currently 14 and depressed... how sad is that? I have been bullied for as long as I can remember and I have recently. Been diagnosed with autism, my biological father died when I was very young... i sometimes can still see him in his hospital bed dying in front of me over and over again... I know I am not a very good kid and not many of you are going to read this but I just want to speak freely because I never got the attention and help I truly needed for my depression. Thank you Katelyn Tarver for bringing this song into my life and please everyone stay safe...
I'm here for you I also suffer from depression adhd autism add ocd depression ptsd stress panic insomnia anxiety nld dyslexia and lots more. Im 18 and I also got bullied when I was in elementary. It sucks, truly it does especially when the teacher tag up on you. But one thing I learned 😌take what they say as fuel. Take that fuel and use it to make the want to stand up for yourself and speak up burn bigger till it finally explodes and you show what you are made of and what you can do.
Just like the others... liars. They always say it will be ok and things get better. Well for me.. *it doesn't* Edit: Not trying to put people down and say it will never get better it might get better for you but i dont like when all people always say is "it will be ok" because they dont understand.
I almost did something stupid yesterday and I didn’t so I really hope my girl comes home soon and shows me love so we can move forward in life!I love her so much
All that I hear now is "It'll get better" and "I know how this feels" when will it be better when I just suddenly forget that my now dead dad ever existed, when I actually get on drugs just to deal with all the stress that's being put on me even though in just 12, or when I take my own life because of my "friends", mom, and stepdad that bully me. Also since when can anyone say "I know how this feels" to me because last time I checked no one I know lost their dad, couldn't say goodbye, couldn't go to his funeral, and only ever got to see him maybe two weeks in total every year when he was alive because of your mentally abusive mom.
You're right. I probably don't know what it's like. Suicide is for the weak. Now prove to me that you aren't weak. Or I've just read this situation completely wrong.
I love how ppl think depression is a personality, even tho it's a fricken metal illness. My "friend" even pretended to be depressed. She even gets so much attention now, because she said was "dEpReSSed", and plus, she wasn't even a real friend. She allways made lies about me she said that I allways flexed, bragged. And she allways bothers me, and saying she wanted to play. And I said I don't want to play right now, because I'm not having a good time. And she said allways said please please please. I always had to play with her, even tho I was having such a hard time. She doesn't even know what's happening to me. She even also said she wanted to call in face time. And I told her no politely. ( btw this was the time we were playing Roblox ) she said whyyyyyy :( and I said because I don't want to show my face. And because I said I don't wanna show my face is because I just feel uncomtorble.. then she said ugh ur such a fake friend. Then we had such a huge fight. Then she said sorry like a million times, I forgave, and it was the biggest mistake ever. She still even gossips about me. But I still I hope you guys have an blessed day and stay safe
Yeah I don't know how to get emotions!!! The only emotion I have is depressed sadness that's the only emotion I have so I am always depressed or sad mainly both
I've read a few comments about being abused (physically or mentally) or about people having depression. I've gone through some shitty stuff when i was younger and i still am now. It's been a while since i was told that i depression.. Even though i already knew i had it. When i was younger i went to 4 different elementary schools before a school basically healed me... The other ones I was abused both physically and mentally. In 1st grade one really bad thing happened.. I can not talk about it but lets just say i was sexually abused when i was 6. Also that year went to the hospital about 7 or 8 times. I had one friend but right before second grade she died. Then second grade I had to get a "surgery" because i was puking so much from stress that i lost so much fluid i could've died. And back then, i didn't really understand any of it. My dad was and still is a jerk. He mentally abuses me and my mom, but he's my dad and i still love him.. but i also hate him. And It just makes me so pissed when people say "Oh it's ok, you''ll get over it" You cant just get over depression! Like wtf and no its not ok. And then when people come up to me (if any of you who read this can relate please reply) and they joke around about stuff that has actually happened. But they don't know it did happen. Just wtf. PEOPLE if you read this don't just go up to people and make jokes about rape, abuse, about their mom etc because it could've happened. And no it isn't easy to deal with. So just stop. People comet suicide just because they've been bullied or something. Like seriously you need to stop...
P.s now I try to see people that are going through this stuff and just be nice to them. If you see someone sitting alone go ask if you can sit with them :) they'll get a friend and so will you. It's a win win :)
I definitely understand. I was abused at the age of five. I'll never understand how people can say horrible things and then call it a joke. Last Thursday, Chris Moran called me, quote, "a piece of crap." Literally. So I told on him, and we talked to the principal. Jacob Kee saw it all and told everyone. So when I got to class, everyone was mad at me. They told me to stop snitching on people, and no matter how many times I tried to tell them that I had every right to stand up for myself, they wouldn't listen. When we went out in gym, Grayson Gamble walked up to Chris and literally congratulated him for calling me that. I got so mad that I walked up to them and yelled at them to stop. And do you want to know what he said? "Well, that's what everyone thinks of you." Then, Sarah Cunningham and Giselle Stewart tried to get me in trouble by telling Coach Smith that I just butted into the conversation and started yelling at them for no reason! I cried. I had a crush on Grayson, and Giselle and Sarah had told me that they were my friends. It's been two days since it happened, and they have yet to apologize. People are cruel, but we just have to deal with them. It's not okay. Depression and anxiety can't just vanish into thin air. It just can't. It's impossible. I understand. I really do.
So many kids live in way worse situations than we do. Homelessness Military Poverty But you know what these kids do? They push on with a smile. Despite how bad their life is, the work hard and get through it. It's only a matter of time until you leave your parents and start a new life. It's only a matter of time until you control what happens and what doesn't. Give people a really good and amazing reason to love you, and they will. Write a goal for your life. A legacy that will be passed on for generations. And they will say; "This was that amazing person who did this." Adults will admire you. Children will want to be you. You will be loved. In time, you always get what you want. In time. Come on, stop reading this. Go make a legacy.
I saw this comment, read the first part and immediately hated it. My parents have said that so often at this point I don't even _care_ that other people are suffering worse than I am.... pretty sure this is bad. :')
@@desaster903 don't compare yourself to people who have it way worse, they might have it way worse but their hurt doesn't take away from yours. your feelings are valid even if your problems aren't "as big". i hope you feel better
I hit a bad spot a few weeks ago and I've stopped listening to the happy songs I used to like... it's this song on loop with Faith Marie's Antidote tossed in a bit. :')
One year ago, i went into a depression, i tried to commit suicide several times but i couldn’t, so i started to cut myself. at school i was the girl who was always happy, with a smile on her face and who always made a good note but whem i got home i couldn’t stop crying and cutting myself, today, i’m much better, not one hundred percent but better then before, i stoped cutting myself and i know what is the reason to cut yourself, the pain of cutting yourself doesn’t match the pain of keeping that suffering
I'm so over all this bad luck. Hearing one more "keep your head up". Is it ever gonna change? So let me just give up! So let me just let go. My life right now.
Me and my boyfriend know what it's like To feel like a mistake To be talked about To want to die, and yet, he know's almost everything about me, I know nothing about him, that's the scary part.
Im been depressed so much past these years and everyone wants to make me take pills for it, but they dont understand what im going through, they assume they do. I've lost so many years that i lost interest of everything now.
You don't what's it like Being mentally abused by all your family So close to suicide you look in the mirror and stop and fall and cry To hate almost everything being told "your pitiful go get a life" "I wish you was like your cousins they have decency" To be critized to the point where you just stop caring To stop eating wanting to cut but don't really want to but inside it's cut in the heart.. To be told "you are a ruthless person" "I wish you was never born" To be lied to they say "I'm only so mean to you is because you need discipline!" "Sweetie I love you very much it feels like you don't love me" To fake smile to hide the truth from others so they don't worry about you Welcome to my life....
