HAVE YOU EVER LOST SOMEONE? | You Left Me
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 21 พ.ค. 2018
- WARNING: This game deals with a very sad topic in some dark ways. Watch with caution if you're not prepared to see things like this.
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Mark: *"I'm never gonna hit that button, never."*
Mark, if you won't hit that button... then I won't either.
Hugs 💜💜💜
Good. Your life is worth living
We are strong together, people are here for you
Stay strong my friend
Stay alive!
"i'm never going to hit that button. not ever."
this. this made me sob. mark is truly amazing and strong.
bvbblegum I agree and the way he dealt with the topics in the video are just incredible and one thing that strikes me every time I watch this video is how he speaks, like his voice is calming and understanding, even when he’s being a little less serious, his voice just seems perfect for reading what’s on the screen
TIME PLEASE
Telerisubs Sub if you’re wondering about what I said, it applies to the whole video and the original comment was at about 6:30-7 minutes in
Ned Arkins Thanks mate, appreciated
bvbblegum i am the exact same way
I lost a friend who sat with me on the bus. Every day I saved a seat for her on the bus. She never came back.
My best friend recently committed suicide. We both struggled with mental illness. We were in it together. We both made a promise that if one of us committed suicide they’d give the other a heads up. At 4:45 am I got a message saying she decided to end the fight. Suicide is when you stop fighting the war you never knew you had to fight. I wish the best for you.
@@guest_exe7843 Hey, are you ok? Can you comment so I'll know you're fine?
Avery Yuu hey. Thanks for this comment, and sorry I haven’t gotten back to you. It means a lot you actually care. I hope you’re doing well. Have a lovely day and feel free to reply.
Please keep commenting so we know that you are okay.
Are you asking me to carry on replying?
I remember watching this last year and when I saw the “give in or survive option” my first thought was “just give in.” Watching this now my first thought was to survive. :’)
I am so so proud of you. I may not know you but I love you. And I am so glad you have changed your mind set. Thank you for living. I'm proud of you.
I’m so proud of you!
Good job ♡❤
I’m so proud of you.
So proud if you!
"You survive one day, you can survive more"
...that hit hard. But thank you Mark
**"If life is unfair to everyone therefore, life is fair to everyone"**
It's a quote my math teacher told our class one time during maths...
lmao that seems fair
That's deep
That is beautiful. Thank you for sharing, Kriss.
Life isn't fair, no... But love is
dang thats a really smort math teacher
" I'll never hit that button, ever."
I've contemplated it. And gotten to the point where my hand was just barely not touching it. But then one of your videos came on. My hands almost grazed it. I heard your intro. Followed by a greeting by jack. I pulled my hand away. I watched the video.
It was so close.
I could touch it if I wanted.
I pressed the other one. I threw away the button to give up.
I watched more of your videos. And Jack's too.
You both saved me.
I owe you my life.
I hope I never get that close again.
I'm sorry if this is too long.
I doubt you'll ever see this.
But I needed to get it off my chest.
I'm sorry.
I'll stay. For you.
If you need to talk I’m here 💞
I am as well
Yes. Stay here. For your family and friends:)
You're loved and you can always find support. it gets better. I promise you. Even if things look bleak.
You're gonna go far :> so very far...
“The loneliness is suffocating.” Words I’ve repeated to myself for years.
Mark, you are the reason that I’m alive. I wouldn’t be here, on planet earth, without you. I wouldn’t know that I have a little brother. People were making fun of me, and I was dysphoric.Thank you, so much. I needed this, and I’m sure many others do as well.
I hope you can keep surviving and find more sustainable happiness than just TH-cam
Apollo The God this reminds me of my friend a lot thank you for being here, you’re so strong, and I’m so proud of you🥺💖
Thank you for staying with us.
If you ever need to talk to anyone i'm here (@uuni0_ on insta or twitter)
May I ask what your pronouns?
*“You survive one day, well you can survive more.”*
@Azazel Dreciare you could depending the speed of the truck
Azazel Dreciare LMAO💀😭
One more like and you will have 1,000.
1000 to like :)
but surviving the one day weakens you for the next..
*"Normal isnt always a good thing y'now"* - Doggo 2018
me no care
Good boy
Not normal is not always a good thing y'now? - me, 2022
@@The9KChannel do you care yet?
I lost my best friend to suicide the beginning of this year. He was the sweetest boy i ever met and there’s not a day it doesn’t hurt.
Edit: I’m so thankful for all the kind comments, for everyone that shared their story.
We all have to keep on going, even if it’s hard.
It’s good to know that none of us is alone in this.
Thank you and keep on fighting.
I’m so sorry. We’re always here if you want to talk
It will get better, cause it gets better. Just keep moving forward past the pain. Each day is a fight to push forward.
I haven't heard or even seen my best friend. A few months ago, she confessed she was suicidal. I'm worried about her . . . she showed me so many things she's done to herself. I'm so sorry for your loss as well. This shouldn't ever be about me.
I am truly sorry for your loss we are here if you'd like to talk
@@Kai-iy3kk honey, if you think it wont hurt you to be there for her, be there, but if you think it could hurt you, please just tell her to get help. I have a past suicide attempt and a history of self harm, there is such a stigma around getting help that you think it will be terrible, but it really helps. Her mental health isnt your responsibility, but if you can be there for her and show your love, do it.
Me: *plays the game, doesn't cry, is just in a heavy mood*
Him: *plays the game*
Me: *watches, starts crying from him talking about it and all the emotion I hear in his voice*
Yeah, I teared up pretty bad, too.
"I'm never gonna hit that button",that will stay with me in low moments,always.
The sun will always rise again. That’s my quote when I feel like I can’t move forward and just want to sit down and sleep.
Yellow rose Of Texas. We always need to remember that someone somewhere still loves us and doesn't want us to stay in a harsh time and sometimes almost positively will impact our future in some way.
This comment section is darker than the video
@@TN-ph9gi but still is dark
True that.
Thanks for the warning darling
Tru
I probably the reason for that sorry
"I'm never going it hit that button. Ever."
Why is it when he says it, he isn't talking to the game or just the camera. It's like he is talking to us, in person. This is why I genuinely want to live. Even though I'm diagnosed with suicidal ideations and have attameoted 16 times now.. I want to be here, for him. I want to meet him at one point.
