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Nameless thanks so much for masking this video bc I was thinking about shrooms and this is to much bc I have done acid onec and I had a bad trip but having a bad trip on this is wicked scary
Hasselnøtt Per its getting way worse during an lsd comedown. I had this loops for hours. It was pretty hard towards the end. I tripped 16 hours smoked a joint amd tripped 2 more hours. Smoking joints on lsd come down was realy nice. It made my headache dissapear. But weed and lsd is realy intense. Makes music split apart and stuff
What point is there working hard, to buy a new bmw? So you start business and make fuckloads, money is no problem now, what next,? A woman? What love lasts forever? Eventually itll be repetetive, do i want to live a lie? Is ignorance worth it only because youll feel better? Whats the fucking point
Looking at the good effects of psilocybin mushrooms on depression I had a test, the effects of just one dose of psilocybin mushroom gave me an encouraging result.
Started microdosing mushrooms in place of my prescriptions i feel like ive become a better person... best decision ive ever made. I wish it was more accessible to those that need.
McJuggerNuggets Is Gay .5mg if you want to mellow the trip out and make it easier. 1-2mg if you want to completely end the psychedelic thoughts, all you will be left with is warping visuals. You will be too barred out from the Xanax to take any thought seriously so you will just end up laughing at the bad trip and bad thoughts or will just say "whatever, I don't care". More than 2mg will just put you to sleep.
Bad trips are like continuous looping thoughts that are negative and you have no control of. Consider yourself strapped to a rocket ship going through space and death is chasing you..
I feel like u havent tripped if u hadnt of had a bad trip,it almost makes u reset ur mind cuz of all your stress anx anxiety is all at once and heavy and u feel like death is going to happen but it doesnt and u realize like holy shit life's not so bad and ur connected with everyone else in the world ehose expierenced this.
I had a full on ego death/bad trip whatever the fuck you want to call it. I mean this shit hit me hard and fast. I belive it was DMT snorted from the bag......alot. A low pitched tone increase in pitch rapidly until inaudible then shit went crazy. I won't go into details about it other than full on demon entities and hell. I learned I wasn't happy in my current situation atall. After it I stopped smoking cigarettes, split up with my partner, got a new career andd moved towns and noow my life is better than its ever been. A real bad trip is a gift not a curse and people should understand that. The ones that do chase it and sometimes never get it. I'm lucky I guess.
Agreed, my 1st trip was terrible, the worst possible combination of factors: i changed environments from outside to inside of a train, depressing as hell and do not recommend at all, didn’t eat anything beforehand, then I experienced ego death after I threw up in my friend’s apartment, last time I tripped it was so euphoric, I was by myself, painting, listening to music, in my own head, felt completely in control (as much as you can be on shrooms). I thought the good trip would make me happier and more in tune with myself, yet I learned more and had more positive effects from the bad trip, the good trip just taught me to have fun with drugs and I learned my limits, etc.
I get paranoid even when i smoke weed i can’t handle those weird thoughts i would totally lose my mind if i experienced something like this. I wish i was not like this im kinda curious
I too get paranoid smoking weed (although I still smoke daily) but with psychedelics, I never have any paranoia. It never enters my mind. I wish I knew the exact reason why paranoia effects some people on a given substsnce the way it does. Good luck, mate!
i also thought this i thought because i get panic attacks and paranoia on weed i would never handle psychedelics when i first tried acid i realized that this was wrong. i also realized that the paranoia and anxiety i get on weed were always there these feelings just get amplified with weed ever since i started meditating and get more into psychedelics i can handle weed way better than before
Dextrometheus I’ve been a daily weed user for few years now and I still sometimes get this very scary paranoias. I thought the same that I can’t handle psychedelics. Yesterday I tried them for the first time and yes I was wrong the whole time! It was really fantastic experience that I cannot describe in words. I didn’t feel anxious or anything bad at all! My advice is, relax and let your imagination take you wherever it feels just don’t resist!
@@n9rawii That's beautiful! The key is to let go of that Ego and give in to the medicine 😁 Did you try acid or mushrooms? Sounds like you had a wonderful time! Enjoy the afterglow friend 👍
Looping thoughts are easily the scariest thing I've ever experienced. It's as if your mind is telling you this will be your new reality for all eternity. 3 minutes can turn into what feels like 3 years; it's horrifying.
@G594life no they 100% can especially if you green out. It affects everyone different and ive had had a few similar experiences, fyi weed is a mild psychedelic
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@@liljacky3039 it's been a month, it's mostly short flashbacks and then I doubt my existence for a little, but then I just forget about it cause life seems to continue. The only thing that really got affected was the fun feeling when I get high now. It's not that fun anymore 😿.
The little pauses between absolute chaos are so legit. I remember when I tripped pure balls off shrooms I had these little intermissions between hallucinations where I thought it was over and then I got drop kicked in the fucking face again lmao
omg I did my first shroom trip yesterday and it was so intense. My visuals looped the same 5 seconds for 4 hours straight and around every 40 minutes or so I'd sober up almost completely, see how long it had been (felt like days to me) tell everyone how awful I felt and that I need reassurance and then go through looping the same visuals again - before repeating being sober. Every time it happened I felt relief and then remembered I was gonna go again.
I remember during my shrooms trip I wanted to sober up so badly, and not being able to accept that i was really high and gonna have to deal with the terror of my mind tormenting me and being extremely antagonistic to me for hours. And it was bad but not without reason. It made me scared of everything, and it taught me to fear my addictions, and to quit smoking and binge drinking, and it taught me i was afraid of life because i was afraid of change and that's why I'm suffering, i just had to let go, and it would slow down. I would hear my thoughts slow down, i would relax, things would get less chaotic, i could breathe. I felt more comfortable for a small amount of time. And then I remembered how intense the trip was and it all happened again. I saw my consciousness in 3D fractals, and i wanted it to stop. I couldn't accept how high i was and wanted to bail out. That's what my experience was like. Holy shit I don't wanna repeat it, it was hellishly scary, but it was important.
I've never done any psychedelics, although I plan to someday. However when I was doing some kinda jungian psychological exercises right as I was about to fall asleep, I had a super vivid vision. After that I knew I had to push back against the eating disorder I was suffering from or it devour my life. Sorry for the long-ass comment, but it was a truly strange experience. I'm kinda scared what I might see if I psilocybin or dmt lol.
Natalie Poitras that's not what it's really like, shrooms are beautiful. bad trips don't make you spaz out like that you can still function normally but you just feel a little sick and colors are a bit brighter and more annoying, that's all. look up a normal shroom simulation and that's petty much what it is like. that best time of my life was when I was on shrooms, things are more interesting, things make more sence, and your perception of what your reality is makes more sense and is more clear. it's all natural, won't mess with your head like lsd or any other hallucinogen for that matter.
If you are having a bad trip remember it's literally all in your mind and that it will pass you are safe just relax and don't fight it and you'll be alright
That's what I told myself when I started to forget who I was it worked sure but I still was too high to do anything i just wanted to sober up because the visuals were alright but my emotions and everything I felt was amazing but also scary
I had an ego death & I literally thought I was going to die to the point where I told my friend I wasn’t ready to meet God yet and begged them to take me to the hospital 😂
“Why does life appear better inside my own head?” “Can I live life in my memories?” That whole bit of questions about life and memories, wanting to stay longer in some are so familiar. So beautiful yet heartbreaking at the same time, “I miss you already” kind of feeling as soon as it hits
I had a bad trip last night. It came on so suddenly, so fast. It caught me off guard. I took 35mg on an empty stomach and it hit me less than five minutes later. Never had the come up hit like that before. I’m very experienced with 4-ACO-DMT I’ve had maybe 20-25 trips within the last six months. Typically I get hit with wave after wave of euphoria, happiness, bliss. Like a hug from Jesus, Buddha, Mohammad and small aliens creatures that are all seeing, all knowing and full of unconditional love. Last night in a dark room waiting for this bliss to start I get a rush of FEAR! Followed up with a blast of anxiety and more fear. Intense waves of ice water flowing through my veins down my Central nervous system. Paralyzed with so much fear I couldn’t speak. Tears began flowing down my face. I walked to the bathroom. Legs feeling tight and very hard to move. I knew at any moment I was going to throw up. Only if I could just throw up. Nothing would come out. Only wave after wave of anxiety, fear, depression. Ice cold paralyzing substance flowing throughout my whole body. Buckets of sweat pouring out of every pore. Everything I look at starts to come alive making haunting faces, snakes, clowns, creepy aliens, walls breathing in and out. The colors so vivid. Everything is beginning to melt. Now I’m hearing the audible hallucinations ssssssss sssssssssssss , why, reason , what’s your reason!!!! StOoooppppppp, Stop! I reach for my phone to put on something to calm me the fuck down. And drown out those voices. All the colors look fucking amazing and creepy as shit. Everything looks creepy. I close my eye. Holy fucking shit there’s a woman standing in front of my face. I open my eyes she’s gone just black shadows dancing across every surface of my bathroom. I close my eyes. She’s staring me right in the face. Laughs at me in a totally creepy voice. Of course she would! I’m truly fucked now. I can’t open my eyes or close them. There’s truly no place to hide. Seriously truly fucked. These entities are just tormenting me. Realizing the situation I’m in because I look at the clock and I’m about 24min into the trip. I’ve got a pretty good idea the next 4-6 hours are going to suck. I began singing sort of. My voice is still paralyzed I began mumbling the lyrics to bohemian rhapsody. I closed my eyes and started to kind of dance. More like sitting on the toilet swaying back and forth to the rhythm. I’m clearly seeing demonic creatures and they see me and walk up to me and say stop, stop singing, stop dancing stop!!!! I gave them the middle finger and continued. It was like all of a sudden things changed. All my fear, anxiety everything released. My legs still felt like they weighed two tons but I could move them around a bit. My voice is starting to return and I’ve stopped sweating. The creepy looking lady gets into my face again. I smiled at her and she smiled back and said Bye! Three hours later and I was still having mild open eyed visuals. Only colorful fractal patterns for closed eye visuals. Then blue eyes everywhere looking at me. And black and white ladybugs. 7 hours latter all signs of this substance is mopped up thanks for the hard work liver. I don’t know what the point of that was. 4-aco-DMT has never ever done that to me. It’s always been kind. I always reagent test my batches. So I know for a fact that it was what it said it was. I guess if you roll the dice long enough a bad trip will roll up every now and then. I’m a disabled combat veteran. I know what fear is and what it isn’t. That’s the most terrified I’ve been in so long. I’m not sure if I’ve ever been that terrified before. A few weeks prior I was asked by a VA social worker what I was scared of. At the time I said nothing I’m not really afraid of anything I’ve been through some shitty situations and I’ve lost close friends I’m always scared I’ll lose more. I’ve gotten over my PTSD well not over it just accepted it. Time has healed my injuries. I’ve made peace with myself. I forgave myself. I guess it was good to finally feel something again! Maybe that’s just what I needed.
