This is gorgeous. I deal with lots of pains and health issues daily, and I've often had people question how I'm still so humorous and upbeat and stuff. It's life, "life is a game", it's challenging me but I'm winning. And I'll keep winning. Even when I want to give up, I never truly will.
This song really makes me feel that someone understands what it's like, to go through every day with chronic pain. It makes me happy, a little bit, to see you understanding. Not just for your wife, whom you dedicate the song to, but also for all the rest of us who have similar issues.
This may have shot up to instantly be one of my favorites from you, it's just so *real*; you are one of the only writers I've seen that can consistently make me genuinely feel the emotions tied to their music.
I’m not sure I want the roads to get slicker. The black ice up here is comfortably bad enough already. Jokes aside, this is absolutely beautiful, obviously. Your voice is gorgeous, and I hope to sound even nearly as good someday 💚
Know this, My children: There is more ugliness than beauty in this world. To live, is to suffer- To drink of calamity and drown in anguish To toil and be tested, always and ever. Tis a perilous path you walk Death lurks in the dark, and is the sole promise that awaits at journey's end. You will tremble with terror, you will weep tears of anger and dispair But do not avert your eyes, see your life for what it is! Then will you see how the hardships have made you strong. Every doubt reforged as scales for your armor. Every agony a temper to your blade.
I still really haven't figured out what to do with some of the grief that I feel for the loss of some of my family and one of my closest friends that keeps catching me y surprise again and again. I see some of those same experiences in the lyrics here. On my own, it's taught me that I'm not invincible and I'm a lot like everyone else in ways that I hadn't expected. Looking at it in a way where it's a natural part of life and just a very human experience to feel this? Honestly, that helps. It can't do everything, but knowing you're not alone when you're feeling hurt goes a long way to remind you that in the end...you can be ok.
Man, I've been listening to your songs for, what, 10 years already? And you still able to amaze me with how your songs touch the very soul. Beautiful ^_^
I love the songs with the shreddies and the feel of grandiose and the feeling of something bigger than i. But, the reason why i followed you werent for those, but the songs like Emerald Eyes, chasing fate, Paradise, or relevantly: This song. Its sweet, its beautiful, its gentle and manages to draw a tear from my eye. I love songs like Second Chances, and Angels in Disguise, but these gentle songs are the true masterpieces, as any song that can draw a tear are automatic masterpieces (in my eyes). Keep in keeping on man, your stuff is truly awe-inspiring. And im grateful to witness this musical journey
Everyone experiences pain whether it's physical or emotional. But its that pain that makes us stronger so that whatever pain might happen again we can overcome it easier and quicker
It's always nice to have a slow song every once in a while. And for a very heartfelt piece for your wife (Cookie Dough?), thanks for sharing with us! Reminds me of As the Thunder Rolls By.
I lived a life full of pain. Who had created it got away or changed, but pain is not. The one who creates pain to me now, it's myself. Pain. Just pain of how i waste my life. Pain of what i don't even live, i just exist. Without dreams, without any hope what i will be something more what just a shadow of my chasing past where i was alone. I can't live just a single f@#$@ day without a thought: "Maybe i shall just end it all? Like i wanted when i was only 10th?" I still don't know what to do. I... Don't want just to end my life, but continue to "live" for nothing? I don't know what is better. Just me and my pain.
@@4everfreebrony Oh my god, thanks for the response! Honestly, despite what I have things to love, they seem to little, to small compared to the picture how I always want to change my life, but for some reason I can't. Maybe I'm afraid of myself, maybe I didn't got enough love and now I can't love things strong enough. I still don't know how I'm even alive, despite all the bullshit I had to go through. Despite how I'm literally CRUSHING my soul to the very core for... no clear reasons. I cannot control my thoughts and even a good day can be ruined just by a memory of my cowardness. A automatic depression, as I can say. The uncontrollable storm what ruins my life, my potential and my happiness. Just.. Thanks for the songs dude. It's one of the few things what TRULY give me hope for something better. Your songs truly are special, because they seem to have so much soul. Soul what I can understand, despite what I am live on the other side of Earth. I don't believe in myself, don't know if I ever will, but... I will keep trying to change myself, even if some my part against it. Just thanks for your songs. My personal favorite - Ambience and it words: "How long I will run from myself". Thanks. For everything.
