I feel your pain . I also lost my son at 23 weeks starting this month. I sincerely pray to Allah console and bless all mums who goes through this trauma.
I am so sorry Becky. I delivered my baby girl at 15 weeks last week and the grief is unspeakable. Immeasurable. I almost lost my life after having an emergency d&c for the placenta and lost 70% of my blood volume. I pray to God I can bare more children after this some day. I’m so heartbroken. Thank you for sharing that I am not alone. You are so strong
I lost my baby girl at 19weeks too after 6years of trying I lost blood because I had emergency d&c for the placenta also they had to give me blood transfusion let’s pray god to bless us again it’s so painful.
Don’t ever feel embarrassed to cry about him, I’m so so sorry for your loss and what you had to go through, this is absolutely heart breaking, I’m sending you so much love xx
don’t ever feel embarrassed about crying, i cried along with you all the way. You told a beautiful story about George and will be in everyones heart along with you and all your family.❤️❤️❤️❤️
I can relate to your pain. My son Omari was born March 23,2022, at 18 weeks. Our babies are in heaven together. I can relate to the pain when you see other ladies pregnant.
Don’t you ever feel embarrassed about crying about him 🥺 he will always and forever be your 2nd baby born and that will never go. I tried to hold on the tears and I remember the midwife saying don’t be strong. Everyone needs to be strong for you. But he’s gonna be watching from above. He’s so proud of his mummy, daddy and Grayson ❤️❤️❤️xxxxx
Becky please don’t feel embarrassed. Crying is a part of Your grieving process. I am really so sorry for Your Loss and Prayers for You Lewis and Your Family Members. Sending Love and Healing Energy Your way. 😢😢
Ah babe I’m so so sorry. I’ve followed you on Tiktok since I seen you on my FYP with your update when it happened. My heart aches for you, don’t ever ever feel embarrassed for crying about your baby. I couldn’t imagine how you are feeling and I’d hate to even feel an ounce of it. Bless your heart 💔💔
I have only just found you and I want to offer my condolences. Please don’t ever apologise for crying over your beautiful baby. Don’t ever worry what anyone else thinks. If anyone laughs or judges that only says things about their own selves not you. You are brave and strong for sharing such a personal and raw experience. I hope over the past year you have found some healing. Much love xxx
I’m so sorry for your loss of George. I cried with you :( nobody should go through what you have. Yesterday I found out my baby had passed I named her Annie and I’ve got to deliver her this weekend which of course I’m dreading like you I feel my world is different and dark. I was 18 weeks I feel so empty and I can only hope that from one mum to another we both heal and eventually get through this. Our babies won’t ever be forgotten or unloved and may their little souls rest in heaven 💙💗💔 love to you and your family
I feel for you hun I recently lost a baby who was very ill in my body and came sleeping at 17+4 weeks and had to give birth and after I just felt so lost as I didn't have that baby that I should have had to care for, while I was in hospital which I had to stay in two day I just did not know what to do with myself as I didn't have what I was meant to have which was a little baby to care for. Sending you lots of hugs hun. Xx
Oh Becky I am soooo sorry 🥺🧡 No one should have to experience this, you are an amazing mum and I know youd smash raising more kids! Im also a mum, I have one daughter and I just could not imagine going through this 😪🧡 Just know you have so much support around you irl and online 🥰🧡 Please dont be embarassed! You have nothing to be embarassed about! ❤❤❤ Sending lots of love and positivity your way 🥰🥰 Rip George, you beautiful angel 💔❤ xxx
Your so strong, I know it don’t help everyone telling you how strong you are but you really are beautiful x The future is going to be brighter you don’t get over this pain but you get through it and learn to live with it, it is so so traumatic what you have been through , it won’t always feel this raw gorgeous, I am so so sorry x
Zero people will laugh at you or the immense pain you are going through. I lost my son when he was 22 years old. He passed in 2015 it's now 2024. The pain is no less, but i have learned to smile and laugh at my memories of him. My heart bleeds for you and your loss. The pain is soul crushing. I pray for easier days for you. You are entitled to every emotion you are feeling no matter what anyone else thinks. Know you are loved and you're grief is valid and will end only when you are ready for it to end. Everyone grieves differently.
