I see a lot of people coming from Tik Tok and I want to thank you so deeply for your care and support, even from people who never knew me before!! 😭 My tik toks usually get like a couple hundred views at most so I never expected anyone to see my vent, but it feels amazing to read all of the support and know u are here for me. ⭐️PLEASE KNOW: I want u to still find comfort in this song and video!! And I refuse to let anyone take away how proud I am of it!!! I made this for us, and NO ONE can take it away from us!!! The more you breathe new life into this video, the more safe and welcoming it feels to me, so thank you so so so so much. I can't portray to you how lucky I feel to have you.
Right I tots agree! I don't wear your fashion, but I respect it. Your not a walking prop that people can whip their phones at. Show some dignity for these brave people. For anyone who does this, please stop and think how awkward it is for someone in that position!
I was sitting with my friends (I love to try to look like goth/pastel goth ppl) And this guy took really fast a selfie with us and he didn't even ask us He didn't say anything and i was like wtf?
I wear a lot of black, but one summer i decided to wear brighter colors. Everyone thought i was magically cured from my depression, when in reality it was one of the worst depressive episodes iv'e ever had...i found it funny how just because i tried a new style they automatically was like "Oh see, it was just a faze!".
I can definitely relate to that! I used to like black a lot and dressed very goth, and I stopped when my depression got much worse because I didn't even have the energy to think about what to wear, and people somehow thought that I got better instead? And years later I found out that a lot of people I talk to now were actually straight up afraid of me because of how I dressed? Like they told me "Oh I used to be so scared of you, you looked so mean and intimidating in your black clothes and spiky jewellery." and it honestly hurt a lot because I never thought that I looked intimidating? Like I have crazy social anxiety and I always thought that it had to be very visible.
It's so sad that everyone is trying to diminish your feelings. But we hear you. And we support you. 🥰. Tell them to go f...Themselves. Be you! 💅rule the world👑
personally black is a really happy color to me, if im wearing black im feeling amazing and confident smh i hate when people assume moods on how people are dressing
I've been clinically depressed for almost 10 years and it's just getting worse but I wear a LOT of pink and bright colors. I get, "You're so happy!" from strangers a lot. 🤔😒
I love her she is like a hard rock Melanie Martinez but with a street pastel vaporwave style of dress and I love it.. Plus she seems to be okay with her body and we have a very similar body shape so for me to see that made me. Happy
The lesson is pink isn't always pink. Pink can mean different meanings and pink can mean saddness too people think saddness is blue and not pink people think pink is a colorful color and is a positive color but there is an evil side for pink to don't judge people about how they feel either blue pink or any other color..
If we're speaking technically then, pink doesn't actually exist. It doesn't appear on the UV scale and on the Rainbow. Only very vibrant hues of neon purple do. Our brain just makes up the color pink because it needs something to feel in the gap.
This feels like when you have depression and are having a bad school year and then the day before spring break you have a panic attack in front of everyone and now you spend the entire break overthinking on how people are going to treat you
"I know I look fine, but you can't see sad with your eyes" "I stay in bed because it's better when I'm fast asleep" I feel so called out, this was absolutely me when I was depressed. Thank you *so much* for being real. We really need to confront that people who seem happy might not be happy at all...
Oof this comment reminded me of when every single day I would wake up and go back to sleep because I didn't wanna deal with life and then next time I woke would have massive migraines and vomiting due to them..
I used to dread waking up in elementary school though high school. I think I didn't want to deal with life either but when I moved to my independent living program away from home, made friends, and was on my own I was so much better
Can you explain what happen I’m not to sure I seen the TikTok video but I’m still confused sorry if it may come off as ignorant but I struggle with comprehending things lol
just watched this as an ad, had to come here to watch the whole thing a second time. i can’t explain my love for this song, and how much i oddly feel connected to it. you’ve got an overwhelming amount of talent, keep going girl 💗
@@evangelionpilled what in hell does that have to do with it? It's a Japanese born alt subculture, the problem I'm pointing out is that everybody sees gyaru and immediately assumes it blackface when it's not as it was made in Japan which never had that as a concept in the first place Edit: since you did ask, I'm nahuatl/taino, something you've probably never heard of but basically it's prehispanics/mesoamericans/"aztecs" however due to our colonization by Spaniards who later became Mexicans, Brazilians and other south American Spanish speaking cultures we all do have some Hispanic in us but I don't want to acknowledge that because I want a revival of our gods, rebuilding of our pyramids and reemergence of our culture Also since, as mentioned it's a Japanese born subculture what you should be asking to check if my enjoyment and desire to participate in gyaru you should be asking if I'm Japanese, which yeah I'm not but I associate my desire for a nahuatl revival after centuries of racism from Mexicans, Puerto Ricans and brazillians against nahuatl and taino people(the only two mesoamerican groups still around today) with all the same beliefs as with the high regard I hold gyaru fashion with, also find it's contrast style to fit well with what I associate gyaru with, on top of that it's an open subculture and one very near and dear to my heart, sorry to explode on you via TH-cam comment but seeing this as soon as I woke up pissed me off for some reason
She just called me out with the "I've tried to be what people think of when they see me. That gave me an ego that wasn't even mine" Because since everyone believes that I'm crazy or that i have mental problems or that I'm weird I've tried to be the craziest weirdest Person you can find and that literally gave me an ego and a mindset that wasn't mine but nowadays it is
I did this too. But I didn’t realize it until I was literally cutting myself for no reason. I’m finally getting out of it and I am happier than I’ve ever been!