This resonates pretty hard with me. I've never wanted to commit suicide, but I know what it's like to suffer every day because I can't live up to the picture of myself as I want to be. Or wanted to be, because that's in the past now. Who decides what your 'perfect self' is? Maybe you fall short of being that perfect person, for now, because you're meant to fall short. 'Seek what you seek, but it is not where you seek it.' If the voice inside you that tells you that you're worthless is right, doesn't that mean that that voice, being part of you, is also worthless? You don't know what part you're meant to play in the world, so how do you know you aren't playing it right now? But, I'm not criticizing you for feeling this way. Far from it! You can't control how you feel. So don't expect too much of yourself. Don't worry about achieving your dreams until you're done with facing your fears about your dreams. Fear, shame, self-hatred, frustration- it's not your fault you ended up in this dark place. The world's crazy right now, and many, many people are where you are right now, likely even people you pass in the street. On the topic of killing yourself, do you think those people should die? There's not one person who survived suicidal thoughts- or even attempts- that regrets living on. Nothing can last forever, not even depression, and you'll find your own way out of it if you keep living on and fighting your fears, just as I have. People really are very similar to each other, so look at the people ahead of you and take comfort in the fact that they're still here, and reasonably happy. For me, my relationships with the people who care about me have helped me a lot, but it's possible you don't have anyone to confide in. Of all my relationships, the one that has helped me most is my relationship with God. Maybe you don't believe in Him, or maybe you hate Him, or maybe you just don't know Him. But my advice is, ask Him for help and for strength and just to be there for you. If you look up videos like 'How God Destroyed My Atheism' (and, seriously, do look up that video, it's one of the best I've seen), you can see how He's helped people get out of even darker places than you. And I'm speaking from experience here: He healed my visual disorder, which I had had for the entirety of my life and which months of visual therapy barely helped, in under a minute. So try knocking on that door. My heart goes out to you, and you're in my prayers. I'm sure you can get over this, and I can't wait to see what wonderful things you can do once you have.
@@geov8979 You right, I don't have a people to share with it. Because when I share my pain, suffering, and a A LOT of anger, people's just go away from me. They abandon me and I can't even remember their names, because... Maybe I want to forget about them. I have only ONE friend what I can share everything, the person I trust completely. But I'm afraid of losing him, if I will tell every bit of my pain to him. He is not like a brother to me, just like... A friend, a very good one, the one who HAD A NORMAL F@#$$# family. We played a lot of games, got angry for each other sometimes but now I can do any kind of fun shit and he will just accept it. I'm afraid what I will lose him. And about God? I hadn't believed in Him, isn't believing now. I don't hate Him. I just think The God (if he ever existed) afraid of what it's created. A race full of greed, hate and other sins. He doesn't fear us in the usual term of this word. He just doesn't want to see what a abomination he created, a abomination of destruction, and He left. Left us to exist. If He is here right now, why He allows to world go completely crazy? Why He allowed to this happen? So we learned something? Truth is this... Humanity never learns. Humanity now on it's technological peak, but at what cost? At cost of the planet? Loneliness of millions? And other thing why I don't want to believe in God... It's because I afraid I can go nuts. I'm just to afraid to try to believe in him, because as I know myself, I will be addicted as a devil. I will not be free anymore from this and will become much worse person. I will excuse everything in the name of the God, all the evil and harm what I can deal, I will explain: "I can, because God told me so". I don't want to make my life even worse by express all my pain and eternal HATE for myself, my family, school and my county with God's name on my lips.
It’s been a good second since your last video, it nice to hear your voice again. Thank you for this amazing masterpiece, I really needed it going through a hard time right now. I hope whoever hears this song feels a little better.
Everfree… you ok bro…? I can relate to this song probably a lil too much- and your fans are always here for you if you feel the pain getting the better of you, my friend.
The song is dedicated to his wife. My guess is, his wife has a chronic pain condition, and this song is honouring her struggles, and showing support for them.
