Lauren London I Angie Martinez IRL Podcast
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 14 มิ.ย. 2024
- Lauren London has learned many valuable lessons since losing the love of her life, and she’s sitting down with Angie to share how the tragic death of Nipsey Hussle in 2019 has shaped her. In Lauren’s first “in real life” in-person interview since Hussle’s passing, she candidly discusses her journey through grief and how a deeper relationship with God has moved to the forefront of her priorities. Angie and Lauren’s wide-ranging conversation touches on death etiquette, legacy, parenting, trauma and healing.
► Timestamps
00:00 Intro
04:55 Fear of people dying
05:23 Life is short and a gift
07:12 Shadow work and the ego self
10:15 Lauren London on death
14:00 Being proud of yourself
21:55 No one dies
25:15 Cosuming other people’s energy
28:55 Legacy
31:36 Devoting to God in nature
39:10 Spiritual relationships
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“I’ve been to funerals, but being in the front row hits different” I felt that 🫶🏼
I second that 🥲
I just bury my daughter on 7 11 and my God I felt this
@@maudriedepradine4003 I’m so sorry, I can’t even imagine! Sending Love,peace, and light your way ❤️
@@leticiabeanguido thank you 💕💕💔💔
Wait till you're a pallbearers, then the concept of life becomes minescule, were just living through time
Angie deserves some kind of journalistic award for this interview. Perfect conversation from start to finish.
Loved this conversation
It was a such an inspirational interview. It was so deep and beautiful to experience.
Yes she executed this really well
Agreed!!!
Agreeeeeeeeeeee
She needs to write a book on how to survive grief. This was an insightful REAL interview.
I agree as someone going through the death of extremely close relatives (husband, brother and mom. Normally I don’t read celebrities but she is so insightful. It’s the first time since April I didn’t feel alone.
@@marycookmoore3956 So sorry for your loss. Blessings and peace to you.
I would absolutely buy that book in a heartbeat!!
🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤🎤
It would be a New York Times Bestseller.
The “why not you, girl? who are you?” part choked me up. Acknowledging the ego is so powerful.
I don't get what she means by that
@@stigerlove97 She said that her prayers didn’t work when Nipsey got shot, and when he passed, she started questioning God like “why would you do this to ME?”. She asked herself “well why not YOU?” Basically - what makes her special or immune to this happening to her, while there are so many other women and people who go through similar things. Her spiritual relationship with God started right then when she acknowledged that.
This woman by far is not missing that mark she speaks so highly of. She’s accepted Gods plan and is devoting her life to living in her purpose daily. She is living in herGod given truth. There’s is nothing more purposeful and powerful than that!
Well said👏🏽👏🏽❤️
💯💯💯💯💯💯
She wasn’t living the purpose with her boyfriend If he loved her than she would have been his wife.
@@nunim2496 + Exactly…Well said ppl. Are So starstruck and gullible that anything they say people take it and run wit it instead of them studying and researching peoples background …and find out there was never ever was a marriage certificate the higher ups set peoples in place to do the dirty work hmmm…I’m just saying
Agree.
The sadness in Lauren’s eyes was penetrating. She is clearly still grieving, and appears to be processing her grief and loss through a spiritual journey. I wish her peace and a twinkle in her eye sooner than later.
Yeah. I sensed the grief even in her voice. AndI when I realized she was wearing his photo on the necklace around her neck, my heart cried for her. May God truly wholeheartedly reveal himself to her so she will heal.
Yes man it's sad. I didn't even know nip and I know how I felt and still feel when I hear his music so I can just imagine how she feels. It's just a whole sad situation.
Omg I thought I was the only one that could see the pain in her eyes.
I’ve heard that you never get over losing someone you just slowly start to learn how to live with it
Amen 🙏 for us all fr
No one truly understands her! She said she has felt pure love and she doesn’t need to experience that anymore… WHEW. That’s different. That is the ultimate and highest form of love that you can experience to where you have zero urges but to participate in being your best self. I love her for being truthful and transparent in this.
Facts! I feel this very much; after my boyfriend passed away, (he was also shot & killed so it was very unexpected, similar to this situation in that way.), I also feel that I've already experienced a true genuinely pure love from this man who I know in my heart was and always will be my soul mate, (which I also believe you only get one soul mate in this earthly life), so I feel no need, and still don't to this day, to have love again. I know if it's meant to be it'll be, naturally. But here I am almost 6 years after his passing and Ive never felt the need to be with another lover. I only feel the need now to learn more about my own self, my relationship with God, etc. . But I welcome whatever plan God has for mu life, even if that does mean one day sharing a true love with someone new.
