The subtle detail of him changing his hand position between activities is something else. All the activities seem like one continuous action, and as they start to lose all meaning, they all blur into one thing: A slow, continuous march through time
This is why I always think it's important to appreciate the small things. Once you notice the small details happening around you, life doesn't feel so monotonous anymore.
Appreciate the small things... No literally. Appreciate the bugs, the flowers, the grass, weeds, etc. Ant colonies, working together to build a mound. Bumblebees burrowing into the side of dirt clods. Moths resting on a tree. They all have their own little worlds they live in. And we have the power to observe and think about them I think I should take a walk to appreciate the literal small things
This is one of my favorite videos ever. I feel like it captures how different parts of your day bleed into each other mentally despite whatever you're doing physically.
I love how u can take this to different perspective. I see this and it made me realize how I’m always feeling like time runs out like I always feel that I don’t have much time to get through the day the way I want. The clock is always ticking and I always feel like I’m missing something that I didn’t do things I should have done and it’s too late because the clock never stops
I love how this entire channel and community is just dedicated to creating subtle yet absolutely true feelings, scenarios, etc through odd-looking short animations. The point of these is not to enjoy watching them, but to dig into the deeper meaning and find out what Andy is truly trying to tell us and that is what is most enjoyable about these.
As someone whos losing interest in what they loved + no friends irl due to bad social anxiety. This is what everyday feels like for me now. I miss when days were special and held meaning to them. Now time flies by so fast
I have felt the same, I can't say I have consistently felt that way, some days I feel better, but to be honest most days are like that, and it makes me feel very pessimistic I really can't think of anything that would make you feel better, but at least now you know I feel that way too.
@@magnevagen889 Try to talk to people, but look for good people, with whom you connect, don't force yourself to be with people you don't like. Due to not feeling connected at first due to depressing feelings, I decided not to talk to anyone at my school, and now that I'm going out, knowing that I went through all that loneliness and people that I do appreciate have forgotten me or don't even know me makes me feel devastated.
I have a pretty big friend group, and I'm apart of it, but sometimes I just feel left out and that I'm just following them around, everyday.. Is there any way to cope with social anxiety? I've always wanted to make friends but it's hard for me, but easy for my friends.
@@spiderslvtIdk of your situation exactly, but what at one point what clicked for me is that you need to be genuinely interested in learning about the other person (not that I wasn't before, but personally I didn't realise I was struggling to show that I was genuinely interested as I'm more used to poker-facing as a way of protecting myself from vulnerability). Try actually getting closer to someone- just one or two in your friend group; find something you have in common or ask more about sth you know they're interested in. But ofc, don't be fake and get bored while listening. Be yourself too, because pretending to be hyper/etc will wear you out eventually and you'll lose their trust. Be patient about it too. Stop comparing yourself to your friends, they have their abilities and you have yours. Also wouldn't hurt to ask them how they make friends and if they think you should improve yourself somehow (maybe you come off as unfriendly at first, so you could smile more or sth), and if they could help you.
The immense amount of energy to simply exist is so much. Found this video on a low energy day for myself and honestly it resonates with me. Sometimes all I can do is just focus on simply being alive, watching as the hours go by. Frustrated that I'm unable to do any of the things that I want or need to do. Yet time continues to pass and there's nothing that can be done. It's okay. There's always tomorrow. Today may have gone by, taken away by tiredness and inaction. But tomorrow may bring new energy after a day of just rest. Thank you, Andyland. I know this was not the intended message. But this video reminded me of that hope, and has given me the smallest bit of energy that simply existing won't be so painful anymore
don't say "tomorrow I might be able to do something. maybe", instead, try to think about making small changes right this instant, and start building up momentum so that when tomorrow comes, you'll be able to make that change you want to make, or at the very least, continue making small changes and building up momentum, until you find that you're ready to make that one change you want. And when you've made that change you wanted, don't lose your momentum! Make change routine, so that when another low energy moment tries to bring you down, you're able to dig yourself out of it that much easier.
@@fernando47180 I think you might have missed the point of my comment. I was feeling an intense wave of burnout and tiredness due to going full tilt for two weeks straight. During the moment that I wrote that, I genuinely was so tired that even existing in a space doing something mindless was almost physically painful. I was frustrated and angry at not being able to do even simple tasks, which made me even more tired. This video simply reminded me that it's okay to just take a day to purely exist in a space, and that was what pulled me out of that. It was a 5% energy day and I was trying too hard to pretend that it wasn't. And honestly I was right. The next day, while still tiresome, was better. And then the next and the next. But if I kept the mindset of "always be productive" that I was stuck in, my energy recovery would not have come as quickly. I would have simply continued to spiral, instead of working on recovering energy to give to the next day
@@fernando47180 Yeah you missed the point entirely lol. It’s not about motivation it’s about burnout and rest. Having ASD gives you a lot of days like this.
At first I saw this video and felt empty, but I kept watching it over and over. I felt numb but oddly enough I remembered a person made this and I realized I’m not alone. Thank you for always expressing yourself, you’ve helped so many to feel less alone.
@@Davian2073 about how the government couldn’t care less about the depressed people who are begging for their help and also the fact that the government controls the main stream news. The laughing emoji was my stupid little brother, which makes me so angry that he and probably lots of other people are so ignorant
This is one of my favorite videos Andy has made, it can mean many things based off of someones experiences connecting all of us, and to me it’s just how you repeat thing after thing, action after action every single day. This constant grind to no solution, you end up lose track of time and at the end of the day you rest. Then your dreams feel more real and happy than the reality you wake up to, and then reality feels more like a dream than reality. And then you question what is time, and you just simply get lost in it and everything seems to be pointless and make sense at the same time. Just lots of time in a loop. But at least I don’t seem alone in this never ending loop of time.
you do the same things every day... every single day of the week. every week of the month. every month of the year, it's the same thing. only for it to repeat the next day. your tasks bleed into each other. you could be getting groceries right now. but you just got them last week. and that's all there is. and endless loop. the little things in life seem pointless. because that's what they are. little. you dont seem to be as happy as you used to a few years ago. life is monotone. ...and yet, again. and again. _and again..._
You perfectly captured that hollow, disconnected, dissociated feeling. When the time starts to blend together, hours feel like months. The monotony slowly consumes you, eating away at your bones, at your very soul. And you start wondering why are you still here. Wondering if you've become too numb to end it all. Amazing work, thank you for sharing with us.
Man, some people don't understand how much this means to others struggling out there with life. Just like how no one knows how painful it is to sleep while it's raining in your bed, because that has been my problem for so long now that I can't even seem to get my life together. And I know you people also don't know the struggle of driving a car in a swimming pool. Time is the only resource you always spend but can never save up, so be grateful for every second you spend not having those problems, may you use your time wisely.