Why is the couch look like a toaster with four support beams suspended in the air no more than a little over 0.000001cm above an invisible kiddie pool filled with Hawaiian Punch Berry Blue Typhoon
I thought this was another Ditzy/Time Turner song, and was prepared for it to be sweet. Then, I saw that it was for your wife; and I about teared up at how sweet _that_ was.
Horses, I've heard, do tend to suffer a good bit of pain. Their bodies aren't built to last I'm told. Partly the fault of what humans have done to them across many generations.
Bro married a woman and thought "a biological life form that has cramps bloating bleeding and irritability for a week straight every month won't ever complain about a thing." And now like Taylor Swift gets stuck writing songs about his choice in non platonic partners. This is why I'm lesbian. I'd rather relate to the issues my roommate has instead of wondering why he's so limp every night. Women treat women better ✌️
This is gorgeous. I deal with lots of pains and health issues daily, and I've often had people question how I'm still so humorous and upbeat and stuff. It's life, "life is a game", it's challenging me but I'm winning. And I'll keep winning. Even when I want to give up, I never truly will.
You are an inspiration, keep fighting the good fight
This song really makes me feel that someone understands what it's like, to go through every day with chronic pain. It makes me happy, a little bit, to see you understanding. Not just for your wife, whom you dedicate the song to, but also for all the rest of us who have similar issues.
Beautiful dedication to your wife
Just hearing this song makes me hyped for this upcoming album. Imagine if we get one thousand hello’s on this new album.
I was not prepared to cry over my dinner...
Awe~
My Heart ❤️
I don't want any more pain.
This song is so chilling, that's right Derpy Hooves enjoys listening to this song, keep it up❤
Is this because I’m “a pain in your butt” 😂. Seriously though, love you Garbear ❤ it will always be my favorite song of yours
Cookie in the wild!
His name is garbear?
Pokemon ahh name.
@@frankyboy8513 Probably Gary
This may have shot up to instantly be one of my favorites from you, it's just so *real*; you are one of the only writers I've seen that can consistently make me genuinely feel the emotions tied to their music.
I know finals are next week but new 4everfreebrony deserves a study break
I’m not sure I want the roads to get slicker. The black ice up here is comfortably bad enough already.
Jokes aside, this is absolutely beautiful, obviously. Your voice is gorgeous, and I hope to sound even nearly as good someday 💚
you lucky one. She might be so proud
why is the fandom cutting lots of onions lately?
We always cutting onions, you're just discovering more of their skins
Oh sorry, I'm making a skillet for dinner. Would you like some?
New 4everfreebrony piece!!
Awww
beautiful as always, pls never stop
Nice song!! Happy Friday!!
13 likes lol.😊
Know this, My children:
There is more ugliness than beauty in this world.
To live, is to suffer- To drink of calamity and drown in anguish
To toil and be tested, always and ever.
Tis a perilous path you walk
Death lurks in the dark, and is the sole promise that awaits at journey's end.
You will tremble with terror, you will weep tears of anger and dispair
But do not avert your eyes, see your life for what it is!
Then will you see how the hardships have made you strong.
Every doubt reforged as scales for your armor.
Every agony a temper to your blade.
this song is so sweet and calming. Thank you for sharing this amazing piece
Beautiful
love this, what a beautiful song!
I'm so glad you're still here
I still really haven't figured out what to do with some of the grief that I feel for the loss of some of my family and one of my closest friends that keeps catching me y surprise again and again. I see some of those same experiences in the lyrics here. On my own, it's taught me that I'm not invincible and I'm a lot like everyone else in ways that I hadn't expected. Looking at it in a way where it's a natural part of life and just a very human experience to feel this? Honestly, that helps. It can't do everything, but knowing you're not alone when you're feeling hurt goes a long way to remind you that in the end...you can be ok.
This is beyond the concept of beautiful. This is poetry.
Brought to tears by this one.
That is a beautiful message written into a beautiful song. Got me a bit emotional.
Thank you for this touching song... For all your songs!
We appreciate you and what you do for us!
Incredible, just absolutely incredible
Man, I've been listening to your songs for, what, 10 years already? And you still able to amaze me with how your songs touch the very soul. Beautiful ^_^
This song really touched me, it made me emotional, you just expressed your feelings through the lyrics. Very very beautiful!
Wonderful song! Good job 4everfreebrony, you've delivered another masterpiece.
