Japanese version Hitotoki konoyo kara kietakatta no Sekai ga makkurade maiban naiteita Isso no koto kiereba raku na no ka na Minna no mitsumeru shisen ga kowakatta Utsukushikatta jidai ga tsurakute Aisarete inai no ga sugoku iyade Mama mo papa mo ne mitsumeteru no ni Kokoro wa urahara ni tōzakatte iku Dōshite dōshite dōshite dōshite, e... Jikan ga kusuri to iu kotoba wa atte ita Hi ga nagarete iku tabi yoku natte itta no Demo shiawase sugiru to mata kowaku naru Te ni shita shiawase o ubawareru ki ga shite Utsukushikatta kioku ga tsurakute Dore dake kurushinde mo kienakatta Tomodachi mo minna mo mitsumeteru noni Hontō no watashi kara tōzakatte iku Sore demo itsu no hika hikari ni sae nareru ki ga shite Subete no itami koetanara kagayakeru ki ga shita no Akirametakunai nemurenai yoru o kasaneta kedo Tachiagaretanara watashi o mitsukete kureru no ka na Ah... Ah... Ah... Ah... donnani donnani nayanda no? Donnani donnani nayanda no? Donnani donnani donnani negatta no?
나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어 온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날 차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까 모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워 아름답게 아름답던 그 시절을 난 아파서 사랑받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서 엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데 내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 시간이 약이라는 말이 내게 정말 맞더라고 하루가 지나면 지날수록 더 나아지더라고 근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또 아파올까 봐 내가 가진 이 행복들을 누군가가 가져갈까 봐 아름다운 아름답던 그 기억이 난 아파서 아픈 만큼 아파해도 사라지지를 않아서 친구들은 사람들은 다 나만 바라보는데 내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가 그래도 난 어쩌면 내가 이 세상에 밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐 어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을 내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐 포기할 수가 없어 하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가 이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면 내가 날 찾아줄까 봐 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까 얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까 얼마나 얼마나 얼마나 바랬을까
When the world was dark and quiet ,I was all by myself All these questions come with anxiety ,I didn't know it held In the past I thought it'd be better if ,I would disappear Nothing in my life, or the future held In front of me was clear Oh all their eyes are turned to me, Wondering what should I be? Should I be loved? Should I be hated? What do they think of me? Both my parents look to me and Asking where I plan to go I hope I don't disappoint them cause Even I myself I dont know What to do What to do What to do What to do Growing pains become part of daily life Ones I used to condemn But all the scars now show themselves to the world I've gotten used to them In my heart, I knew that all this time Time was the only cure For the worries and impossibilities That I had to endure Though it was good, and it was right For me to go through all these trials It hurt my soul, It broke me down but I, ut I refuse to fall And though their eyes are turned to me and I feel my knees start to shake But in my hands is destiny, I'll sing to save what's at stake Perhaps in this dark world I'll be the one to shed light Upon this fragile, weary heart of mine Maybe after the pain I still deserve to hold your hands And say that it will be okay Say you cannot give up cause there's so much to do, So much to be, I know it's still unclear Maybe if we keep going like this Someday we will surely find ourselves in peace Just how much? Just how much? should I endure? Just how much? should I endure? Just how much? Just how much? Just how much? should I endure?
LYRICS BY SERRI At times all I want is to disappear Fade away from this cruel world Was so dark around couldn’t see a thing Started crying every night I’d be better off if I was gone Would I finally be alright? I’m afraid of the way people judge me Can’t take it anymore Those pretty days, the season change It’s only hurting so much more Could not be loved, I wouldn’t let you in Hate myself to the core Mom and dad only look at the better side of me It’s not the same, I just can’t see it that way Scared of growing apart I can’t stay I can’t stay I can’t stay I can’t stay eh They say time can heal any scars and soon I’ll find my way back home Days are passing by and I see myself gaining more and more control But I can’t enjoy any happiness, knowing something might go wrong Thinking someone might take it away, may steal my happiness again Those pretty days, the season change It all reminds me of the pain Got hurt a lot, oh gosh, it hurt so bad And nothing went away My friends and everybody else, they got their eyes fixed right on me Not how I would act but I’ll keep running ‘til I’m no longer in sight But still, maybe I’m meant to be Someone to light up this world Who’s shining bright when it’s dark And when the pain fully disappears I might be strong enough To light up for a little while No, I won’t ever give up Been spending the night counting stars When will it be alright? If I try to get up like this, I keep on fighting Will I find who I am inside? Ah~ Ah~ Ah~ Ah~ And how much How much pain will I put up with How much How much pain will I put up with How much And how much Say how much will be enough
eng lyrics by scarllette I remember then how I used to say, "I wish I could just disappear," It was always dark and I grew afraid, Every night I sleep with tears. I thought maybe it'll be easier if I could fade away, All their eyes on me as I'm locked away, While the pieces of me break. Chorus: How beautiful yet pitiful, I was pretending I'm okay, When deep within, I'm struggling, How can I not be loved the same? Mom and Dad, they didn't know what I was going through those days, I didn't mean to hurt you though, But I keep getting further away. Transition: Feeling blue, Tell me what do I do, What to do? Verse: Give it time to heal and you'll be okay, I guess what they say was right, Days went quickly by while these scars remind of what I've been through and survived. But when I'm happy, that's when I think about, how much longer this would last? Afraid that someone might dig up all my past, And sadly bring it back. Chorus: How beautiful yet pitiful, I was pretending I'm okay, When deep within I'm struggling, How can I just take all the blame? Don't wanna be a burden to the ones I love, I'll keep the pain. But as I breathe, the pain it shows, While I try and hide it all away. Bridge: But maybe I could still be your light, To make you feel, How much hope there is to see in the dark, And after all of my pain, A ray of hope it remains, Keep holding, time will take your pain away. Oh I'm not giving up now, I'm gathering back my broken pieces, Mend my troubled heart. Finally rising slowly, Now I'm standing up firmly, Hoping to find the real me. Ahhhhh Ahhhhh (2x) So much pain, So much pain you had to bear, So much pain, You may think it is unfair, Take my hand, You'll get through this, It's not the end.
To My Youth (indo ver) Lirik by: claudia antonius th-cam.com/video/6RE-xwuSTmQ/w-d-xo.html Kadang ku berharap bisa menghilang saat ini juga Di tengah tengah malam yg gelap, tangisanku terdengar Akankah beban yang kurasa juga ikut menghilang? Tatapan orang-orang seakan buat ku tenggelam Masa masa penuh warna, tak bisa aku rasakan Ku hanya bisa menyakiti diriku yang lemah Orang-orang terdekatku yeah menatap kearahku Namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku Ku takut~ ku ragu~ Ku takut~ ku ragu~ Kiasan 'waktu adalah obat' memang ada benarnya Ku merasa lebih baik, seiringnya waktu berjalan Tapi di saat saat bahagia, ku takut terjatuh Takut kebahagiaan ini hanya tahan sementara Masa masa penuh warna, tak bisa aku rasakan Rasa sakit tanpa sebab hanya bisa terus ku pendam Orang-orang terdekatku yeah menatap kearahku Namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku Apakah kubisa temukan setitik cahaya yang buat hidupku cerah Mungkin saat rasa sakit ini menghilang Ku kan temukan jalan yang benar Ku tetap perjuangkan, takkan menyerah Meski tersirat keraguan Yakin saat ku tak goyah Ku kan temukan diriku yang sebenarnya Aaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaa Aaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaa Sakitnya..sakitnya yang kurasa Betapa menyakitkan rasanya Berapa lamaku harus menahan semua?
