The Long Way Back

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    The Long Way Back is a short narrative film that tells the story of the daily struggle of survivor’s guilt, depression, and the contemplation of suicide from a veteran’s perspective. For many veterans, though they may have left the battlefield and returned home, mentally many have not yet completely returned. This film tells the story of one veteran and the path he has chosen on his journey back home, the long way back.

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  • @chrissoulies8560
    @chrissoulies8560 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'm not a combat vet like a lot of you are, saw some action but not like you warriors,but I can say that the transition from 20 plus years behind the gate to walking out and being a memory in seconds was and still is the hardest thing I've had to do. Felt like I walked into trap. Thanks for this. This topic needs to never be silenced.

  • @kenedwards8876
    @kenedwards8876 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank you for your service!! I am forever in your debt

  • @thepooze6434
    @thepooze6434 7 ปีที่แล้ว +122

    This vid should be required viewing when registering for the selective service and shown when "demobing." War is hell. All parties need reminded of that. 6 months and 3000 views? Please include this short as a "trailer" in the Range 15 sequels. It is a brilliant piece of work and needs more exposure.

  • @XcallofdutyrulesX
    @XcallofdutyrulesX 8 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    How the fuck does this not have more views?

  • @johnchaney8967
    @johnchaney8967 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I am at a loss of words I just watched this and I am going to share this for sure.

  • @joeg6792
    @joeg6792 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Many will never know what it feels like. It is strange how those wearing the same colors seem to become more of our brothers than our blood brothers. How hearing screams puts us in a different state of mind immediately, how you not knowingly pull security and are the last one to get in your POV. Good video

  • @mdkilo8
    @mdkilo8 7 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    from the heart spoken words that so many of us feel but can't express thanks Roco

    • @whymistamista5614
      @whymistamista5614 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Marcus Duncan right in the feels, my face and jaw hurt after watching.

  • @knightofthecourtofhotdog7864
    @knightofthecourtofhotdog7864 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Powerful stuff Rocco. Thank you for your service and the ways you continue to serve in the community. We love you brother.

  • @BOHICA_69
    @BOHICA_69 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Outstanding Brother, tore me up. Thank you for doing this.

  • @Desertgunslinger11
    @Desertgunslinger11 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Thank you Vince. Couldn't have said it better. Between you and Matt.... I'm Alive!

  • @johnmcdougald1238
    @johnmcdougald1238 7 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Thank you. It's hard to explain to others why I am the way I am

    • @carlcolvin8320
      @carlcolvin8320 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      You are right on target with that.
      Been told you are too quiet , you are a grouch , you are an asshole, you look like you are mad as hell. You hold nothing back . My brother told me this that some staff was describing me like that, I told him fuck'em all. He laughed cause that's what he told them that is what I would say. But my brother told them you don't know him , where he has been and what he has done. If you're Vet he might talk to you if you are a civilian don't ask him he won't talk to you because you will never understand.

    • @stephanieritter9285
      @stephanieritter9285 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I SO GET THAT... Your not alone

  • @K9hardcase
    @K9hardcase 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thanks for sharing Rocco, Scott Brewer, literally just put me onto your video, as he is scheduled to hit the US soon I believe. Never give up!

  • @derrickstinnett2054
    @derrickstinnett2054 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I wish more of my brothers lived closer to me. I really feel alone alot. Good video though!

  • @jorgenino8324
    @jorgenino8324 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Great job on this man loved it! Hope to see more. This is a great way to show others that don't understand.

  • @hoppycom888
    @hoppycom888 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My heart and mind are there with you Rocco, after a week of duck up dreams, little sleep, I just took 2 more vicodin and hope for two hours before that damn alarm clock rings

  • @mikehundredson584
    @mikehundredson584 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    RLTW!
    Thank you for your service!

  • @danakill22
    @danakill22 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Couldn't even watch it through without tears.

  • @mercefigueroa5349
    @mercefigueroa5349 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Damn this tugs at the heart. Thanks brother this was a great view and speaks the truth.

  • @wrivers6412
    @wrivers6412 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    that was really good!

  • @Harry-ty1ls
    @Harry-ty1ls 7 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    Thank you for making this. It's a lonely world out there for us. This helped, thank you.

  • @fbnc11
    @fbnc11 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    That was brilliant!!