I a great The only reason I can take is maybe she's getting threatened I'm not quite sure because this is a bizarre I would be and she's loud like me like she would she wants justice I don't get it yeah I don't get it cuz I'm a Justice kind of girl though you know and when
I can relate to this so much when my baby daddy committed suicide or so we thought guess what? Well now it's coming to terms that we can't even find that quote unquote detective blah blah blah it's the whole thing and I knew it from the beginning I knew it might get and didn't want to trust myself well needless to say we've opened it back up tell me we never know what's going on behind the scenes
@@itsjustme...whitney6972 So sorry for your lost🙏
@@lexindacut4177 Jesus is coming back. Have faith in Him alone to be saved.
It took me a year to watch this interview, I didn't want to be in my feelings. When I tell you I cried the entire interview and after, she spoke the realist, purest, and most genuine words of wisdom. Lauren is my birthday twin 12/5, I'm just 8 years older. I lost my high school sweetheart, the father of my only child when we were 27, in the same manner. It's been 19 years, and sometimes that pain will hit like it was June 14, 2004, all over again. I'm so grateful and thankful for Lauren sharing and being transparent. I'm from Cali, Compton, to be exact, and we all love us some Lauren and Nipsey. When Pac wrote the song "2 Live and Die in LA," I don't think people really understood how powerful the words to that song truly were. I pray that Lauren and her family healing journey continues 🙏🏾.
Thank you, Angie and Lauren, for a great meal. My soul was fed.
Exactly this is my 2nd attempt to watch it
Sorry for your loss sweetheart!
@brianacrespo6378 thank you
Me too
Did the LAPD kill him too?? 😢😢
Lauren is very self aware, I love hearing her talk - because she always speaks with true intention. I know she loves being lowkey, but I really think she should share her knowledge, because she has a lot.
I think that is truly her gift.. so many people have gone through the same thing and her knowledge could really help someone. I teared up watching this.
I agree, I could listen to her talk for hours. She is a guided individual and her gems are tokens for the path. Such good energy and just overall very eye opening words of wisdom.
Straight up ‼️‼️‼️
Loving Lauren London! So proud of how triumphant she is. Being a mom and a really good friend.
I understood and felt every single word she said we have alot of similarities, she loves him like I love my son father, they were meant to be, sadly he was taking from her physically but now they have a spiritual relationship im pretty sure he shows her a million signs that he is around. She loves him so much she doesn't want to love anyone else. But honestly if it's meant for her to be in another to love again, God and Nip will let her know when it's ok! I loooove how she speaks about God. She knows that he is real and he is.
When the phone calls, visits, cards and food stop coming and people go back to their lives that’s when grief really gets real. I felt everything she said.
Talk to me... I lost my 1st child, a son at that!!! That love shit last about 2weeks tops, then everyone is back to talking shit, talking behind your back and completely forgetting what you just went through!!! R s
I second that.. My mom passed away three years ago. It's still feels new. You know who is real in your life and who's not..
Facts
@@bryandungee1029 😭that hit me
R💯💯
I come back to this interview every few months and the gems still hold. The “why not you” part gets me every time. A constant reminder to myself.
I don't get what she means by that
Same
“Grief brain is real”…”I blocked a lot of my old life out.” This whole interview is my life…
I had to block a lot out too smh just to get by day by day 💯
I blocked my old life out when I went through a traumatic event that changed my family’s life forever. I dont remember anything past 2019. So this is real.
When Puff told Lauren "You have showed everyone what it looks like to hold a man down and love him; now show them what it looks like when it all crumbles, that's your responsibility" gave me goosebumps!!
Me too!!
It was giving Coretta Scott King....
Girl the way I just got chills on that part
@@tirzahbless listen!!! He ain't ever lied either.. GOOSEBUMPS!
Literally gave me chills.
When Lauren said "it's different when you're sitting in the front row of a funeral". FELT THAT !!
Yes! I definitely felt that too.
Me to.. I know what that front row feels like…
Sure did feel that!
Me too. Unfortunately I've felt that front row feeling twice...when she said that it gave me chills
Yep...
Or sitting in the few reserved seats at the burial site
THIS WAS A REAL INTERVIEW - like I’ve watched this maybe 4 times already bc it really hits home on a lot of levels for me , and Angie is so genuine 😭🤍
One of the best interviews I’ve ever watched in my life.
She's allowing GOD to be GOD and life to be life and trying to figure it out like so many. I really honor her. This is one of my favorite interviews she's done because she's so raw, real and honest.
