I'm not ashamed to admit that this episode (the one with Nate's funeral and the aftermath of his death) absolutely devastated me. I never cry during films or tv shows, but when "Knockin On Heaven's Door" started playing at his service, and Rico gave his tearful eulogy, I lost it. I was literally sobbing, sitting there watching it. I'm so glad they ended the episode the way they did, with Nate's flashback and "All Apologies" playing, because it was some much needed happiness in a very sad episode. Beautiful show.
Wow I made this comment 8 years ago under a different account and now at age 40 I just did a rewatch of the entire series in the past couple weeks and guess what, I still cried a lot during this episode, now more then ever before.
The Knocking On Heaven's Door always gets me teary eyed then Rico's eulogy has me sobbing, and George's eulogy gave me some comfort. I've been to real funerals of loved ones that didn't make me cry as much as this. Seriously.
So many emotions not just about this episode but life and death in general. Then to top it off with All Apologies was perfect and touching! Oh yeah, I cried like crazy😃!
Just finished this episode and it absolutely devastated me. The poem… Claire’s memory with all apologies playing. Nate was the example of a man who was figuring it out who brought joy to his family. What a damn good show.
I recently rewatched the entire series again for the first time in years and this episode wrecked me even more now than it ever did before. I was sobbing and crying uncontrollably and I realize it's just a TV show but I'm grateful to have known the Fishers and they will always hold a special place in my heart.
I fucking cried that scene. I've seen that scene actually on TH-cam, before hit the series because of being Nirvana fan. I was like, yeah ok, and watching the last several episodes of the show and that particular scene showed up, I fuckin' handle it. I was totally forgot about. It brings to joy too, because of Claire's struggle to remember good memory about Nate, finally happened. But deep down, it's about dying at young age. No finding piece in earth. This show makes you to confront the realities of life, its tragedy at the end. I was so devastated when I finished the show. Great piece.
To me, Claire always seemed closer to Nate than David, and for me, this scene shows the beginning of that bond. I’m currently rewatching the show and it’s still one of the best shows ever, if not better on a second viewing.
...that’s how life is. My mom struggled with alcoholism, and various other troubles. The month she got her life ‘together’ and bought a home, she was killed in a car accident.
I've had that secret fear, maybe a lot do, that if I ever get my shit together, it will be immediately curtains - no time to actually enjoy love, success, etc.
Does it matter why Nate was there. For ALL of us Gen X'ers - we remember what we were exactly doing the day Cobain died. This scene was like a shared moment that we ALL went thru.
I was just a 12 year old kid and didn't fully grasp it all until years later when I was bundling up packages of heroin at my little "hideout" storage unit with my friend Frank in 2002 and I heard on my local rock station that Layne Staley of Alice in Chains was found in his apartment dead of a drug overdose.
I remember I was 20 years old and we were on the way to the beach I live in South Florida so he had the luxury of doing that year around 😂.. and it came across the radio I remember we thought it was a joke at first and then people were talking about it everywhere people were crying I remember that I remember I didn't know the man personally but how he affected so many people and touch so many people with his music sad that he had to go out like that...
@@flightofthebumblebee9529 I wish that Layne Staley had more recognition and respect. He is nowhere near as revered as Kurt Cobain but his voice and his presence in the Rock world really means a lot to me. He was a beautiful Soul too; perhaps, too sensitive for this world... just as Kurt seemed to be.
The first time i watched this show, i was early 20s, dating an art student. We fell in love. The second time , i was Nates age, and diagnosed w a brain tumor. And as you might expect, it hits completely different. And to my complete surprise, i don't judge Brenda nearly as hard as i did when i was a young and naive hopeless romantic.
I cremated my dad's body with that most perfect poem a week ago. My first ex-fiancee said I was just like Nate. And of course I would offer young Claire some.
@SpikeGhost88 Sometimes you start to like a song because it was featured in a film or TV show you liked and you now have memories of that scene! It has happened to me many times before.
This show was really corny at times but enjoyable for the most part. For some reason, I expected it to be more of a serious drama. This episode, and especially this scene, are as sad as I've seen on a TV show. This scene and the ending bit feel like being in someone's memory. The dimly lit room with Nate sitting there in his sorrow listening to the music. His interaction with Claire and how it gets lighthearted but the sadness is still heavy. Beautiful scene.
@passionateaboutmusic In season 1 he was diagnosed with a brain condition that could cause him to die immediately, and I believe that's what eventually killed him. I don't remember the name of the condition.
good shows should be expected to be consistent, and it would've made the show that much better if it was. i'm not saying i don't like the show now but it seems it appears to be a minor inconsistency. and it doesn't really take the emotion away from this scene -- i still fucking love it, but it still makes you question
Wait- so Nate was born in '68, Cobain died in '94, but the show says that he moved out when he was 17. So he would've been 26 and still at home in this scene. Am I missing something?
