The laminate wasn't a metaphor. Ren recounted in an interview how he was lying on the laminate kitchen floormof his mum's house, clawing at the floor in agony. The fact that he is albe to alchemise theae experiences into such astounding musical compositions is outlandish
As someone who has lived with life-altering pain every day for 15 years due to a severe back injury, this song hits home. Pain does teach us, whether we want it to or not. In the past, I've been bedridden for weeks at a time, I was unable to walk even with a walker, and I've fallen so many times that I've lost count. I've wished I was no longer alive, cursed at the unfairness of it, grew bitter in defeat, until I was finally just existing with both my feet in a grave while waiting for it to end. However, pain also taught me just how strong I am, and just how much I can overcome. While yes I will still always be in pain every day for the rest of my life, I will never let it win. To anyone going through it too, please never give up. YOU CAN DO THIS!
I surely hope so. I’m just starting down the worst of my pain journey and really trying to tackle the mental part. Jury’s is still out on how well I’m doing…
Me too. Mine started in 2005. Been bedridden since 2018. I feel every word of this song. I almost never watch people react to this one, since it's so personal, but this is PERFECT!! Love to the others on their pain journey, I'm with you all in spirit!!
@@deborahhalbert3372 I understand. Just realize, it is perfectly okay to not be okay. Even now I still struggle with it. I used to joke around and say I didn't need to get married because I already have a lifelong partner in my pain. The physical aspect becomes easier over time, as both your body and your mind will build up defenses to help you deal with the pain. The mental is the biggest battle. You might try checking out meditation and/or yoga. Both can help strengthen both the body and mind. I know it's hard and it feels like others just aren't willing to try and understand what you are going through, which leaves you feeling so alone. Try not to blame those who don't get it though, if you can. It's actually not their fault, because the human brain is a funny thing. It will protect them from the knowledge that pain on that level actually exists. Just give them time, and those who love you will eventually understand, or at least understand that they can't understand. Just know that you are not alone because there are a lot more of us out here than you may think. Everyone is stronger than they ever dreamed possible, it's just that most people are not put into a situation in life where they have to learn this lesson. I'm sorry you are one of us, but I believe in you, and you can make it through this!
This reaction gave me high blood pressure and anxiety, then cured it! All within 30 minutes. One of my fave ever songs, dissected with passion and skill. Loved it!
One day, I'm going to read a story in the papers about some fella who lives in Wales that spontaneously combusted reacting to a video and I will definitely know that it was you 😂😂😂
An ADHD reaction to an ADHD song. Both brilliant! Seven Sins is one of my favourites and it’s also just the perfect opening track for the Sick Boi album. When you get deep enough into the rabbit hole you will notice how the entire album is like a Reniverse tapestry of interconnected lyrics and references with this song hinting at what’s to come. A *forensic* dissection of humanity and pain *for Ren’s sick*… boi sick boi 🐰🕳️
When I first watched this, I had massive sensory overload. I just couldn’t process it. I had to listen without the visuals, even that was overload. Now I can watch and take it in. Bloody fantastic. 💜💜
Well for a minute there I thought we were going to have a Hectorexplosion, just SPLAT then silence! I'm quite pleased that didn't happen , I would miss you ❤
7 sins😍 I love this one! I painted a canvas piece of the animated picture he uses for the album cover with the 7 sins around him! I just love this album! No wonder it was number 1!
I think Ren spoke about the God/Noose line was something he envisioned when he was in bed with psychosis. It was Lyme disease he had but was mis diagnosed for years which lead to further complications that hes now getting treatment for in Canada. The best reaction as always dude, made my day my fav reactor and Ren ❤
I feel this in my soul, and not in a good way. 😪 I have a rare blood disease that causes many of the same pains and issues Ren has. The stomach pain on the floor? I've lived that exact scenario. At the same time, the song is like a hug, letting me know I'm not alone in only thw ay that Ren can. ❤
I have been waiting for this one. I could picture your face when the beat came in and then the violins. The thing I love about Ren's music is that it is always authentically from his personal experience but he has the ability to illustrate the connections to all of us and the world. It is always brutally honest, relatable and yet hopeful in a way. Even the sad ones have an air of I have overcome so we all can overcome. This song is just brilliant and your reaction just took it to another level! I want a Hector Ren Podcast or something! Could change the world! Thank you! ❤
John Lennon bars. Then next line, "Prophets get dropped for imagining Heaven" "John Lennon- Imagine" "Sinnerman" is also one of his fav songs 🎵 Such a brilliantly written song with no wasted lyric ❤
Watching you, Brain Squeeze, is like watching you on a roller coaster in the front seat and you are deathly afraid of it all. Oh yeah, when you puke, it hits everyone behind you. That aside, great reaction as usual! Speaking of Ren's pain making money.
