I have a condition that gives me terrifying nightmares because of a pill I take. Listening to this to fall asleep, instead of dreaming my fears and waking up in a cold sweat I have dreams of being in a small studio flat and Wilbur as my neighbour singing softly. thank you! :)
Los Campesinos has a song that has that exact line too but idk which song, i just randomly saw it in a compilation of “times wilbur/lovejoy stole from los campesinos”
Am I the only one who keeps having dreams or something about these people I stream with in the future like I’ve never seen these people before but they are there every. Single. Time
God this whole situation hurts so much, I hope everyone involved gets the help they need. I wish none of this ever happened. I hate it when some of the most comforting people turn out to be horrible.
You sit, content, on your windowsill as it continues to rain continuously outside. You sigh to yourself and stare at the droplets of water as they hit the moss-covered branches on the evergreen trees surrounding the small neighbourhood. It was a soothing action and you couldn't help but get lost in the rains beauty, you really wished it poured like this more often. You hear a sudden guitar strum from the neighbours house which leads to a pretty catchy rhythm. It was muffled due to the thick wall between your houses but the guitar was clear enough for you to hear its tune. After what seemed to be the introductory melody, the neighbour started to sing along to the rhythm with his own lyrics. He had an incredibly soothing voice, you couldn't help yourself and you put your head against the wall to hear the song more clearly. It was a nice addition to the calming rain outside, you felt like going to sleep. You wasn't bored or anything, the music and rain just paired so nicely together that you couldn't help but drift off. You continued to sit there for a while, just listening quietly to the sound of rain and your neighbours singing. Every once in a while he would mess up and either flip out or laugh at himself, it was a surprise each time but it always put a smile on your face and even earned a chuckle sometimes. After a while, your eyes began to feel heavy and you couldn't fight against the urge to close them, so you did. You began to fall asleep as the rain began to clear and the neighbours song start to reach its end. And you fell asleep with a warm smile and a peaceful mind, for once.
Thank you stranger . This comment really helps because I’m currently sick and it’s causing my anxiety to go in full gear and I’m having a hard time sleeping. It helped me escape even if it was just for a few minutes 🥰
Hey, um like do you write stories or anything because like I would for sure read whatever you write, you are so good at writing like do you have a wattpad/ao3 account or something? I love your writing so much you are so amazing at writing!!
@@remi-7730 oh hi! I do have a ao3 account but I only have one story on there haha :') I'm so glad you like my writing and I am planning on maybe making a proper in depth story for this. My ao3 account is 'K_T_L' :D
@@kiyahlee4295 okay cool! I'll make sure to check it out and probably read your story too, and I think it would be really cool if you made a proper in depth story for it
POV : You are tired but you cant sleep. It's getting later and later and your eyes are burning. The Rain which rattled on your Window is just slowly falling down on your Window and you hear a familiär Voice from the room to your right. The dull Voice make you feel save. You are closing your eyes a bit and Listen to the guitar and His beautiful Voice. You cant hear His Voice so good but you are Sure that it Is beautiful. After a while you listened you would Wish to See him Sitting on the bed which is probably Standing on the right Side from your room singing Songs and laughing about His Life. You would Like to Join. You are Standing Up and open your door to the Floor. The Volume is Tuning up and you become a little scared. You Look in the room of His and See him Sitting next to your room playing with his guitar. He is singing while you Open the door a bit. He Looks at you and Starts to Smile a little bit. You cant hold the Smile. His curly Hair and His Voice are better than you Could ever Imagine. You are crossing your Fingers while you stand in the door and Just Look at him. „ May I Join you singing ?" you are saying with a sleepy Voice. „ Uhh Sure " He answers . He taps on the free space on the bed and you are Sitting next to him. Both of you Starts to sing. Sometimes you Look him in the eyes and Smile . Sometimes you both Bursted laughing about some funny Voice Cracks. But you know that this Person Could be the one who makes you Happy. Im sorry im Not good at English or writing so please forgive me😂😬 Anyway have a nice day Stranger :) (Btw thank you Guys so much for your comments - do you want me to write a Story ?)
actually though- i feel like we should have a Wilbur in our life that could make us smile even on our bad days call me a simp but i just really want someone like that-
it's currently storming outside right now, and lighting and thunder gives me hella anxiety so i found this to drown it out and this rain is actually really nice so now im studying at 1 am for my ballet class drowning out a storm that will probably cut my internet out soon but goodnight to anyone whos going to bed :)
Yeah I have the same problem storms give me so much anxiety but js listening to vids like this made me realize that thunder storms are very pretty and calming good weather as long as it’s not a bad thunderstorm
I have insomnia and its annoying to deal with without any medication, so I usually sleep to youtube vids but these probably would help instead so thank you :)
I have these terrible intrusive thoughts about the dark at night, listening to music takes my mind off of those thoughts. It's currently 1am as I'm writing this, this video has helped me so much. It sounds so real and exciting. Thank you for making this
I understand how you feel, I have intrusive thoughts as well and I overthink and ever since I descoverd this album and his other songs it has helped distract myself from that
It’s been almost two years since everything started falling apart. It doesn’t feel like it though, it’s almost as though trauma has warped my perception of time. I’m in a completely different city, but somehow the streets look familiar, and I’m taken back to a rainy afternoon bus ride, the last I would take that year. The way my shoes looked beneath the wet pavement. The rain soaking through my socks. Two years. The anniversary of the day a part of me died approaches, and what is left mourns at the reminder of that loss.
Im just imagining me being in a london loft and sitting against my bedroom wall which connects to someone else's room (Wilbur's room) and just staring out the huge window placed right beside me while I listen to Wilbur to sing me to sleep.
i had a dream last night. i was Wil (like genuinely i was wilbur soot i had his voice, his clothes, hair, face, EVERYTHING) and it was a very short but very vivid dream, it was a bit cold, it was the day after it had been raining and i walked through the woods holding my tiny little black kitten in my hands, and at one point we ended up at a creek, (mind you it was very deep for some reason) and so i took my kitten and plopped her on my head, and waded through the water (it was up to my neck) and took her to the dry side of the path. it was VERY short but i woke up and cried-i want to be wil so bad. of course he has problems-and he’s gone through many hard times but i just wish i was him so bad. :(
Hey! Just a random person on the internet here. Wishing to be someone else won’t change you. If you want change, be it. But to be honest- I’d rather if you’d be yourself. You want to be like Wilbur soot? Wilbur puts himself out there. He is himself, and you should do it too. You are amazing and loved
the sound of rain breaks through the constant hum of music making it through the thin walls of her apartment. she usually enjoyed these little concerts her neighbor put on late into the night but tonight it had become nothing but background noise. she was sure it was some ungodly hour but she couldn’t find it within herself to care. any idea of sleep had been cast aside when she abandoned her bed to sit in the bay window and witness each drop of water draw streaks down the glass. she would have liked nothing more than to be able to blame every sleepless night on wanting to witness the beauty of a rainstorm but dishonesty wasn’t exactly one of her strengths. maybe someone with some degree in medicine would label it insomnia but she had long since given up on trying to force a label onto something she couldn’t understand. it was much easier to give it as little time and thought as she could manage and just hope it went away. and so, she stared back out into the night while her neighbor started what she figured must be an album of some sort from the beginning again and let her carefully constructed walls begin to crack and tumble, she could build them back up in the morning. here, there was no one to judge her but the empty world outside her window. finally, a break. needed, necessary, far too fleeting. and so, she didn’t dare to even make an attempt at tearing her eyes from the window, even as they prickled with the unshed tears threatening to spill past her lids. finally, the walls lay in messy shambles at her feet and she weeps freely with the world outside her window, the soundtrack to her sadness playing in the background.