The fact that Lauren is so private she doesn’t do many interviews and when she does it’s everything for me she’s in the industry but not into the daily nonsense I respect that about her so much she gets it rip nip
444
She’s a class act
That word intent is so real. I believe that's when she will speak
She's apart of all the Hollyweird shit too,
@@finedeva Thank you for this message I love it thank you very much
Angie is amazing, she doesn’t get the flowers she needs. Her energy and spirit allowed Lauren to open up in a way she never did in three years since losing Nipsey. I could watch these two all day. I need part 2 and 3
Facts!!
TH0T angie
Literally this
I love Angie ❣️
FOH lol.
I love how vulnerable, raw and real Lauren is! Her authenticity in this interview made me love her even more she’s so beautiful , intelligent and strong❤️
Lauren said " I just dont want to miss my mark. Whatever God has for me to do on this earth in the realest way.." I felt that.
Thank you Angie - this was sooooo gooooood.
Sending love from Johannesburg, South Africa.♥
Exactly and how is that just going past people's heads that it is not about materialistic it's not about ever you know everything it is about our purpose
@@itsjustme...whitney6972 Amen Whitney!!! Amen!
Felt that so deep.....words cannot explain....
When she said that, I thought, if God has some path for you to walk, then you can not miss it. Accepting his journey is key.
Indeed
She was so transparent in this interview, that means Angie made her extremely comfortable. Love this!
I agree, I’ve watched other interviews with her and although she always shows up as her true authentic self this might’ve been the first time I feel she’s opened up in this capacity and this heavily. I was blown away with this interview.
Yessss 💯💯♥️
Angie usually gets people to relax she was the best for this interview
Angie is the GOAT!!! 🏆🔥🎙❤️
Angie's gift 🌟🌟🌟
Another gem, "I wanna disappear but I don't feel like that's my calling. It would be selfish..." I FELT that. So many times I isolate myself and I get so comfortable with my peace and my routine that I really want to just disappear off of the face of the earth. Then I think of my family and my friends and how much I learn from them but also the insight I give to them. We all learn from each other and who am I to take that away from them...
I feel exact same way, wanna disappear
35.38 is how I feel at times I swear
I felt that when she said that too. Watching this gave me chills for real. It made me feel like I felt what she went through. I understand that she doesn't want pity. She doesn't want people feeling sorry for her because death is something that we all must face in life. we're human. But my most favorite is just her sharing her story and seeing her smile. 😘
@@itskishonbish beautifully worded! 100% agree with that observation
ME
She seems so pure and has reached an area in life most never will. I would love to see her journey moving forward
💕💕
Agreed 30:58 that’s how I was feeling watching this
This actually broke my heart. When Lauren said she don’t need love no more I felt that because she will not ever find what she had with Nipsey. My heart still aches for her she didn’t deserve this😢
Lauren needs a book. Everything about her is inspirational ✨ we need more women like her in this industry. I’ll always have respect for this woman.
Not really
About what🤔🤔
Same! 🙏🏾
Call it "Laurynspiration" 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@Jay dilla who else she got a kid for?
“You begin a relationship with God once you start to question Him - and I had some questions”
Lauren you gave so many of us chills from this interview. I’m wishing you and your family nothing but peace and protection moving forward, as well as higher alignment between you and God. We love you. Thank you for the gift of your knowledge and insight and for being brave enough to speak out and share your experience
She is not talking about our creator her lower case god is a false idol .
@@CoreGroupWarrior how do you know your God is real, also if you are soo Godly why are you passing judgment on this woman! Go read your Bible babe and be happy! She’s happy
@@Peach-hl3hz hello I’m not passing judgement I’m stating the truth! Which is what she is seeking…she is not happy that’s what she is searching for but she won’t find happiness until she finds Jesus. Her happiness was based in a man and now that, that man is gone she is seeking again. Her ideas are very new age witchcraft. I know my God is real because of my life and what I have been thru. Praying to any other god is talking to a wall but Praying to Jesus your prayers get heard and He shows up…try it for yourself!
@@CoreGroupWarrior she’s not happy because she just lost some one very close to her! Not because she can’t find God! And yes you are passing judgment! it’s soo sad you can’t see it!
@@Peach-hl3hz I’m not here to discuss someone else happiness with a stranger who is not happy. I pray for your eyes to be open before it’s too late. Good day
“My kids deserve a happy mom!!” “Cam is happy when I go to work” The fact that she stepped outside her grief to celebrate even small wins ( taking a shower) or doing the shadow work of looking at the bigger picture (my kids happiness) Nip is not even physically here, yet he is still teaching her! I love her so ❤️❤️
This interview brought tears to my eyes. Just seeing this woman share her journey, its strange but It’s as if I could feel the energy during the interview.