You gave up Over it Useless Depression Out cast Not confident They dont know Kooky Numb Odd Worthless alot of people feel this so dont judge them if you dont know
![//Katelyn Tarver// You Don't Know [Lyrics]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/Po3ekI5geng/mqdefault.jpg)
Who else is on a depression listening song spree ?
Edit : how many likes did y'all think i needed again ? But thanks XD
meeeeeee
Me toOOoooOOooOOoooOOOooOOooooOoOOooOOoooooOoooooooOooo
MeeeeeEEeEe
Meeee;-;
Me
you don't know it's like
to be abdoned
to be cheated on
to be abused
to have friends talk about you
I know what that's like
I know😩😢😣
Destiny Briseno i feel you one of my friends wished that i was gone
Destiny Briseno i know what it's Like....
Destiny Briseno i know it
One big hug for all the people that suffer.
And I'll hug you back..
Thank you
-hugs back-
Thank you I needed it so bad..
❤️
I don't want your good advice or reasons why I'm alright
Anyone else feel like this part of the song describes them the best
Agreed
Yes
Describes my whole life 😪
Yes
My situation😑
This Song is discribing my feelings so good right now...Im crying while Im listening to this..its crazy...
I'm trying not to as I listen to this song
I feel the same... life is too hard for me rn
Me too
Same
Same here bc its hard when someyone hurt you and there cant even how it fells but me... Its more hurt in my im been abused and sometimes i enden up in the hospital and i can move for like 2 days and my mom is prenet but she dint care and my lil bro is born and i love him soo much and me and my lil bro ran away so good thing i have been saving money for 3 years now soo thats why i run with my lil bc idw my lil bro have a bad life i toke care of him and love as i can and hes all grown up im soo happy that hes happy
This song explains my whole life
My life storyline
Get blamed
Feel pain
Want to die
Get broken down by my bullies
Have people say hate comments behind my back
Ignored
Worthless
Useless
Nothing
I try make my life better but nothing happens please help
I’m here, if you ever need someone to talk to I’ll give you my insta or Snapchat if you have it, you’re not alone, I’m going through the same thing 💕
yea me to
If you need help, call.
I know exactly how you feel I just tried to kill myself--- again --- a minute ago but it hurt badly so I couldn't. and I don't think this but i know its true... even tho it doesn't feel so I'm useful and worthless. Don't do it. I want to but i just can't. Don't.
I relate 😔
You dont know what its like
To be Alone
To fight everyday
To Give everything you've get but still feel Like a failure
To Cry every SINGLE day..hour..second..
To Just Lay on the dirt and never wake up
To blame yourself for EVERYTHING
To Want to die
To Give up
To Stop interacting with people
To Lose interest in EVERYTHING .cause all feels pointless
To just.....Want to Die or disappear from the face of the EARTH...😢😢
Sana Batool I know what its like..... Im anorexic. My mom says I look like a stick. I think I'm really fat and I stop eating. No one cares about me
@@Michelley1025 i hope you feel better soon friend. Just stay strong .i care about you. Your NOT alone ☺
Sana Batool thanks, you too🙂
@@Michelley1025 ❤👍
Sana Batool 👍
Hi who ever is scrolling down the comments. Be yourself. No one should judge. No one cares about the fact that you are not the most beautiful person in the world.
Thanks I really needed this
What the hell was up with 8 year old me- ( If your reading the replies just know that younger me commented somthing pretending to be Edgy )
me
i know more then you know your not alone i promis i have tried to cut and kill myself i know your pain i bet your the best person out there
yes, yes I can relate
Haha, they left because I was 10. (Still am 10, but please don't respond to this with "enjoy your childhood while you can." Because I don't have it anymore.)
Yup! I DON'T know what it's like! And I'll never be able to help you and understand you if you don't tell me what it's like! So stop woth your "you'd never understand" "you just never met this fate!"
Stop. I CAN understand you if you tell me. Because there's something called EQ. No not IQ. It's EQ. It stands for "Emotional Intelligence". And it means that you can understand people's feelings and recognize how they feel. You can feel pity for them and the courage to help them. But I CAN'T help you if you don't cooperate with me! So grow up! And sometimes let other people help you!
71 people were looking at their screens up side down, and thought the dislike 👎 button was actualy the like 👍 button. You Silly billy's.
Lol probably
Lol
258 now
Probably..
269 now...geez, people really have to pay attention if their screen is upside down😅
Little girl: why do you have scars on your arms sissy?
Me:...there battle scars...
Little girl: you fought in a war?
Me: mhm...long and hard one...
Little girl: COOL CAN I GET ONE!
me: no....never ever get these scars...i want you to promise me..whenever you see someone with these scars...give them a big hug..
Little girl: i promise sissy
My friend zach came over
Little girl: *gives him big hug*
Zach: why are u hugging me..?
Little girl: you have cuts just like my sissy....
Me: *rolls up sleeves for him to see*
Zach: *tears in eyes*
Zach: thank you so much....my battle isnt done yet...but you and your sister are very brave people...
Stay alive...your perfect even if you dont see it!..
Btw I have never done this but I couldn't think of any names that much lol
I wish someone would hug me
Thank you for commenting this I needed it so bad
This copied but okay
like evry one is writing that i saw it so amny times
I see this everywhere but I see it with different names.
You deserve more likes
"I don't want your good advice or reasons why I'm alright...you don't know what it's like."
I recently read an article about schizophrenia, and I had a bit of a revelation. I told my mom about it, and...she just refused to believe me. When I told her about it, she just argued against every point I made. At one point, she pulled up a different article on her phone and started listing off things she believes I don't struggle with, therefore proving I don't have it in her mind, things she still doesn't realize I actually do have. I started crying and just told her to forget about it, I'll ask my therapist, but then she got offended because I think the opinion of a licensed mental health professional is a little more relevant than the opinion of a mother who thinks everyone with schizophrenia is a monster. She doesn't know what it's like to finally have a reason for things I thought were just me being stupid and a baby. To finally know that the shadows that turn into monsters and the voice that tells me awful things could be something real and not just me. She doesn't know what it's like, but I do. I want it to be schizophrenia. I want a reason. I want it to be real. I want to prove that it's not just me being stupid. I want her to see that schizophrenia doesn't make you a monster.
I can relate with your struggle @Disney Kid. I don't exactly know my psychological disease (might be borderline personality). I feel like there are two people inside my head, controlling, telling me what to do and I often feel like a spectator in my own life. I tried talking to my mom about it, but all she said was "it's normal" and "everyone has another side". I just agreed with her and later cried in my room because I know there is something wrong with me. A lot of times I feel mentally insane and want to see a psychologist/psychiatrist. I really hope that I do have a disease because again like you said I want there to be a reason why I'm like this I want there to be a reason why I feel this way. I want there to be a treatment to help me. I literally feel insane sometimes, like I'm losing my mind. I'm just happy to know there is someone else in this world like me. Hope your schizophrenia is resolved or in the process and hope your mom understands you.
my heart hurts because I can't help every person so if you need or want help I'm here
And I want you to win this arguement :D
your mother is stupid and mean. i swear to god if she said depression makes you a monster then you should run away
Can I ask wat is schizophrenia if not it's okay
Don't you love it when you're having a full on mental breakdown and your cat is just staring at you judging you?
