This is a "Gen Z Sid Vicious if he gave up and died in his mom's house" type beat. I'm here for it. Late. As late as you were to your last therapy session.
You’ll hack it someday. Stg. Being told we live in a patriarchy is really gaslighting isn’t it? Young men are destitute. We’re killing ourselves and others. Sum ting wong! Get an autistic hobby.
it's rare for me to find a song where the lyrics feel like I could've written them myself cause I relate so hard man this is probably not good for me lol
Thae line: "My life just seems so damn cruel Cause I peaked back in middle school" is even sadder when you keep in mind that he is 35 years old! i mean think about it, the peak of his life is longer ago than i am old!
Where were you during my angsty freshman year? Lmao. But, side note; ending sounded like you were going to burst out laughing after saying "I'm so fucked." Made the song for me. Sort of meta moment that not many of these types of songs have that brings attention to how absurd it is to say these things. Or I could just be over analyzing things... Damn, make a song about being an overthinker! Giga brain moment.
Thanks for still having this up. Fucking youtube just took down my boy Rarechud. He had literally a couple hundred incelcore songs from all different bands, and now hes gone. Cant find a lot of those songs either.
That fucking synth or whatever it is... Ohhh...the vibes...those lyrics so honest. As someone else pointed out it really is like i could have wrote them. For real. I probably wrote something that kind of circled around it in so many ways already that's exasperating to see it written down in such way here. Didnt know of you. You're so fitting dark
consider yourself lucky you dont have the bristol accent lol, so hard to make a clean sounding song when you sound like a farmer i'm high af on ket so ignore me
So this is going to be a huge wall of text, but I really feel like I need to write this down, so bear with me. Exactly a year ago, in early 2023, I was going through a VERY rough patch in my life. I had broken up with my girlfriend in the summer of 2022, who was practically my only friend, and I was practically alone. My autism (undiagnosed at the time I'm speaking of) made it very difficult for me to connect with people or have any kind of relationship all my life, and the various people I had met (especially during these years studying at university) ended up distancing themselves from me or just started ignoring me. One that especially hurt was a guy (who I had a bit of a crush on, ngl), with whom I thought I was forming a good friendship until he began to ignore me, and ghosted me. All this loneliness led me to a very depressive state throughout the first half of last year, and I fell back into old habits (self-harm, alcohol). It was then, in April, that I decided (I don't remember why) to replay Max Payne 3, to try getting the 100%. If you haven't played it, there's an extra mode called "New York Minute Hardcore," which is basically completing the entire game in one go on the highest difficulty without dying, which as you can imagine, wouldn't be easy. I remember spending 2 weeks playing every night, trying that challenge on various runs, just alone my thoughts, some beer and especially music, listening to bands like Uncle Acid, The Smiths, and King Crimson. That's when I found your music (it probably appeared in my recommendations) and especially this song, which resonated too much with me. In the end, on April 16th, I managed to beat Max Payne 3 without dying. I remember the last level, the airport, with this song playing on loop, so freaking well. Those experiences and those two weeks were really something to me, so cathartic. Managing to do that challenge really motivated me to finish that year at college and your music was part of it. But this story didn’t end there. That summer was the best of my life. I got diagnosed with ASD and I met some friends, two women who are two of the best people I've ever met, who became very close to me (one of them is now my best friend) and have accepted me for who I am. However, in November, one of them went to Germany. She's still there and will be for an indefinite time, although she visited this week and I was able to spend time with her. I'm not alone now, of course, but in March and April of this year, some sadness has returned to me, perhaps because of the stress of college. Curiously, last week TH-cam recommended your music to me again, which I hardly listened to since "that" time, and THIS particular song. And today, April 4th, now that she has returned to Germany, my best friend has been busy all day and it seems like I'm back to exactly where I was a year ago (not literally, of course), I reinstalled Max Payne 3 and played New York Minute Hardcore again, and surprisingly I did it on the first run. When I reached the last level, I put this song on loop, and I just went with it. It was awesome and it made me feel so good again, especially that the song ended just as I finished the level in-game, perfectly syncing. So now I feel like I can take the next 2 months until summer, pushing through my finals and onto better times. So, thank you for your music, it has meant so much to me. I related to those feelings of loneliness, sadness, and hopelessness. If I survived last year, I will survive this one, and you played a part in it. (btw, sorry if there were any errors, i’m not a native speaker).
Real good shit man, maybe raise the vocals volume a little more so i can hear it better, unless you have them low because its your style. Good music 🖤🙏
Hey, been obsessed with your music for some time now, been thinking if maybe I could get you to work with me on an OST for a video game project whose story I wrote
This shit going in the manifesto 💯
What manifest-
*realization kicks in*
What is that pfp my dude
@@yata3826 Same
YOU LIKED MY COMMENT LETS GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Sup Supreme gentleman
"I peaked back in middle school" hit way too close to home. another banger as usual
This is a "Gen Z Sid Vicious if he gave up and died in his mom's house" type beat.