Yea at 36 minutes mines started to fall.
When Lauren London said: "I'm not judging a soul no more because my judgment of them was my harsh judgment of myself", I felt that!
I wish more people would understand this.
She spoke facts 💯❤️
I wish they would too… could you imagine the overall change it would cause for the better?
💯
I felt that too! I’m definitely going to work on that.
Gibberish, verbal diarrhea,people know how to say things tht sound nice.
We will never stop judging each other but the actions we take after the judging tells if wev learned from our own experiences
She’s an empath. Highly, spiritually connected. She’s tapping in 💞
Oh yeah she's way more than an impact I should look up her chart cuz man I tell you what look up someone's chart and you can learn a lot about someone but it's really hard to get into that and learn charts but once you do it's it's very a lot easier to work with people... There's a beautiful book basically something about we're all psychic I would love to recommend that back to anyone buddy because we literally are
@@itsjustme...whitney6972 interested
She’s definitely tapped in! I love it❤️
@Tiffany’s Beautiful Journey yeah her 3rd eye open
Having a difficult day,and then revisit this conversation and it puts into perspective what's important.
Exactly
it’s been a tough almost 2 weeks. this so truth
I completely understand after 2 divorces, I am 41 years old. Im so much more focused on loving the Lord and Im done focused on being in love on this Earth, moving forward is also about me and my kids. Amen Lauren!
I completely agree.
Wow, when she questioned God and then checked herself and said “Why not you?” - hit hard. ❤️
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Definitely. It took me years to get to the "why not you" after my sister died.
A lot of times thats how God will get our attention. Her sharing is such a great testimony to others. We are overcomers by the blood of the Lamb and the words of our testimony ❤️❤️ This journey is awesome to watch and listen too. Great comment
I haven’t reach im still at the why 💀😩
My pastor used to always preach that! She said "never be afraid to let God use you to show you he us still God!" She used to be on pcp for 15 years and quit cold turkey, she met my uncle, they were hustling and almost got caught up, gave their life to God, she got her masters and they been preaching the word ever since. They still held testimony service and everything. It really helped everyone see, we all go through stuff so why not you? What makes you exempt? You don't question the blessings...🤷🏿♀️
As a man I can only pray for a woman so close spiritually. She’s the definition of loving someone even after their departure and that’s so dope to me. Time for me to get closer to god and be okay with being alone for the time being.. Thank you Angie. Thank you Lauren... Long live king Nipsey..!!
I hear you! I think the more you align with your spiritual beliefs you may manifest that woman in your life. Keep rising!
@@loveinthematrix beautifully said
@@genevansmoak4652 thank you mama!! 💖
There are so many women out here like Lauren. As others have said you just have to start your work and once you're in alignment you all will find each other at the divine right time.
She became like this through the man she was with. So yes, it's important to be alone and build yourself first so a woman feels free to connect deeper knowing your are both grown and spiritually mature.
I will forever love how Angie interviews. One of a kind fr. The way Lauren explains the growth within her grief and how she’s learning and schooling her kids to be amazing humans is 💯
"I've been to Funerals but being in the Front Row is different"
I think we can all agree to that powerful statement by Lauren London. Another great interview by Angie Martinez
She's been spending a lot of time with Nipsey Hussle's mother.❤️ I can hear it. His mother is very spiritual. A natural healer.
ASÉ 🗣💜
Where did you get that at? You must not truly know or understand Boog! She’s a deep woman! She’s always been enlightened & spiritually woke. Chile please.
@@Me_839 All spiritually enlightened and woke people have had spiritual influences. It's how ascension occurs. It's a good thing.
She's always been a reader and she studied under Queen Afua prior to his passing and even more so after. Sis, is a healer and healing.
Probably one of my favorite interviews of 2022. She’s a true warrior. A true light.
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❤❤❤ AMEN SHES A BEAUTIFUL SOUL WE NEED MORE FEMALES TO INSPIRE OUR YOUTH LIKE HER
This just helped me so
Much I wish she knew
Yes…she is ❤
She is I just wish she would have I just wish she would open up on her own also I wish you would tell that little group of silly silly and his sister I know they were having a good time but it was weird the Bob was off on that video and her pop-up shop was Lauren in the middle of it no but it's so creepy
All she wants with the rest of her life is peace. That speaks volumes. Nipsey’s death truly humbled her and has her mentally where our Father wants us to be. That peace above all understanding that is a gift from the Most High through our obedience. That’s what I want and need and continue to strive for because at the end of the day, that is what truly matters. Being at peace and in the Most High’s security.
i swear i see so much of myself in Lauren. Her transparency ,the need to go deeper. the way she turned within. Just a beautiful spirit. enlightened and down to earth at the same time.
when i say, lauren can change the whole world with her words i mean it, she just gave me a whole different perspective on life, love, self awareness, and ego , i love her and her new journey, it just shows me how death isn’t all about the bad, good things can come out of you losing a person very close to you, i love you lauren and i always will❤️
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amen
Amen
THIS!!!!!!