Scared as flipping hell! My mum teases me saying my celeb crush is wilbur and if she caught me listening I'd be ded. And I'm not allowed screens when I'm sleeping (bcs they're rllllyyy strict)
I still have trouble falling asleep in the dark by myself, but this helps me close my eyes peacefully and take my mind off of negative things, so that’s a start.
*Imagine* William Gold Your neighbor God he’s so loud He streams, he makes music, he’s friends with that 17 year old that is so loud when he visits But with all this annoyance he’s still so kind You can remember when you first moved in He gave you a welcome basket And a warning note, that he screams sometimes, twitch primes and all that You talk a lot whenever you see each other you talk about whatever He is just so easy to talk to You’ve never told him, but you love when he practices his music from his home It’s so soothing, and it really takes away your stress Sometimes, when he sings one song, Since I saw Vienna, you go to his door, ready to knock You want more than anything to sit in his presence and listen to that song up close This time you’re at his door… *”It's been sixty weeks since I saw Vienna-“* He stops mid song You try to leave as quick as possible but the door opens.. “Y/N? What are you doing here?” “I was- I left my- … I really liked your singing and I- I was just so intrigued and-“ He chuckled God his laugh was so adorable “Come inside, Y/N, listen up close,” he laughed his adorable giggle once more, “maybe you can help me figure out lyrics for a new song… And look! Chat is dying to meet you!” You smiled as he led you in And that was the beginning of a relationship you would never regret
3/15/24. All support goes out to Shelby, i love her and hope she gets all the support she deserves. But I used to fall asleep to this. His music and and voice would calm me through anything. Now i blocked his music and everything everywhere. I am terrified of thunder and lightning and to calm me down his music would play and i could sleep peacefully. Now i cant listen to his music or hear his voice without crying. I dont understand why he did what he did, what made him think it was okay. I just dont know what to do now. I hope he rots in hell.
As soon as saline solution came on, it just hit me with a HUGE wave of nostalgia of when i first listened to the song and how much of a different and peaceful time it felt like for me. G o d and with each continuing song, they are hitting the exact same. T H A N K YOU
It's raining again, you're tired, just want to lie on bed and give up for the day. As you rest your head on the pillow, you hear him, again, his songs are always lovely, like a treat for working hard that day, you smiled, feeling glad you'd fall asleep to the soothing strumming of his guitar and to the sweet melody in his voice. He starts playing, this one is new, you haven't heard it before, it's more...active, he's yelling, you want to hear him, properly, you put your ear to the wooden walls, you hear his voice, clear as glass "Secondly, I know I haven't written much, you know the way I can be. Tonight i'm *Fucking drunk!* so it's all gonna be about me." You don't know who he is, you've never even seen him before, but you can tell, he's hurt, the song is different to all his previous songs, it feels pained, it feels alone, and before you know it, it's louder, just like the rain, "So touch him, *And break me*. Strip naked, *Embrace him*." "Lose faith in his pace and stamina and grace, i'm losing face!" At this point, you're out of your room, right in front of his door, you muster up all your courage and just as you felt the song fade away. You knock. You can hear him putting down his guitar, getting off his bed, walking to the door, and then, you hear a click, and you see him, right in front of you, "May I help you?" You smile, "That was a beautiful song." He replies, with a soft and cheery grin, "I try my best, do you want another one?" "Another song?" You were surprised, but without hesitation replied, "Of course!" He gave a small chuckle, as he signaled to let you in, you sat down on a chair, as he got ready to play. You asked him one last question, before he began his magic, "Hey, we're neighbours, yet, I've never seen you or spoke to you before, what's your name?" He looked at you, with a smile, "Wilbur, Wilbur Soot."
Ok. THIS HAS TO BE REAL. WILBUR BEING MY NEIGHBOUR DAMN YES. Btw nice work!!! [I actually wrote an entire weird story on my notes but i accidentally erased it:')] Edit: Ayup fellas,since the original story died,here,let me tell you a irl story because _yes rain:_ So,it was morning,i was outside my school,waiting to come in. I usually am in a spot near my friend,and that day it was literally pouring,so i brought an umbrella with me. I saw my friend standing there with no umbrella,no hood up or any kind of jacket. Just with his hoodie. So,like any nice friend would do,i got a little near him so i could "protect" him with my umbrella,but he went away from me. I tried one last time,but he backed up and kept saying he didn't want the umbrella. Honestly that made me quite..sad...but anyways- So i told him that it was literally pouring and he wasn't even wearing a jacket,so i didn't want him to get sick. He still refused. He didn't care. That got me upset,i was just trying to be nice,and i really didn't want him to get sick,but yeah,i gave up. But here,dear reader,is where _istant karma comes to you._ So we got in the school,and after a few minutes he asked to go home. He was sick. He caught a cold or something. I was disappointed and surprised at the same time. So,when he went out of the class to get home,i said my line: _"Why did you reject the umbrella?"_ He didn't say anything. But he sure heard me. Pffft dammit that was so iconic. Today's lesson reader,is, *_Bring an umbrella._* Have a nice day/night,i hope you had a nice time reading this:〕 -bc
This album means a lot to me. It was there during panic attacks, breakdowns but also the better times, like when I sometimes feel more happy. These few songs have saved my life and Wilbur himself has done so much things for me that I can’t even explain. I hope wil knows how much he means to me and so many others.
Due to paranoia and insomnia I have an extremely hard time getting to sleep and finding a calming distraction from whatever is making me paranoid/anxious is very hard to come across but after I played this I began to relax and drift to sleep so is just like to say thank you ^^
thanks for this,, rn im jn a hotel with my partner and their mom and theyre fast asleep, im eight hours away from home, my body hurts like hell, and none of my friends are active,, feelin kinda lonely, im in a weird mood. i needed this, its,, rlly comforting
While I love Jubilee Line, and Saline Solution, my favorite is "Since I saw Vienna." It just feels so comforting, theres no strong guitar, no loud singing, just softly singing. I love Saline Solution, and ever other song in this album, Since I saw Vienna just feels so right.