I am so so sorry for your loss babe dont ever think it embarrassing to cry in front of people your amother grieving for you perfect little baby I know it's hard but keep your head held high he was just to perfect for this world xxxx
I’m so, so sorry. What a strong, amazing mum and woman you are. 💔I hope you find peace and strength with your little family. He will always be a part of you all. Xxx
I am so sorry for your loss. You should never feel embarrassed to talk about or cry. We are only humans babe and what you have been through is very tough. ❤️❤️ sending you all the love and support x
I feel your pain. I lost my little girl at 18 weeks. Same situation, went for my 18 week scan, no heartbeat. I unfortunately didn't get to give birth, hold her or see her. This was 14yrs ago, i just got told i would have to have a d&c.. so im glad for you to have been able to see your little boy. Hold onto those memories, love him and your other little boy. And good luck in the future, hopefully you will be able to have a rainbow baby when you are ready..
The one continual contraction is what I was like with Elliots labour. It’s what happens when your induced and not a lot of people know you don’t get a break between. I’m so sorry for your loss Becky 🥺❤️ if u ever need a friend I’m happy to meet up with Elliot
I am so sorry 💔 I’m about to go through the exact same and my story is exactly the same as yours !!!!💔💔 I hope you found some healing 💔 I’ve got to give birth Friday sending you lots of love!!! Xxx thankyou for sharing your story x
You are such a strong person. More than you realise or feel right now. Very hard to share this so it’s massively appreciated ❤️❤️❤️❤️ thinking of you ❣️ xxx
Aww bless you 💔💔. Thank you for sharing this . Having had 3 live births . You just don’t realise what some women have to go through . I dont know if it’s a good or bad thing that women have to give birth in the normal way if their baby has died in the womb . Just so thankful that Ive never had to go through this . Fully respect to these ladies that have had this heartache . Don’t be ashamed to cry , it will do no good keeping it in . RIP to your beautiful little boy xxx
22 March this year I have gave birth to my baby at 16 weeks and 3 days. I could resonate with every single word. It’s awful. I was in a suite like you. Induced like you. I’m just heartbroken. Thank you for making this video. I’m so traumatised by the labour. He didn’t come out straight away. Stayed in the top of my cervix. MW had to get her hand up there and help him out. The placenta delivery was traumatic too 😢
I'm so so sorry.. 19 yrs ago when I was 19 I gave birth to my son lorcan at 24weels. He died 80 minutes later. I'm still heartbroken, and sadly haven't had another baby yet 3 early losses after him, So makes it feel like it will never heal. When you talked about how George was perfect and his tiny hands I looked over to my sons pic and sobbed with you. Of course it gets easier but them bad days where its all you think about, are angry and can't stop crying them days will always come its just they get less and less and you handle it a bit better.. I'm so sorry and however you said goodbye was the right thing for you. I buried my son in a local grave yard and for yrs lived up there daily and even slept up there done nigjts the first few weeks when I'd wake in the middle of the night and the pain got too much and i just needed to talk to him. Having him ashes there with you whenever you need to say hello and hold them will be so nice.
This was so heart breaking to listen to!!! You are a beautiful person and you did not deserve to experience loosing your little baby!!!😢 I am very sorry for your loss!! He will be watching over you all! Sending you so much love becky👼💗💗💗
Proud of you opening about this such an emotional video but sending love to you Lewis and you’re little boy R.I.P George shine bright little man 💙 sorry for you’re loss ❤️❤️❤️
I had a really smooth first pregnancy. However, on june 13th, I went in for my ultrasound and found out my second baby stopped growing at 8 weeks and 4 days, and i was supposed to be 9 weeks. I had my d and c two weeks ago. It is ok to mourn for George, but remember that he will always watch over u in heaven! ❤
I know how u feel.. lost my twins at 18 weeks 3 day. Due to incompetent cervix.. by the time they saw it, it was too late to fix it..I’m sorry for your loss.
Hi, I lost my baby at 18 weeks, too, due to an incompetent cervix. Can you share your story with me? I just like to know I'm not alone. I know how hard it is. If not, that's okay.