I agree. Shes definetly walking in her purpose
“Women go through this shit daily.” That part damn near made me tear up.
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I was so afraid to watch this but I’m so glad I did. Lauren’s journey is a powerful one. The still picture of Lauren smiling while she and Angie are embracing gave me all of the feels.
I just lost my husband of 14 1/2 years this truly touched my spirit. I felt it deep down!! Thank you
I love the fact that she said she's experienced real love. Many of us crave to be, shown, and feel pure love from our person. It's beautiful that she was able to share that experience with Nip. Thank you Angie for holding this space for us all
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The smile on her face when she said she experienced pure love. You can tell she really loved Nipssey.
Agreed!! This got me super emotional. I was on my way with my husband to the Marathon Store the day Nipsey's life was taken. I'm still speechless. We ended up going to the family's house first. Thanking Jesus for blocking and shielding. My mind can't take it. Jesus fix it. Amen
I’ve watched this more then 10 times ! Made me think deep about life, love, loss, death….I might have to watch it a few more times ! I think I’m just in ❤ with Lauren !
Same here…. it’s not only about death, but people who’s going through things in general. We are not alone!
Wow I needed this interview bad I lost my brother and then my soulmate... I thought I was crazy going through what I was going thru but now I feel better because these feelings are natural and a part of grieving
I lost my fiance and I'm in the anger & why me stage. Thanks LL for sharing your grieving stages 💙💙🙏🏿
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Sending love and light beautiful 🙏🏾
Myself as well and honey it's been 7 years and let me tell you today I actually told my daughter I said man I f****** miss him I mean yeah I tell you I
@@itsjustme...whitney6972 damn 🥺 hugs n kisses to you 😌
Sorry for your loss🙏🏾❤️
I can see why her and Nipsey were together, can you imagine their conversations? Two lovely people and I'm glad to finally hear her speak. I did not know that Lauren is so intelligent and spiritual and I guess she had to wait until she was strong enough to speak about him without breaking down. Much love to her and her children and I wish her much success.
She sounds like him
She's always been like that... even before they were together. Partner Is always supposed to make you stronger.
I pray I find a man that I can talk to like that ✨🚀
I agreee I love her
Lots of ppl are deep this ain't shit new
I'm a therapist and I've been trying to understand grief more because I feel there is no way to conceptualize it. The idea of death and loss changes from person to person. But the way Lauren just verbalized her grief and love inspired me to do my own work, and help my clients navigate it from a different perspective. Thank you both 💕
I hope that you can take this interview and help others navigate through life, and grief.
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I totally agree. As a mental health nurse it’s often hard to know what’s the best response. Though I have formal training in dealing with grief, her TRUTH really enlightened me.....
Same, i agree
I lost my boyfriend unexpectedly in 2021 and this entire interview is gold. I have lost count of how many times I have listened to it. It helps me so much to understand my grief and how it affects everyone.
I don’t know how to describe it but whenever I’m feeling shitty, anxious, or depressed, I legitimately think about Lauren London. Like as a source of strength. She has embraced this new phase with so much grace. I am amazed with how much peace and power her presence holds.
She talks just like Nip , just so deep not everyone will get what she’s saying , powerful woman
When she said, “ I just don’t wanna miss my mark and I want to do everything that God set out for me to do” that hit me so deep! amazing interview!!!! Thank you both.
That's all of our purposes. Do God's will and achieve your destiny!!!
The world is full of distractions
It hit me deep as well.
There is truly nowhere to go, nothing to learn, or anything to aquire or alter. The circumstance and consequence of death or loss has the unique ability to return us to our innate sensitivity and innocence. We are all on a journey of returning to simplicity, humility, and quietness.
❤I’m crying because how she say things and express and gives examples to dissect the feelings through this is timeless. ❤️
Lauren London’s loss is not a private loss because it’s shared by many. But her testimony will be greater than her loss…. in time. She is literally on an assignment and she may be unaware of that. An assignment much greater than what her sweet imagination can hold. I pray for her road to peace and self discovery. I loved Nipsey. He was an experience. He was loaned to ALL of us. I thank God he left us with his jewels and the charge to be, dream and live greater. Lauren is one of ours…. Let’s protect her with everything! 🏁🏁🏁🙏🏽👑
Beautifully said ❤️
I LOVE THAT💞💞💞💞🙌🙏
It’s not the same type of loss. We lost nipsey she lost ermias.