Nhiều lần nghe con tim nói đã quá mỏi mệt Nhiều lần mong vụt tan vào sương Còn riêng tôi bao vây giữa bóng đêm mịt mùng Làm nước mắt chẳng ngưng rơi Tự hỏi tôi khi tôi biến tan thật thì tìm thấy nơi tôi bình yên Dù là ai ánh mắt cũng dõi theo nhìn về mình chỉ khiến lo sợ dâng lên Ở chốn tươi đẹp, mọi thứ yên bình mà trái tim này tràn ngập thương đau Chẳng thể đón nhận một chút yêu thương nào làm chính tôi càng hận ghét tôi Những hy vọng của ba mẹ dành hướng đến tôi từng điều tốt nhất Mà ước mong này chẳng giống như bao kỳ vọng khiến tôi và người dần cách xa Phải nói sao? Phải bước sao? Phải đến đâu? Liệu có lâu ... "Thời gian trôi, bao năm qua, vết thương dần lành lại"Thật đúng cho câu chuyện tôi Ngày qua đi nay tôi đã hiểu ra được rằng hạnh phúc đang gần ngay thôi Vậy nhưng ngay trong khi những nỗi vui tràn ngập về sợ hãi nơi tôi nào xa Miền an nhiên mong manh rất lâu tìm được liệu rằng một chốc tan thành hôm qua Ở chốn tươi đẹp, mọi thứ yên bình mà ký ức buồn chẳng rời con tim Và nỗi đau từng làm trái tim tôi nghẹn lại hóa ra chẳng được xóa đi Rồi lãng quên rằng còn phía sau tôi là ánh mắt nơi bạn bè ấm áp Dù bản thân mình chẳng muốn nhưng tôi khờ dại khiến tôi và người dần cách xa Mặc dù nhiều thêm khó khăn còn đợi chờ trên thế gian mọi chặng đường vì sao nhỏ nhoi trong tim tôi Một ngày nào vượt qua nỗi đau Dù là bình yên chẳng đâu tồn tại dài lâu Còn đây niềm tin nhắc tôiBỏ cuộc điều tôi sẽ không thể Dù nhiều đêm trắng đêm Để giành lại niềm mơ mà tôi luôn mơ Và giờ từng bước nhỏ nhoi từng ngày Đường đi rất xa để một ngày tìm ra được tôi chính tôi Ah...ah...ah Nhiều đến đâu, nhiều đến đâu trong tôi niềm đau? Nhiều biết bao, nhiều biết bao trong tôi niềm đau Nhiều đến đâu, nhiều đến đâu? Nhiều biết bao trong tôi niềm tin
Original ENGLISH LYRICS TRANSLATION “At some point in my life I used to wish that I could disappear from this world The whole world seemed so dark I cried every night Will my mind feel at ease If I just disappeared6 I was so afraid Of everyone’s eyes on me During those beautifully beautiful days I was in pain I hated myself For not being able to receive love My mum and dad They’re only looking at me This is not how I really feel But I keep getting further away What do I do What do I do What do I do What do I do The saying that time is medicine Was really true for me As the days went by I really did get better But sometimes when I’m too happy I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again I’m afraid that someone Will take away my happiness Those beautifully beautiful memories Were so painful I hurt to the point where I could hurt no more But the pain wouldn’t go away My friends all these people They’re only looking at me This is not how I really am But I keep getting further away But still maybe I could be A bright light In this world Maybe after all of that pain I could shine a light Even if it’s short So I couldn’t give up The me that couldn’t fall asleep peacefully for a single night Because if I keep trying to stand up like this I might be able to find myself Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah How painful must it have been How painful must it have been How much, how much, how much did I hope for it
There are times I cannot help wishing of disappearing from this world, It seemed dark and I cry each night from all the tears I cannot hold, If I left would I be happier?I hated to be here, I was so afraid how the world would see me if I'm to show myself, The youthful days,the youthful days that I went through,I was in pain, With all the love that I did not receive am I the one to blame? I know both mom and dad have genuinely cared for me, But it's not how I really feel from them so I keep getting away, I don't know,what to do ×2 "Time is medicine" is what they have been saying and I believe it's true, As the days went by I indeed felt better,from the mistakes,I grew, But sometimes I'm scared that I'll be in pain again when I'm too happy, I'm afraid the happiness I feel will soon be gone again from me, The youthful days,the youthful days, that had some painful memories, I have been hurt and I still hurt if I look back to all those days, I know my friends and family have genuinely cared for me, This isn't how I really am but I choose to push them away, But perhaps I could be someone who can bring light to this world, With all the things that I learned, After I feel all this pain maybe I can shine my own light, And face the fears that I can fight, It's hard but I can't give up, Not now when I am about to discover my own truth, If I keep being strong like this maybe I'll find myself, And walk the road out my youth To my youth ×2 Who had this pain To my youth ×2 Who had this pain To my youth ×3 Who had high hopes
Kadang ku berharap bisa menghilang saat ini juga Ditengah-tengah malam yang gelap, tangisanku terdengar Akankah beban yang kurasa juga ikuy menghilang? Tatapan orang orang seakan buatku tenggelam Masa masa penuh warna tak bisa aku rasakan Ku hanya bisa terus menyakiti diriku yang lemah Orang orang terdekatku yeah menatap ke arahku Namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku Ku takut, ku ragu, ku takut, ku ragu Kiasan waktu adalah obat memang ada benarnya Ku merasa lebih baik, seiringnya waktu berjalan Tapi disaat saat bahagia, ku takut kecewa Takut kebahagiaan ini hanya tahan sementara Masa masa penuh warna tak bisa aku rasakan Rasa sakit tanpa sebab hanya bisa terus kupendam Orang orang terdekatku yeah menatap kearahku Namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku Apakah ku bisa temukan setitik cahaya yang buat hidupku cerah Mungkin saat rasa sakit ini menghilang Ku kan temukan jalan yang terang Ku tetap perjuangkan, takkan menyerah Merski tersirat keraguan. Yakin saat ku tak goyah Ku kan temukan diriku yang sebenarnya Aaaaa Aaaaa aaa aaa
LETRA~~~ En algún punto quise olvidar todo y desaparecer, en las noches solo podía llorar sumida en la obscuridad, creí que lo superaría si dejaba el pasado atrás, tenía tanto miedo de lo que pudiesen decir los demás... Aquel lugar, aquel sentir, todos los días que sufrí, me odié al saber que me impedía a mi misma ser feliz, me alejé poco a poco de quienes quiero de verdad, no lo deseo, me repito, pero, ya no puedo regresar... ¿Qué Haré? ¿Qué Haré? ¿Qué Haré? ¿Qué Haré? Eh... Dicen que el tiempo ayuda a sanar a mi me escondió el temor, mientras los días veía pasar, me sentí un poco mejor, pero el miedo siempre vuelve como una flecha al corazón, me susurra que esto es solo una racha, que todo irá a peor... Aquel Lugar, aquel sentir, todos los días que sufrí, y es que el dolor, nunca ceso a pesar de todo lo que yo di, me alejé poco de quienes quiero de verdad, no lo deseo, me repito, pero, ya no puedo regresar... Pero si no me rindo, quizás, pueda ir muy alto, y este mundo iluminar, y cuando salga el sol de nuevo, y caliente mi pecho, y al fin pueda brillar, no me voy a rendir, NO, aún si todo duele, yo voy sonriendo en la obscuridad... Rendirse no es una opción, NO, aunque no haya un camino, daré un paso más Ahhhhhhhhhay (X4 variando el tono) ¿El Dolor?, ¿Va A Desaparecer?, ¿El Temor?, ¿Va A Desaparecer?, Tan altas, mis esperanzas, Tan altas, estaban ya...
Hitotoki konoyo kara kietakatta no Sekai ga makkurade maiban naiteita Isso no koto kiereba raku na no ka na Minna no mitsumeru shisen ga kowakatta Utsukushikatta jidai ga tsurakute Aisarete inai no ga sugoku iyade Mama mo papa mo ne mitsumeteru no ni Kokoro wa urahara ni tōzakatte iku Dōshite dōshite dōshite dōshite, e... Jikan ga kusuri to iu kotoba wa atte ita Hi ga nagarete iku tabi yoku natte itta no Demo shiawase sugiru to mata kowaku naru Te ni shita shiawase o ubawareru ki ga shite Utsukushikatta kioku ga tsurakute Dore dake kurushinde mo kienakatta Tomodachi mo minna mo mitsumeteru noni Hontō no watashi kara tōzakatte iku Sore demo itsu no hika hikari ni sae nareru ki ga shite Subete no itami koetanara kagayakeru ki ga shita no Akirametakunai nemurenai yoru o kasaneta kedo Tachiagaretanara watashi o mitsukete kureru no ka na Ah... Ah... Ah... Ah... donnani donnani nayanda no? Donnani donnani nayanda no? Donnani donnani donnani negatta no?
Bolbbagan4: To My Youth 나의 사춘기에게 한국 가사 Korean lyrics 나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어 Naneun hattae naega i sesange sarajigil baraesseo 온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날 On sesangi neomuna kamkamhae maeil bameul uldeon nal 차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까 Charari naega sarajimyeon maeumi pyeonhalkka 모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워 Moduga nal baraboneun siseoni neomuna duryeowo 아름답게 아름답던 그 시절을 난 아파서 Areumdabge areumdabdeon geu sijeoreul nan apaseo 사랑받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서 Sarangbadeul su eobseossdeon naega neomuna silheoseo 엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데 Eommaneun appaneun da naman baraboneunde 내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가 Nae maeumeun geureon ge animde jakkuman meoreoman ga 어떡해? 어떡해? 어떡해? 어떡해? Eotteokhae? Eottokhae? Eottokhae? Eottokhae? 시간이 약이라는 말이 내게 정말 맞더라고 Sigani yagiraneun mali naege jeongmal matdeorago 하루가 지나면 지날수록 더 나아지더라고 Haruga jinamyeon jinalsurog deo naajideorago 근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또 아파올가 봐 Geunde gakkeumeun neomu haengbokhamyeon tto apaolga bwa 내가 가진 이 행복들을 누군가가 가져갈까 봐 Naega gajin i haengbokdeureul nugungaga gajyeogalkka bwa 아름다운 아름답던 그 기억기 난 아파서 Areumdaun areumdabdeon geu gieoggi nan apaseo 아픔 마큼 아파해도 사라지지를 않아서 Apeum makkeum apahaedo sarajijireul anhaseo 친구들은 사람들은 다 나만 바라보는데 Chingudeureun saramdeureul da naman baraboneunde 내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가 Nae moseubeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga 그래도 난 어쩌면 내가 이 세상에 밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐 Geuraedo nan eojjeomyeon i sesange bichirado doelkka bwa 어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을 내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐 Eojjeomyeon geu modeun apeumeul naeditgoseorado jjalbge bicheul nae bolkka bwa 포기할 수가 없어 Pogihal suga eobseo 하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가 Harudo mam pyeonhi jamdeul suga eobsdeon naega 이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면 내가 Ireohgerado ireoseo boryeogo hamyeon naega 날 찾아줄까 봐 Nal chajajulkka bwa 얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까 Eolmana eolmana apasseulkka 얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까 Eolmana eolmana apasseulkka 얼마나 얼마나 얼마나 바랬을까 Eolmana eolmana eolmana baraesseulkka Translation: I once wanted to disappear from this world The whole world was so dark thay I cried every night to sleep Would it be easier if I disappear? My mom and dad are only looking at me, but this isn't the way I feel, but I keep getting further away What should I do? What should I do? What should I do? What should I do?? They say that time is medicine and that was very true for me And I get better as the day goes by But sometimes, when I'm too happy, I'll be in pain again I'm afraid that somebody will take this happiness that I have All my friends, all those people are only looking at me, but this isn't the way I really feel, but I keep getting further away But still, someday I'll be a bright light in this world Maybe I'll be able to light up shortly even after taking all this pain I can't give up I couldn't sleep peacefully for a nighy When I try to stand up like this, I'll find myself How much painfulit is, how much painful it is How much did I hope for it
Bolbbalgan4 To My Youth (Indonesian Ver.) ... kadang ku berharap bisa menghilang saat ini juga di tengah-tengah malam yang gelap, tangisanku terdengar akankah beban yang kurasa juga ikut menghilang? tatapan orang orang seakan buatku tenggelam ... masa masa penuh warna, tak bisa aku rasakan ku hanya bisa terus menyakiti diriku yang lemah orang-orang terdekatku hanya menatap ke arahku namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku ku takut...ku ragu... ku takut...ku ragu... ... kiasan 'waktu adalah obat' memang ada benarnya ku merasa lebih baik, seiringnya waktu berjalan tapi di saat saat bahagia, ku takut terjatuh takut kebahagiaan ini hanyalah sementara ... masa masa penuh warna, tak bisa aku rasakan rasa sakit tanpa sebab hanya bisa terus ku pendam orang-orang terdekatku hanya menatap ke arahku namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku ... apakah ku bisa temukan setitik cahaya yang buat hidupku cerah mungkin saat rasa sakit ini menghilang ku 'kan temukan jalan yang benar ku tetap perjuangkan, takkan menyerah meski tersirat keraguan yakin saat ku tak goyah ku kan temukan diriku yang sebenarnya ... aaaaaaaa~ aaaaaa aaaaaaaa~ aaaaaa ... sakitnya...sakitnya yang ku rasa betapa menyakitkan rasanya berapa lama ku harus menahan semua? ...