I really really want to hug you!!! I have almost same experience last month. All I want to do is die quickly and stop all the illusion. Im really happy we come through it. I definitely will not try it again.
Hey guys just want to tell u one thing If u experience ego death and u r afraid then definitely u will be afraid after ur dead because u r not able to surrender Just let it go surrender urself Forget everything every relation and this experience will turn out blissful
@@HeyImTiP that's what you have to do. Submit. When it gets intense (which even on low-mid doses of shrooms or lsd is pretty fucking intense) you have to "let go" as its commonly referred to. You have to let the substance take control and try your best to let it take over and learn what you can from it. I've never taken a large dose of either really. 2.5g of shrooms was my most intense trip, and i had to remember to submit once it quickly got intense but it wasn't nearly as frightening of an experience as this video shows. I've never really had a frightening experience where I've had to submit fully, but I'm sure it can be terrifying when it gets to that level of intensity.
@@braescanlon1829 Thats the thing my friend.for us who have experienced this thing i say that very little amount of ppl can actually let go. took 400ug of lsd . I smoked weed on the peak which i did not the mistske thst was. IT Turned a really intense trip which was being pleasent into a nightmsre.those loops. The visuals, i had Also a paranoic attack. I died múltiple times and i saw myself being killed several times. I was not able to let go to that . IT was just so scary. I wlnder what would have happened if i did let go
I tried them today for the first time and had a great experience. You don't have to be afraid, just don't underestimate the drug's effects, be patient and keep thinking that you are going to have a great time.
This is very dramatic. I did shrooms 4 times. 2 times by myself in a dark dim lit room and took 2/8ths. It all comes down to mind set. Do you still have fear? Fear is just an illusion, it dosnt exist. Do you have control over your thoughts or let them run loose. I have had repeated thoughts but I know they are mine and can stop them. The only annoying part is the feeling of being traped in the trip cause it takes 8hrs. At that point you just have to accept it or freak out for no reason. Shrooms are not for the weak minded or timid people. It can make you a stronger, better person.
I agree that it's all in our heads, but it's difficult to know beforehand if you're in a good enough place for it. I've thought I was happy and in a good place and quickly ended up having a bad trip, though only on LSD. I've only had good experiences on shrooms.
Bad trips are the worst. All you can do is focus on the fact that it’ll all be over by the next day. It helps to close your eyes and lay down and listen to music Edit: no reason to fear. Let it come and let go
When that happens, are you still aware of where you are? Like do you still know where the stero and bed are etc. Can you still for lack of a better word think straight? Just really curious
@@nintendolover114 For me, no i wasn't. i really couldn't even remember who i was, it was the weirdest things. Like complete ego dissolution. It kind of fucked me up for a while but honestly, my life has been better ever since.
@@nintendolover114 my brother did lsd recently (I trip sat) and he forgot where he was, but he was still able to remember my rules 1. Sit down in a familiar area 2. Get out earbuds and listen to music 3. Don't fight the feeling
Maybe it's a good thing you only trip like this, if you aren't scared of it and face it like it's a normal trip, you overcome some of your worry's and give it a place of peace in your head while you aren't even aware of it.
For anyone thinking about trying mushrooms, your visions does not shake and flicker all scary like that. Some of this is accurate but the visual are very misleading besides patterns and CEVs
@@lennyescobar1286 that's not having your vision shake like a magnitude 10 fucking earthquake. Yes you can experience light phenomena like you vision having a glow and that glow seeming to pulse very quickly. But no one will experience their whole field of vision violently shaking. You don't see scary visuals from a "bad" or challenging trip. You may have frightening mental imagery and thought. But no one has or will experience this exact kind of shaking off lsd or psilocybin. MAYBE dmt.
@@carsonroyal7948 i had vision shaking and world was shattering to glass off 90 gram cubensis bad trip. Doses over 15 grams are indistinguishable from DMT. Regular people wont experience this but trust me its possible. 90 grams fresh picked cubensis split 3 ways in koolaid was more intense than this video, felt like if you smoked dmt except it lasted over 24 hours...
@@carsonroyal7948 I did. I have borderline glaucoma though. Seizures...and maybe schizophrenia? Lol i don't see or hear shit though. I had the time of my life watching roger rabbit. My partner thought i was going insane with laughter. More so than usual (i laugh inappropriately all the time anyway) felt like i had 5k orgasms hahaha so great. I told him he should never do em cuz he is bipolar with mood swings and that would scare shit outa me. I'm a cheery happy person all the time and don't take myself seriously. So nothing bothers me lol
The ego death simulation is pretty accurate. Your memories, your surroundings, time itself, your very existence as a whole just disappears and is replaced with a deep sense of connectedness. It’s extremely horrifying if you didn’t prepare for this as well because you literally feel like your dying.
I’ve experienced that on 3000 mg of weed laced with fentanyl and anti depressants and it was more intense then this video. It was so tramatizing and that made me not want to die
If all those memories are just memories, if my life just becomes a memory as it passes... why does it matter. Okay but that shit got me thinking. We can create scenarios in our heads and we can convince ourselves that they’re real. So why even bother living out the real thing? Why does anything fucking matter at all.
I know what you mean man, is it possible to live forever in your mind you think? If it feels like your mind is stuck in infinity because it alters your time perception how do you know the person coming out of the trip is the same as the one going in? Is it not possible that the person you were before doing psychedelics is still stuck in infinity while you are a copy that thinks you are the same? So much shit we don’t understand about the mind and I doubt it can all be explained using neurones and atoms
I've had this happen with the repetitive thoughts. I just kept saying "peace and love peace and love" for what felt like forever. I vomited afterwards and felt a lot better. This was on an undetermined amount. Had to be over the heroic dose. Always use a scale and start small. Respect the mushroom.
This video brought back some not so pleasant memories, I've been putting off trying to just think about my bad trip like ive been pretending it never happened but thanks for this it's really got me thinking
Shrooms was like this for me. This is just ego death. You can let it scare you or just have fun and let it happen. I had a horrible experience once but now I have awesome trips
Ego death can be terrifying but at the same time I feel like you should try and reach that because it actually tells you about about your self and who you are when u come back
Well I don't think it's possible to simulate a bad trip as it's different for everyone. I just said this is the most accurate one i've seen so far, you can see and feel what he was trying to achieve by this video. Other video's i've seen just had lame video bend effects and colors, this video had effort put into it and tells a story.
I've only ever had challenging trips before, but damn one time I came very close to a proper bad trip. I was stuck in these negative thoughtloops for about 30 minutes, where I became unable to escape this intense feeling of paranoia and impending doom. I knew I was going to have a very bad experience if I didn't try something, but nobody was around me to understand my struggles, so I literally just went online and typed "bad trip help," where I found a really reassuring and peaceful dude talking to me about how everything is going to be fine and that I'll come back out of it completely normal, and to just enjoy it as much as I can before it runs out. That changed my outlook significantly, and I went on to actually have a good trip the entire rest of its duration. Thanks random internet guy for that video. It really helped me out.
Same it's kind of like my last intense trip but I kept asking what do I need it turned bad but with lights it made thoughts a little clearer and found what I needed metaphorically and physically (I needed water to calm nerves and my sister and mother to joke with and talk about how beautiful life is) these kind of trips are the best hands down!
Had an intense bad trip on New Year’s Eve. Had repeating thoughts from years ago, thought I was dying. Would close my eyes and hear conversations from people I knew but no one was there. Fell asleep then woke up and was for some reason did not feel anxious, felt completely calm.
The Trips I've been having have really helped me a lot,I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well
Psilocybin saved my life. I was addicted to heroin for 15 years and after Psilocybin treatment I will be 3 years clean in September. I have zero cravings. This is something that truly needs to be more broadly used in addiction treatment.
Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again again but it’s just so hard to source out of there.
A lot of people have testified about this and I really want to give it a shot. I put so much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels
I'm feeling the same way too. I put too much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety level. I am so glad to be part of this community.
I tried shrooms for the first time today, time was going so slow, I looked at my phone it said 2:15. Then maybe 20 minutes went by, look at my phone it said 2:20 lol
@@TF2Starlight i had the same experience man. I went to the bathroom looked in the mirror and the lights started flickering in my vision. all of a sudden it felt like my soul left my body and everything turned red. I let out a loud scream and started freaking out seeing annabelle teleporting in my hallucinations. shit was awful
I’m presuming everybody watching this recently went through a bad trip? Mine was exactly like this, except when I closed my eyes I was stuck in a dmt like vortex with entities laughing at me
DMT is next level. snorted last waaaaaay longer. The intensity it too much. Did you get the vibrational feeling through your body? And time speeding up then slowing down?
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I don't know if anyone else gets this but when I realize something on mushrooms it feels like my body/soul is just shaking big motions I don't know how to explain it but the first part of the vid reminded me of that
When I realize something, it ends up being this “universal truth” then all of a sudden everything slows down & starts to become distorted/demonic as if God/Satan/some higher power is about to kill me for figuring it out. The rest of the trip is me worrying I’m about to die & see nothing or I’m about to wake up in Hell.
had my first expirience with shrooms yesterday. First everything was cool and it was fun. Then I ate sum more. I wanted to put my glasses on so I put them on and I told my boyfriend and he told me that I had them on all the time. Thats when I realized hey this is another level and it went downhill. I thought I ate 2 much and lost control and my boyfriend instantly felt that I wasnt feeling very well. He tryed to help me but I got 2 scared. I was stuck in a loop full with deja vus and it felt like shifting between different realities. I knew what my boyfriend was gonna say next and all this new stuff freaked me out. I thought okay you dont know what youre doing anymore youre gonna die youre gonna be stuck here forever and I was in the room but at the same time in a pearl whitish room. I felt very overwhelmed with all this and just wanted it to be over. He helped me and talked to me and gave me stuff to do so I dont drift off again and stare at the same spot for 10 min. After 3 hours I had control again and had a great time again. Still was veryyy interesting and had a lot of fun thinkin bout everything.
Deja vu happens constantly to me on these occasions. And when those occur is when i start realizing that the body im in is just a vessel and very quickly I start forgetting how to do certain things in it, such as putting on glasses like you said. Its at this point when drifting off is inevitable and just something to let happen.
Also remember, your emotions are different, and very invested in what you are seeing. The auditory hallucinations can be very disturbing, even if its not words. I have done shrooms, LSD and DMT. If you decide to do DMT its incredibly intense, and peaceful lol. But you will be a changed person after. Reality will feel 2 dimensional for a while.
"Can I live the life I always wanted?... In my dreams?... Why does it matter if it's real or not?..." - I find myself in this on a painfully high level. I always take refuge in lucid dreaming and, while I enjoy my lucid experience, I often tell myself that I wish I did not have to wake up ever again. It made me tear up a bit. Great video! Btw, I just love your voice 💚
Wow thanks Silvana, your support means a lot to me. Indeed, lucid dreaming is a wonderful experience and I've had it many times myself!... It's like having a second life. Cheers!