  • @jock308
    @jock308 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thanks, this is very moving and powerful, I could say I feel your pain but I know that wouldn't be true. Keep positive brother

  • @pastorquick9922
    @pastorquick9922 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You are awesome my Brother! Thank you for this video. I always had a hard time with explaining my anger until I saw this. Now I use it to show my wife and others who are hurting. Thank you brother Warrior. God Bless you and Semper Fi. Rangers lead the way!

  • @saharadesert3179
    @saharadesert3179 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you for acknowledging that others do suffer from PTSD as well as your service and sacrifice for America

  • @KAI0178
    @KAI0178 7 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    Excellent brother! Brought a damn tear to my eye.

    • @TGOIIHome
      @TGOIIHome 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      KAI0178 Semper Fi Brother!!

    • @TGOIIHome
      @TGOIIHome 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      KAI0178 But we are not alone We are Brothers and Sisters in Arms We are hear for eavhother! Semper Fi

    • @maninmotion8090
      @maninmotion8090 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same here. 18D.

  • @devildog3246
    @devildog3246 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wasn't exactly thinking I would see this Rocco. You pretty much covered everything I went through coming back after. 24+ years in the Corps. I have a new found respect for you. Not just as that funny fuck in the BRCC we see. I now see a real warrior. Don't care about your background in the military you deserve a Semper Fi! Stay up Brother.

  • @MultiArmyvet
    @MultiArmyvet 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Badass Perspective bro! We all have our own.

  • @jeffreyhernandez28
    @jeffreyhernandez28 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Damn Rocco V that's shit is powerful!!! God Bless You wherever u may be!

  • @dive_like_grinch
    @dive_like_grinch 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    This is a outstanding way to show others that don't understand. Thanks mate for speaking for all of us to others who don't understand us.

  • @mikehines167
    @mikehines167 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    That was fuckin beautiful, man. Thanks

  • @mdr212roger4
    @mdr212roger4 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I can’t tell you how many times I’ve watched this video... I’ve never met you but I feel like I’ve known you my whole life. Thank you for this. God bless you and your family brother.

  • @jimfarley8597
    @jimfarley8597 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    The price of Freedom, thanks for picking up the tab my Brother O7

  • @OGTj1
    @OGTj1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Well done, Sir; well done!

  • @jodnicholson2010
    @jodnicholson2010 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you for making this brother. It really spoke to me.

  • @wopsterke
    @wopsterke 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Amazing video. Try and give the mushroom a chance. I'm dead serious. All the best, and all the courage.

  • @workingclassanvil
    @workingclassanvil 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you. thank you all.

  • @owenoneill690
    @owenoneill690 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    one of the best vids I've ever watched. thank you for sharing this with us. you really are an inspiration to me and so many.

  • @BonneBattle
    @BonneBattle 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Beautiful piece, and thank you for being so raw, honest and real in it. Keep making movies! ( Also, just a totally random question, was that Stuttgart, Germany? That set brought back floods of memories from my childhood...)

  • @Cyph3rX
    @Cyph3rX 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I cried the type of cry that I haven't felt in a long time... thank you for this art.

  • @Cyph3rX
    @Cyph3rX 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Brought me to tears, thanks :)

  • @ghostinthetreeline
    @ghostinthetreeline 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You are very talented. Keep this going. I'd like it again if I could.

  • @johngross8300
    @johngross8300 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you Vincent. Very nice. USN, 30 years and out 🎱. Thank you Warrior.

  • @floyd4311
    @floyd4311 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Bro, what you're doing matters. Thank you. God bless our Veterans.

  • @sandiegobrian
    @sandiegobrian 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    thanks for the video brother, more need to see this.

  • @cagrangersealninja3720
    @cagrangersealninja3720 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I left a part of me in RC South 😢

  • @taurus.2239
    @taurus.2239 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I would like to thank you for your service. I've heard stories of how difficult it can be for soldiers to reintegrate into society. I wish I was as strong as you and your brothers in arms. As a chikd and a young adult, I jad dreamt of being a soldier so that I coukd protect those I love from tyranny, but after I graduated high school back last june, my parents forbid me from enlisting and I never did. I don't know if it was because I respected them to much, or If I was afraid of losimg the only people I have in my life, or if I was just to scared to make the transition from civilian to soldier. Either way, you, and those like you, will always be more man than me in every way, shape, and form. Thank you for your service and God rest the fallen.

  • @762Hawkeye
    @762Hawkeye 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    That was deep. We appreciate what you have done for us.