@@aileenvillalta5322 That is sooo true, I've become a completely different person. I used to be someone who cared about others, my mom always said that my heart was made of gold and hell nowadays i am petty bitch
@@largeautomobile did you mean Melanie Martinez? Melanie wrote her song, "Copy Cat" way before Billie even made hers. So please, do some research before you speak.
i'm not a non-binary or transgender individual, but i feel the expression of positive colour as a mask for how i really feel emotionally. i've felt like a burden to my friends and my family for a long time, always struggling with my mental to stay active and social with my small group. it's not easy, but i know you're all going through something tough, too. especially right now. i love and support all of you who can feel safe in this comment section, and i hope that we can all feel happier and more comfortable in our own skin as who we really are in time.
I am super glad this came up in my recommended. she has such a beautiful voice and such a unique style. people always assume people who like pink and pastels are all innocent and have cute personalities. I also love the song, it's so unique and shows that what's on the outside isn't always what's on the inside. she's also is very beautiful and isn't afraid to express herself, I look up to people who aren't afraid to show the real them and not hide what they really are because of people who might judge them. {edit} I just came back after a year because I got a notification that someone commented and still after a year I love elliot lee. I hope everyone is having a good day and that everyone remembers that no matter how you look or dress you are beautiful :)
Honestly you need more fame. You have a alternative type of music, you sound so unique. Rock, pop, kinda emo???, (maybe metal, sad, and kinda like melanie but hard rock. I can't- you're just so talented.
Blue Monet I don’t use anything like that, I read every one :) Until I see a mean one, then I get sad and stay away from comments for a while cuz i’m a baby hehe
I felt transgender vibes from this song when I got the AD, so I sent it to my trans woman friendo and she says it's her new anthem! She loves it a lot. 💗 I myself am trans male, but still absolutely adore it! Everyone can identify with the feeling of just feeling out of place or freaky and this song is empowering and has great beat. 🌸 {Also, your style is FIRE! 🔥Love the Sanrio gear. 💗}
“I’ve tried to be what people think of when they see me. That gave me an ego that wasn’t even mine though” is such a huge mood for me. I grew up pretty, and with time I learned to embrace it. Not flaunt it, but just love myself. And apparently that was wrong. Apparently I was self centered for loving how I looked and people brought me down to the point I not only hated myself I gave up on myself. It took me so long to rebuild that lost confidence and honestly this whole song is the last two years of high school summed up to me. Thank you for this.
You obviously have the right to love yourself. Don't let people bring you down for that and it's also pretty sad that people always have to judge others i also find myself judging people without really knowing them and i hate it. People are probably gonna judge me for saying this though but i admit it i judge people too and i get mad at myself sometimes for doing it. But people complain about everything if you don't love yourself they say hey but you're perfect u don't even have reasons to hate yourself u r probably just saying that for attention and if u love yourself they will be like oh you're so self centred and stuff you are so selfish ... It's ok we're all human and we all make mistakes maybe they didn't mean too hurt u but anyway love yourself because u have the right and u should Stay strong
If someone loved their selves when they were supposedly "ugly" people would root them on and tell them it's good to always love yourself no matter what. But if someone genuinely good-looking loves their selves it's considered "self--centered." What the actual HECK??? You have every right to love yourself, and as long as you weren't flexing on people who have less "looks," you are completely fine, and should feel sorry for the stereo-typical people who did this to you, because they need help.
How people dress doesn’t reflect how you feel. If your sad that dosent mean that you have to wear dark and depressive colors, wearing pastels is perfectly fine. And on a side note this is such a good song! I was instantly attracted to it in the TH-cam ad that I didn’t even skip and now I am a fellow supporter. 💕💕💜
My pink can be your green, or your blue, or your black, or any color for you. 🌸 Everyone experiences and expresses emotions differently. Thank you so much for your kind words!! 🥺💕
"I've tried to be what people think of when they see me that gave me an ego that wasn't even mine, though" that’s my favorite line in the whole song, it’s just so relatable.
This song is highly relatable. I was over here trying to write a realistic fiction book about the same topic. And then I found this song due to an ad and it literally is amazing and I'm gonna spread it like the Coronavirus
elliot lee and ashnikko should do a song together, they both have similar styles, and I think they’re voices would be amazing together + love both of they’re songs (edit: ty for the
For the longest time I’ve been trying to cover my depression with a pastel obsession but it only got me called a trans trender since I’m a trans boy who had these interests. I really enjoy the message in this song
People think that trans people have to be hyper-feminine or hyper-masculine, but they are their own people with their own interests, and I hope you don't let people's thoughts of you get you down.
"I've tried to be- what people think of when they see me. That gave me an ego that wasn't even mine though" Damn those lyrics hit me hard. Not pastel, quite the opposite actually, but damn do I relate.
I hate it when people just assume that pink outfits and gyaru clothing means I’m automatically a happy-go-lucky person. I’m so tired of everybody assuming I can’t feel like everybody is staring at me like I’m weird because the things I wear are cute and pastel.
I just heard this song last night as a TH-cam commercial and it’s been stuck in my head all day! It’s fantastic! And That’s saying a lot because I hate the color pink.