The ending of it made me cry because the first time I took shrooms I had a bad trip. I’ve always been an anxious person because of my ptsd. When I was tripping my thoughts were looping to me no matter how bad I’d try to avoid it. I’d ask my self “what’s the point of life” “why am I here” I was crying but then I realized the shrooms were trying to tell me I need to relax and chill. Once I accepted it and chilled everything felt so much better
When I had my bad trip on shrooms, before that was the last time I remember my self as I was. Now over a year later, the shrooms have left the Ego death inside me, and I still feel like I am inside a trip. Now I keep slowly forgetting what ''Normal'' was like. And I have already accepted the concept of me never going back to as i was before, and keep living inside my never-ending trip forever..
4:12 and on almost had me in tears last night.... the way he says things.... the tonality of the sound... everything.... so much tragedy and enlightenment
The crazy thing is you learn more when having a bad trip than compared to a good trip.. Never tried psychedelics, but I did try weed… Weed just amplifies what on your mind. If you are happy in sober mode, feeling relaxed, having social life with friends prior to your trip.. you will definitely enjoy it and feel like the happiest person in the world… Now imagine having anxiety, depression and feeling lonely prior to your trip… that will definitely make it worse. I felt both experiences but I learnt more from the bad trips…Bad trips teaches you lessons…Good trips Rewards you…
Coming out of a trip like this is always so strange. You're happy the overwhelming intensity's over, you realize how pointless it was to be so worried, since you KNOW you're "safe again," then you hope the intensity comes back a little bit, or at least for the trip not to end
Beautiful work. I'm fascinated by this, because the POV feeling is so well done. Haven't felt like I could relate to something so well as the portrayal of those memories flashing up, having the eye mirror the person you love.
The innerdialogue was spot on. That feeling of being trapped in your own mind and unsure if you are sane or if you have actually traveled to a different dimension. It is probably one of the scariest experiences a person can go through, but also one of the most important and healing. These horrible trips can teach you a lot about what you need to change in your life.
I've had one on acid and DMT combined. We were just giving listening to music and all of a sudden a song came on and my brain switched to "kill everyone"angry. Obviously I didn't but yea
Yes, my second shroom trip, I started out running around and giggling with my friend at his house looking at the beautiful sunset and flowers , and ended with me walking around his garage just repeating the same words I could muster trying not to completely lose consciousness, eventually I collapsed on the floor of his garage my friends kitten was gnawing at me at random, and me unable to move was absolutely terrified at the touch and sight
When i had my trip at the beginning it was all fun and i did it with a friend of mine. But all of a sudden my friend needed to go home so i said goodbye and got back to the couch and just sat there for a minute staring at the table. This was the moment where it went wrong.... I didnt remember what being sober was like and i was really thinking about that, and all of a sudden a thought came to my head:” what if i’m stuck... like what if ill never come back to reality” this got me tearing up so i just layed down and called my friend for some support. Luckily at the end the effects were starting to decrease and my mood went up again🙂. This will always be in my mind when doing shrooms
In my ego death everything reached an end to where I felt like god told me this was it and I basically accepted I was going to die and then I came back to reality scary shit
Yeah same here, i always thought it was scary and I always fought it, until I tried DMT, I couldnt ever accept it bro and I never do lol but on DMT I fought it and it happened anyways, then I came to the realization that we get reincarnated, so theres no reason to worry about human life. Ego death is still scary to me though, dont know what in my mind is holding me back. And although that may have answered some questions when I couldnt fight it anymore on DMT, it brought many more questions, but now on the universal level. We live in a crazy place, beautiful place.
I’ve experienced this 3 times. My most recent one I was in my bedroom, seeing demonic faces everywhere. I heard Satan calling my name. It was a real life nightmare, then a burn-in effect started happening as if I was about to be in Hell. I begged God for another chance then the trip just suddenly ended & I was embarrassed af in front of my family.
Pro tip to save yourself during a bad trip, meditate. While meditating it neutralizes your trip to a nice trip. If this doesn’t work breathe in and hold your breath for 30 shroom seconds. After holding breath for 30 seconds the lightheaded feeling should help with every trip to be more funny/comical because your brain when high on weed makes your high stronger while on shrooms you feel empty after so that could either turn to a sad trip or a neutral trip. The sad trip isn’t awful but way better than an angry trip or a scary trip or an ego death experience. Keep this one sentence in your mind, “nobody has ever died from this, I will be fine......... I will be ok”. And remember to smile. Smiling can drastically change your trip sometimes.
i had a bad trip once. i convinced myself that i died, went to hell, and would stay there for the rest of eternity suffering. i lost all sense of reality, literally felt physical pain, lost all touch with my surroundings, it was like a never ending loop of just panic. that was definitely the worst night of my life.
That infinite loop omg I felt that!! Was lucky enough to have mates slowly bring me out of a bad trip by them telling myswlf to think about why I'm here (mates bday ) & family 😂
I had a bad trip just last night, and it was probably the worst one to date. It started off as a regular trip, where I was experiencing everything you get from a usual trip, until I just started to stare at my wall and then I began to ponder my life, and all the experiences. It was some certain memories that triggered the bad trip, I suppose. Eventually, I began to sweat profusely and I tried to use my paper fan to cool myself off, but I quickly got too cold and so on and so forth. I used my blanket that I seem to have a connection to ever since my first ever bad trip to try to balance out my temperature. Then at some point in trying to fix my blanket, the thoughts began looping from when I had first began to ponder life. I had been stuck in those loops for what felt like weeks, and when I finally came to, I felt grateful for life. The feeling of the looping thoughts and feeling of doom really got to me this time for some reason. Once again, it brought me in what feels like the face of death and that I got to survive that with barely any psychological damage, I am eternally grateful. P.s - I was also really stoned when I took the shrooms, so that's probably another factor of the bad trip
Some people write that they somehow changed after trip. When I had a trip, I didn't feel myself. I was something trapped in bathroom. And this room was somewhere in the universe... I didn't realize myself, I felt the pointless of existence and that the only way of make something about it is suicide. Somehow I managed to exit that spaceship and went to bed. I felt it like the astronaut stepping first time on moon's surface. Someone knocked the door to apartment. My thoughts were like:"WTF?! What's happening?! I can't control it! Is it hallucination? ". Anything real seemed unreal.
I love this video for a lot of reasons, especially how it captures your thoughts when your trip goes bad. My first trip I thought "truly living" was just an illusion, and that if I ever died at some point time would pass and the universe wouldn't change dramatically - and that I'm just living instead of making a definition of myself. Long story short - it's easy to let these thoughts in because you're more creative and imaginative when you're on this slug poison.
It's these experiences that can teach you more about yourself than the warm and fuzzy giggly trips. This type experience is where these compounds truly do their best work.... Last week I had the most difficult trip of my life. I don't do this shit for fun. I use them to aid in procedure some very traumatic memories... Psychedelics for PTSD are AMAZING, but when you are in the middle of these trips and you are already mentally shaken, it can be totally devastating. Last Saturday on 100mg of DMT I spent what I can only assume was 10,000 years reliving bloody, traumatizing, and soul shattering memories. I spent thousands of years being shown the things that I spent almost 30 years repressing OVER AND OVER AND OVER. I had no idea who I was. "I" didn't exist... I was just a ball of energy watch someone that I knew I knew, and loved, being tortured. Then, for absolutely no reason another "being" materialized next to me. I felt like it was a she. She was the most beautiful thing you could imagine. And all she did was touch my arm and say "You know, it's not your fault. See you soon. " And suddenly I was flying through space through a tunnel of lights and then BANG! I slammed back into my body. Looked over at my phone, and was gone for exactly six minutes. I haven't felt better in my entire life.
It just means you’re a deep thinker. I’m the same way. Most people don’t know what it’s like to constantly question their reality. It’s up to you to decide whether or not that’s a good thing.
You also get stuff not completely unlike this with temporal lobe seizures. Familiar things looking strange, strong emotions suddenly coming over you, feelings of your surroundings not being quite real, feelings like parts of your body are distorted.
I had the worst experience on shrooms that anyone could ever imagine my first time but I really dont feel like explaining too much because its quite personal but basically I went through ego death. lets just say I got beat up by a lot of people because I went insane and thought I was dying inside of someone's house I barley knew and about 20+ people saw it all go down in person and now I basically have no friends because everyone thinks Im a psychopath.
This whole video (to me) is pretty much scary accurate..the beginning part for sure..the room suddenly taking on an entire solid shade of color (red..green..blue, whatever color you seem to really take notice of first, the whole room takes on that color hue to it along with everything in it)..the "woh..hoh hoh...okay..just relax" is spot on the money. I've never had strong open eye visuals in terms of the geometric stuff, even with whopping doses (8-9 grams, I like to torture myself and really take from the experience..so this is pretty typical for me, it usually isn't fun at all until it's over..but the positive effects can linger for weeks afterwards). Closed eye? Oh yeah, straight down the rabbit hole..becomes very hard to physically move at that time too. When I try to write as in this clip - it never makes any sense whatsoever later on. The *GASP*...who's writing this? Oh man...every time...every. single. time. Very, very well done. By far the most accurate (for me) on youtube. I will say for anyone reading this, despite most of my experiences being very dark and terrifying - they have helped my depression, anxiety..and just overall wellbeing in ways I thought completely impossible after 31 years of life. I don't even mind being haunted by some of these experiences, they've all been more than worth their weight in pure gold.
Best place to do it is the beach I ate the same thing half a bar and I seen my chakras when I would blink and holy shit that night I swear on everything i meditated before I went to sleep and I remember being inside my mind and everything was blue prints I seen nothing but blue print construction paper and then I started putting this machine together and it turned on and to my best guess is that I put together something that had to do with free energy or a motor that ran on water but when i finished I woke up right away and woke up my girlfriend like oh shit babe!! Guess what!!!! 😂 but yes the best places are to be in nature woods forest beaches and I hope you get better fam peace n 💕
I’ve had bad trips with weed. That’s why I stopped smoking. It seems like every time I smoked, a bad trip happened. So bad that it felt like I lost my regular mind. It was like there was a spiritual jail and the permission for me to think for myself was in that jail. Almost like I was being controlled (my thoughts). What made it worse was that I felt that people around me knew I was acting weird so I was aware of my surroundings and my mission was to not allow people to notice I was in that state. The only thing that kept me “alive” was the fact that no one approached me and asked if I was okay. I feel like if someone would’ve approached me, then, that meant that something was wrong with me & I was ready to be sent to a crazy house.
If you have anxiety issues, shrooms are not for you. Me and a friend were shrooming and he had a bad trip that freaked me out. I later found out he had anxiety problems. Felt so bad for him
i remember i was listening to home - renocance slowed 800% and i started hearing myself tell me "everything's gonna be ok" "you're coming with me your ok" over and over and i started completely balling my eyes out of joy and peace for like 10 minutes. One of the most beautiful moments of my life
Maybe it’s because I’ve never eaten more than 1-3 shrooms (essentially miscrodosing), but I haven’t experienced anything other than elevated happiness and absolute love of the universe. I definitely haven’t had enough to experience visuals, but maybe that just means I’ve only used it in moderation.
