God love you honey! Sometimes talking about things will help lighten the load, when shared with other people. ❤ Much love from East TN ❤ keep looking up! Ms. C
I want to say that man was no man he was a product of something. Let's always remember that person and celebrate our joy because of our hardship. Like to say bad words about that parson but won't because I know you're trying to do something good here, and you are. So thankful, about your room and work understanding. I can't do anything for you but offer my friendship and hear what you say, Leanin. I ride bicycle, theme my aka name.
Jefferson you're doing so well considering what you've been through I'm sorry for that you were just a child I have so much faith in you and I'm so glad I found your channel you're so brave to go on here and just let it all out so you're still doing great Jefferson and screw that guy you know screw him you're doing awesome though keep up the great work
I greatly appreciate that! I honestly thought I was get picked on at best posting my life on here. I got more things to cover. My ex wife will be a crazy few videos
Hi jefferson, remember to feel the little joys in life Takecare ok mate I'm so glad u have a place to stay, things are getting better slowly Well done From steve Sydney Australia
It's been wonderful last night and today! Leonard is a good influence. Being here will help keep me stay disciplined. He is a Decon in the church and a retired Navy officer. I have rules and accountability here. Most of all it's a good environment here no drugs or alcohol allowed.
@ that’s amazing. You’re inspiring. Leonard sounds the right kind of man to be around. Congrats on making 30 days sober mark!! 👏🏼 👏🏼 Hey, I grew up down the road from you in Smyrna. I feel a connection to middle TNers 😁
Hurt people hurt people, I feel ya man I have had chronic childhood trauma. This is good you are talking about it, even better if you get into therapy and start touching on these issues. I’m glad that things are coming around for you, be the hero in your own life and show people how one falls down and gets back up. Everyone needs to see that and that is your mission here.
Do not apologize. Now u know why u drank! U have suppressed alot of trauma! It's good to get it out!!! Your releasing it finally! When u release it u can heal. We are hear to listen n support u! After talking bout it don't u feel better? Do u feel lighter? Ur amazingly strong! Congrats on the room. This will be a great year for u, wait n see! P.S. Notice the rain stopped after u let it out! Great job to ur friend! U are helping so many ppl! THANK YOU!!!
Forgive your mom. Tell her if shes still here. Forgive her boyfriend even if hes passed. I did that w my dad and we have been very good friends and close ever since. I let it all go and this was key to my recovery 10 yrs ago. It feels good to not accept things but declare them. Im sorry about your pops. You went through alot. Hold nothing brother. We love you and Im praying daily for your victory. Let things die. I pray for yor buddy in SC! Praise the Lord. Lean on each other for support. Thank you for sharing and God bless! You have a strong spirit. I couldn't do what you just did. Respect!
Sadly Momma passed in 2022. I did forgive her and she forgave me. We had a lot of times when we seem to hate each other. But ultimately we loved each other. She did her best all things considered. She was a drug addict in the 80s
It’s good to get everything out, man….Let it out, and let it go the best you can. Don’t hesitate to share it all with your subs. We learn to love and you learn to heal.
You don’t need to apologize Jeff! That’s horrible! I’m so sorry that happened to you. You’re a bigger man than me for getting that stuff out in the open. I know it’s not easy but it is important to talk about it. I can’t understand how people can be evil enough to do stuff like that to a child. Vengeance is the lords he will repay. I’m here for ya buddy!
I don't understand it either. It brakes my heart that my Son won't talk to me I was nothing like that towards him. My Son don't even know the stuff I had to go through. I really miss him
Everyday is a much better improvement. That’s great that you have been offered a room super good people out there. You are doing great n look so much healthier than you have … remember one day at a time ! God Bless you 😊
Hello from New Zealand Jefferson 🙏 Been following your journey brother congratulations on your sobriety 💯 resonate with your childhood trauma and thankyou for sharing may the universe bring you what you seek❤
Thank you. I hope your life is good there I've only seen videos and pictures of New Zealand. It's a majestic place! I have a temporary place to stay right now starting yesterday. Oh 30 days sober!