tar Tambahkan komentar... Agung Dian 4 tahun yang lalu LIRIK BOLBBALGAN4 _ TO MY YOUTH (Indonesian Ver.) kadang ku berharap bisa menghilang saat ini juga di tengah-tengah malam yang gelap, tangisanku terdengar akankah beban yang kurasa juga ikut menghilang ? tatapan orang orang seakan buatku tenggelam masa masa penuh warna, tak bisa aku rasakan ku hanya bisa terus menyakiti diriku yang lemah orang-orang terdekatku yeah menatap ke arahku namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku ku takut...ku ragu... ku takut...ku ragu... kiasan 'waktu adalah obat' memang ada benarnya ku merasa lebih baik, seiringnya waktu berjalan tapi di saat saat bahagia, ku takut terjatuh takut kebahagiaan ini hanya tahan sementara masa masa penuh warna, tak bisa aku rasakan rasa sakit tanpa sebab hanya bisa terus ku pendam orang-orang terdekatku yeah menatap ke arahku namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku apakah ku bisa temukan setitik cahaya yang buat hidupku cerah mungkin saat rasa sakit ini menghilang ku 'kan temukan jalan yang benar ku tetap perjuangkan, takkan menyerah meski tersiat keraguan yakin saat ku tak goyah ku kan temukan diriku yang sebenarnya sakitnya...sakitnya yang ku rasa betapa menyakitkan rasanya berapa lama ku harus menahan semua?
menghilang saat ini juga di tengah-tengah malam yang gelap, tangisanku terdengar akankah beban yang kurasa juga ikut menghilang ? tatapan orang orang seakan buatku tenggelam masa masa penuh warna, tak bisa aku rasakan ku hanya bisa terus menyakiti diriku yang lemah orang-orang terdekatku yeah menatap ke arahku namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku ku takut...ku ragu... ku takut...ku ragu... kiasan 'waktu adalah obat' memang ada benarnya ku merasa lebih baik, seiringnya waktu berjalan tapi di saat saat bahagia, ku takut terjatuh takut kebahagiaan ini hanya tahan sementara masa masa penuh warna, tak bisa aku rasakan rasa sakit tanpa sebab hanya bisa terus ku pendam orang-orang terdekatku yeah menatap ke arahku namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku apakah ku bisa temukan setitik cahaya yang buat hidupku cerah mungkin saat rasa sakit ini menghilang ku 'kan temukan jalan yang benar ku tetap perjuangkan, takkan menyerah meski tersiat keraguan yakin saat ku tak goyah ku kan temukan diriku yang sebenarnya sakitnya...sakitnya yang ku rasa betapa menyakitkan rasanya berapa lama ku harus menahan semua?
At some point in my life I used to wish that I could disappear from this world The whole world seemed so dark I cried every night Will my mind feel at ease If I just disappeared I was so afraid Of everyone’s eyes on me During those beautifully beautiful days I was in pain I hated myself For not being able to receive love My mum and dad They’re only looking at me This is not how I really feel But I keep getting further away What do I do What do I do What do I do What do I do The saying that time is medicine Was really true for me As the days went by I really did get better But sometimes when I’m too happy I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again I’m afraid that someone Will take away my happiness Those beautifully beautiful memories Were so painful I hurt to the point where I could hurt no more But the pain wouldn’t go away My friends all these people They’re only looking at me This is not how I really am But I keep getting further away But still maybe I could be A bright light In this world Maybe after all of that pain I could shine a light Even if it’s short So I couldn’t give up The me that couldn’t fall asleep peacefully for a single night Because if I keep trying to stand up like this I might be able to find myself Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah How painful must it have been How painful must it have been How much, how much, how much did I hope for it
When the world was dark and quiet , I was all by myself all these questions come with an anxiety i didn't know it held in the past it'd be better if i would disappear nothing in my life or the future held in front of me was clear Oh all their eyes are turned to me wondering what should i be should i be love should i be hated what do they think of me both my parents look to me and asking where i plan to go i hope I don't disappoint them because even I myself I don't know
na nun han ten ne ga i ses sange sa ra ji gil ba res so on se sang-in no mu na kam kam me me il bam mu rul don na cha ra rin ne gas sa ra jim myon ma hum mip pyo nal ka mo du gan nal ba ra bo nun shis so nin no mu na du ryo wo ha rum dap ge a rum dap don gus shi jo rul na nap pa so sa rang ba dul su op sot ton ne ga no mu nas shi ro so hom ma nun nap pa nun da na man ba ra bo nun de nem ma u mun gu ron ge a nin de jak ku man mo roh man gah ot tok ke, ot tok ke eh ot tok ke, ot tok keh eh shi ga ni ya gi ra nun ma rin ne ge jong mal mat do ra go ha ru ga jin na myon ji nal su rok don na a jit do ra go kun de gak ku mun no mu heng bok ka myon tok ap pa ol ka bwa ne ga ga jin ni heng bok du rul nu gun ga ga jo gal ka bwa ha rum da un a rum dap don guk gi yo gin na nap pa so ap pun man kum ap pa he do sa ra ji ji ru ran nas so o ching gu du run sa ram du run da na man ba ra bo nun de nem mo su bun gu ron ge a nin de jak ku man mo roh man gah gu re do nan ot joh myon ne ga i se sange bal gun bit chi ra do dwel ka bwah ot jo myon gu mo du nah pum mul ne dik ko soh ra do jal ge bit chul ne bol ka bwa aa po gi hal su ga op soh ha ru dom man pyoh ni jam dul su ga ot ton ne ga ah i rok ke ra do ih ro soh bo ryo go hak myon ne ga nal cha ja jul ka bwa aa a aa aa aa a hai.. a aa aa aa ai.. a aa aa aa a hai.. a aa aa aa ai.. hol ma na hol ma na ap pas sul ka hol ma na hol ma na ap pas sul ka hol ma na, hol ma na hol ma na ba res sul ka
When the world was dark and quiet, I was all by myself All these questions come with anxiety I didn't know it held In the past I thought it'd be better if I would disappear Nothing in my life, or the future held in front of me was clear Oh all their eyes are turned to me, wondering what should I be? Should I be loved? Should I be hated? What do they think of me? Both my parents look to me and, asking where I plan to go T hope I don't disappoint them cause even I myself, I don't know What to do What to do What to do What to do Growing pains become part of daily life, ones l used to condemn But all the scars now show themselves to the world, I've gotten used to them In my heart, I knew that all this time, time was the only cure For the worries and impossibilities that I had to endure Though it was good, and it was right for me to go through all these trials It hurt my soul, it broke me down but I, but I refuse to fall And though their eyes are turned to me and I, feel my knees start to shake But in my hands is destiny, I'll sing to save what's at stake Perhaps in this dark world I'll be the one to shed light upon this fragile, weary heart of mine Maybe after the pain, I still deserve to hold your hands say that it will be okay Say you cannot give up cause there's so much to do, so much to be, I know it's still unclear Maybe if we keep going like this, someday we will surely find ourselves in peace Just how much? Just how much? should I endure? Just how much? should I endure? Just how much? Just how much? Just how much? should I endure?
