What i love about brakence is that you can hear the raw pain in his voice when singing certain parts. This song hits me so hard. Thanks for the video homie.
Wow...just woow. Never have i found a song that hits this close to what i feel with my depression esp whilst being in a relationship. It is so beautifully written, i feel it in my core. And his voice and breakdown are extremly satisfying. Don't know if i should cry or be happy to feel so understood.
"Tell me, how do you do what you what you love when you're sick in the brain?" hits harder than anything because feeling a sense of helplessness in your own life, helplessness even over your own actions, hurts more than anything. It can lead to long episodes of dissociation and not wanting to be alive. Wanting to escape and run from the self because you wanna blind yourself to the person you've hated for so long. A part of you wants to return to homeostasis and balance yourself out, the real true part of you. But feeling so helpless prevents you from doing this. Not having a sense of self and putting it on someone else because the person you truly are doesn't even feel like you anymore. This burdens you and sometimes you'll tear up, but likely will never let it all go unless you set forwards a mission and face yourself. The burden you put on yourself because you're upset you don't understand yourself, god this song just somehow just fucking gets it. All the anger, the masking, the lack of understanding of self yet the awareness of how lost you are. Whenever something good comes into your life, you hold onto it but you slowly push it away mentally because you're afraid of yourself. mini-rant but ah hope someone understands. The fear of fear itself. Fear of being alone and unheard, not able to be helped. Brakence is a true artist the way he transmutes his words into energy and sound is benevolent. The emotional numbness he captures the lack of wanting to try so you fake it all. Like it's just all so understandable and I've never felt so understood by an artist.
Hey man. 10 months later. I've listened to this song on and off for over a year, but I never saw your comment. Just that, it's scary that on top of the lyrics, how well you were able to put that into words. Especially your first statement. That is my biggest discovery about myself recently. Something that has plagued me for my entire life. Thankfully, there is therapy. I hope that anyone else who comes across this comment can see the two contrasts between feeling this way, and realizing/accepting you have been this way.
Aye. Thanks for leaning/inclining toward my idea! It looks great. I hope one day to get the ball rolling and you end up just liking one of my songs. but yea, this is amazing. exactly what I imagined
This song just hits on so many different levels, sometimes it just feels like I'm fake, everyone says ooh ur a just a nice funny guy but my partner says otherwise and in sense i know where they're coming from because most the time I happy and try to be as genuine as possible but I always feel like there's a side of me people don't know or understand. Not even my closest friends idk even know how to explain it except " I surrender to sound just to find out that I was a fake, I'm not, I just wanna escape" man did that shit hit hard and I felt like I didn't know why till the other night.
This song brings meaning and I'm happy to learn it. This song really is showing its true color's. Blooming and really explaining a past of someone who has truly felt pain but showing that they still express love even if they have so much hate built up and showing how vulnerable a person can really be if they don't reach out as such to use the word "Bloom." I sang my heart out to this some and never for once felt the pain other's go through living this sort of life, but I won't be able to fully know or understand anything until I have been in their shoe's. Thank you to the artist for really giving me a perspective of what goes on in this world that some people don't know about. I hope the world can change for the better, so people won't have to be treated like this ever again. :)))
I literally am that person. I just found this song but I love it sooooooooooooooooo much because it brings me solace in my agony. I'm alright but I'll never forget my loss and pain. It helps me keep going so remembering helps.
