I have def felt like wanting to end my life last year bcuz of God removing ppl out of my life so that I literally had no one there but just Him. Most of 2023 I kept on fighting with Him for being placed in isolation season and wanted to do things my own way and to feel less lonely. I tried to make new friends, which ofc failed bcuz God kept on blocking me from others. Ppl including my fam were painting me as a mean or antisocial person bcuz I didn’t have any friends or wasn’t actively social like other kids nowadays. I felt so lonely, misunderstood, and hurt by them to the point that I just wanted to end it all. I kept begging and begging for God to take me home with Him bcuz He was and still is like the only person that truly loves, forgives, cares for me even when others don’t for my past mistakes!! Then in the summer time, that’s when I fully surrendered to Him and stopped being a lukewarm Christian. Today, I am learning how to trust His plan and timing more than my circumstances! He’s literally my only best friend and my everything!! 🙌🏾♥️🙏🏾✝️✨
hey keep up hope sis, i've been dealing with very similar things. know you're not alone, i haven't had any friends outside my family for a little over a year. i also have the devil working through some family members saying some horrible lies and they struggle to forgive me for my past before God which i understand, but some of them do forgive me. Praise the Lord for it all. 🥰thats just the refiners fire, you'll come out of these trials 8x better than u were before!! you dealing with struggles socially does not make you mean thats a crazy lie from the enemy. i can't believe your own family would turn your back on you when you're already going through all of that and im so sorry. remember that GOD understand you no matter what!! 💖💖💖💖💖 also, no pressure, but try ur best not to form resentment toward your family for these things. just love love love no matter what💖💖💖. remember its the enemy using them because you are clearly so valuable to God. and the devils having people say these things because the truth is the exact opposite and he knows that. its because you are actually so kind and would make a great friend. 💖YOu are PRECIOUS to God. remember your worth and identity isn't in what you've done or what anybody else says about you. just because they're your family doesn't mean they know who you are. plus, even IF you WERE mean or antisocial that does NOT excuse anyone treating you poorly. we should all try our best to love unconditionally and forgive the way Jesus does!!🤞 i've got ur back!
@@Sydneyvios Thx you so much for those very kind words and the encouragement!💗💖💕 It’s still very hard months after I had posted this comment. Imma try not to hold resentment towards my family even tho they still saying those things to me and keep bringing me down when Im already low. I am sorry that you have went thru similar sufferings & or trials like I did. We truly don’t deserve to be slandered by anyone esp by our own family!! It’s just plain wrong and immature! God bless you and I hope you’ll find your tribe just like I am waiting and hoping for mines to come soon! 💖💕 And just like you got my back, I got yours too!🩷💕
Honestly for me sometimes I need isolation to “re-energize” you could say and I love being with people, but also being alone. With that being said a few years ago, although I was around more people, I felt more alone and it’s more of the sense of being ostracized vs actually being alone (at least for me). But I prayed about it and God helped me really enjoy being alone and helped be content with where I am and putting value in good friendships vs a lot of ok friends. I think a huge think that makes people depressed is feeling like no one is there for them vs actually being alone. So with that being said remember that people genuinely do care for you and ultimately God loves you and has a plan for you❤️ Also when you don’t have a lot of friends, it’s a good time to work on yourself being a better friend, for when the right people come into your life 😊
Bro thank God for your isolation he’s protecting from sin and ppl who wanna party all the day snakes who don’t love us fr God is the number 1 company and we be realizing it to late take it from me sb who has slipped up
I grew up in a family that believed in God & Jesus & we went to church when I was younger, we always prayed everynight but we never read the Bible together as a family. So most of my life I tried so hard to read the Bible but struggled alot, (always had issues with reading & dyslexia) this last year I got audible & downloaded the contemporary English version of the bible, listened to the Bible & then took my King James Version Bible that I have in hand & I would be able to kinda read along & understand more about it, I’d be able to understand okay so this word means __ & this is what this story is about but the King James Version adds more details, it’s honestly been so great. The first time I’ve been excited to open my Bible & listen along (ik they are different versions) but the audible Bible helped me understand more about what was going on & it was easier to go back on my Bible in hand & finally understanding the meaning of these verses.. I’ve been hungry for the word legit it’s something I look forward to all day & I’ve been spending hours on it. I’m actually into the New Testament on 1 John.. ik some Christian said audible is “bad way to learn the Bible” & were very judgmental to me when I told other christian family members & friends about this.. but I’m still reading my physical Bible (ik the CEV version isn’t the most “detailed” but it helped me as a beginner just understanding the basics so I can go back & further understanding the king James version) now when I’ve been reading my physical king James version Bible I finally understand what’s going on
You are amazing , I wish I could have someone like this to talk to openly about the lord and what he has done to help me you are such an inspiration Carew
Hey carew I've been hooked up to your podcast for a while now and it's been so refreshing witnessing Godly journey and hardships. Please PLEASE make one on relationships and struggles of it as a Christian?❤️
Jesus juice 😂 love these kind of podcast you should definitely consistently do at least one guest a month! Love your solo pods too, so never stop those. God bless you Carew. I look forward to your podcast after getting in the routine of listening to worldly podcasts, and then seeking the Lord I hadn’t been able to find a young adult podcast that’s actually speaking on the WORD.