I'm sure you will meet him one day, even if it's by a small gesture, like a heart on a comment or a simple hi. You'll get there, I can't tell you when or how but the possibility is always there.
"It's just a game. nothing bad is gonna happen."
This is not a game. This is a serious life choice. a life choice that you can't ignore.
Then by God you go meet him dude don’t let anyone stand in your way👍👍👍👍❤️❤️❤️❤️
I and everyone in this community love you and are here for you! we're so so glad that you exist.
@@nat4501 Thank you..
When I was in grade 5, we were called into assembly. For some reason I felt sick, shaky. Then we found a kid, only two years older. Used a rope and, you can imagine the rest. Throughout that assembly all I could think was, "i didn't know you, but I wish I could have done something.". Now, two years later, I feel like a broken record. Lonely, hurt and sad. My friends helped me and just know, if you're reading this, I care. We may not talk or even know each other, but I care for all of you. Inside of you are golden hearts to treasure. If you need a reason to stay, to not hit that button. I'm one. I care, I want you to live, to experience everything good in this world. You are an amazing human and you always will be.
Thank you. I care about you too, Laura
"I'm never gonna hit that button"
Damn that hit. Just because it's a game. I'll never hit it. That hit hard.
Edit: why did 1.3k people like this. Thanks.
Edit: 1.9k people like this holy-
edit again: 2.1k holy heckersons
exactly. That part was.... wow.
*gOnna
@@xx_anime.edits_xx2085 oop
you should change that edit to 1.6k likes.
also, the way he said it and explained it... it lets you know that even if it's a game, you get to decide on what to do.
even Jack pressed the button. and he only saw 3 endings (live, die (by hanging), and *join*)
*you may not have hit the button, but the button hit you*
mark: *on a subway*
also mark: i’m on a rocket ship tO SPACE
We all love goofy Mark 🙂
It was more of a train not a subway because subways aren't above ground but trains are
Wasn’t it a metro?
predictions
Mark: "I'm never going to hit that button..ever!"
Me: "I questioned hitting it..but you saved me.."
Good your life is worth living. Keep living until you are alive again
I wanna hit it, I wanna hit it so bad, but at the same time, I know I can't, so I won't.
@@frainium8644 you’re worthy. you have a purpose. you are the reason people are excited to wake up. please don’t do it. stay for me. stay for the community, stay for yourself. we love you
@@frainium8644 if you hit the button you get free robux
I have a friend who attempted suicide in January. Fortunately, she didn't succeed. She was in a rehab facility for a long time, and I didn't get to see her much before quarantine started. I have no way to contact her. Her parents monitor everything she does really closely, and she doesn't have a real phone. She hasn't posted on her dad's snapchat in months, and that was the only time I ever knew she was still out there. I wish I could tell her how much I care. I wish she could see how much everyone loves her. If you're out there somewhere, reading this- you might know who you are, and you might not. If you see this, just know that I love you. You are wanted. You are wonderful. You are kind and strong and courageous and I just want you to know that. I love you so much.
Once this is all over, promise you'll go to her.
i'm really sorry, i hope things are better for you now
When mark was saying "I *could* hit that button. But I'm not going to. I will never hit that button" I didn't hear just somebody saying "that's a terrible idea it'll be bad for the fans" I hear *mark* and I heard him talking from his *heart*, I heard what sounded like experience, and a lot of knowledge about this. I heard mark *wanting* to survive. I'm not saying mark is suicidal, I'm saying maybe he's had those thoughts in his grief, but he knew he wanted to stay. And I honestly think we help, and so does all his friends and family. He's an honest and loving, kind man. I'm glad I idolize mark.
Max bird me too *hugs mark *
I spent the entire video thinking about Dan and Cyndago, though.
Fantasy Kaneki yes but at the same time it's only an opinion
BlackOpsMaster10263 same
17:20 when mark said that it touched my heart. My family doesn’t understand. The think I can just flip the switch and be better. But it’s a fight everyday. Sometimes the fight means not leaving my bed so I don’t end it. Sometimes it means leaving my house and not coming home for a long time. Sometimes it means escaping to work or from work. Sometimes it means sitting at my table and crying over the pill bottles as I think of the few reasons why I should stay alive. The fight goes on every day and it’s so hard. Mark helps me so much. Him and jack have stopped me from hurting myself so many times. They’ve helped me stay here this long. Thank you so much mark. Without you I wouldn’t be here anymore. I’ll keep fighting just so I can always see you in the next video.
You can do it! I know imma bit late but I still care. We are all family here
people dont get that it takes dfferent things to make it through the fight especially my family they think i can just feel better aswell some days i feel desparate to stay up so it doesnt feel like im wasting the day or doing nothing for a whole day even if i miss assignments...
Permadeath Piper
I noticed that your Instagram is deleted and you haven’t uploaded in 9 months, I hope you are doing okay, we care a lot.
I hope you are doing well, there are people in the world that care and love you, and I know that it doesn't seem like it but they do care. I know this reply has been kinda cliche but I wish you the best and I hope you are alright.
I literally wrote an extremely depressed comment 3 years ago and I came back now and Read it. I was like...wow... just wow... honey see a therapist. Like damn. You know that was written at 3am in the middle of my third mental breakdown that night.
I always come back here to cry
I am glad you're back to read it.
i feel that. like this shit rlly gets you in the feels
NOT ME RELATING-
But seriously, I hope you're doing well and in a better place❤️
i hope ur doing well now
*”Don’t cry because it’s over, smile because it happened.”*
-Dr. Seuss
eef: “dont cry because it’s over, cry because it happened!”
Now that Unus Annus is over this is very befitting ❤🥺
Annndddd......Unus Annus memories are back 🥺🥺
“Don’t cry because it’s over, cry because it happened”-Eef
So smile because it happened right? so do i smile when in a funeral? it would make the funeral a little weird wouldn't it?
"I'm never gonna hit that button. Ever" that means so much to me. I won't hit the button either
_"I can never love myself as,much as I will love you."_
Mark: "I'm never gonna hit that button, never."
Well Mark, they always say follow the footsteps of those you admire. So, I'll try... for you.
I’m proud of you. How are you doing?
a good one to watch after the end of unus annus.
may we never press that "give in" button, and keep surviving.
memento mori.