I love the songs with the shreddies and the feel of grandiose and the feeling of something bigger than i.
But, the reason why i followed you werent for those, but the songs like Emerald Eyes, chasing fate, Paradise, or relevantly: This song.
Its sweet, its beautiful, its gentle and manages to draw a tear from my eye.
I love songs like Second Chances, and Angels in Disguise, but these gentle songs are the true masterpieces, as any song that can draw a tear are automatic masterpieces (in my eyes).
Keep in keeping on man, your stuff is truly awe-inspiring. And im grateful to witness this musical journey
what a beautiful song
Everyone experiences pain whether it's physical or emotional. But its that pain that makes us stronger so that whatever pain might happen again we can overcome it easier and quicker
Another 4everfreebrony banger!!
YES!
that was sweet
Living with chronic pain. Feel a bit more seen. Love
It's always nice to have a slow song every once in a while. And for a very heartfelt piece for your wife (Cookie Dough?), thanks for sharing with us!
Reminds me of As the Thunder Rolls By.
Beautiful as always Goony
There is always such superb beauty behind your art
Got ninjas cuttin onions every time
Five star work on every track with that voice too lol
New album coming, sweeet!
I lived a life full of pain.
Who had created it got away or changed, but pain is not. The one who creates pain to me now, it's myself. Pain. Just pain of how i waste my life. Pain of what i don't even live, i just exist. Without dreams, without any hope what i will be something more what just a shadow of my chasing past where i was alone.
I can't live just a single f@#$@ day without a thought: "Maybe i shall just end it all? Like i wanted when i was only 10th?"
I still don't know what to do. I... Don't want just to end my life, but continue to "live" for nothing?
I don't know what is better. Just me and my pain.
Find a purpose. If there's something you love, that thing is worth living for.
@@4everfreebrony
Oh my god, thanks for the response!
Honestly, despite what I have things to love, they seem to little, to small compared to the picture how I always want to change my life, but for some reason I can't. Maybe I'm afraid of myself, maybe I didn't got enough love and now I can't love things strong enough.
I still don't know how I'm even alive, despite all the bullshit I had to go through. Despite how I'm literally CRUSHING my soul to the very core for... no clear reasons. I cannot control my thoughts and even a good day can be ruined just by a memory of my cowardness. A automatic depression, as I can say. The uncontrollable storm what ruins my life, my potential and my happiness.
Just.. Thanks for the songs dude. It's one of the few things what TRULY give me hope for something better. Your songs truly are special, because they seem to have so much soul. Soul what I can understand, despite what I am live on the other side of Earth.
I don't believe in myself, don't know if I ever will, but... I will keep trying to change myself, even if some my part against it.
Just thanks for your songs. My personal favorite - Ambience and it words: "How long I will run from myself".
Thanks. For everything.
This resonates pretty hard with me. I've never wanted to commit suicide, but I know what it's like to suffer every day because I can't live up to the picture of myself as I want to be. Or wanted to be, because that's in the past now.
Who decides what your 'perfect self' is? Maybe you fall short of being that perfect person, for now, because you're meant to fall short. 'Seek what you seek, but it is not where you seek it.' If the voice inside you that tells you that you're worthless is right, doesn't that mean that that voice, being part of you, is also worthless? You don't know what part you're meant to play in the world, so how do you know you aren't playing it right now?
But, I'm not criticizing you for feeling this way. Far from it! You can't control how you feel. So don't expect too much of yourself. Don't worry about achieving your dreams until you're done with facing your fears about your dreams. Fear, shame, self-hatred, frustration- it's not your fault you ended up in this dark place. The world's crazy right now, and many, many people are where you are right now, likely even people you pass in the street. On the topic of killing yourself, do you think those people should die? There's not one person who survived suicidal thoughts- or even attempts- that regrets living on. Nothing can last forever, not even depression, and you'll find your own way out of it if you keep living on and fighting your fears, just as I have. People really are very similar to each other, so look at the people ahead of you and take comfort in the fact that they're still here, and reasonably happy.