My first trip I ate 7 grams of dried mushrooms and it was a bad trip. It started with me thinking 'these taste like peanuts'. When I finished the bag my friend said to my other friend 'holy shit he ate the whole bag!' They kicked me out when I first started showing signs of a bad trip and didn't want to deal with it. When 7 g kicks in driving isn't fun. When I got home there were 2 imaginary cop cars in my driveway and one in the street with a cop in it. The imaginary cop looked right at me. So I drove past and went back to my friend's house but there were imaginary cops there too. Long night.
@@alecgarcia963 :: yeah wtf my friends have put up with drunk me, baked me, and goomed me and ive put up with all nonsober versions of them too. thats highkey fake
I only recently have discovered shrooms and can say without a shadow of doubt the best thing that’s ever happened to me. For the first time in 10 years of suffering with mental health problems have I had a stress free week. My hair was thinning really bad from stress and now it’s thicker. It has broken my addiction to cocaine to the point that I am disgusted by the saying the word cocaine. This week I have had no symptoms whatsoever of mental health. I have scars on my forearms from self harming to give you a idea about how bad my depression and anxiety was. TO ANYONE READING THIS WITH MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES AND CONSIDERING TRYING SHROOMS DO IT! It is the most beautiful and natural experience I have ever had. You can literally feel yourself healing while on a trip. God bless
Mateo D same here, I was doing it with friends and I experienced many repeating thoughts and my body felt like I was not able to move at some points and I had the urge to throw up but I never quite had a visual trip i was to overwhelmed with the feeling in my body
When I had an ego death it was like a bass drum being pounded in my head and my whole vision thoughts and body were feeling this bass drum just pound. I kept myself sane only by the fact I knew i was on mushrooms
@@mercsklios3531 apparenrly when you have Ego Death you change as a person in a good way. More humble and things like that. It can only happen with 5gm or more.
I’ve eaten a lot of shrooms, and I’ve never had visual effects to that extent. I would always eat a little extra too. Everything waves, and looks like it’s breathing. And colors seem more defined. But I’ve never witnessed it shaking violently or spiraling into some kind of tunnel. The repetitive thought loops and impending doom feeling is extremely accurate to what I experienced every time I’ve ever eaten shrooms. Every time I’ve tripped, half of my trip is extremely awkward, and the other half is spent trapped inside of my head, feeling like I’m about to die. And for some reason whenever I eat shrooms, I end up tripping a lot longer than what most people do. When I eat shrooms, it will last about 11 hours. A lot of people I know have said that it only lasts them about seven hours or so. Not really sure why that happens to me. Or rather used to happen to me… I haven’t eaten shrooms in 15 years.
Pause the video on 0:47 and listen to "Joran van Pol - Faded" at the same time in a different tab. The yt video on about 30% volume and the song at full. It just fits too well.
bad trips are not bad. the ego fights for its survival. when the ego dies, the mind no longer speaks, thinks and classifies - then comes peace, calm, stillness - nirvana. it can be an intense learning experience and healing.
Almost died yesterday, felt like it anyway. I had to keep reminding my self who I am and that I am a human being, I was so close to being one with the universe but I didnt want to go - thoughts of love kept me alive I feel, love for my child, love for earth, love for the opportunity of life that God has given us. I started repeating "Please God" asking him for another chance and then I kind of felt like I was telling myself that I needed to please God. Then I felt I needed to go to the sea, so I went and thats when those "bad" vibes ended. I am glad it happened, as bad as it felt, I got lessons out of it - which is mainly why I do them.
@@zaylee6915 idk exactly how but if you take small amounts of either shrooms or lsd it puts you in a higher conscious state of mind. You dont trip but you are more focused and more alert and everything just seems so beautiful. It opens up your mind and makes you look at the world in a whole new positive way
Yesterday I tried shrooms for the first time and I completely lost my sense of time and could hardly think or speak. I was worried for a bit of the trip that I'll never sober up from it
Falling asleep to your thoughts as you calm down from the Rush is probably one of the most pleasant feelings ever. Knowing everything will be OK which gives you this comfort to examine every aspect of your life as you lay, like counting sheep... Also, great job on the visuals. To those who've never experienced it, this video is close but let me put it to you like this. This video is like playing a video game on a TV. The actual experience is like playing the video game in VR. So immersive...
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*This video is for artistic purposes only and is NOT meant to be taken as scientifically accurate in any way, for those of you who wonder whether it's actually like this or not (it might... but not for everyone). Also, I do not promote the use of illegal substances. If you wish to try out these substances, only do so in a safe and legal environment, or don't do it at all. Do your research.*
*Thank you!*
Nameless thanks so much for masking this video bc I was thinking about shrooms and this is to much bc I have done acid onec and I had a bad trip but having a bad trip on this is wicked scary
Bro you like your own comment?
Yea, dis is NOT accurate
Lolll why you liked ur own comment tho
Nameless is this really what happens
the repeating thoughts and not knowing where the thoughts are coming from is very accurate.
Daze FNC Yep :) thx for comment
100% accurate. I wasn't prepared for this effect when I took shrooms in Belgium. My thinking and repeating thoughts became so intense it scared me.
Hasselnøtt Per its getting way worse during an lsd comedown. I had this loops for hours. It was pretty hard towards the end. I tripped 16 hours smoked a joint amd tripped 2 more hours.
Smoking joints on lsd come down was realy nice. It made my headache dissapear. But weed and lsd is realy intense. Makes music split apart and stuff
The visuals, not so much.
Lukas Gambus hhhp
"If my life just becomes a memory as it passes, why does it matter?"
This question omg
Live life with no regrets! :)
shrooms have taught me that life matters because of what's to come.
What point is there working hard, to buy a new bmw? So you start business and make fuckloads, money is no problem now, what next,? A woman? What love lasts forever? Eventually itll be repetetive, do i want to live a lie? Is ignorance worth it only because youll feel better? Whats the fucking point
dominik klan yea something like this
dominik klan look within
Looking at the good effects of psilocybin mushrooms on depression I had a test, the effects of just one dose of psilocybin mushroom gave me an encouraging result.
Started microdosing mushrooms in place of my prescriptions i feel like ive become a better person... best decision ive ever made. I wish it was more accessible to those that need.
I guess everyone arrives to mushrooms with different expectations. For me it was my eternal search for answers.
Heard so much about magic mushrooms I'lld like to give it a try please where do I get?
doc_hayles
𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖊𝖌𝖗𝖆𝖒
My bad trip on LSD lasted maybe 2 hours, felt like 15 days...
Damn!
im scared of bad trips ,if i have a bad trip and it feeels like it lasts for days i think i will die or something
dben13 always have a benzo like xanax on hand. Benzodiazepines are much more powerful than lsd or shrooms and will kill the trip
BaldManLogan how many mg would you recommend if i have a bad trip
McJuggerNuggets Is Gay .5mg if you want to mellow the trip out and make it easier. 1-2mg if you want to completely end the psychedelic thoughts, all you will be left with is warping visuals. You will be too barred out from the Xanax to take any thought seriously so you will just end up laughing at the bad trip and bad thoughts or will just say "whatever, I don't care". More than 2mg will just put you to sleep.
Bad trips are like continuous looping thoughts that are negative and you have no control of. Consider yourself strapped to a rocket ship going through space and death is chasing you..
Oh yeah lol.
Good dexcription.
Facts.
The Management I want to die on Shrooms, I want to experience nothingness
Sounds like a good way to describe the "ordinary" way through life too in the "real world". Best enjoy the ride.
Im a firm believer in you learn more about yourself after a bad trip than you dao after a good trip
True
I feel like u havent tripped if u hadnt of had a bad trip,it almost makes u reset ur mind cuz of all your stress anx anxiety is all at once and heavy and u feel like death is going to happen but it doesnt and u realize like holy shit life's not so bad and ur connected with everyone else in the world ehose expierenced this.
I had a full on ego death/bad trip whatever the fuck you want to call it. I mean this shit hit me hard and fast. I belive it was DMT snorted from the bag......alot. A low pitched tone increase in pitch rapidly until inaudible then shit went crazy. I won't go into details about it other than full on demon entities and hell. I learned I wasn't happy in my current situation atall. After it I stopped smoking cigarettes, split up with my partner, got a new career andd moved towns and noow my life is better than its ever been. A real bad trip is a gift not a curse and people should understand that. The ones that do chase it and sometimes never get it. I'm lucky I guess.
That's actually very true. But bad trips are just so fekin unpleasant.. It's like God slapping you in the face..
Agreed, my 1st trip was terrible, the worst possible combination of factors: i changed environments from outside to inside of a train, depressing as hell and do not recommend at all, didn’t eat anything beforehand, then I experienced ego death after I threw up in my friend’s apartment, last time I tripped it was so euphoric, I was by myself, painting, listening to music, in my own head, felt completely in control (as much as you can be on shrooms). I thought the good trip would make me happier and more in tune with myself, yet I learned more and had more positive effects from the bad trip, the good trip just taught me to have fun with drugs and I learned my limits, etc.
I get paranoid even when i smoke weed i can’t handle those weird thoughts i would totally lose my mind if i experienced something like this. I wish i was not like this im kinda curious
I too get paranoid smoking weed (although I still smoke daily) but with psychedelics, I never have any paranoia. It never enters my mind. I wish I knew the exact reason why paranoia effects some people on a given substsnce the way it does. Good luck, mate!
Try accepting what scares you and seek courage through different means
i also thought this i thought because i get panic attacks and paranoia on weed i would never handle psychedelics when i first tried acid i realized that this was wrong. i also realized that the paranoia and anxiety i get on weed were always there these feelings just get amplified with weed ever since i started meditating and get more into psychedelics i can handle weed way better than before
Dextrometheus
I’ve been a daily weed user for few years now and I still sometimes get this very scary paranoias. I thought the same that I can’t handle psychedelics. Yesterday I tried them for the first time and yes I was wrong the whole time!
It was really fantastic experience that I cannot describe in words. I didn’t feel anxious or anything bad at all!
My advice is, relax and let your imagination take you wherever it feels just don’t resist!
@@n9rawii That's beautiful! The key is to let go of that Ego and give in to the medicine 😁 Did you try acid or mushrooms? Sounds like you had a wonderful time! Enjoy the afterglow friend 👍
Looping thoughts are easily the scariest thing I've ever experienced. It's as if your mind is telling you this will be your new reality for all eternity. 3 minutes can turn into what feels like 3 years; it's horrifying.
On acid my last trip was on oct 31 2019 shit went demonic and the thoughts I was on 4 double dosed tabs shit was nuts
I remember feeling this way on edibles and it felt like voices were on loop down a tunnel.
In the exact opposite of a bad trip I've had 3 hours feel like 30 minutes. In bad trip I've had 30 minutes feel like 3 hours
@@dootdoot94xo44 yes..
