Estrogen Vlog-
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 7 ก.ย. 2024
- This video is small little glimpse into my journey of starting Hormone Replacement therapy. I wanted people to maybe understand what I was going through because at multiple points of time I felt like a burden. I missed out on so many experiences with friends and family because of my dysphoria. I hope this video can also help other trans women and queer people in India as I remember yearning to see someone like me on youtube when I was growing up:)
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I've been following Sanat on IG for a while and I've never seen her so bare with her emotions. I've always thought she's the strong willed girl who never cried or showed her emotions. You're beautiful, girl. We hope to see more TH-cam videos!❤
Instagram honestly is such a one dimensional app. I have always struggled to show all parts of myself but somehow people always make up their mind about the way that I am from 30 second clips of me. I've heard "oh you're so much sweeter in person" AN INSANE amount of times and honestly showing vulnerability on youtube feels so refreshing. Tysm for this comment:)
@@Sanskari_satan And thank you so much for showing us this raw, very human side of you and allowing us to get to know you better.
@@Sanskari_satan is this mental deficency or harmonal lack
I just found this channel. Seems like a good place to come.
Is there any jobs for trans ?? My friends are continuously demotivating me that I won't find any jobs for myself.
As a Transwomen who’s been on HRT 1.5 years I can still feel my excitement I had on the first day of Estrogen. Seeing Sanats excitement made me emotional
Hi ...hope u are doing good with your hrt journey can u plz guide about that how u started with like either t blockers or what kind of t blockers and if t blockers how long u took them for and the estrogen intake it's mgs or like a pill or shot and what are it's effects on ur health? Much grateful of u
Hi nivera
I have tears in my eyes, seeing your parents support you and seeing you be yourself, loving yourself, I wish I could be your friend. Hope you find the crowd that understands and accepts you without you having to explain or feel insecure about if you're being too much of yourself... ❤
Your parents are so supportive you're simply blessed to be born in a family like that
That doesn't always happen. It didn't with my father. I wouldn't say overall that I have a very accepting family with it but not the worst either but most aren't inviting to dinner either or other extras.
@@JoanneGiangrande ohh sad just I want to tell you is that never stop believing in yourself love yourself and never let other people define you good days will come and your parents will accept you
CONGRATULATIONS! I love seeing Indian trans women get to live their lives the way they want. Good reminder that things in this country are not as hopeless as it feels sometimes.
I listened to your interview on Rainbow Diaries a few days ago, and I was trying to find your socials. Glad you started YT. People like you and Ella, really help a closeted queer teen like me feel like I belong somewhere. That the entire country isn’t full of snobbish queerphobes. That however different we all maybe, we share a commoness because we're a part of the community. The Indian Queer community feels like a part of the extended family. Lots of love
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You mean the world to me and seeing you happy makes me so happy and relieved. I wish we friends irl !!! - best of luck, all the love, from another brown t girl trying her best in this world :)
i remember the day i saw you in IG it was ofc saree on ur farewell, i love how happy u were and shared ur reel to my loved ones too! i have seen your earlier faces and Im so happy to be a part of it, am so proud of you, u have grown alot woman!! love you alot.Happy to see you on YT!❤
I am so unbelievably happy to see that finally such positive queer stories have started to emerge from India,
Your parents are literally so ADORABLE 😭❤❤❤❤
SO HAPPY FOR YOU, ALL THE LOVE❤❤❤
As a transwomen myself I can relate so much when u said something was wrong
I suffered with it for more than 15years and I was so happy when I started hrt ,
tho im still living and presenting myself as male and even forced myself to cut my hair which took over 1.5years to grow
I'm so so happy for you and yaknow you look really beautiful even tho your journey has just began, can't wait to see when you look pretty in your own eyes and feel the happiness that u deserve