i discovered this via ad too, i was listening to my music and this ad popped up and i'm like "i'm skippin this" but i listened to it and it was sooo good so i looked it up and poof i now love your music (sorry for the unnecessarily long sentence)
I heavily relate to this unfortunately I dont get to choose what I wear my new parents are very protective of our family ego. They want me to smile all the time and be "normal". Everytime I wear something that they think "all girls dress in" I get uncomfortable I need something bizarre to wear something that you dont see everyday something full of color, to color in my sadness, I want everyone to know to be different. Be the fairy in the land of flies. So I'm going out (with a mask cuz of corona laws) and I'm going to show off a fairy outfit of mine wings flowercrown parasol and all
You don't have to dress differently just to show others that ur unique, every one is different in their own ways, and are not just 'flies', please get ahold of yourself
I knw how u feel, i want my outside to reflect my inside, i dont have any of the clothes i wush i had, if u want a friend idlove to be urs and we can show each other the clothes we want! I havea very eclectic style (right now its lazy style cuz i dont have enof of what i rlly want to dress in) and omg im jellyof tht outfit it sounds so pretty! I knw a cute fairy makeup tutorial thtd be fun to watch but yea. If u want a friend id love to be afairy with u :D
@@SavageBeast69 I know you posted this a month ago but dude your responding to a freaking child who's clearly got some issues with their home life and they're allowed to be angry that they cant express how they feel, they dont need to get a hold of themself
@@SavageBeast69 If they don't feel comfortable in the clothing that their parents make them wear then they don't like it,they can dress how they want unless it's physically hurting people which it obviously isn't,people have opinions and different taste in fashion and I don't think they want to do it for attention,they're doing it because it's how they can express themselves freely and they feel comfortable in how they dress,you shouldn't be saying stuff like that espically to a kid that's dealing with problems at home and with being accepted for liking a specific style,their parents shouldn't do that to them and instead should just accept that others like dressing differently
Me who doesn’t like pink listening to this:👁👄👁 edit: omg it’s been a year!! i still love this song and still listen to Elliot but thanks for all the likes 😭 p. s . i still don’t love pink but it’s okay☠️.
Omggg I checked ur subscriptions Raven Is Random and we are both subscribed to Poppy! U even have a remix of one of my fav songs from her! I loooovvveee Poppy's music! Have u listened to concrete? But anyway, we also love Elliot Lee!!
The scene where she's just sitting in the shower and looks as if her whole family was brutally murdered in front of her goes hard. As someone who suffers from Bipolar Disorder, that is exactly what a depressive episode looks like when trying to take a shower. Usually involves cranking the heat to max, still feeling cold, and then having the shower fill with steam until it makes you lightheaded, sleepy, and even more depressed. Mental illness is not a joke, it's not just a 'phase', and the happiest seeming people, are usually trying not to cry at any given moment.
This randomly popped up on my feed and I'm so glad it did. LOVE this, and connected with it as someone that wears alternative/jfashion (those shots of you walking down the street were so relatable). Also love the message that "not doing well" means something different for everyone and we can never assume how someone is doing just by looking at them. Amazing work.
A customer at work recommended your music to me, saying that we had similar aesthetics. Well, they were right!! Your music is wonderful and you have a new fan
I wish we had artists that dressed and looked like this when I was young. Seeing someone with my body type and jawline fucking KILLING IT would have done so much for my body dysmorphia. I'm so glad the new generation has such beautiful variations of body shapes and looks in the media to look to. Not only is this girl clearly talented, but she is unapologetically her and it's such a breath of fresh air.
Love this, way too fucking real, I surround myself in color (particularly pink) dolls, art, I drink from a pink LOL Surprise cup, when it’s dark at night and I’m scared I tell myself if I have something colorful on me the monsters can’t touch me, I grasp onto anything colorful to stare at to distract me from the shit that festers in my head, I feel pink, always have and always will, I can’t tell if I choose it or if it’s just me
It's okay to be "different" as long as you're different in the same way other people are. People like that are celebrated. Otherwise, you're actually, legitimately "a freak". I've had people take my picture in public before, just like this video depicts. I don't look this way to entertain you. I look this way because I'm not like you, I don't understand you, and I can't bring myself to physically emulate you. Poisonous animals have spots and spikes to warn you to leave them alone.
This is fucking beautiful and I feel exactly the same way. I don't dress this way to be a spectacle, I dress this way because I genuinely want to look like this and feel the most myself dressed like this
When I found this song, it was fairly random. Somehow I've not been able to stop listening to this song, and the more see the video, the more I keep being mesmerized by how adorable she is, like in 1:31. Her music is very underrated, because her other songs got me hooked as well. Those lyrics are super neat! In this one, I loved the part where she says "Cause lately I'm not fond of the light." Bah, I'm gushing!
ptsd survivors and people with trauma tend to gravitate towards things that remind them of a happier time which tends to be their early childhood. Which is probably why I like this video so much is cuz it makes me feel like a kid again and i can do anything
I’ve read somewhere that lovers of pink yearn to feel loved and secure. They don’t concern themselves with violence and chaos, they would rather be sheltered from the toxicity of the world. So this song is very fitting.
*THEY BETTER FUCKING NOT EVEN SO MUCH AS GLANCE AT THIS BEAUTY, THEY RUINED MELANIE BY DESTROYING HER PLAYDATE SONG BUT THEY AINT GETTING THIS, ILL FITE FOR IT*
No put I have been a fan of Mel since the very beginning when she first started and she is like a mother and ur literally her daughter YOURE AMAZING rock put pastel crazy way ugh love it
IM GENUINELY HAPPY I FINALLY FOUND YOU I USED TO LISTEN TO YOUR SONGS 24/7 GOD NASTOLGIA 😭 ILY PLEASE KEEP MAKING THIS TYPE OF MUSIC KEEP CREATING I ADORE YOU
I’m here from Tiktok and you need to know that something you should be so proud of shouldn’t be taken away from you like this! You are so underrated and deserve so much better. 💗
I see a lot of people coming from Tik Tok and I want to thank you so deeply for your care and support, even from people who never knew me before!! 😭
My tik toks usually get like a couple hundred views at most so I never expected anyone to see my vent, but it feels amazing to read all of the support and know u are here for me.
⭐️PLEASE KNOW: I want u to still find comfort in this song and video!! And I refuse to let anyone take away how proud I am of it!!! I made this for us, and NO ONE can take it away from us!!!
The more you breathe new life into this video, the more safe and welcoming it feels to me, so thank you so so so so much. I can't portray to you how lucky I feel to have you.
I’m so glad your doing great!! 🥰💖
its a very good video :)
Ya I came from tiktok
I'm glad that you're ok now
Love your song & video! ❤
Pink: is like feeling sad
I hope your okay Elliot I feel pink sometimes too and 💕✨ take care
thank you for making me feel less alone 🥺💖🌸🎀💕
Elliot Lee you should never feel alone!