yeah he's definitely very heavily inspired by EDEN. I think he is pretty open about it and admitted it. And nothing wrong with a similar style, especially if it's as good as this
This song was shown to me by a beloved best friend. And I loved it instantly. The more I listened to it the more I realized how accurate it is to how I feel which made me love it that much more. Yet part of me didn’t love it at the same time. To feel so understood on matters like this is so relieving yet so horrible simultaneously. On one hand I’m not alone but on the other it sucks that others feel that way as well and having to truly look at myself and realize that this is how I feel and that it’s not fake. It’s very real which can be scary. But now that I look back on this song I get a little happy because I now know that I don’t have to be this way forever and neither do any of you. I have found hope. I have found Jesus. He loves all of us. All of you truly. And I thought I’d share this with you all because I like to read comments so in case there’s others out there who feel the same and think there’s no hope or escape. There is. I can say that truly as someone who even now still relates to this song so much but the difference now is that I have hope. I have more understanding. You don’t have to even believe in God or be any certain religion either but if any of you are struggling or even out of curiosity please reach out to God. He wants a relationship with you and I promise you that if you turn to him you won’t regret it. If you don’t know where to start you can just talk to God through Jesus rn openly and start reading the Holy Bible. Scripture online can help and there is this guy Cliffe on TH-cam who has helped me learn and understand a lot about Jesus so you can find him on here. His channel is Askcliffe. He goes to public places like colleges and lets anyone ask him any questions about faith and religion and all that and he answers them based off of all the research and scripture he knows. Feel free to reply to this and ask me anything if confused or just want more information. I’d be happy to help. John 14:6 , Jesus said to his disciples, “I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me”. When I hear the lyrics “cause I’m gonna need more than sunlight and getting in shape”, I used to relate to that so much and it made me sad because I thought if that’s all that there is to get better and I need more than that then I guess I’ll always be stuck this way but no. All along it was God. He is who I needed and so I am forever grateful and hope to share him with all.
@@luciusvoldaren that’s simply not true. Without the God talk it would have just been another sad comment like most of the other ones in this comment section. I was just sharing MY experience and how I got better. Why wouldn’t I want to try to spread what really did move and help me? So since it is my experience there would have been no inspirational side without Jesus Christ. If you don’t like that. That’s fine but it is my experience so to say what you did is simply incorrect. I have tried to get better from how I felt in life pretty much my entire life and as much as I’d improve. I would always end up going back down sometimes even farther down. I’d hear people say that just give it time. That with time I or anyone else would get better but it only got so much more worse. Until I found God and turned to him. Where I or anyone else may fail to guide you, myself, or anyone else God will not. Also if you truly believe what you said you most likely didn’t even give him a chance :/. That’s okay you do you but I’ll pray for you. Thank you for reading my previous comment anyways 🫶.
Watching that anime really helped me realize how messed up my head was, (spoiler ahead) but in the season where they have to go through the trial and Subaru is on his second run and they start tormenting him on how, whenever he dies, he could be leaving behind a world with him being dead, leaving everyone in that world behind to deal with his death, and restarting in a whole new duplicate world. I had already thought of that and loads of other possibilities. the fact that that tormented him, but just came up as a what if in me head really showed me how much I overthink things.
Same same. It's why I love it. It sucked me in instantly. I'm low key ready for the next life. 2 times in my life I've felt like I died and came back, like in the show, not near death. Thinking on it over the years hurts. I was suicidal at 8. Nah I'm just fucked in the head I guess.
"Cuz behind this smile, I'm so pissed. But I won't be showing emotions. No, I'm not even telling my close friends. You can't fix me now. I'm too broken." Felt... 1:47
this song gets played daily specifically these lyrics stays in my head cause behind the smile, i'm so p*ssed but i won't be showin' emotions no, i'm not even tellin' my close friends you can't fix me now, i'm too broken i don't know why i'm witherin' this way think i'm always makin' a mistake i close my eyes, just hopin' my neck breaks now i'm hardly copin', i don't know how much more i can take
It resembles me bc I am always misunderstood and thinking to much about the wrong people and then I get hurt and depression kicks in that's why I want someone sho will truly love me not a fake and I never tell anyone shot bc they will never understand and get me ever.
Bruh.... I've finally come across this anime. Re:ZERO Start of Another Life or something relative. And it's freaking awesome. Twisted, wich makes it awesome. Edit: seriously, now I understand why it fits with this song, too. I feel hard for Mr. Nabunaske
![heylog - the war III (lyrics) [amv]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/t7pXcZyr6Tk/mqdefault.jpg)
check out the playlist "call of the night (hyperpop playlist)" if you haven't:
open.spotify.com/playlist/0GRgbUznbSiw0omCRF9aGg
Hey any chance you could let me know what anime show this was that you used
@@morganmacdonnell2179 its Re:zero brotha
@@Sy0tujob in a
You should add, let's get you home, by heylog
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What i love about brakence is that you can hear the raw pain in his voice when singing certain parts. This song hits me so hard. Thanks for the video homie.