@G594life no they 100% can especially if you green out. It affects everyone different and ive had had a few similar experiences, fyi weed is a mild psychedelic
"Wisdom tells me I am nothing. Love tells me I am everything. Between the two my life flows"
- Nisargadatta
But yeah, you should take a larger dose lol
I agree :)
Best quote I've ever seen.
Marj F got the chills I love this
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I think drugs are just a way of travelling to alternate universes
+Link The Fox If only we knew!
DMT is but idk about anything else
@@TheMRNECROMANCER101 look into salvia, from what I've read it seems like it can go deeper and crazier than dmt
Bro , I swear this is what I thought the first time I did dmt
Psychedelic**
Last night was my first bad trip, I felt like I was dying and I woke up again a different person. The old me feels gone.
The old you is, in fact, gone. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Same with me last night. Felt genderless, bodyless, destinationless. Nuts...
DJMeeseeks foo I am also feeling like this and it’s been a day. Has it gotten better? I’m worried this feeling lasts forever
@@liljacky3039 it's been a month, it's mostly short flashbacks and then I doubt my existence for a little, but then I just forget about it cause life seems to continue. The only thing that really got affected was the fun feeling when I get high now. It's not that fun anymore 😿.
DJMeeseeks foo so you started to feel like you again? So I shouldn’t be worried?
The little pauses between absolute chaos are so legit. I remember when I tripped pure balls off shrooms I had these little intermissions between hallucinations where I thought it was over and then I got drop kicked in the fucking face again lmao
omg I did my first shroom trip yesterday and it was so intense. My visuals looped the same 5 seconds for 4 hours straight and around every 40 minutes or so I'd sober up almost completely, see how long it had been (felt like days to me) tell everyone how awful I felt and that I need reassurance and then go through looping the same visuals again - before repeating being sober. Every time it happened I felt relief and then remembered I was gonna go again.
Yup
i thought you said "drop kicked into fucking space" and i was like "wooooooaaaahhhhhh ✨👄✨"
Frrrrrrrr
@@elliotlukechoma5816 how do you get them bro do I grow them or buy them I’m stuck
"Who is writing this" this gave me goosebumps OMG I LOVE IT
+Conar Cusworth Glad u like it :)
I remember during my shrooms trip I wanted to sober up so badly, and not being able to accept that i was really high and gonna have to deal with the terror of my mind tormenting me and being extremely antagonistic to me for hours. And it was bad but not without reason. It made me scared of everything, and it taught me to fear my addictions, and to quit smoking and binge drinking, and it taught me i was afraid of life because i was afraid of change and that's why I'm suffering, i just had to let go, and it would slow down. I would hear my thoughts slow down, i would relax, things would get less chaotic, i could breathe. I felt more comfortable for a small amount of time.
And then I remembered how intense the trip was and it all happened again. I saw my consciousness in 3D fractals, and i wanted it to stop. I couldn't accept how high i was and wanted to bail out.
That's what my experience was like. Holy shit I don't wanna repeat it, it was hellishly scary, but it was important.
You just described my experience EXACTLY like it happened. “It was hellishly scary but important” resonates so much
What type of shroom did u take and how much mg?
I've never done any psychedelics, although I plan to someday. However when I was doing some kinda jungian psychological exercises right as I was about to fall asleep, I had a super vivid vision. After that I knew I had to push back against the eating disorder I was suffering from or it devour my life. Sorry for the long-ass comment, but it was a truly strange experience. I'm kinda scared what I might see if I psilocybin or dmt lol.
@@CallmeOzymandias bro don't be afraid of the visuals
be afraid of your thinking
Literally a Travis Scott music video
Loki 368 *butterfly effect plays softly in the background*
That’s hilarious
Gay
@G - look in the mirror
Loki 368 Travis copied it from A$AP Rocky
This scared me just watching it...
Natalie Poitras Haha
Didn't scare me at all
Natalie Poitras word up I was stoned watching this at night. There is a difference between bad trip and a fucking nightmare in a horror movie
Que Kennedy Thats epic haha
Natalie Poitras that's not what it's really like, shrooms are beautiful. bad trips don't make you spaz out like that you can still function normally but you just feel a little sick and colors are a bit brighter and more annoying, that's all. look up a normal shroom simulation and that's petty much what it is like. that best time of my life was when I was on shrooms, things are more interesting, things make more sence, and your perception of what your reality is makes more sense and is more clear. it's all natural, won't mess with your head like lsd or any other hallucinogen for that matter.
If you are having a bad trip remember it's literally all in your mind and that it will pass you are safe just relax and don't fight it and you'll be alright
That’s what I told myself but it just kept getting worse. I tried to convince myself that how I felt was only temporary but it didn’t work
That's what I told myself when I started to forget who I was it worked sure but I still was too high to do anything i just wanted to sober up because the visuals were alright but my emotions and everything I felt was amazing but also scary
It being all in your head is the exact problem. There's no one to save you apart from yourself and you can't hide from your own mind.
It’s not working 😭 there are cops surrounding my house trying to get me
was I the only 1 that thought his voice is soothing asf
Geethegoat vg I was told this haha. Thanks!
Asmr
Oh nigga you gay
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@@ahkando Looking forward to getting any psychedelics product, likew weed mushrooms,honey lsd check @slimetripz on iG they also grow and sell cheap
I had an ego death & I literally thought I was going to die to the point where I told my friend I wasn’t ready to meet God yet and begged them to take me to the hospital 😂
La Bish literally me lastnight !!!
i cringe when i see people going to the hospital off psychs. buy the ticket take the ride
i love socks they thought they were gonna die! And literally tripping balls. No shame in it
Gena S foolishness leads to that
socks Ok Mr. Perfect
when i was drawing on shroomz. i saw my art come to life on paper move and jump out off the paper and run away . . . .
FiLTHY RiCH pUNk LMAO that seems funny as fuck
dude this happens to me and it’s ducking hilarious
Im definitely trying this
That never happened
@@ryanlindback9393Damit!
Detective Obvious. Your Right!!
It never Happened I admit that & Truthfully, I hallucinated the entire thing.
“Why does life appear better inside my own head?”
“Can I live life in my memories?” That whole bit of questions about life and memories, wanting to stay longer in some are so familiar. So beautiful yet heartbreaking at the same time, “I miss you already” kind of feeling as soon as it hits
I had a bad trip last night. It came on so suddenly, so fast. It caught me off guard. I took 35mg on an empty stomach and it hit me less than five minutes later. Never had the come up hit like that before. I’m very experienced with 4-ACO-DMT I’ve had maybe 20-25 trips within the last six months. Typically I get hit with wave after wave of euphoria, happiness, bliss. Like a hug from Jesus, Buddha, Mohammad and small aliens creatures that are all seeing, all knowing and full of unconditional love. Last night in a dark room waiting for this bliss to start I get a rush of FEAR! Followed up with a blast of anxiety and more fear. Intense waves of ice water flowing through my veins down my Central nervous system. Paralyzed with so much fear I couldn’t speak. Tears began flowing down my face. I walked to the bathroom. Legs feeling tight and very hard to move. I knew at any moment I was going to throw up. Only if I could just throw up. Nothing would come out. Only wave after wave of anxiety, fear, depression. Ice cold paralyzing substance flowing throughout my whole body. Buckets of sweat pouring out of every pore. Everything I look at starts to come alive making haunting faces, snakes, clowns, creepy aliens, walls breathing in and out. The colors so vivid. Everything is beginning to melt. Now I’m hearing the audible hallucinations ssssssss sssssssssssss , why, reason , what’s your reason!!!! StOoooppppppp, Stop! I reach for my phone to put on something to calm me the fuck down. And drown out those voices. All the colors look fucking amazing and creepy as shit. Everything looks creepy. I close my eye. Holy fucking shit there’s a woman standing in front of my face. I open my eyes she’s gone just black shadows dancing across every surface of my bathroom. I close my eyes. She’s staring me right in the face. Laughs at me in a totally creepy voice. Of course she would! I’m truly fucked now. I can’t open my eyes or close them. There’s truly no place to hide. Seriously truly fucked. These entities are just tormenting me. Realizing the situation I’m in because I look at the clock and I’m about 24min into the trip. I’ve got a pretty good idea the next 4-6 hours are going to suck. I began singing sort of. My voice is still paralyzed I began mumbling the lyrics to bohemian rhapsody. I closed my eyes and started to kind of dance. More like sitting on the toilet swaying back and forth to the rhythm. I’m clearly seeing demonic creatures and they see me and walk up to me and say stop, stop singing, stop dancing stop!!!! I gave them the middle finger and continued. It was like all of a sudden things changed. All my fear, anxiety everything released. My legs still felt like they weighed two tons but I could move them around a bit. My voice is starting to return and I’ve stopped sweating. The creepy looking lady gets into my face again. I smiled at her and she smiled back and said Bye! Three hours later and I was still having mild open eyed visuals. Only colorful fractal patterns for closed eye visuals. Then blue eyes everywhere looking at me. And black and white ladybugs. 7 hours latter all signs of this substance is mopped up thanks for the hard work liver. I don’t know what the point of that was. 4-aco-DMT has never ever done that to me. It’s always been kind. I always reagent test my batches. So I know for a fact that it was what it said it was. I guess if you roll the dice long enough a bad trip will roll up every now and then. I’m a disabled combat veteran. I know what fear is and what it isn’t. That’s the most terrified I’ve been in so long. I’m not sure if I’ve ever been that terrified before. A few weeks prior I was asked by a VA social worker what I was scared of. At the time I said nothing I’m not really afraid of anything I’ve been through some shitty situations and I’ve lost close friends I’m always scared I’ll lose more. I’ve gotten over my PTSD well not over it just accepted it. Time has healed my injuries. I’ve made peace with myself. I forgave myself. I guess it was good to finally feel something again! Maybe that’s just what I needed.
Whoaaa that's crazy. I'm glad you came out of it fine! Indeed, time heals all injuries... Thanks a lot for sharing!
DV556 wow. thats insane
Reading this was mind opening
this is so accurate
I really really want to hug you!!! I have almost same experience last month. All I want to do is die quickly and stop all the illusion. Im really happy we come through it. I definitely will not try it again.
Hey guys just want to tell u one thing
If u experience ego death and u r afraid then definitely u will be afraid after ur dead because u r not able to surrender
Just let it go surrender urself
Forget everything every relation and this experience will turn out blissful
Yes!
Nameless i guess you handled it pretty well and here i am just freaking out on high dose marijuana edibles🌝🌞😂😂😂
sky fire so wait if I’m having a bad trip just let the bad shit happen and don’t fight it?
@@HeyImTiP that's what you have to do. Submit. When it gets intense (which even on low-mid doses of shrooms or lsd is pretty fucking intense) you have to "let go" as its commonly referred to. You have to let the substance take control and try your best to let it take over and learn what you can from it. I've never taken a large dose of either really. 2.5g of shrooms was my most intense trip, and i had to remember to submit once it quickly got intense but it wasn't nearly as frightening of an experience as this video shows. I've never really had a frightening experience where I've had to submit fully, but I'm sure it can be terrifying when it gets to that level of intensity.