I'm here for it. Late.
As late as you were to your last therapy session.
RIP to the Van Ericks who all keep killing themselvess.
He did give up and he.did spend a lot of time with his mom.
She bought him the shot of heroin that killed him.
Wtf
Damn, as someone who is still unemployed, plays video games all day and visits a psychiatrist, this is so relatable.
Real
video games r evil n demonic
psychiatrists r for retards
same boat bro, it will get better for us all im sure!
You’ll hack it someday. Stg.
Being told we live in a patriarchy is really gaslighting isn’t it? Young men are destitute. We’re killing ourselves and others. Sum ting wong!
Get an autistic hobby.
it's rare for me to find a song where the lyrics feel like I could've written them myself cause I relate so hard man this is probably not good for me lol
For real...
Get your shxt together.
fr fr
No cap
Ikr.
This has become my anthem of being terminally online and not minding one bit
nice pfp
You peaked in middle school? I peaked in elementary school
Same. My downfall started in middle school.
I peaked in oreo pizza
Never peaked😎
Never went to school
Absolutely love all your tracks I cant get enough of them
got them on repeat on the reg
finally utube somehow actually recommended something good
Can't tell if this song is a diss or a self reflection, but I've been playing it on loop the last 3 days.
Both probably. It has to be ironic
How is it a diss?
@@akiramado9198Damn, you guys are fragile. Nothing in this song is insulting, unless you're offended over the truth. We're all scumbags here.
@@akiramado9198 "It has to be ironic" yeah because it's not like anyone could REALLY be this messed up. Right, guys?
Deth Tech is dream blunt rotation
Thae line: "My life just seems so damn cruel Cause I peaked back in middle school" is even sadder when you keep in mind that he is 35 years old! i mean think about it, the peak of his life is longer ago than i am old!
no way dethtech is 35
so true my brother! i agree with your findings.
Where were you during my angsty freshman year? Lmao. But, side note; ending sounded like you were going to burst out laughing after saying "I'm so fucked." Made the song for me. Sort of meta moment that not many of these types of songs have that brings attention to how absurd it is to say these things. Or I could just be over analyzing things... Damn, make a song about being an overthinker! Giga brain moment.
Sounds like Pyrocynical
genuinely one of my favorite songs ever
this song has been stuck in my head for days
Tech your music had gotten me through school last year and it seems it’ll do the same this year. Thank you for the relatable music 🙏🏽
this guy gets it
This song goes hard.
Love the beggining of the track 😂
i can't stop listening to this
Thanks for still having this up. Fucking youtube just took down my boy Rarechud. He had literally a couple hundred incelcore songs from all different bands, and now hes gone. Cant find a lot of those songs either.
bruh this is so good
masterpiece
That fucking synth or whatever it is... Ohhh...the vibes...those lyrics so honest. As someone else pointed out it really is like i could have wrote them. For real. I probably wrote something that kind of circled around it in so many ways already that's exasperating to see it written down in such way here. Didnt know of you. You're so fitting dark
This is really good song 💜💜💜
came just to relate to the cover stay for the song so i supposed hang in there bros we all gonna make it
This shit goes harder than depleted uranium
So good 💜💜💜
Finally another song I can relate to
❤🔥❤🔥we are going to nowhere with this one ❤🔥❤🔥
Strange to realize a lot of these tracks are starting to be a few years old
I swear man must be from the UK that accent be like one of them poshies from the east side love the music tho x
consider yourself lucky you dont have the bristol accent lol, so hard to make a clean sounding song when you sound like a farmer i'm high af on ket so ignore me
So this is going to be a huge wall of text, but I really feel like I need to write this down, so bear with me. Exactly a year ago, in early 2023, I was going through a VERY rough patch in my life. I had broken up with my girlfriend in the summer of 2022, who was practically my only friend, and I was practically alone. My autism (undiagnosed at the time I'm speaking of) made it very difficult for me to connect with people or have any kind of relationship all my life, and the various people I had met (especially during these years studying at university) ended up distancing themselves from me or just started ignoring me. One that especially hurt was a guy (who I had a bit of a crush on, ngl), with whom I thought I was forming a good friendship until he began to ignore me, and ghosted me.
All this loneliness led me to a very depressive state throughout the first half of last year, and I fell back into old habits (self-harm, alcohol). It was then, in April, that I decided (I don't remember why) to replay Max Payne 3, to try getting the 100%. If you haven't played it, there's an extra mode called "New York Minute Hardcore," which is basically completing the entire game in one go on the highest difficulty without dying, which as you can imagine, wouldn't be easy. I remember spending 2 weeks playing every night, trying that challenge on various runs, just alone my thoughts, some beer and especially music, listening to bands like Uncle Acid, The Smiths, and King Crimson. That's when I found your music (it probably appeared in my recommendations) and especially this song, which resonated too much with me. In the end, on April 16th, I managed to beat Max Payne 3 without dying. I remember the last level, the airport, with this song playing on loop, so freaking well. Those experiences and those two weeks were really something to me, so cathartic. Managing to do that challenge really motivated me to finish that year at college and your music was part of it.