This one hits like a tornado🌪.....I'm always breathless by the end😂❤ I needed to be reminded of this song today. Lyme disease has been kicking my ass,dang hard,these last 2 weeks.... Love ya Hector~!! Here's some flowers for you🌼🪷🌹🌸🌻⚘️🪻🌺💐
Not sure what this says about me... enjoyed the first run through where you kept trying to catch the wave while those monstrous verses kept growing...your eyes got bigger and bigger as you watched them ceaselessly come crashing down to engulf you. It made me happy.
Holy fuck hahaha that was the best goddamn reaction I have ever seen. The combo of you and Ren got my heart rate way up as I felt every lyric and also lost my shit laughing at the pure enjoyment of it all. And then you said something about a new sexhole 😂😂 you dirty poets, the both of ya
This is a helluva way to kick off an album isnt it? Its so good. 😊💜💜 also, only ren can use the word onomatopoeia in a rap song and make it makes sense and sound perfect 😂 **LIBRARIAN BRAIN**
This is the 1 that hits the hardest for me because i been at the lowest point we can be at as humans its the "have you ever felt pain" part that gets me man from loosing my mom to getting stabbed and shot up and the battle with drink and drug addictions and failed suicide attempt i have felt the worst kind of pain....when ren goes into that part about pain it hits my soul so fuckin hard....this track is the the perfect definition of laying it all out on the table. The beat, the lyrics, the flow change, the delivery its just pure perfection
I also felt violated upon first listen. I was literally in shock and so unsettled. I listened a second time and realized this chaos was true beauty. I listened a third time and cried. I finally allowed the rest of the album to play and I never stopped crying until Murderer came on. Then I laughed and cried tears of fun hysteria through wicked ways and loco. I’ll never forget where I was or how I felt the first time I listened to Sick Boi in its entirety the day it was released. God we are so lucky to have this beautiful man!!!
I am a PhD in Philosophy and I agree. He us absolutely a Philosopher. This song is my everyday research. No doubt I will be cray cray one day but I love it! I specialize in Existentialism 😂❤
Don’t forget that it’s not just mental health with Ren it’s actual physical bodily pain - deep inside because it’s a autoimmune disease so he literally felt his body, his head his bones were on fire - real deep pain that was misdiagnosed for years and years as being just in his head! No doctor idiots it’s real pain!!!! I love your energy!!! I’ve just found out at 51 I’m probably autistic so I can relate LOL ❤️❤️❤️
My absolute favorite on the Sick Boi album. Pay me my cheese ( money), rain down Parmesan - rain down money! Explains the pain I live with everyday. Thanks Mark, great reaction as always ❤
Dude just went on an audio rollercoaster and could barely hold on! "Nope! I don't think I can do this again." One breath later, "Yeah you can." Yeah, man. We all felt that, too.
This song 🎵 packs Rens experience of the Lyme disease his subsequent MH issues and misdiagnosis/medication. The physical pain experienced had an impact that is visceral on hearing 7 sins. How he combines this and the state of our lives is incredible.
This is my true favourite and penitence of Ren's out of the 200+ songs I listen to on constant rotation but I can't help to think you're head will ACTUALLY explode when you listen to loosing it with you're ADHD 😅
I had resolved to be offline earlier this week to sort out wonky sleep. Then I saw you were back on the Ren train and no bedtime for me. ❤😂 Genuinely worried you might have an aneurism listening to this the first time. It's incredible isn't it. Really shows how he has grown as a rapper. It's distinctively Ren, but still proves he is up there with the best on this track imo.
That is the day he fell into psychosis from pain and bitterness after a treatment backfired on him. 13 years since his symptoms started. And God left him and died to him.He was virtually bedridden for 5 years. Lyme disease triggerred everything but he always expands that to society.