My thing right now is greed everyone around me has been falling for it lately seems like since I got a little money everybody has been asking for stuff and I’m happy to give it but then they stab me in the back or get mad when i tell them I can’t I just can’t do it it’s sad how even my mom has fallen into greed and stolen from me she is trying to make it up but how can I trust anybody if i can’t trust my own mom it’s the reason I have been getting more into church I just want to know what my path is and if I am doing something to cause all this pain on myself I’ve got nobody but my dog
Hey carew... I am an online viewer and stumbled across your channel. I have a question, my therapist when I see her in person her office is filled with a crystal lamp, and tarot cards, and a dream catcher and energy books.... She dosent incorporate anything unbiblical or ungodly in her approach of therapy and she has helped me a lot and respects my faith after I told her what approach I prefer to go through sessions with and shes been unferstanding and has helped me a lot. However I feel uncomfortable about what she has in her office setting due to the new-ageish setting, but her therapy is not in that route or approach... Idk if I am by any means encourahing it just by being there or if I should look for a therapist. I need prayer and guidance in what to do or if I am displeasing the lord by going.
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I have def felt like wanting to end my life last year bcuz of God removing ppl out of my life so that I literally had no one there but just Him. Most of 2023 I kept on fighting with Him for being placed in isolation season and wanted to do things my own way and to feel less lonely. I tried to make new friends, which ofc failed bcuz God kept on blocking me from others.
Ppl including my fam were painting me as a mean or antisocial person bcuz I didn’t have any friends or wasn’t actively social like other kids nowadays. I felt so lonely, misunderstood, and hurt by them to the point that I just wanted to end it all. I kept begging and begging for God to take me home with Him bcuz He was and still is like the only person that truly loves, forgives, cares for me even when others don’t for my past mistakes!!
Then in the summer time, that’s when I fully surrendered to Him and stopped being a lukewarm Christian. Today, I am learning how to trust His plan and timing more than my circumstances! He’s literally my only best friend and my everything!! 🙌🏾♥️🙏🏾✝️✨
hey keep up hope sis, i've been dealing with very similar things. know you're not alone, i haven't had any friends outside my family for a little over a year. i also have the devil working through some family members saying some horrible lies and they struggle to forgive me for my past before God which i understand, but some of them do forgive me. Praise the Lord for it all. 🥰thats just the refiners fire, you'll come out of these trials 8x better than u were before!!
you dealing with struggles socially does not make you mean thats a crazy lie from the enemy. i can't believe your own family would turn your back on you when you're already going through all of that and im so sorry. remember that GOD understand you no matter what!! 💖💖💖💖💖
also, no pressure, but try ur best not to form resentment toward your family for these things. just love love love no matter what💖💖💖. remember its the enemy using them because you are clearly so valuable to God. and the devils having people say these things because the truth is the exact opposite and he knows that. its because you are actually so kind and would make a great friend. 💖YOu are PRECIOUS to God. remember your worth and identity isn't in what you've done or what anybody else says about you. just because they're your family doesn't mean they know who you are.
plus, even IF you WERE mean or antisocial that does NOT excuse anyone treating you poorly. we should all try our best to love unconditionally and forgive the way Jesus does!!🤞
i've got ur back!
@@Sydneyvios Thx you so much for those very kind words and the encouragement!💗💖💕
It’s still very hard months after I had posted this comment. Imma try not to hold resentment towards my family even tho they still saying those things to me and keep bringing me down when Im already low.
I am sorry that you have went thru similar sufferings & or trials like I did. We truly don’t deserve to be slandered by anyone esp by our own family!! It’s just plain wrong and immature!