I have very bad Oneirophobia (the fear of dreams) which has led to me barely getting enough sleep and health complications, and this is one if my favorite things to put in loop to help me get to sleep, calms me down. Keep up the dope content!
every once in a while i will come back to this edit of the album. i love the original but this is just a bit more calming and when i am going through a bad depressive episode then i need that. so thank you for making this
Tuesday 7th May 23.49 Here i am, a couple of weeks before GCSE shit that i need to worry about and i probably should have revised today, well i should probably stop looking at my phone and get some rest, i have stuff to do tomorrow. Even after all this drama YCGMA is definitely worth staying awake for, with rain aswell? 1000%. good luck for the future. -A slightly depressed teenager
This already makes me nostalgic for 5 months ago :') Everything was a bit more calm and exciting, in a way. New to mcyt Fandom, didn't have Twitter, made a tiktok that blew up. Now I'm in school. Back to the real world. It's sad that I'm growing up. I graduate next year. I don't think I'll be in the Fandom then, but who knows. Here's to life, reader.
I know what you are going through and wish you all the best. My parents were like this but I chose a relationship that has lasted decades and we are very soothing and calming to each other. This nightmare does not have to be reproduced by the next generation. All the best!
When this album came out I was in a bad state and I found out I relate to these songs so every day I would have a walk and listen to this, but I didn’t even know who Wilbur was
I'm back, 5 months later and i don't even watch or listen to Wilbur anymore. He helped me so much when I was going through shit. I wouldn't say I'm totally better but slowly getting there and hey I haven't relapsed in almost a month I think! Haven't felt suicidal for a while too! This has been in my watch later for 5 months now and I just thought I'd come back to it and it's really calming because I love rain and honestly Wilburs music is really calming. It just shows watching/listening to 1 person in my case Wilbur for a little while can really help. And maybe I don't need that help anymore and I'm kinda glad that I've moved on because it has helped me realise that life is worth living and I do have things to look forward too and it has helped me plan what I want to do with my life. I'm not saying that I didn't enjoy what I had and Im not saying that I didn't need this it's just that maybe it was time to stay off the Internet for a little while and focus on what I have in the real world. I'm back 2 months after this comment and life is shit. But I do have a partner now and I'm happy about that but my mum and dad found my sh so that's just great
READ WHILE LISTENING!! POV: You hear your neighbour playing his guitar nextdoor. You've met him a few times before, his name is Wilbur. you watch his streams, but he doesn't know that. You run over to his house and invite him into the pouring rain with you. You both run out into the street (there's hardly anyone or anything near by) and lay down in the rain like the main characters in a 'coming of age' movie. You lay there in silence until finally at about midnight he gets up and helps you up too, "I had a wonderful time!" He said, "hopefully we can do this again next time it rains.
I’ve not been the best recently and I’ve been listening to this album to help but this came on my recommendations and I love it cause rain calms me too and it’s just so ahhhhh I love it thank you for your contribution to those of this generation :)
[TW!] This has become my comfort playlist. I can’t sleep? I put this on Shifting? I put this on. Sad? Angry? This. [TW!] I just relapsed and I’m now coming to this for comfort. I broke a streak that lasted from December 14th to now. I really hope it gets better. But for now. I’ll listen to this to help /pos Update: I’m freaking out over the same thing again. God forbid. I want to relapse very very badly but I don’t have anything to do so with. Maybe that’s a good thing. So idk if anyone is even at this video anymore, but i am. i hate wilbur soot now. obviously, because the shit he did was so not ok. i’m trauma bonded to his music, especially this album, so even though i don’t like him and i was able to let go of his content, it’s gonna be so hard to let go of his music since it’s helped me through a lot. i js want things to get better, man. Support Victims y’all
IM ROOTING FOR YOU! It is absolutely alright if you relapse so don’t be too hard on yourself on it, it just means things are a bit bad right now but it will get better :) keep trying! I’m always rooting for you!!
i feel like im craving something i cant quite reach, and this just represents this feeling perfectly because i feel like im trapped inside with the thing i want just in sight but i just cant reach it and suffocate instead
I really love this, its so peacefull, and it feels like i can control my feelings a bit more, since today has been real tough. Thank you. And a big thank you to Will. He has helped me so much. I use old vods of his to fall asleep to every night. And i know we dont know him, and we probably never will, but the bit we know of him, from youtube, streaming and songs, will always be with me and will always help me. thank you for everything.
but like why can i perfectly imagine his window being wide open and me just staring out mine completely mesmerized, just completely in love- i’ve had that dream multiple times.
I shifted after listening to this where I was ACTUALLY neighbors with Wilbur and we ended up being really good friends and sang a bunch of songs together it was super cool
This reminds me of when i could hear my neighbour playing guitar and singing and it was so chill- I'd just sit and listen through the walls like a weirdo lol
It’s so weird to think that I have been coming back to this same video for 5 months whenever I can’t sleep, it’s one of my favorite videos on TH-cam at this point
0:00 - Jubilee Line 3:07 - Saline Solution 6:25 - Since I Saw Vienna 8:52 - Losing Face 12:52 - Your Sister Was Right 15:26 - La Jolla 19:28 - I'm Sorry Boris
When i imagine the title of this video: I imagine me laying on my back, staring at the cieling on a rainy night. I knew I was supposed to study today, but I just couldn't. My brain felt numb from the exams and lectures of the week. Instead of being able to fall asleep quickly, I could hear someone from the other side of my dorm wall playing the guitar and sobbing over pretty much nothing, or so I thought. They got up sometimes and paced their room loudly, which, I knew someone was going to knock on their door and tell them to shut up - but I decided to enjoy the ambience, just for a bit. I fell asleep, listening to the quiet rain and the music the man next door brought to my ears. When I awoke the next day to thank him for playing such beautiful sounds last night, I knocked on his door to find that he wasn't there; just sheets of music and scribbled notes all over the floor of his dorm.
I've lived in a couple apartments and I don't think my neighbors have ever once played good music or anything that sounded good. this would've been a miracle
I remember usually having such a fun time just humming and bobbing my head to the guitar. I didn't relate to it that much then. Now that I listen to it again, it gives me this sad feeling. It has such a sad tone to it now. I relate to it so much now and it genuinely hurts. But I still try to hum and move along with it
This is so soothing to me, every day when I get up it's always the same thoughts and same feeling of just wanting to die. Sometimes those thoughts make me feel like a bit of me is tearing off because of how lonely I feel yet I'm surrounded by family, they do make me feel like shit sometimes but It honestly doesn't get any better. The motivation I've lost and tried to regain by just helping myself pick those pieces up just to drop them again and again over and over, the days never get better and I'm just slowly losing hope in myself but yet I'm still here. I'm existing, I've already given up to just existing and say that I'm just here. I love to say that Wilbur's music has helped me because when I listen to his music it's always comforting and my family doesn't get how it's comforting and don't like the music style or that but I do and that's what matters, is how it makes me feel, it makes me feel better something they couldn't help me with, feeling better. Have a nice day everyone and I wish you better days! :)
this is incredibly comforting. so much so that, funny enough, i got some of the best sleep in my life after playing this for bed. i have a bad problem of swinging between hypersomnia and insomnia, but the quiet rain mixed with wilburs soft voice just lulls me to sleep like nothing else.
These songs make me so sad. They make me want to hug Wilbur. I know he’s said that they don’t really apply to him anymore and that he’s doing much better now several times. But these songs still make me feel so sad that he went through this.