Great you got a room mate.👍 I'm out of credit and data. Have to catch up on your videos when I get some money next week. Sounds like your doing well Jefferson. Stay safe in the bad weather and a room will help big time. Thinking of you and like I say thanks so much for sharing your story. Sometimes lots in our lives is from child trauma. Stay safe mate.👍
I’m thinking we are gonna miss the worst of the weather here in Philadelphia. Great to hear about you being blessed with a place to have good shelter. Keep stacking the little wins
Your Comments have helped me more than you know. I appreciate the kindness. I thought I would have been shamed and picked on posting my reality on TH-cam. It's hard to press record and talk about it. But it has helped me. You and everyone that comments have been really uplifting. I thank you ☺️
Jefferson, there are things worth more than money. That good love, as my mother-in-law used to say. The love of God will heal you. You'll be alright now. Love from Ohio. I'm unsubscribing now...
God love you honey! Sometimes talking about things will help lighten the load, when shared with other people. ❤ Much love from East TN ❤ keep looking up!
Ms. C
Thank you Connie 🐻❤️ are y'all getting any snow?
To hear about your childhood is heartbreaking , you deserved so much better....your best days are ahead of you pal !!! 🙏❤️👍
Progress! Much has changed for the good from your first video and this one.
I'm trying Richard. If I can get a Uber rental soon I will be really going ☺️
I want to say that man was no man he was a product of something. Let's always remember that person and celebrate our joy because of our hardship. Like to say bad words about that parson but won't because I know you're trying to do something good here, and you are. So thankful, about your room and work understanding. I can't do anything for you but offer my friendship and hear what you say, Leanin. I ride bicycle, theme my aka name.
Holy crap. I'm so sorry you had to go through that. But look at you. Healing and letting it go.. Proud of you 👏 🥰 XOXO
Yes! I have made another video on my first stepdad. He was a violent person.
I seen it. XOXO
Jefferson you're doing so well considering what you've been through I'm sorry for that you were just a child I have so much faith in you and I'm so glad I found your channel you're so brave to go on here and just let it all out so you're still doing great Jefferson and screw that guy you know screw him you're doing awesome though keep up the great work
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😢I’m so sorry Jefferson. You should never have been treated that way. We will be here for you whenever you need us my friend ❤
I greatly appreciate that! I honestly thought I was get picked on at best posting my life on here. I got more things to cover. My ex wife will be a crazy few videos
Hi jefferson, remember to feel the little joys in life
Takecare ok mate
I'm so glad u have a place to stay, things are getting better slowly
Well done
From steve Sydney Australia
Thank you Steve 😊🙏 have a great day or night there my friend
@jeffersonCarter9915 hey buddy no problem
It's so hot over here might go to the beach
That’s rough. Sending a big bear hug your way. 🤗 What a blessing to be able to stay inside now though! What a sweet thing God is doing. 🙏🏼
It's been wonderful last night and today! Leonard is a good influence. Being here will help keep me stay disciplined. He is a Decon in the church and a retired Navy officer. I have rules and accountability here. Most of all it's a good environment here no drugs or alcohol allowed.
@ that’s amazing. You’re inspiring. Leonard sounds the right kind of man to be around. Congrats on making 30 days sober mark!! 👏🏼 👏🏼 Hey, I grew up down the road from you in Smyrna. I feel a connection to middle TNers 😁
Hurt people hurt people, I feel ya man I have had chronic childhood trauma. This is good you are talking about it, even better if you get into therapy and start touching on these issues. I’m glad that things are coming around for you, be the hero in your own life and show people how one falls down and gets back up. Everyone needs to see that and that is your mission here.
Always a joy to read your messages ☺️
Do not apologize. Now u know why u drank! U have suppressed alot of trauma! It's good to get it out!!! Your releasing it finally! When u release it u can heal. We are hear to listen n support u!
After talking bout it don't u feel better? Do u feel lighter? Ur amazingly strong!
Congrats on the room. This will be a great year for u, wait n see!
P.S. Notice the rain stopped after u let it out! Great job to ur friend! U are helping so many ppl! THANK YOU!!!
Yes our Decon offered me a room temporarily until his son gets out. 😀 Just in time for the cold to set it
@jeffersonCarter9915 so happy for u! Look at all u have accomplished! U inspire others! Ty
Forgive your mom. Tell her if shes still here. Forgive her boyfriend even if hes passed. I did that w my dad and we have been very good friends and close ever since. I let it all go and this was key to my recovery 10 yrs ago. It feels good to not accept things but declare them. Im sorry about your pops. You went through alot. Hold nothing brother. We love you and Im praying daily for your victory. Let things die. I pray for yor buddy in SC! Praise the Lord. Lean on each other for support. Thank you for sharing and God bless! You have a strong spirit. I couldn't do what you just did. Respect!
