heylog - goodbye (lyrics)

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Lyrics:
almost 5am, i find it harder to sleep
i crack the window and i hear every animal sing
with a wind bl*wing soft, rustling through the leaves
admire nature as it comes alive from winter to spring
the flowers grow so tall that they start to bloom
and i just took a couple out cus i picked them for u
hoping one day you'll travel here to see what's new
cus this bouquet is gonna die if u don't visit me soon
and i
have a difficult time
spending days
when ur on my mind
wish this
would just go away
cus i'm trying to push u away
why
do i feel lonely
knowing i
hurt to see
an outcast
no one wants to be
and giggled at
n always being teased
can someone give a valid reason on why i shouldn't die
in disbelief that i will never see a point in life
i'm on and off of feeling bad and for a second i'm fine
it's so messed up and i don't think that i will ever resign
i'm so bipolar and i don't want u to see me like this
cus i guarantee i'll scare u if i speak from my chest
i didn't mean for u to leave when u saw that on my wrist
and i'm so sorry for putting u through all of this
so why
do u keep playing w me
is it cause
u get lonely
in the night
and think of us
well it's fine
cus i think of us too
why
do i feel like this
well nevermind
cus u don't care about this
and if i die
will u grieve
and will cry
and will u miss me
can someone give a valid reason on why i shouldn't die
cause you make me wanna kill myself or go grab the knife
i'm at the age where i can never see a point in life
in disbelief of everything that i'm just wasting my time
i'm so bipolar and i don't want you to see me like this
cause i guarantee i'll scare you if i speak from my chest
i'm at the bottom of the ocean with all of my regrets
there's many things i wish were gone or wish i could reset
i step into the light and did this without a group
and so you noticing me now when i'm steady on the move
and you just think it's all okay to hit me up out of the blue
i'm not your friend or type of benefit to satisfy you
so please give a valid reason that you want me dead
is it safe to even know that this just might be a test
for you to trick me into thinking i'm nothing but a mess
delete your image that i longed for and not seen again
if i can't love
will i end up
alone and forgot
or spend it w someone
i can't fall in love
my hearts dead
probably numb
i miss u my dear
it feels like it's been years
no way home
i was never close
the path ends here
don't know where to go
stone cold lies
i knew i was right
so farewell
cus this is goodbye
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