I love listening to soft rain, without thunder, and I think this is perfect since the music is muffled at just the right muffling, and the rain has zero thunder or sudden sounds. Note, I have a condition (not sure what it’s called) where if things happen too quickly or suddenly, or if there’s a lot of loud noise, then I go into a state that’s like a panic attack. If someone taps me on the shoulder or even goes to give me a pat on the head I’ll go into a defensive mode, and if there’s thunder or if there’s a lot of loud noise, then I’ll have to cover my ears- Welp, time to play this in the background whenever I’m doing literally anything
I hear this always when I realise, ive been happy bc i had friends, but now theyre left me. Even if I did everything for them. This happens over and over again.....
You've heard about the rains around here, but you never thought it would get to this point. Earlier today, you arrived here from home, and are moving. Thankfully, it wasn't raining then, but you did need to rush to get inside so you don't get covered in water. You set up your air mattress, and fall asleep to a light drizzle on your window. You wake up in the middle of the night, expecting the rain to have gotten stronger and woken you up, but as you come to, you find that there is singing through the wall. You felt like you should have asked them to quiet down a little, but you didn't want to be disrespectful on your first day, so as the cool air pours in from the rain-panged window, you sit next to the radiator on the other side of the room, drinking a glass of warm milk, and resting your head against the wall, allowing yourself to fall into the music.
I love all of them and i admit i am too obsessed and invested in them so much that i care so much more about them than myself my only sense of self care is gone and im not even sad and it will continue but they make me happy and actually want to stay on this shitty planet
I often fall asleep listening to ycgma in the middle of the day, you know those kinds of days :’) Anyway I almost always listen to rain sounds to fall asleep and now those two things that make me sleep have been combined! Thank you!
i dont remember how long ago it was since i discovered this album, but i must've listened to it every day. my friends and i loved this album more than anything and it was one of the only things holding our facetimes together. i loved those people and i loved wilburs music, but it's been years since i've listened to it. since of about half a year ago, my ex broke up with me and it wasnt in a nice way. i now really hate her and everything that reminds me of her is really provoking to me. which brings me to my point that i associate wilburs music to her. every time i listen to his music i break down and think of everything that's happened to me in the past three-ish years. it's really sad but i just can't seem to let go of it. i love his music more than anything but the more i listen to it the further i stray from recovery. this video (and it's spotify counterpart) are one of my favorite things in the world and somehow i still hate it more than anything. i'm only 13 and somehow i can't get over this. it's so childish considering how rapidly i matured, but i just can't do it. i'm so conflicted about his music because it's genuinely one of my favorite albums of all time, but it uncovers so many negative memories and emotions. i've just grown up, and out of the world of streamers, but i hate letting this last sliver of my life go. it would mean i've completely changed since just a year ago. i'm crying over my computer as i write this, but i just can't listen to this music without having a complete meltdown, regardless of the setting. i hate to admit i've grown up because i used to love this album more than any of my other spotify picks, but now i can't even think about wilbur himself without crying. it's so so so unbearable. today i finally faced that little fear i had of listening to this album, and i can't say it worked, but at least i got it over with.
I'm so fucking scared for college. I feel like I can't leave my family. My friends. I definitely wouldn't be alive today without them. Although YCGMA inevitably makes me cry (especially when Since I Saw Vienna plays), this was super comforting, imagining Wilbur as my dorm neighbor
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I have a condition that gives me terrifying nightmares because of a pill I take. Listening to this to fall asleep, instead of dreaming my fears and waking up in a cold sweat I have dreams of being in a small studio flat and Wilbur as my neighbour singing softly.
thank you! :)
im glad you have found something to start making you feel better :D
so happy you've found something that helps :)
This made me cry reading this, I’m glad you don’t have nightmares anymore!
i hyperventilate everg night which makes me unable to sleep before atleast 1 AM but this helps me calm down quicker
I’m happy you can sleep better because of this, that’s awesome ✨
"shout at the wall, because the walls don't fucking love you."
that hit hard.
I thought it was "world" not "wall" but I could be wrong
especially because on the other side of that wall is probably the neighbor recording you because you're singing beautifully.
@@Epic0722 it’s shout at the wall my g
@@_ennuii ok
Los Campesinos has a song that has that exact line too but idk which song, i just randomly saw it in a compilation of “times wilbur/lovejoy stole from los campesinos”
this makes me remember memories that havent even existed yet
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Anemoi, is it?
Am I the only one who keeps having dreams or something about these people I stream with in the future like I’ve never seen these people before but they are there every. Single. Time
This is so fucking deep brosif
It brings me back to the summer, staying up til 6am and going to sleep til 3pm, crying in my room, it was the best/worst time ever
God this whole situation hurts so much, I hope everyone involved gets the help they need. I wish none of this ever happened. I hate it when some of the most comforting people turn out to be horrible.
You sit, content, on your windowsill as it continues to rain continuously outside. You sigh to yourself and stare at the droplets of water as they hit the moss-covered branches on the evergreen trees surrounding the small neighbourhood. It was a soothing action and you couldn't help but get lost in the rains beauty, you really wished it poured like this more often.
You hear a sudden guitar strum from the neighbours house which leads to a pretty catchy rhythm. It was muffled due to the thick wall between your houses but the guitar was clear enough for you to hear its tune. After what seemed to be the introductory melody, the neighbour started to sing along to the rhythm with his own lyrics. He had an incredibly soothing voice, you couldn't help yourself and you put your head against the wall to hear the song more clearly. It was a nice addition to the calming rain outside, you felt like going to sleep. You wasn't bored or anything, the music and rain just paired so nicely together that you couldn't help but drift off.
You continued to sit there for a while, just listening quietly to the sound of rain and your neighbours singing. Every once in a while he would mess up and either flip out or laugh at himself, it was a surprise each time but it always put a smile on your face and even earned a chuckle sometimes. After a while, your eyes began to feel heavy and you couldn't fight against the urge to close them, so you did. You began to fall asleep as the rain began to clear and the neighbours song start to reach its end.
And you fell asleep with a warm smile and a peaceful mind, for once.
Thank you stranger . This comment really helps because I’m currently sick and it’s causing my anxiety to go in full gear and I’m having a hard time sleeping. It helped me escape even if it was just for a few minutes 🥰
@@froggoblinfhrog1905 your welcome :) Im glad this short story I made made you feel better, even for just a little while. I hope you get better soon!
Hey, um like do you write stories or anything because like I would for sure read whatever you write, you are so good at writing like do you have a wattpad/ao3 account or something? I love your writing so much you are so amazing at writing!!
@@remi-7730 oh hi! I do have a ao3 account but I only have one story on there haha :') I'm so glad you like my writing and I am planning on maybe making a proper in depth story for this. My ao3 account is 'K_T_L' :D
@@kiyahlee4295 okay cool! I'll make sure to check it out and probably read your story too, and I think it would be really cool if you made a proper in depth story for it
If you like this kinda stuff search up Wilbur soot songs but it’s 3am raining and Wilbur’s your next door neighbour
Thank you my friend 💙
Thank you
i’ll check it out thank you
i love how wilbur's music brings out this philosophical side out of everyone lmao
It really does
Tbh if wilbur was my neighbor and heard this id be happy with it
POV :
You are tired but you cant sleep.