0:34 "Tell me, how do you do what you love when your sick in the brain" damn FELT THAT💔
That makes 2 of us...this song goes to my top to listen to
Wow...just woow. Never have i found a song that hits this close to what i feel with my depression esp whilst being in a relationship. It is so beautifully written, i feel it in my core. And his voice and breakdown are extremly satisfying. Don't know if i should cry or be happy to feel so understood.
definitely listen to the whole album, every song touches on depression and such. it’s crazy and makes you reflect on so much.
@@stinkbug87289 Exactly the whole album is a BANGER🖤
cry from happines
3:51 beautiful way to end the song just brings tears to my eyes
First time hearing this dude and i have to wtf this dude has absolute BANGERS thank you BITEKI for showing me another great artist💙
"Tell me, how do you do what you what you love when you're sick in the brain?" hits harder than anything because feeling a sense of helplessness in your own life, helplessness even over your own actions, hurts more than anything. It can lead to long episodes of dissociation and not wanting to be alive. Wanting to escape and run from the self because you wanna blind yourself to the person you've hated for so long. A part of you wants to return to homeostasis and balance yourself out, the real true part of you. But feeling so helpless prevents you from doing this. Not having a sense of self and putting it on someone else because the person you truly are doesn't even feel like you anymore. This burdens you and sometimes you'll tear up, but likely will never let it all go unless you set forwards a mission and face yourself. The burden you put on yourself because you're upset you don't understand yourself, god this song just somehow just fucking gets it. All the anger, the masking, the lack of understanding of self yet the awareness of how lost you are. Whenever something good comes into your life, you hold onto it but you slowly push it away mentally because you're afraid of yourself. mini-rant but ah hope someone understands. The fear of fear itself. Fear of being alone and unheard, not able to be helped. Brakence is a true artist the way he transmutes his words into energy and sound is benevolent. The emotional numbness he captures the lack of wanting to try so you fake it all. Like it's just all so understandable and I've never felt so understood by an artist.
Hey man. 10 months later. I've listened to this song on and off for over a year, but I never saw your comment.
Just that, it's scary that on top of the lyrics, how well you were able to put that into words.
Especially your first statement. That is my biggest discovery about myself recently. Something that has plagued me for my entire life.
Thankfully, there is therapy.
I hope that anyone else who comes across this comment can see the two contrasts between feeling this way, and realizing/accepting you have been this way.
The amount of Apophenia in this comment is just crazy....
Man... I've never before felt like a song was written just for me.
Aye. Thanks for leaning/inclining toward my idea! It looks great. I hope one day to get the ball rolling and you end up just liking one of my songs. but yea, this is amazing. exactly what I imagined
You get the ball roling yet?
The ending is wild af. He pulled out some math rock within the Hyper-pop.
Brakence do be insane. (in a good Way)💜
That's wyatt otis, he's amazing. He did a track with Aries recently too
"And endeavour to die or create" those lyrics carry so much more meaning than people think.
found you from your Drippin So Pretty - 1000 Tears, but this is a very pleasant surprise lol, great job
Never thought I’d see a brakence re zero crossover edit of this level of quality. W 🔥
song goes so great with this. the editing and lyrics were amazing.. great fuckin job man 💕
honestly hoping you do more songs from hypochondriac. love your vids!
Hypochondriac is the perfect album 🖤♥️
Best song of the album, love brakence
These lyrics are so powerful
This song just hits on so many different levels, sometimes it just feels like I'm fake, everyone says ooh ur a just a nice funny guy but my partner says otherwise and in sense i know where they're coming from because most the time I happy and try to be as genuine as possible but I always feel like there's a side of me people don't know or understand. Not even my closest friends idk even know how to explain it except " I surrender to sound just to find out that I was a fake, I'm not, I just wanna escape" man did that shit hit hard and I felt like I didn't know why till the other night.
This song brings meaning and I'm happy to learn it. This song really is showing its true color's. Blooming and really explaining a past of someone who has truly felt pain but showing that they still express love even if they have so much hate built up and showing how vulnerable a person can really be if they don't reach out as such to use the word "Bloom." I sang my heart out to this some and never for once felt the pain other's go through living this sort of life, but I won't be able to fully know or understand anything until I have been in their shoe's. Thank you to the artist for really giving me a perspective of what goes on in this world that some people don't know about. I hope the world can change for the better, so people won't have to be treated like this ever again. :)))
I literally am that person. I just found this song but I love it sooooooooooooooooo much because it brings me solace in my agony. I'm alright but I'll never forget my loss and pain. It helps me keep going so remembering helps.
beautiful, the theme about not having a character between human beings
brakence is soooooo good he's probably one of my favorite because damn this man's good
they ↪😡8876 81888888➡👍🏻7🍙7🤔6😡😡😡
This song is so good I love you
Been listing to brakence for a few years now since he made prozac roisier ect hes such an underated artist and deserves way more attention.