Such a good breakdown full of excitement and ADHD🤣. You're right, layers upon layers. Many have reacted to Ren's 1 million subscriber defining success video. It's so inspiring. You get to hear in his own voice where he came from, what he stands for, his humanity, and what he wants for this world, Even if you don't react to it, watching it will make you feel... a lot.
Ren always takes his own pain (undiagnosed Lyme disease) and makes it relatable to all people's suffering and to the suffering of the planet. it is his magic.
This one hits so hard and you are right, there are so many layers! It’s a very powerful way for Ren to kick off the Sick Boi album. Loved the reaction! I knew the ending would inspire you. Another one of my absolute favorites is “Crutch” written and performed when he was experiencing what he describes in this song. The combination of excruciating pain and psychosis must have been unbearable, but he channeled it into something beautiful and thought provoking. He will be releasing a new track on May 9th called “Troubles” where he will go deeper into sharing his story.
Wow! 🤩 this song is a masterpiece of its own, but with you sharing your insights and knowledge around almost every bar in this, it levelled up even more! I appreciate and love your way of thinking and how you splurt out smart, logical things left and right in some of your reactions. I've learned so many new things from you, that hits home... love 🥰🥰🥰
And now you may want to put your head in the fridge for a while. You certainly met his brains. But you didn't fall behind at all. This fireworks display was a joy to watch!
Dynamite dealer also links to Alfred Nobel who invented dynamite (a more handleable improvement over unstable raw nitroglycerin), and was then horrified at how the improvement led to the increased use of explosives in war. He used the profits from his invention to fund the Nobel Prizes -- trying to turn his pain and regret into something positive.
I didn't realize it was possible to see someone's head explode multiple successive times like fireworks! 💥💥💥💥💥💥🤯 (wasn't even supposed to be a full song, just an intro, then turned into a full-blown masterpiece!)
A soon as I saw that you reacting to this one, I was like oh shit... This song and Hector will be full of ADHD😂 Absolutely one of my fav on Sick Boi album ❤
Urukai Master Plan. Think Nazis. in Lord of the Rings, Saruman sided with Sauron. Sauron wanted him to create an army to rival the West. Saruman then crossbred orcs with Elves, creating the Urukai breed of orcs; they were master fighters and viscious. He spent his Urukai armny at Helm's Deep attacking the defenders. Gandalf and the Rhohirim saved the day near the end of the great battle. The fleeing orc army ran directly into the woods behind; though those woods were actually the ENTs (treants) who killed every last orc and warg. Brain, you need to bone up on your LOTRO history.
ADHDer watching ADHD reaction to ADHD song the perfect trinity 💚 thanks man, loved your reaction so much, my head was building to explosion point with you
A lot of the pain Ren talks about here in this track is literally the physical pain he endured due to his lymes disease and the awful things it must have done to his body when going undiagnosed for so long. Then obviously the mental trauma that inevitably impacts and the all the resentment building in his mind and questions he’s asking himself and indeed his/her higher self.
You are right about finding new things to dissect each listen…..this song offers so much sonically and the video is a an assault on the senses too. It is my favourite on the Sick Boi album and seeing your reaction….wow…..it certainly had an impact on you too. Loved this reaction 💜🔥
Your eyes man. When you listen and your mind is reeling I can see inside of you the intensity and the concentration as you dissected this one . That is a reaction you will never hear from anyone else. . Mark you are the best.
Fucking brilliant!!! 👏👏👏 have been waiting for your reaction to this one since the album dropped. “He’s created another sex hole” has got to be statement of the year 😂😂😂 Such a superb track & the perfect one to open the Sick Boi album - fantastic reaction 👏👏🥰
I think Ren “God tied a noose to hi neck and jumped “ is Ren believing God had disappeared or given up on us as a whole and left him suffering in bed for all those years.
