"People think depression is sadness, crying or dressing in black. But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb. You wake up in the morning just to go back to bed again."
ppl think the depression is sadness ,the depression is crying or is dressing in black but ppl are wrong , depression is the constant feeling of being numb ,being numb of emotions , being numb to lie , u wake up in the morning just to go back to bed again days aren’t realy days .. they are just annoying obstacles that need to be faced ! and how do you face them ? through medication or drugs or smoking or through drinking , u grasp onto anything that can get u through the day thats what the depression is, not sadness or tears is the overwhelming sense of numbness and the desire for anything that can help u make it from one day to the next :)
Damn, I’ve listened to this mix many times over the past 2 years but this is the first time I’ve seen your comment, and I just want to say thank you. 💓💓
Came here to chill but couldn't help but see comments below. It's gonna hurt you now, and you're gonna feel like you're stuck at the bottom of this, pit of darkness. Empty and alone. But really guys it does get better. It really does. It might take it's time, it might not. But just hang in there, you'll be alright. We'll be alright.
So to these comments I usually see people responding with understandable pessimism but I’m here to counteract that I felt like absolute horrible shit for 2 years I really didn’t think there was hope for me and my life and my future I was on spiralling deeper and deeper into this self built hole I’d built over the years and it just didn’t seem likely I’d feel happy and just like feel anything again But lord knows how I am sO MUCH BETTER NOW SO SO SO MUCH BETTER I can feel emotions and I can feel happiness when I laugh I’m actually laughing it ain’t fake anymore and I’m just able to appreciate and just enjoy life and sad moments and happy moments and just appreciate living and all the terms that come with it I hope you all gain some sort of awakening there’s hope for every human being and it’s inside of you I literally love everyone and I love you person from the screen who is reading this and I hope you have the most best night ever
"Life with depression and anxiety is a life that isn't worth living no more" I have both and tbh with everyone.. I can't stand reality without getting numbed. When I'm numbed I finally have peace in my mind, peace with everyone and no worries. Reality to me is nothing but hell. I just want my life to be done with. Can't stand being isolated, but nor be accepted by society. I no longer have the motivation to do anything or say anything. I just let everything go. Drugs ruin and yet make my life better. This life is Bs.
I finally got to date this girl ive liked for a long time and it was amazing. we talked, went to hockey games and we would go to haunted houses. shes so pretty its amazing. she was so cute and nice until i really got to know her. shes one of the only people that knows of my depression. we later got into fights and we split up for a while. all i could do is think about her. for those few days. she finally texted me back and said she missed me. i was in relief. we went from there for another week until we started fighting again. I messed everything up i was terrified that i was going to lose her. then my grades at school started going down i was depressed and scared. then she walks up to me and said im sorry but i dont think this is going to work. I was very scared. we still talked but it wasnt the same knowing she didnt like me. I still had a huge crush on her and i was frustrated that i had messed it all up. I was sitting down on the couch when i got a text from one of my best freinds. I looked down to see a picture of one of my other friends and the girl laughing and talking. i was pissed depressed heartbroken scared and paranoid all at the same time. i said some dumb stuff to her and then all the weight of my life hit me. i was sweating paranoid there was someone at my house, breathing hard and heart beating fast. she called me to see if i was alright. i smiled at the sound of her voice instantly. we talked for an hour until we fell asleep. I thought i had won her back until the monday after that weekend when i saw her holding another guys hand...
Harper Bentley when you start spiraling down, it picks up. Sometimes all it takes is a little time to recompose yourself. Life keeps moving, don't get caught up in things, focus on yourself. And I don't mean yourself as in wallowing in your sorrow and self pity. Work out, cook, read, meditate, focus on hobbies, productive ones. Build habits. I believe in you. And hey if you wanna talk you can shoot me a message. My instagram is @hostlesspotato. Hang tight bro!