But this story didn’t end there. That summer was the best of my life. I got diagnosed with ASD and I met some friends, two women who are two of the best people I've ever met, who became very close to me (one of them is now my best friend) and have accepted me for who I am. However, in November, one of them went to Germany. She's still there and will be for an indefinite time, although she visited this week and I was able to spend time with her. I'm not alone now, of course, but in March and April of this year, some sadness has returned to me, perhaps because of the stress of college. Curiously, last week TH-cam recommended your music to me again, which I hardly listened to since "that" time, and THIS particular song. And today, April 4th, now that she has returned to Germany, my best friend has been busy all day and it seems like I'm back to exactly where I was a year ago (not literally, of course), I reinstalled Max Payne 3 and played New York Minute Hardcore again, and surprisingly I did it on the first run. When I reached the last level, I put this song on loop, and I just went with it. It was awesome and it made me feel so good again, especially that the song ended just as I finished the level in-game, perfectly syncing. So now I feel like I can take the next 2 months until summer, pushing through my finals and onto better times.
So, thank you for your music, it has meant so much to me. I related to those feelings of loneliness, sadness, and hopelessness. If I survived last year, I will survive this one, and you played a part in it. (btw, sorry if there were any errors, i’m not a native speaker).
Real good shit man, maybe raise the vocals volume a little more so i can hear it better, unless you have them low because its your style. Good music 🖤🙏
this is fire
I love this song 🖤
This is so amazing! What impressive singing! Keep going on!
my nuts hangin out rn
@@DethTech oh
this beat so hard
you will go places if you believe in yourself and keep going
going somewhere
Great song
This could have been uploaded to Vampirefreaks in 2003, easily
like 7 of yo songs are my spotify wrappeds most played playlist and i discovered you in november
also love your shit so much can i use it in videos
i think yes just credit
he just like me fr
Ok… I can just tell I will know this song by heart
I love you DethTech ❤❤❤
You're a machine of making bangers
I LOVE YOU DETHTECH
Yeah I sorted my life oot, but I sure like a good reminder of how things always were...
Where the fuck can I find a copy of this for working out to? I'm a sad buff hipster and I need to pass out from the forced irony...
This guy's music is the only thing g her for me in this hard ass time
very strong music bro
Hey I just wanted to know if the voice that you har at the start and end is your normal voice!
the end is me
@@DethTech cool
Mood 👽
10/10 My new fav
is it alices room? LOL
Banger so glad I found ur music this shit slaps
i love ur msuic
whos the qt in the photo
anhero on soundclou
Is the guy still alive?
Fucking love this so much
Holy fucking shit this is amazing
literally me
Did you ever go anywhere?
do you have any tips on how to make music
Based
Bro looks like the sad cat meme in this pic for some reason.
Still a banger
I also feel like i'm going nowhere rn, hope things will change somehow
why the hell are you not as popular as you should be
sheet music, I am BEGGING
Damn, the guy on the pic needs to clean up his bloody room.
so real
i just found this but bros pfp majestic
Fucking art
Hey, been obsessed with your music for some time now, been thinking if maybe I could get you to work with me on an OST for a video game project whose story I wrote
now i have no friends anymore....
This goes hard even as a sabaton fan
Sabaton sucks.
@@gordonpeterson678there are nothing wrong with sabaton nor. Each is good in their own way
gatekeeping permanently
Eh whats the point if it cant be fixed anyways right ?
alices room plz come back
Just wanna be that dude and say I didn't find you from a lol cow youtuber lmao, what a weird world. I guess more eyes is more eyes so eh- a positive
My life if they dont bring back the McRib
🔥🔥
do u uave a spotofy
never heard of it
@@DethTech Spotify my bad gang
joar nh, not that cool that I only get the "wow literally me fr fr" feeling when listening to your music
Need the pic
now all I do is called kids f#gs online is truly one of the lines
Lit
I want to make music with you
Подскажите где скачать песню? Я пытаюсь найти уже 6 месяцев.
There are sites for that.
could lifting save him?
this my #1 gym track
that bass swell too fuggin loud lol!
What chords did u use in this song
google it
background looks like a discord mod
sorta reminds me of bloc party :)
gitair mske head fer; good :3
me
I like it even if it's a little gay
#release the tranifesto
Trans life cycle x3, dare I say
Trannies are awesome. F*ck the haters!
shit is fire but u gotta clean ur room bro
Why does it feel like it was made in 2009? 😂
Because times were awesome back then.
meow