Unus Annus
"loss stays with you for your entire life. it can heal and
you'll be fine, you'll, you'll be better for it, but you'll always
remember it.. and like, the temptation to give in is always gonna be there,
and it'll always pull you back. that's why you gotta stay strong because,
you know,
you survived one day.. you can survive more. you can keep going and then you
can keep living, even if it cant seem like you will."
"Time doesn't heal, it just teaches us to live with the pain"
Thank you.
* -cries- *
I lost it at “every day I think about joining you” that just hit me hard. I’ve thought about suicide a lot in the past and it just hit real hard oh man. Now I’m just lying here crying I didn’t even make it to the 10 minute mark
Same here dude. :( I'm not much, but I'm here for you.
Same here. I lost it in the first 5 minutes. But this community is the best damned thing to happen in a long time. You are amazing, and i hope to always be with this beautiful community.
Same everdays a struggle RIP Dad and Grandma 🙏
Its fine we all have weaknesses but its you and the people around to help you feel better. I've thought about suicide as well but it was people like Jack and Mark and people in the community that made myself think how would that make them feel to find i killed myself i thank them to this day for everything they've done for me
Same here hon, don’t worry we’ll get through this. We’ve suffered so much pain so eventually we’ll get the same amount of good.
The good can’t exist without evil and the evil can exists without the good.
The universe is balanced so eventually we will get our good times, our happy hours, basically what I’m saying is..
It will get better.
We are enduring this pain for a reason, it’s like purgatory before heaven, bad before the good. It will get better and believe me I’m not just some stranger telling you this. I’m am your FRIEND that has been through and still going through the same thing as you but as long as I believe it will get better I *know* it will
In June or July of 2020, I met my best friend Taylor online. We knew each other through a mutual friend, but never really talked much.
I found out she was extremely depressed, so I reached out to her. We started talking for a few minutes.
As the days went by, minutes turned to hours, and we talk every day now.
Ever since then I've been helping her out, giving her tips on ways to be happier, letting her know how amazing she is. She has come close to pushing that button much more than once, but I've always tried to be there for her at those times.
Taylor has gotten a lot better since then, which I am very thankful for. She's my closest friend and I honestly don't know what I'd do without her.
She's never told me exactly why she's depressed, but I've still been able to help her out, and it's truly amazing.
its even harder though when the person that died in my life was someone so important, yet i was too young to have the memories of life with them. Its still insanely painful, but whats worse is that i don't have those memories of them to appreciate and cherish. all i really know about him is what he looked like. That's it.
This..
Then cherish what you have. Grab on and never let go. It hurts, I know. The pain may still be there long after this comment is posted, but pain fades away. But never let those memories you have fade away.
Your little speech near the end about the fact you kept living beyond the fact you could've gotten another ending. Was really meaningful. Thanks for this ride mark.
"My mask is cracking."
"It looks fine to me."
Dude.. as someone who tries to smile 24/7 for everyone, I freaking get it.. love this game..
LittleMissLatvia1 it really hits deep when you know the feeling...
Oh so that's what the mask is about. I didn't get it the first time
Artificial happiness destroys the mind... That’s why one of the endings was about overdosing. They thought that being happy meant that they could forget, so they wanted to be happy as soon as possible. Pain is the hardest burden to bear...
Out of 8 billion people in this world, when your person dies, you're just not the same person anymore. You just don't see the world with same eyes as before. The loneliness and silence is suffocating...
The beautiful music blending with Mark's voice makes me so calm. When he said that he would never press that button, I felt that. Mark, if you ever read this, just know that I love you and you saved my life once apon a time. And if you won't press that button, I won't either.
Nobody
Markiplier: *_DOGGO THE CAT_*
*NO SPACE FOR MEMES HERE! BY MEMING HERE, YOU CHOSE...*
Ah alright. It's just a meme
The vibe of the comment has been ruined, thank you
You could just have some respect
All of you
I’ve always wanted to name a cat Doggo. It’s on my bucket list lol
I am honestly in tears right now. (Please read till end. Just....please)
I'm scrolling through the comments and am finding so many people who are saying Mark is a reason they stay alive, sharing stories (mainly their own), and even just saying positive things for others. As a person who tried to commit suicide at the age of 16 seeing all these comments, and hearing Mark's words makes me wish I had been here back then. I'm 18 now, and every day I work on distancing myself from *that* time of my life.
To all of you out there who come across this and are struggling, know someone who has struggled, have struggled: You can do it. You are strong, you are wonderful, you are exactly what the world needs. If loss is something contributing towards the struggle: No, it never does get easier. Nothing ever gets easier. BUT you get stronger. You learn to adapt. And one day it will not be your main focus anymore. It will not effect you as much as it does right now.
Keep up the fight, don't let anything or anyone stop you. You are brilliant. And you are strong.
And please.....if you ever need someone to talk with.....I believe there is an option to message someone on TH-cam. If that's the case mine are always open, and I will do my best to at least let you know you are not alone. If not, there is a website where free of charge you can speak with someone (typically a user who has gone through training, but some actual therapists are available) and have the support you need in that moment. Its called 7cups.
Hopeful Dawn I dont think the world needs an emotionally unstable wreck as myself...
@@freeds6601 I know its been 5 months but I stumbled across this video.Of course the world needs you.God didnt just put you here just because.He put you here because everyone INCLUDING YOU have a purpose in life.Even if it doesnt look like it...trust me on this it does get better.
@@eclipz3794 although i dont really believe in hod or anything really i agree
This really breaks my heart just thinking about people who've suffered like that I wish I could give them a big supportive hug 😞
Im just now watching this but,
"Im never gonna hit that button"
That hit hard- this entire game got me.
hey, how are you?
I lost my mom in March this year. This game is right, even when you "get over" it, you never really "get over" it. But like I always say, everything is going to be okay.
I hope you're okay. Ik it's hard, and I am crying right now. I remembered my grandma watching this vid and reading your text. I loved her.
😱😩😇
Be happy for your mother because no mother likes to see their child down
Damn man hope she is in heaven
+Mac Foraday I can relate to you secondhand. My grandmother has passed away half a decade ago, but to this day, my mother still feels the same pain and agony from that day. She always talks about how much she misses her parents and how much she wishes to join them at their graves. You never really recover from it, but you learn to live with it even though it plagues the back of your mind. Losing someone is one of the most difficult things in life.