Appreciate it , you had a chance and she cares about u I think , in my case I loved her so much and now she ignores me and all that , somehow she lost her feelings in a day and after that she got all cold and shit and now I'm numb and she is there all happy and smiling and laughing and telling me to fuck off through her friends..... I never did anything I just cared too much..... :( Stay strong.. ❤
im sorry man i really am. but yeah you too and for you its peer pressure from her friends im pretty sure, try and talk to her in private, highschool girls are bitches.
bro its about her not her friends , she ignores my messages , she isnt sending snaps anymore and actually her friends are one of my old friends.... Fvck it , i found another girl but she doesnt like me so im just wasting my shit....
I believe we spend so much of our lives waiting. Convinced we need this or that to be happy, we spend all our time sitting around longing for something, and it feels like forever. My favorite quote is one from Shakespeare... "time is unending for those who wait."
"Love? Well... I never really thought about love. It's always seemed like such a fanciful thing. Something I'd find in a dream. I never thought I'd find a love of my own. That is.... until I met you."
I can commiserate, my friend. I'm in love with a girl who I can't be with right now. All I can hold on to is the hope that I'll eventually be with her somehow. That indefinite longing is what causes the pain.
CJ C I’m part of me still loves a girl who has left me and moved on and I can’t seem to shake the feeling of emptiness that I have since she’s left. Nothing feels the same. It’s as if I’ve become numb to everything and I’m kinda just here but not really living
That definitely sucks bro, I feel that in such a situation, you should try to find a way to move on. She's moved on, why shouldn't you? You shouldn't be stuck in the past. it's not like you never told her how you feel; you actually gave it a shot, you tried out a relationship with her, it just didn't work out somehow. Yes perhaps she'll always be someone important to you in a way, even after a long time, but you'll find someone else who deserves your love as well eventually. Hope u feel better soon bro.
"The nitrogen in our DNA, the calcium in our teeth, the iron in our blood, the carbon in our apple pies were made in the interiors of collapsing stars. We are made of starstuff.” -Carl Sagan, Cosmos.
"you know you really love someone, when you don't hate them for breaking your heart." Or "what i don't understand is how a person can tell you so many lies and never feel bad about it"
Just came back to this in such a different time in my life, back then I was just a young guy playing league working full time not giving a care in the world. The worlds a lot more darker now, that third track hits the soul
Alice and MrTallPants I would really like to know how that feels. Is it hurting? Painful? I have tried to force myself to develop attachment to relationships I have been with, to know how it feels to have feelings for another individual but am a bit numbed out. I would like to know how it feels to miss another individual... For how long have you been feeling that way?
Teddy Tibbs and/ or anyone else- We stopped talking about a month ago. It can be a pain. It could just be sadness. I feel emptiness this time. Imagine finding someone who doesn't hate you. It's simple but it's true. But then you realize that the feeling goes both ways. It's reassuring in it's own way. To know that maybe we aren't always as alone as we think we are. But being separated can make you think that maybe you are just as alone as you thought you were. Finding someone to love, for me, is a way I can feel meaningful. I try to impact the other person in a way that they will never forget me because I open their eyes to something. Make one thing or everything different. I know that love is temporary. Anyone who believes otherwise is most likely (but not always) lying to themselves. Because- we want to love and we want to be loved. That person you get to know. Anything from favorite food to past experiences it can feel like they are a part of you. Like you know them so well that you are both the same. And it doesn't quite feel that way but It feels good. You get used to it. That's how we live. The change of losing the person hurts. All that time you spent with them... Gone. Sure you remember the stories about when she was little or how he grew up but it doesn't matter now. It's over and that's how it stays. The things you used to do together you do alone. That's just how it is. That's how it will stay. And that is what hurts.