YES ‼️❤️🤘🏾
Realest message ever !
Lauren actively is in her healing process. Her spiritual journey. That’s a queen who needs positive energy around. She’s very sensitive. She needs a hug. She deserves everything she asks for. It’s her putting positive thoughts out in the universe. It’s a method to this interview. She needed this
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Angie Martinez is a gifted and grounded soul-thank you! Lauren Londyn is truly a unicorn. She’s so graceful. You can see the pain in her eyes and here it in her voice. I loved loved hearing her story.
I watched this interview again twice in 2023. Having lost the love of my life there is something about this conversation that drew me back for the connection. Memories fade but the imprints always remains. ✨✨✨✨
I wish Lauren had a podcast. I can tell she is vibrating on such a high level. She is a very enlighten soul. I would love to hear more of that.
Facts!
Yes ! I was just thinking how good this interview could have been with someone better than Angie . She just is laughing the whole interview , I think it's à subconscious thing she does to pander to the artist , but that is just my opinion
True
The fact that not one tear was dropped during this interview ironically shows how deep Her understanding of herself now is- may we all be so fortunate to take this introspective journey before we leave this earth
Yeah, if you Judge others you'll be judged first, I love her spiritual growth!
Not one mf tear RIH Nipsey
Sometimes it’s no more tears left to cry. Once you’re all cried out you gain your strength.
Another possible Tupac Hoax with subconscious program left behind
Angie didn’t ask no sensitive type questions the whole interview and didn’t really touch too deep into the Nipsey Hustle situation it’s like she was tryna avoid any sadness or emotional stuff the whole interview
Damn bruh 🤦🏿♂️ It took me a month to finally watch this interview. Man! I can't imagine the impact Nip had on her and them kids, I know the impact e had on me and I've never met him. I'm still at a lost for words smh. Rip King Nip 🙏🏿
Same just now watching it as well. My own journey with grief held me back from, but I’m glad I’m watching it .
I'm just watching it right now too lol
Same fam… i couldn’t get myself to watch at first because it brought up memories of my grandma who just passed away and the pain of nips still but I’m glad we all watched it! Nothing but love for all of y’all #tmc
They connection was so deep she still in a relationship with him 💯
It’s very clear to see what Nipsey saw in her she’s truly a beautiful soul.🏁🏁💙
Right, I always crushed on her for the obvious, but I see how truly beautiful she really is💪🏿
I think she picked up Nip’s spiritual side. She’s learning now what he was connected to. She’s not the same… check out the old videos. She thought spirituality was weird like.
Nipsey planted seeds and they are flourishing
Very clear. Rip Nip.💙❤
Exactly. She is spiritual, smart and beautiful.
This wasn't an interview. This was a conversation and a powerful one at that. Nipsey Hussle forever 💙 Congratulations Angie on the launch of your new podcast
Gave me chills when she said she didn’t laugh anymore ,my God when I gave birth to my son who was still born I remember being angry at my family for laughing (they were all trying so hard to cheer me up) nothing seemed funny tho it was just a sheer feeling of doom,loss and failure over me and I asked myself the same question will I ever laugh again if life was going to always feel like this I just want to die too but I had to fight the dark and pull through for the baby that I got to keep here with me this interview man this is the one‼️
May Allah (God) bring you joy again! ❤
This interviewer has such a good soul. It just beams through her. I would tell this woman my entire life without an ounce of feeling judged. ❤
The hurt of losing Nip is written all over her face. God bless and keep her 🙏🏾
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Lauren has a soulfulness, humility, and a level of awareness that would make her a great coach in grief, transitional awareness, and the power of intention
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This interview is sooo deep & wholesome. I went through a spiritual awakening this 2022 so I can resonate with everything Lauren is saying. I’m now so self-sufficient that it scares people.
I got chills through this interview. I love how transparent and solid in her choices she is. That’s is the highest form of power. Your internal reference point is yourself and your soul, and nothing outside of that.
& this is why Angie is still a big deal. one of the best interviewers.
Lauren is ethereal. beautiful in & out.
DOPE INTERVIEW!!!
This made me cry. Here I am worrying about how my car gonna get fixed wheres the love of my life and why my life is so behind when I finished watching this I just wanna be a nun too on a island with God. I'm tired of living to pay bills, impressing pple on social media and having to feel like we're competing with others All that stuff doesn't matter. 🙏🏾❤️
You can do it! This life is not to impress others.