It's getting later and later and your eyes are burning. The Rain which rattled on your Window is just slowly falling down on your Window and you hear a familiär Voice from the room to your right.
The dull Voice make you feel save.
You are closing your eyes a bit and Listen to the guitar and His beautiful Voice. You cant hear His Voice so good but you are Sure that it Is beautiful. After a while you listened you would Wish to See him Sitting on the bed which is probably Standing on the right Side from your room singing Songs and laughing about His Life. You would Like to Join.
You are Standing Up and open your door to the Floor. The Volume is Tuning up and you become a little scared. You Look in the room of His and See him Sitting next to your room playing with his guitar.
He is singing while you Open the door a bit. He Looks at you and Starts to Smile a little bit. You cant hold the Smile. His curly Hair and His Voice are better than you Could ever Imagine.
You are crossing your Fingers while you stand in the door and Just Look at him.
„ May I Join you singing ?"
you are saying with a sleepy Voice.
„ Uhh Sure " He answers .
He taps on the free space on the bed and you are Sitting next to him.
Both of you Starts to sing.
Sometimes you Look him in the eyes and Smile . Sometimes you both Bursted laughing about some funny Voice Cracks.
But you know that this Person Could be the one who makes you Happy.
Im sorry im Not good at English or writing so please forgive me😂😬
Anyway have a nice day Stranger :)
(Btw thank you Guys so much for your comments - do you want me to write a Story ?)
amazing!!! :)
This is a whole wattpad I LOVE IT
@@_mcytvibezz_6393thank you , I also write Stories on Wattpad If you want to read them youre Welcome ;)
But thank you so much
actually though-
i feel like we should have a Wilbur in our life that could make us smile even on our bad days call me a simp but i just really want someone like that-
You need to write a story (if u want to and have time) bc this is so amazing!!
it's currently storming outside right now, and lighting and thunder gives me hella anxiety so i found this to drown it out and this rain is actually really nice so now im studying at 1 am for my ballet class drowning out a storm that will probably cut my internet out soon but goodnight to anyone whos going to bed :)
Curious, what do you have to study for a ballet class?
@@Parsnips001 we have to know how to spell the terminology and what it means in English
You have a good night as well stranger
Yeah I have the same problem storms give me so much anxiety but js listening to vids like this made me realize that thunder storms are very pretty and calming good weather as long as it’s not a bad thunderstorm
I have insomnia and its annoying to deal with without any medication, so I usually sleep to youtube vids but these probably would help instead so thank you :)
If you need more videos to fall asleep to, I find that watch a binging with babish video works well
It does! I have insomnia without medication and these music video's with rain are extremely soothing
Same bro. Can't tell you how many times I've fallen asleep to the sounds of rain and/or my favourite musician's voice.
This is the kind of thing you wanna listen to at 2am when its raining-
Aka rn-
I have these terrible intrusive thoughts about the dark at night, listening to music takes my mind off of those thoughts. It's currently 1am as I'm writing this, this video has helped me so much. It sounds so real and exciting. Thank you for making this
I understand how you feel, I have intrusive thoughts as well and I overthink and ever since I descoverd this album and his other songs it has helped distract myself from that
1am for me too, I feel lonely, but listening to this makes me feel calm and somewhat content. Have a nice day and a pleasant 1am listen to this album
I hope you have a wonderful day/afternoon/evening :]
@@audreydianapurnamasari thank you, and the same for you :)
go to sleep
It’s been almost two years since everything started falling apart. It doesn’t feel like it though, it’s almost as though trauma has warped my perception of time. I’m in a completely different city, but somehow the streets look familiar, and I’m taken back to a rainy afternoon bus ride, the last I would take that year. The way my shoes looked beneath the wet pavement. The rain soaking through my socks. Two years. The anniversary of the day a part of me died approaches, and what is left mourns at the reminder of that loss.
i’m currently in a ton of pain and can’t take medication so i’m hoping this will help me sleep!
I hope you feel better soon! Sending good vibes your way
I'm sorry, I hope you feel better soon
i hope you’re doing ok
Ily ♥️
Im just imagining me being in a london loft and sitting against my bedroom wall which connects to someone else's room (Wilbur's room) and just staring out the huge window placed right beside me while I listen to Wilbur to sing me to sleep.
i had a dream last night. i was Wil (like genuinely i was wilbur soot i had his voice, his clothes, hair, face, EVERYTHING) and it was a very short but very vivid dream, it was a bit cold, it was the day after it had been raining and i walked through the woods holding my tiny little black kitten in my hands, and at one point we ended up at a creek, (mind you it was very deep for some reason) and so i took my kitten and plopped her on my head, and waded through the water (it was up to my neck) and took her to the dry side of the path. it was VERY short but i woke up and cried-i want to be wil so bad. of course he has problems-and he’s gone through many hard times but i just wish i was him so bad. :(
Hey! Just a random person on the internet here. Wishing to be someone else won’t change you. If you want change, be it. But to be honest- I’d rather if you’d be yourself. You want to be like Wilbur soot? Wilbur puts himself out there. He is himself, and you should do it too.
You are amazing and loved
@@soup_and_bats338 that made me cry-
@Wølfie_ Music STOP- THAT HURT- You're too cute
@Wølfie_ Music You're too kind, have an awesome night. I wish there were more ppl like you around omg
@@soup_and_bats338 I rlly needed to hear that 😭💕💕
the sound of rain breaks through the constant hum of music making it through the thin walls of her apartment. she usually enjoyed these little concerts her neighbor put on late into the night but tonight it had become nothing but background noise. she was sure it was some ungodly hour but she couldn’t find it within herself to care. any idea of sleep had been cast aside when she abandoned her bed to sit in the bay window and witness each drop of water draw streaks down the glass. she would have liked nothing more than to be able to blame every sleepless night on wanting to witness the beauty of a rainstorm but dishonesty wasn’t exactly one of her strengths. maybe someone with some degree in medicine would label it insomnia but she had long since given up on trying to force a label onto something she couldn’t understand. it was much easier to give it as little time and thought as she could manage and just hope it went away. and so, she stared back out into the night while her neighbor started what she figured must be an album of some sort from the beginning again and let her carefully constructed walls begin to crack and tumble, she could build them back up in the morning. here, there was no one to judge her but the empty world outside her window. finally, a break. needed, necessary, far too fleeting. and so, she didn’t dare to even make an attempt at tearing her eyes from the window, even as they prickled with the unshed tears threatening to spill past her lids. finally, the walls lay in messy shambles at her feet and she weeps freely with the world outside her window, the soundtrack to her sadness playing in the background.
@hopesyoongi it truly is
Is anyone else scared of listening to this while going to sleep and then your parents just walk in?
I have that fear to
I just wear my headphones
Scared as flipping hell! My mum teases me saying my celeb crush is wilbur and if she caught me listening I'd be ded. And I'm not allowed screens when I'm sleeping (bcs they're rllllyyy strict)
I still have trouble falling asleep in the dark by myself, but this helps me close my eyes peacefully and take my mind off of negative things, so that’s a start.