Oh lonely night Why am I up thinking I should be asleep dreaming But lately all I wanna do is stay out all night drinking Kicking and screaming cuz these demons are Dragging me back down wow I'm stuck all up in my feels and mind which is my cell I call hell It honestly feels like a small shell I can't see I can't breathe I pray to god and ask him what happening to me my pain runs deeper than the razor blade I run acrossed my vein I ask my baby mama am I going insane Should I be in chains cuz I can't be maintained its a shame huh that I'm 20 years young and feel nun but pain But I know i gotta keep my head up even tho I'm fed up but you'll never see me give up cuz I look at my babies its what's saving me to become a better man so my kids can say that they had a dad but when I die please don't cry cuz ima always be by y'alls side
The worst part of our perfect dreams with that special someone that we know that she/he can make us smile again is the known fact that is just that, a dream that doesn't happens, a dream that hurts so bad and at the same time heals all of our wounds, is something irreal. It's something that you really want to get real, but just is not. Waking up and feel really miserable after this hits me so hard sometimes. I hope someday that beautiful dream become real.
"Joy is given to you by the people you love, happiness is the feeling in the moment that you can take from the people or things around you" My own quote.
I've subscribed to this channel for a while and it never failed to disappoint me, the community is a little bit sad but i know behind every sad memories there are always happy once, keep up the good work my mans.
My heart nearly slides out of my throat, swallowing hard I look at how far I just drove. 145 miles to make a party with some old high school friends I didnt even really care for. But the thought... the thought that I might see her again, possessed my motivation. This is the only time I can tell her how I feel before Im gone for good. Now here I am sitting 20 minutes away contemplating if I want to possibly face a truth I never wanted to consider. Would this be the last time i see her?
"not poetic, just pathetic" - a thought I had while smoking a cigarette at 4am because I wanted to try to romanticize my insomnia. Then I realized I was just freezing and alone on a bench choking on smoke. Nothing poetic about it.
io Merengues Hm.. Welcome to my world.. I've been rejected and heartbroken my whole life.. Everything is fucking up tbh.. I'm just hoping my new hobby of trying to produce lofi can help my problems
RUSH B GODDAMMIT imagine trying to fix a car, but it’s impossible to find out what’s wrong with it Imagine liking someone in a unexplained way and having all that magic of liking someone disappear with one word Imagine caring for someone and constantly checking up on them only to have them lie to you and not truly care about you Imagine dropping a wine glass and shattering it to a million pieces and the only tools you have to fix it are your hands and one small tube of glue, it will take a lot of time and you are going to get really hurt but you do it anyway just to have the wine glass not work properly and never be able to put it back how it once was It’s like crushing a rose under your foot and trying to make it look like what it did before you crushed it
RUSH B GODDAMMIT first of all english isnt my first language but i hope you understand me: its like beeing in a hole with a stair in front of you and being paralyzed without explanation, being unable to even try to stand up, with no reason. You know you can do something to end the suffering but you are that tired that you dont want to try because you cant but even if you could you wouldnt do it, you will try to break the stair
MrTallPantss 3 months ago Music plays with my soul just as much as my mind and gives me an ever feeling of emptiness with each song. As I inch myself off this ledge I put myself on, I reach out and hold back the hand I want to use for attention and safety and simply fall into the arms of gravity.
RUSH B GODDAMMIT (Super depressed and suicidal so lemme help) Every day you visit the gas station, every day you try to fill up the tank. No matter the day or week or year there is no gas. After many attempts, your car now remains stuck in the gas station with no fuel left. You could try sucking out gas with your mouth but it only harms you and brings little gas into the vehicle. What do you do? The radio is working but nobody will listen, if they do they won't understand how to reach where you are. Your only escape is to stay in the car alone and keep trying. What if it won't even start? What if my transmission blew out? Was I destined to stay stuck here? You can try running but you end up in a loop returning you to your unrighteous habitat. Maybe you weren't meant to be the driver at all. Who cares if your car blocks the lane when the gas station is finally fixed? It probably never will be, and you'll only free up gas for others. That's what it feels like...😔
"Love, there is no use in lying. So please don't say you love me. It only hurts more when you do. I know I'll never give you the feeling of wanting me so much like I want you. Just imagining that false image you disguise yourself with pains me. I love you, now please just go."
My favorite quote?
"Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are." - Kurt Cobain
The first quote that actually made me think.. hard. thanks dude
D E E P
👌🏽
Evil Morty Smith You are literally a real human being pretending to be a cartoon character. How can you say that when this is what you are?
My favorite quote?
"Trying to define yourself is like taking a bit out of your own teeth" ; Alan Watts.
"People think depression is sadness, crying or dressing in black. But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb. You wake up in the morning just to go back to bed again."
Amen
❤️
And that's assuming you even wake up in the morning lol, at it's worst you're waking up at 8pm after staying in bed for 16 hours.
ppl think the depression is sadness ,the depression is crying or is dressing in black but ppl are wrong , depression is the constant feeling of being numb ,being numb of emotions , being numb to lie , u wake up in the morning just to go back to bed again days aren’t realy days .. they are just annoying obstacles that need to be faced ! and how do you face them ? through medication or drugs or smoking or through drinking , u grasp onto anything that can get u through the day thats what the depression is, not sadness or tears is the overwhelming sense of numbness and the desire for anything that can help u make it from one day to the next :)
a person could be that could be that desire to keep you going...
"my nights are for over thinking, my mornings are for over sleeping"
Exactly.
Story of my life 😔
I know this is supposed to be deep and all but all I could think of was "Mornings are for coffee and contemplation."
Bjørn Webb What do you make of your day?
So true.
not a quote, but this producer makes the chillest drops in lofi
Phil Person thank you very much
“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.”
― Dr. Seuss
Damn, I’ve listened to this mix many times over the past 2 years but this is the first time I’ve seen your comment, and I just want to say thank you. 💓💓
Came here to chill but couldn't help but see comments below.
It's gonna hurt you now, and you're gonna feel like you're stuck at the bottom of this, pit of darkness. Empty and alone. But really guys it does get better. It really does. It might take it's time, it might not. But just hang in there, you'll be alright. We'll be alright.
Paradise 😥😥😥
🖤
Makes me think of Kendric Lamars song "Alright" pretty uplifting for rap
So to these comments I usually see people responding with understandable pessimism but I’m here to counteract that
I felt like absolute horrible shit for 2 years I really didn’t think there was hope for me and my life and my future
I was on spiralling deeper and deeper into this self built hole I’d built over the years and it just didn’t seem likely I’d feel happy and just like feel anything again
But lord knows how I am sO MUCH BETTER NOW SO SO SO MUCH BETTER
I can feel emotions and I can feel happiness when I laugh I’m actually laughing it ain’t fake anymore and I’m just able to appreciate and just enjoy life and sad moments and happy moments and just appreciate living and all the terms that come with it
I hope you all gain some sort of awakening there’s hope for every human being and it’s inside of you
I literally love everyone and I love you person from the screen who is reading this and I hope you have the most best night ever
"Life with depression and anxiety is a life that isn't worth living no more" I have both and tbh with everyone.. I can't stand reality without getting numbed. When I'm numbed I finally have peace in my mind, peace with everyone and no worries. Reality to me is nothing but hell. I just want my life to be done with. Can't stand being isolated, but nor be accepted by society. I no longer have the motivation to do anything or say anything. I just let everything go. Drugs ruin and yet make my life better. This life is Bs.
The problem is... people give life a meaning... "WHY"?
But you need to have hope that things can change. That you can find purpose and happiness. Don’t give up!
"I'm nothing without you, please don't leave me"
Who else here isn't depressed, just listening to chill music?
lmao ikr i just like this vibe
Lol a swiss cross.
Straight up
@@samuelwithers2221 what?
