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Your Sweet, Beautiful Baby Boy lives on, in Your Heart ❤

I lost my son at exactly 20 weeks. I lost my son on September 18th 2013 and honey unfortunately it still hasn't gotten any easier at all. Its been 11 years and it still feels like it happened yesterday. The only thing you can do is stay strong for your other child because honestly if it wasn't for my other 3 children I wouldn't of been able to handle anything it or of been able to move on at all. I'm 6 months pregnant again now with mine and my husband's rainbow baby its a little girl and every day of this pregnancy is the hardest and scariest day of this pregnancy. I'm sorry for your loss and if you ever need to talk or wanna know more about how life is years after message me.😢

Hi Becky firstly i want to say i am very sorry for ur loss and to say how brave u r to post ur story. I feel ur pain i had a late miscarriage at 16 weeks. He was a wee boy and I called him Ocsar. I had the exact same experience that had. It was 9th sept 21 so 3 yrs ago. I am struggling at the minute, I visit his grave on his birthday as its to difficult for me. I have 3 girls who 9,6,5. I feel so ashamed, let down by my body and still to this day I cant understand why this happened when I had 3 healthy pregnancies.

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Becky please don’t feel embarrassed. Crying is a part of Your grieving process. I am really so sorry for Your Loss and Prayers for You Lewis and Your Family Members. Sending Love and Healing Energy Your way. 😢😢

This helped me so much... Thanks for sharing

I am so sorry 💔 I’m about to go through the exact same and my story is exactly the same as yours !!!!💔💔 I hope you found some healing 💔 I’ve got to give birth Friday sending you lots of love!!! Xxx thankyou for sharing your story x

Zero people will laugh at you or the immense pain you are going through. I lost my son when he was 22 years old. He passed in 2015 it's now 2024. The pain is no less, but i have learned to smile and laugh at my memories of him. My heart bleeds for you and your loss. The pain is soul crushing. I pray for easier days for you. You are entitled to every emotion you are feeling no matter what anyone else thinks. Know you are loved and you're grief is valid and will end only when you are ready for it to end. Everyone grieves differently.

I feel your pain. I lost my little girl at 18 weeks. Same situation, went for my 18 week scan, no heartbeat. I unfortunately didn't get to give birth, hold her or see her. This was 14yrs ago, i just got told i would have to have a d&c.. so im glad for you to have been able to see your little boy. Hold onto those memories, love him and your other little boy. And good luck in the future, hopefully you will be able to have a rainbow baby when you are ready..

I recently lost my baby boy aswell at 19 weeks and everything you said is what I am going through aswell

I can relate to your pain. My son Omari was born March 23,2022, at 18 weeks. Our babies are in heaven together. I can relate to the pain when you see other ladies pregnant.

You don't know who's Plasma you are getting.? They don't screen for jabbed or unjabbed people! If it's used from a vaccinated person you could be getting the spike protein? Do not take plasma blood from a vaccinated person who took the covid shot. Find a negative blood group perdon who has not taken the shot so you know it is pure blood plasma they are using. My daughter has the same issue as you. We are considering going private to get unvaxed blood used for ant d injection. Hope you are ok. Wushing you all the best. Once you've had anti d you shouldn't need another after you've had the one within 72 hrs after birth. X😍

Can you get anti d after the baby is born instead of during pregnancy?

I feel your pain . I also lost my son at 23 weeks starting this month. I sincerely pray to Allah console and bless all mums who goes through this trauma.

22 March this year I have gave birth to my baby at 16 weeks and 3 days. I could resonate with every single word. It’s awful. I was in a suite like you. Induced like you. I’m just heartbroken. Thank you for making this video. I’m so traumatised by the labour. He didn’t come out straight away. Stayed in the top of my cervix. MW had to get her hand up there and help him out. The placenta delivery was traumatic too 😢

I feel sorry for your other half lol

becky still has wires sent me ahahah

I have only just found you and I want to offer my condolences. Please don’t ever apologise for crying over your beautiful baby. Don’t ever worry what anyone else thinks. If anyone laughs or judges that only says things about their own selves not you. You are brave and strong for sharing such a personal and raw experience. I hope over the past year you have found some healing. Much love xxx

lol i love this and it was very obvious to any boy mama you are having a boy, the baby is low! this is so exciting

I had a really smooth first pregnancy. However, on june 13th, I went in for my ultrasound and found out my second baby stopped growing at 8 weeks and 4 days, and i was supposed to be 9 weeks. I had my d and c two weeks ago. It is ok to mourn for George, but remember that he will always watch over u in heaven! ❤

R u coming back

Hope you are healthy and healing well x And baby is beautiful and born healthy, here if you need to talk. Look forward to seeing your videos but take all the time you need xx

I am so sorry Becky. I delivered my baby girl at 15 weeks last week and the grief is unspeakable. Immeasurable. I almost lost my life after having an emergency d&c for the placenta and lost 70% of my blood volume. I pray to God I can bare more children after this some day. I’m so heartbroken. Thank you for sharing that I am not alone. You are so strong

Great video

Nice to see you back

You should come back to TH-cam 🥰

Can you do what your packing for you? Also good luck! X

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I'm sorry sweety 😔 this is sad ,I have to go do this this week for my little one 😢 😔

Thank you for sharing , my niece just lost her son & I am figuring out ways to support her .

Lovely to see Grayson rear facing in his car seat 🥰 , lovely to see you back congratulations on baby xx

What a great video!! can I just say one thing you are going a little bit too fast and I’m not really getting much of a chance to really take in what your flat looks I think it’s the way you’re swinging the the camera around.

Can you do a video of what you have got greyson for Christmas please x

Love your videos 💞 so glad this pregnancy is going well for you, love blue hooper xx

Can you do what I eat in a day pregnancy edition/ what’s good to eat when pregnant etc please would be a good video idea for your channel ❤

I went to aldi the other day on my own and I completely understand what you mean. I hate going in on my own. They really do go too quick x

Ur bum is so cute hope you are all well Grayson is growing up so fast ♥️♥️ xxx

Becky your so pretty I love your videos Becky 💖💖🥰

💔 it's horrendous I myself went through a second trimester miscarriage at 16 weeks in 2009 x

I know how u feel.. lost my twins at 18 weeks 3 day. Due to incompetent cervix.. by the time they saw it, it was too late to fix it..I’m sorry for your loss.

I had the same the metallic taste only had it with my third

Tnx ❤️

i’ve got a 4 month old, how do you fit in the time to do your makeup? as i have no idea ❤❤

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Congratulations ❤️❤️💙💙

Hope you are good Becky I love your videos and can't wait to see your beautiful family grow 💙💙💙

Wish you all the luck in the world you are amazing ❤️

Congratulations on your new baby boy Grayson is gonna be amazing with him ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

COngratrs to you all! Great news.