Lots of love to you💋💋
I m Bi and I live in Foreign country I m 14 years old last year was very hard for me I had a crush on guy he was like my best best person suddenly he stopped talking to me and hang out with another guys I don’t really have that much friend so I started being alone in school and I cried Infront of him in class so much 💔💔💔 he started laughing ! And that some months was very very hard I cried in my rooms ! I go thearpy nowdays just to overcome so now I changed my school I still doesn’t feel so good but this is what it is
More power to u ❤
Bro do not go back to him ,and i advice you that ,built yourself...bro I have been in your situation before and still I am ,but bro it doesn't give you anything to stay like this do your studies and do gym built yourself,and date any women and men you want and loose your virginity to the right person ,in girls you can do it ,but in guys bro do it with right person not any guy you find hot ,not older guy ...and built yourself..I haven't got a boyfriend and girlfriend yet ,but this year I goona get one ,it should be girlfriend man ...dude 😎 just do what I say behave like a guy and do not kill your dream ,,,coz even after killing it dude you won't get anything just disappointment...you are just 14 yr old I am 23 ...man it feels like hell bro but it is good I am working on myself,I am goona make it ...dude do it now coz later you I'll regret .. health and carreer is priority bhai ...do it ...I am doing this to tell you the truth coz no buddy told me anything man ....
@@H.fray1-_-yrya Absolutely right ! I want to Focus on my mental health and studies and I m doing the best I can avoiding people what they say about me i feel If I take my carrer seriously I will make it ❤❤❤❤
Literally i cried. Like literally.
Seeing u grow nd most IMPORTANTLY U ARE BEING YOURSELF is just!! 😭❤️🩹
Keep going Sanat di..!! Nd welcome the most awaited happy dayssss!!! 🦋🏳️⚧️
omg not the first video IT JUST WOULDNT DOWNLOAD (this is so cute im so proud of you
Eeeeeee I'm so excited
So happy that you’re here❤
sanat, we're all so proud of you. thank you for being vulnerable with us. we love you!!
Man I see the pain in your parents eyes. It's not easy seeing their son go through all this but good for you whatever works best for you. Sikhs are anyways from warrior lineage so it's good you dropped that identity.
Khalsa pant was a war committee and the religion is NOT about warriors. Its about faith and leaving ritualistic practices behind. Guru Nanak lived life based on rationale and not stereotypes of "right and wrong" like you do. My parents are happier, they never LOST a son, they GAINED a daughter. Its all about perspective. I wish you do better than making these stupid assumptions about my life based off a 6 minute video❤
@@Sanskari_satan Well, I am not making any assumptions you are just way too young to understand all this just because your parents smile and approve your choices doesn't really mean they are happy too. It's just because they love you they agree with you. I think the fundamental rule which Guru Nank dev ji taught was to not mess with God's creation, he never even cut his hair because he thought God make us perfect but well you clearly deny that so I am not really sure what message of Nankji you follow 🙂 but that's ok all of us can cherry pick things to back our actions. I wonder what if after 10 years you felt like going back to being a guy ? All we hear is one sided story of queer people but there have been instances where some have really felt like going back and it was too late.
Anyways I wish you all the best. I know it's easy to be different 🙂
a) not cutting hair as a rule up during the khalsa pant( kesh being one of the 5ks)
b) talking about cherry picking things, you clearly have the agenda here, the fact that you care more about the LITERAL 1% of regret and small number of detransitioners compared to the statistics of SO MANY trans people benefiting from the gender affirming care says A LOT about your agenda here.
C) trying to assume what my parents do and don’t tell me based off of a 6 min clip IS AN ASSUMPTION get help girl ✨
I could have Sihk in me, I do pass for it unless many aren't tall. If they were in pre roman times in Italy, there's a good chance
So proud of you girl. Good luck with the transition!
That's some amazing parenting. That's what a child needs. I'm proud of your journey Sanat and so much of your parents
you’re really beautiful. and dont cry hope this helps to fight in your life with the negativity and the second thoughts !!!