Sorry for both of your losses I just lost my son last month at 18w3d due to IC such a devastating way for such a perfect baby and pregnancy. I didn’t even have morning sickness. This was my first pregnancy after years of trying. Waiting for my cycle to return to try again as soon as possible I feel so empty 😢
You didn’t deserve this at all but unfortunately it happened and I hope one day the pain will get better for you ❤️ you’re an amazing mum and he would of be so proud to call you his mummy. He’s resting peacefully waiting for you and your family to one day be with him👼 pleas never feel embarrassed to cry when reliving the memories of him it’s devastating and you deserve to deal with it anyway you wish💕
I feel your pain . I also lost my son at 23 weeks starting this month.
I sincerely pray to Allah console and bless all mums who goes through this trauma.
I am so sorry Becky. I delivered my baby girl at 15 weeks last week and the grief is unspeakable. Immeasurable. I almost lost my life after having an emergency d&c for the placenta and lost 70% of my blood volume. I pray to God I can bare more children after this some day. I’m so heartbroken. Thank you for sharing that I am not alone. You are so strong
I lost my baby girl at 19weeks too after 6years of trying I lost blood because I had emergency d&c for the placenta also they had to give me blood transfusion let’s pray god to bless us again it’s so painful.
I am so so so so so sorry to you ladies 😢 you’re so strong for having go through this!!
Don’t ever feel embarrassed to cry about him, I’m so so sorry for your loss and what you had to go through, this is absolutely heart breaking, I’m sending you so much love xx
don’t ever feel embarrassed about crying, i cried along with you all the way. You told a beautiful story about George and will be in everyones heart along with you and all your family.❤️❤️❤️❤️
I can relate to your pain. My son Omari was born March 23,2022, at 18 weeks. Our babies are in heaven together. I can relate to the pain when you see other ladies pregnant.
Don’t you ever feel embarrassed about crying about him 🥺 he will always and forever be your 2nd baby born and that will never go. I tried to hold on the tears and I remember the midwife saying don’t be strong. Everyone needs to be strong for you. But he’s gonna be watching from above. He’s so proud of his mummy, daddy and Grayson ❤️❤️❤️xxxxx
Becky I’m so sorry for your loss of your beautiful little boy, you told his story to us all so beautifully, I’m sending you all so much love xxx
Becky please don’t feel embarrassed. Crying is a part of Your grieving process. I am really so sorry for Your Loss and Prayers for You Lewis and Your Family Members. Sending Love and Healing Energy Your way. 😢😢
Ah babe I’m so so sorry. I’ve followed you on Tiktok since I seen you on my FYP with your update when it happened. My heart aches for you, don’t ever ever feel embarrassed for crying about your baby. I couldn’t imagine how you are feeling and I’d hate to even feel an ounce of it. Bless your heart 💔💔
I have only just found you and I want to offer my condolences. Please don’t ever apologise for crying over your beautiful baby. Don’t ever worry what anyone else thinks. If anyone laughs or judges that only says things about their own selves not you. You are brave and strong for sharing such a personal and raw experience. I hope over the past year you have found some healing. Much love xxx
I’m so sorry for your loss of George. I cried with you :( nobody should go through what you have. Yesterday I found out my baby had passed I named her Annie and I’ve got to deliver her this weekend which of course I’m dreading like you I feel my world is different and dark. I was 18 weeks I feel so empty and I can only hope that from one mum to another we both heal and eventually get through this. Our babies won’t ever be forgotten or unloved and may their little souls rest in heaven 💙💗💔 love to you and your family
I feel for you hun I recently lost a baby who was very ill in my body and came sleeping at 17+4 weeks and had to give birth and after I just felt so lost as I didn't have that baby that I should have had to care for, while I was in hospital which I had to stay in two day I just did not know what to do with myself as I didn't have what I was meant to have which was a little baby to care for. Sending you lots of hugs hun. Xx
Oh Becky I am soooo sorry 🥺🧡
No one should have to experience this, you are an amazing mum and I know youd smash raising more kids!