Love this, this artist and Eden sound super similar too
yeah he's definitely very heavily inspired by EDEN. I think he is pretty open about it and admitted it. And nothing wrong with a similar style, especially if it's as good as this
2:15 “Im lost, I cant find an escape” 💔
Such an amazing song. Brakence is so freaking talented man I swear.
This song was shown to me by a beloved best friend. And I loved it instantly. The more I listened to it the more I realized how accurate it is to how I feel which made me love it that much more. Yet part of me didn’t love it at the same time. To feel so understood on matters like this is so relieving yet so horrible simultaneously. On one hand I’m not alone but on the other it sucks that others feel that way as well and having to truly look at myself and realize that this is how I feel and that it’s not fake. It’s very real which can be scary. But now that I look back on this song I get a little happy because I now know that I don’t have to be this way forever and neither do any of you. I have found hope. I have found Jesus. He loves all of us. All of you truly. And I thought I’d share this with you all because I like to read comments so in case there’s others out there who feel the same and think there’s no hope or escape. There is. I can say that truly as someone who even now still relates to this song so much but the difference now is that I have hope. I have more understanding. You don’t have to even believe in God or be any certain religion either but if any of you are struggling or even out of curiosity please reach out to God. He wants a relationship with you and I promise you that if you turn to him you won’t regret it. If you don’t know where to start you can just talk to God through Jesus rn openly and start reading the Holy Bible. Scripture online can help and there is this guy Cliffe on TH-cam who has helped me learn and understand a lot about Jesus so you can find him on here. His channel is Askcliffe. He goes to public places like colleges and lets anyone ask him any questions about faith and religion and all that and he answers them based off of all the research and scripture he knows. Feel free to reply to this and ask me anything if confused or just want more information. I’d be happy to help. John 14:6 , Jesus said to his disciples, “I am the way, the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me”. When I hear the lyrics “cause I’m gonna need more than sunlight and getting in shape”, I used to relate to that so much and it made me sad because I thought if that’s all that there is to get better and I need more than that then I guess I’ll always be stuck this way but no. All along it was God. He is who I needed and so I am forever grateful and hope to share him with all.
This post would have been ×10 more inspirational without the god talk, Ngl.
@@luciusvoldaren that’s simply not true. Without the God talk it would have just been another sad comment like most of the other ones in this comment section. I was just sharing MY experience and how I got better. Why wouldn’t I want to try to spread what really did move and help me? So since it is my experience there would have been no inspirational side without Jesus Christ. If you don’t like that. That’s fine but it is my experience so to say what you did is simply incorrect. I have tried to get better from how I felt in life pretty much my entire life and as much as I’d improve. I would always end up going back down sometimes even farther down. I’d hear people say that just give it time. That with time I or anyone else would get better but it only got so much more worse. Until I found God and turned to him. Where I or anyone else may fail to guide you, myself, or anyone else God will not. Also if you truly believe what you said you most likely didn’t even give him a chance :/. That’s okay you do you but I’ll pray for you. Thank you for reading my previous comment anyways 🫶.
as muslim dont mind him@@Isabella-cx1po
some have other meaning for this song- but for me- it’s about bpd.. i love this song
Love this thx for this vid really needed it!!🖤💗🦋
Watching that anime really helped me realize how messed up my head was, (spoiler ahead) but in the season where they have to go through the trial and Subaru is on his second run and they start tormenting him on how, whenever he dies, he could be leaving behind a world with him being dead, leaving everyone in that world behind to deal with his death, and restarting in a whole new duplicate world. I had already thought of that and loads of other possibilities. the fact that that tormented him, but just came up as a what if in me head really showed me how much I overthink things.
What's the name of the anime and is it on crunchy roll?
