I started my relationship with God right after my daughter was born nearly 7 year ago. I feel like my husband and I are doing a lot better mental health wise and making significantly better life choices than we used to. The life we’ve been able to provide for our kids while it’s not much, is a lot more than anything he or I ever had growing up. I know that’s because of God. With all that said, I still can’t seem to believe I will go to heaven if I were to die tomorrow. I have faith, I’ve personally experienced miraculous things that should never have worked out. God wouldn’t do it if I weren’t worth it. Logically speaking I know all of these things. Why can’t I believe it in my heart? I feel like I’m fake. Doing the fake it until you make it thing. Sometimes I wonder if God hardened MY heart. I feel like my traumas and strongholds are rooted and engrained into every fiber of me and every time things seem better in one area it’s worse in another. I know no one is perfect, and I know that I can’t do it only God can. But how do you do that? How do you let God do it. It’s like a simple “do less” but I genuinely dont know how to do less. I feel like I am in the thick of my testimony. That is the only thing I can think of because I feel like first hand experience and relatability to trauma in life later on is the only positive thing I can clutch onto right now. I can use it to serve others later on is what I’m trying to say. At the end of the day though, I find myself praying for the ends times to come. Let tonight be the night he comes like a thief. Not really for myself but for my kids. Let Jesus come get them before the risk of my poor leadership leads them to hell. Please tell me this is just part of the process?
🙌🙌🙌 I was homeless, did drugs, went into prison , where I got to know God. He changed my life. Now I have a home, a wife and a lovely year old daughter (zoe), and a stream of income that gats me $47,000 monthly. Plus a new identity - a child of God, Hallelujah!!!
It has been Mildred Evelyn Rooney. That's been the secret to this wealth transfer. A lot of folks in the US amd abroad are getting so much from it, God has been good to my household Thank you Jesus.
I'm having a hard time being happy, please pray for me. I've been facing many betrayals from people I trusted. I'm seeking God on how I am to handle it, especially at my job.
Precious VETERNS DAY MESSAGE ....PSALM 144 ...THANK YOU .
Amen! This is a wonderful sermon. I am so grateful for God's provision.
My Dear Brother, Thank You. I can't tell you just how timely this message is to me! Much Love to you!
I started my relationship with God right after my daughter was born nearly 7 year ago. I feel like my husband and I are doing a lot better mental health wise and making significantly better life choices than we used to. The life we’ve been able to provide for our kids while it’s not much, is a lot more than anything he or I ever had growing up. I know that’s because of God. With all that said, I still can’t seem to believe I will go to heaven if I were to die tomorrow. I have faith, I’ve personally experienced miraculous things that should never have worked out. God wouldn’t do it if I weren’t worth it. Logically speaking I know all of these things. Why can’t I believe it in my heart? I feel like I’m fake. Doing the fake it until you make it thing. Sometimes I wonder if God hardened MY heart. I feel like my traumas and strongholds are rooted and engrained into every fiber of me and every time things seem better in one area it’s worse in another. I know no one is perfect, and I know that I can’t do it only God can. But how do you do that? How do you let God do it. It’s like a simple “do less” but I genuinely dont know how to do less. I feel like I am in the thick of my testimony. That is the only thing I can think of because I feel like first hand experience and relatability to trauma in life later on is the only positive thing I can clutch onto right now. I can use it to serve others later on is what I’m trying to say. At the end of the day though, I find myself praying for the ends times to come. Let tonight be the night he comes like a thief. Not really for myself but for my kids. Let Jesus come get them before the risk of my poor leadership leads them to hell. Please tell me this is just part of the process?
🙌🙌🙌 I was homeless, did drugs, went into prison , where I got to know God. He changed my life. Now I have a home, a wife and a lovely year old daughter (zoe), and a stream of income that gats me $47,000 monthly. Plus a new identity - a child of God, Hallelujah!!!
Congratulations!! The scriptures clearly states there's going a transference of the riches of the heathen to the righteous.God keep blessings you
But how do you make so much in a month?mind sharing?
It has been Mildred Evelyn Rooney. That's been the secret to this wealth transfer. A lot of folks in the US amd abroad are getting so much from it, God has been good to my household Thank you Jesus.
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I'm having a hard time being happy, please pray for me. I've been facing many betrayals from people I trusted. I'm seeking God on how I am to handle it, especially at my job.