Im also a mum, I have one daughter and I just could not imagine going through this 😪🧡
Just know you have so much support around you irl and online 🥰🧡
Please dont be embarassed! You have nothing to be embarassed about! ❤❤❤
Sending lots of love and positivity your way 🥰🥰
Rip George, you beautiful angel 💔❤ xxx
This video has broken my heart💔I’m so sorry for the loss of your beautiful baby boy💔
Your so strong, I know it don’t help everyone telling you how strong you are but you really are beautiful x The future is going to be brighter you don’t get over this pain but you get through it and learn to live with it, it is so so traumatic what you have been through , it won’t always feel this raw gorgeous, I am so so sorry x
Zero people will laugh at you or the immense pain you are going through. I lost my son when he was 22 years old. He passed in 2015 it's now 2024. The pain is no less, but i have learned to smile and laugh at my memories of him. My heart bleeds for you and your loss. The pain is soul crushing. I pray for easier days for you. You are entitled to every emotion you are feeling no matter what anyone else thinks. Know you are loved and you're grief is valid and will end only when you are ready for it to end. Everyone grieves differently.
I am so so sorry for your loss babe dont ever think it embarrassing to cry in front of people your amother grieving for you perfect little baby I know it's hard but keep your head held high he was just to perfect for this world xxxx
I’m so sorry for your loss, you’ll always be a mummy of two xx
I’m so sorry for your loss, I saw a white orb a few time fly around you! How beautiful your baby boy with you from heaven 💙
Your so strong for sharing your story, I’m so sorry for what you’ve gone through. Time is a healer I hope you get him home with you all ASAP❤️
💙😇 Rest in paradise George! 🙏🏼 😇💙
This is so heartbreaking🥺💙rest in peace little George xxx
I’m so, so sorry. What a strong, amazing mum and woman you are. 💔I hope you find peace and strength with your little family. He will always be a part of you all. Xxx
I am so sorry for your loss. You should never feel embarrassed to talk about or cry. We are only humans babe and what you have been through is very tough. ❤️❤️ sending you all the love and support x
Awwe girl, im so sorry 😭😭 may him RIP. George will be in my prayers forever
I'm so sorry for loss my wee 1 was born asleep at 20 weeks I feel your pain 💔 rip wee man stay strong mama love to all your family xx
I feel your pain. I lost my little girl at 18 weeks. Same situation, went for my 18 week scan, no heartbeat. I unfortunately didn't get to give birth, hold her or see her. This was 14yrs ago, i just got told i would have to have a d&c.. so im glad for you to have been able to see your little boy. Hold onto those memories, love him and your other little boy. And good luck in the future, hopefully you will be able to have a rainbow baby when you are ready..
Did you get your rainbow baby. I lost mine at 18 weeks too and am so scared to try again
The one continual contraction is what I was like with Elliots labour. It’s what happens when your induced and not a lot of people know you don’t get a break between.
I’m so sorry for your loss Becky 🥺❤️ if u ever need a friend I’m happy to meet up with Elliot
I don’t ever cry at things but when u started talking about how he looked I sobbed
So heart breaking just know he will always watch over you and be by Grayson’s side
I am so sorry 💔 I’m about to go through the exact same and my story is exactly the same as yours !!!!💔💔 I hope you found some healing 💔 I’ve got to give birth Friday sending you lots of love!!! Xxx thankyou for sharing your story x
I’m soo sorry for your loss ❤️
Thank you for sharing , my niece just lost her son & I am figuring out ways to support her .
You are such a strong person. More than you realise or feel right now. Very hard to share this so it’s massively appreciated ❤️❤️❤️❤️ thinking of you ❣️ xxx
Aww bless you 💔💔. Thank you for sharing this . Having had 3 live births . You just don’t realise what some women have to go through . I dont know if it’s a good or bad thing that women have to give birth in the normal way if their baby has died in the womb . Just so thankful that Ive never had to go through this . Fully respect to these ladies that have had this heartache . Don’t be ashamed to cry , it will do no good keeping it in . RIP to your beautiful little boy xxx
Sorry for your loss lovely 🥺you will get through this,your time will come again. His now your angel baby
Your such a brave person 💙 George will forever be with you and your little family 💙 xx
22 March this year I have gave birth to my baby at 16 weeks and 3 days. I could resonate with every single word. It’s awful. I was in a suite like you. Induced like you. I’m just heartbroken. Thank you for making this video. I’m so traumatised by the labour. He didn’t come out straight away. Stayed in the top of my cervix. MW had to get her hand up there and help him out. The placenta delivery was traumatic too 😢
My whole heart goes out to you and your family 🤍🤍
I'm so so sorry.. 19 yrs ago when I was 19 I gave birth to my son lorcan at 24weels. He died 80 minutes later.