@@braescanlon1829 Thats the thing my friend.for us who have experienced this thing i say that very little amount of ppl can actually let go. took 400ug of lsd . I smoked weed on the peak which i did not the mistske thst was. IT Turned a really intense trip which was being pleasent into a nightmsre.those loops. The visuals, i had Also a paranoic attack. I died múltiple times and i saw myself being killed several times. I was not able to let go to that . IT was just so scary. I wlnder what would have happened if i did let go
Oh he’ll naw I’ll stick too weed
😩🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
😭😭😭😭
Omm😂
Bro shrooms is really not like this at all
I tried them today for the first time and had a great experience. You don't have to be afraid, just don't underestimate the drug's effects, be patient and keep thinking that you are going to have a great time.
This is very dramatic. I did shrooms 4 times. 2 times by myself in a dark dim lit room and took 2/8ths. It all comes down to mind set. Do you still have fear? Fear is just an illusion, it dosnt exist. Do you have control over your thoughts or let them run loose. I have had repeated thoughts but I know they are mine and can stop them. The only annoying part is the feeling of being traped in the trip cause it takes 8hrs. At that point you just have to accept it or freak out for no reason. Shrooms are not for the weak minded or timid people. It can make you a stronger, better person.
100% agreed. Haha, yes the dramatic aspect of it is all in our heads.
I agree that it's all in our heads, but it's difficult to know beforehand if you're in a good enough place for it. I've thought I was happy and in a good place and quickly ended up having a bad trip, though only on LSD. I've only had good experiences on shrooms.
I’m a year late but is acid easier than shrooms?
Emotions don’t exist we create them
David Cano Whatever you were on when you made this comment, I want it
Bad trips are the worst. All you can do is focus on the fact that it’ll all be over by the next day. It helps to close your eyes and lay down and listen to music
Edit: no reason to fear. Let it come and let go
Agreed 雨HiddenRainVisuals !
Listening to music is a life saver
When that happens, are you still aware of where you are? Like do you still know where the stero and bed are etc. Can you still for lack of a better word think straight? Just really curious
@@nintendolover114 For me, no i wasn't. i really couldn't even remember who i was, it was the weirdest things. Like complete ego dissolution. It kind of fucked me up for a while but honestly, my life has been better ever since.
@@nintendolover114 my brother did lsd recently (I trip sat) and he forgot where he was, but he was still able to remember my rules 1. Sit down in a familiar area 2. Get out earbuds and listen to music 3. Don't fight the feeling
This what Travis meant, “I’m the highest in the room”.
travis a junkie
Every trip I've had had been like this I legit thought this was a normal trip
+Ayy Lmao Haha
same
Maybe it's a good thing you only trip like this, if you aren't scared of it and face it like it's a normal trip, you overcome some of your worry's and give it a place of peace in your head while you aren't even aware of it.
Same here, now I wanna know what a good trip is like
@@jarradlavoie define good
“Never a bad trip, just a bad reaction”
Mark Borrow just difficult trips
A bad reaction is called a bad trip
@@gabrielbarre9800 Yea, and a glass can be half full or half empty.
@@friedegg3732 And 100% the perception of the individual. (Replace the word "half" with "50%")
@@friedegg3732 And i would imagine ones immediate decision on how to phrase it is based on their perception.
For anyone thinking about trying mushrooms, your visions does not shake and flicker all scary like that. Some of this is accurate but the visual are very misleading besides patterns and CEVs
Yes it does my vision has flickered changed colors patterns show up crazy thoughts voices noises
You haven't taken enough.
@@lennyescobar1286 that's not having your vision shake like a magnitude 10 fucking earthquake. Yes you can experience light phenomena like you vision having a glow and that glow seeming to pulse very quickly. But no one will experience their whole field of vision violently shaking. You don't see scary visuals from a "bad" or challenging trip. You may have frightening mental imagery and thought. But no one has or will experience this exact kind of shaking off lsd or psilocybin. MAYBE dmt.
@@carsonroyal7948 i had vision shaking and world was shattering to glass off 90 gram cubensis bad trip. Doses over 15 grams are indistinguishable from DMT. Regular people wont experience this but trust me its possible. 90 grams fresh picked cubensis split 3 ways in koolaid was more intense than this video, felt like if you smoked dmt except it lasted over 24 hours...
@@carsonroyal7948 I did. I have borderline glaucoma though. Seizures...and maybe schizophrenia? Lol i don't see or hear shit though. I had the time of my life watching roger rabbit. My partner thought i was going insane with laughter. More so than usual (i laugh inappropriately all the time anyway) felt like i had 5k orgasms hahaha so great. I told him he should never do em cuz he is bipolar with mood swings and that would scare shit outa me. I'm a cheery happy person all the time and don't take myself seriously. So nothing bothers me lol
The ego death simulation is pretty accurate. Your memories, your surroundings, time itself, your very existence as a whole just disappears and is replaced with a deep sense of connectedness. It’s extremely horrifying if you didn’t prepare for this as well because you literally feel like your dying.
Easily the most horrifying experience of my life. And knowing that there’s no way to ever explain it in words to anyone who’s never experienced..
I’ve experienced that on 3000 mg of weed laced with fentanyl and anti depressants and it was more intense then this video. It was so tramatizing and that made me not want to die
@@dawsoncarpenter2244 you sure there wasn't something else in that?
@@dawsoncarpenter2244 Jesus
If all those memories are just memories, if my life just becomes a memory as it passes... why does it matter.
Okay but that shit got me thinking. We can create scenarios in our heads and we can convince ourselves that they’re real. So why even bother living out the real thing? Why does anything fucking matter at all.
It doesn't man just gotta live too the best of your ability. We didn't ask too be borin it happened out of chance
I know what you mean man, is it possible to live forever in your mind you think? If it feels like your mind is stuck in infinity because it alters your time perception how do you know the person coming out of the trip is the same as the one going in? Is it not possible that the person you were before doing psychedelics is still stuck in infinity while you are a copy that thinks you are the same? So much shit we don’t understand about the mind and I doubt it can all be explained using neurones and atoms
Lol I don't need drugs because I feel that every day
I've had this happen with the repetitive thoughts. I just kept saying "peace and love peace and love" for what felt like forever. I vomited afterwards and felt a lot better. This was on an undetermined amount. Had to be over the heroic dose. Always use a scale and start small. Respect the mushroom.
Same but for me it was accept and surrender
This video brought back some not so pleasant memories, I've been putting off trying to just think about my bad trip like ive been pretending it never happened but thanks for this it's really got me thinking
JustAnotherPerson I'm glad it helped you! Those bad trips are essential to our personal growth and shouldn't be ignored in my opinion.
+Nameless no definitely should not be ignored, ive just found your channel and I love your content, keep it up :)
Thanks!
Agreed unless you take a massive dose. It's mostly for artistic purposes
Shrooms was like this for me. This is just ego death. You can let it scare you or just have fun and let it happen. I had a horrible experience once but now I have awesome trips
Ego death can be terrifying but at the same time I feel like you should try and reach that because it actually tells you about about your self and who you are when u come back
this must be the most accurate one i've seen so far, good job!
Thank you!
Nielz Vroiszen no where near accurate except for the thought loops
Well I don't think it's possible to simulate a bad trip as it's different for everyone. I just said this is the most accurate one i've seen so far, you can see and feel what he was trying to achieve by this video. Other video's i've seen just had lame video bend effects and colors, this video had effort put into it and tells a story.
no one on the planet has visuals like that. period
Jeff Blaine unless you do some DMT or a heroic dose.
5 minutes feels like 10 hours
Indeed
Yes It does I was constantly checking the time to see how much time would pass and only like 2 mins would pass by
@@kkaleb4404 facts
I've only ever had challenging trips before, but damn one time I came very close to a proper bad trip. I was stuck in these negative thoughtloops for about 30 minutes, where I became unable to escape this intense feeling of paranoia and impending doom. I knew I was going to have a very bad experience if I didn't try something, but nobody was around me to understand my struggles, so I literally just went online and typed "bad trip help," where I found a really reassuring and peaceful dude talking to me about how everything is going to be fine and that I'll come back out of it completely normal, and to just enjoy it as much as I can before it runs out. That changed my outlook significantly, and I went on to actually have a good trip the entire rest of its duration.
Thanks random internet guy for that video. It really helped me out.
I didn't find thus frightening at all. Seems like a really intense learning experience that is wouldn't have minded having.
We gotta think more like you :)
Nameless ☺️
Chris Vorhees im high on shrooms right now watching this xx
Shayla Flowers Hey that's awesome. Did the video change the experience in any way?
Same it's kind of like my last intense trip but I kept asking what do I need it turned bad but with lights it made thoughts a little clearer and found what I needed metaphorically and physically (I needed water to calm nerves and my sister and mother to joke with and talk about how beautiful life is) these kind of trips are the best hands down!
God and psilocybin mushrooms told me that the mushrooms purpose is to merge the left and right side of our brains
This is actually a good reason lmao
Had an intense bad trip on New Year’s Eve. Had repeating thoughts from years ago, thought I was dying. Would close my eyes and hear conversations from people I knew but no one was there. Fell asleep then woke up and was for some reason did not feel anxious, felt completely calm.
The Trips I've been having have really helped me a lot,I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well
Psilocybin saved my life. I was addicted to heroin for 15 years and after Psilocybin treatment I will be 3 years clean in September. I have zero cravings.
This is something that truly needs to be more broadly used in addiction treatment.
Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again again but it’s just so hard to source out of there.
A lot of people have testified about this and I really want to give it a shot. I put so much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels
I'm feeling the same way too. I put too much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety level. I am so glad to be part of this community.
@ryanrobinson7936Is he on instagram?
I tried shrooms for the first time today, time was going so slow, I looked at my phone it said 2:15. Then maybe 20 minutes went by, look at my phone it said 2:20 lol
I remember when I took an edible, I had a very bad trip and when 2 hours passed by 2 min passed and I was scared this was never going to end
@@TF2Starlight i had the same experience man. I went to the bathroom looked in the mirror and the lights started flickering in my vision. all of a sudden it felt like my soul left my body and everything turned red. I let out a loud scream and started freaking out seeing annabelle teleporting in my hallucinations. shit was awful
dxm type shi
I’m presuming everybody watching this recently went through a bad trip? Mine was exactly like this, except when I closed my eyes I was stuck in a dmt like vortex with entities laughing at me
For me it felt like i was walking in a beach of sea stars and eveything was SO LOUD
This is exactly how my bad trip felt like
DMT is next level. snorted last waaaaaay longer. The intensity it too much. Did you get the vibrational feeling through your body? And time speeding up then slowing down?
Salvia bad trip fucked me up for a few months
@@gianellaguillen9359 Looking forward to getting any psychedelics product, likew weed mushrooms,honey lsd check @slimetripz on iG they also grow and sell cheap
"Why can't I just live in my memorys" fuckin awesome right there dude!