Hehehe me rn, my cat just gave birth to five lil cuties, they my reason to live on ngl. I love them so much!!!
This song describes me. I cry a lot because I listen to this, my big brother hurts me and I have to wake up with him. Sometimes I just wanna... kill my self my family is never there to protect me or anything my dad is 50 and his mom died from cancer a couple days ago.. my brother and me don't get along .. apparently he doesn't know what it's like 😭 I miss being little and just chilling now all I have to do is get over this 💔 Now I'm going to a new school and I'm so lonely there and just getting made fun of 💔 they don't know what it's like. My mom is 35 and she has homework to do and I never get to spend time with her... I wish she went to college when she was 19 my big sister is a nail professional. She has a girlfriend her name is Kito. They are always gone to Boise or Colorado or something. I'm just stressed out, if your still reading thanks ❤️
Devyn Ruth hope your ok.Stay strong in there .I know how you feel ,to just break down and it’s awful ❤️❤️❤️
I believe in u I don’t know how u feel but I’m with u
I know I don't know you but you are an amazing person who will get through this ,trust me.
Sorry to read this. How do you feel lately ??
Devyn Ruth i understand , i tried to kill myself sometimes because I am tired of everyones shit , i get hurt by every one over and over after there apologies . I cried myself to sleep , i have cuts and scars and I am tired of feeling like this but its all I feel . I want to die .... i want to be happy and i feel like its better but All i know is that if I leave my little brother will be alone because my little sister died of cancer two days ago and I sing this to myself it makes me feel better and everyone thinks they know how I feel and think know what my life is like for me but they really don’t, i miss going out with out being scared I miss staying home being able to feel safe , i miss being happy and my friends not acting like they all that and that they know everything about me but they really don’t 💔😞😢
*"You don't know what it's like"*
To be ignored by everybody everyday
To feel like you're not worth anybody's time
To think you don't fit in
'To be used' for something because somebody else doesn't want to do it
To be yelled at for everything you do
To always be on edge because you think you did something wrong (because you're always yelled at)
To be ashamed because you're scared of what people might say about you
To be mentally abused by your best friend (that you've now lost [no not death])
To watch your older brother get everything he wants when you get stuck with nothing but crumbs
*"you don't know what it's like"*
I do know what it's like... :))
Please... Don't give up... I felt this pain every day and I was sexually abused by my boyfriend but I could go on for hours about my pain but I'm not so... Please don't give up it will be over some day and you'll have a nice life and a family ❤️ here have this 👑❤️✨
To be yelled at everything hurts me and I felt the pain.
I felt the “ don’t fit in part”
Dont allow them get a mirrage over your emotions,,enjoy what it is they give you.ignore the rest
I just cried for 24 whole minutes because I'm tired of my family!i just wanna give up😩😞😫I feel like I'm invisible and I'm always lonely
Hey never leave your family it will scar them and you for pife trust me I know I tried to shut them out it doesn't work
Same..they don't accept me for being bi...and I have a gf...oh gosh I'm crying..
If your tired of family you need to write down at the end of your day every day something good they did for you if nothing and if they are abusing you you need to find help I'm 700 miles away from both of my parents and I dont even talk to them in private because of what they have done so just know dont end it if you start to feel like you need to people will always come and go in your life till you find who you want in your life.
I’m also tired of my family, they don’t understand and said your making good “excuses” so I stay quiet. They also treat me as a ghost and I always feel alone then they start to say why are u always on ur “phone” even though I only talk with the people close to me to not make me feel alone anymore. I cried because of my family a lot so I didn’t had enough tears at my dads funeral. Ur very brave and strong but u can be free from it when u live alone or with ur best friend without them complaining about u.
I’m done trying I wish god would just take me now
You don't know what it's like
To be abused
To cry alone with no one and nothing
To have a fake smile
To give up and feel hopeless
To see others succeed and you are behind
To be lonely
To be depressed
Be there are people who do know and they are the most understanding brave amazing people who can get through hard times depression and anxiety also stress because they have struggled and fought
*tries to cry but can't*
I get this so much and I feel so sorry for you life sucks but it ain't a movie so don't end it
I know how that feels
Listen i rely dont know wut its like but what i think in my stupid brain is that its not a good feeling but were all here too love you too take care of you and to keep you safe were always here for you and do me a favour nd never give up...!
I can understand how bad it feels. To be fake and happy from outside but from inside the most unhappy and depressed person in the world
They didnt notice you were crying
They didnt notice you were sad
They didnt notice you were tired
They didnt notice you were alone.
They didnt notice how attractive you were.
They didnt notice how sweet you actually are.
They didnt notice how you actually try to make other people smile.
They did notice your failing grades
They did notice your unattractive
They did notice the mean side of you
They did notice all of your mistakes
They did notice all of your flaws
They did notice that you were not good enough for them.
And suddenly this song was about you ...
yesss
Bestie: *crying*
Me: You’re not fine stop lying.
Bestie: I’m gonna commit suicide, please end me.
Me: No!
Bestie: Keep your head up and stay strong for me. ❤️
Sxmply Gacha I’m the bestie :)
@@miloxji Hope your okay...
@@miloxji Don't give up please! It's not worth it, every life is precious, even yours. You have people who love you, especially your bestie, dont leave her please, dont leave anyone.
Itz Kooki Gamez i read your name as its koochie gamez. Thank you for making me laugh
Sxmply Gacha woah there is this true. 💔
Your skin isn’t paper, don’t cut it
Your face isn’t a mask, don’t cover it
Your size isn’t a book, don’t judge it
Your life isn’t a film, don’t end it
Thank you random stranger this helped me
@@xg1ngeX it's pleasure random stranger. I hope this leave's a impact in your life, and know that whoever you are you are special .Your not just a random stranger you matter don't let ANYONE tell you otherwise. :-)
Sadly you’re too late for the first one
Lmao when did I even write this, I can't even take my own advice 💀💀
@Username567 No it doesn't but you learn how to live with it
All I hear is that it's gonna get better.
But answer me this, when is it gonna get better? When I'm older? When I can't be a kid anymore? Tell me when.
Emz 8201
Exactly!
They say time heals
They Lied..
When you’re older no one can heal the pain you’ve gone through when you were younger!
People can’t seem to understand that!
I don’t know if it truly ever does goes better so far
No one can see the future, they're just all lying about everything, ever.
@@aadilaanuar9284 i understand you guys, i cry about this song to
i cry about life ,about everything
you know what life fucking sucks and yes you dont feel like it is getting better now or ever
but i swear to god it will be
and yes nobody knows when it gets better maybe tomorrow maybe in 10 years but once it wil be better trust me. and maybe now it doenst feels like it ever wil be better but it wil
No one can see the future. No offence. But how do we know that?
This song for depression 😔😢😭
So me✌
I stay strong....
and silent
I wipe away my tears...
and feelings
I laugh...
and I cry....
My parents: ur fine
Me: you don't know.
you don't know what it's like
My life. It's been down this road.
My life has always been down this road
But luckily you found the directions to your destination
Thank you all
Same here...
Same....
You don’t know what it’s like to
•Want to give up EVERY DAMN day!
•Be abused by someone you thought was family
•Have anxiety so bad you can’t even go to school so you sit home every day
•Have almost everyone you love give up on you
•Have people drift away from you every single day
•What depression is like
•YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO LIVE A LIFE WHEN EVERY SINGLE DAMN SAY YOU WANT TO DIE! YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO HAVE PEOPLE TELL YOU THAT YOURE NEVER GOING TO BE GOOD ENOUGH! YOU DONT KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE TO HANG ONTO THAT HIGH CLIFF NO MATTER HOW HARD SOMEONE STOMPS ON YOUR HAND!