The video hurts so much, but also remember Mark lost Daniel and his dad. He feels our pain and more
Helping others is an amazing coping mechanism. If anyone can't be talked down or convinced to change their mind from suicide no matter what, I beseech them to do so in the service of helping others. In the process they might even help themselves change their mind.
you can't just "change you mind" from suicide. You can get stronger, you can learn to fight back. To push one more day. But you can't just change your mind and say "Y'know... I don't think that's such a good idea." If you're suicidal then you can see no other escape except for death.
Who is Daniel?
error53ish Daniel Krye used to be a part of cyndago, you can find him in a lot of their videos. He passed away to an attempted suicide attempt 2 years ago. He was one of mark’s closest friends.
Sounds like more than an attempt if Mark actually lost him. =(
Mark, today I was going to end it all, I wanted to watch my favorite TH-camrs, one last time, I stumbled on this video, and I'm not leaving, not today. Thank you
Stay strong man, don't leave us...
We care
Hey I hope you're doing better stay strong
Hey I know this comment was from about a year ago but If you see this pls know pressing that button is never the answer let’s just say i would know.
Hey, are you okay? Just making sure.
I hope, that you are still there...
I come back to this video every so often when I feel like giving up and it reminds me how precious life is and to keep going no matter how tough things get. And reading the comments on this video and the humor in mark’s videos always perks me up, so thank you markiplier, thanks everyone.
if anyone wants to know the amazing song in the game its called: I cant forget you - by rxdlxst
Thank you!
How ironic
Chloe Worcester thank u❤️
Tysm :3
Thank you!
I've been dealing with loss for 7 years now. I never had anyone around. My parents disappeared when I was 8 and the one person who ever showed me love and compassion died right in front of my eyes. It still hard to deal with and I feel lost most days. It affects everything I do. I fight every day and question myself if I should give in or stay alive. I always will choose to stay alive, there are people who need me more than I need them and I couldn't bring myself to hurt anyone I love.
I can't imagine the sort of pain and hardship that brings into everyday life. You have my support and admiration for your strength. In all terror, sadness and grief there is a sense of hoplessness, that you have forever lost part of you, but I believe you can get that back or find a way to live above the pain and give to others what was taken from you. Giving can truly bring meaning to a life.
You aren't alone brother, have a good day and a better tomorrow.
Josh Garchow oh my god
@shradhx._13 is my instagram Hit me up. You aren't alone, okay?
Thank you
Don't worry I know what that feels
"two sides of an unfair coin"
Those words hit me deeply...
anyone who's struggling this is a message for you i guess, its something i would've wanted to hear so maybe you want to hear it too,
i was there, for five years i was drifting and suffocating and i eventually went numb, i wanted to leave so bad, i almost did so many times too but then one night i decided to try, i stayed away from sharp objects and i worked on myself, i went to counselling, i started eating and interacting with the people who worried about me and it was hard and took two years now the pain is nothing but a distant memory of when things weren't as easy, things get better but they don't do it on their own, you have to take the effort to make them better too, and it isn't your fault if you have a bad day/month/year but even when things seem hopeless and like you're all alone your friends will help and things get better i promise, things hurt less, they get easier and you can do it, i believe in you and i'll be here for you too
i'm so proud of you for getting better, that's an amazing achievement and i'm so glad life has improved for you now!
Mark's the only person I know who understands *it* without my knowledge of him _having_ *it* the same way I and others have
Just because you don't know it, doesn't mean it doesn't exist.
He probably has some pretty dark thoughts, that's why he can smile so brightly. If he told you his darkest thoughts, would you run, or would you stay by his side through them? Would you throw help at him like you pity him, or would you teach him how to help himself? How would you react if he told you that he's been through The Suicide Gauntlet Of Thoughts? If he told you that he's had to literally hide weapons, avoid dangerous places, surround himself by responsibilities, etc... ?
Remember, some of the friendliest, brightest, most *happiest* of people have the darkest thoughts.
You should love them anyway.
Also, this was posted on my birthday this year. Coincidentally, all the people who've ever loved me unconditionally have died... I kinda wanna go where they are. Like, a lot. Like, I have had to literally force myself to hold on to railings to keep from diving into traffic, hide weapons so I don't use them, beg friends to take me along for rides so I'm not left alone long enough to overdose on random other people's medications, etc.... I even gathered the materials to tie weights to my legs to jump off a pier at one point to drown myself. I just... want to be with them, since I haven't found anyone worth staying for here.
My younger brother died of brain cancer three months before my older brother was murdered, and my younger brother's birthday is near Thanksgiving (the date of that holiday changes each year), and my older brother's birthday is the day before New Year's Eve. Coincidentally, my foster father, the man I wanted to walk me down the aisle when I was planning my wedding, died on New Year's Eve (his birthday was also in December, if I remember correctly). He died just before I was planning to ask that of him. My grandfather died of lung cancer, and my grandmother died of diabetes after losing both her legs and then getting really sick for a long time. And then there were James and Will, both young men who died in terrible accidents, whom I think really liked me but didn't tell me (girls can tell these things, y'know!!). There was a young man in college too, Ian, whom I got wicked vibes from like he liked me since he showed me more affection than anyone else, but then he hung himself in the basement of his dorm.
But I'm ... still here.
Waiting.
For what, even I don't know.
Maybe I shouldn't be though.
I know this is sad but is that Jefferson in your profile picture?
@@squid2333 For clarity, whom were you talking to? If to me, I used my own picture.
Didn't he try to kill him self at some point or were those just rumors?
That "I'll see you in the next episode" hit hard
"Loss stays with you for... Your entire life.."
Don't
I can't
No fair
💔
Loss may stick with you, but wounds heal. Scars heal. And given time, the pain will fade. It hurts... And it will hurt for a long time. But just know, it will get better. And you'll be stronger for it.
the way he looks at the camera with a sad smile and shakes his head sympathetically makes me cry. it makes me feel safer which is stupid, but I still like the feeling. it's hard not to give in, but please don't. Even if you've forgotten, you're important and you can do it. Like he says, it won't go away so soon, but that doesn't mean you can't do it. Thanks, Mark. And I'm glad you won't press the button.