@@Zipotricks My bad, I was trying to reply to the person below you. The one with the swastikas
leave your favourite quotes in the comments and I'll pin my favourite 💕
listen to another mix here - th-cam.com/video/YpUBo-APc7A/w-d-xo.html
*love these vibes*
I finally got to date this girl ive liked for a long time and it was amazing. we talked, went to hockey games and we would go to haunted houses. shes so pretty its amazing. she was so cute and nice until i really got to know her. shes one of the only people that knows of my depression. we later got into fights and we split up for a while. all i could do is think about her. for those few days. she finally texted me back and said she missed me. i was in relief. we went from there for another week until we started fighting again. I messed everything up i was terrified that i was going to lose her. then my grades at school started going down i was depressed and scared. then she walks up to me and said im sorry but i dont think this is going to work. I was very scared. we still talked but it wasnt the same knowing she didnt like me. I still had a huge crush on her and i was frustrated that i had messed it all up. I was sitting down on the couch when i got a text from one of my best freinds. I looked down to see a picture of one of my other friends and the girl laughing and talking. i was pissed depressed heartbroken scared and paranoid all at the same time. i said some dumb stuff to her and then all the weight of my life hit me. i was sweating paranoid there was someone at my house, breathing hard and heart beating fast. she called me to see if i was alright. i smiled at the sound of her voice instantly. we talked for an hour until we fell asleep. I thought i had won her back until the monday after that weekend when i saw her holding another guys hand...
Harper Bentley when you start spiraling down, it picks up. Sometimes all it takes is a little time to recompose yourself. Life keeps moving, don't get caught up in things, focus on yourself. And I don't mean yourself as in wallowing in your sorrow and self pity. Work out, cook, read, meditate, focus on hobbies, productive ones. Build habits. I believe in you. And hey if you wanna talk you can shoot me a message. My instagram is @hostlesspotato. Hang tight bro!
hey thanks man im starting to get over it now but its just hard seeing her with that guy but seriously thx man
Appreciate it , you had a chance and she cares about u I think , in my case I loved her so much and now she ignores me and all that , somehow she lost her feelings in a day and after that she got all cold and shit and now I'm numb and she is there all happy and smiling and laughing and telling me to fuck off through her friends..... I never did anything I just cared too much..... :( Stay strong.. ❤
im sorry man i really am. but yeah you too and for you its peer pressure from her friends im pretty sure, try and talk to her in private, highschool girls are bitches.
bro its about her not her friends , she ignores my messages , she isnt sending snaps anymore and actually her friends are one of my old friends.... Fvck it , i found another girl but she doesnt like me so im just wasting my shit....
I believe we spend so much of our lives waiting. Convinced we need this or that to be happy, we spend all our time sitting around longing for something, and it feels like forever. My favorite quote is one from Shakespeare... "time is unending for those who wait."
Your uploads literally brighten up my day. In no way do I exaggerate when I say I am unbelievably grateful that your channel exists
thank you for the upload the bootleg boy, one of the best channel on youtube.
free download link in the description, hope u liked it
one of the best ones yet dude! Thanks so much for the music..
follow kina beats
Stare at the rain long enough and it starts going up. Thanks brain, never unseeing that one.
idk if someone still listen to this mix. But it's my favorite one
Still here 2 years later
@@leahestrada5923 wow
"Love? Well... I never really thought about love. It's always seemed like such a fanciful thing. Something I'd find in a dream. I never thought I'd find a love of my own. That is.... until I met you."
That’s nice
Oh, thank you ❤
godlike quote
*my heart is empty without you*
I'll wait for her. Till the very end.
CJ C it’s been two years and I still feel like part of me is waiting for her to come back
I can commiserate, my friend. I'm in love with a girl who I can't be with right now. All I can hold on to is the hope that I'll eventually be with her somehow. That indefinite longing is what causes the pain.
CJ C I’m part of me still loves a girl who has left me and moved on and I can’t seem to shake the feeling of emptiness that I have since she’s left. Nothing feels the same. It’s as if I’ve become numb to everything and I’m kinda just here but not really living
That definitely sucks bro, I feel that in such a situation, you should try to find a way to move on. She's moved on, why shouldn't you? You shouldn't be stuck in the past. it's not like you never told her how you feel; you actually gave it a shot, you tried out a relationship with her, it just didn't work out somehow. Yes perhaps she'll always be someone important to you in a way, even after a long time, but you'll find someone else who deserves your love as well eventually. Hope u feel better soon bro.
thumbs up for bootlegˋs work - no one else does „chill music“ better than he.