Yes it is... life is not as good as it was, time passed, you and me cant do nothing about it just, sit here and wait until everyone and everything dies in front of your eyes...
this video really hits a specific vibe ngl. as someone who lives a life with doing the same shit/rituals everyday this really does capture what it's like. i also like how the character has a clock head signifying the passage of time (not me having extreme chronophobia.)
This reminds me of the times where I wanted everything to go wrong. Anything to get me out of this crushing cycle and feel again. Fan fucking tastic work
@@TheOneDemondhonestly, if you're a the point of questioning legacy media or the government or whatever, just skip straight to questioning capitalism. It's honestly the root of it all and the main reason we all feel lonely all the time
goddamn, this hits painfully close to home. you really captured that feeling of the days blending into one another, the way the hands shift into the next scene, and eventually it blends so much that those actions aren’t even in the right scenes anymore (driving the car in the pool or doing yoga on the table). the constant rain, the way the time is speeding by, it’s all just so haunting. this is something that’s so hard to accurately portray but you’ve done it so perfectly and beautifully. i hope you’re doing okay
They warned us, we didn’t listen, we always knew, and now that we are here we are unprepared, where do we go? Can we even do anything? Do we have the money? What’s the difference between a mortgage and a lease? Or a friend and a snake? What should I do if I can’t eat? What if I’m alone and I get to sick to walk? I just feel like sometimes all I can do are these things, wake up, eat, work, eat, sleep, repeat. What else do I do? Waste money? What money? I feel like I’m wasting time, but what is time? Is my time what I make of it or is time wasted even if I’m enjoying it? Who says so? And if i enjoy drugs does that make it a waste of time too? Where is the line on “time well spent”? How do we know what to do tomorrow when we didn’t know what to do today? Especially if every day is the same then how do we learn to do better the next day?
@@gatertod2018once life hits that point you just gotta say “fuck it we ball” and embrace doing absolutely anything with your time, regardless of whether you think youll regret it later. Because even if you start moving backwards it’ll be better than being stuck in limbo
I've felt this way before. Reduced to a mindless grind, simply going through the motions of life. This is why I have things that are important to me. My job is a med tech at assisted living so I am making a difference. My wife loves and cherishes me so I devote daily tasks to her and I am making a commit to better myself through exercise. Additionally as a Christian, every little moment has a hidden opportunity
I get this video so much. Just waiting… waiting for the day to end, as the clock ticks on, doing the same dull activities I’ve always done. But then I realize… why do I want the day to end so much, when tomorrow will just be exactly the same? It feels like there’s no spark in anything, and nothing to look forward to, yet I still wait for _something_ else to happen. I do everything I’m supposed to, dreaming of that something. But it never happens. Andy, I adore your animations, and this is so calming. The shading is a blessing.
Well make it happen, don't wait . Ask her out, if she says no, forget her and move on to the next. If you say "I'll go to the gym tomorrow," then you'll never go to the gym, so go today Try a new hobby. Switch things up
I’d make some cliché “y’all need a hug” comment but I think really everyone is like this; it’s like how that old adage about loving your job is blatantly false.
@@ii-dh7lq then go and find something exciting, try out some hobbies like worldbuilding or songwriting or art. you never know what you may unknowingly be super passionate about you are the captain of your life, so steer your ship out of the storm of misery and towards the islands of happiness, because no one else will.
Are you sure about that? Are you the person you was 10 years ago? Now you have different thoughts and only a memories of your life. But you think different, not like you thought 10 years ago. You're just a process and memories slowly fading away
Personally I think the saddest part about this is the lack of social interaction. I often feel my life becomes more meaningful when I am around other people. I really hope Andy is ok.
Social interaction can be hard. Being accepted for who you are, being able to express yourself, people actually caring about you. When you don't get that you just want to hide in a hole.
@@AlmightyPolarBear yeah. Feeling like you don't belong also makes the fear of social rejection stronger. Creating that awful loop of social isolation. Being in that situation honestly just sucks
When the events mix together, the slow and gradual process of it all. The monotone music, the constant rain. Some days feel like seconds, others like years. Your mind and artwork are a wonder, Andy.
I love how u can take this to different perspective. I see this and it made me realize how I’m always feeling like time runs out like I always feel that I don’t have much time to get through the day the way I want. The clock is always ticking and I always feel like I’m missing something that I didn’t do things I should have done and it’s too late because the clock never stops
But ye ye it's good, just 2 more weeks now. I just hope I can get started very soon after the first meeting. Thanks for the supportive replies you 2 :D
Emotional, evocative, poignant, powerful, beautiful. Truly a work of art. It feels general enough to be a common experience and yet genuine enough to relate to each viewer individually. This made my night.
I’m really grateful for stumbling across this page. I’m definitely subscribing man. This video really captured what I’ve been feeling recently and reminded me of what I could possibly do to feel better, so thanks man.
this made me feel something, i just finished high school. i wrote my last exam an hour ago and now i’m just sitting here. it’s such a weird feeling, everything you’ve been doing and working towards for the last 13 years is just… done. i might be thinking too hard about this, or misinterpreting it entirely, but it reminds me of how i’ve been feeling lately, tired, stressed, anxious, but now i’m done, and more doors are about to open
Man, I'm a sophomore, and I know this day will come. I don't want it to end, but it's just so miserable. I don't know what to feel about it. I know I should make the most of it, but how can I?
@@RJaneArts you dont worry about it, someday your experiences will simply become memories, if theyre frowned upon or fondly thought of is what matters. But beware that the former cannot be avoided still. Pleasure and Pain are both so deeply intertwined that both of them truly are inevitable.
I loved how you showed the emotions here. Lately, i am having anxiety more than usual and i am feeling sad. I have social anxiety so i don't have any friends irl. Thanks for sharing this video. It made me feel like i am not alone.
In every single museum there should be a tablet that shows Andyland's videos cuz they're just that good! His art can connect to people better than paintings.
A lot of things easily connect to people better than paintings. Paintings are a literal static image and if anything shows a exact singular frame of something, anything, it's very difficult to bring emotions from something like that it's why mastercraft art is still remebered and none are made today. It's easier to create that feeling in someone through videos or animation mediums.
Fuck this one hurts. Each day ticking by the same as the last. Each day the same schedule, same times. Then back to bed to do it again. Work, errands, rest.
That isn't the whole picture here, look at the rain, every time you see the same thing repeat you see the rain go through his house. This is to tell that you should be greatful for everything you have, but shelter the most
I love how no matter what it always rains somehow. Even in the bathroom where there’s no visible windows, the shower is on to fill in for the rain. I suppose it represents that endless feeling of boredom and sadness that you get from living in such a repetitive cycle
If it's a cry for help, we're all here for you. You've built a community of people that have all been touched by your art. Don't be discouraged to express yourself, and don't be afraid to think of all of us as rooting for you ❤
Dude, this really hit me hard. Feels like one of those very very rare times you stumble across something you were meant to. Work 12-14 hours Mon-Thurs with mandatory overtime on sat. And this art really just gave me a wake up call.