I Think Those Days Must Be Very Difficult For You , Bt I'm Happy For You Bcz Abhi Tum Apni Zindagi Achhe Se Khul Kr Jee Rahe Ho
Mahadev Bless You ❤
You are so strongest transgender Sanat, You have capacity to face the difficulties in your life. Your parents are so proud of you. Let's the haters bark at you don't give attention to them, ignore them completely 😊😊😊😊
Omg sanat ka channel kal se dhund rhi thi ab ja kr mila omg yrr sanat need to be popular bc he's talented ❤️❤️❤️❤️
She* she uses she/her pronouns pls respect that 😊
Sorry my mistake but I love her🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
@@rubyjanes1771 completely fine lol 😊🩷
Im so happy sanat im patiently waiting for this😭 finally woh aa gyi🥹🤍
I really envy you because of your supportive parents. In this kalyug, parents like yours are a gem. Let’s take a minute to appreciate your parents, because it’s not easy to find parents understanding the gender dysphoria of their kid
Following her on ig for a while now and i must say SANAT TU KARLEGI SAB KABHI KISI KE WAJAH SE DUKHI MATT HONA❤people will say sh!t and it will make you sad but remember we all who know what a beautiful person you are in and out will never question you and your worth. For me personally you are the prettiest peron💗sending you lots and lots of love and hugs and positivity and chummi 🧿🤍🫂🎈
Loved watching this Sanat and soo proud of your journey so far. You are super strong and I look forward to future uploads !!
So excited to see this vlog
As a trans women,I struggle with finding the right medicine practitioner all my HRT journey.Please tell us which doctor did you see and what did he prescribed you.❤
okay I genuinely don’t comment on videos but your video literally made me tear up
I’m so happy for you and you’re so pretty ♥️
all the best!!
Congratulations sanat! All the very best...we all are here with you on this beautiful journey lots of love, hugs and puchhis🫣😚💗💗💋💋
Girl, slay!! Im so excited for ur channel!!
Thank you so so much love
Pls don't give hints of the places u could be on the internet.... I can't trust ppl , ur too precious too lose
This channel is our comfort zone❤❤keep growing sister🎉
You deserve all the love. Welcome to this new journey and I for one am extremely happey to watch you regularly on ig. Keep uploading..
so fucking lucky you are, i wish my parents were this supportive. So happy for you
Not me tearing up at the end when you said you had people showing up to celebrate you popping your first hrt pill 💖 I remember how scared and out of my body I felt when I was at a top surgery consultation with a surgeon and I felt like he didn’t understand me and didn’t think that the way I wanted to look was “right”. It’s a whole unique journey for each of us but I felt a little lighter hearing about your experience 💖💖💖 thank you for sharing!
Hey Sanat ! I came across your vlog today and the whole video just filled me with so much positivity and hope. I just love how strong you are and I love how you're able to explain your emotions. It'll be alright, don't worry. I wish you all the best and I really hope you do well in college. Love you girllllllll
All will be fine Sanat. Hope u find your peace
dude you go girl, find that happiness
Glad to be your subscriber before you hit 1k ( i'm the 947th subscriber ). Hope you upload these vlogs regularly! all the best Sanat in your journey!
😭i hope, i'll be brave enough to do that someday
Hats off to your parents too ❤ Stay strong and keep rocking! 🎉
aww gurl I'm so happy for you tbh!! you always inspire me to be who I am.....
Love u gurll❤❤ always be confident 💓
And remember that you're a sassy mama
I recently saw you in a cosmopolitan award and i was working there as a photographer and I was telling my friend she is so gorgeous I didn't know that you're a trans woman! I saw you with Ella I'm also transman this is such a wholesome and amazing video Thank you for sharing 🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️🏳️⚧️
j woke up from my depression nap and im teary eyed again
Thankyou for being yourself you're inspiration for many ❤i am so exicted to see the good results ❤all the best
Feeling good after spending mine 6:17 minutes watching you ❤❤❤
So so proud of you 🔥 and your parents 🥹
You're soo gorgeous 😍
Can't wait to see the changes hormones will bring! 😊❤
I just discovered your channel, and I'm ecstatic with glee to look forward to more of your vlogs in the days to come 💗!