I love this show and I love Nirvana and I love this scene, but "He was just too pure for this world" is a bit corny. BTW, I think this was the first ever licensed use of a Nirvana song in a show or movie. Good call by Nirvana inc. Also, the name of this episode is "All Alone"--presumably a reference to "All Apologies", which is interesting because technically the lyric from "All Apologies" is "All IN ALL is all we are" (although, I'm pretty sure that Cobain used both versions of the lyric in Nirvana's MTV Unplugged performance--at least it certainly sounds like it if you listen closely). Anyway, I just always found that kind of interesting. Oh, yeah: And the song excerpt from the Nate's bedroom scene is from the "In Utero" version of "All Apologies", while the part at the end with Claire lying on her bed is from the "MTV Unplugged In New York" version.
people especially young people search a way to carry the world so you watch to somebody who had it all who was great and as musician you can touch other people where only love ones could touch you. And if you dont watch to the myth Nirvana and let the songs speaks to you, you can believe that he died and killed himself because he cant carry his own shit longer, many of his songs were pure empathy. He gave up and the ordinary people he left behind ask themselves "If such a guy cant carry the world, who can, can i do it, shit i dont want too". Sadly after his Suicide 70 people killed himself too because they didnt want to life without him. In this episode they tried to show a way to deal about the dead of a person who you love. At such a moment you try to hold the feelings about the person to bring them all up so you can cry. Corny toughts is in a normally situation only corny thoughts but in emotionally moments corny thoughts help you to let your feelings out.
Curt Cobain was "just too pure for this world"? Sorry. The troubled Cobain was too self absorbed, and too depressive a thinker for his own good. I know this is trite, but it's true: happiness is an inside job. And so is most depression. If suicide seems like an answer, you need help. Which is out there. As far as Nate's death goes, it was anti-climatic. He was finally ready to led a real life, and bam, he was gone. That may be a valid point, but as a viewer I felt cheated.
Happines is also a part of the outside world. You cant be happy if you never earned love, respect and sometimes you want it from a few special persons and you dont get it. What you are saying makes only sense if the world around someone is something like "normal". But his childhood and later one wasnt normal. Krist was maybe his only true friend. You can try to be happy inside but that is only a small part of it. He made music for a reason and he made good music for another reason. Because he suffered in his live and dont know how to deal with it. Also depression can have physical reasons also you brain is an physical part and it can get sick. Our consciousness depends also on our body. If people say he was pure they mean he was honest in his music and the issue in his world the same issue many people in his age had. He didnt handle the problems so he died and it shows the world can destroy a good person....
Self absorbed? He spoke about rape in his lyrics, and also participated in a show in Bosnia, the money went to women raped in concentration camps. You don't know sh*t about Cobain.
One of the most beautiful scenes i've seen on tv.
"His music will live on." - Amen
8 years since ur comment, Nirvana is still as relevant as ever
It's so sad because Kurt was the only one dead at the time but then Layne, Scott, and Chris followed. I'm glad Eddie is still ok.
As well as this super tv series
R.I.P. Nate Fisher 1965 - 2005
R.I.P. Kurt Cobain 1967 - 1994
I'm not ashamed to admit that this episode (the one with Nate's funeral and the aftermath of his death) absolutely devastated me. I never cry during films or tv shows, but when "Knockin On Heaven's Door" started playing at his service, and Rico gave his tearful eulogy, I lost it. I was literally sobbing, sitting there watching it. I'm so glad they ended the episode the way they did, with Nate's flashback and "All Apologies" playing, because it was some much needed happiness in a very sad episode. Beautiful show.
same here mate!!!
Wow I made this comment 8 years ago under a different account and now at age 40 I just did a rewatch of the entire series in the past couple weeks and guess what, I still cried a lot during this episode, now more then ever before.
probably the first time Nate realized how much he loved Claire as a person
I never cried watching TV before SIX FEET UNDER.
i will always remember this episode, its where i cried again after a really long time, its just so fucking emotional, especially his service...
The Knocking On Heaven's Door always gets me teary eyed then Rico's eulogy has me sobbing, and George's eulogy gave me some comfort. I've been to real funerals of loved ones that didn't make me cry as much as this. Seriously.
Loved this song before I saw this scene, LOVED it even more so after I dunno why. Great show, scene, song etc. etc.
So many emotions not just about this episode but life and death in general. Then to top it off with All Apologies was perfect and touching! Oh yeah, I cried like crazy😃!