I love how the rain also changes perspective based on which direction the character is facing. Is a subtle detail but adds a lot of depth to the animation overall
Do you think that was attempted suicide? It seems like he was depressed and everything was blurring together, so without support or anything to do in life, he just decided to try and end it all, only to fail and restart the process.
i felt something like this on summer holidays, but mainly, at least something happens from time to time i feel like i might be slowly descending into adult life…
This is how I feel, when I say im just doing things because I have too and it all feels slogged into one big mosh of mundane and im sad too ahahaa... anyways I absolutely love this video very well made♡
I relate to this heavily. Especially now, during the summer. Every single day is the exact same. I wake up, then just stay in bed all day, looking for something, *anything* to distract me, stay up till 3 am, im exhausted, but i cant fall asleep. Then i wake up and do it all over again tomorrow. And i try to make every day different, but it really never is. Everything just fades into a blur eventually, time just feels meaningless. I'm just laying here, too exhausted to do anything. This same cycle is so absolutely mind numbing none of this feels real anymore, to be honest. Time is dragging by so undescribably slowly, I honestly don't know how to describe other then I physically feel like I don't exist. It's not like I'm not real, it feels like I don't even exist. EDIT:: to the people telling me to get a job, im too tired to even do any of my hobbies or go outside. There's no way in hell I could work. And also, i have autism so i get overstimulated very easily, which makes it very hard to work as well.
Why dont u try writing about it? Not just about this but in general? Or u could try to communicate this feelings to someone, search for something, like go ahead and search, stop just wasting time watching yt shorts u clearly dont enjoy it, if u read this comment just turn ur screen off and go. Or dont but here's my 2 cents
But you do exist, maybe you have friends and family you can spend time with. If life is as boring as you think it is then maybe try to put an effort in making it interesting. If you don't try then you shouldn't expect anything different. We have so little time here on earth so try to make the best of it won't you.
I’ve been doing this too. The exact same thing. The endless cycle that drags on more and more each day to the point that everything feels surreal and that your phone is the only thing that can distract you. But, there is a way to change the cycle, and I’ve been doing my best to try this too. Get up and do something. Whether it be drawing, walking, even as simple as looking at the sky, you slowly start to break back into reality and feel real again. I’ll pray for you in this hard time and I hope you do better each day, even if it’s as little as getting up and getting a snack or going to bed at 2:30. Progress is still progress, just aim to achieve it. This is going to be hard, I guarantee it, but you will start to see a change. God bless you dude, you can do it 🤗💕
Why is it whenever I am recommended this channel after not seeing it for months, it’s always this video? Is it a reminder that time goes on and brings change, or is it that nothing stays the same? What ever the reason it always brings me to reflect upon myself and what has changed about me the last time I seen this channel. This time I have finally gotten a job, got my intermediate driver’s license, and I’m making my way into adulthood. As wonderful these things are, I feel a sense of wanting to go back, if wanting to not have to bear the burdens that these changes bring, however time will stop for no one so I won’t stop for time.
"Routine: The same thing everyday, almost like clockwork, the rhythm and timing of life all falling into place as if this was how it was meant to be, a blur of repitition. And yet... I hate it, is this how life is supposed to be?"
I dont know why but the few seconds of the clock standing in the road as you can see car lights get closer just i dunno it gives me a emotion but i don't know what emotion it just Hits
I really like this, it shows how life being monotonous can really drain the soul of a person, because life loses it's meaning, If it ever had one to begin with
Daring to differ from the pulls of our patterns can be difficult, I know. Takes some level of awareness, appliable skill, discipline, and drive to commit to the change we yearn to make, be it small or big, and even then falling back down is all too easy. I've fallen far from high skies and its unsteady cloud platforming many times and likely will continue, and it truly sucks feeling stuck in my ways having tasted somewhat better standards, and yet I still aspire to push myself and rise again. I'm not giving up easy on this, but I'm giving me more than a minute here I'm still in a drawn out daze from last fall . . .
Wow... Sometimes your videos are just funny but sometimes they are kind of deep and kind of depressing. Thats a good content creation. Keep it up King 👑
The hand movement before going into each new activity, the way the clock hand ends at the same spot it starts at, the depiction of water in some form in every scene, the way the color changing adds to the story being told, every detail is just incredibly well done 🙌
As someone with schizophrenia, this resonates with me deeply. That's how my world looks, I spend my time scrolling though youtube seeing everyone else's world, and finally a video that shows me my own. I spend most of my days living in an empty void, slowly waiting for each minute to pass. This video makes me feel so comfortable, like I'm less alone... It makes me feel like a real person again, realizing I'm not alone and others have seen what I've seen. Thank you for creating such great works of animation, I truly appreciate it.
"In a way... Life seems so... Blank, So numb and worthless, no matter how you do it, memories slowly blur together, as Life becomes more meaningless to the soul, the mind becomes an endless night of false memory, and it seems pointless..." "But... That doesn't mean you can change your life to be something you enjoy, take the small wins where you can and your life will blossom, the tree will grow, flowers come, become leaves, start dying, and fall off, but throughout the cycle, you are able to see that not everything is set in monotonous stone, you are in control, and you can find a way to love how you live..." "Remember, no matter how it seems, there can be a brighter future... YOUR future..."
Dang, this really made my head hurt. I know its the internet, but dang this kept me watching over and over. The monotony is real with this one, ever to the point where its just a waiting game for life to end. Even if you have so much time, it can feel like nothing at all, but so much waiting if you're bored. Life gets much faster when you're having fun...something that some people can't experience easily or at all. I am dealing with a headache at 3:00am in the morning just letting this play in the background while staring at my ceiling. I love this.
This is absolutely stunning and I love the feel that comes with it, nothing was said here but the video speaks for itself and it feels surreally real. Thank you for this
This really reminds me of the summers I had in high school where as soon as I didn’t HAVE to go anywhere my ADHD/depression pulled me into sleeping for 10-15-20 hours at a time and only getting up so I could watch another Jacksepticeye video. One summer it got so bad and I became so isolated from my family that I actually began thinking and speaking with an Irish accent simply because his was the only voice I would hear for hours on end without seeing anyone else. It’s been a few years and I am doing a LOT better now thank god but I still have a lot of sleep and energy/fatigue issues where I can still just sleep literally the whole day away despite trying really hard to get up. I am really happy knowing that I can have days and weeks like this where it’s a blur and monotonous and I don’t end up getting anything done, but through good meds and a fuck ton of therapy I’m able to not let that be the catalyst for a huge mental spiral. Would I like to be working on passion projects? Yes!! Absolutely!! But I’m able to give myself that time because I know that if I can’t do it then, I just can’t do it then. It sucks to have to work on a much longer timeline for things then other people but I understand that my mind and body are different to other people and forcing myself to GRIND is going to burn me out and I would much rather be happy and slow then fast and miserable and burned out. Take it from a depressed, adhd, anxiety and chronic pain little gremlin, taking care of YOU is the only way to start to make things better. And doing that can sometimes mean putting things on hold. I dropped out of college the first time for goodness sake! But I was able to take a couple years and get my medication balanced and get a lot more therapy and I’m back baby!! I may be slow, and not as good at time management then other people but I’m back!! Slow and steady my dudes!! Also!! I really like how the hands change position for the next object they’re holding it’s really cool!