Ya
You got your dans
Fans
Yeah when we wear j fashion / alternative fashion it sucks having people try and take pictures without asking tbh
Yes omg !!! It's irritating if you want a picture just ask !!
Right I tots agree! I don't wear your fashion, but I respect it. Your not a walking prop that people can whip their phones at. Show some dignity for these brave people. For anyone who does this, please stop and think how awkward it is for someone in that position!
Nate' Turner Im a sweet Lolita and people will try to sneak photos like man- jUsT aSk
Try being in the military lmaoo
I was sitting with my friends
(I love to try to look like goth/pastel goth ppl)
And this guy took really fast a selfie with us and he didn't even ask us
He didn't say anything and i was like wtf?
*unapologetically themselves* is my favorite music genre
YES!!! 🥺💕
💕🔥 so perfect
I was reading your comment for an hour trying to figure out which bands name is themselves.
Then i realised its a pronoun.
I feel so dumb 😂😂
Well said!
Everyone repeat this with me “U N D E R R A T E D A R T I S T”
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U N D E R R A T E D A R T I S T
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I wear a lot of black, but one summer i decided to wear brighter colors. Everyone thought i was magically cured from my depression, when in reality it was one of the worst depressive episodes iv'e ever had...i found it funny how just because i tried a new style they automatically was like "Oh see, it was just a faze!".
I can definitely relate to that! I used to like black a lot and dressed very goth, and I stopped when my depression got much worse because I didn't even have the energy to think about what to wear, and people somehow thought that I got better instead? And years later I found out that a lot of people I talk to now were actually straight up afraid of me because of how I dressed? Like they told me "Oh I used to be so scared of you, you looked so mean and intimidating in your black clothes and spiky jewellery." and it honestly hurt a lot because I never thought that I looked intimidating? Like I have crazy social anxiety and I always thought that it had to be very visible.
It's so sad that everyone is trying to diminish your feelings. But we hear you. And we support you. 🥰. Tell them to go f...Themselves. Be you! 💅rule the world👑
personally black is a really happy color to me, if im wearing black im feeling amazing and confident
smh i hate when people assume moods on how people are dressing
I've been clinically depressed for almost 10 years and it's just getting worse but I wear a LOT of pink and bright colors. I get, "You're so happy!" from strangers a lot. 🤔😒
I feel pink all the time
"You cant see pain withyour eyes"
Best quote ever.
th-cam.com/video/fdyUqqRfUMk/w-d-xo.html
ikr
Blind people see pain with their ears.
Agreed.
777 likes make a wish
For once a TH-cam ad actually convinced me to checkout what it was advertising
yepisuredolikecats same
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yepisuredolikecats EXACTLY I STAYED FOR THE WHOLE AD AND ADDED IT ON SPOTIFY
I saw her on a ad tooo
I love her she is like a hard rock Melanie Martinez but with a street pastel vaporwave style of dress and I love it.. Plus she seems to be okay with her body and we have a very similar body shape so for me to see that made me. Happy
omg the fact that I can make you feel happy about your body makes my heart soar!! 💕🥺 thank you so much for the kind words 💖
Love Melanie and Elliot ❤😘
Oop
Yes i thought that too when i heard her music!
Melanie Martinez and Elliot Lee would probably be BFF'S
"That gave me an ego that wasn’t even mine, though"
I felt that?????
bro
Same.
Yes.
I feel so seen
She looks like Himiko Toga and I'm living for it~
omg I was her for halloween a couple years ago!!!!! hehehe
@@ElliotLeeMusic I love that so much!
I noticed that too!
I WAS THINKING OF THAT
Bruh
Can't judge a book by its cover. People can drown in pastels, too.
🤭 I just went and added all of your songs on Spotify to my playlist btw. I'm glad TH-cam suggested you. Lol
Like me.
@@kwakkwak9697 nice profile pic
@@nickymcthicky4871 Thanks we have the same except mine has sushi on top
@@kwakkwak9697 cute
0:00 : my white shirt getting mixed with something red in the laundry
FHJFJSHDHDJSJ 💀 TRUE
@@ElliotLeeMusic 💞✌️ qween but we love that
“ I wear the same t-shirt, I haven’t washed my hair, and I don’t go outside- “ - Every teen during quarantine.
oh my god yeaaaas!!
You could change your statement to either "Every person during quarantine" or "Every teen." It would still be true. :)
@@jamsterical8467 nah my parents yell at me for not doing that
ihEart Jazmin and Salvia me too :(
Guess I'm the only one who dresses up when I'm home alone just for fun
OH MY GOD I REMEMBER YOU FROM A FEW YEARS AGO YOURE THE CHICK WITH THE WEIRD JOSH DUN SONGGG
Im happy you're doing so well for yourself.
Josh Dun song? Like Josh from twentyonepilots? I'm a new fan so don't hate pls.
Okay I searched it and I love it xD and I'm a big tøp fan too
WAIT SHES A CLIKKIE? YESSSSSS
"I've been in bed since 7 AM but I haven't slept yet."
Me with insomnia : *R E L A T A B L E*
Edit : 541 as we speak but dayuuuum thanks guys!!!
Jenni Gomez aw man rip
Bruh same
I actually just did an all-nighter today I had to wake up at 8:00am but I’m like so awake for some reason
it's like 1 am and I'm just getting started with doing dumb shit cause I can't sleep
same
The lesson is pink isn't always pink. Pink can mean different meanings and pink can mean saddness too people think saddness is blue and not pink people think pink is a colorful color and is a positive color but there is an evil side for pink to don't judge people about how they feel either blue pink or any other color..
If we're speaking technically then, pink doesn't actually exist. It doesn't appear on the UV scale and on the Rainbow. Only very vibrant hues of neon purple do. Our brain just makes up the color pink because it needs something to feel in the gap.