Couldn't say it better
If you watch this series and love these characters and don't cry during this episode you're made of stone.
One of the few shows that really knows how to make my face look jacked up with tears 😭
Nunca olvidaré como lloré en esta escena, me destruyo literalmente.
Yo igual bro
Just finished this episode and it absolutely devastated me. The poem… Claire’s memory with all apologies playing. Nate was the example of a man who was figuring it out who brought joy to his family. What a damn good show.
I recently rewatched the entire series again for the first time in years and this episode wrecked me even more now than it ever did before. I was sobbing and crying uncontrollably and I realize it's just a TV show but I'm grateful to have known the Fishers and they will always hold a special place in my heart.
this episode gets me every time.
one of my favorite bands... in one of my favorite show.
R.I.P. Six Feet Under:(
I still remember how I cried in this episode.
I fucking cried that scene. I've seen that scene actually on TH-cam, before hit the series because of being Nirvana fan. I was like, yeah ok, and watching the last several episodes of the show and that particular scene showed up, I fuckin' handle it. I was totally forgot about. It brings to joy too, because of Claire's struggle to remember good memory about Nate, finally happened.
But deep down, it's about dying at young age. No finding piece in earth. This show makes you to confront the realities of life, its tragedy at the end. I was so devastated when I finished the show.
Great piece.
One of the greatest scenes in TV series. One of the most 90s things ever.
Dang 24 years today for Kurt, speaking of this scene.
Thank you so much for uploading this.
To me, Claire always seemed closer to Nate than David, and for me, this scene shows the beginning of that bond. I’m currently rewatching the show and it’s still one of the best shows ever, if not better on a second viewing.
I always felt that its because they are so similiar. Claire is nate fully realized . Neither wanted to be locked in a box
I think she was closer to David, but she and Nate understood each other much better.
Claire is a more evolved and wise version of Nate. Claire grew up-- Nate never did.
Def my Favorite moment from this Amazing show.
...that’s how life is. My mom struggled with alcoholism, and various other troubles. The month she got her life ‘together’ and bought a home, she was killed in a car accident.
I've had that secret fear, maybe a lot do, that if I ever get my shit together, it will be immediately curtains - no time to actually enjoy love, success, etc.
And 25 years ago today Kurt himself left. RIP
Nate was like a Big Brother for all those lost souls
oh ma god i can't stop crying
Does it matter why Nate was there. For ALL of us Gen X'ers - we remember what we were exactly doing the day Cobain died. This scene was like a shared moment that we ALL went thru.
I was just a 12 year old kid and didn't fully grasp it all until years later when I was bundling up packages of heroin at my little "hideout" storage unit with my friend Frank in 2002 and I heard on my local rock station that Layne Staley of Alice in Chains was found in his apartment dead of a drug overdose.
I remember I was 20 years old and we were on the way to the beach I live in South Florida so he had the luxury of doing that year around 😂.. and it came across the radio I remember we thought it was a joke at first and then people were talking about it everywhere people were crying I remember that I remember I didn't know the man personally but how he affected so many people and touch so many people with his music sad that he had to go out like that...
@@flightofthebumblebee9529 I wish that Layne Staley had more recognition and respect. He is nowhere near as revered as Kurt Cobain but his voice and his presence in the Rock world really means a lot to me. He was a beautiful Soul too; perhaps, too sensitive for this world... just as Kurt seemed to be.
GOD THIS FUCKING SHOWWWWWWWWWWW..i try to get everyone i know to watch it..
Nirvana brought me here.
Yea
Good. Thank Spirit.
saatlerce ağladım all apologies girdiğinde
ayni sekil
The first time i watched this show, i was early 20s, dating an art student. We fell in love. The second time , i was Nates age, and diagnosed w a brain tumor. And as you might expect, it hits completely different. And to my complete surprise, i don't judge Brenda nearly as hard as i did when i was a young and naive hopeless romantic.
Sweet little Claire.
in the sun in the sun... i feel as one married.. BURIED
Kurt :/
That was when I started to really like this song, for some reason...
Best scene.
I always cry with this scene
I cried so much in this episode :/
ILY Kurt!
funny how kurt cobains death was used in two of my favourite shows six feet under and californication
I cremated my dad's body with that most perfect poem a week ago.
My first ex-fiancee said I was just like Nate.
And of course I would offer young Claire some.
Oh wow, one of the best scene in SFU
He was just too pure for this world ... R.I.P. Kurt Cobain !
@SpikeGhost88 Sometimes you start to like a song because it was featured in a film or TV show you liked and you now have memories of that scene! It has happened to me many times before.