I Feel like My Life Is Being Wasted And Im Just Wasting My Time because i know that i will die someday and be forgotten by everyone, someday its all going to slip away into the never ending void of death and feel like when i do ill regret it all like, lots of people i care about have already died so im just waiting for death basically. I want to make others lives better but i end up just not saying anything so people can live happily but i end up making myself feel worse in the end.
Honestly tho I'm 19 and have one more year in college and then- i don't know. Living life like this - working 9 to 5, spending hours on the road just to go to bed and wake up tired again. I'm so scared of life like this. I really hope I will be able to find a job that will not have this kind of "traditional" schedule. I hate routine. It kills me
Time marches on like a cruel bastard, constantly inching itself away from our reach as we sit and exist each day. Day after day. Behave like your time always matters, because it always will.
This for me is so relatable as I feel like my whole day is just a never ending loop to yesterday of me doing the same stuff everyday and nothing changing which becomes boring but when a sudden change happens I feel different or I just don’t like it.
Disturb the comfortable and comfort the disturbed. This is one of the only times In my life I’m happy to say that I’m disturbed. Three months ago I might have been comforted by this video
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The subtle detail of him changing his hand position between activities is something else. All the activities seem like one continuous action, and as they start to lose all meaning, they all blur into one thing: A slow, continuous march through time
yea
it's june
your interpretation is very nice! how you describe it kind of reminds me of my memories, the old ones kind of merge together and i get mixed up
They start to overlap eachother too when he drives his car in the pool and planks on the dinner table.
@@anonymoushitterIts PRIED. MONHT
This is why I always think it's important to appreciate the small things. Once you notice the small details happening around you, life doesn't feel so monotonous anymore.
I agree It is always smart to stay mindful everyday or you will fall into a feeling of repeating the same day over again
Same here rip grandma and grandpa
I disproved this theory
Thanks for that
Appreciate the small things...
No literally. Appreciate the bugs, the flowers, the grass, weeds, etc.
Ant colonies, working together to build a mound. Bumblebees burrowing into the side of dirt clods. Moths resting on a tree. They all have their own little worlds they live in. And we have the power to observe and think about them
I think I should take a walk to appreciate the literal small things
This is one of my favorite videos ever. I feel like it captures how different parts of your day bleed into each other mentally despite whatever you're doing physically.
It feels like im living alone :(
nice furby fake pfp i like it .
God your profile pic brought back some ungodly horror
I love how u can take this to different perspective. I see this and it made me realize how I’m always feeling like time runs out like I always feel that I don’t have much time to get through the day the way I want. The clock is always ticking and I always feel like I’m missing something that I didn’t do things I should have done and it’s too late because the clock never stops
wonderful way to put it, it resonates with me
I love how this entire channel and community is just dedicated to creating subtle yet absolutely true feelings, scenarios, etc through odd-looking short animations. The point of these is not to enjoy watching them, but to dig into the deeper meaning and find out what Andy is truly trying to tell us and that is what is most enjoyable about these.
So true
It's like a really depressed bill wurtz
You have a way of telling a story without speaking that is hard to find. It gives your videos this subtle and approachable feeling.
And any language can understand
It makes us feel like we know what their going through.
Idk what it is about this beat but it makes me feel…strange and summer is here yet I have nothing to do
@@samharrison476never have i been so disappointed by summer. It doesn't feel special anymore
@@ForgeColorsI don't what's he going through
This man needs a hug
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As someone whos losing interest in what they loved + no friends irl due to bad social anxiety. This is what everyday feels like for me now. I miss when days were special and held meaning to them. Now time flies by so fast
I have felt the same, I can't say I have consistently felt that way, some days I feel better, but to be honest most days are like that, and it makes me feel very pessimistic
I really can't think of anything that would make you feel better, but at least now you know I feel that way too.
Same here, feels like everyone else has a place and a group, whilst im just here
@@magnevagen889
Try to talk to people, but look for good people, with whom you connect, don't force yourself to be with people you don't like.
Due to not feeling connected at first due to depressing feelings, I decided not to talk to anyone at my school, and now that I'm going out, knowing that I went through all that loneliness and people that I do appreciate have forgotten me or don't even know me makes me feel devastated.
I have a pretty big friend group, and I'm apart of it, but sometimes I just feel left out and that I'm just following them around, everyday.. Is there any way to cope with social anxiety? I've always wanted to make friends but it's hard for me, but easy for my friends.
@@spiderslvtIdk of your situation exactly, but what at one point what clicked for me is that you need to be genuinely interested in learning about the other person (not that I wasn't before, but personally I didn't realise I was struggling to show that I was genuinely interested as I'm more used to poker-facing as a way of protecting myself from vulnerability). Try actually getting closer to someone- just one or two in your friend group; find something you have in common or ask more about sth you know they're interested in. But ofc, don't be fake and get bored while listening. Be yourself too, because pretending to be hyper/etc will wear you out eventually and you'll lose their trust. Be patient about it too. Stop comparing yourself to your friends, they have their abilities and you have yours. Also wouldn't hurt to ask them how they make friends and if they think you should improve yourself somehow (maybe you come off as unfriendly at first, so you could smile more or sth), and if they could help you.
And yet, despite everything… it’s still you.
This quote is from the same game where you can date a skeleton btw
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@@pacman6744it's 2024 you'd have to be living under a rock to not know undertale 😂
@@b00gabr0sNot everyone has played it before though.
@@pacman6744true 😂
The immense amount of energy to simply exist is so much. Found this video on a low energy day for myself and honestly it resonates with me. Sometimes all I can do is just focus on simply being alive, watching as the hours go by. Frustrated that I'm unable to do any of the things that I want or need to do. Yet time continues to pass and there's nothing that can be done.