I think it's more about how people express negative emotions in different ways
@@klourdes6068 purples the best :)
@@hotcheeto8866 yup, the queen
Hot Cheeto ikr
This feels like when you have depression and are having a bad school year and then the day before spring break you have a panic attack in front of everyone and now you spend the entire break overthinking on how people are going to treat you
This sounds personal
oddly specific..... but MOOD
Honestly as someone whos had this happen to them youll be fine no one really brings it up and ppl just forget
"I know I look fine, but you can't see sad with your eyes"
"I stay in bed because it's better when I'm fast asleep"
I feel so called out, this was absolutely me when I was depressed. Thank you *so much* for being real. We really need to confront that people who seem happy might not be happy at all...
Oof this comment reminded me of when every single day I would wake up and go back to sleep because I didn't wanna deal with life and then next time I woke would have massive migraines and vomiting due to them..
I used to dread waking up in elementary school though high school. I think I didn't want to deal with life either but when I moved to my independent living program away from home, made friends, and was on my own I was so much better
Pardon me, but given the message and how relatable this is, I’m too busy sending this to all of the awesome humans in my life to comment right now.
Murray Moss OMG UR THE BEST 🥺💕🎀💖 THANK YOU!!
I’m sorry about your abuser, this song lowkey slaps and you deserve the fame. Not them
Can you explain what happen I’m not to sure I seen the TikTok video but I’m still confused sorry if it may come off as ignorant but I struggle with comprehending things lol
@@aquariusleah-playz4807 well I don’t know that exact story but her abuser made this music video.
@@djjxjh7567 oh jeez I’m stupid yea that now makes sense thanks for explaining ( I read that and it sounds so sarcastic I don’t mean it to be 😂)
@@djjxjh7567 excuse me, was Elliot Lee sexually abused?
I’m so confused- her abuse helped record the video?
just watched this as an ad, had to come here to watch the whole thing a second time. i can’t explain my love for this song, and how much i oddly feel connected to it. you’ve got an overwhelming amount of talent, keep going girl 💗
Same here! Now i'm just binging the rest of her songs
Zoey Wallace i got it as a ad too 💖💖 their a really good artist 💗💗
Same
Same an ad came on and I have to listen to it a 2nd time
Same
This is truly the best thing ever heard
friendly reminder being alt its not just dressing black lol its also this
This!!
Its also gyaru- oh wait no everybody sees gyaru and immediately assumes it's blackface well shit /angr
shut up lmfao
@@AntediluvianGirl are you even black 😐
@@evangelionpilled what in hell does that have to do with it? It's a Japanese born alt subculture, the problem I'm pointing out is that everybody sees gyaru and immediately assumes it blackface when it's not as it was made in Japan which never had that as a concept in the first place
Edit: since you did ask, I'm nahuatl/taino, something you've probably never heard of but basically it's prehispanics/mesoamericans/"aztecs" however due to our colonization by Spaniards who later became Mexicans, Brazilians and other south American Spanish speaking cultures we all do have some Hispanic in us but I don't want to acknowledge that because I want a revival of our gods, rebuilding of our pyramids and reemergence of our culture
Also since, as mentioned it's a Japanese born subculture what you should be asking to check if my enjoyment and desire to participate in gyaru you should be asking if I'm Japanese, which yeah I'm not but I associate my desire for a nahuatl revival after centuries of racism from Mexicans, Puerto Ricans and brazillians against nahuatl and taino people(the only two mesoamerican groups still around today) with all the same beliefs as with the high regard I hold gyaru fashion with, also find it's contrast style to fit well with what I associate gyaru with, on top of that it's an open subculture and one very near and dear to my heart, sorry to explode on you via TH-cam comment but seeing this as soon as I woke up pissed me off for some reason
She just called me out with the "I've tried to be what people think of when they see me. That gave me an ego that wasn't even mine" Because since everyone believes that I'm crazy or that i have mental problems or that I'm weird I've tried to be the craziest weirdest Person you can find and that literally gave me an ego and a mindset that wasn't mine but nowadays it is
Cry Baby Harley Quinn I have done this before as well
Cry Baby Harley Quinn I have done this before as well
I literally got an ad saying that if someone describes you as or says you are something you start to believe that and act it
I did this too. But I didn’t realize it until I was literally cutting myself for no reason. I’m finally getting out of it and I am happier than I’ve ever been!
@@aileenvillalta5322 That is sooo true, I've become a completely different person. I used to be someone who cared about others, my mom always said that my heart was made of gold and hell nowadays i am petty bitch
she gives off Lorde energy mixed with Melanie Martinez
this is like perfection
did you mean billie eilish copycat?
I thought Billie and Melanie
@@largeautomobile did you mean Melanie Martinez? Melanie wrote her song, "Copy Cat" way before Billie even made hers. So please, do some research before you speak.
i though poppy too
I though Mel and Billie not lorde nobody can have the same vibe as lorde
i'm not a non-binary or transgender individual, but i feel the expression of positive colour as a mask for how i really feel emotionally. i've felt like a burden to my friends and my family for a long time, always struggling with my mental to stay active and social with my small group. it's not easy, but i know you're all going through something tough, too. especially right now. i love and support all of you who can feel safe in this comment section, and i hope that we can all feel happier and more comfortable in our own skin as who we really are in time.
I am super glad this came up in my recommended. she has such a beautiful voice and such a unique style. people always assume people who like pink and pastels are all innocent and have cute personalities. I also love the song, it's so unique and shows that what's on the outside isn't always what's on the inside. she's also is very beautiful and isn't afraid to express herself, I look up to people who aren't afraid to show the real them and not hide what they really are because of people who might judge them.
{edit} I just came back after a year because I got a notification that someone commented and still after a year I love elliot lee. I hope everyone is having a good day and that everyone remembers that no matter how you look or dress you are beautiful :)
Agreed
Same for me. I'm extremely interested in j-fashion but scared to wear it because I hate being looked at.