Adam Javorcek
You know most videos are just reuploads mixed together...arent you? :/
there songs are made by kina, check out the description
A prototype of some sort, never even considered for mass production, too weird to live, too rare to die.
Time can never mend
The careless whispers of a good friend
The first beat really brings back high school memories of my old town. Almost like a retro 80s-90s feel.
They leave
And act like it never happened
They come back
And act like they never left
if only they would. come back.
"The nitrogen in our DNA, the calcium in our teeth, the iron in our blood, the carbon in our apple pies were made in the interiors of collapsing stars. We are made of starstuff.” -Carl Sagan, Cosmos.
Fro-Yo One of my favorite quotes ❤
its stardust
the fact that down 4 u by blackbear is in here made this mix 1000x better
"you know you really
love someone, when you
don't hate them for breaking your heart."
Or
"what i don't understand is how a person can tell you so many lies and never feel bad about it"
“I used to play this game in my head..what would I give for one more minute with him. My house, my car.. the rest of my life.”
I'm never lonely as long as I have the people in my head.
I -hope- know they'll never leave me.
Just came back to this in such a different time in my life, back then I was just a young guy playing league working full time not giving a care in the world. The worlds a lot more darker now, that third track hits the soul
Amazing work, no lie this type of music helps me sleep lol. Keep up the good work!
Not even sad anymore really. I just love this genre of music. It keeps the sadness from coming back.
This is great
I miss him.
I miss her. Ik. It sucks.
Alice and MrTallPants I would really like to know how that feels. Is it hurting? Painful? I have tried to force myself to develop attachment to relationships I have been with, to know how it feels to have feelings for another individual but am a bit numbed out. I would like to know how it feels to miss another individual...
For how long have you been feeling that way?
Teddy Tibbs and/ or anyone else- We stopped talking about a month ago. It can be a pain. It could just be sadness. I feel emptiness this time. Imagine finding someone who doesn't hate you. It's simple but it's true. But then you realize that the feeling goes both ways. It's reassuring in it's own way. To know that maybe we aren't always as alone as we think we are. But being separated can make you think that maybe you are just as alone as you thought you were. Finding someone to love, for me, is a way I can feel meaningful. I try to impact the other person in a way that they will never forget me because I open their eyes to something. Make one thing or everything different. I know that love is temporary. Anyone who believes otherwise is most likely (but not always) lying to themselves. Because- we want to love and we want to be loved. That person you get to know. Anything from favorite food to past experiences it can feel like they are a part of you. Like you know them so well that you are both the same. And it doesn't quite feel that way but It feels good. You get used to it. That's how we live. The change of losing the person hurts. All that time you spent with them... Gone. Sure you remember the stories about when she was little or how he grew up but it doesn't matter now. It's over and that's how it stays. The things you used to do together you do alone. That's just how it is. That's how it will stay. And that is what hurts.
Fuckin doing chemistry homework and I stop to write this. Feelings man.
MrTallPants s that is very deep man. Very deep. I hope you will find a person to feel that void someday.
This Playlist is a gem! 💎👌💕
"All these stars, and you still shine the brightest"
This song got me thinking about how fast life goes and some of the good ass memories that come with it sometimes I wish it would just slow down
Oh lonely night
Why am I up thinking
I should be asleep dreaming
But lately all I wanna do is stay out all night drinking
Kicking and screaming cuz these demons are
Dragging me back down wow I'm stuck all up in my feels and mind which is my cell I call hell
It honestly feels like a small shell
I can't see I can't breathe I pray to god and ask him what happening to me my pain runs deeper than the razor blade I run acrossed my vein I ask my baby mama am I going insane
Should I be in chains cuz I can't be maintained its a shame huh that I'm 20 years young and feel nun but pain
But I know i gotta keep my head up even tho I'm fed up but you'll never see me give up cuz I look at my babies its what's saving me to become a better man so my kids can say that they had a dad but when I die please don't cry cuz ima always be by y'alls side
man... you the best. thanks to you i discovered lo fi hip hop. changed my life
The worst part of our perfect dreams with that special someone that we know that she/he can make us smile again is the known fact that is just that, a dream that doesn't happens, a dream that hurts so bad and at the same time heals all of our wounds, is something irreal. It's something that you really want to get real, but just is not.