It's okay. There's always tomorrow. Today may have gone by, taken away by tiredness and inaction. But tomorrow may bring new energy after a day of just rest. Thank you, Andyland. I know this was not the intended message. But this video reminded me of that hope, and has given me the smallest bit of energy that simply existing won't be so painful anymore
don't say "tomorrow I might be able to do something. maybe", instead, try to think about making small changes right this instant, and start building up momentum so that when tomorrow comes, you'll be able to make that change you want to make, or at the very least, continue making small changes and building up momentum, until you find that you're ready to make that one change you want. And when you've made that change you wanted, don't lose your momentum! Make change routine, so that when another low energy moment tries to bring you down, you're able to dig yourself out of it that much easier.
@@fernando47180 I think you might have missed the point of my comment. I was feeling an intense wave of burnout and tiredness due to going full tilt for two weeks straight. During the moment that I wrote that, I genuinely was so tired that even existing in a space doing something mindless was almost physically painful. I was frustrated and angry at not being able to do even simple tasks, which made me even more tired. This video simply reminded me that it's okay to just take a day to purely exist in a space, and that was what pulled me out of that. It was a 5% energy day and I was trying too hard to pretend that it wasn't.
And honestly I was right. The next day, while still tiresome, was better. And then the next and the next. But if I kept the mindset of "always be productive" that I was stuck in, my energy recovery would not have come as quickly. I would have simply continued to spiral, instead of working on recovering energy to give to the next day
@@fernando47180 Yeah you missed the point entirely lol. It’s not about motivation it’s about burnout and rest. Having ASD gives you a lot of days like this.
@@CrystalRose1111 ah well, can't be right all the time. Thanks for the correction.
@@fernando47180sometimes the thing you have to do is nothing so you have enough energy for the next day :)
At first I saw this video and felt empty, but I kept watching it over and over. I felt numb but oddly enough I remembered a person made this and I realized I’m not alone. Thank you for always expressing yourself, you’ve helped so many to feel less alone.
That's a great way of looking at it! Thanks for that.
😂
@@TheOneDemondwhat was the previous comment before the laughing with tears face?
@@Davian2073 about how the government couldn’t care less about the depressed people who are begging for their help and also the fact that the government controls the main stream news. The laughing emoji was my stupid little brother, which makes me so angry that he and probably lots of other people are so ignorant
@@TheOneDemondbeat his ass up for all of us, please
Life Is Patient...
Don't rush Your Time...
Time Is Priceless...
There's no rush, grow at your own pace
This is one of my favorite videos Andy has made, it can mean many things based off of someones experiences connecting all of us, and to me it’s just how you repeat thing after thing, action after action every single day. This constant grind to no solution, you end up lose track of time and at the end of the day you rest. Then your dreams feel more real and happy than the reality you wake up to, and then reality feels more like a dream than reality. And then you question what is time, and you just simply get lost in it and everything seems to be pointless and make sense at the same time. Just lots of time in a loop. But at least I don’t seem alone in this never ending loop of time.
you do the same things every day... every single day of the week. every week of the month. every month of the year, it's the same thing. only for it to repeat the next day. your tasks bleed into each other. you could be getting groceries right now. but you just got them last week. and that's all there is. and endless loop. the little things in life seem pointless. because that's what they are. little. you dont seem to be as happy as you used to a few years ago. life is monotone. ...and yet, again. and again. _and again..._
You perfectly captured that hollow, disconnected, dissociated feeling. When the time starts to blend together, hours feel like months. The monotony slowly consumes you, eating away at your bones, at your very soul. And you start wondering why are you still here. Wondering if you've become too numb to end it all.
Amazing work, thank you for sharing with us.
I've been summoned?
@@Hollow0_0 shut up little brother
Congrats you've made 1000 likessss
@@Hollow0_0damn
Ay bro chill we don't use those negative feelings
this man either makes the most depressing stuff or the most energetic weird stuff
Bro Fr ☠️
duality of man
Man, some people don't understand how much this means to others struggling out there with life. Just like how no one knows how painful it is to sleep while it's raining in your bed, because that has been my problem for so long now that I can't even seem to get my life together. And I know you people also don't know the struggle of driving a car in a swimming pool.
Time is the only resource you always spend but can never save up, so be grateful for every second you spend not having those problems, may you use your time wisely.
I would love an extended version of this song, very calming yet depressing at the same time.
yes
oh wait th-cam.com/video/WLTBgfsfDas/w-d-xo.html
When the days all start to blend together, its a sort of melancholy, isn't it?
Yes it is... life is not as good as it was, time passed, you and me cant do nothing about it just, sit here and wait until everyone and everything dies in front of your eyes...
@@aguy400 That was poetic and depressing all at the same time, but I do get the same feeling sometimes.
Nothing is different, yet nothing is the same...
@@coreyhahn7943time passes so fast but yet so slow
@@scribbles3721 exactly
They say "a picture is a thousand words." I feel for the story that's being told here. Just know you're not alone my friend.
That feeling when you realize you've been playing minecraft for the last 7 hours and you've completely dissociated from your surroundings and its 3am.
this video really hits a specific vibe ngl. as someone who lives a life with doing the same shit/rituals everyday this really does capture what it's like.
i also like how the character has a clock head signifying the passage of time (not me having extreme chronophobia.)
This reminds me of the times where I wanted everything to go wrong. Anything to get me out of this crushing cycle and feel again. Fan fucking tastic work
this video made me put down my phone. very strong.
Just trying to fill their pockets
@@TheOneDemondhonestly, if you're a the point of questioning legacy media or the government or whatever, just skip straight to questioning capitalism. It's honestly the root of it all and the main reason we all feel lonely all the time
I sometimes used this as an excuse when I fucked up lol.
Oh shit
goddamn, this hits painfully close to home. you really captured that feeling of the days blending into one another, the way the hands shift into the next scene, and eventually it blends so much that those actions aren’t even in the right scenes anymore (driving the car in the pool or doing yoga on the table). the constant rain, the way the time is speeding by, it’s all just so haunting. this is something that’s so hard to accurately portray but you’ve done it so perfectly and beautifully. i hope you’re doing okay
The scenes that make no sense are dreams. They happen during the sleeping hours.
ngl tyis is what my life feels like %90 of the time
They warned us, we didn’t listen, we always knew, and now that we are here we are unprepared, where do we go? Can we even do anything? Do we have the money? What’s the difference between a mortgage and a lease? Or a friend and a snake? What should I do if I can’t eat? What if I’m alone and I get to sick to walk? I just feel like sometimes all I can do are these things, wake up, eat, work, eat, sleep, repeat. What else do I do? Waste money? What money? I feel like I’m wasting time, but what is time? Is my time what I make of it or is time wasted even if I’m enjoying it? Who says so? And if i enjoy drugs does that make it a waste of time too? Where is the line on “time well spent”? How do we know what to do tomorrow when we didn’t know what to do today? Especially if every day is the same then how do we learn to do better the next day?