*Imagine*
William Gold
Your neighbor
God he’s so loud
He streams, he makes music, he’s friends with that 17 year old that is so loud when he visits
But with all this annoyance
he’s still so kind
You can remember when you first moved in
He gave you a welcome basket
And a warning note, that he screams sometimes, twitch primes and all that
You talk a lot whenever you see each other
you talk about whatever
He is just so easy to talk to
You’ve never told him, but you love when he practices his music from his home
It’s so soothing, and it really takes away your stress
Sometimes, when he sings one song, Since I saw Vienna, you go to his door, ready to knock
You want more than anything to sit in his presence and listen to that song up close
This time you’re at his door…
*”It's been sixty weeks since I saw Vienna-“*
He stops mid song
You try to leave as quick as possible but the door opens..
“Y/N? What are you doing here?”
“I was- I left my- … I really liked your singing and I- I was just so intrigued and-“
He chuckled
God his laugh was so adorable
“Come inside, Y/N, listen up close,” he laughed his adorable giggle once more, “maybe you can help me figure out lyrics for a new song… And look! Chat is dying to meet you!”
You smiled as he led you in
And that was the beginning of a relationship you would never regret
omfg this is the best comment here
What relationship?? Platonic right?
yooo tbh you should make this a fanfic 🥱
this fr sounds like a good fanfic idea ngll
3/15/24.
All support goes out to Shelby, i love her and hope she gets all the support she deserves.
But I used to fall asleep to this. His music and and voice would calm me through anything. Now i blocked his music and everything everywhere. I am terrified of thunder and lightning and to calm me down his music would play and i could sleep peacefully. Now i cant listen to his music or hear his voice without crying. I dont understand why he did what he did, what made him think it was okay. I just dont know what to do now. I hope he rots in hell.
As soon as saline solution came on, it just hit me with a HUGE wave of nostalgia of when i first listened to the song and how much of a different and peaceful time it felt like for me. G o d and with each continuing song, they are hitting the exact same. T H A N K YOU
It's raining again, you're tired, just want to lie on bed and give up for the day. As you rest your head on the pillow, you hear him, again, his songs are always lovely, like a treat for working hard that day, you smiled, feeling glad you'd fall asleep to the soothing strumming of his guitar and to the sweet melody in his voice.
He starts playing, this one is new, you haven't heard it before, it's more...active, he's yelling, you want to hear him, properly, you put your ear to the wooden walls, you hear his voice, clear as glass
"Secondly, I know I haven't written much, you know the way I can be. Tonight i'm *Fucking drunk!* so it's all gonna be about me."
You don't know who he is, you've never even seen him before, but you can tell, he's hurt, the song is different to all his previous songs, it feels pained, it feels alone, and before you know it, it's louder, just like the rain,
"So touch him, *And break me*. Strip naked, *Embrace him*."
"Lose faith in his pace and stamina and grace, i'm losing face!"
At this point, you're out of your room, right in front of his door, you muster up all your courage and just as you felt the song fade away.
You knock.
You can hear him putting down his guitar, getting off his bed, walking to the door, and then, you hear a click, and you see him, right in front of you,
"May I help you?"
You smile, "That was a beautiful song."
He replies, with a soft and cheery grin, "I try my best, do you want another one?"
"Another song?" You were surprised, but without hesitation replied, "Of course!"
He gave a small chuckle, as he signaled to let you in, you sat down on a chair, as he got ready to play. You asked him one last question, before he began his magic, "Hey, we're neighbours, yet, I've never seen you or spoke to you before, what's your name?"
He looked at you, with a smile, "Wilbur, Wilbur Soot."
I’m going to be completely honest I listen to this every night to fall asleep ,I can’t fall asleep without it anymore heh :p
Ok.
THIS HAS TO BE REAL.
WILBUR BEING MY NEIGHBOUR DAMN YES.
Btw nice work!!!
[I actually wrote an entire weird story on my notes but i accidentally erased it:')]
Edit:
Ayup fellas,since the original story died,here,let me tell you a irl story because _yes rain:_
So,it was morning,i was outside my school,waiting to come in.
I usually am in a spot near my friend,and that day it was literally pouring,so i brought an umbrella with me.
I saw my friend standing there with no umbrella,no hood up or any kind of jacket.
Just with his hoodie.
So,like any nice friend would do,i got a little near him so i could "protect" him with my umbrella,but he went away from me.
I tried one last time,but he backed up and kept saying he didn't want the umbrella.
Honestly that made me quite..sad...but anyways-
So i told him that it was literally pouring and he wasn't even wearing a jacket,so i didn't want him to get sick.
He still refused.
He didn't care.
That got me upset,i was just trying to be nice,and i really didn't want him to get sick,but yeah,i gave up.
But here,dear reader,is where _istant karma comes to you._
So we got in the school,and after a few minutes he asked to go home.
He was sick.
He caught a cold or something.
I was disappointed and surprised at the same time.
So,when he went out of the class to get home,i said my line:
_"Why did you reject the umbrella?"_
He didn't say anything.
But he sure heard me.
Pffft dammit that was so iconic.
Today's lesson reader,is,
*_Bring an umbrella._*
Have a nice day/night,i hope you had a nice time reading this:〕
-bc
@crowhearth
Haha thank you,maybe one day i'll work on it a little more;w;
@@bc8724 hmu when you written more! 0w0
I would Like to See it tho °^°
@@Unforgettxble_-
Maybe one day i'll do it again:')
@@bc8724 maybe! ^^
This album means a lot to me. It was there during panic attacks, breakdowns but also the better times, like when I sometimes feel more happy. These few songs have saved my life and Wilbur himself has done so much things for me that I can’t even explain. I hope wil knows how much he means to me and so many others.
Put your device under your pillow with full volume, sounds like he’s next door :)
(Also you can put a pillow over your ears, sounds much closer)
Due to paranoia and insomnia I have an extremely hard time getting to sleep and finding a calming distraction from whatever is making me paranoid/anxious is very hard to come across but after I played this I began to relax and drift to sleep so is just like to say thank you ^^
thanks for this,, rn im jn a hotel with my partner and their mom and theyre fast asleep, im eight hours away from home, my body hurts like hell, and none of my friends are active,, feelin kinda lonely, im in a weird mood. i needed this, its,, rlly comforting
While I love Jubilee Line, and Saline Solution, my favorite is "Since I saw Vienna." It just feels so comforting, theres no strong guitar, no loud singing, just softly singing. I love Saline Solution, and ever other song in this album, Since I saw Vienna just feels so right.
This is so good too watch at 3am when your on the verge of having a mental breakdown
"My child is fine"
No. Your child has to listen to this on repreat just to make it through the day.
"My child is fine"
No. They're only still alive because wilbur soot told them they shouldn't die.