@@MrPsyren99 it's called re:zero and yes
Same same. It's why I love it. It sucked me in instantly. I'm low key ready for the next life. 2 times in my life I've felt like I died and came back, like in the show, not near death. Thinking on it over the years hurts. I was suicidal at 8.
Nah I'm just fucked in the head I guess.
@MrPsyren99 Re:ZERO -Starting Life In Another World-
Warning.... It's highly addicting.
These are the old EDEN vibes I've been missing for so long.
OMG THIS IS SO GOOD🥺💙
"Cuz behind this smile, I'm so pissed. But I won't be showing emotions. No, I'm not even telling my close friends. You can't fix me now. I'm too broken."
Felt... 1:47
this song gets played daily specifically these lyrics stays in my head
cause behind the smile, i'm so p*ssed
but i won't be showin' emotions
no, i'm not even tellin' my close friends
you can't fix me now, i'm too broken
i don't know why i'm witherin' this way
think i'm always makin' a mistake
i close my eyes, just hopin' my neck breaks
now i'm hardly copin', i don't know how much more i can take
Does anyone else get Covet vibes from 4:17 an onwards?
It's midwest emo/math rock, so yeah. Also similar to bands like Chon and American Football
masterpiece
brakence out here makin art
dude the beat drop is so good
The entire song and video brought me to my knees so many times 🤕😩😔💔❤️🩹
This song fits Re:Zero shockingly well.
Just found you and I fucking wish I did it sooner good album but a great song that sticks out like damn this hits home for me
0:13 Lyrics start
Every note matters
i love brakence
HE NEVER MISSES OH MY GOD
really good edit, really good show.
Unreal edit❤
song hit so hard that it got me sitting at the corner of the room
Masterpiece
absolutely fucking incredible.
Bruh this is underrated
This made me cry.
Holy shit, I can’t believe I’m only discovering you now
It’s a vibe
4:47 feels Like shes Back in my Arms
Still Not Back in my Arms 👍🏼
I already got this one thanks for payment up
I don't think you could've picked a better anime for the amv, I cried so many countless times watch Re:Zero
I will always love this song
His voice is too good
Amazing my friend
This song is fucking insane.
I'm writing a book right now and that last line, it hits. It hits hard.
I fuck with the 2000 miles away cause my favorite person is that far away now
this album fucks so hard
Damn
너무좋다능 ㅠㅠ
absolute banger
I never seen how real the lyrics were until now
so good
What anime? Love the song
Rezero
What is the mathrock type sample at the end?
He made it
This is the rebuttal to all the Narc songs out there.
so good!!!
Commented before eclipse
Was just bumping this
GOD DAMMIT SBF
Amazing song and anime thank you 🙏
WHAT IS THE NAME OF THIS ANIME I FORGOT AND ITS MY FAVORITE
@@mikayladombrowski6398RE ZERO!!!! Enjoy!
This is like heaven sounds
Love❤️
One day imma do a song with this man
1:48 I'm reminded of kias.
Superb ❤️ ❤️ ❤️ ❤️
This song is to fucking accurate
Relatable.
😅💋
I love brakence
Brakence the Best
Brakence 🤏🏻
amazing.
💣er
Can anyone tell me what anime this song shows??! PLS!
Re:Zero
It resembles me bc I am always misunderstood and thinking to much about the wrong people and then I get hurt and depression kicks in that's why I want someone sho will truly love me not a fake and I never tell anyone shot bc they will never understand and get me ever.
anyone know the anime it's a great song
🖤🖤🖤
this song is ffffffffucking me up man ;cccccccccccccc
re: zero edits, they killed me wow. i am hurting
“An endeavor to die or create”
lmao i forgot how much crying was in Re Zero
It’s so good tho just found it recently 🔥
@@SavageGameHawk its in my top 3 for sure!
@@draztikzyt8992 good taste bro 🔥 loved this show
What's the anime?
Re: zero
Hell yeah
What anime is this? Already know who Brakence is lol
re:zero
Damn 😂 wtf ❤
you when it turns into Midwest Emo though daym
Bruh.... I've finally come across this anime. Re:ZERO Start of Another Life or something relative. And it's freaking awesome. Twisted, wich makes it awesome.
Edit: seriously, now I understand why it fits with this song, too. I feel hard for Mr. Nabunaske