You don’t know what it’s like to be me. Don’t judge people you don’t know.
Edit: oh my gosh guys! This was a year ago! More things have happened since. But you guys say you know what it’s like to go through these things, yet we all experience them in a different way. So no, you don’t know what it’s like or what I’ve been through. No ones experience is the same. What people go through can be similar, but it’s never the exact same. So stop saying you know what it’s like, because you’ve never lived my personal experiences. There’s so much more to this than I put. But I didn’t want to waste your guys’ time.
Hey I get it if you need to talk to anyone I'd love to
@Good Hearts Get Torn Apart
trust me I know what it’s like! And if you need someone to talk to I’m right here
Trust me.. I really do
Hey I understand. if you need anyone to talk to I will gladly talk with you. Just remember I'm here for you.
I do.. trust me.. I really do. I just have all those problems and even more.. compared to me I’d say you have the good life.. but don’t take it from me. Just keep your head up.. days will change.. for you.
This is so sad i'm over here crying my eyes out .
I'm thinking of my past how i was little and theses kids were bullying me and i start to cry because they were saying that's why no one likes you that's why your dad killed himself then they start talking about how i'm poor they got all this stuff and the worsted thing was that we were all friends but now i'm all alone no mom no dad but i got adopted and my dad he's a cop and that's all .
I know that one day i'm not going to be here anymore I just wanna tell you all that I'm so sorry that I could not make all of you happy but please do one thing for me keep living on even if you don't know me just please live on.
Good to see you're still alive
You are not alone i will be your friend😊😷👭👬💖
stay strong king/queen 👑
This song 😵
I never heard a song that describe me so perfectly :/
Everyone is trying to help me and they always tell me everything is going to be okay but to me it seems it isn't going to be okay :/
After my grandad died everything went down suddenly and he was my world, he is...
I was so close with him and I just can't accept that he is no longer here because everywhere I go I see him.
And I know everyone is just trying to help me but they just don't understand :/
i guess i feel the same way, my mother died and even though its been 7 years, i still miss her
and now i have a stepmother that i dont even like...
I undestand tu, nothing is ok 😞
Shadoww x3 Same my great grandma died I was closer to her then everybody in my family I haver drawing of a horse it is good and im crying right now sorry😢😢😢
This makes me feel worse
Shadoww x3 My friends, my family, and my therapist are trying to get rid of my sociopathy and anxiety, it seems like nothing is working, I know this isn't good for me but I don't want and/or can be fixed... No one knows what it's like, this is what "I" want...
My whole life changed ever since I had switched schools....
I had a good school, good friends, a lot of people knew me, I was comfortable talking to everyone
Then I switched... I didn’t have a lot of friends, no one knew me, I wasn’t comfortable talking to everyone... I’m still convincing my mum to put me back in the old school 😞
You don’t know what it’s like to be there for your friends
To listen to them
To help them through their problems
To have them be happy
To get no thank you in return
And have no one there to listen to you
But again..
I’m the saver, I don’t get saved.
😭😭😭
Me too. I help my friends with everything they need, give them great advice, and I rarely get thanked. Occasionally they help me back, but never when I really need it. Like you said, "I'm the saver, I don't get saved." All my life I've helped everyone, family, friends, strangers, you name it, I just want to be saved for once.
omg i felt that
No one is probably gonna read this but that's okay. I'm lost. I've tried so hard to be okay but....I'm not. I just want to leave so bad......they tell me it will be okay and that i'm young I have time to get better but what they don't know is I've felt this way since 2nd grade. my body is covered in scars and new cuts. I've tried commiting suicide so many times and yet still no one believes me when I say i'm hurting. I just want someone to believe me.......I just want to feel wanted.....needed.....loved. I don't wanna be strong anymore. I wanna give up.
Im here if you need someone to talk to. Im not that person who will tell you everything is alright, but i can be there for you. We can stay strong together...
Thank you.
I believe you fight like I will strength to you ❤
I just found this, and something pulled me to read this comment. I am here if you need to talk. I don't know what you are going through but if you need someone, I am here. I realized this was from 7 months ago, but I hope you are okay.
I tried to kill myself too. I've tied so many times. One of my personality is forgetful. People get mad because of that. My mom? When she gets mad, it's... bad! She threw a toy monster truck at me once. She even tried to kill my dad once. It's probably the reason why I prefer knives then guns. and when my dad's upset with me, he shames, embarrasses, or scolds at me. When we're happy, then it's smiling overboard. I've been bullied too. People yelled at me whenever I did something wrong in Japan. My mom also whipped me with a belt when I was 4-7 years old. Now I'm about to turn into 6th grade. I'm scared.But then, it's reality. We also have many things to explore! Let's do it together, and explore what it offers. Your life isn't a movie, so don't end it.
It is currently Tuesday April 7th, 2020. I am over my depression and I am much more positive now. I see I spoke a lot about god but I am now an atheist so uh..yeah. please keep being positive! There's so much to live for and so much to stay for.
harmony Shawdowhunter fan girl heey, I Know What It's Like. But Suicide isn't a option. I've tried too. I have a best friend, he have depression too. He helps me, and I help him. I learned that Life is hard. Sometimes thought that don't exist a light. But exist. Always. So don't give up. You are strong. Everyone Is Strong. I can Try help you, If You Want.
(I love Shadowhunters too, It's my favorite TV Show)
(I'm portuguese, so I don't know Speak English very well)
God is not selfish, he gave us lives which means chances to enter the kingdom of heaven
If you commited suicide that can lead you to hell
I know how you fell cause i tried that too. But now I regret what I've done
U poor thing
harmony Shawdowhunter fan girl I was gonna support you and I still do, but the fact that you’re saying God is selfish, that’s just wrong.
God gave up his own life to be able to have yours in this world, he’s not selfish, because you know what? At least he gave you a life, a chance, and has probably given you many in the past and will give you many more in the future. But you should enjoy it while you can because God would give us immortality if he could, but it’s a matter of life and death and everything in between, it’s not easy. But I will still support you because I’ve gone through the same things, it’s not like I have a bad life with a family that doesn’t love me, no friends, but everything I do is a mistake and I just feel like I don’t belong, but some people just don’t belong here and I’m one of them, but I’m sure you have a place here, we all do, but I just don’t feel that way. You know how I know we all belong here, because God wouldn’t have put you here if he thinks you wouldn’t belong, but sometimes it’s just difficult to realize that, and I know I know but sometimes it just hard to believe you belong in a place where you don’t feel welcome, you believe everyone belongs except yourself. But if you feel life is short, it only feels that way if you didn’t use it well.
@@nicolekeisha5784 Yes sure, God is so Good and Merciful, that's why he sends people who already suffering (suicidal people) to hell... You have to do his will or you have to suffer in Hell... What a Sadistic God, there's no such thing as "Free Will". We're not Free and will never be. If I'm free to do whatever I want, why can't I kill myself? Mmmh... "Because people who have shitty, painful life MUST live their life... Life is a Gift!!!" Since when, Pain is a Gift?! Yeah I know Life is not only Pain but you get it... And the Good God has never helped me and if he did, then it's not enough since I still want to Die so badly...💀❤
You care for him , he didnt
You love him , he didnt
You always listen to him , he ignores you
You walked away , he cried for your help and ask for you to comeback :D
Finally a song that REALLY helps you interpret the world. I know no one will like this so I will do it myself
I've never heard a song that describes how I feel so much... lately I just feel like I can't be strong anymore I'm tired of trying... my mom left me my dad abused me and now he's in prison. The people I was supposed to trust the most seem to be the people that hurt me the most. I feel lost and I'm being told to keep my head up be strong or it'll get better but every time they say that I just want to say you don't know what it's like to hurt so much or to cry out to God to make the pain go away but it doesn't... I'm stuck here trying to deal with it on my own...