Waking up and feel really miserable after this hits me so hard sometimes.
I hope someday that beautiful dream become real.
the visuals kill it everytime
JoeyJHoops like in a bad way?
Music is a healer, i can rely on this channel to help me through any panic attack/bad day, thanks bootleg boy
The tracks and art go so well together.
Yes, yes i am but your music helps me go through it and forget about it..... thank you 🙏
The intro is so perfect! I'm so in love with this mix!
"Joy is given to you by the people you love, happiness is the feeling in the moment that you can take from the people or things around you"
My own quote.
Just as i was about to go to sleep...perfect timing!
I'm really lonely without her although she was never mine and she'll never be.
anarcxizt I feel u bro😓😓💯
you dont know that man, hey its like 3 months from when you said that so like shit did it go well?
i feel you....
sadboys2002 same here :(
I relate to this 100%
This mix is really helping me chill tonight.
Nothing feels as good as it did before
"They say that love is forever, your forever is all that I need"
ssammie ssmiles
Sleeping with sirens?
Aye I recognized that quote right off the bat :) Sws ftw
You never disappoint me 💕 ;(
My favourite mix from this channel period. Been coming back since you posted it bootleg boy.
No sleep means I'm still thinking about you
"Nobody exists on purpose, nobody belongs anywhere, everybody's gonna die." -Morty Smith, Rick and Morty
I've subscribed to this channel for a while and it never failed to disappoint me, the community is a little bit sad but i know behind every sad memories there are always happy once, keep up the good work my mans.
My heart nearly slides out of my throat, swallowing hard I look at how far I just drove. 145 miles to make a party with some old high school friends I didnt even really care for. But the thought... the thought that I might see her again, possessed my motivation. This is the only time I can tell her how I feel before Im gone for good. Now here I am sitting 20 minutes away contemplating if I want to possibly face a truth I never wanted to consider. Would this be the last time i see her?
I love this. Calms me so much.
thanks bootleg i needed this
Playlist and photo is beyond amazing! Thank you for the aesthetic
"not poetic, just pathetic" - a thought I had while smoking a cigarette at 4am because I wanted to try to romanticize my insomnia. Then I realized I was just freezing and alone on a bench choking on smoke. Nothing poetic about it.
My favorite quote rn is:
Leave nothing but footprints, kill nothing but time
❤🕉
Happiness is only real when shared.
Depression is when youre having a good time and that special person that you miss crosses your mind randomly and your mood changes all of a sudden.
Just want to say thanks for the great sound, I've been hooked on your work since I found it. Cheers
this channel gives me life
She didn't love me..
ORCA16 and he didn't too.
io Merengues Hm.. Welcome to my world.. I've been rejected and heartbroken my whole life.. Everything is fucking up tbh.. I'm just hoping my new hobby of trying to produce lofi can help my problems
ORCA16 feeling lonely and depressed as well... hope things will get better for you.
She lead me on then dropped me. I relate.
ShaneRobet She just slapped the gifts out of my hand and said I was ugly
"Living is one of the rarest things in the world. Most people just exist, going through life as if only to finish"
im loving this so much :( that lofi mix its just great
Dani Camacho follow kina beats for more stuff like this
Magnifique. 💜💙💜
thank you .. so good
I'll miss him forever.
I sat here alone tonight. Playing this beautiful music while I smoke my weed.
I realize now...
Good job @kinabeats
“ in true sadness there is no place for sentimentality” - William S. Burroughs
Chill kickback vibes
"Where there's liberty, art succeeds."