Michael WS6 Thanks :) We all have our fantasies don't we lol
Yep, that beats the hell out of the movie butterfly effect. That movie was to "depressing dark" anyway I'm subbing and thanks for sharing your work :)
Greatly appreciated man! I do want to checkout that film though lol
all I felt from this video was sadness, confusion, and some kinda ethereal tragedy that we all have to accept... every living entity has to accept....
Who says we aren’t living in our memories right NOW?
I don't know if anyone else gets this but when I realize something on mushrooms it feels like my body/soul is just shaking big motions I don't know how to explain it but the first part of the vid reminded me of that
I know what you mean, had something similar.
When I realize something, it ends up being this “universal truth” then all of a sudden everything slows down & starts to become distorted/demonic as if God/Satan/some higher power is about to kill me for figuring it out. The rest of the trip is me worrying I’m about to die & see nothing or I’m about to wake up in Hell.
had my first expirience with shrooms yesterday. First everything was cool and it was fun. Then I ate sum more. I wanted to put my glasses on so I put them on and I told my boyfriend and he told me that I had them on all the time. Thats when I realized hey this is another level and it went downhill. I thought I ate 2 much and lost control and my boyfriend instantly felt that I wasnt feeling very well. He tryed to help me but I got 2 scared. I was stuck in a loop full with deja vus and it felt like shifting between different realities. I knew what my boyfriend was gonna say next and all this new stuff freaked me out. I thought okay you dont know what youre doing anymore youre gonna die youre gonna be stuck here forever and I was in the room but at the same time in a pearl whitish room. I felt very overwhelmed with all this and just wanted it to be over. He helped me and talked to me and gave me stuff to do so I dont drift off again and stare at the same spot for 10 min. After 3 hours I had control again and had a great time again. Still was veryyy interesting and had a lot of fun thinkin bout everything.
Deja vu happens constantly to me on these occasions. And when those occur is when i start realizing that the body im in is just a vessel and very quickly I start forgetting how to do certain things in it, such as putting on glasses like you said. Its at this point when drifting off is inevitable and just something to let happen.
Also remember, your emotions are different, and very invested in what you are seeing.
The auditory hallucinations can be very disturbing, even if its not words.
I have done shrooms, LSD and DMT.
If you decide to do DMT its incredibly intense, and peaceful lol. But you will be a changed person after.
Reality will feel 2 dimensional for a while.
can you tell me about your experience with dmt?
"Can I live the life I always wanted?... In my dreams?... Why does it matter if it's real or not?..." - I find myself in this on a painfully high level. I always take refuge in lucid dreaming and, while I enjoy my lucid experience, I often tell myself that I wish I did not have to wake up ever again. It made me tear up a bit. Great video!
Btw, I just love your voice 💚
Wow thanks Silvana, your support means a lot to me. Indeed, lucid dreaming is a wonderful experience and I've had it many times myself!... It's like having a second life. Cheers!
I agree but lucid dreaming is hard :(. How do you do it?
The ending of it made me cry because the first time I took shrooms I had a bad trip. I’ve always been an anxious person because of my ptsd. When I was tripping my thoughts were looping to me no matter how bad I’d try to avoid it. I’d ask my self “what’s the point of life” “why am I here” I was crying but then I realized the shrooms were trying to tell me I need to relax and chill. Once I accepted it and chilled everything felt so much better
When I had my bad trip on shrooms, before that was the last time I remember my self as I was. Now over a year later, the shrooms have left the Ego death inside me, and I still feel like I am inside a trip. Now I keep slowly forgetting what ''Normal'' was like. And I have already accepted the concept of me never going back to as i was before, and keep living inside my never-ending trip forever..
+DunkinGrad Wow!
You suffer from really bad anxiety if you feel like that.
Didu change now?
@@suds5866 what to do against it?
@@millnah1137 I am still living with it, but it doesnt affect my daily life anymore. You just get used to it, and sometimes its even pleasant!
4:12 and on almost had me in tears last night.... the way he says things.... the tonality of the sound... everything.... so much tragedy and enlightenment
Damn, glad you relate! Yes, those experiences can change our perspective forever...
The crazy thing is you learn more when having a bad trip than compared to a good trip..
Never tried psychedelics, but I did try weed… Weed just amplifies what on your mind. If you are happy in sober mode, feeling relaxed, having social life with friends prior to your trip.. you will definitely enjoy it and feel like the happiest person in the world… Now imagine having anxiety, depression and feeling lonely prior to your trip… that will definitely make it worse. I felt both experiences but I learnt more from the bad trips…Bad trips teaches you lessons…Good trips Rewards you…
Coming out of a trip like this is always so strange. You're happy the overwhelming intensity's over, you realize how pointless it was to be so worried, since you KNOW you're "safe again," then you hope the intensity comes back a little bit, or at least for the trip not to end
Beautiful work. I'm fascinated by this, because the POV feeling is so well done. Haven't felt like I could relate to something so well as the portrayal of those memories flashing up, having the eye mirror the person you love.
Thank you so much! Glad we relate on this...
I would literally die if I had a trip like this 😂
You would.
You "literally" wouldn't
The innerdialogue was spot on. That feeling of being trapped in your own mind and unsure if you are sane or if you have actually traveled to a different dimension. It is probably one of the scariest experiences a person can go through, but also one of the most important and healing. These horrible trips can teach you a lot about what you need to change in your life.
Totally agree!
Nameless maybe we could collaborate sometime!
Has anyone else here had such a beautiful trip to start with but then turned into absolute horror? I just had one lol
I've had one on acid and DMT combined. We were just giving listening to music and all of a sudden a song came on and my brain switched to "kill everyone"angry. Obviously I didn't but yea
Yes, my second shroom trip, I started out running around and giggling with my friend at his house looking at the beautiful sunset and flowers , and ended with me walking around his garage just repeating the same words I could muster trying not to completely lose consciousness, eventually I collapsed on the floor of his garage my friends kitten was gnawing at me at random, and me unable to move was absolutely terrified at the touch and sight
@@merkhayes8437 but you woke up fine?
@@hannahtolbert2729 No. He clearly died.
When i had my trip at the beginning it was all fun and i did it with a friend of mine. But all of a sudden my friend needed to go home so i said goodbye and got back to the couch and just sat there for a minute staring at the table. This was the moment where it went wrong.... I didnt remember what being sober was like and i was really thinking about that, and all of a sudden a thought came to my head:” what if i’m stuck... like what if ill never come back to reality” this got me tearing up so i just layed down and called my friend for some support. Luckily at the end the effects were starting to decrease and my mood went up again🙂. This will always be in my mind when doing shrooms
The whole living in your dreams idea was the hardest thing that I had to accept couldn’t be real.
In my ego death everything reached an end to where I felt like god told me this was it and I basically accepted I was going to die and then I came back to reality scary shit
Yeah same here, i always thought it was scary and I always fought it, until I tried DMT, I couldnt ever accept it bro and I never do lol but on DMT I fought it and it happened anyways, then I came to the realization that we get reincarnated, so theres no reason to worry about human life. Ego death is still scary to me though, dont know what in my mind is holding me back. And although that may have answered some questions when I couldnt fight it anymore on DMT, it brought many more questions, but now on the universal level. We live in a crazy place, beautiful place.
I’ve experienced this 3 times. My most recent one I was in my bedroom, seeing demonic faces everywhere. I heard Satan calling my name. It was a real life nightmare, then a burn-in effect started happening as if I was about to be in Hell. I begged God for another chance then the trip just suddenly ended & I was embarrassed af in front of my family.
i once had 8 shrooms and i was just in the city staring at all the bright lights and this great feeling of euphoria. no fear. just pure happiness.
Pro tip to save yourself during a bad trip, meditate. While meditating it neutralizes your trip to a nice trip. If this doesn’t work breathe in and hold your breath for 30 shroom seconds. After holding breath for 30 seconds the lightheaded feeling should help with every trip to be more funny/comical because your brain when high on weed makes your high stronger while on shrooms you feel empty after so that could either turn to a sad trip or a neutral trip. The sad trip isn’t awful but way better than an angry trip or a scary trip or an ego death experience. Keep this one sentence in your mind, “nobody has ever died from this, I will be fine......... I will be ok”. And remember to smile. Smiling can drastically change your trip sometimes.
i had a bad trip once. i convinced myself that i died, went to hell, and would stay there for the rest of eternity suffering. i lost all sense of reality, literally felt physical pain, lost all touch with my surroundings, it was like a never ending loop of just panic. that was definitely the worst night of my life.
That infinite loop omg I felt that!! Was lucky enough to have mates slowly bring me out of a bad trip by them telling myswlf to think about why I'm here (mates bday ) & family 😂
Same with me but except with weed
I had a bad trip just last night, and it was probably the worst one to date. It started off as a regular trip, where I was experiencing everything you get from a usual trip, until I just started to stare at my wall and then I began to ponder my life, and all the experiences. It was some certain memories that triggered the bad trip, I suppose. Eventually, I began to sweat profusely and I tried to use my paper fan to cool myself off, but I quickly got too cold and so on and so forth. I used my blanket that I seem to have a connection to ever since my first ever bad trip to try to balance out my temperature. Then at some point in trying to fix my blanket, the thoughts began looping from when I had first began to ponder life. I had been stuck in those loops for what felt like weeks, and when I finally came to, I felt grateful for life. The feeling of the looping thoughts and feeling of doom really got to me this time for some reason. Once again, it brought me in what feels like the face of death and that I got to survive that with barely any psychological damage, I am eternally grateful.
P.s - I was also really stoned when I took the shrooms, so that's probably another factor of the bad trip
I have those reoccurring thoughts daily and I've never done shrooms, just some existential crisis
Some people write that they somehow changed after trip. When I had a trip, I didn't feel myself. I was something trapped in bathroom. And this room was somewhere in the universe... I didn't realize myself, I felt the pointless of existence and that the only way of make something about it is suicide. Somehow I managed to exit that spaceship and went to bed.
I felt it like the astronaut stepping first time on moon's surface. Someone knocked the door to apartment. My thoughts were like:"WTF?! What's happening?! I can't control it! Is it hallucination? ". Anything real seemed unreal.
I love this video for a lot of reasons, especially how it captures your thoughts when your trip goes bad. My first trip I thought "truly living" was just an illusion, and that if I ever died at some point time would pass and the universe wouldn't change dramatically - and that I'm just living instead of making a definition of myself. Long story short - it's easy to let these thoughts in because you're more creative and imaginative when you're on this slug poison.
It's these experiences that can teach you more about yourself than the warm and fuzzy giggly trips. This type experience is where these compounds truly do their best work....
Last week I had the most difficult trip of my life. I don't do this shit for fun. I use them to aid in procedure some very traumatic memories... Psychedelics for PTSD are AMAZING, but when you are in the middle of these trips and you are already mentally shaken, it can be totally devastating. Last Saturday on 100mg of DMT I spent what I can only assume was 10,000 years reliving bloody, traumatizing, and soul shattering memories. I spent thousands of years being shown the things that I spent almost 30 years repressing OVER AND OVER AND OVER. I had no idea who I was. "I" didn't exist... I was just a ball of energy watch someone that I knew I knew, and loved, being tortured. Then, for absolutely no reason another "being" materialized next to me. I felt like it was a she. She was the most beautiful thing you could imagine. And all she did was touch my arm and say "You know, it's not your fault. See you soon. " And suddenly I was flying through space through a tunnel of lights and then BANG! I slammed back into my body. Looked over at my phone, and was gone for exactly six minutes. I haven't felt better in my entire life.