Ariel Peck Sry to hear that😓😓!!
Ariel Peck Stay strong. You're gonna get through this. Trust me, I know what it's like
Ariel Peck I barely EVER Cry and this...this... I am so so sorry that this happened! I literally am crying. You can get through these tough times
I felt bad for you :( 🙁😔
Ariel Nicole 0712 7 kno2 this is kinda late to say but.... that almost made me cry i hope by now everything is better and ummm stuff.. Sorry
what's really sad isn't the song itself it's that many people actually relate to it
I KNOW YOU'VE GOT THE BEST INTENTION....BUT,YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE...I FEEL SO SAD...
Anaevamaria Stulak :'c
Anaevamaria Stulak jezz I don't have to yell!
@@squishycloudz7040 how can you tell in the comment section?
I’ve been hurting for a long time. No one noticed. If I die the world will still rotate. The seasons will still be happening. People will still be walking. My school won’t care, my teachers won’t care. My friends know I’m depressed but never try to help. My family has no clue. I’ve been bullied all my life. Yet no one helps,no one sees. I’m invisible when I’m being hurt. But when I do something, I finally get noticed. Why does life have to be the way it is. I wish I can die until I ready to come back to civilization.
How are you now?
Do you want me as your personal therapist?
I can feel your pain☺😟😌😢❤
I feel your pain. :')
I feel you
Music isn't just something people make for fun....
It's a way of expressing feeling that can be expressed through words..😔
This song can describe us more then we can describe ourselves...
Listening to someone's music is like looking at their soul
I don't want to sleep I wanted to live I don't want to close my eyes to see what's inside
I never knew there was a song that could describe my feelings and how life has been the past years.
🎤you are my sunshine?
The Title is me with my teacher she don’t know anything I AM THIS SONG
This song describes my whole life
basically mybdad died when i was 7 so about 5 years ago. Since then my mom got a new boyfriend 2 months after it happened and is still with him today. Also my older sister started cutting and attempting suicide every other day. And she isnt ever home to take care of us like a sixteen year old sister should through all of this. Leaving me an 11 year old to support my 3 other siblings dealing with it too. And my older sis literally robbed me of my childhood by forcing me to do what she was supposed to do 5 years early . im a 6th grader doing a sophmores work. And i never get a break. "She dont know what its like". Also shes oblivious to all the harm shes causing us . And is focused on what she wants.
thanks for listening random people i hope your life goes better i wouldnt wish this on anyone. 😢
Shadows Duo Hey, Ik I’m jut a random stranger, but I have had a friend who this happened to her, and I know you’re going to be okay. I’m sorry I can’t understand what you’re going through but I hope that things get better for you. If you want to talk, I’ll be here.
@@putput9575 thanks I really needed that
You should talk to her and stand up to her my brother abused me for years but it got better and I've even started to find my bioce she can not do that it is not ok.
Voice *
I have been actively searching for a song that describes exactly how I feel right now, in my life...here is it, every single word
Kateri Conover absolutely ..... beautiful is what we are stay strong !!! Praying for you precious child of God
💗
Kateri Conover same
Kateri Conover same I hate myself
Kateri Conover even mine
{{{--->I know that this will never make it too the top of the comments, not even coming close to it but im gonna say this.
Jack shadow123
Your right most people really don't care about your problems and your worthless to them as well
But doesn't that give you all the more reason to smile?
To show them that their opinion doesn't matter one bit to you, I myself understand your pain to some extent
And i know it will always be easier to cut yourself and give up but you have to get up at some point right?
When you get knocked down and feel like calling it quits just give right back up again who said life doesn't offer 2nd chances?
But I'm afraid if you don't get up back on your feet now you won't ever get a chance to when your older
dude! i know what u´re going trought, and this music just make me... i dont know! just perfect
i started cutting my self 2 week ago... i agree with you
Jack shadow123 Same thing happened to me
Bekita BonnieFnafhs Dont do that no matter how worthless you feel ive done that and i promise you it isnt fun u may feel like its taking the pain away but ITS NOT, the only thing u get out of cutting yourself is SCARS scars that u REGRET and can NEVER get rid of so whatever your feeling right now please stop while u can
I regret doing it EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. cuz i can never take what i did back so PLEASE DONT cut yourself.
Others at 10pm: Asleep
Me: LISTENING TO SAD MUSIC AND CRYING
No really I am
I've been there
Me too
𝙾𝚖𝚐 𝚒𝚝'𝚜 𝚊𝚌𝚝𝚞𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 10𝚙𝚖 ... 𝚆𝚎𝚕𝚕 9𝚙𝚖 𝚋𝚞𝚝 𝚜𝚊𝚖𝚎 𝚍𝚒𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚎
Glad this song is out this year. It really kinda accurately describes depression. I️ have struggled for very long and I️ am giving up. So tiring, not going to miss a thing or person. Not sure why I️ couldn’t be more normal or why I️ have such a bad luck
me too
You don't know what it's like
To feel dead inside and out
to want to not wake up in the morning
to be betrayed by your friends and family
to suffer
to have scars
to have all fake friends
to be alone and abandoned
to not be able to stop crying
to have people who you were once there for bring you down
to be different
to really think
to hear voices
to feel like everyone and thing is fake
to be called useless
to feel like worthless trash
to be weak
to hide your true self
to want to *die*
I do
I really know how you feel because I feel exactly like you
That is so unfair, I kinda feel this too, to feel... empty inside and to want to dye,but your afraid of dying , afraid of yourself that maybe nowone loves you exactly as you are ,that's why I'm gonna give you an advice.
"It doesn't matter who you are ,you just need to be you, even tho the other's hate you and trying to warm you ,you just need to be strong,for yourself ".
Maybe you don't need my advice, but I just...tell you how I feel.
Wathever this is not about me ,it's about you.Hope you could take my advice as a compliment.
I understand cause I feel the same
I do. I feel exactly like you. I’m here if you need me
Listening and relating in 2019?
(I dearly hope no one relates)
Computer Cat I'm so sorry mate , but I can relate:(
I love you
@olivia pfeffer Stay safe
Computer Cat related to this song and now it’s 2020 April and still crying cause it reminds me of my life
Computer Cat Listining and relating in 2020 anyone
No one:
Absolutely no one:
Theresa Harvey sameeeeeee
My great grandma died she..... She.... Was so close to me closer then anyone in family even my bffs my world broke when she died I fell apart and cried for days telling my self it will be okay over and over again I did not know what to do my family does not even know how I feel or my friends or teachers I just..... Lost everything this song is an inspiration my great grandma drew a horse it is so good its in a picture frame so every time I see it I see her on the horse. And when I'm down I here a voice that sounds like hers and it says keep your head up keep trying keep fighting but I just can't without she's my everything 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😥😥😥😥😖😖😖😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Same...
My uncle died on June.10.2018
Two weeks and a half before my birthday and today is my birthday, I'm turning 14 without him in my life.