Yeah i mean innocence is associated with those colours - pastel pink and blue. 🤷🏽♀️
She's like Melanie Martinez the cute and creepy unique style
I'm really mean and sad but dress in bright colors, I feel called out??
Honestly you need more fame. You have a alternative type of music, you sound so unique. Rock, pop, kinda emo???, (maybe metal, sad, and kinda like melanie but hard rock. I can't- you're just so talented.
Pop punk but updated
It gives me Melanie Martinez vibes and i love it
Jamie Shadden sad isn't a genre.....😐
@@all4uuuu i ment how the tone was but okay 0-0
Jamie Shadden More like Pink Guy, but more rock. Lol.
I did not expect this to be as metal as it was and I am pleasantly surprised
metal?? Lmao
You look like the Mona Lisa
okay, amazing artist who genuinely cares about her fans and even hearts comments. recently discovered you and ily music so much!
lo lo there’s an option to heart all the comments... and the ones that don’t have hearts came after she did the heart all option
@@stinkytaco6188 no
Blue Monet I don’t use anything like that, I read every one :) Until I see a mean one, then I get sad and stay away from comments for a while cuz i’m a baby hehe
I’m so so glad you found me, it feels amazing to have such kind people here to listen to what I have to say.
@@ElliotLeeMusic Just so you know, your not a baby because you don't like hate -_- (I'm saying your pretty awesome)
I saw this as an ad and had the option to skip it but literally couldnt bc I was instantly interested and no regrets. This is amazing.
Same
came for the fashion, stayed for the music
Some day you are going to win a Grammy
Really ?
She better
Watch one of her songs are gonna end up on tik tok and she’s gonna blow up :D
bless the algorithm gods for recommending this to me 🙏
I felt transgender vibes from this song when I got the AD, so I sent it to my trans woman friendo and she says it's her new anthem!
She loves it a lot. 💗
I myself am trans male, but still absolutely adore it!
Everyone can identify with the feeling of just feeling out of place or freaky and this song is empowering and has great beat. 🌸
{Also, your style is FIRE! 🔥Love the Sanrio gear. 💗}
This 👆🏻
Now that you mention it, yes, it really does give of trans vibes and I like it even more now lol
“You say that I’m blue but I feel pink”
i thought elliot lee was a transwoman at first
There's a Pride Flag In the MV
“I’ve tried to be what people think of when they see me. That gave me an ego that wasn’t even mine though” is such a huge mood for me. I grew up pretty, and with time I learned to embrace it. Not flaunt it, but just love myself. And apparently that was wrong. Apparently I was self centered for loving how I looked and people brought me down to the point I not only hated myself I gave up on myself. It took me so long to rebuild that lost confidence and honestly this whole song is the last two years of high school summed up to me. Thank you for this.
You obviously have the right to love yourself. Don't let people bring you down for that and it's also pretty sad that people always have to judge others i also find myself judging people without really knowing them and i hate it. People are probably gonna judge me for saying this though but i admit it i judge people too and i get mad at myself sometimes for doing it.
But people complain about everything if you don't love yourself they say hey but you're perfect u don't even have reasons to hate yourself u r probably just saying that for attention and if u love yourself they will be like oh you're so self centred and stuff you are so selfish ...
It's ok we're all human and we all make mistakes maybe they didn't mean too hurt u but anyway love yourself because u have the right and u should
Stay strong
If someone loved their selves when they were supposedly "ugly" people would root them on and tell them it's good to always love yourself no matter what. But if someone genuinely good-looking loves their selves it's considered "self--centered." What the actual HECK??? You have every right to love yourself, and as long as you weren't flexing on people who have less "looks," you are completely fine, and should feel sorry for the stereo-typical people who did this to you, because they need help.
@@tessarutchik7175 true
How people dress doesn’t reflect how you feel. If your sad that dosent mean that you have to wear dark and depressive colors, wearing pastels is perfectly fine.
And on a side note this is such a good song! I was instantly attracted to it in the TH-cam ad that I didn’t even skip and now I am a fellow supporter. 💕💕💜
Seriously, my clothing even convinced my psychiatrist that I was totally fine even though I told her how bad it was getting.
exactly! when I'm feeling shit i dress up fancy to try and make myself feel/look cheerier
I came here from an ad too, best ad ever
and vice versa, you can be completely happy and dress goth
It’s been THREE YEARS??????? that’s craaaazy. still listening
this was my anthem for 17 year old me lol
oh I love the song. Why did I finally find you?😢😢❤
뀨잉 thank you so much!! 🥺💕 I’m so glad you found me, I hope you feel safe here and you stick around 🥺💕🌸🎀💖
@@ElliotLeeMusic Isn't this a dream? I am a successful fan because I received your reply. I love you❤😆😢😘🥰❤
If pink is a freak... What's green?🤔
Anyway, love the song. 😁
My pink can be your green, or your blue, or your black, or any color for you. 🌸 Everyone experiences and expresses emotions differently. Thank you so much for your kind words!! 🥺💕
BALD HEAD BABY green is not a creative color
@@ElliotLeeMusic but wasnt green a color that made lots of people die (by clothing dye or something)
Bc if she were green she would die. Hehe get it? Cuz that one song, alright ill leave now-
BALD HEAD BABY green is not a creative colour
"I've tried to be what people think of when they see me
that gave me an ego that wasn't even mine, though"
that’s my favorite line in the whole song, it’s just so relatable.
It was so captivating that I didn't even scroll down to read the comments.
This song is highly relatable. I was over here trying to write a realistic fiction book about the same topic. And then I found this song due to an ad and it literally is amazing and I'm gonna spread it like the Coronavirus
I saw it with a ad too. Always make sure to watch the music videos!