I'm still heartbroken, and sadly haven't had another baby yet 3 early losses after him, So makes it feel like it will never heal.
When you talked about how George was perfect and his tiny hands I looked over to my sons pic and sobbed with you.
Of course it gets easier but them bad days where its all you think about, are angry and can't stop crying them days will always come its just they get less and less and you handle it a bit better..
I'm so sorry and however you said goodbye was the right thing for you. I buried my son in a local grave yard and for yrs lived up there daily and even slept up there done nigjts the first few weeks when I'd wake in the middle of the night and the pain got too much and i just needed to talk to him.
Having him ashes there with you whenever you need to say hello and hold them will be so nice.
Becky you are so strong honestly I really do hope things get better ❤️
This is heartbreaking I’m so sorry for your loss I’m here for you hope your okay 💔🙏🏽xx
rip beautiful angel🕊rest in paradise george x
This was so heart breaking to listen to!!! You are a beautiful person and you did not deserve to experience loosing your little baby!!!😢 I am very sorry for your loss!! He will be watching over you all! Sending you so much love becky👼💗💗💗
So sorry to hear your sad news ❤️ thinking of you all xxx
Proud of you opening about this such an emotional video but sending love to you Lewis and you’re little boy R.I.P George shine bright little man 💙 sorry for you’re loss ❤️❤️❤️
So sorry am late but am so so sorry for your loss I know it hurt it happened to me as well it get better I promise you I love you never give up xx
I had a really smooth first pregnancy. However, on june 13th, I went in for my ultrasound and found out my second baby stopped growing at 8 weeks and 4 days, and i was supposed to be 9 weeks. I had my d and c two weeks ago. It is ok to mourn for George, but remember that he will always watch over u in heaven! ❤
rip george💙👣 so sorry for your loss becky.
so sorry for your lose mad me cry watching it don't feel embarrassed you lost your baby boy sending you love and blessing hun 💙
Sending you so much love🥺💜
I lost my son at 17weeks I feel your pain 💔 I am so sorry for your loss x
I’m so sorry this happened 💕
Thankyou for sharing your story hun, lots of love to you ♥️
I recently lost my baby boy aswell at 19 weeks and everything you said is what I am going through aswell
This helped me so much... Thanks for sharing
So sorry for yours and your families loss x
So sorry for your loss x
💔 it's horrendous I myself went through a second trimester miscarriage at 16 weeks in 2009 x
So sorry Becky xx
I'm sorry sweety 😔 this is sad ,I have to go do this this week for my little one 😢 😔
Anyone see that orb at 26.32? 💕💕
God bless you rip to bubba, and I pray you and your family heal ❤️🥺🙏
I am very sorry and so sad .I am very sorry
Rip George 💙
I’m so sorry
I’m so sorry❤️
Sending love to you all. ❤️xx
O so sorry x
Am so sorry
I know how u feel.. lost my twins at 18 weeks 3 day. Due to incompetent cervix.. by the time they saw it, it was too late to fix it..I’m sorry for your loss.
Hi, I lost my baby at 18 weeks, too, due to an incompetent cervix. Can you share your story with me? I just like to know I'm not alone. I know how hard it is. If not, that's okay.
Sorry for both of your losses I just lost my son last month at 18w3d due to IC such a devastating way for such a perfect baby and pregnancy. I didn’t even have morning sickness. This was my first pregnancy after years of trying. Waiting for my cycle to return to try again as soon as possible I feel so empty 😢
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💙😪xx
You didn’t deserve this at all but unfortunately it happened and I hope one day the pain will get better for you ❤️ you’re an amazing mum and he would of be so proud to call you his mummy. He’s resting peacefully waiting for you and your family to one day be with him👼 pleas never feel embarrassed to cry when reliving the memories of him it’s devastating and you deserve to deal with it anyway you wish💕