@@wedmundsnice catch I didn't think of it that way
@@gatertod2018once life hits that point you just gotta say “fuck it we ball” and embrace doing absolutely anything with your time, regardless of whether you think youll regret it later. Because even if you start moving backwards it’ll be better than being stuck in limbo
Feels like how getting too stuck in the routines in life can leave everything feel like its all just meshed together and leave it all meaningless.
I've felt this way before. Reduced to a mindless grind, simply going through the motions of life. This is why I have things that are important to me. My job is a med tech at assisted living so I am making a difference. My wife loves and cherishes me so I devote daily tasks to her and I am making a commit to better myself through exercise. Additionally as a Christian, every little moment has a hidden opportunity
I need a soundtrack of this.
Same
It’s called Madrigale but someone starts singing and the beat gets faster which ruins the nothingness feeling of it
@@Basilisk-147 thanks.
@@Basilisk-147solo madrigale? Ya que solo me aparece esa música de disney
@@Basilisk-147 I still can't find it, probably because I'm stupid...
I get this video so much. Just waiting… waiting for the day to end, as the clock ticks on, doing the same dull activities I’ve always done. But then I realize… why do I want the day to end so much, when tomorrow will just be exactly the same? It feels like there’s no spark in anything, and nothing to look forward to, yet I still wait for _something_ else to happen. I do everything I’m supposed to, dreaming of that something. But it never happens.
Andy, I adore your animations, and this is so calming. The shading is a blessing.
Well make it happen, don't wait
. Ask her out, if she says no, forget her and move on to the next. If you say "I'll go to the gym tomorrow," then you'll never go to the gym, so go today Try a new hobby. Switch things up
I’d make some cliché “y’all need a hug” comment but I think really everyone is like this; it’s like how that old adage about loving your job is blatantly false.
THIS FR I feel like I’m going insane
@@alboymedoy4161nah i have no goals or friends to go out with there’s nothing exciting about my life
@@ii-dh7lq then go and find something exciting, try out some hobbies like worldbuilding or songwriting or art. you never know what you may unknowingly be super passionate about
you are the captain of your life, so steer your ship out of the storm of misery and towards the islands of happiness, because no one else will.
I love how the character dreams of the things he does at the end, and how they blend together in a way
idk why i always come across this video now and again, and it resonates with something deep in my soul…
and yet..
indeed….
I feel you. 😢🤦🏾♂️ I wish it were over
And yet I still go on..
Yeah
Fr
@@AshcraftGaming YO FAVORITE TH-camR YOU WATCH ANDY WORLD TOO
@@leudsonsouza hi and yes I do too
@@AshcraftGaming hello and I am your super big fan the profile is just my dad 20 years ago
" Despite everything, it's still *you.* "
Damn that hits hard..
UNDERTALE REFERENCE HYXBUYDWN JDIE CHUDWBYGCWDBCUYBWECHUBEEYYCD
fun fact: you might've summoned a whole fandom
that quote is from Undertale
Are you sure about that? Are you the person you was 10 years ago? Now you have different thoughts and only a memories of your life. But you think different, not like you thought 10 years ago. You're just a process and memories slowly fading away
it's raining in every shot! and the music syncs with each new hour on the clock, like the ringing of a bell
The clock syncing with the change of scene and music is just perfect
Personally I think the saddest part about this is the lack of social interaction. I often feel my life becomes more meaningful when I am around other people. I really hope Andy is ok.
Social interaction can be hard. Being accepted for who you are, being able to express yourself, people actually caring about you. When you don't get that you just want to hide in a hole.
@@AlmightyPolarBear yeah. Feeling like you don't belong also makes the fear of social rejection stronger. Creating that awful loop of social isolation. Being in that situation honestly just sucks
When the events mix together, the slow and gradual process of it all. The monotone music, the constant rain. Some days feel like seconds, others like years.
Your mind and artwork are a wonder, Andy.
Life is a prison, it is for you to find the key
Mundane misery
comfort cage
i love the feeling this style of art conveys
I love how u can take this to different perspective. I see this and it made me realize how I’m always feeling like time runs out like I always feel that I don’t have much time to get through the day the way I want. The clock is always ticking and I always feel like I’m missing something that I didn’t do things I should have done and it’s too late because the clock never stops
@@shaked2694 that’s actually my exact feeling right now, that’s really insightful
Every couple months i come back to this video and i cant find how to describe how much i adore this video
This digs into your soul and reaches places buried within, it hits so hard.
Man waiting for my first meetup with a therapist for 6 weeks while getting worse, I feel this.
Never GIVE up
@@yourbroskijack YEAH!!!it's never late
@@nephelechong6889 YAAAASS NEVEEERRR EVERRR GIVE UP NO MATTAA WAHHTT
@@yourbroskijack lol u got a lot of energy
But ye ye it's good, just 2 more weeks now.
I just hope I can get started very soon after the first meeting.
Thanks for the supportive replies you 2 :D
This video is one of my favorites. It really shows how different parts of your day mix together mentally, no matter what you're physically doing.
Time is inevitable, don’t let fears and anxieties hold you back from living with connection and purpose.
Emotional, evocative, poignant, powerful, beautiful. Truly a work of art.
It feels general enough to be a common experience and yet genuine enough to relate to each viewer individually. This made my night.
pregnant
@@bacon_lovingbirth
Can someone give this man a hug already
Idk
You can do to help with this one was there a good time for
For me this video always comes up in change in my life. It is as if it knows yet is a sweet comfort to nod you to sleep.
I’m really grateful for stumbling across this page. I’m definitely subscribing man. This video really captured what I’ve been feeling recently and reminded me of what I could possibly do to feel better, so thanks man.
When 10 days pass by but it feels like you were only on your bed for 2 hours. Those moments of realization really take a toll on your psyche.
this made me feel something, i just finished high school. i wrote my last exam an hour ago and now i’m just sitting here. it’s such a weird feeling, everything you’ve been doing and working towards for the last 13 years is just… done. i might be thinking too hard about this, or misinterpreting it entirely, but it reminds me of how i’ve been feeling lately, tired, stressed, anxious, but now i’m done, and more doors are about to open
Damn.
Damn.
Man, I'm a sophomore, and I know this day will come. I don't want it to end, but it's just so miserable. I don't know what to feel about it. I know I should make the most of it, but how can I?
@@RJaneArts you dont worry about it, someday your experiences will simply become memories, if theyre frowned upon or fondly thought of is what matters. But beware that the former cannot be avoided still. Pleasure and Pain are both so deeply intertwined that both of them truly are inevitable.
@@drseggs9725 godam you in poetry? But thanks
I love how this represents dissociation from every activity you do during depression (this is my interpretation)
I loved how you showed the emotions here. Lately, i am having anxiety more than usual and i am feeling sad. I have social anxiety so i don't have any friends irl. Thanks for sharing this video. It made me feel like i am not alone.