Dizzy Fluff I just search the artist and click all the vids lol
I got an add for this song that's how I found it
elliot lee and ashnikko should do a song together, they both have similar styles, and I think they’re voices would be amazing together + love both of they’re songs
(edit: ty for the
definitely! I found her when I was listening to Ashnikko and she was in my recommend, I think these two would make a epic song
YES i love them both
That would be fire🔥🔥🔥 🔥
Both are amazing, but honestly Elliot's music is more similar to Lola Blanc than Ashnikko for me
Omg yaaas
For the longest time I’ve been trying to cover my depression with a pastel obsession but it only got me called a trans trender since I’m a trans boy who had these interests. I really enjoy the message in this song
People think that trans people have to be hyper-feminine or hyper-masculine, but they are their own people with their own interests, and I hope you don't let people's thoughts of you get you down.
You don’t owe anyone masculinity, you are still valid in pastels
colors don't define gender!!
I blame Kalvin Garrah
"I've tried to be- what people think of when they see me. That gave me an ego that wasn't even mine though"
Damn those lyrics hit me hard. Not pastel, quite the opposite actually, but damn do I relate.
I hate it when people just assume that pink outfits and gyaru clothing means I’m automatically a happy-go-lucky person. I’m so tired of everybody assuming I can’t feel like everybody is staring at me like I’m weird because the things I wear are cute and pastel.
I just heard this song last night as a TH-cam commercial and it’s been stuck in my head all day! It’s fantastic! And That’s saying a lot because I hate the color pink.
Oml ME TOO!
Same
i discovered this via ad too, i was listening to my music and this ad popped up and i'm like "i'm skippin this" but i listened to it and it was sooo good so i looked it up and poof i now love your music (sorry for the unnecessarily long sentence)
This will be the only time I'll ever say this, but I'm so glad this was advertised to me
I heavily relate to this unfortunately I dont get to choose what I wear my new parents are very protective of our family ego. They want me to smile all the time and be "normal". Everytime I wear something that they think "all girls dress in" I get uncomfortable I need something bizarre to wear something that you dont see everyday something full of color, to color in my sadness, I want everyone to know to be different. Be the fairy in the land of flies. So I'm going out (with a mask cuz of corona laws) and I'm going to show off a fairy outfit of mine wings flowercrown parasol and all
You don't have to dress differently just to show others that ur unique, every one is different in their own ways, and are not just 'flies', please get ahold of yourself
I hope your ok.
I knw how u feel, i want my outside to reflect my inside, i dont have any of the clothes i wush i had, if u want a friend idlove to be urs and we can show each other the clothes we want! I havea very eclectic style (right now its lazy style cuz i dont have enof of what i rlly want to dress in)
and omg im jellyof tht outfit it sounds so pretty! I knw a cute fairy makeup tutorial thtd be fun to watch but yea. If u want a friend id love to be afairy with u :D
@@SavageBeast69 I know you posted this a month ago but dude your responding to a freaking child who's clearly got some issues with their home life and they're allowed to be angry that they cant express how they feel, they dont need to get a hold of themself
@@SavageBeast69 If they don't feel comfortable in the clothing that their parents make them wear then they don't like it,they can dress how they want unless it's physically hurting people which it obviously isn't,people have opinions and different taste in fashion and I don't think they want to do it for attention,they're doing it because it's how they can express themselves freely and they feel comfortable in how they dress,you shouldn't be saying stuff like that espically to a kid that's dealing with problems at home and with being accepted for liking a specific style,their parents shouldn't do that to them and instead should just accept that others like dressing differently
My favorite color is pink, but I have no pink clothes.
*Im so ashamed right now.*
Smh.
Samee
2K like :)
I have so little pink clothes I relate so much :3
Hi
Música charts tu
Me who doesn’t like pink listening to this:👁👄👁
edit: omg it’s been a year!! i still love this song and still listen to Elliot but thanks for all the likes 😭 p. s . i still don’t love pink but it’s okay☠️.
Same bruh lol
Pink best color :3
Lol same
same :v
Same lol
The is so goddamn awesome, the lyrics, the beat, the aesthetic, absolutely everything is perfect
This is so damn good, I’m proud of how far you’ve come Elliot. You rock! :)
Raven Is Random thank u so much 😭💖 you’re so kind!!
Omggg I checked ur subscriptions Raven Is Random and we are both subscribed to Poppy! U even have a remix of one of my fav songs from her! I loooovvveee Poppy's music! Have u listened to concrete? But anyway, we also love Elliot Lee!!
@@lunan9412 I love poppy! Yes, I've listened to all of her albums. That's cool
Omg hey lmao
@@Anna_Crossing haha I just saw this hi Anna!!
she's so gorgeous she's practically a goddess
i seriously can't stop playing this song over and over again!!! everything about this song is super catchy and i think i might be addicted?
DHDJBDJDS THIS IS SO??? GOOD IMM??? I'VE LISTENED TO THIS FOR THE 6TH TIME NOW AND I LOVE ITT!! GOOD JOB ELLIOT!! 💖💖💖💖
The scene where she's just sitting in the shower and looks as if her whole family was brutally murdered in front of her goes hard. As someone who suffers from Bipolar Disorder, that is exactly what a depressive episode looks like when trying to take a shower. Usually involves cranking the heat to max, still feeling cold, and then having the shower fill with steam until it makes you lightheaded, sleepy, and even more depressed. Mental illness is not a joke, it's not just a 'phase', and the happiest seeming people, are usually trying not to cry at any given moment.
This randomly popped up on my feed and I'm so glad it did. LOVE this, and connected with it as someone that wears alternative/jfashion (those shots of you walking down the street were so relatable). Also love the message that "not doing well" means something different for everyone and we can never assume how someone is doing just by looking at them. Amazing work.