  • @marcusperez4104
    @marcusperez4104 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Powerful bro keep up the good work - AIRBORNE

  • @harolddupont7602
    @harolddupont7602 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    thank you brother, day by day.

  • @jsinprtn29
    @jsinprtn29 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    excellent work man! My allergies must be acting up or someone has been chopping onions. my eyes sprang a leak! never give up bro! keep each chapter full of adventure and happiness! America loves you and all of your brothers and sisters! past and present!

  • @WELLS6773
    @WELLS6773 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    thats fuckin deep !!!! hits home and brought a tear or two

  • @koehlerrk1
    @koehlerrk1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    We can never thank them enough...
    This should be shown in every school, every college, all across the country.
    Thank you, all who are serving, all who have served.

    • @doorguner01
      @doorguner01 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Rick Koehler AMEN!

  • @JoeBurlas
    @JoeBurlas 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Fuck yea Rock. I'm sharing this on everything. Thank you.

  • @rknine7998
    @rknine7998 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This video is depressing. I finished with emotional depression 9 years ago.

  • @richardorsulich4698
    @richardorsulich4698 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Love, brother

  • @bassface14
    @bassface14 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks for this. Cheers.

  • @a.saldana5253
    @a.saldana5253 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Brother, you've got an anazing gift.

  • @biglyrikent
    @biglyrikent 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Such an awesome video bro. Great job.

  • @pams-b8130
    @pams-b8130 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Keep at it Rocco, Semper Fi Bro

  • @nlhm01
    @nlhm01 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Great job brother. Thank you.

  • @opticschief
    @opticschief 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Well done young man.

  • @zacherylieske405
    @zacherylieske405 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    his was so tuching

  • @rangerjd8780
    @rangerjd8780 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Powerful, thanks. RLTW

  • @Billy3136
    @Billy3136 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That was incredibly powerful. There are too many of us burying stuff down deep, hoping it won't come back up to the surface. We are just kidding ourselves. I definitely had tears by the end of this.

  • @The85F0X
    @The85F0X 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Your words feel like I wrote them myself. A part of me still over there, a part of me buried with my brothers and this shell, a facade, which I feel the threads are pulled to the point of release.

  • @funwithdahd
    @funwithdahd 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for putting this out brother. I’m taking it to heart and reaching out. The struggle is daily but I’m working on it.

  • @NoBody-tz4fb
    @NoBody-tz4fb 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    When you try to be who you remember, but that person isn't there, and you wake up, look in the mirror, and you don't know who you are anymore.

  • @maraemartin3276
    @maraemartin3276 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I work at a VAMC in mental health. See the pain every day. God speed and get well.

  • @castleprotection
    @castleprotection 8 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    wow. just wow. Strong work. Thank You

  • @Honeybadgertacticalreviews
    @Honeybadgertacticalreviews 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Well said Rocco

  • @broussard3
    @broussard3 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    First allow me to say thank you for this video. I have been a fan of your work for some time now and I would like to speak with you sometime as I have gone through many struggles not only while serving but also sense I have recently gotten out. Also if I may ask was this filmed in Sacramento Ca. That's my home town.

  • @Demo4356
    @Demo4356 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You the man.
    You inspire me to be better then the day before.

  • @suzannenichols6900
    @suzannenichols6900 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    These are your nightmares? OMG. 😢 God bless. And may you continue to win. I shared this video tonight on Facebook and I'm going to share it again tomorrow. This video should go viral.

  • @vinniegauthier9576
    @vinniegauthier9576 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I really loved this clip,I've been out since 2012 WIA shits gone down hill,in two days iam packing up my bike,very long ride,iam at my lowest,need to try to figure myself out,just watched your video and holy shit it's me but much more,I can't trust VA for help,so I'll put it out on here.

  • @anthonymerchant2597
    @anthonymerchant2597 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I felt this video on so many levels. I served in Iraq myself and I know too well what it's like fighting these inner demons on a daily basis. From having a company that I worked for 6 years putting a no tresspass warrant on me after getting medically documented with PTSD, to the nightmares, to feeling the hopelessness to keep going. If anyone is interested I made a couple of videos that are shared on my channel of my time in Iraq OIF III 2004-2005. I made those videos after one of my battles became a major news story about his dying wish.

  • @cmontano4622
    @cmontano4622 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Excellent and emotional video. Prayers for everyone. We need to support our military and law enforcement. Greetings from New Mexico.