I just love that everyone in the comments are writing long paragraphs and connecting to each other. It really warms my heart .❤️
I know right 😊😊
Twentyønepiløts Løver I feel the same ❤💗👥💬
Mhm :D
I dislike the rude behavior though
Its a loveing community what did you expect ☺
It pisses me off how people actually disliked the video.
Adrian Maldonado maybe they aren't disliking it for the reason you think they be disliking it because the feeling uncomfortable,or they do it because it was a quick action to show how they feel because they fear to comment how they feel
those are the people who think that emotions are overrated, but they will learn their lesson
Voltron Trash there will always be those who dislike it for the soul reason of disliking mark. Or just trying to spread hate.
People suck. They really, really suck. Video's like these are ment to support people. And bring us together as a community. Yet still there are still assholes who think they're funny.
Fcourse you got people disliking the video because they feel uncomfortable about it. But i'm sure most of these dislikes are those fuckers who just love to see others suffer
Most of them are probably not people, but rather bots. Although to be fair, bots are programmed by people, so your point still stands.
Adrian Maldonado right?! Like who tf is that heartless???
This game makes me think about how I nearly lost my fiance to a car crash two years ago. I was at a low point at the time and panicked because he wasn't answering me calls. The next day he called me and told me he was blind sided and the only reason there was no accident was because he had accidentally hit the gas instead of the brakes. The other truck had smashed right into the driver's side back passengers seat. I held him much closer each time I saw him after that. I always make sure he texts me when he gets where he's going now. I'm scared, I don't know if I even would be here today if I lost him that night.
I finally started to cry again.
Paul, may your light continue to shine in the darkest of moments. Your life was too short, and too sweet, for it to be taken.
Everyday I wanna die, inside and out.
Everyday I wanna die and not remember the bad things since I just turned 15 just barely a month. My uncle molested me and I don't wanna think about it at all... but it lingers. Being raised by my stepdad was worse because he was so verbally abusive to me and physically abusive to my mom and brother. As I moved out of my parents' house and moved into my aunt's place, it got worse. I was molested by my other uncle and I never told his brother (my dad). After finding out I was pregnant, I was on an emotional roller coaster about having a baby. After my aunt kicked me out, I had nowhere to live. Living from place to place, I finally stayed at my mom's place. After having my baby girl, my stepdad kicked my mom, my new baby and myself out of the house again. So we lived in the house that my first uncle that molested me. Few weeks later, we moved back into the house. My stepdad was verbally abusive to me if I slept, I am a bad mother. If I eat before feeding my baby, I am a bad mother. If you don't do right with your baby, I will kick you out and have full custody of your daughter.
My family is no help because they'll just backstab me. I have no REAL FRIENDS because they don't contact me like a friend should. I am by myself, with my thoughts, and my darkest friend there is... My dark cloud. Negative thoughts are my drug. As I grab a chunk of those thoughts I place it on a spoon, liquify it, and inject it into my system so I can get a negative high.
My daughter is an 8th grader. About to graduate. She has been in the Special Olympics for a while now, 22 medals from gold silver and bronze. She has been in swimming class since she was 9yo, over 2 dozen ribbons later. She has autism. And I love her.
Everyday I wanna die, inside and out... but I can't because I have a daughter to live for.
Thank you, Mark.
Nessa Jean If this is an honest comment, this story doesn't belong on a TH-cam video. Seek help. You'll find on the wrong day, your daughter isn't enough of a barrier. Trust me.
Nessa Jean things will get better. You just have to believe and hope they will! And i really hope for te best for you and your daughter. *virtual hug* its gonna be okay!
I am a single mom, 37-years-old, unemployed, full of depression anxiety and suffer major panic attacks, got a degree in general studies (a folder with a piece of paper that collects dust and does nothing for me) but never pursued anything because of my limitations, no one pushed me in my family in any of the things I can do... so many talents, yet, I am shy.
I really hope you will be doing well, both you and your daughter... and yeah... dont give up... ❤ im saying this as much to myself as well tbh...
The help I get doesn't HELP. It's just talking and talking and talking and pills that do not help but make me sicker and sicker... no solution. And if this was a community that was supposed to be Open and helpful, then I ask to please not to reply back. Trust me, I have tried everything and nothing works. Lol, funny word that I see that I do not approve of TRUST! A word that means nothing because I have no trust in humanity, and myself.
My fiancee died 2 years ago this past May. I remember people telling me "he's in a better place now" "you'll get over it half the time you knew him" "I don't understand why you're so sad".
He belonged here, with me, there is no better place than that. I have never and will never get over losing my best friend and love of my life. I was depressed, and my anxiety got so bad it was hard for me to leave the house.
His family really helped me through the loss, my own family just couldn't understand how hurt I was. I still think about him everyday. I always will. You never get over losing someone you love. I did to get a place where I can now think of him and smile, instead of breaking down in tears. I do cry sometime, but mostly I feel great full for having known and loved him, knowing he loved me too.
I understand
I understand too. You really don't get over it, but it can become something beautiful even though it still hurts just as much as it did the first day.
He wouldn't want you to be sad that he is gone so instead, be happy for all the good he did here.
vamperus Man the people that told you that lack empathy. That's so cold hearted. I'm so sorry for your loss. I'm sure he watches over you every day. Jesus is holding him in his arms. ❤ I know it still hurts. God bless you.
Krista Edwards thank you ❤
I'm coming up on 9 years since I lost my dad. I went to watch Mark's old videos and this is the one I came across. The anniversary of his death is this month (May). It got me all in my feels but I was staying strong until I looked at when Mark posted this, May 22. The day my dad died. That got to me. Thank you, Mark, thank you for saying what you've said in this video.
"im never gonna hit that button, never."
thank you mark.. you've helped me to not press that button so many times... i cant explain how much gratitude i have for you, we all love you
"ᴵ ᴰᴼᴺᵀ ᴮᴸᴬᴹᴱ ᵞᴼᵁ ᶠᴼᴿ ᴸᴱᴬᵛᴵᴺᴳ." Damn.. i really feel that. Everyone leaves me once in awhile. It hurts me, but i understand why they would leave me. I'd blame myself too. Im not good enough. I get that, but i wish they'd understand how much i try. Sometimes i just wanna leave how they left me, but i woulnt want someone to be in pain like i am.