This song is my favourite from the Sick Boi album... every time i hear it i pick up on another beautiful layer of music or meaning.... its just brilliant.. Love watching your head almost explose lol
What hits hardest is at the end where Ren says one sin for every one day of the week could also be interpreted as one sin for everyone, day of the weak. Just 🔥
Phew! Take a deep breath and relax! That made me feel like I was put through a wringer(probably too young to know what that is! device to put clothes through to get all the water out of them once washed.) Loved this reaction. Well done 👏👏👏
If I had a swear jar, I'd be able to retire after this reaction. ❤🔥❤🔥(I say that with all the love and the foul mouth I have has found my language soulmate 😋)
This is a tough one to break down. No doubting that. There’s so much to dissect. Plus, you’ve got multiple different layers. Ren clawing at the laminate writhing in pain, wasn’t a metaphor. That’s just plain facts. “God tied a noose to his neck and he walked to the edge and he jumped” is what Ren saw in the depths of his psychosis brought on by misdiagnosed Lyme disease. John Lennon was shot by a guy that wanted to gain the attention of Hollywood actress, Jody Foster. It’s a crazy world we live in, man. Hope this helped a bit. Cheers, mate.
Omg Hector!!!😅 My brain feels like yours. An insane tornado of thoughts and revelations! Ren is 🤯🤯🔥 Btw. You said you did Dear God but I can't find it 🤔 #BRAINSQUEEZEREACTIONS ❤
That was awesome Geeeezzzaaa! I've seen many... loads of reactions..... break downs! Blah blah..... F@#kin blah! Really enjoyed this! Thanx! Much love from Essex! Oi Oi! ❤😂❤😂
Hey Hector, I'm starting another binge!!!! REN REN REN!!!!💜💜💜"running from the silhouette of self doubt" - that's ME... I can't wait for the dissect!!! I've been crying on the floor many times, frozen by panic, wanting to not feel anymore, this song made me cry...34 years of panic for me.
This was the f***ing best reaction and analysis of this song I've ever heard. I love this song so much and I have listened to it many times, but you still managed to increase my understanding of it during your incredible analysis. This was perfection!
"Body went missing" @ 19:24 look at the background picture. Its sick boi with angel wings like Joe's wings (whose body went missing). I would have never noticed if you hadn't stopped there. The frigging details in this... Still catching up. I thought you were going to pull your neck with the energy you gave to this one. Solid work! Loved it!
Omg...you look like you are on a real life roller coaster...your brain can't handle the speed & flow and sharpness of the lyrics....take a deep breath...😅 always a joy to see your reactions.....🥰
This song is epic sonically and lyrically and the production is an interpretive dance. It is straightforward about physical pain and mental pain; and it's also layered with metaphorical concepts that possibly even Ren didn't realize during its creation. Our friend Mark has a brain that grabs all the goodies and sees a pattern and can interpret the vision for us who seek. This is a very good thing. Verily.
Yes! This is my favorite reaction from you so far, m8. I'm kinda but not really sorry, but i just love seing your brain melt quite similar to how mine did when i 1st listened to this song. The way you struggle to hold on but still keep going like a champ dude. Priceless. Your final take rings true to me aswell. Much love! Keep em coming please!?!?! Did ya do Wicked ways yet? **evilgrin**
As for the "rain down parmesan" line, it reminds me of the line from the movie Tombstone, where experienced gunfighter Earp accepting the frontier Sherriff's badge in a new town means he's likely to have to kill the bad guys. "I've already got the guilty conscience, might as well have the money too." If pain makes money, Ren's had half a lifetime of pain -- life owes him the cheese for everything he's already suffered.
The laminate wasn't a metaphor. Ren recounted in an interview how he was lying on the laminate kitchen floormof his mum's house, clawing at the floor in agony. The fact that he is albe to alchemise theae experiences into such astounding musical compositions is outlandish
Lyme disease is ff-ing agony
@@KeithThorne he is beyond amazing xxxx
@@itsakittyting and he wasn't diagnosed with it for a long time
As someone who has lived with life-altering pain every day for 15 years due to a severe back injury, this song hits home. Pain does teach us, whether we want it to or not. In the past, I've been bedridden for weeks at a time, I was unable to walk even with a walker, and I've fallen so many times that I've lost count. I've wished I was no longer alive, cursed at the unfairness of it, grew bitter in defeat, until I was finally just existing with both my feet in a grave while waiting for it to end. However, pain also taught me just how strong I am, and just how much I can overcome. While yes I will still always be in pain every day for the rest of my life, I will never let it win. To anyone going through it too, please never give up. YOU CAN DO THIS!