I have very bad Oneirophobia (the fear of dreams) which has led to me barely getting enough sleep and health complications, and this is one if my favorite things to put in loop to help me get to sleep, calms me down. Keep up the dope content!
every once in a while i will come back to this edit of the album. i love the original but this is just a bit more calming and when i am going through a bad depressive episode then i need that. so thank you for making this
Tuesday 7th May 23.49
Here i am, a couple of weeks before GCSE shit that i need to worry about and i probably should have revised today, well i should probably stop looking at my phone and get some rest, i have stuff to do tomorrow. Even after all this drama YCGMA is definitely worth staying awake for, with rain aswell? 1000%. good luck for the future. -A slightly depressed teenager
This already makes me nostalgic for 5 months ago :')
Everything was a bit more calm and exciting, in a way. New to mcyt Fandom, didn't have Twitter, made a tiktok that blew up.
Now I'm in school. Back to the real world. It's sad that I'm growing up. I graduate next year. I don't think I'll be in the Fandom then, but who knows. Here's to life, reader.
Very nice to listen to when your parents are screaming at eachother
I know what you are going through and wish you all the best. My parents were like this but I chose a relationship that has lasted decades and we are very soothing and calming to each other. This nightmare does not have to be reproduced by the next generation. All the best!
When this album came out I was in a bad state and I found out I relate to these songs so every day I would have a walk and listen to this, but I didn’t even know who Wilbur was
I'm back, 5 months later and i don't even watch or listen to Wilbur anymore. He helped me so much when I was going through shit. I wouldn't say I'm totally better but slowly getting there and hey I haven't relapsed in almost a month I think! Haven't felt suicidal for a while too! This has been in my watch later for 5 months now and I just thought I'd come back to it and it's really calming because I love rain and honestly Wilburs music is really calming. It just shows watching/listening to 1 person in my case Wilbur for a little while can really help. And maybe I don't need that help anymore and I'm kinda glad that I've moved on because it has helped me realise that life is worth living and I do have things to look forward too and it has helped me plan what I want to do with my life. I'm not saying that I didn't enjoy what I had and Im not saying that I didn't need this it's just that maybe it was time to stay off the Internet for a little while and focus on what I have in the real world. I'm back 2 months after this comment and life is shit. But I do have a partner now and I'm happy about that but my mum and dad found my sh so that's just great
READ WHILE LISTENING!!
POV: You hear your neighbour playing his guitar nextdoor. You've met him a few times before, his name is Wilbur. you watch his streams, but he doesn't know that. You run over to his house and invite him into the pouring rain with you. You both run out into the street (there's hardly anyone or anything near by) and lay down in the rain like the main characters in a 'coming of age' movie. You lay there in silence until finally at about midnight he gets up and helps you up too, "I had a wonderful time!" He said, "hopefully we can do this again next time it rains.
I'm tired and sad and lonely and the only person who can comfort me isn't here and this...?
this just makes everything better...
"suck it green boy" - The Description
ok "your sister was right" made it sound like he was crying i wanted to give him a hug
I’ve not been the best recently and I’ve been listening to this album to help but this came on my recommendations and I love it cause rain calms me too and it’s just so ahhhhh I love it thank you for your contribution to those of this generation :)
I always knew La Jolla would sound good with rain in the background, it's my favorite in the album, and I always imagine a nice place where I'm happy.
[TW!]
This has become my comfort playlist.
I can’t sleep? I put this on
Shifting? I put this on.
Sad? Angry? This.
[TW!]
I just relapsed and I’m now coming to this for comfort. I broke a streak that lasted from December 14th to now. I really hope it gets better. But for now. I’ll listen to this to help /pos
Update:
I’m freaking out over the same thing again. God forbid. I want to relapse very very badly but I don’t have anything to do so with. Maybe that’s a good thing.
So idk if anyone is even at this video anymore, but i am. i hate wilbur soot now. obviously, because the shit he did was so not ok. i’m trauma bonded to his music, especially this album, so even though i don’t like him and i was able to let go of his content, it’s gonna be so hard to let go of his music since it’s helped me through a lot. i js want things to get better, man. Support Victims y’all
How are you holding up? I hope you are feeling better.
@@aynsoa3112 I’m sorry for the late response. But nothing has really gotten better. I’m trying, though. Ty for asking
I BELIEVE IN YOUU 💛💛
IM ROOTING FOR YOU! It is absolutely alright if you relapse so don’t be too hard on yourself on it, it just means things are a bit bad right now but it will get better :) keep trying! I’m always rooting for you!!
The 5 dislikes are Jared and all of his alt accounts
Yup ;]
Hey, I just want to say that this has really helped me both study and deal with some (very small, but still frustrating) personal issues
Tysm for this
I fucking hate you William Gold. But gods does your music help me fall asleep
I literally fell asleep 10 minutes after hearing this I had been trying to sleep for hours and hearing this I fell asleep so fast I love this
i feel like im craving something i cant quite reach, and this just represents this feeling perfectly because i feel like im trapped inside with the thing i want just in sight but i just cant reach it and suffocate instead
I really love this, its so peacefull, and it feels like i can control my feelings a bit more, since today has been real tough. Thank you. And a big thank you to Will. He has helped me so much. I use old vods of his to fall asleep to every night. And i know we dont know him, and we probably never will, but the bit we know of him, from youtube, streaming and songs, will always be with me and will always help me. thank you for everything.
but like why can i perfectly imagine his window being wide open and me just staring out mine completely mesmerized, just completely in love-
i’ve had that dream
multiple
times.
The only thought in my head was an undertale quote
"Despite everything, it's still you."
I'm not sure what it means yet.
I shifted after listening to this where I was ACTUALLY neighbors with Wilbur and we ended up being really good friends and sang a bunch of songs together it was super cool
This reminds me of when i could hear my neighbour playing guitar and singing and it was so chill- I'd just sit and listen through the walls like a weirdo lol
It’s so weird to think that I have been coming back to this same video for 5 months whenever I can’t sleep, it’s one of my favorite videos on TH-cam at this point
Same here, I've been playing it every night for so long to get to sleep it's so comforting
There's a thunderstorm but there's no rain and I find it easier to sleep with the sound of rain
i’ve been listening to it for 2 hours straight and i can’t stop, it’s making me feel safe
the way that I'm 13 years old and feel like I've experienced enough... I'm just not sure I can deal with this anymore...
0:00 - Jubilee Line
3:07 - Saline Solution
6:25 - Since I Saw Vienna
8:52 - Losing Face
12:52 - Your Sister Was Right
15:26 - La Jolla
19:28 - I'm Sorry Boris
“You know, I’ve tried hard to love me, too.”
Reading irl streamer angst is not the thing I should be doing while listening to this.
When i imagine the title of this video:
I imagine me laying on my back, staring at the cieling on a rainy night. I knew I was supposed to study today, but I just couldn't. My brain felt numb from the exams and lectures of the week.
Instead of being able to fall asleep quickly, I could hear someone from the other side of my dorm wall playing the guitar and sobbing over pretty much nothing, or so I thought. They got up sometimes and paced their room loudly, which, I knew someone was going to knock on their door and tell them to shut up - but I decided to enjoy the ambience, just for a bit.