In every single museum there should be a tablet that shows Andyland's videos cuz they're just that good! His art can connect to people better than paintings.
that Museum is TH-cam my friend. And the artworks will exist for as long as TH-cam does
A lot of things easily connect to people better than paintings. Paintings are a literal static image and if anything shows a exact singular frame of something, anything, it's very difficult to bring emotions from something like that it's why mastercraft art is still remebered and none are made today. It's easier to create that feeling in someone through videos or animation mediums.
Fuck this one hurts. Each day ticking by the same as the last. Each day the same schedule, same times. Then back to bed to do it again.
Work, errands, rest.
That isn't the whole picture here, look at the rain, every time you see the same thing repeat you see the rain go through his house. This is to tell that you should be greatful for everything you have, but shelter the most
@@theyeetbananagamer5512 Smart
I agree with the first sentence
This
True, you realize how you do it all over again
I only now realised the dream sequence. Very smooth
I love how no matter what it always rains somehow. Even in the bathroom where there’s no visible windows, the shower is on to fill in for the rain. I suppose it represents that endless feeling of boredom and sadness that you get from living in such a repetitive cycle
Fills me with despair, but I can’t help but love it.
say that whole sentence again but instead of “fills” say “fill” and remove the “but” and “with my whole entire heart”
@@user-nm8ho8gy7o “Fill me with despair, I can't help but love it.” 🤧
@@TsukechanKillsJunko Enoshima that you?
@@sakuragihanamichi8527boo booooo tomato tomato 🍅 🍅 🍅 🍅
@@TsukechanKills:0
If it's a cry for help, we're all here for you. You've built a community of people that have all been touched by your art. Don't be discouraged to express yourself, and don't be afraid to think of all of us as rooting for you ❤
Yep we’ll all stand by ANDY’S side
But why?
@@TwistedFireX because he’s just a W
@@TwistedFireXwe love his art
andy does stuff like this, he's fine just watch the birthday series
It doesn’t stop, it never ends. Time will never sleep.
there's beauty in how short our lives are, due to how much we are capable of doing in such time.
Dude, this really hit me hard. Feels like one of those very very rare times you stumble across something you were meant to. Work 12-14 hours Mon-Thurs with mandatory overtime on sat. And this art really just gave me a wake up call.
I love how the rain also changes perspective based on which direction the character is facing. Is a subtle detail but adds a lot of depth to the animation overall
I regularly come to this video to cry, thank you Andy
its funny that andy's video are either a charming brightly colored wonder of animation of a soulcrushing look at the human condition
dude, the small detail of the car lights getting closer to him in that shot of him standing in the road with the grocery bags was amazing
Do you think that was attempted suicide? It seems like he was depressed and everything was blurring together, so without support or anything to do in life, he just decided to try and end it all, only to fail and restart the process.
@@charlesmorey4298 have you ever had a nightmare before
I feel this.. everyday is just the same....nothing ever changed..
Real
For years and years man I feel ya
i felt something like this on summer holidays, but mainly, at least something happens from time to time
i feel like i might be slowly descending into adult life…
This style of animation brings me to life I LOVE THIS
This is how I feel, when I say im just doing things because I have too and it all feels slogged into one big mosh of mundane and im sad too ahahaa... anyways I absolutely love this video very well made♡
Just an endless, brutal cycle. Wishing something would change. Dang
I also love how there's rain in every acene, even the shower running.
I relate to this heavily. Especially now, during the summer. Every single day is the exact same. I wake up, then just stay in bed all day, looking for something, *anything* to distract me, stay up till 3 am, im exhausted, but i cant fall asleep. Then i wake up and do it all over again tomorrow. And i try to make every day different, but it really never is. Everything just fades into a blur eventually, time just feels meaningless. I'm just laying here, too exhausted to do anything. This same cycle is so absolutely mind numbing none of this feels real anymore, to be honest. Time is dragging by so undescribably slowly, I honestly don't know how to describe other then I physically feel like I don't exist. It's not like I'm not real, it feels like I don't even exist.
EDIT:: to the people telling me to get a job, im too tired to even do any of my hobbies or go outside. There's no way in hell I could work. And also, i have autism so i get overstimulated very easily, which makes it very hard to work as well.
Why dont u try writing about it? Not just about this but in general? Or u could try to communicate this feelings to someone, search for something, like go ahead and search, stop just wasting time watching yt shorts u clearly dont enjoy it, if u read this comment just turn ur screen off and go. Or dont but here's my 2 cents
But you do exist, maybe you have friends and family you can spend time with. If life is as boring as you think it is then maybe try to put an effort in making it interesting. If you don't try then you shouldn't expect anything different. We have so little time here on earth so try to make the best of it won't you.
Maybe go for a bike ride and listen to some new music :)
@@manssundstrom9573 I was just gonna say calling family and friends helps, but only if you want it to.
I’ve been doing this too. The exact same thing. The endless cycle that drags on more and more each day to the point that everything feels surreal and that your phone is the only thing that can distract you. But, there is a way to change the cycle, and I’ve been doing my best to try this too. Get up and do something. Whether it be drawing, walking, even as simple as looking at the sky, you slowly start to break back into reality and feel real again. I’ll pray for you in this hard time and I hope you do better each day, even if it’s as little as getting up and getting a snack or going to bed at 2:30. Progress is still progress, just aim to achieve it. This is going to be hard, I guarantee it, but you will start to see a change. God bless you dude, you can do it 🤗💕
Life is always the same, no matter how hard you try.
Why is it whenever I am recommended this channel after not seeing it for months, it’s always this video? Is it a reminder that time goes on and brings change, or is it that nothing stays the same? What ever the reason it always brings me to reflect upon myself and what has changed about me the last time I seen this channel.
This time I have finally gotten a job, got my intermediate driver’s license, and I’m making my way into adulthood. As wonderful these things are, I feel a sense of wanting to go back, if wanting to not have to bear the burdens that these changes bring, however time will stop for no one so I won’t stop for time.
"Routine:
The same thing everyday, almost like clockwork, the rhythm and timing of life all falling into place as if this was how it was meant to be, a blur of repitition.
And yet...
I hate it, is this how life is supposed to be?"
Understandable I do have those moments that where I want to break out of it but I feel like I never can
Having a mundane life is one of the few things I am genuinely thankful for.
Nothing wrong with a simple and peaceful life.
I dont know why but the few seconds of the clock standing in the road as you can see car lights get closer just i dunno it gives me a emotion but i don't know what emotion it just
Hits
“It’s all just..
Melding together in the worst way..”
I really like this, it shows how life being monotonous can really drain the soul of a person, because life loses it's meaning, If it ever had one to begin with
Good job capturing that sense of unease
No para de yober
@@Bobicraftfalso llover*
How is a man with a clock for a head so relatable?
“Why does it never change? I’m doing the right things?”