Oh hey, on this side of TH-cam again.
"love is a game that can't be beaten, each time i play it i seem to lose" - mind
more rain 😍
:3
I lost her and I can't get her back she was the one person that could make me happy ever and she doesn't care anymore
profitmfc Same man
Same too
Chross __ “ don’t be sad that it’s over, smile that it happened “
this mix is so dope
Loveeee these tunes
"I wanna see your smile once again"
this goes damn good with rain playing in the background, if anything in all your videos! LOVE YOUR CHANNEL MAN! keep up the hard work!! :D
Awesome mix👏👏
This made me cry
I need a depressed person to describe to me how it feels to be depressed, like in a poetic way (for a project I’m working on)
RUSH B GODDAMMIT
imagine trying to fix a car, but it’s impossible to find out what’s wrong with it
Imagine liking someone in a unexplained way and having all that magic of liking someone disappear with one word
Imagine caring for someone and constantly checking up on them only to have them lie to you and not truly care about you
Imagine dropping a wine glass and shattering it to a million pieces and the only tools you have to fix it are your hands and one small tube of glue, it will take a lot of time and you are going to get really hurt but you do it anyway just to have the wine glass not work properly and never be able to put it back how it once was
It’s like crushing a rose under your foot and trying to make it look like what it did before you crushed it
RUSH B GODDAMMIT first of all english isnt my first language but i hope you understand me: its like beeing in a hole with a stair in front of you and being paralyzed without explanation, being unable to even try to stand up, with no reason. You know you can do something to end the suffering but you are that tired that you dont want to try because you cant but even if you could you wouldnt do it, you will try to break the stair
It's a looming shadow that consumes the little bit of light that shines through. You fight and get ahead of it... But it always catches back up to you
MrTallPantss
3 months ago
Music plays with my soul just as much as my mind and gives me an ever feeling of emptiness with each song. As I inch myself off this ledge I put myself on, I reach out and hold back the hand I want to use for attention and safety and simply fall into the arms of gravity.
RUSH B GODDAMMIT (Super depressed and suicidal so lemme help) Every day you visit the gas station, every day you try to fill up the tank. No matter the day or week or year there is no gas. After many attempts, your car now remains stuck in the gas station with no fuel left.
You could try sucking out gas with your mouth but it only harms you and brings little gas into the vehicle. What do you do? The radio is working but nobody will listen, if they do they won't understand how to reach where you are.
Your only escape is to stay in the car alone and keep trying. What if it won't even start? What if my transmission blew out? Was I destined to stay stuck here? You can try running but you end up in a loop returning you to your unrighteous habitat.
Maybe you weren't meant to be the driver at all. Who cares if your car blocks the lane when the gas station is finally fixed? It probably never will be, and you'll only free up gas for others. That's what it feels like...😔
Beautiful
our unspoken love has become more painful than being hopeless
"How could i waste so much time on someone that doesn't love me?"
I still come back to this in 2022, still my favorite mix.
Mann… I was just about to comment and ask if I’m the only one that comes back to this but ig there’s two of us lol. Been like over 4 years
@@Therealcloudyy Yeah, seriously, I was still in high school listening to this, crazy how life has changed since then yk?
@@bowzerr18 hell yea they were good times. I just don’t have it in my heart to do it over again
@@bowzerr18 I was around 14 listening to this
WHAT THERES A SHILOH IN THIS YESSSS
Just read description 2 there’s 2 yesssss
smoking!!!!
02:45 is my jam!
Mr. Zirch song name
Beautiful.
Thanks. 💕🌻
To me, being sad/depressed/numb is waking up in the morning and hoping no one notices that I'm acting different. It sucks
I can’t say I agree taking samples from other songs without referencing them, especially if the sample is what the mix mostly consists of.
"Love, there is no use in lying. So please don't say you love me. It only hurts more when you do. I know I'll never give you the feeling of wanting me so much like I want you. Just imagining that false image you disguise yourself with pains me. I love you, now please just go."