There are times I cannot help wishing of disappearing from this world, It seemed dark and I cry each night from all the tears I cannot hold, If I left would I be happier?I hated to be here, I was so afraid how the world would see me if I'm to show myself, The youthful days,the youthful days that I went through,I was in pain, With all the love that I did not receive am I the one to blame? I know both mom and dad have genuinely cared for me, But it's not how I really feel from them so I keep getting away, I don't know,what to do ×2 "Time is medicine" is what they have been saying and I believe it's true, As the days went by I indeed felt better,from the mistakes,I grew, But sometimes I'm scared that I'll be in pain again when I'm too happy, I'm afraid the happiness I feel will soon be gone again from me, The youthful days,the youthful days, that had some painful memories, I have been hurt and I still hurt if I look back to all those days, I know my friends and family have genuinely cared for me, This isn't how I really am but I choose to push them away, But perhaps I could be someone who can bring light to this world, With all the things that I learned, After I feel all this pain maybe I can shine my own light, And face the fears that I can fight, It's hard but I can't give up, Not now when I am about to discover my own truth, If I keep being strong like this maybe I'll find myself, And walk the road out my youth To my youth ×2 Who had this pain To my youth ×2 Who had this pain To my youth ×3 Who had high hopes
나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어 온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날 차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까 모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워 아름답게 아름답던 그 시절을 난 아파서 사랑받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서 엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데 내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 시간이 약이라는 말이 내게 정말 맞더라고 하루가 지나면 지날수록 더 나아지더라고 근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또 아파올까 봐 내가 가진 이 행복들을 누군가가 가져갈까 봐 아름다운 아름답던 그 기억이 난 아파서 아픈 만큼 아파해도 사라지지를 않아서 친구들은 사람들은 다 나만 바라보는데 내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가 그래도 난 어쩌면 내가 이 세상에 밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐 어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을 내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐 포기할 수가 없어 하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가 이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면 내가 날 찾아줄까 봐 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까 얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까 얼마나 얼마나 얼마나 바랬을까
There are times I cannot help wishing of disappearing from this world, It seemed dark and I cry each night from all the tears I cannot hold, If I left would I be happier?I hated to be here, I was so afraid how the world would see me if I'm to show myself, The youthful days,the youthful days that I went through,I was in pain, With all the love that I did not receive am I the one to blame? I know both mom and dad have genuinely cared for me, But it's not how I really feel from them so I keep getting away, I don't know,what to do ×2 "Time is medicine" is what they have been saying and I believe it's true, As the days went by I indeed felt better,from the mistakes,I grew, But sometimes I'm scared that I'll be in pain again when I'm too happy, I'm afraid the happiness I feel will soon be gone again from me, The youthful days,the youthful days, that had some painful memories, I have been hurt and I still hurt if I look back to all those days, I know my friends and family have genuinely cared for me, This isn't how I really am but I choose to push them away, But perhaps I could be someone who can bring light to this world, With all the things that I learned, After I feel all this pain maybe I can shine my own light, And face the fears that I can fight, It's hard but I can't give up, Not now when I am about to discover my own truth, If I keep being strong like this maybe I'll find myself, And walk the road out my youth To my youth ×2 Who had this pain To my youth ×2 Who had this pain To my youth ×3 Who had high hopes
나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어 온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날 차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까 모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워 아름답게 아름답던 그 시절을 난 아파서 사랑받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서 엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데 내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 시간이 약이라는 말이 내게 정말 맞더라고 하루가 지나면 지날수록 더 나아지더라고 근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또 아파올까 봐 내가 가진 이 행복들을 누군가가 가져갈까 봐 아름다운 아름답던 그 기억이 난 아파서 아픈 만큼 아파해도 사라지지를 않아서 친구들은 사람들은 다 나만 바라보는데 내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가 그래도 난 어쩌면 내가 이 세상에 밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐 어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을 내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐 포기할 수가 없어 하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가 이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면 내가 날 찾아줄까 봐 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까 얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까 얼마나 얼마나 얼마나 바랬을까
Naneun hanttae naega i sesange sarajigil baraesseo
On sesangi neomuna kamkamhae maeil bameul uldeon nal
Charari naega sarajimyeon maeumi pyeonhalkka
Moduga nal baraboneun siseoni neomuna duryeowo
Areumdapge areumdapdeon geu sijeoreul nan apaseo
Sarangbadeul su eopseossdeon naega neomuna silheoseo
Eommaneun appaneun da naman baraboneunde
Nae maeumeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga
Eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae
Sigani yagiraneun mari naege jeongmal majdeorago
Haruga jinamyeon jinalsurok deo naajideorago
Geunde gakkeumeun neomu haengbokhamyeon tto apaolkka bwa
Naega gajin i haengbokdeureul nugungaga gajyeogalkka bwa
Areumdaun areumdapdeon geu gieogi nan apaseo
Apeun mankeum apahaedo sarajijireul anhaseo
Chingudeureun saramdeureun da naman baraboneunde
Nae moseubeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga
Geuraedo nan eojjeomyeon
Naega i sesange balkeun biccirado doelkka bwa
Eojjeomyeon geu modeun apeumeul naeditgoseorado
Jjalpge bicceul naebolkka bwa
Pogihal suga eopseo
Harudo mam pyeonhi jamdeul suga eopsdeon naega
Ireohgerado ireoseo boryeogo hamyeon
Naega nal chajajulkka bwa
Aaaaaaa aaaaaaa
Aaaaaaa aaaaaaa
Eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
Eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
Eolmana eolmana eolmana baraesseulkka
Japanese version
Hitotoki konoyo kara kietakatta no
Sekai ga makkurade maiban naiteita
Isso no koto kiereba raku na no ka na
Minna no mitsumeru shisen ga kowakatta
Utsukushikatta jidai ga tsurakute
Aisarete inai no ga sugoku iyade
Mama mo papa mo ne mitsumeteru no ni
Kokoro wa urahara ni tōzakatte iku
Dōshite dōshite
dōshite dōshite, e...
Jikan ga kusuri to iu kotoba wa atte ita
Hi ga nagarete iku tabi
yoku natte itta no
Demo shiawase sugiru to mata kowaku naru
Te ni shita shiawase o
ubawareru ki ga shite
Utsukushikatta kioku ga tsurakute
Dore dake kurushinde mo kienakatta
Tomodachi mo minna mo mitsumeteru noni
Hontō no watashi kara tōzakatte iku
Sore demo itsu no hika hikari
ni sae nareru ki ga shite
Subete no itami koetanara
kagayakeru ki ga shita no
Akirametakunai nemurenai
yoru o kasaneta kedo
Tachiagaretanara watashi o
mitsukete kureru no ka na
Ah...
Ah...
Ah...
Ah...
donnani donnani nayanda no?
Donnani donnani nayanda no?
Donnani donnani donnani negatta no?
나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어
온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날
차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까
모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워
아름답게 아름답던 그 시절을 난 아파서
사랑받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서
엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데
내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가
어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해
시간이 약이라는 말이 내게 정말 맞더라고
하루가 지나면 지날수록 더 나아지더라고
근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또 아파올까 봐
내가 가진 이 행복들을 누군가가 가져갈까 봐
아름다운 아름답던 그 기억이 난 아파서
아픈 만큼 아파해도 사라지지를 않아서
친구들은 사람들은 다 나만 바라보는데
내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가
그래도 난 어쩌면 내가
이 세상에 밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐
어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을 내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐
포기할 수가 없어
하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가
이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면 내가
날 찾아줄까 봐
아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아
아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
얼마나 얼마나 얼마나 바랬을까
When the world was dark and quiet ,I was all by myself
All these questions come with anxiety ,I didn't know it held
In the past I thought it'd be better if ,I would disappear
Nothing in my life, or the future held In front of me was clear
Oh all their eyes are turned to me,
Wondering what should I be? Should I be loved? Should I be hated? What do they think of me?
Both my parents look to me and Asking where I plan to go I hope I don't disappoint them cause Even I myself I dont know
What to do
What to do What to do
What to do
Growing pains become part of daily life
Ones I used to condemn But all the scars now show themselves to the world I've gotten used to them
In my heart, I knew that all this time Time was the only cure
For the worries and impossibilities That I had to endure
Though it was good, and it was right For me to go through all these trials It hurt my soul, It broke me down but I, ut I refuse to fall
And though their eyes are turned to me and I feel my knees start to shake
But in my hands is destiny, I'll sing to save what's at stake
Perhaps in this dark world I'll be the one to shed light
Upon this fragile, weary heart of mine
Maybe after the pain I still deserve to hold your hands
And say that it will be okay
Say you cannot give up cause there's so much to do, So much to be, I know it's still unclear Maybe if we keep going like this
Someday we will surely find ourselves in peace
Just how much?
Just how much? should I endure? Just how much? should I endure? Just how much? Just how much? Just how much? should I endure?
LYRICS BY SERRI
At times all I want is to disappear
Fade away from this cruel world
Was so dark around couldn’t see a thing
Started crying every night I’d be better off if I was gone
Would I finally be alright?
I’m afraid of the way people judge me
Can’t take it anymore
Those pretty days, the season change It’s only hurting so much more
Could not be loved, I wouldn’t let you in
Hate myself to the core
Mom and dad only look at the better side of me
It’s not the same, I just can’t see it that way
Scared of growing apart
I can’t stay
I can’t stay
I can’t stay
I can’t stay eh
They say time can heal any scars and soon I’ll find my way back home
Days are passing by and I see myself gaining more and more control
But I can’t enjoy any happiness, knowing something might go wrong
Thinking someone might take it away, may steal my happiness again
Those pretty days, the season change
It all reminds me of the pain
Got hurt a lot, oh gosh, it hurt so bad
And nothing went away
My friends and everybody else, they got their eyes fixed right on me
Not how I would act but I’ll keep running ‘til I’m no longer in sight
But still, maybe I’m meant to be
Someone to light up this world
Who’s shining bright when it’s dark
And when the pain fully disappears
I might be strong enough
To light up for a little while
No, I won’t ever give up
Been spending the night counting stars
When will it be alright?
If I try to get up like this, I keep on fighting
Will I find who I am inside?
Ah~
Ah~
Ah~
Ah~
And how much
How much pain will I put up with
How much
How much pain will I put up with
How much
And how much
Say how much will be enough
Thankss
eng lyrics by scarllette
I remember then how I used to say, "I wish I could just disappear,"
It was always dark and I grew afraid,
Every night I sleep with tears.
I thought maybe it'll be easier if I could fade away,
All their eyes on me as I'm locked away,
While the pieces of me break.
Chorus:
How beautiful yet pitiful, I was pretending I'm okay,
When deep within, I'm struggling,
How can I not be loved the same?
Mom and Dad, they didn't know what I was going through those days,
I didn't mean to hurt you though,
But I keep getting further away.
Transition:
Feeling blue,
Tell me what do I do,
What to do?
Verse:
Give it time to heal and you'll be okay,
I guess what they say was right,
Days went quickly by while these scars remind
of what I've been through and survived.
But when I'm happy, that's when I think about,
how much longer this would last?
Afraid that someone might dig up all my past,
And sadly bring it back.
Chorus:
How beautiful yet pitiful, I was pretending I'm okay,
When deep within I'm struggling,
How can I just take all the blame?
Don't wanna be a burden to the ones I love,
I'll keep the pain.
But as I breathe, the pain it shows,
While I try and hide it all away.
Bridge:
But maybe I could still be your light,
To make you feel,
How much hope there is to see in the dark,
And after all of my pain,
A ray of hope it remains,
Keep holding, time will take your pain away.
Oh I'm not giving up now,
I'm gathering back my broken pieces,
Mend my troubled heart.
Finally rising slowly,
Now I'm standing up firmly,
Hoping to find the real me.
Ahhhhh Ahhhhh (2x)
So much pain,
So much pain you had to bear,
So much pain,
You may think it is unfair,
Take my hand,
You'll get through this,
It's not the end.
To My Youth (indo ver)
Lirik by: claudia antonius
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Kadang ku berharap bisa menghilang saat ini juga
Di tengah tengah malam yg gelap, tangisanku terdengar
Akankah beban yang kurasa juga ikut menghilang?