I felt sad, but he was fighter, he lost his life to cancer. I didn't know he had cancer, nobody knew he had cancer except his wife and his children. He wanted us to be happy.
I was sad. I was angry that cancer toke his life! I wanted to die.
I couldn't sleep, I couldn't eat.
And when I'm sad, I like to look at the stars. So I chose a really big star just as big as his heart.
And this star was him, I talked to him and I felt better!
And whenever I look at the sky and see a big star, I know it's him right away.
It makes my feel safe that he's watching over me. This helped me and I want this to help you and help others.
I hope she rest in peace🙏🙏
My aunt died June 1st 2016. And that was when summer break started for me.😢😭
It's normal don't fight it. :)
oh im so sorry
Who else LUVS depression?
Lol. I have it. I am faking happy. This song is my life. But my family luv me.... I think they do........
😐
@@SerinaPlayzxoxo 😐
2019?
Anyone? Okay.. just me..
XxZahraPlayzxX Haza you called :):
2020....
@@xrosew0lfx166 2020 is the worst year ever but same 💔
2020
U don't know what it's like to
Be cheated on
To have friends backstab u and talk about you
To wanna die
To feel like nothing
To wanna cut but you don't wanna get caught
To cry every second every hour of each of your days
To have no reasons why u should
yes i do trust me everything you just said i relate to but i do cut
I do know what’s it like
But I never been cheated on because
No one ever wanted me...
Live? There's so many reasons you just don't see it it's so hard to trust somebody
You don't know if it's a backsatabber or a real friend show to them you can live without them!
Be strong
Don't show them that you're weak
Your not weak at all show them that your strong cause if you show them that your weak they're gonna trick you back stab you! There so many things you can do you just don't see it....maybe identify yourself
I know exactly what that's like except I ended up actually cutting..
You don't know what it's like to....
Be unloved
Wanting to commit suicide
Be ignored
Be alone
Be a failure
Be abused
You don’t know what it’s like
To be emotionally abused
To be depressed
To have anxiety
To fell alone even in your moms arms
To fake a laugh and a smile
To have the pain on you arms
You won’t know
This song describe what I really feel right now. I dont need your good advice.. you don't know what is like I know your good intention but let me stop just give up.
Ikr
this song describes what i really feel too......
You don't know what it's like to
Be abused
To be alone
To have an abusive relationship
To cut yourself
To commit suicide 36 times in one month
To have nothing and no one
To be forced to be homeless
Kats Vibes I DO
Kats Vibes 1 ,2,4,5 kinda like 10 times , and 6
I do kinda know but I know for a fact out of 7halfbillion people on this earth you aren't alone
Stay strong
Everything I’ve done means nothing am not a happy and sweet little angel who is always positive and comforts people inside my heart is withering I have no love all I want is to love and be love 🖤 am just living to repay my family after they die I shall spend the rest of my days trying to find my love believe it or not I’ve waited 8 or 9 years my whole life for love I waited I have hope all this long even though I have hope am withering away without the love my poor heart is hungry for people to love me I feel so dead. Edit: Ty for people listening to me I fell into a even bad situation now sadly I realized how toxic my so call family is am just so tired but not in a suicidal way the only hope I hang on to my deepest desire
I wanna feel my girls love so bad
this rly helped me thx
omfg sorry i dint mean to comment that to you!!!
Fun_times yeah ik to good to be true that I can help someone
You don't know:
What it's like to have you great grandpa DIE FOUR MONTHS AFTER YOU JUST MET HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME
if it helps mine who i was really close with died on the 27th and that's also my birthday so now I'm reminded of it every year
My great grandma died and I never got to mean her 💔
im sorry for your loss but at least you got to meet yours...
My great grandpa passed a year after I was born. I'm sorry for your loss.
I never got the chance to meet my grandmother. I have no memory of my grandfather. Sorry for your loss.
the ones who know whats it is like are the best people to be friends with (except me) anyway....
i know what is like i became mute over this summer and i'm tired of saying im fine after i get bullied
im tired of acting happy.
im tired of everybody saying "your so lucky you have horses "
yay i have horses that i have to feed clean and ride in the hot sun everyday!! and i don't like riding them btw
im tired of people want to be "friends" with me cause i give them stuff or defend them it annoying the list goes on but i have a ? why are you reading this?!?!?!? im just typeing it to get my anger out but its all true and more...
your still here....
welp live a better life then me pls
Almost everyday now, I just wish that I would disappear from the world. For good. I know everyone's lives would be better without me anyway. My parents would have a lot more money, my sisters wouldn't have to worry about me, my friends would be fine without me in their lives, and everyone else would be too. I know it's bad to wish that, but I do, and I can't help the way I feel. My parents always make fun of me, for just wanting to be sad and not ok for long periods of time. My mom says I smell all the time. I think I'm fat (no else does though), ugly, and no one will ever love me. My dad always says I know what you're going through (just because I have this skin thing called severe Eczema. Or severe A Topic Dermatitis if you want to get particular. Look it up), but he has no idea what I'm going through. The pressure, the pain, the heartache, and so much more.
No one I know would think that I feel this way, but I do. I've done pretty good in my life time. I've been kind, held doors for strangers, and been polite. But now I just want to go away.
I didn't type this for sympathy, I typed because I had to tell someone. Don't tell me to be patient, or tell me good advice, or reasons why I'm alright. Just let me not be okay.
Thanks to anybody who read the whole thing. I appreciate it more than you know.
Do you know what it’s like to get beaten almost to death? Peaceful. It feels peaceful. It’s like I was floating away, watching the whole thing happening to me... then I woke up again, I took a beating everyday. But someone helped me throughout all that and I’ll never forget it. Cause they knew what it was like and shared my pain.
😓😓💔💔
I wish I could stop trying and stop fighting. They don't know what it exactly is like but they just won't stop giving advice. They just never understood. When you're tired of crying, of smiling just to encourage others though you feel like breaking down or wearing a mask that just shows a bit of cracks but never shows the damage, and they never knew no matter how hard you explain or how hard they listen, they never knew and they never will, they will say they understand? But no. They never did, they've been there? Then how come they don't know?! So never tell anyone you know what its like to be broken, depressed, in pain, or completely worthless.
I feel the same
No one is WORTHLESS everyone is needed loved and has someone to love or help or even needs someone to help anyway my point is NEVER GIVE UP
this song truly describes how i feel, my bff bullied me in primary 4, apparently she was "forced" by my "fake" friend to bully me, she is the reason i been depressed for 2 years! she doesn't care, my parents don't care, im too scared to tell, i hate my life, i wanna die, i pray to god to end it all.
You don't know what it's like:
To not want to wake up
To want to cut yourself even though you know it's terrible
To feel emotional pain that's unbearable
To feel useless
To fell worthless
To feel like trash
To have fake friends
To have parents that don't care
To hate yourself
To hate your looks
To believe terrible things people say about you
To loose three people you love
To hold all your pain inside to stop others from suffering
To feel like your pain will never go away
To feel emotionaly scarred forever
To blame yourself for things you can't change
To be depressed
To want to die.
I want to commint suicide, but i won't because i will cause pain to the people i love, even if they don't love me back. I try to stay strong but i can't. The only way i can die is stabbing myself, i guess i could try. I hope i don't cause people the smae suffering i feel. Goodbye world.
That song describes exactly how I feel in this moment
This was me one year ago..