This video is wholesome 🤍
Santa can you share why you cut your hair. It was beautiful when long. Joe do it feel when you chopped your hair short? Pleas share the experience and any haircut videos too.
Happy for you, I didn’t know you had YT channel.
Congratulations 🎉
more power to you girl❤️
I'm excited to see more vlogs from you sanat❤ and I'm so proud of you
So happy for you sanat..so much love❤️
You have such a good dressing style and healthy skin. And most importantly a loving self. I like it.
u so lucky to get such wonderful parents.. ❤❤❤ and yeah looking beautiful as always girl,, 💕💕
Its good you found yourself
Hugs to you we support you ❤
Please keep posting we all love to see you 🫀🥰🧿
Good to see you on youtube!
I have seen you on Instagram, I have deleted my insta it's toxic af.
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SANAT WHERE'S THE NEXT VIDEOOOOOOO, IM DYING
More power to you girlll👏🏻❤️loved thisss😍
you're so wholesome, all the best to you
Wow. Just wow. You are so strong and beautiful. Wish you a happy life ahead! 🫶
Literally waiting for your new videos 😭 I am crying for did it girl✨️
Look at us look at us SANAT LOOK AT US we're here now okay? We're not leaving. Take love baby
Omg i love ur parents sm. You are so lucky
So happy for you!! You go gworl!!🥳💅✨✨
Saw your story saying that you're reading comments I hope you at least see this
I've been following your content from the very start and I'm absolutely lucky to be a part of this journey.
I just love your content and making some reels with you has always been my dream
I've dmed you, mailed you, commented on your posts all the time and what not😭never got a reply lmao
MAYBE IF YOU SEE THIS
GIRLPOP PLS LET'S COLLAB I HAVE THIS FEELING THAT SAYS YOU WOULD ABSOLUTELY LOVE ME
Congratulations 🎉🎉🎉 every thing will go well💜
Really happy for you! ✨❤
As a Indian Caribbean I always feel like a a transgender because I love white people in the west but I understand the true meaning of it
Hi darling.... Could you please tell me how'd u grow your hair?
Never excited this much before❤❤❤❤
So excited for more content ❤️
Ohh….to see you happy… 🤍
All the best with your journey❤
Please upload more vlogs please please please please please please 🥺
Hi sis which hospital n dr u r consulting for ur hrt . If u can share will be great .
U are the best 💓😍
You are so pretty sweetie -sending hugs from the land of Oz xx
🤧🤧looking forward to more videos like this
Hey girl I am your friend okay and I am proud of you ❤
do you have a twitterrr
I am very excited to see your vlog I am your big fan ❤❤❤❤
omgg i know kinda off topic but your makeup in that yellow kurti is sooo pretty drop tutoriall😭😭
I will soon:)
WE LOVE YOU SM💕
You’re soooo beautiful. Bro I literally cannot stop looking a youuuu ✨🎈🌷💞🫂
Menu bdi sohni lgdi aa tu 😍😍😍
Love you so much ❤ Always be happy 😊
You're beautiful ❤️
Hey i'm so happy for you, good luck with everything :)) also OMG 666 SUBSCRIBERS WOOO SATAN BEHAVIOUR FRR.
You are the best girl 💗I like to see your reels ignore the haters focus on the persons who love you so much including me too 🌟💗
Some people have everything and they still cry
Nice sanat I feel soo happy for you today.❤❤
GIRL STOP DEEP FRYING YOUR HAIR ITS SO PRETTY CURLY LIKE THAT 😭😭🫶🏽
Sending you a hug 🫂
Brb going to fangirl about this! Love you guys so much:)