Tatapan orang-orang seakan buat ku tenggelam
Masa masa penuh warna, tak bisa aku rasakan
Ku hanya bisa menyakiti diriku yang lemah
Orang-orang terdekatku yeah menatap kearahku
Namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku
Ku takut~ ku ragu~
Ku takut~ ku ragu~
Kiasan 'waktu adalah obat' memang ada benarnya
Ku merasa lebih baik, seiringnya waktu berjalan
Tapi di saat saat bahagia, ku takut terjatuh
Takut kebahagiaan ini hanya tahan sementara
Masa masa penuh warna, tak bisa aku rasakan
Rasa sakit tanpa sebab hanya bisa terus ku pendam
Orang-orang terdekatku yeah menatap kearahku
Namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku
Apakah kubisa temukan setitik cahaya yang buat hidupku cerah
Mungkin saat rasa sakit ini menghilang
Ku kan temukan jalan yang benar
Ku tetap perjuangkan, takkan menyerah
Meski tersirat keraguan
Yakin saat ku tak goyah
Ku kan temukan diriku yang sebenarnya
Aaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaa
Aaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaa
Sakitnya..sakitnya yang kurasa
Betapa menyakitkan rasanya
Berapa lamaku harus menahan semua?
Nhiều lần nghe con tim nói đã quá mỏi mệt
Nhiều lần mong vụt tan vào sương
Còn riêng tôi bao vây giữa bóng đêm mịt mùng
Làm nước mắt chẳng ngưng rơi
Tự hỏi tôi khi tôi biến tan thật thì tìm thấy nơi tôi bình yên
Dù là ai ánh mắt cũng dõi theo nhìn về mình chỉ khiến lo sợ dâng lên
Ở chốn tươi đẹp, mọi thứ yên bình mà trái tim này tràn ngập thương đau
Chẳng thể đón nhận một chút yêu thương nào làm chính tôi càng hận ghét tôi
Những hy vọng của ba mẹ dành hướng đến tôi từng điều tốt nhất
Mà ước mong này chẳng giống như bao kỳ vọng khiến tôi và người dần cách xa
Phải nói sao?
Phải bước sao?
Phải đến đâu?
Liệu có lâu ...
"Thời gian trôi, bao năm qua, vết thương dần lành lại"Thật đúng cho câu chuyện tôi
Ngày qua đi nay tôi đã hiểu ra được rằng hạnh phúc đang gần ngay thôi
Vậy nhưng ngay trong khi những nỗi vui tràn ngập về sợ hãi nơi tôi nào xa
Miền an nhiên mong manh rất lâu tìm được liệu rằng một chốc tan thành hôm qua
Ở chốn tươi đẹp, mọi thứ yên bình mà ký ức buồn chẳng rời con tim
Và nỗi đau từng làm trái tim tôi nghẹn lại hóa ra chẳng được xóa đi
Rồi lãng quên rằng còn phía sau tôi là ánh mắt nơi bạn bè ấm áp
Dù bản thân mình chẳng muốn nhưng tôi khờ dại khiến tôi và người dần cách xa
Mặc dù nhiều thêm khó khăn còn đợi chờ trên thế gian mọi chặng đường vì sao nhỏ nhoi trong tim tôi
Một ngày nào vượt qua nỗi đau
Dù là bình yên chẳng đâu tồn tại dài lâu
Còn đây niềm tin nhắc tôiBỏ cuộc điều tôi sẽ không thể
Dù nhiều đêm trắng đêm
Để giành lại niềm mơ mà tôi luôn mơ
Và giờ từng bước nhỏ nhoi từng ngày
Đường đi rất xa để một ngày tìm ra được tôi chính tôi
Ah...ah...ah
Nhiều đến đâu, nhiều đến đâu trong tôi niềm đau?
Nhiều biết bao, nhiều biết bao trong tôi niềm đau
Nhiều đến đâu, nhiều đến đâu?
Nhiều biết bao trong tôi niềm tin
Original ENGLISH LYRICS TRANSLATION
“At some point in my life
I used to wish that I could disappear from this world
The whole world seemed so dark
I cried every night
Will my mind feel at ease
If I just disappeared6
I was so afraid
Of everyone’s eyes on me
During those beautifully beautiful days
I was in pain
I hated myself
For not being able to receive love
My mum and dad
They’re only looking at me
This is not how I really feel
But I keep getting further away
What do I do
What do I do
What do I do
What do I do
The saying that time is medicine
Was really true for me
As the days went by
I really did get better
But sometimes when I’m too happy
I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again
I’m afraid that someone
Will take away my happiness
Those beautifully beautiful memories
Were so painful
I hurt to the point where I could hurt no more
But the pain wouldn’t go away
My friends all these people
They’re only looking at me
This is not how I really am
But I keep getting further away
But still maybe I could be
A bright light
In this world
Maybe after all of that pain
I could shine a light
Even if it’s short
So I couldn’t give up
The me that couldn’t fall asleep peacefully for a single night
Because if I keep trying to stand up like this
I might be able to find myself
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
How painful must it have been
How painful must it have been
How much, how much, how much did I hope for it
TO MY YOUTH
💛
โลกใบนี้คงไม่เหลือที่ว่างให้แก่
คนขี้แพ้อ่อนแออย่างเรา
จบปัญหาด้วยการเสียน้ำตาคนเดียว
คามหวังก็เป็นเพียงเงา
น่าจะดีถ้าเราหายไปสักคน
โลกใบนี้ก็คงจะเบา
ไม่อยากทนให้ใครเขาต้องมองด้วยแววตา
ที่เหมือนไม่มีใครเอา
ไม่รู้เมื่อไร ที่แผลในใจ จะหายจะดี จะผ่านมันไป
ไม่รู้ต้องทน ต้องเสียเวลาทำไม
ฉันควรจะอยู่เพื่อใคร
ถึงในใจ ลึกลงไปบอก
แล้วครอบครัวละมองเห็นไหม
แต่เสียงบางอย่าง มันร้องว่าให้เราไป
เหลือเพียงแค่ตัดสินใจ
..อยู่หรือไป อยู่หรือไป อยู่หรือไป อยู่หรือไป..
เคยได้ยินบางคนบอกว่าวันเวลา
จะช่วยรักษาและช่วยบรรเทา
มันก็จริงดังคำเขา ถ้ามีกำลังใจ
ปัญหาก็อาจจะเบา
แต่บางทีก็ยังคิดถึงภาพวันเก่าๆ
ที่ฝังที่ตามเป็นเงา
กลัวว่าการมีวันนี้ที่โดนทำลาย
กลัวมันจะหายไปจากใจเรา
ไม่รู้ทำไม ที่แผลในใจ ไม่หายไม่ดี ไม่ผ่านมันไป
ไม่รู้ต้องนาน ต้องใช้เวลาเท่าไร
ที่ข้ามมันอย่างง่ายดาย
และถึงใครๆจะให้กำลังใจ พูดให้ฟังว่าไม่เป็นไร
แต่เสียงบางอย่าง มันร้องว่าไม่ใช่
เรื่องนี้ไม่อาจจะหายไป
คงเป็นเราที่มากมาย ทำไมใจ
ยังร้องไห้ ยังฟูมฟาย
เหนื่อยใจกับการต้องลืมตา
อยากมีความสุขแค่สักครา ถ้าหาก
โชคและชะตา มีจริง
อ้อนวอนกับดวงดาวบนท้องฟ้า
ได้แต่ภาวนาและขอ ให้เป็นแค่ฝันไป
เรื่องร้ายๆ ก็เป็นแค่ภาพลวงตา
เป็นแค่วันธรรมดาวันนึง
จะให้สัญญา ว่าจะทำ ให้ดีกว่าที่แล้วมา
Oh..oh..Oh..oh..
ให้สัญญา..ให้สัญญาจะดียิ่งกว่า
ให้สัญญา..ให้สัญญาจะดียิ่งกว่า
ให้สัญญา..ให้สัญญา..กับท้องฟ้า และดวงดารา..
💛💫
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แปะ
โลกใบนี้คงไม่เหลือที่ว่างให้แก่ คนขี้แพ้อ่อนแออย่างเรา
จบปัญหาด้วยการเสียน้ำตาคนเดียว ความหวังก็เป็นเพียงเงา
น่าจะดีถ้าเราหายไปสักคน โลกนี้ก็คงจะเบา
ไม่อยากทนให้ใครเขาต้องมองด้วยแววตาที่เหมือนไม่มีใครเอา
ไม่รู้เมื่อไรที่แผลในใจ จะหายจะดีจะผ่านมันไป
ไม่รู้ต้องทนให้เสียเวลาทำไม ฉันควรจะอยู่เพื่อใคร
ถึงในใจลึกลงไปบอก แล้วครอบครัวล่ะมองเห็นไหม
แต่เสียงบางอย่างมันร้องว่าให้เราไป เหลือเพียงแค่ตัดสินใจ
อยู่หรือไป… อยู่หรือไป… อยู่หรือไป… อยู่หรือไป… Eh
เคยได้ยินบางคนบอกว่าวันเวลาจะรักษาและช่วยบรรเทา
มันก็จริงดังคำเขาถ้ามีกำลังใจปัญหาก็อาจจะเบา
แต่บางทีก็ยังคิดถึงภาพวันเก่าๆที่ฝังที่ตามเป็นเงา
กลัวว่าการมีวันนี้โดนทำลาย กลัวมันจะหายไปจากใจเรา
ไม่รู้ทำไมที่แผลในใจ ไม่หายไม่ดีไม่ผ่านมันไป
ไม่รู้ต้องนานต้องใช้เวลาเท่าไร ที่ข้ามมันอย่างง่ายดาย
และถึงใครๆจะให้กำลังใจ พูดให้ฟังว่าไม่เป็นไร
แต่เสียงบางอย่างมันร้องว่าไม่ใช่ เรื่องนี้ไม่อาจหายไป
คงเป็นเราที่มากมายทำไมใจยังร้องไห้ยังฟูมฟาย เหนื่อยใจกับการต้องลืมตา
อยากมีความสุขแค่สักครา ถ้าหากโชคและชะตามีจริงอ้อนวอนกับดวงดาวบนท้องฟ้า
ได้แต่ภาวนาและขอให้เป็นแค่ฝันไปเรื่องร้ายๆก็เป็นแค่ภาพลวงตา
เป็นแค่วันธรรมดาวันหนึ่ง จะให้สัญญาว่าจะทำให้ดีกว่าที่แล้วมา
I NEED LIKE THIS INSTRUMENTAL FOR HANJISUNG -CLOSE 😭😭😭❣️
Hai stay
Hi stay! Masih jadi stay kah kak??