Sadly Momma passed in 2022. I did forgive her and she forgave me. We had a lot of times when we seem to hate each other. But ultimately we loved each other. She did her best all things considered. She was a drug addict in the 80s
It’s good to get everything out, man….Let it out, and let it go the best you can. Don’t hesitate to share it all with your subs. We learn to love and you learn to heal.
That was very hard to talk about I was horrified
You don’t need to apologize Jeff! That’s horrible! I’m so sorry that happened to you. You’re a bigger man than me for getting that stuff out in the open. I know it’s not easy but it is important to talk about it. I can’t understand how people can be evil enough to do stuff like that to a child. Vengeance is the lords he will repay. I’m here for ya buddy!
I don't understand it either. It brakes my heart that my Son won't talk to me I was nothing like that towards him. My Son don't even know the stuff I had to go through. I really miss him
@ I pray your son will come around soon! 🙏✝️
Everyday is a much better improvement. That’s great that you have been offered a room super good people out there. You are doing great n look so much healthier than you have … remember one day at a time ! God Bless you 😊
Thanks. Just in time it's starting to snow 😊
Thank God you will soon have a room to stay. I am so glad your recovery is on track to success! Many blessings to you!
Yes I started staying with a Decon from the church last night. It's temporary but just in time. The weather has turned bad.
Sorry to hear about this bro, sounds traumatic. Be strong brother.
It was probably other than what I'm about to share today the worst thing he did to me.
Hello from New Zealand Jefferson 🙏
Been following your journey brother congratulations on your sobriety 💯 resonate with your childhood trauma and thankyou for sharing may the universe bring you what you seek❤
Thank you. I hope your life is good there I've only seen videos and pictures of New Zealand. It's a majestic place! I have a temporary place to stay right now starting yesterday. Oh 30 days sober!
Great you got a room mate.👍 I'm out of credit and data. Have to catch up on your videos when I get some money next week. Sounds like your doing well Jefferson. Stay safe in the bad weather and a room will help big time. Thinking of you and like I say thanks so much for sharing your story. Sometimes lots in our lives is from child trauma. Stay safe mate.👍
You too. I appreciate your comment
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I appreciate you. God bless you
I appreciate you too my friend! Thank you for having interest in my videos.
Stuffs looking up brother god bless stay strong and positive
Thank you
I’m thinking we are gonna miss the worst of the weather here in Philadelphia. Great to hear about you being blessed with a place to have good shelter. Keep stacking the little wins
A mighty blessing this is where I'm at! I'm glad the storm is south of you. Did you get any snow at all?
@ yea man, the bulk of it hit southern jersey and Delaware. We still got about 4”. I just got back in the house from shoveling and salting.
My heart broke for you
It took me 6 hours to convince myself to share that. I had that buried inside me. Unforgettable experience
Hi Jeff !!! I knew someone would help you.I just scrape by or I would have.
Your Comments have helped me more than you know. I appreciate the kindness. I thought I would have been shamed and picked on posting my reality on TH-cam. It's hard to press record and talk about it. But it has helped me. You and everyone that comments have been really uplifting. I thank you ☺️
Where I'm at it's absolutely beautiful
That's great news! 😀 It's very grey and snowing here. 😊 But I enjoy the snow
Brother if it helps you, you've helped me
💪😊 Were a team! Let's conquer my addictions and fears together!
It's cold and messy stay safe.
Hey bro
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Jefferson!!! I want to send you some money,,, but dont know How???? Where
Do you have cash app?
The link for it is on my channel profile. Or you could send it Walmart to Walmart. Do you have a email address?
Jefferson, there are things worth more than money. That good love, as my mother-in-law used to say.
The love of God will heal you. You'll be alright now. Love from Ohio. I'm unsubscribing now...
Hey brother, you ain't got nothin to be sorry for. Only thing sorry about that whole story is that 💩🦃 that was beatin on a little kid.
He would badly handle my Mother in front of me often a couple months into her relationship with him. I felt like that was the worst part of it.