@@KLB1218 thank u means alot
Felt this
God may be calling you into a wilderness season! No better feeling than isolating with Jesus. You got this. 🙏🏾
You are me! I read this and it resonated so heavily that I had to take a breath and reread. I understand the space you’re in because I am here with you. It’s reassuring to know I’m not alone, but so much more encouraging to know that we’ll make it. I’m praying for you 🙏🏽
"Why not you?" This is such an important realization for everyone. What a profound observation! "Why not me?" is the point where everyone's journey takes a pivotal soul turn. It's a blessed place on the timeline. The seat of the witness... Thank you Lauren, Angie. Great Interview. 💜 Peace be with Each of You Reading this Comment. Bless Up FAM!🤗
This interview is golden. Lauren, you’re a phenomenal soul. The first time I watched this interview all the way through, it touched my soul in ways I cannot explain. For an entire week I watched it over and over again. Thank you for your transparency, Queen. 💜
She has that look in her eyes. It's Pain mixed with Wisdom..I've seen it before but it's rare on someone as young as she is.
Yea I thought so too and almost like it’s taking ALL of her to hold it together but still see where she’s grown and how she appreciates it.
I think his death ascended her
You can look in Lauren London's eyes and see pain even when she smiles you can still see pain. That's very unfortunate. If you look at her past videos when she was with Nipsey the smile was different the glow was different... Even before she was with Nipsey her smile was full of joy and her eyes were full of joy but now unfortunately the eyes tell you she's in so much pain
Yes, her eyes tell it all. Her eyes are full of pain. I pray she finds peace.
Out of all the comments you said it correctly. I hate that for her.
I see it also...May GOD BLESS her🙏❤️❤️
Yes, I agree. There is so much there. I will be praying for her continued healing and peace.
@@cognacwest5452 she was apart of the plan she regret it 👁 she fell in love
Angie I'm 103 days sober. God bless you from Tucson Az. Cactus Kidd. MLLH&R
I don't know what it is, but Lauren brings this calmness to a room, its crazy....thank you Angie
when Lauren said the front row of a funeral is different and I FELT THAT !!!TEARS FALLING.. GOD BLESS YOU LAUREN AND THE ENTIRE FAMILY
I felt that too. Tears began to fall because I’ve been front row to two funerals and it was beyond painful.
Truly understand with the loss of my brother
@@terrieflawlesslyslayed8827 me too 🥺
@@terrieflawlesslyslayed8827 me too. I couldn't sit in the front row. Too much to bear.
I can't think of another person on this planet who would have given the exact type of space and energy required for this episode. This podcast already feels so solid.
I'm a Father of 5. Married 14 years. From The Land. Understand Her Truth. It's All In Her Eyes. This Helped Me Like A Therapy Session.
Salute Mrs. Hussle
Respectfully, Joshua David
I am glad I finally got a chance to hear Lauren speak, & to listen to her share a piece of herself, thank U. God bless, & God keep U all.
When she spoke on future relationships and not wanting to participate, it broke my heart because I know she is still grieving so hard that it probably pains her to even think about loving another man. I can relate, my boyfriend of many years was tragically killed, shot and burned, leaving me and my kids broken. It shattered me to my core, and I felt depleted, feeling that I would never love again and with no desire. She will love again, and it will be a pure love, when God see's fit. I met my, now, boyfriend several years after that tragedy and I love him so much and I can still appreciate the love I had for my boyfriend that was killed. Life is funny that way because as I lay next to him now I cant imagine loving someone more. I wish Lauren all the love and happiness her heart can take. I also love to see the growth that she has made through this tragedy.
Thank you for sharing and being vulnerable. My condolences to you and your family 💗
I relate so much to this pain and hurt. May God continue to bless you and your family.
I can understand her, i lost my first love in 2010..its 2022 and i still have not had love like that again, the good pure most loving kind..
But a relationship doesn’t define you.
It s normal to be in couple again...maybe you are too much passionnate in general
I’ve seen people clown her since Nips death…”She only talks about him now.” “She’s gaining so much weight.” “She looks depressed.” “She’s annoying now.” This is a queen! She is out here living the best way she knows how and is doing so gracefully…Strong, encouraging, and a great example of what a intentional, dedicated human looks like. Bless her on her journey. I know Nip is so proud of who she is/becoming!
All of this. 🌱💚
This here 🙌🏾
exactly. people aint got no compassion nowadays.