There are times I cannot help wishing of disappearing from this world,
It seemed dark and I cry each night from all the tears I cannot hold,
If I left would I be happier?I hated to be here,
I was so afraid how the world would see me if I'm to show myself,
The youthful days,the youthful days that I went through,I was in pain,
With all the love that I did not receive am I the one to blame?
I know both mom and dad have genuinely cared for me,
But it's not how I really feel from them so I keep getting away,
I don't know,what to do ×2
"Time is medicine" is what they have been saying and I believe it's true,
As the days went by I indeed felt better,from the mistakes,I grew,
But sometimes I'm scared that I'll be in pain again when I'm too happy,
I'm afraid the happiness I feel will soon be gone again from me,
The youthful days,the youthful days,
that had some painful memories,
I have been hurt and I still hurt if I look back to all those days,
I know my friends and family have genuinely cared for me,
This isn't how I really am but I choose to push them away,
But perhaps I could be someone who can bring light to this world,
With all the things that I learned,
After I feel all this pain maybe I can shine my own light,
And face the fears that I can fight,
It's hard but I can't give up,
Not now when I am about to discover my own truth,
If I keep being strong like this maybe I'll find myself,
And walk the road out my youth
To my youth ×2
Who had this pain
To my youth ×2
Who had this pain
To my youth ×3
Who had high hopes
Kadang ku berharap bisa menghilang saat ini juga
Ditengah-tengah malam yang gelap, tangisanku terdengar
Akankah beban yang kurasa juga ikuy menghilang?
Tatapan orang orang seakan buatku tenggelam
Masa masa penuh warna tak bisa aku rasakan
Ku hanya bisa terus menyakiti diriku yang lemah
Orang orang terdekatku yeah menatap ke arahku
Namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku
Ku takut, ku ragu, ku takut, ku ragu
Kiasan waktu adalah obat memang ada benarnya
Ku merasa lebih baik, seiringnya waktu berjalan
Tapi disaat saat bahagia, ku takut kecewa
Takut kebahagiaan ini hanya tahan sementara
Masa masa penuh warna tak bisa aku rasakan
Rasa sakit tanpa sebab hanya bisa terus kupendam
Orang orang terdekatku yeah menatap kearahku
Namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku
Apakah ku bisa temukan setitik cahaya yang buat hidupku cerah
Mungkin saat rasa sakit ini menghilang
Ku kan temukan jalan yang terang
Ku tetap perjuangkan, takkan menyerah
Merski tersirat keraguan.
Yakin saat ku tak goyah
Ku kan temukan diriku yang sebenarnya
Aaaaa
Aaaaa aaa aaa
ひととき この世から消えたかったの
世界が真っ暗で 毎晩泣いていた
いっそのこと 消えれば楽なのかな
みんなの見つめる視線が怖かった
美しかった時代がつらくて
愛されていないのが すごく嫌で
ママもパパもね 見つめてるのに
心は裏腹に遠ざかっていく
どうして どうして どうして どうして
時間が薬という言葉は合っていた
日が流れて行くたび 良くなっていったの
でも幸せ過ぎるとまた怖くなる
手にした幸せを奪われる気がして
美しかった記憶がつらくて
どれだけ苦しんでも 消えなかった
友達もみんなも 見つめてるのに
本当の私から 遠ざかっていく
それでもいつの日か
光にさえ なれる気がして
すべての痛み 越えたなら
輝ける気がしたの
諦めたくない
眠れない夜を重ねたけど
立ち上がれたなら
私を見つけてくれるのかな
Ah...
どんなに どんなに 悩んだの?
どんなに どんなに 悩んだの?
どんなに どんなに どんなに 願ったの?
LETRA~~~
En algún punto quise olvidar todo y desaparecer, en las noches solo podía llorar sumida en la obscuridad, creí que lo superaría si dejaba el pasado atrás, tenía tanto miedo de lo que pudiesen decir los demás...
Aquel lugar, aquel sentir, todos los días que sufrí, me odié al saber que me impedía a mi misma ser feliz, me alejé poco a poco de quienes quiero de verdad, no lo deseo, me repito, pero, ya no puedo regresar...
¿Qué Haré?
¿Qué Haré?
¿Qué Haré?
¿Qué Haré?
Eh...
Dicen que el tiempo ayuda a sanar a mi me escondió el temor, mientras los días veía pasar, me sentí un poco mejor, pero el miedo siempre vuelve como una flecha al corazón, me susurra que esto es solo una racha, que todo irá a peor...
Aquel Lugar, aquel sentir, todos los días que sufrí, y es que el dolor, nunca ceso a pesar de todo lo que yo di, me alejé poco de quienes quiero de verdad, no lo deseo, me repito, pero, ya no puedo regresar...
Pero si no me rindo, quizás, pueda ir muy alto, y este mundo iluminar, y cuando salga el sol de nuevo, y caliente mi pecho, y al fin pueda brillar, no me voy a rendir, NO, aún si todo duele, yo voy sonriendo en la obscuridad...
Rendirse no es una opción, NO, aunque no haya un camino, daré un paso más
Ahhhhhhhhhay (X4 variando el tono)
¿El Dolor?, ¿Va A Desaparecer?, ¿El Temor?, ¿Va A Desaparecer?, Tan altas, mis esperanzas, Tan altas, estaban ya...
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Hitotoki konoyo kara kietakatta no
Sekai ga makkurade maiban naiteita
Isso no koto kiereba raku na no ka na
Minna no mitsumeru shisen ga kowakatta
Utsukushikatta jidai ga tsurakute
Aisarete inai no ga sugoku iyade
Mama mo papa mo ne mitsumeteru no ni
Kokoro wa urahara ni tōzakatte iku
Dōshite dōshite
dōshite dōshite, e...
Jikan ga kusuri to iu kotoba wa atte ita
Hi ga nagarete iku tabi
yoku natte itta no
Demo shiawase sugiru to mata kowaku naru
Te ni shita shiawase o
ubawareru ki ga shite
Utsukushikatta kioku ga tsurakute
Dore dake kurushinde mo kienakatta
Tomodachi mo minna mo mitsumeteru noni
Hontō no watashi kara tōzakatte iku
Sore demo itsu no hika hikari
ni sae nareru ki ga shite
Subete no itami koetanara
kagayakeru ki ga shita no
Akirametakunai nemurenai
yoru o kasaneta kedo
Tachiagaretanara watashi o
mitsukete kureru no ka na
Ah...
Ah...
Ah...
Ah...
donnani donnani nayanda no?
Donnani donnani nayanda no?
Donnani donnani donnani negatta no?
[Verse 1]
Naneun hanttae naega i sesange sarajigil baraesseo
On sesangi neomuna kamkamhae maeil bameul uldeon nal
Charari naega sarajimyeon maeumi pyeonhalkka
Moduga nal baraboneun siseoni neomuna duryeowo
[Refrain]
Areumdapge areumdapdeon
Geu sijeoreul nan apaseo
Sarang badeul su eopseotdeon naega neomuna sileoseo
Eommaneun, appaneun, da naman baraboneunde
Nae maeumeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga
Eotteokae? eotteokae?
Eotteokae? eotteokae?
[Verse 2]
Sigani yagiraneun mari naege jeongmal matdeorago
Haruga jinamyeon jinalsurok deo naajideorago
Geunde, gakkeumeun neomu haengbokamyeon, tto apaolkka bwa
Naega gajin i haengbokdeureul, nugungaga gajyeogalkka bwa
[Refrain]
Areumdaun areumdapdeon
Geu gieogi nan apaseo
Apeun mankeum apahaedo sarajijireul anaseo
Chingudeureun, saramdeureun, da naman baraboneunde
Nae moseubeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga
[Chorus]
Geuraedo nan eojjeomyeon naega i sesange
Balgeun bichirado doelkka bwa
Eojjeomyeon geu modeun apeumeul naeditgoseorado
Jjalge bicheul naebolkka bwa
Pogihal suga eopseo
Harudo mam pyeonhi jamdeul suga eopdeon naega
Ireokerado ireoseo boryeogo hamyeon
Naega nal chajajulkka bwa
[Post-Chorus]
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Bolbbagan4: To My Youth 나의 사춘기에게
한국 가사 Korean lyrics
나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어
Naneun hattae naega i sesange sarajigil baraesseo
온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날
On sesangi neomuna kamkamhae maeil bameul uldeon nal
차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까
Charari naega sarajimyeon maeumi pyeonhalkka
모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워
Moduga nal baraboneun siseoni neomuna duryeowo
아름답게 아름답던 그 시절을 난 아파서
Areumdabge areumdabdeon geu sijeoreul nan apaseo
사랑받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서
Sarangbadeul su eobseossdeon naega neomuna silheoseo
엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데
Eommaneun appaneun da naman baraboneunde
내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가
Nae maeumeun geureon ge animde jakkuman meoreoman ga
어떡해? 어떡해? 어떡해? 어떡해?
Eotteokhae? Eottokhae? Eottokhae? Eottokhae?