I fell asleep, listening to the quiet rain and the music the man next door brought to my ears. When I awoke the next day to thank him for playing such beautiful sounds last night, I knocked on his door to find that he wasn't there; just sheets of music and scribbled notes all over the floor of his dorm.
I've lived in a couple apartments and I don't think my neighbors have ever once played good music or anything that sounded good. this would've been a miracle
Everybody gangster until it starts with Jubilee Line
i'm jealous of the people hearing this for the first time
I remember usually having such a fun time just humming and bobbing my head to the guitar. I didn't relate to it that much then. Now that I listen to it again, it gives me this sad feeling. It has such a sad tone to it now. I relate to it so much now and it genuinely hurts. But I still try to hum and move along with it
Tysm this is what I’ve been looking for!
Its my mental breakdown at 1 am and I get to choose the video to listen to while silently sobbing into my pillow
Here from my writing session to say thank you for the thunder during the climax of "Your Sister Was Right"
writing a sbi fanfic while listening on loop, wish me luch :)
This is so soothing to me, every day when I get up it's always the same thoughts and same feeling of just wanting to die.
Sometimes those thoughts make me feel like a bit of me is tearing off because of how lonely I feel yet I'm surrounded by family, they do make me feel like shit sometimes but It honestly doesn't get any better. The motivation I've lost and tried to regain by just helping myself pick those pieces up just to drop them again and again over and over, the days never get better and I'm just slowly losing hope in myself but yet I'm still here. I'm existing, I've already given up to just existing and say that I'm just here.
I love to say that Wilbur's music has helped me because when I listen to his music it's always comforting and my family doesn't get how it's comforting and don't like the music style or that but I do and that's what matters, is how it makes me feel, it makes me feel better something they couldn't help me with, feeling better.
Have a nice day everyone and I wish you better days! :)
he has been rejected 27 times when he was young
and he made songs about it how cute
this is incredibly comforting. so much so that, funny enough, i got some of the best sleep in my life after playing this for bed. i have a bad problem of swinging between hypersomnia and insomnia, but the quiet rain mixed with wilburs soft voice just lulls me to sleep like nothing else.
Y/n: HEY CAN YOU SHUT THE FCK UP
Wilbur: *muffled: No*
and this ladies and gentlemen is how a wattpad fic starts
I woke up to this still playing and thought my neighbour was playing it. 😂
When Wilbur is roommates with the train and the speaker woman as well
Now I’m gonna imagine I’m Wilburs sibling and listening to him stream while I’m trying to go to sleep.
These songs make me so sad. They make me want to hug Wilbur. I know he’s said that they don’t really apply to him anymore and that he’s doing much better now several times. But these songs still make me feel so sad that he went through this.
Loud neighbors?
Just blast this through some headphones when you go to bed, then wilbur can be your loud neighbor
Am I the only one that hit that little arrow and saw " suck it green boy" 🤣🤣🤣
Nope 😂😂
@@Unforgettxble_- ( insert Technoblade bru)🤣
@@isela09 bruUuH😂😂
@@Unforgettxble_- BruUhH🤣🖐🏼
@@isela09 lmao this conversation 😂👍
I love listening to soft rain, without thunder, and I think this is perfect since the music is muffled at just the right muffling, and the rain has zero thunder or sudden sounds.
Note, I have a condition (not sure what it’s called) where if things happen too quickly or suddenly, or if there’s a lot of loud noise, then I go into a state that’s like a panic attack. If someone taps me on the shoulder or even goes to give me a pat on the head I’ll go into a defensive mode, and if there’s thunder or if there’s a lot of loud noise, then I’ll have to cover my ears-
Welp, time to play this in the background whenever I’m doing literally anything
I hear this always when I realise, ive been happy bc i had friends, but now theyre left me. Even if I did everything for them. This happens over and over again.....
the extreme nostalgia this gives me, I think its the window and the rain.
You've heard about the rains around here, but you never thought it would get to this point. Earlier today, you arrived here from home, and are moving. Thankfully, it wasn't raining then, but you did need to rush to get inside so you don't get covered in water. You set up your air mattress, and fall asleep to a light drizzle on your window.
You wake up in the middle of the night, expecting the rain to have gotten stronger and woken you up, but as you come to, you find that there is singing through the wall. You felt like you should have asked them to quiet down a little, but you didn't want to be disrespectful on your first day, so as the cool air pours in from the rain-panged window, you sit next to the radiator on the other side of the room, drinking a glass of warm milk, and resting your head against the wall, allowing yourself to fall into the music.
THIS IS SO COMFORTING
To everyone else who is faling asleep to this, Good night.💕
i love this...
I love all of them and i admit i am too obsessed and invested in them so much that i care so much more about them than myself my only sense of self care is gone and im not even sad and it will continue but they make me happy and actually want to stay on this shitty planet
This planet may be shitty but we're stuck here together so might as well make the most of it! (I love you even though I don't know who you are :])
The fact that you can hear him and hes a house away is just so accurate I-
This feels like the perfect thing to cry yourself alseep to tbh
I often fall asleep listening to ycgma in the middle of the day, you know those kinds of days :’)
Anyway I almost always listen to rain sounds to fall asleep and now those two things that make me sleep have been combined! Thank you!
this scratches my brain in such a good way
i dont remember how long ago it was since i discovered this album, but i must've listened to it every day. my friends and i loved this album more than anything and it was one of the only things holding our facetimes together. i loved those people and i loved wilburs music, but it's been years since i've listened to it. since of about half a year ago, my ex broke up with me and it wasnt in a nice way. i now really hate her and everything that reminds me of her is really provoking to me. which brings me to my point that i associate wilburs music to her. every time i listen to his music i break down and think of everything that's happened to me in the past three-ish years. it's really sad but i just can't seem to let go of it. i love his music more than anything but the more i listen to it the further i stray from recovery. this video (and it's spotify counterpart) are one of my favorite things in the world and somehow i still hate it more than anything. i'm only 13 and somehow i can't get over this. it's so childish considering how rapidly i matured, but i just can't do it. i'm so conflicted about his music because it's genuinely one of my favorite albums of all time, but it uncovers so many negative memories and emotions. i've just grown up, and out of the world of streamers, but i hate letting this last sliver of my life go. it would mean i've completely changed since just a year ago. i'm crying over my computer as i write this, but i just can't listen to this music without having a complete meltdown, regardless of the setting. i hate to admit i've grown up because i used to love this album more than any of my other spotify picks, but now i can't even think about wilbur himself without crying. it's so so so unbearable. today i finally faced that little fear i had of listening to this album, and i can't say it worked, but at least i got it over with.
whenever i listen to this, i fall asleep. its so calming i love it.
This is so comforting
This has helped me fall asleep so much faster than usual, as I usually have a very hard time falling asleep even if I am exhausted. So thanks
Hey this got removed from spotify recently, can you possibly put it back up? I really miss falling asleep to it lol
Sameee
I'm so fucking scared for college. I feel like I can't leave my family. My friends. I definitely wouldn't be alive today without them. Although YCGMA inevitably makes me cry (especially when Since I Saw Vienna plays), this was super comforting, imagining Wilbur as my dorm neighbor