I am not depressed the ”normal” way i guess you can say. I have Seasonal Affective disorder which is a type of depression. SAD for short. So SAD makes you depressed at a certain season and for me its winter, the most common season. Tho, the most depressed is around the start of spring. I was really breaking, i did self-harm, tho i never cut myself, i just scratched myself till i started to bleed. I almost never smiled, and i blame myslef for everything. I was thinking about suicide around August this year, but i dont want to end my life. But thoughts came very often. I dont know why, but i have gotten so much better. I dont feel that sad, i am more confident, if i do something wrong i try thinking positive instead of negative like i did before. I dont know what happend, but it has gotten better. Im just a little worried for winter and spring right now..
"i just scratched myself till i started to bleed." used to do that. please dont. the scars heal in like 2-3 months. when you want to stop living, think about summer! and how much fun youll have!
I don't have a disorder, but I did scratch myself, I understand how you feel. But without the disorder part.
* You don’t know what it’s like to want to give up
* You don’t know what it’s like to feel worthless
* You don’t know what it’s like to be left by the people who promised they would help u
* You don’t know what it’s like to sit there and not feel anything to feel empty, paralyzed
* You don’t know what it’s like to think that no matter what u do ur gonna ruin everything that everything bad is ur fault
* You don’t know what it’s like to have ur family your blood and skin to leave u
* You don’t know what it’s like to be so scared of even feeling a little ok because all u can do is wait for the next thing to hurt u
* You don’t know what it’s like to cry every night when no ones there to hold u or make u feel ok so U can smile the next day and make ur own parents think your perfectly fine
* You don’t know what it’s like to have anxiety so bad u wanna hide in a hole for the rest of ur life
* You don’t know what it’s like to think u have peace like things couldn’t get worse and then they do
* You don’t know what it’s like to have traumas surround u to not have felt ok for years
* You don’t know what it’s like to have not felt like yourself for a 4 years
* You don’t know what it’s like to not have friends becuause I stop talkinng to them to take time for urself and they never text u back
* You don’t know what it’s like to for once in ur life try to figure ur own problems out and lose everyone
* You don’t know what it feels like to not talk to anyone because u feel so far from urself that u just feel empty like what’s the point in talking to people to just feel WEIRD and just not talk to anyone even tho u want to but it’s like u can’t even just say hi
* U don’t know what it’s like to have depression so bad that ur so broken u can’t cry that uve been hurt so many times that pain becomes ur remedy that u when u feel like crying u can’t so u sit there feeling ur heart break
* U don’t know what’s it’s like to be so scared and have trust issues so bad that u can’t even tell ur parents that ur not ok that u tell them u don’t need the counselor anymore but u reallt do but becauause everyone’s made u think that getting help is weak so u don’t to feel so scared that u won’t even tell ur parents how u feel becuause u think they might
* U don’t know what it’s like to feel so bad about urself thinking everything is ur fault because other people have left that u just break down all together
* U don’t know what it feels like to feel all these things on a constant bases and have everyone tell u that it’s gonna be ok that it’ll all change to be patient to let god do his work when it seems like he hasn’t done anything in 4 YEARS
Welp it like I finally found someone who is just like who feel just like me... And I add that
*You don't know what it is like to have water in your eyes every time you try to smile
I lost myself years ago, I understand. :))
I haven't listened to this son in over 2 years. Since then I have become a mother to such a little boy and honestly as much as this song still hits me so hard I am so happy to say I finally feel I have something to live for. My battle still isn't over but its definitely got a reason to fight it again.
💜 keep fighting for him.
This song really hits home for me.....I have been battling depression for as long as I can remember !!! I know several people who think that depression is all in my head and can be turned on and off like a light switch !! Depression comes not only from the mind but from the heart as well. Love this song ! Thank you for sharing.
Life long battle..I'd love to be ok. No one believes until the end then claim they never saw the signs even though you've said it flat out. Im a Vet and it's an internal war I can be er escape
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You don't know what it's like to be left alone with nothing. And to have all your friends abandon you. You don't.
I do
I do
I have read a sad qoutes about depression
And the most favorite quote that describe is
'IM NOT OKAY IM JUST GOOD AT PRETENDING IM OKAY'
"DEPRESSION IS YOUR FRIEND"😢😭
That describe myself
This is sad bc my anole died and I think of him he didn't know how much I love him I loved him but he gave up on me 😖😭😢
I want to die so yea 😭😭 I'm nothing in world so please I don't want to go if you happy so am I and I will not die.
Well guys i have prombles to :( mine is the sadest in world even tho all my family hate me i still have my best friebd but... *crys* she die by cancer she dint tell me.. She said she doesent want to cry but she die in front me and ma and are the same when be'en abuse for out life's the person i really cared about is forever.... And run away and someyone find and she adopt me i was soo happy that day she me andi have life but.. I still miss my bff *crys* its be'en 3 year's now but i still dont move on *cry* i miss here soo much i hope you guys like my story and just remember work hard pay's off :)
I have had a pretty troubled life... I am currently 14 and depressed... how sad is that? I have been bullied for as long as I can remember and I have recently. Been diagnosed with autism, my biological father died when I was very young... i sometimes can still see him in his hospital bed dying in front of me over and over again... I know I am not a very good kid and not many of you are going to read this but I just want to speak freely because I never got the attention and help I truly needed for my depression. Thank you Katelyn Tarver for bringing this song into my life and please everyone stay safe...
I feel how you feel
I'm here for you I also suffer from depression adhd autism add ocd depression ptsd stress panic insomnia anxiety nld dyslexia and lots more. Im 18 and I also got bullied when I was in elementary. It sucks, truly it does especially when the teacher tag up on you. But one thing I learned 😌take what they say as fuel. Take that fuel and use it to make the want to stand up for yourself and speak up burn bigger till it finally explodes and you show what you are made of and what you can do.
I cant find the guitar chords of this song...i really love this
you cant find it on ultimate guitar
bitchy seni a
Shy Me I thought that this was piano
Namjoon Oppa ARMYYYYY
Is it ever gonna change? It hasn't yet , so probably not
It's okay not to FEEL OKAY. That's part of our journey. We are bend and force to be strong inorder to put ourself back.
Shielded and Grounded. 🧘
Its going to be ok. I have been depressed lately, and i am slowly getting out of it...Please, dont give up on life or yourself...
Just like the others... liars. They always say it will be ok and things get better. Well for me.. *it doesn't*
Edit: Not trying to put people down and say it will never get better it might get better for you but i dont like when all people always say is "it will be ok" because they dont understand.
@@kminor6495I hate ppl who say stuff like it's gonna be okay he it never ever will be
Harley Johnson i’m tryin 🥺
I almost did something stupid yesterday and I didn’t so I really hope my girl comes home soon and shows me love so we can move forward in life!I love her so much
All that I hear now is "It'll get better" and "I know how this feels"
when will it be better when I just suddenly forget that my now dead dad ever existed, when I actually get on drugs just to deal with all the stress that's being put on me even though in just 12, or when I take my own life because of my "friends", mom, and stepdad that bully me.
Also since when can anyone say "I know how this feels" to me because last time I checked no one I know lost their dad, couldn't say goodbye, couldn't go to his funeral, and only ever got to see him maybe two weeks in total every year when he was alive because of your mentally abusive mom.
You have depression?
@@axshantyguzman4767 Most likely
That happened to me😢😟😞😖
You don't know what happens in other people's life's
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE
Christina Nunya to feel sad? Alone? Tired? Broken? Ugly? Because that's what i feel :(
I drink bleach Don't ask why Me too :( ....I feel like no one understands me
I understand you
You're right. I probably don't know what it's like. Suicide is for the weak. Now prove to me that you aren't weak. Or I've just read this situation completely wrong.