시간이 약이라는 말이 내게 정말 맞더라고
Sigani yagiraneun mali naege jeongmal matdeorago
하루가 지나면 지날수록 더 나아지더라고
Haruga jinamyeon jinalsurog deo naajideorago
근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또 아파올가 봐
Geunde gakkeumeun neomu haengbokhamyeon tto apaolga bwa
내가 가진 이 행복들을 누군가가 가져갈까 봐
Naega gajin i haengbokdeureul nugungaga gajyeogalkka bwa
아름다운 아름답던 그 기억기 난 아파서
Areumdaun areumdabdeon geu gieoggi nan apaseo
아픔 마큼 아파해도 사라지지를 않아서
Apeum makkeum apahaedo sarajijireul anhaseo
친구들은 사람들은 다 나만 바라보는데
Chingudeureun saramdeureul da naman baraboneunde
내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가
Nae moseubeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga
그래도 난 어쩌면 내가 이 세상에 밝은 빛이라도
될까 봐
Geuraedo nan eojjeomyeon i sesange bichirado doelkka bwa
어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을 내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐
Eojjeomyeon geu modeun apeumeul naeditgoseorado jjalbge bicheul nae bolkka bwa
포기할 수가 없어
Pogihal suga eobseo
하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가
Harudo mam pyeonhi jamdeul suga eobsdeon naega
이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면 내가
Ireohgerado ireoseo boryeogo hamyeon naega
날 찾아줄까 봐
Nal chajajulkka bwa
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
Eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
Eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
얼마나 얼마나 얼마나 바랬을까
Eolmana eolmana eolmana baraesseulkka
Translation:
I once wanted to disappear from this world The whole world was so dark thay I cried every night to sleep
Would it be easier if I disappear?
My mom and dad are only looking at me, but this isn't the way I feel, but I keep getting further away
What should I do? What should I do? What should I do? What should I do??
They say that time is medicine and that was very true for me
And I get better as the day goes by
But sometimes, when I'm too happy, I'll be in pain again
I'm afraid that somebody will take this happiness that I have
All my friends, all those people are only looking at me, but this isn't the way I really feel, but I keep getting further away
But still, someday I'll be a bright light in this world
Maybe I'll be able to light up shortly even after taking all this pain
I can't give up
I couldn't sleep peacefully for a nighy When I try to stand up like this, I'll find myself
How much painfulit is, how much painful it is
How much did I hope for it
Bolbbalgan4
To My Youth (Indonesian Ver.)
...
kadang ku berharap bisa
menghilang saat ini juga
di tengah-tengah malam yang
gelap, tangisanku terdengar
akankah beban yang kurasa
juga ikut menghilang?
tatapan orang orang
seakan buatku tenggelam
...
masa masa penuh warna,
tak bisa aku rasakan
ku hanya bisa terus
menyakiti diriku yang lemah
orang-orang terdekatku
hanya menatap ke arahku
namun mereka tak pernah
bisa paham perasaanku
ku takut...ku ragu...
ku takut...ku ragu...
...
kiasan 'waktu adalah obat'
memang ada benarnya
ku merasa lebih baik,
seiringnya waktu berjalan
tapi di saat saat bahagia,
ku takut terjatuh
takut kebahagiaan ini hanyalah sementara
...
masa masa penuh warna,
tak bisa aku rasakan
rasa sakit tanpa sebab
hanya bisa terus ku pendam
orang-orang terdekatku
hanya menatap ke arahku
namun mereka tak pernah
bisa paham perasaanku
...
apakah ku bisa temukan setitik
cahaya yang buat hidupku cerah
mungkin saat rasa sakit ini menghilang
ku 'kan temukan jalan yang benar
ku tetap perjuangkan, takkan menyerah
meski tersirat keraguan
yakin saat ku tak goyah
ku kan temukan diriku yang sebenarnya
...
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...
sakitnya...sakitnya yang ku rasa
betapa menyakitkan rasanya
berapa lama ku harus menahan semua?
...
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LIRIK BOLBBALGAN4 _ TO MY YOUTH (Indonesian Ver.)
kadang ku berharap bisa menghilang saat ini juga
di tengah-tengah malam yang gelap, tangisanku terdengar
akankah beban yang kurasa juga ikut menghilang ?
tatapan orang orang seakan buatku tenggelam
masa masa penuh warna, tak bisa aku rasakan
ku hanya bisa terus menyakiti diriku yang lemah
orang-orang terdekatku yeah menatap ke arahku
namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku
ku takut...ku ragu...
ku takut...ku ragu...
kiasan 'waktu adalah obat' memang ada benarnya
ku merasa lebih baik, seiringnya waktu berjalan
tapi di saat saat bahagia, ku takut terjatuh
takut kebahagiaan ini hanya tahan sementara
masa masa penuh warna, tak bisa aku rasakan
rasa sakit tanpa sebab hanya bisa terus ku pendam
orang-orang terdekatku yeah menatap ke arahku
namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku
apakah ku bisa temukan setitik cahaya yang buat hidupku cerah
mungkin saat rasa sakit ini menghilang
ku 'kan temukan jalan yang benar
ku tetap perjuangkan, takkan menyerah
meski tersiat keraguan
yakin saat ku tak goyah
ku kan temukan diriku yang sebenarnya
sakitnya...sakitnya yang ku rasa
betapa menyakitkan rasanya
berapa lama ku harus menahan semua?
menghilang saat ini juga
di tengah-tengah malam yang gelap, tangisanku terdengar
akankah beban yang kurasa juga ikut menghilang ?
tatapan orang orang seakan buatku tenggelam
masa masa penuh warna, tak bisa aku rasakan
ku hanya bisa terus menyakiti diriku yang lemah
orang-orang terdekatku yeah menatap ke arahku
namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku
ku takut...ku ragu...
ku takut...ku ragu...
kiasan 'waktu adalah obat' memang ada benarnya
ku merasa lebih baik, seiringnya waktu berjalan
tapi di saat saat bahagia, ku takut terjatuh
takut kebahagiaan ini hanya tahan sementara
masa masa penuh warna, tak bisa aku rasakan
rasa sakit tanpa sebab hanya bisa terus ku pendam
orang-orang terdekatku yeah menatap ke arahku
namun mereka tak pernah bisa paham perasaanku
apakah ku bisa temukan setitik cahaya yang buat hidupku cerah
mungkin saat rasa sakit ini menghilang
ku 'kan temukan jalan yang benar
ku tetap perjuangkan, takkan menyerah
meski tersiat keraguan
yakin saat ku tak goyah
ku kan temukan diriku yang sebenarnya
sakitnya...sakitnya yang ku rasa
betapa menyakitkan rasanya
berapa lama ku harus menahan semua?
At some point in my life
I used to wish that I could disappear from this world
The whole world seemed so dark
I cried every night
Will my mind feel at ease
If I just disappeared
I was so afraid
Of everyone’s eyes on me
During those beautifully beautiful days
I was in pain
I hated myself
For not being able to receive love
My mum and dad
They’re only looking at me
This is not how I really feel
But I keep getting further away
What do I do
What do I do
What do I do
What do I do
The saying that time is medicine
Was really true for me
As the days went by
I really did get better
But sometimes when I’m too happy
I’m afraid I’ll be in pain again
I’m afraid that someone
Will take away my happiness
Those beautifully beautiful memories
Were so painful
I hurt to the point where I could hurt no more
But the pain wouldn’t go away
My friends all these people
They’re only looking at me
This is not how I really am
But I keep getting further away
But still maybe I could be
A bright light
In this world
Maybe after all of that pain
I could shine a light
Even if it’s short
So I couldn’t give up
The me that couldn’t fall asleep peacefully for a single night
Because if I keep trying to stand up like this
I might be able to find myself
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah ah ah ah
How painful must it have been
How painful must it have been
How much, how much, how much did I hope for it
2:10 hits different
When the world was dark and quiet , I was all by myself
all these questions come with an anxiety i didn't know it held
in the past it'd be better if i would disappear
nothing in my life or the future held in front of me was clear
Oh all their eyes are turned to me wondering what should i be
should i be love should i be hated what do they think of me
both my parents look to me and
asking where i plan to go
i hope I don't disappoint them because even I myself I don't know
Нанын ханттэ нэга и сэсани
Сарачжикиль парэссо
Он сэсани номуна камкамэ
Мэиль памыль ультон наль
Чарари нэга сарачжимён
Маыми пёналькка
Модуга наль парапонын
Щисони номуна турёуо
Арымдапке арымдаптон
Кы щичжорыль нан апасо
Саран падыль су опсотон
Нэга номуна щиросо
Омманын аппанын
Та наман парапонындэ
Нэ маымын кырон ке аниндэ
Чжаккуман мороман ка
Оттоке - х4
Щигани ягиранын мари
Нэге чжонмаль матораго
Харуга чжинамён чжиналь сурок
То наачжитораго
Кындэ гаккымын ному хэнбокхамён
Тто апаолькка па
Нэга качжин и хэнбоктырыль
Нугунга качжогалькка па
Арымдаун арымдаптон
Кы киёги нан апасо
Апын манкым апахэдо
Сарачжи чжирыль анасо
Чингутырын сарамтырын
Та наман парапонындэ
Нэ мосыпын кырон ке аниндэ
Чжаккуман мороман ка
Кырэдо нан очжомён
Нэга и сэсане пальгын
Пичирадо туэлькка па
Очжомён кы модын апымыль
Нэ дитко сорадо
Чжальпке пичиль нэполькка па
Погихаль суга опсо
Харудо мам пёни
Чжамтыль суга оптон нэга
Ирокерадо иросо порёго хамён
Нэга наль чачжа чжулькка па
AН AН AН AН AН AН AН - х4
Ольмана ольмана апассылькка
Ольмана ольмана апассылькка
Ольмана ольмана
Ольмана парэссылькка
I'll use it! Thanks!