Daring to differ from the pulls of our patterns can be difficult, I know. Takes some level of awareness, appliable skill, discipline, and drive to commit to the change we yearn to make, be it small or big, and even then falling back down is all too easy. I've fallen far from high skies and its unsteady cloud platforming many times and likely will continue, and it truly sucks feeling stuck in my ways having tasted somewhat better standards, and yet I still aspire to push myself and rise again. I'm not giving up easy on this, but I'm giving me more than a minute here I'm still in a drawn out daze from last fall . . .
Wow... Sometimes your videos are just funny but sometimes they are kind of deep and kind of depressing. Thats a good content creation. Keep it up King 👑
this is so realistic, it literally feels like looking at my life in third person.
Mf this ain't Fortnite
@@Ice_doubt i never said it was mf 🚑
Thank you for the song name, not many people provide it.
The hand movement before going into each new activity, the way the clock hand ends at the same spot it starts at, the depiction of water in some form in every scene, the way the color changing adds to the story being told, every detail is just incredibly well done 🙌
For those wondering the title of this sound/song/ambiance wtv you decide to call it its "OST : Dreaming Sarah #08 : Madrigale" By Anthony Septim
Its sounds like minecraft
@@ShwiveI i can see the ressemblance, thank you egg_egg_egg_egg_egg_egg123
THANK YOU
anytime
@@ShwiveIyeah xd
As someone with schizophrenia, this resonates with me deeply. That's how my world looks, I spend my time scrolling though youtube seeing everyone else's world, and finally a video that shows me my own. I spend most of my days living in an empty void, slowly waiting for each minute to pass. This video makes me feel so comfortable, like I'm less alone... It makes me feel like a real person again, realizing I'm not alone and others have seen what I've seen. Thank you for creating such great works of animation, I truly appreciate it.
You aren't alone
Alot of people are probably going going through the same thing as you dude
Stay strong
You can still be the version of you that you wish to be man
Not alone, Dementia patients, Schizophrenics in day to day life, you are not alone.... Remember to not forget who you are, as a person.
Opposite for me this isn't calming me this is making me cry
You are absolutely not alone
"In a way... Life seems so... Blank, So numb and worthless, no matter how you do it, memories slowly blur together, as Life becomes more meaningless to the soul, the mind becomes an endless night of false memory, and it seems pointless..."
"But... That doesn't mean you can change your life to be something you enjoy, take the small wins where you can and your life will blossom, the tree will grow, flowers come, become leaves, start dying, and fall off, but throughout the cycle, you are able to see that not everything is set in monotonous stone, you are in control, and you can find a way to love how you live..."
"Remember, no matter how it seems, there can be a brighter future... YOUR future..."
The type of shorts, we dont deserve but we need
Dang, this really made my head hurt. I know its the internet, but dang this kept me watching over and over. The monotony is real with this one, ever to the point where its just a waiting game for life to end. Even if you have so much time, it can feel like nothing at all, but so much waiting if you're bored. Life gets much faster when you're having fun...something that some people can't experience easily or at all. I am dealing with a headache at 3:00am in the morning just letting this play in the background while staring at my ceiling. I love this.
it makes me sleep peacefully.
Real shit
This is absolutely stunning and I love the feel that comes with it, nothing was said here but the video speaks for itself and it feels surreally real. Thank you for this
be present, don't wait for a tomorrow to start living, instead, try it now.
Keep up the good work Andy you’re making us proud and I can’t for endacopia to come out❤😊❤
This really reminds me of the summers I had in high school where as soon as I didn’t HAVE to go anywhere my ADHD/depression pulled me into sleeping for 10-15-20 hours at a time and only getting up so I could watch another Jacksepticeye video. One summer it got so bad and I became so isolated from my family that I actually began thinking and speaking with an Irish accent simply because his was the only voice I would hear for hours on end without seeing anyone else.
It’s been a few years and I am doing a LOT better now thank god but I still have a lot of sleep and energy/fatigue issues where I can still just sleep literally the whole day away despite trying really hard to get up.
I am really happy knowing that I can have days and weeks like this where it’s a blur and monotonous and I don’t end up getting anything done, but through good meds and a fuck ton of therapy I’m able to not let that be the catalyst for a huge mental spiral.
Would I like to be working on passion projects? Yes!! Absolutely!! But I’m able to give myself that time because I know that if I can’t do it then, I just can’t do it then.
It sucks to have to work on a much longer timeline for things then other people but I understand that my mind and body are different to other people and forcing myself to GRIND is going to burn me out and I would much rather be happy and slow then fast and miserable and burned out.
Take it from a depressed, adhd, anxiety and chronic pain little gremlin, taking care of YOU is the only way to start to make things better. And doing that can sometimes mean putting things on hold. I dropped out of college the first time for goodness sake! But I was able to take a couple years and get my medication balanced and get a lot more therapy and I’m back baby!! I may be slow, and not as good at time management then other people but I’m back!!
Slow and steady my dudes!!
Also!! I really like how the hands change position for the next object they’re holding it’s really cool!
I aint readin all of dat
Chronic pain sucks i feel you
this reminds me of how i learned american before i was learning english in school
I Feel like My Life Is Being Wasted And Im Just Wasting My Time because i know that i will die someday and be forgotten by everyone, someday its all going to slip away into the never ending void of death and feel like when i do ill regret it all like, lots of people i care about have already died so im just waiting for death basically. I want to make others lives better but i end up just not saying anything so people can live happily but i end up making myself feel worse in the end.
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Honestly tho I'm 19 and have one more year in college and then- i don't know. Living life like this - working 9 to 5, spending hours on the road just to go to bed and wake up tired again. I'm so scared of life like this. I really hope I will be able to find a job that will not have this kind of "traditional" schedule. I hate routine. It kills me
same man, i know one thing I dont wanna be like my dad all those years killed his body and for what. there has to be another way
It’s my first time hearing this, I feel like I’m in Paradise.😌
im playing this on my pc right now on repeat there is something so calming about it
i understood nothing and everything
Same
Is the yes
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Im 13 and dont understand anything. The track slams though, I was reading the comments to try and get what was being shown
Time marches on like a cruel bastard, constantly inching itself away from our reach as we sit and exist each day. Day after day. Behave like your time always matters, because it always will.
Incredibly melancholy, yet incredibly beautiful. Thank you for sharing.
Weird how time was still moving while he was planking
Me remembering the friend who hasn’t been on for 9 years:
This for me is so relatable as I feel like my whole day is just a never ending loop to yesterday of me doing the same stuff everyday and nothing changing which becomes boring but when a sudden change happens I feel different or I just don’t like it.
Disturb the comfortable and comfort the disturbed. This is one of the only times In my life I’m happy to say that I’m disturbed. Three months ago I might have been comforted by this video
It feels like your drowning, and yet... every day still keeps happening.