"You dont have to change, the world just has to change its heart"
Period
Bruh u need more likes frl
yes
A customer at work recommended your music to me, saying that we had similar aesthetics. Well, they were right!! Your music is wonderful and you have a new fan
*the guy recording though*
*I was died 😂*
I was looking for a comment abt him😂
Remember us when you're famous! ❤️
as someone who dresses alternatively too- this is my anthem
so amazing and so flippin underratedddddddd. girl ur a genius and so insanely gorgeous too
Bye this song is going to completely take over my waking life for the next 30 years
I think she's the best artist who manages to get me in the mood, her kind of music suits her a lot
I love this music♥️🌺
How is this so good it’s like rock but the lalala hits different like soooo good
Oh no I'm late!
I really have been waiting for this since you teased it on your insta story cause you played it at a live show I think, So happy!!!
i feel like elliot and AViVA would make a great collab
I'd love to see that
You’re music and just you as a person makes me feel not alone. 💕
why is this so perfect
I wish we had artists that dressed and looked like this when I was young. Seeing someone with my body type and jawline fucking KILLING IT would have done so much for my body dysmorphia. I'm so glad the new generation has such beautiful variations of body shapes and looks in the media to look to. Not only is this girl clearly talented, but she is unapologetically her and it's such a breath of fresh air.
I'm going to share this with my friends.
This deserves more lol
I see a hidden pride flag HEE HEE
@@MarcelReuling what the-
@@aquaticprlnce901 I know right
Is it in 0:31 in the top right corner?
@@MarcelReuling um...
Found it! UwU
Love this, way too fucking real, I surround myself in color (particularly pink) dolls, art, I drink from a pink LOL Surprise cup, when it’s dark at night and I’m scared I tell myself if I have something colorful on me the monsters can’t touch me, I grasp onto anything colorful to stare at to distract me from the shit that festers in my head, I feel pink, always have and always will, I can’t tell if I choose it or if it’s just me
For all of us that dress how we want, but then get judged for it. 🤘❤
At the same time were told it’s okay to be who we want. It‘s pretty confusing
@@V0m1td0ll i love the ddlg style
It's okay to be "different" as long as you're different in the same way other people are. People like that are celebrated. Otherwise, you're actually, legitimately "a freak". I've had people take my picture in public before, just like this video depicts. I don't look this way to entertain you. I look this way because I'm not like you, I don't understand you, and I can't bring myself to physically emulate you.
Poisonous animals have spots and spikes to warn you to leave them alone.
“ Poisonous animals have spots and spikes to warn you to leave them alone.” smacked me right in the face lol
This is fucking beautiful and I feel exactly the same way. I don't dress this way to be a spectacle, I dress this way because I genuinely want to look like this and feel the most myself dressed like this
I recognized your voice at waterparks! I forgot about this song you have such a beautiful voice and great stage presence, I loved it so much
Thank you so so much!!!! 🥺💕💕
When I found this song, it was fairly random. Somehow I've not been able to stop listening to this song, and the more see the video, the more I keep being mesmerized by how adorable she is, like in 1:31. Her music is very underrated, because her other songs got me hooked as well. Those lyrics are super neat! In this one, I loved the part where she says "Cause lately I'm not fond of the light." Bah, I'm gushing!
Why aren't you famous yet? Grl this is AWSOME! like literally, feeling blue it's overrated. i love this song ✨💖
ptsd survivors and people with trauma tend to gravitate towards things that remind them of a happier time which tends to be their early childhood. Which is probably why I like this video so much is cuz it makes me feel like a kid again and i can do anything
OH OK I think this song is gonna be my favourite for a long long time! I totally vibe with it and it's making me feel some kinda way - a good one!
Stumbled upon this, she has a nice voice. Vocals remind me of Meg Myers in that they’re strong, but gentle at the same time.
I’ve read somewhere that lovers of pink yearn to feel loved and secure. They don’t concern themselves with violence and chaos, they would rather be sheltered from the toxicity of the world. So this song is very fitting.
Am I the one that still vibes to this song since 2020??
Won’t be surprised if TikTok decides to snatch this up
Won't be surprised when someone complains about kids having fun
*THEY BETTER FUCKING NOT EVEN SO MUCH AS GLANCE AT THIS BEAUTY, THEY RUINED MELANIE BY DESTROYING HER PLAYDATE SONG BUT THEY AINT GETTING THIS, ILL FITE FOR IT*
@@Chara_Dreemurr001 tiktok didnt ruin anything, and its on there go cry about it :)
@@sleepyclowns Also tik tok ruins *EVERYTHING.*
@@sleepyclowns You must be nine or some sh*t 😒
This girl. She is killing it. Watch out world
The video came out amazing!! So proud💓💓
i’m so sorry about what you’ve been through :( giving you so much love 💗💗💗
No put I have been a fan of Mel since the very beginning when she first started and she is like a mother and ur literally her daughter YOURE AMAZING rock put pastel crazy way ugh love it
Painters:
“ Pink is used to relieve stress. It is often used in prisons and psych wards.”
Me: ☝️ *points to this song* Are you sure about that, sire?
Off topic but as a painter I see a pink room and run away in fear because it’s a bitch and a half to paint over.
i'm here because my friend nate recommended you to me and honestly WHEW GIRL please remember us when you get your grammy
I love how her voice is so soft in the beginning but then she turned around and let out this fierceness!
"You can't see pain with your eyes"
Best quote I've ever heard.
LOVE THIS!
IM GENUINELY HAPPY I FINALLY FOUND YOU I USED TO LISTEN TO YOUR SONGS 24/7 GOD NASTOLGIA 😭 ILY PLEASE KEEP MAKING THIS TYPE OF MUSIC KEEP CREATING I ADORE YOU
I’m here from Tiktok and you need to know that something you should be so proud of shouldn’t be taken away from you like this! You are so underrated and deserve so much better. 💗
So I got an ad for your music because I listen to music so much, but anyways I kinda liked the song so I'm now gonna listen to all your music.