And those people that leave you, sooner or later will be learning in life things like this, something that hurts them too, and you have to know that if life didn't make them do it whit you, someone will come, to experiencie good things in your company. You matter so much, to everyone that doesn't have meet you yeet, to everyone who stills have their life to be aligned whit yours. You should know, out there, will be somebody, always, for you. Even if it is Mak, thought the screen rigth now, he maybe isn't here buy he's a human, and he truly means the love an aprecciation that he speaks of. I believe so much that you will find people that will take the journey of life whit you, for the time it has to be, for the things they has to be, for anything. You are worth, and you are beautiful. You're not the moments of people going away, you re so much more. I love you. And i can say it so secure of myself, because i would never, never ever, want anybody to be sad. I can't control it, we can't control it sometimes, but at least we are here, figthing it.
I wrote this whole thing to you, because i know a friend that have that kind of thoughts of people leaving her, and i feelt the need to tell you what are you worth for.
I deeply apologize for bad english, i hope you have a great life. We love you.
If they left you, they weren't good enough for you anyways. The people who stay with you no matter what matter. Stay strong
It’s really hard to understand why people leave sometimes. Whether they wanted to or not. I just want you to know that one day you’ll find someone that stays and makes you feel happier than you thought was possible. It’s possible to live a happy life even if it feels like all you have is pain. My prayers are with you.
Please don't think about yourself like that. You are good enough and someone will always be there for you. Even if it's just me, a stranger in the comments section, someone will always be there for you
You shouldn't blame yourself. People leave sometimes but they make us more thankful for those who stay.
Thank you for playing this. I'm sure we all have lost someone before. I know you're comfort to a lot of us. Thank you Mark.
Awesome dude. I couldn't have said better.
I actually haven't lost anyone yet. I wonder if that will ever happen
I haven't lost anyone, not anyone close to me. And I dread the day that I do lose someone close to me. One of my best friends is extremely suicidal and he plans on killing himself in two years and tbere's nothing I can do about it...
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Let him know you're there for him. And hold on to your friend, and don't let go.
I hope you never have to lose anyone.
Not someone but well my dog was like a person to me
I recently lost my uncle, to an on going battle with his health. It’s been rough and family gatherings aren’t the same with out him, but when I found this video I found truth in your words. So, thank you for saying this things and posting this video, it really helps.
I started crying at 19:46 because I started to remember my aunt, who had unfortunately died because of a cancer tumour in her head, which ever so slowly killed her...
…god I miss her.
I've dealt with suicide myself, and almost went through... this video hits hard and made me cry, but it made me feel like I'm not alone...
Thank you Mark...
Thank you everyone...
I love you...
You’ll never be alone.
Im in the same boat as you my friend... We really do have to just keep fighting anything in our way in hopes of greener pastures...
Ray Gonzalez My moms best friends husband committed suicide last year. It was very hard for my moms friend and my mom. My moms friend is still angry at her husband (Of course) but she is getting better, and I am happy for her.
@@makkimix9535 I'm glad you're sharing this a lot more people deal with loss without knowing it, as for me I didn't know why I was depressed until I found out it was all from grieving loss.
I feel you I'm going through the same thing. But I'm always alone.
Mark, I don’t think you will see this, but I can still have hope.
Can you do a mental health series?
A series of videos that are supportive, and kind.
With topics like “You are loved.” “Happiness.” “Depression” “Loneliness.” And others.
Please, I know it would be more work, but I think it would be a very nice thing. I struggle with mental conditions such as adhd and autism, and with your deep, soothing, gentle voice, I think those type of videos would help me, you, and every single viewer who sees them.
Thank you, for doing everything, Mark.
He said he didn't feel he could give advice, but honestly he probably helps so many subscribers just by doing what he does and being who he is. At the very least, he helps me.
@markiplier
I'm autistic too and I agree it's tough. I agree so much mark should do that.
Mark: If you survive one day, you can survive more, and you can keep living.
Me: *breaks down* Yeah, Mark... you’re right. *throws away blade*
Mark is genuinely a lifesaver. I only wish he knew what he’s done for me.
He is. And thank you for throwing it away. We all can get through these things.
I'm glad you exist. Hope you're doing well, Alyssa.
I'm glad you threw it away. Continue everyday, survive everyday as you did yesterday. I'm glad you're still here, Alyssa ♡
I didn’t even realize I was crying. I miss my friend. I will always miss you buddy.
I lost my mom back in 2016. She died at the age of 40 and left way too early, unexpectedly, and suddenly. Some days are harder than others. But I live for her.
❤
You're doing great. Wish you all the luck and happiness.
Jennifer Kennedy i lost my dad back 8 years ago and i don't know my mom. It sucks people ha e to go through things like this. Why is life so hard?
Right now im in the hospital battling cancer and unfortunately the doctors said i only have a few months left but watching this helped me so much. I know when i leave its going to hurt so many people and im in a state of depression because all i can feel is the loss that is soon to come for my friends and family. But thank you mark so much for this amazing journey and for the time i have left, i really will remember this video and the inspring messages within it. Thank you so so much.
I had known someone in your position that passed a few weeks ago. It was her wish for her friends to party at her funeral because she didn't want sadness among them. I wish you the best in your time with us.
Lucy Lovelace we will all miss you, and I send support to your family. You’re so strong and I want you to keep fighting, until the very end, that way, you can say you tried and you have no regrets
Thank you and i will keep fighting to tge very end. You have just made a very sad girl so very happy
We all know your'e strong..
Not like weak ı'm.. But keep going friend! Even if ı'm weak, I'm behind you!
Don't worry my 5 year old bro is fighting cancer too dont worry
“What remains of edith finch” and “Everybody's gone to the rapture.”
The poem is called "Be True to You".
"To think a lot of others,
you must think a lot of you.
Self-harm can become an addiction.
Who needs that with all the affliction
this world already has to offer?
Addiction can multiply
to the point that you might even die.
Not on purpose, just easing the pain.
But just one time you could not refrain
from going a little too far.
Cutting doesn't just hurt your own skin,
but your friends, your schoolmates, your kin.
It hurts them to see you be cruel
to someone they see as a jewel.
When you think no one really cares,
plus, life keeps on throwing you scares,
think of someone you care about
who deserves love without a doubt.