Ooooooo so sad
My friends:don't cry you'll be fine
Me:YOU DONT KNOW! 💔😭
I love how ppl think depression is a personality, even tho it's a fricken metal illness. My "friend" even pretended to be depressed. She even gets so much attention now, because she said was "dEpReSSed", and plus, she wasn't even a real friend. She allways made lies about me she said that I allways flexed, bragged. And she allways bothers me, and saying she wanted to play. And I said I don't want to play right now, because I'm not having a good time. And she said allways said please please please. I always had to play with her, even tho I was having such a hard time. She doesn't even know what's happening to me. She even also said she wanted to call in face time. And I told her no politely. ( btw this was the time we were playing Roblox ) she said whyyyyyy :( and I said because I don't want to show my face. And because I said I don't wanna show my face is because I just feel uncomtorble.. then she said ugh ur such a fake friend. Then we had such a huge fight. Then she said sorry like a million times, I forgave, and it was the biggest mistake ever. She still even gossips about me. But I still I hope you guys have an blessed day and stay safe
Yeah I don't know how to get emotions!!! The only emotion I have is depressed sadness that's the only emotion I have so I am always depressed or sad mainly both
Wanna be friends?I need a friend like me who can understand me
I've read a few comments about being abused (physically or mentally) or about people having depression. I've gone through some shitty stuff when i was younger and i still am now. It's been a while since i was told that i depression.. Even though i already knew i had it. When i was younger i went to 4 different elementary schools before a school basically healed me... The other ones I was abused both physically and mentally. In 1st grade one really bad thing happened.. I can not talk about it but lets just say i was sexually abused when i was 6. Also that year went to the hospital about 7 or 8 times. I had one friend but right before second grade she died. Then second grade I had to get a "surgery" because i was puking so much from stress that i lost so much fluid i could've died. And back then, i didn't really understand any of it. My dad was and still is a jerk. He mentally abuses me and my mom, but he's my dad and i still love him.. but i also hate him. And It just makes me so pissed when people say "Oh it's ok, you''ll get over it"
You cant just get over depression! Like wtf and no its not ok. And then when people come up to me (if any of you who read this can relate please reply) and they joke around about stuff that has actually happened. But they don't know it did happen. Just wtf. PEOPLE if you read this don't just go up to people and make jokes about rape, abuse, about their mom etc because it could've happened. And no it isn't easy to deal with. So just stop. People comet suicide just because they've been bullied or something. Like seriously you need to stop...
P.s now I try to see people that are going through this stuff and just be nice to them. If you see someone sitting alone go ask if you can sit with them :) they'll get a friend and so will you. It's a win win :)
I will. To honor everyone who has a hard life depression to anxiety to being bullied to abused.
I've been sexually harassed but nobody believes me when I tell them they just don't care about me
I'm so sorry and I apologize. I don't know how that feels and I hope that person burns in hell!
I definitely understand. I was abused at the age of five. I'll never understand how people can say horrible things and then call it a joke. Last Thursday, Chris Moran called me, quote, "a piece of crap." Literally. So I told on him, and we talked to the principal. Jacob Kee saw it all and told everyone. So when I got to class, everyone was mad at me. They told me to stop snitching on people, and no matter how many times I tried to tell them that I had every right to stand up for myself, they wouldn't listen. When we went out in gym, Grayson Gamble walked up to Chris and literally congratulated him for calling me that. I got so mad that I walked up to them and yelled at them to stop. And do you want to know what he said? "Well, that's what everyone thinks of you." Then, Sarah Cunningham and Giselle Stewart tried to get me in trouble by telling Coach Smith that I just butted into the conversation and started yelling at them for no reason! I cried. I had a crush on Grayson, and Giselle and Sarah had told me that they were my friends. It's been two days since it happened, and they have yet to apologize. People are cruel, but we just have to deal with them. It's not okay. Depression and anxiety can't just vanish into thin air. It just can't. It's impossible. I understand. I really do.
So many kids live in way worse situations than we do.
Homelessness
Military
Poverty
But you know what these kids do? They push on with a smile.
Despite how bad their life is, the work hard and get through it.
It's only a matter of time until you leave your parents and start a new life.
It's only a matter of time until you control what happens and what doesn't.
Give people a really good and amazing reason to love you, and they will.
Write a goal for your life.
A legacy that will be passed on for generations.
And they will say;
"This was that amazing person who did this."
Adults will admire you.
Children will want to be you.
You will be loved.
In time, you always get what you want.
In time.
Come on, stop reading this.
Go make a legacy.
I saw this comment, read the first part and immediately hated it. My parents have said that so often at this point I don't even _care_ that other people are suffering worse than I am.... pretty sure this is bad. :')
@@desaster903 don't compare yourself to people who have it way worse, they might have it way worse but their hurt doesn't take away from yours. your feelings are valid even if your problems aren't "as big". i hope you feel better
This is sad I am listening it over and over and over and over again
Me to,Have you ever thought how to be depressed for your WHOLE life?..
I hit a bad spot a few weeks ago and I've stopped listening to the happy songs I used to like... it's this song on loop with Faith Marie's Antidote tossed in a bit. :')
One year ago, i went into a depression, i tried to commit suicide several times but i couldn’t, so i started to cut myself. at school i was the girl who was always happy, with a smile on her face and who always made a good note but whem i got home i couldn’t stop crying and cutting myself, today, i’m much better, not one hundred percent but better then before, i stoped cutting myself and i know what is the reason to cut yourself, the pain of cutting yourself doesn’t match the pain of keeping that suffering
When we are younger, we support the heroes. When we are older, we understand the villains.
I'm so over all this bad luck. Hearing one more "keep your head up". Is it ever gonna change? So let me just give up! So let me just let go. My life right now.
NEVER and I mean NEVER give up. I get why you want to give up but it ain't worth it ok.
NEVER GIVE UP NEVER GIVE IN!!!YOU are important valid talented and YOU can withstand any storm YOU are needed YOU are amazing YOUare IMPORTANT
Hits home this song! 😢😥
Me and my boyfriend know what it's like
To feel like a mistake
To be talked about
To want to die,
and yet,
he know's almost everything about me,
I know nothing about him, that's the scary part.
Im been depressed so much past these years and everyone wants to make me take pills for it, but they dont understand what im going through, they assume they do. I've lost so many years that i lost interest of everything now.
dragon heart I almost OD on mine....
You're staring while I'm blinking...😖😖
So sad
You don't what's it like
Being mentally abused by all your family
So close to suicide you look in the mirror and stop and fall and cry
To hate almost everything being told "your pitiful go get a life" "I wish you was like your cousins they have decency"
To be critized to the point where you just stop caring
To stop eating wanting to cut but don't really want to but inside it's cut in the heart..
To be told "you are a ruthless person" "I wish you was never born"
To be lied to they say "I'm only so mean to you is because you need discipline!" "Sweetie I love you very much it feels like you don't love me"
To fake smile to hide the truth from others so they don't worry about you
Welcome to my life....
Every time I listen to this song it makes me cry. It's so sweet
Missing my babe {)(}
You gave up
Over it
Useless
Depression
Out cast
Not confident
They dont know
Kooky
Numb
Odd
Worthless
alot of people feel this so dont judge them if you dont know
Yeah
You don't wanna now what it's like..