God bless you and I hope you’ll find your tribe just like I am waiting and hoping for mines to come soon! 💖💕
And just like you got my back, I got yours too!🩷💕
Honestly for me sometimes I need isolation to “re-energize” you could say and I love being with people, but also being alone. With that being said a few years ago, although I was around more people, I felt more alone and it’s more of the sense of being ostracized vs actually being alone (at least for me). But I prayed about it and God helped me really enjoy being alone and helped be content with where I am and putting value in good friendships vs a lot of ok friends. I think a huge think that makes people depressed is feeling like no one is there for them vs actually being alone. So with that being said remember that people genuinely do care for you and ultimately God loves you and has a plan for you❤️ Also when you don’t have a lot of friends, it’s a good time to work on yourself being a better friend, for when the right people come into your life 😊
That's more alone time then isolation
During my isolation period I became depressed
JESUS CAN DELIVER YOU FROM THE DEPRESSION
Same 😭 praying for you
@@RachelGrace-777sometimes it feels like he delivers us to the depression instead of from it actually😭
@@jaydenroelfse true just recently I went back in to the world but I realized no it’s not worth it and I want back with Jesus cus this life ain’t it
Bro thank God for your isolation he’s protecting from sin and ppl who wanna party all the day snakes who don’t love us fr God is the number 1 company and we be realizing it to late take it from me sb who has slipped up
I grew up in a family that believed in God & Jesus & we went to church when I was younger, we always prayed everynight but we never read the Bible together as a family. So most of my life I tried so hard to read the Bible but struggled alot, (always had issues with reading & dyslexia) this last year I got audible & downloaded the contemporary English version of the bible, listened to the Bible & then took my King James Version Bible that I have in hand & I would be able to kinda read along & understand more about it, I’d be able to understand okay so this word means __ & this is what this story is about but the King James Version adds more details, it’s honestly been so great. The first time I’ve been excited to open my Bible & listen along (ik they are different versions) but the audible Bible helped me understand more about what was going on & it was easier to go back on my Bible in hand & finally understanding the meaning of these verses.. I’ve been hungry for the word legit it’s something I look forward to all day & I’ve been spending hours on it. I’m actually into the New Testament on 1 John.. ik some Christian said audible is “bad way to learn the Bible” & were very judgmental to me when I told other christian family members & friends about this.. but I’m still reading my physical Bible (ik the CEV version isn’t the most “detailed” but it helped me as a beginner just understanding the basics so I can go back & further understanding the king James version) now when I’ve been reading my physical king James version Bible I finally understand what’s going on
You are amazing , I wish I could have someone like this to talk to openly about the lord and what he has done to help me you are such an inspiration Carew
Awww sorry for your loss 🥺 I pray that God heals the both of you guys heart from the grief & I pray that He comforts you both ❤️🙏🏽
Hey carew I've been hooked up to your podcast for a while now and it's been so refreshing witnessing Godly journey and hardships. Please PLEASE make one on relationships and struggles of it as a Christian?❤️
The vulnerability!! God bless you both. I can relate a lot to Adele. May the Lord continue to work in both of your lives.
17:31 relatable 😭still a bit isolated and feel soooo many things due to circumstances and stuff that happens personally 😞 feel too dark
Jesus juice 😂 love these kind of podcast you should definitely consistently do at least one guest a month! Love your solo pods too, so never stop those. God bless you Carew. I look forward to your podcast after getting in the routine of listening to worldly podcasts, and then seeking the Lord I hadn’t been able to find a young adult podcast that’s actually speaking on the WORD.
17:10 yesss once i read your comment i heard her say jesus juice😂😂
I have an NLT and a KJV duo bible. It has both together side and side for comparison and i kinda love it.
I’ve spent 2 hours watching his podcasts
I needed this thank you
Goodness, I love you so much ❤
This is soooo relatable
This video.❤️🔥
My thing right now is greed everyone around me has been falling for it lately seems like since I got a little money everybody has been asking for stuff and I’m happy to give it but then they stab me in the back or get mad when i tell them I can’t I just can’t do it it’s sad how even my mom has fallen into greed and stolen from me she is trying to make it up but how can I trust anybody if i can’t trust my own mom it’s the reason I have been getting more into church I just want to know what my path is and if I am doing something to cause all this pain on myself I’ve got nobody but my dog
God is good. I hope you all are blessed ❤
If the lord calls you Could you make a podcast on how to find that Christian community
🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥✝️
Hey carew... I am an online viewer and stumbled across your channel. I have a question, my therapist when I see her in person her office is filled with a crystal lamp, and tarot cards, and a dream catcher and energy books.... She dosent incorporate anything unbiblical or ungodly in her approach of therapy and she has helped me a lot and respects my faith after I told her what approach I prefer to go through sessions with and shes been unferstanding and has helped me a lot. However I feel uncomfortable about what she has in her office setting due to the new-ageish setting, but her therapy is not in that route or approach... Idk if I am by any means encourahing it just by being there or if I should look for a therapist. I need prayer and guidance in what to do or if I am displeasing the lord by going.