Thank you for saying this
Thank you!! Grief is very complex it is expressed in different ways. Those same people who say those things will eventually see how it feels to lose a loved one and won't know how to handle it. She's doing an amazing job holding it together I'm sure she still breaks down because that was the love of her life! They both loved each other immensely 💕
She is so inspiring, I find myself looking for all her interviews to gain wisdom . Such a beautiful soul
I hope Lauren is somewhere safe rn.. grief never goes away you just learn to manage it.
Omg this is the BEST interview EVER!!! The language she helped us add to our healing: ‘Death Etiquette’ ‘Just Sit With Me.’ ‘Food helps with depression, but higher frequency foods are TRULY helpful to healing’
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“Why not you, who are you?” I had to get out of my ego! ~Powerfull statement! Love you Lauren 💕
I agree ☝🏽
Brought Tears To My Eyes!! 😢
I come watch this video every time I need to humble myself down 💯🙌🏻🙏🏼
I avoided watching this interview for a while but was drawn back to it! Wow just wow! Her spirit is just beyond anything i could put into words! ❤
Same!
Lauren's word is so strong. I literally felt every thing she way saying. Her eyes also tell a different story. They look so sad at some points throughout the interview yet so powerful.
Yasssssss!
The Eyes never lie Chico
When Lauren said “Why not you, girl who are you?” The hairs on my back that I didn’t know existed quivered. I felt EVERY SINGLE BIT of that emotion because I could see it in her eyes. It literally made just understand so much about my own sentiments towards God and healing from tragedy. Thank you Lauren🙏🏾🥺
So much same. I think I’ve carried this quiet resentment since my mom transitioned in 2019, and when Lauren said “…women go through this everyday…why not you?” it made me really think about how I’m not the first person to experience the death of their mom/parent. Why not me? This whole interview was so very good!
same!! literally gave me chills & brought tears to my eyes
That statement hit me hard because a lot of times I question God and say “ Why me?” But now she gave me a clear understanding.
@TS RD I shed some tears. Whewww
This interview is everything! I went thru the same questioning of God when my Mom passed. I said if it’s your will, God, please let my momma live. When she died, I lost my faith for a while. Never knew somebody else felt the same.❤️
This was so emotional to watch and I’ve learnt so much from Lauren over the years …. About honesty , parenting , companionship, spirituality and love . I pray God continues to help her though this journey . Amen 🙏🏽 ❤
Love you Lauren
For her to admit the shower part tells you she is genuine and REAL! I have definitely been there I've been to the point where I wouldn't shower or brush my teeth for a week and I would only walk out of my room to eat and if I wasn't eating I was crying all day . And going through a depression when you have children is extra hard! people can judge all they want but they will never truly know until they have been there ! Lauren London you are truly amazing may God give you more strength and a happy life with your children 💘💖💝
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Amen, depression is sooo real. Try avoiding the mirror bc you can’t even stand to see yourself or shower, to point you don’t even realize you’ve waisted 16lbs away (until everyone kept annoyingly telling you, “you look smaller” “You look like you’ve lost weight”). I just thank God for delivering me & His continual deliverance of Lauren as well🙏🏾❤️🩹
Been there done that, and as a 40 yr old now with a lifetime of experience, I can tell anyone that will hear, never take depression pills to get out of the funk, what helped me was micro dosing LSD, just enough to not trip, but made you feel different, and do it like a week or so, and I swear it will change your outlook on life for the better, and will come out of depression much faster, and safer than any prescription medication.
& it’s so sad she went through her hardships the way she did 💔
“Instead of experiencing the person you’re with, you’re in possession of them because you’re operating from ego”. Wow. This is a gem that I’m going to apply to all relationships for life. Extremely profound knowledge.
Everyone projects their expectations because of ego. People control you through their desires of how they want you to act, for them.
Yessss definitely make you think!!! That was so POWERFUL and will definitely stick with me going forward in new relationships.
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I find myself watching this interview. Whenever I need to tap into myself spiritually. I’m an Empath and this truly recalibrates me spiritually. I disconnect from this world when I need to tap back into me. When your always pouring into every else’s cup and yours is always empty. Have to learn when to selfishly disconnect. Thank you Lauren and Angie for this interview it’s very much needed
She’s literally saying everything I’ve been thinking these past few years …after losing two brothers I realized how trauma Can destroy you and as a person who tries to stay strong it makes it even worse to keep a front and tell yourself it’s whatever we need to move on …there’s those days I want to not be here but I could never because I love my family too much …but I now found Christ and I’m excited for life again because I’m now walking with him and not alone ….it’s worth hanging on and keep having faith . These goes for anyone who is dealing with some deep rooted trauma .