For me, my relationships with the people who care about me have helped me a lot, but it's possible you don't have anyone to confide in. Of all my relationships, the one that has helped me most is my relationship with God. Maybe you don't believe in Him, or maybe you hate Him, or maybe you just don't know Him. But my advice is, ask Him for help and for strength and just to be there for you. If you look up videos like 'How God Destroyed My Atheism' (and, seriously, do look up that video, it's one of the best I've seen), you can see how He's helped people get out of even darker places than you. And I'm speaking from experience here: He healed my visual disorder, which I had had for the entirety of my life and which months of visual therapy barely helped, in under a minute. So try knocking on that door.
My heart goes out to you, and you're in my prayers. I'm sure you can get over this, and I can't wait to see what wonderful things you can do once you have.
@@geov8979
You right, I don't have a people to share with it. Because when I share my pain, suffering, and a A LOT of anger, people's just go away from me. They abandon me and I can't even remember their names, because... Maybe I want to forget about them.
I have only ONE friend what I can share everything, the person I trust completely. But I'm afraid of losing him, if I will tell every bit of my pain to him. He is not like a brother to me, just like... A friend, a very good one, the one who HAD A NORMAL F@#$$# family. We played a lot of games, got angry for each other sometimes but now I can do any kind of fun shit and he will just accept it.
I'm afraid what I will lose him.
And about God? I hadn't believed in Him, isn't believing now. I don't hate Him. I just think The God (if he ever existed) afraid of what it's created. A race full of greed, hate and other sins.
He doesn't fear us in the usual term of this word. He just doesn't want to see what a abomination he created, a abomination of destruction, and He left. Left us to exist. If He is here right now, why He allows to world go completely crazy? Why He allowed to this happen? So we learned something?
Truth is this... Humanity never learns. Humanity now on it's technological peak, but at what cost? At cost of the planet? Loneliness of millions?
And other thing why I don't want to believe in God... It's because I afraid I can go nuts. I'm just to afraid to try to believe in him, because as I know myself, I will be addicted as a devil. I will not be free anymore from this and will become much worse person. I will excuse everything in the name of the God, all the evil and harm what I can deal, I will explain: "I can, because God told me so".
I don't want to make my life even worse by express all my pain and eternal HATE for myself, my family, school and my county with God's name on my lips.
A wonderful melody ♥
Wow. 👏
It’s been a good second since your last video, it nice to hear your voice again. Thank you for this amazing masterpiece, I really needed it going through a hard time right now. I hope whoever hears this song feels a little better.
I posted a video just last week, lol. I post about every two weeks, to be honest.
Don't blame the man, a week is long as it is!
Didn’t mean any disrespect, I was just excited for the new song😅
Everfree… you ok bro…?
I can relate to this song probably a lil too much- and your fans are always here for you if you feel the pain getting the better of you, my friend.
The song is dedicated to his wife. My guess is, his wife has a chronic pain condition, and this song is honouring her struggles, and showing support for them.
@@1Kapuchu100 I mean, be that as it may, the comment still stands-
beautifully put
it's awesome!
This is beautiful ❤️ 🥲
⭐
Why is the couch look like a toaster with four support beams suspended in the air no more than a little over 0.000001cm above an invisible kiddie pool filled with Hawaiian Punch Berry Blue Typhoon
My thoughts exactly.
This is so sweet and somber
Love this song 🥹
I thought this was another Ditzy/Time Turner song, and was prepared for it to be sweet. Then, I saw that it was for your wife; and I about teared up at how sweet _that_ was.
I thought the thumbnail is a toaster with a pony with peanut butter dripping down the side
Horses, I've heard, do tend to suffer a good bit of pain.
Their bodies aren't built to last I'm told.
Partly the fault of what humans have done to them across many generations.
so sad
"Pain" means "Bread" in french.
This thumbnail looked like a toaster to me.
That is all.
I love this song, but I’m not sure what this artwork is. Is it someone in a toaster?
Is it weird that in the thumbnail I thought they were in a toaster
Bro married a woman and thought "a biological life form that has cramps bloating bleeding and irritability for a week straight every month won't ever complain about a thing." And now like Taylor Swift gets stuck writing songs about his choice in non platonic partners. This is why I'm lesbian. I'd rather relate to the issues my roommate has instead of wondering why he's so limp every night.
Women treat women better ✌️
Beautiful
that was sweet