Is it ok if I have these kind of thoughts all the time even though I’ve never taken psychedelics?
Haha, of course :)
It just means you’re a deep thinker. I’m the same way. Most people don’t know what it’s like to constantly question their reality. It’s up to you to decide whether or not that’s a good thing.
You also get stuff not completely unlike this with temporal lobe seizures. Familiar things looking strange, strong emotions suddenly coming over you, feelings of your surroundings not being quite real, feelings like parts of your body are distorted.
Holy shit you guys are on a TH-cam video about being high on mushrooms you're not a deep thinker
Hello ImFregg you’re a fat little egg
Hey that rhymed
Congrats on a million views, this is one of my all time favorite TH-cam videos
Thank you so much, it means a lot to me!
Same this is an incredible video
0:00 Intro
0:26 Effects of psilocybin mushrooms
0:58 Onset
2:27 Peak / Depersonalization
3:07 Self-reflection
4:50 Time distortion
5:10 Dream or Reality?
6:02 Nirvana, God, Ego-Death
I had the worst experience on shrooms that anyone could ever imagine my first time
but I really dont feel like explaining too much because its quite personal but basically
I went through ego death. lets just say I got beat up by a lot of people because I went
insane and thought I was dying inside of someone's house I barley knew and about 20+ people
saw it all go down in person and now I basically have no friends because everyone thinks Im a psychopath.
This whole video (to me) is pretty much scary accurate..the beginning part for sure..the room suddenly taking on an entire solid shade of color (red..green..blue, whatever color you seem to really take notice of first, the whole room takes on that color hue to it along with everything in it)..the "woh..hoh hoh...okay..just relax" is spot on the money. I've never had strong open eye visuals in terms of the geometric stuff, even with whopping doses (8-9 grams, I like to torture myself and really take from the experience..so this is pretty typical for me, it usually isn't fun at all until it's over..but the positive effects can linger for weeks afterwards). Closed eye? Oh yeah, straight down the rabbit hole..becomes very hard to physically move at that time too. When I try to write as in this clip - it never makes any sense whatsoever later on.
The *GASP*...who's writing this? Oh man...every time...every. single. time.
Very, very well done. By far the most accurate (for me) on youtube. I will say for anyone reading this, despite most of my experiences being very dark and terrifying - they have helped my depression, anxiety..and just overall wellbeing in ways I thought completely impossible after 31 years of life. I don't even mind being haunted by some of these experiences, they've all been more than worth their weight in pure gold.
this is actually so accurate. Im still recovering from a bad trip from 3 days ago. I ate half of the chocolate bar
Best place to do it is the beach I ate the same thing half a bar and I seen my chakras when I would blink and holy shit that night I swear on everything i meditated before I went to sleep and I remember being inside my mind and everything was blue prints I seen nothing but blue print construction paper and then I started putting this machine together and it turned on and to my best guess is that I put together something that had to do with free energy or a motor that ran on water but when i finished I woke up right away and woke up my girlfriend like oh shit babe!! Guess what!!!! 😂 but yes the best places are to be in nature woods forest beaches and I hope you get better fam peace n 💕
I dont think i had a bad trip. But my body kept violently convulsing. I told myself "it will all end just ride it out"
Thats my go to. It will be over soon. Learn from this.
I feel like if u have to react and tell yourself to be calm it makes it worse I usually just accept the drug
Yes 100%. You have to let go... Trying to hold onto normality makes it 100x worse
I’ve had bad trips with weed. That’s why I stopped smoking. It seems like every time I smoked, a bad trip happened.
So bad that it felt like I lost my regular mind. It was like there was a spiritual jail and the permission for me to think for myself was in that jail. Almost like I was being controlled (my thoughts). What made it worse was that I felt that people around me knew I was acting weird so I was aware of my surroundings and my mission was to not allow people to notice I was in that state. The only thing that kept me “alive” was the fact that no one approached me and asked if I was okay. I feel like if someone would’ve approached me, then, that meant that something was wrong with me & I was ready to be sent to a crazy house.
If you have anxiety issues, shrooms are not for you. Me and a friend were shrooming and he had a bad trip that freaked me out. I later found out he had anxiety problems. Felt so bad for him
2:20 "am I here?" THIS IS DEADASS SOMETHING SOMEONE ON SHROOMS WILL SAY
i remember i was listening to home - renocance slowed 800% and i started hearing myself tell me "everything's gonna be ok" "you're coming with me your ok" over and over and i started completely balling my eyes out of joy and peace for like 10 minutes. One of the most beautiful moments of my life
Maybe it’s because I’ve never eaten more than 1-3 shrooms (essentially miscrodosing), but I haven’t experienced anything other than elevated happiness and absolute love of the universe. I definitely haven’t had enough to experience visuals, but maybe that just means I’ve only used it in moderation.
My first trip I ate 7 grams of dried mushrooms and it was a bad trip. It started with me thinking 'these taste like peanuts'. When I finished the bag my friend said to my other friend 'holy shit he ate the whole bag!' They kicked me out when I first started showing signs of a bad trip and didn't want to deal with it. When 7 g kicks in driving isn't fun. When I got home there were 2 imaginary cop cars in my driveway and one in the street with a cop in it. The imaginary cop looked right at me. So I drove past and went back to my friend's house but there were imaginary cops there too. Long night.
Gary W-l-o-t they sound like shit friends
@@alecgarcia963 :: yeah wtf my friends have put up with drunk me, baked me, and goomed me and ive put up with all nonsober versions of them too. thats highkey fake
Garbage friends and you're a bit of a garbage person for letting yourself get on the road in that state.
Isaiah Phillip my boy was seeing fake opps, he probably wasn’t thinking 😂 or thinking too much...
@@maxisplaying214 If you want to start microdosing hit up slimetripz on Instagram he sells a lot of products at cheap rate…..
I only recently have discovered shrooms and can say without a shadow of doubt the best thing that’s ever happened to me. For the first time in 10 years of suffering with mental health problems have I had a stress free week. My hair was thinning really bad from stress and now it’s thicker. It has broken my addiction to cocaine to the point that I am disgusted by the saying the word cocaine. This week I have had no symptoms whatsoever of mental health. I have scars on my forearms from self harming to give you a idea about how bad my depression and anxiety was. TO ANYONE READING THIS WITH MENTAL HEALTH ISSUES AND CONSIDERING TRYING SHROOMS DO IT! It is the most beautiful and natural experience I have ever had. You can literally feel yourself healing while on a trip. God bless
The visuals are nothing like shrooms from what I’ve experienced
Harrison Lenk what’re they like
Mateo D same here, I was doing it with friends and I experienced many repeating thoughts and my body felt like I was not able to move at some points and I had the urge to throw up but I never quite had a visual trip i was to overwhelmed with the feeling in my body
Logan Ross lol u didn’t take enough
Logan Ross you are not ready yet, work with yourself, with your life and respect magic mushrooms
Have you ever done a heroic dose? This seems pretty similar to heroic.
When I had an ego death it was like a bass drum being pounded in my head and my whole vision thoughts and body were feeling this bass drum just pound. I kept myself sane only by the fact I knew i was on mushrooms
What’s EGO death? I’ve done shrooms but What. I think it means is you feel like your going to die but you don’t ?
@@mercsklios3531 apparenrly when you have Ego Death you change as a person in a good way. More humble and things like that. It can only happen with 5gm or more.
I’ve eaten a lot of shrooms, and I’ve never had visual effects to that extent. I would always eat a little extra too. Everything waves, and looks like it’s breathing. And colors seem more defined. But I’ve never witnessed it shaking violently or spiraling into some kind of tunnel. The repetitive thought loops and impending doom feeling is extremely accurate to what I experienced every time I’ve ever eaten shrooms. Every time I’ve tripped, half of my trip is extremely awkward, and the other half is spent trapped inside of my head, feeling like I’m about to die. And for some reason whenever I eat shrooms, I end up tripping a lot longer than what most people do. When I eat shrooms, it will last about 11 hours. A lot of people I know have said that it only lasts them about seven hours or so. Not really sure why that happens to me. Or rather used to happen to me… I haven’t eaten shrooms in 15 years.
Pause the video on 0:47 and listen to "Joran van Pol - Faded" at the same time in a different tab. The yt video on about 30% volume and the song at full. It just fits too well.
bad trips are not bad. the ego fights for its survival. when the ego dies, the mind no longer speaks, thinks and classifies - then comes peace, calm, stillness - nirvana. it can be an intense learning experience and healing.
Indeed same shit happened to me after too much acid
The thoughts are 100% accurate. I didn't get visuals that bad though.
+Clay Hinkle Yes I believe so too! The visuals were a bit much though lol
Basically a bad trip is like an insomnia episode for me. Constant bad thoughts, anxiety, existential crises, and hallucinations.
Almost died yesterday, felt like it anyway. I had to keep reminding my self who I am and that I am a human being, I was so close to being one with the universe but I didnt want to go - thoughts of love kept me alive I feel, love for my child, love for earth, love for the opportunity of life that God has given us. I started repeating "Please God" asking him for another chance and then I kind of felt like I was telling myself that I needed to please God. Then I felt I needed to go to the sea, so I went and thats when those "bad" vibes ended. I am glad it happened, as bad as it felt, I got lessons out of it - which is mainly why I do them.
I'm way too anxious to try shit like this. This is why I stick to pot 😂
Micro dosing can help with your anxiety
same i really wanna try it but i feel like i might have a anxiety attack mid trip 😭
Said Espinosa how so?
@@zaylee6915 idk exactly how but if you take small amounts of either shrooms or lsd it puts you in a higher conscious state of mind. You dont trip but you are more focused and more alert and everything just seems so beautiful. It opens up your mind and makes you look at the world in a whole new positive way
@Alpha Dog dont be a pussy just try it and open your mind
the crazy thing is this shit accurate as fuck because you start having thoughts and don't know where there coming from
Yesterday I tried shrooms for the first time and I completely lost my sense of time and could hardly think or speak. I was worried for a bit of the trip that I'll never sober up from it
Yo
That last part hit heavy
"Why does it matter of its real"
3:57 when you use the teleporter on Der Riese
Gotta upgrade the waffe, nigga!
Falling asleep to your thoughts as you calm down from the Rush is probably one of the most pleasant feelings ever. Knowing everything will be OK which gives you this comfort to examine every aspect of your life as you lay, like counting sheep...
Also, great job on the visuals. To those who've never experienced it, this video is close but let me put it to you like this. This video is like playing a video game on a TV. The actual experience is like playing the video game in VR. So immersive...