I love this scene so much more now that I am fan of Nirvana
nem chorei, só fiquei tremendo
Não minta haha
This show was really corny at times but enjoyable for the most part. For some reason, I expected it to be more of a serious drama. This episode, and especially this scene, are as sad as I've seen on a TV show. This scene and the ending bit feel like being in someone's memory. The dimly lit room with Nate sitting there in his sorrow listening to the music. His interaction with Claire and how it gets lighthearted but the sadness is still heavy. Beautiful scene.
''All Apologies''
which nirvana's song is that?
All Apologies
25 years.
ALL APOLOGIES :-)
me toooo!
@passionateaboutmusic In season 1 he was diagnosed with a brain condition that could cause him to die immediately, and I believe that's what eventually killed him. I don't remember the name of the condition.
AVM
Weird they put both versions Unplugged and studio.
that was so sad
Me too...
good shows should be expected to be consistent, and it would've made the show that much better if it was. i'm not saying i don't like the show now but it seems it appears to be a minor inconsistency. and it doesn't really take the emotion away from this scene -- i still fucking love it, but it still makes you question
Wait- so Nate was born in '68, Cobain died in '94, but the show says that he moved out when he was 17. So he would've been 26 and still at home in this scene. Am I missing something?
Perhaps he was...wait for it...wait for it...VISITING?!!
Yeah, I've never understood this complaint.
As far as we were concerned he only visited at christmas. Kurt died april 5th so...its a legitamate question
@@johnnydavidsanchez3969 he couldve been passing through it's not that far
wrong. alot of people focas on the numbers when really if they liked the show, shouldnt care.
I love this show and I love Nirvana and I love this scene, but "He was just too pure for this world" is a bit corny.
BTW, I think this was the first ever licensed use of a Nirvana song in a show or movie. Good call by Nirvana inc.
Also, the name of this episode is "All Alone"--presumably a reference to "All Apologies", which is interesting because technically the lyric from "All Apologies" is "All IN ALL is all we are" (although, I'm pretty sure that Cobain used both versions of the lyric in Nirvana's MTV Unplugged performance--at least it certainly sounds like it if you listen closely). Anyway, I just always found that kind of interesting.
Oh, yeah: And the song excerpt from the Nate's bedroom scene is from the "In Utero" version of "All Apologies", while the part at the end with Claire lying on her bed is from the "MTV Unplugged In New York" version.
The point of if being corny is that that's how teeneagers think and speak
people especially young people search a way to carry the world so you watch to somebody who had it all who was great and as musician you can touch other people where only love ones could touch you. And if you dont watch to the myth Nirvana and let the songs speaks to you, you can believe that he died and killed himself because he cant carry his own shit longer, many of his songs were pure empathy. He gave up and the ordinary people he left behind ask themselves "If such a guy cant carry the world, who can, can i do it, shit i dont want too". Sadly after his Suicide 70 people killed himself too because they didnt want to life without him.
In this episode they tried to show a way to deal about the dead of a person who you love. At such a moment you try to hold the feelings about the person to bring them all up so you can cry. Corny toughts is in a normally situation only corny thoughts but in emotionally moments corny thoughts help you to let your feelings out.
its supposed to be corny cause he was a teenager
@@Keyc94 yes, it is necessary to understand this fine line well and instill it in people, otherwise these 70 people can reach thousands. oh so scary
Curt Cobain was "just too pure for this world"? Sorry. The troubled Cobain was too self absorbed, and too depressive a thinker for his own good. I know this is trite, but it's true: happiness is an inside job. And so is most depression. If suicide seems like an answer, you need help. Which is out there. As far as Nate's death goes, it was anti-climatic. He was finally ready to led a real life, and bam, he was gone. That may be a valid point, but as a viewer I felt cheated.
Honestly Kurts death doesnt seem like a suicide when to look into it, but thats still not the point of this scene
Happines is also a part of the outside world. You cant be happy if you never earned love, respect and sometimes you want it from a few special persons and you dont get it. What you are saying makes only sense if the world around someone is something like "normal". But his childhood and later one wasnt normal. Krist was maybe his only true friend. You can try to be happy inside but that is only a small part of it. He made music for a reason and he made good music for another reason. Because he suffered in his live and dont know how to deal with it. Also depression can have physical reasons also you brain is an physical part and it can get sick. Our consciousness depends also on our body. If people say he was pure they mean he was honest in his music and the issue in his world the same issue many people in his age had. He didnt handle the problems so he died and it shows the world can destroy a good person....
Fuck you
Self absorbed? He spoke about rape in his lyrics, and also participated in a show in Bosnia, the money went to women raped in concentration camps. You don't know sh*t about Cobain.