Then imagine them self-harm engaging
from depression or sadness or raging.
What would that do to your heart?
Now with that answer in your mind,
look in the mirror and you will find
the same is true of you.
Whether angry or feeling blue,
get help when you need it, for sure.
Even though there's not always a cure,
you can stop the dangerous behavior
and become your personal savior."
A poem by Robbi Kulik
I have to say, the art in this game is beautiful, depicting strong visual images to fit well into the story and overall message.
I can only empathize with what's going on, having never gone through this and not knowing anyone who is personally going through such heavy emotions. All I could do is wish all of you guys(who have/are experiencing this or know someone who had/is) the best, and I hope that you can find a safe space irl or in an online community. I hope that you get the support and hope to keep going despite everything that's happening.
While watching this I scrolled through the comments and wept over reading people pouring their hearts out about losing their parents, grandparents, spouses, cousins, siblings, pets, even struggling with their own mortality for one reason or another. Maybe they needed someone else to read it, maybe they meant for it to become lost in the flood of words below, much like this one, almost like a slip of paper you let go of in a wind storm.
but sometimes, it can be good to talk to people about hard times, even if you don't know that someone is listening.
David Erickson agreed
i left my story... No one read it.After seeing all these people responding to others with love and support i wish someone had read mine, because that isn't something i get in real life...
Case Shuff I understand exactly why.
The Wanderer hey ^-^ i don't want to be presumptuous, since i don't know your story, but i'm sure that no matter how lonely you feel of isolated life seems, someone cares. someone will listen and love you. it took me a long time to realize the value of the people who care. when they turn up, cherish them, okay? stay strong
"It's a battle that you fight every day"
The thing about this game is that it's not telling u only about the experience of loosing someone but the feeling of loosing yourself and never or rarely getting it back...
Mark u are a splenidid person keep going
This video spoke to me. I’m not suicidal, depressed, nor am I often sad. It made me think. My brain said, “This has value.” I don’t know why, but it made me write. It made me reflect on my life. It made me come to the realization that I’m not living my life as best I can. That I have a deep emptiness that needs filled. Upon this realization, I decided that I would live my life better. Live as if everyday were my last. Not doing things I’ve never done, but making the world better, being grateful and appreciative of the people in my life. Letting them know how happy I am they are with me on the walk of life.
And for those who are going through a tough time, as Mark did say, don’t give up. Life is precious, and it does get better.
By minute 5 I was already crying..
The ending was amazing, thank you Markplier.
Undyla - Chan same
i felt that too Undla-chan
What were you crying at? The refrigerator?
SuperSlashDance omf😂😂
Undyla - Chan how did u cry?
I love how Mark just takes the time to remind us all how beautiful life is and how, even if we lose someone, we choose to pick the right button and live on. I love how Mark does these things
same for me who lost my only friend, my BFF died on new years.
This honestly made me tear up, my best friend is currently struggling with a mentally abusive father and she tried to... what you would say.. “Hit that button” twice now, I’m so thankful she’s still alive today
I just came back from therapy like ten minutes ago and finished watching this video, but tbh, his words reach deeper and are more comforting than my therapists.
This game is amazing. It's such a good metaphor for how it feels after someone's died. When I was 13, my older sister died. I felt so removed from life that I now can't remember anything from the year she died, and have very little memory of a few years afterwards. I know factually things that happened, but I can't live in those memories, not like I can more recently.
The hardest thing is resisting the temptation to join them. Especially during the first few months after they go. If you're reading my comment, remember this: if you ever feel so dark that you want to leave this world, wait. Wait until the next morning. Don't be afraid to talk to people. Eventually, you'll find a reason not to join your loved one/s. I've waited 6 years, and I've finally found my reason to live - I found myself. For the first time in my adult life, I want to keep living. I know you can find that thing too.
13Dragon I'm so glade you shared this and I'm happy to heard you got through it. Hopefully someone going through the same thing will use your advice. Have a nice day ❤
Thank you 13Dragon, I appreciate you taking time out of your day to say things like this, to give your experience in life. To share it so others can find de wae ( I regret nothing lol )
13Dragon thank you 🐉
13Dragon this helps . Thank you
Keep striving for the better things and days in life!! God bless!! ❤️
This video is exactly showing why Mark is my favorite TH-camr. He's so human, so incredibly human and thoughtful. He's got his way to speak from his heart to yours about everything. What a guy.
Thank's for all you offered me through those passed 5 years of following your journey and thank's again for what's coming next.
Its been two years since you uploaded this video and its still effecting people today, Mark, you are truly an inspiration.
“I will never press that button ever”
I keep coming back to this video, especially now with everything going on in my life.
Wanting so badly to “give up” to touch that button.
It’s within reach, I could press it right now if I wanted, could end it all. All my pain going with it.
Why shouldn’t I? What’s the purpose of living if I’m only in pain?
For now I won’t press that button, I won’t leave you Mark. Hopefully one day I can destroy that button all together. But I feel so hopeless, I hope these feelings don’t last forever.
i hope you’re doing better.
“If you can survive one day, you can survive more.” This was very helpful advice, I know people who just feel like ending it all will solve everything but dying won’t do anything but just make matters worse. It’s like once people die, they think it wouldn’t affect anyone which is why they died in the first place. You guys matter. A lot. Life can be hard but that’s what life is: it’s shit and terrible but there’s a reason why we’re alive and breathing, having a horrible life is better than not having a life at all.
From personal experience.. you need to fight not only to carry on, but to do something as well. Work, activities. This makes it all so much easier... but it's also so much harder when depressed.
But seriously, you _gotta_ do something, even if volunteer work. It makes your future so so much easier.
Did you ever notice how Mark's tone completely changes while he's reading the storyline?
Its kinda the same voice he uses for Dark.
Idk, i just find it interesting.
who else thinks mark should be a voice actor?
And kinda warfstache when he does the voice for the man with the boxhead.
If we want to draw connections, it'd be good to note that darkiplier and warfstache both come from a backstory of extreme loss (Colonel's friends, and Damien's body).
David Erickson》 Actually, he does quite a bit of voice acting! He's even voiced a character for cartoon network Mexico!