na nun han ten ne ga
i ses sange
sa ra ji gil ba res so
on se sang-in no mu
na kam kam me
me il bam mu rul don na
cha ra rin ne gas sa ra jim myon
ma hum mip pyo nal ka
mo du gan nal ba ra bo nun shis so nin
no mu na du ryo wo
ha rum dap ge a rum dap don
gus shi jo rul na nap pa so
sa rang ba dul
su op sot ton ne ga
no mu nas shi ro so
hom ma nun nap pa nun da
na man ba ra bo nun de
nem ma u mun
gu ron ge a nin de
jak ku man mo roh man gah
ot tok ke, ot tok ke eh
ot tok ke, ot tok keh eh
shi ga ni ya gi ra nun ma rin ne ge
jong mal mat do ra go
ha ru ga jin na myon ji nal su rok
don na a jit do ra go
kun de gak ku mun
no mu heng bok ka myon
tok ap pa ol ka bwa
ne ga ga jin ni heng bok du rul
nu gun ga ga jo gal ka bwa
ha rum da un a rum dap don
guk gi yo gin na nap pa so
ap pun man kum
ap pa he do sa ra
ji ji ru ran nas so o
ching gu du run sa ram du run da
na man ba ra bo nun de
nem mo su bun gu ron ge a nin de
jak ku man mo roh man gah
gu re do nan ot joh myon ne ga
i se sange bal gun
bit chi ra do dwel ka bwah
ot jo myon gu mo du nah pum mul
ne dik ko soh
ra do jal ge bit chul ne bol ka bwa aa
po gi hal su ga op soh
ha ru dom man pyoh ni jam dul
su ga ot ton ne ga ah
i rok ke ra do ih ro soh
bo ryo go hak myon ne ga
nal cha ja jul ka bwa aa
a aa aa aa a hai..
a aa aa aa ai..
a aa aa aa a hai..
a aa aa aa ai..
hol ma na
hol ma na ap pas sul ka
hol ma na
hol ma na ap pas sul ka
hol ma na, hol ma na
hol ma na
ba res sul ka
I want to ask your permission, can I use your music to cover it? ^^
very good🖤
Can i use to my cover ? Thanks 🙏🏻
I love it :3
When the world was dark and quiet, I was all by
myself
All these questions come with anxiety I didn't know it
held
In the past I thought it'd be better if I would
disappear
Nothing in my life, or the future held in front of me
was clear
Oh all their eyes are turned to me, wondering what
should I be?
Should I be loved? Should I be hated? What do they
think of me?
Both my parents look to me and, asking where I plan
to go
T hope I don't disappoint them cause even I myself, I
don't know
What to do
What to do
What to do
What to do
Growing pains become part of daily life, ones l used
to condemn
But all the scars now show themselves to the world,
I've gotten used to them
In my heart, I knew that all this time, time was the
only cure
For the worries and impossibilities that I had to
endure
Though it was good, and it was right for me to go
through all these trials
It hurt my soul, it broke me down but I, but I refuse to
fall
And though their eyes are turned to me and I, feel my
knees start to shake
But in my hands is destiny, I'll sing to save what's at
stake
Perhaps in this dark world I'll be the one to shed light
upon this fragile, weary heart of mine
Maybe after the pain, I still deserve to hold your
hands say that it will be okay
Say you cannot give up cause there's so much to do,
so much to be, I know it's still unclear
Maybe if we keep going like this, someday we will
surely find ourselves in peace
Just how much?
Just how much? should I endure?
Just how much? should I endure?
Just how much? Just how much?
Just how much? should I endure?
There are times I cannot help wishing of disappearing from this world,
It seemed dark and I cry each night from all the tears I cannot hold,
If I left would I be happier?I hated to be here,
I was so afraid how the world would see me if I'm to show myself,
The youthful days,the youthful days that I went through,I was in pain,
With all the love that I did not receive am I the one to blame?
I know both mom and dad have genuinely cared for me,
But it's not how I really feel from them so I keep getting away,
I don't know,what to do ×2
"Time is medicine" is what they have been saying and I believe it's true,
As the days went by I indeed felt better,from the mistakes,I grew,
But sometimes I'm scared that I'll be in pain again when I'm too happy,
I'm afraid the happiness I feel will soon be gone again from me,
The youthful days,the youthful days,
that had some painful memories,
I have been hurt and I still hurt if I look back to all those days,
I know my friends and family have genuinely cared for me,
This isn't how I really am but I choose to push them away,
But perhaps I could be someone who can bring light to this world,
With all the things that I learned,
After I feel all this pain maybe I can shine my own light,
And face the fears that I can fight,
It's hard but I can't give up,
Not now when I am about to discover my own truth,
If I keep being strong like this maybe I'll find myself,
And walk the road out my youth
To my youth ×2
Who had this pain
To my youth ×2
Who had this pain
To my youth ×3
Who had high hopes
Naneun hanttae naega i sesange sarajigil baraesseo
On sesangi neomuna kamkamhae maeil bameul uldeon nal
Charari naega sarajimyeon maeumi pyeonhalkka
Moduga nal baraboneun siseoni neomuna duryeowo
Areumdapge areumdapdeon geu sijeoreul nan apaseo
Sarangbadeul su eopseossdeon naega neomuna silheoseo
Eommaneun appaneun da naman baraboneunde
Nae maeumeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga
Eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae
Sigani yagiraneun mari naege jeongmal majdeorago
Haruga jinamyeon jinalsurok deo naajideorago
Geunde gakkeumeun neomu haengbokhamyeon tto apaolkka bwa
Naega gajin i haengbokdeureul nugungaga gajyeogalkka bwa
Areumdaun areumdapdeon geu gieogi nan apaseo
Apeun mankeum apahaedo sarajijireul anhaseo
Chingudeureun saramdeureun da naman baraboneunde
Nae moseubeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga
Geuraedo nan eojjeomyeon
Naega i sesange balkeun biccirado doelkka bwa
Eojjeomyeon geu modeun apeumeul naeditgoseorado
Jjalpge bicceul naebolkka bwa
Pogihal suga eopseo
Harudo mam pyeonhi jamdeul suga eopsdeon naega
Ireohgerado ireoseo boryeogo hamyeon
Naega nal chajajulkka bwa
Aaaaaaa aaaaaaa
Aaaaaaa aaaaaaa
Eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
Eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
Eolmana eolmana eolmana baraesseulkka
나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어
온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날
차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까
모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워
아름답게 아름답던 그 시절을 난 아파서
사랑받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서
엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데
내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가
어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해
시간이 약이라는 말이 내게 정말 맞더라고
하루가 지나면 지날수록 더 나아지더라고
근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또 아파올까 봐
내가 가진 이 행복들을 누군가가 가져갈까 봐
아름다운 아름답던 그 기억이 난 아파서
아픈 만큼 아파해도 사라지지를 않아서
친구들은 사람들은 다 나만 바라보는데
내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가
그래도 난 어쩌면 내가
이 세상에 밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐
어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을 내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐
포기할 수가 없어
하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가
이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면 내가
날 찾아줄까 봐
아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아
아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
얼마나 얼마나 얼마나 바랬을까
There are times I cannot help wishing of disappearing from this world,
It seemed dark and I cry each night from all the tears I cannot hold,
If I left would I be happier?I hated to be here,
I was so afraid how the world would see me if I'm to show myself,
The youthful days,the youthful days that I went through,I was in pain,
With all the love that I did not receive am I the one to blame?
I know both mom and dad have genuinely cared for me,
But it's not how I really feel from them so I keep getting away,
I don't know,what to do ×2
"Time is medicine" is what they have been saying and I believe it's true,
As the days went by I indeed felt better,from the mistakes,I grew,
But sometimes I'm scared that I'll be in pain again when I'm too happy,
I'm afraid the happiness I feel will soon be gone again from me,
The youthful days,the youthful days,
that had some painful memories,
I have been hurt and I still hurt if I look back to all those days,
I know my friends and family have genuinely cared for me,
This isn't how I really am but I choose to push them away,
But perhaps I could be someone who can bring light to this world,
With all the things that I learned,
After I feel all this pain maybe I can shine my own light,
And face the fears that I can fight,
It's hard but I can't give up,
Not now when I am about to discover my own truth,
If I keep being strong like this maybe I'll find myself,
And walk the road out my youth
To my youth ×2
Who had this pain
To my youth ×2
Who had this pain
To my youth ×3
Who had high hopes
Naneun hanttae naega i sesange sarajigil baraesseo
On sesangi neomuna kamkamhae maeil bameul uldeon nal
Charari naega sarajimyeon maeumi pyeonhalkka
Moduga nal baraboneun siseoni neomuna duryeowo
Areumdapge areumdapdeon geu sijeoreul nan apaseo
Sarangbadeul su eopseossdeon naega neomuna silheoseo
Eommaneun appaneun da naman baraboneunde
Nae maeumeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga
Eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae
Sigani yagiraneun mari naege jeongmal majdeorago
Haruga jinamyeon jinalsurok deo naajideorago
Geunde gakkeumeun neomu haengbokhamyeon tto apaolkka bwa
Naega gajin i haengbokdeureul nugungaga gajyeogalkka bwa
Areumdaun areumdapdeon geu gieogi nan apaseo
Apeun mankeum apahaedo sarajijireul anhaseo
Chingudeureun saramdeureun da naman baraboneunde
Nae moseubeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga
Geuraedo nan eojjeomyeon
Naega i sesange balkeun biccirado doelkka bwa
Eojjeomyeon geu modeun apeumeul naeditgoseorado
Jjalpge bicceul naebolkka bwa
Pogihal suga eopseo
Harudo mam pyeonhi jamdeul suga eopsdeon naega
Ireohgerado ireoseo boryeogo hamyeon
Naega nal chajajulkka bwa
Aaaaaaa aaaaaaa
Aaaaaaa aaaaaaa
Eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
Eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
Eolmana eolmana eolmana baraesseulkka
나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어
온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날
차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까
모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워
아름답게 아름답던 그 시절을 난 아파서
사랑받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서
엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데
내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가
어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해
시간이 약이라는 말이 내게 정말 맞더라고
하루가 지나면 지날수록 더 나아지더라고
근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또 아파올까 봐
내가 가진 이 행복들을 누군가가 가져갈까 봐
아름다운 아름답던 그 기억이 난 아파서
아픈 만큼 아파해도 사라지지를 않아서
친구들은 사람들은 다 나만 바라보는데
내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가
그래도 난 어쩌면 내가
이 세상에 밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐
어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을 내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐
포기할 수가 없어
하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가
이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면 내가
날 찾아줄까 봐
아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아
아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
얼마나 얼마나 얼마나 바랬을까