  • @nextlevelmedianoncommercia3966
    @nextlevelmedianoncommercia3966 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Rocco this should be seen everywhere. Amazing work

  • @75BigRich
    @75BigRich 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Awesome video. Enough said...

  • @foghornleghorn4139
    @foghornleghorn4139 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Awesome! Thank you for that. Please support all veterans in whatever way possible.

  • @daviddebergh254
    @daviddebergh254 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Both of my grandfather's served in Vietnam and when they pass I'll get tattoos to remember how great they were. I tried joining but health problems disqualified me. I'm now a trucker with an amazing love for the military and the service you guys do. Stay safe.

  • @vanessaking6709
    @vanessaking6709 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I have a boyfriend going through the same thing and it’s hard for me to accept things he is going through preferably because I never experienced it but I would like to get him the help he needs’ I tried the website and it possibly maybe the wrong one’ even if talking to someone he needs that’ I respect all veterans for all they have done and what they have to battle when they come home! ❤️

  • @JKSOutdoors
    @JKSOutdoors 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Rocco, you did an amazing job with this. I am a civilian, but I cannot express the gratitude, love, and respect I have for our veterans and men and women in uniform. I do not offer pity for what you have gone through as I know that is neither what you want or need, but instead I offer support and respect. Thank you for all you have done, and all you have had the determination and strength not to do. We need you here, we need you to teach the next generation, we need you to tell what the news doesn't. I like to believe that there are many civilians such as me, who will bend over backwards to support veterans.

  • @MichaelMartin-uw4nv
    @MichaelMartin-uw4nv 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    View powerful message sir vets like you guys are a beacon to those of us that are struggling as we have no idea where to turn and who to believe anymore. The only thing that keep us going is the mission and keeping our heads above water but to see that we still have that brotherhood to turn to helps out in ways that no pill will ever touch. To you and all my brothers and sisters I say never give in to that dark space in your hides mind but look towards the light of the day and ensure that you keep driving onward and forward until the battle is done.

  • @yukonguy
    @yukonguy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    this video shows how strong you really are Sir. thank you. for your services... and for giving voice to those that have not the words.

  • @KnKTraveling
    @KnKTraveling 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Awesome words Rocco! Truly spoken from the heart and I hope many other Veterans see and Hear this as well. Keep up the good work Brother!

  • @stanpopov9328
    @stanpopov9328 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    heroine, meth, booze, one hotel after another, streets, rage. barely holding on

  • @B3rettaZ26
    @B3rettaZ26 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    thanks for you service rocco. this film is very deep and vets need to see it.

  • @JSmith-zn4ls
    @JSmith-zn4ls 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Damn bro, that hit home. I'm with everyone else when I say that this should definitely be shared EVERYWHERE! I will definitely spread it around! Thank you for making this, I'm sure it will help more people than you know.

  • @SchoeneckIsATool
    @SchoeneckIsATool 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for your service.

  • @phillipburns5617
    @phillipburns5617 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for your service..
    P.S Good post👍👍🇺🇸🇺🇸

  • @wrongtostrong
    @wrongtostrong 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    The Soldier trains and keeps his equipment ready for battle.
    The Athlete trains and is careful not to do anything that would harm
    his ability to finish the race.
    The farmer works diligently, daily to provide food for untold numbers people.
    Our high calling is great! The Lord will provide. ”

  • @1siccej
    @1siccej 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    dope psycho realm tattoo under right arm

  • @JamesKnighttx
    @JamesKnighttx 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Man o Man...

  • @TGOIIHome
    @TGOIIHome 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is the only video that makes sense

  • @9kvtec
    @9kvtec 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    god damn brother, I know it sucks, but if you ever want to grab a beer with someone new, hit me up. I usually laugh at your videos. but damn. please don't let that shit get to you. Hit me up an we'll drink some beer and make some fucked up leg jokes.

    • @Mk-hr6bm
      @Mk-hr6bm 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      James J i

  • @SebT00
    @SebT00 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow Rocco

  • @DjSocelite
    @DjSocelite 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    thanks much.

  • @garstenray5814
    @garstenray5814 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    11b brother we're all here with you

  • @TGOIIHome
    @TGOIIHome 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This Shit is REAL!!!!!!!! But We are NOT Weak We are Not A Risk!! We Have So Much to Bring and to Offer We ALL Want to Make things better :)

  • @justinmahar5208
    @justinmahar5208 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Well done brother.