Exactly what I was thinking
Honestly it's hard to keep going. I've been around death my whole life and it's been a tough life. Sometimes I can't help but feel my heart strings buckle and break under the pressure they hold and I've been feeling like maybe this is life. Maybe it's just an endless cascade of losing until you can't stand the blood your soul and heart have lost from your mind and those around you cutting deeper than any sword. I know you might not see this mark but you helped me more than you can believe. I grew up at a very young age and your videos feel like a spark of hope. So from the bottom of my heart thank you mark for being there for me with your amazing content it's been an honor to watch your videos and feel safe
watching this on the recommended page, a few hours after a family member just passed. It's Aug. 14, 2020. Thank you Mark for the reassuring words, ik you probably won't see this comment after years has passed but thank you :)
I just have to say... reading these comments... about all the people who struggle with death, suicide, and depression. It’s just so amazing to see the amount of people that reply to these comments saying it’s going to be okay. It’s just so amazing to see people who don’t even know each other trying their best to tell someone they matter. So just thank you to everyone in this community. It is so hard to find such a wholesome and loving community but I think I found one, you guys are some of the best people out there and I don’t know if you’ll see this but just know that I’m here for you and so many people are to. You matter and don’t ever forget that. Nothing makes you less than or greater than you are just as important as everyone else and don’t let yourself or others tell you otherwise.
Aww your so kind Taylor McGowan I 100% agree with you.
Looking through the comments everyone has something kind to say to that person. It’s actually amazing to see a whole community come together to support each other.
Taylor McGowan I think things like this bring people together because of the common struggle, even if they're not about the same thing. It's amazing to see strangers support each other like this. Even if they don't know what they're going through ❤️
I lost family and i agree its hard but having caring people out there make it alot better like my advice is go to family friends and even a church or find someone who went through the same thing and they can even help
It is certainly amazing how Mark has been able to bring so many people of different backgrounds who all have their own story to tell together. We may not know each other, but through Mark we are able to show the compassionate side of who we are and help each other as a community should.
I hope everyone has a good day, and thank you for the heartwarming support y'all have for each other. It's places and moments like this when I know that none of us are alone.
I lost someone last year. A mate said something to me I'll always remember, "you don't move on, you carry on"
The death Fucked me up, made anxiety and OCD from childhood come back. But I'm getting better. Still struggle sometimes, but know it gets better over time.
Wink Blue proud of you.
melxna thank you it means a lot to hear that!
I'm sorry for your loss. I've lost someone important to me too last year.
Their memory will always live on, and how they impacted you will remain too. I hope that helps.
Aivilo Mills thank you man! Sorry to hear about your loss
Wink Blue sure thing~~
“I’m not gonna hit that button, never.” That hit me deep. I was going through some stuff in my life when I first saw this video in middle school. But as soon as I left that environment, I went into high school with all these nice and sweet and amazing people I realized that…life DOES get better. Somehow, someway, somewhen. No matter what. Cause when you hit rock bottom the only way to go is up. Up, up, and up.
I've already watched this since from it's upload way back when...
Those days were fine but not perfect as well..
Now it's 2021 and I'm now returning to this video to remind me..
that life can be unbearable at times, burns you to your core and leaves you empty... regrets of the past and the burden of the present, constantly going through your thoughts daily..
I just needed the break from all of it.. this video back then was helpful and it is now..
Those who are suffering from Depression or any form of Psychosis like anxiety or panic attacks..hope you find it, in you. The strength to help yourself...something that would remind you, just as I did with this video.
That continuing the struggle we call life is much better, than ending it all of a sudden without seeing the true ending.
How much you’ve lost doesn’t make your struggle invalid, because losing someone you love isn’t the hardest part. The most difficult thing about loss is being forced to live without that loved one.
When it comes to grief, we are all equal.
Damn.... No one is ever ready to say goodbye and you made that so much more deeper and it makes my heart hurt
(Kind of related, kind of not) I've always wondered "If pain is pain, does that mean someone being upset over not having designer shoes count as pain?" because maybe they've never been taught to be thankful for what they already have and have been spoiled. But at the same time, it's like c'mon. They're just shoes.
actual.lizard sub to my chqnel
Mark you are such a sweet sweet beautiful uplifting person... You mean so much to your fans. I hope youre having a good day or night Mark and everyone. If not, its ok and I hope you feel better soon❤️
Wez This comment, fsr, is my favorite of all time. Thank you❤
Danizzel If he was only in it for the money, why he go on tours, play this game?
Danizzel Hate speech is not how you handle things. If you don't like his content, or hate him in general, you can leave this comment section and this community because we love him and that's our opinion. Now, pack up your stuff, and leave his fans alone
Danizzel I reported you because I hate people like you ye so what if he is in it for the money (he's not) let people have the moments of things like shering depression never NEVER spoil that!
sushi321 ! I agree! Let his fans share their deppresion and enjoy the content he creates!
This game really helped me with my mother's passing and the way the games dialogue is and the way Mark reads it brings me to tears
This game perfectly describes loss. I just lost someone important to me recently and it hurt me badly. My thoughts got blurry and I didn't know how to feel. I didn't know whether I should tell people what they want to hear or say what I needed to say. I felt like the world around me was crumbling again but the one thing that got me though that type pain the last time is gone. I still kind of feel this way. So good luck for the people going through this pain. I don't think the pain ever really goes away. It just numbs over time.
Button: Give In
Mark: I’ll NEVER hit that button.
Me: Neither will I. EVER.
Fangirl TMurphy I can't say the same.
Summer Black well if you ever need someone to talk to this fandom is always open to chat, and give comfort if you need it.
Fangirl TMurphy I never have not ever will.
Summer Black are you ok?
Summer Black stay strong. I've fought through it, don't give in to your demons. Your life is worth something to someone, never give up
I was looking for some spoooks but instead i got *FEELS*
Udyr Sama lol same I walked into this looking for darkiplier and instead I got Niagara falls coming outta my eyes
as much of an asshole i am, this made me tear up so bad, i swear to god, like they say, "even the worst of people can change."
I guess u ordered from feel sad inc instead of feel spooks inc or feel good inc
this game makes me want to do alot of art based of it, there isn't enough art regarding struggles/awareness in life. This game is all about it
This helps with loss I dealt with last year. Thank you for all the hearts you touch with you channel.
You truly have a heart of gold.