I get where you're coming from, 20+ years for me, it's so hard and frustrating but yes got to hang on, thank you for sharing 🫶
I surely hope so. I’m just starting down the worst of my pain journey and really trying to tackle the mental part. Jury’s is still out on how well I’m doing…
❤🙏🙏💪
Me too. Mine started in 2005. Been bedridden since 2018. I feel every word of this song. I almost never watch people react to this one, since it's so personal, but this is PERFECT!! Love to the others on their pain journey, I'm with you all in spirit!!
@@deborahhalbert3372 I understand. Just realize, it is perfectly okay to not be okay. Even now I still struggle with it. I used to joke around and say I didn't need to get married because I already have a lifelong partner in my pain. The physical aspect becomes easier over time, as both your body and your mind will build up defenses to help you deal with the pain. The mental is the biggest battle. You might try checking out meditation and/or yoga. Both can help strengthen both the body and mind. I know it's hard and it feels like others just aren't willing to try and understand what you are going through, which leaves you feeling so alone. Try not to blame those who don't get it though, if you can. It's actually not their fault, because the human brain is a funny thing. It will protect them from the knowledge that pain on that level actually exists. Just give them time, and those who love you will eventually understand, or at least understand that they can't understand. Just know that you are not alone because there are a lot more of us out here than you may think. Everyone is stronger than they ever dreamed possible, it's just that most people are not put into a situation in life where they have to learn this lesson. I'm sorry you are one of us, but I believe in you, and you can make it through this!
I thought your head was going to explode 😂
I feel like he will if he EVER gets to Losin It.
"Ohh...ffffuuckin 'ell....you created an extra sex hole...." genuinely made me laugh out loud 😂😂😂
Ha! I speak only the truth! 🤣🤣🤣🙌
This reaction gave me high blood pressure and anxiety, then cured it! All within 30 minutes. One of my fave ever songs, dissected with passion and skill. Loved it!
That was so intense, I sat here and never moved a muscle, just my eyes until the end. I need a beer.
One day, I'm going to read a story in the papers about some fella who lives in Wales that spontaneously combusted reacting to a video and I will definitely know that it was you 😂😂😂
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An ADHD reaction to an ADHD song. Both brilliant!
Seven Sins is one of my favourites and it’s also just the perfect opening track for the Sick Boi album. When you get deep enough into the rabbit hole you will notice how the entire album is like a Reniverse tapestry of interconnected lyrics and references with this song hinting at what’s to come. A *forensic* dissection of humanity and pain *for Ren’s sick*… boi sick boi 🐰🕳️
When I first watched this, I had massive sensory overload. I just couldn’t process it. I had to listen without the visuals, even that was overload. Now I can watch and take it in. Bloody fantastic. 💜💜
Well for a minute there I thought we were going to have a Hectorexplosion, just SPLAT then silence! I'm quite pleased that didn't happen , I would miss you ❤
This is autobiographical. Ren is relaying what he went through at the worst of his pain. He's literally telling us about his hallucinations.
4 minutes and 35 seconds of an antihalation of my brain. That does about sum it up
I actually thought your head was going to explode during that 😂 what a reaction. I hope Ren gets to see this ❤
7 sins😍 I love this one! I painted a canvas piece of the animated picture he uses for the album cover with the 7 sins around him! I just love this album! No wonder it was number 1!
I think Ren spoke about the God/Noose line was something he envisioned when he was in bed with psychosis. It was Lyme disease he had but was mis diagnosed for years which lead to further complications that hes now getting treatment for in Canada. The best reaction as always dude, made my day my fav reactor and Ren ❤
I feel this in my soul, and not in a good way. 😪 I have a rare blood disease that causes many of the same pains and issues Ren has. The stomach pain on the floor? I've lived that exact scenario. At the same time, the song is like a hug, letting me know I'm not alone in only thw ay that Ren can. ❤
More hugs from those of us who also know!!
I have been waiting for this one. I could picture your face when the beat came in and then the violins. The thing I love about Ren's music is that it is always authentically from his personal experience but he has the ability to illustrate the connections to all of us and the world. It is always brutally honest, relatable and yet hopeful in a way. Even the sad ones have an air of I have overcome so we all can overcome. This song is just brilliant and your reaction just took it to another level! I want a Hector Ren Podcast or something! Could change the world! Thank you! ❤
John Lennon bars. Then next line, "Prophets get dropped for imagining Heaven"
"John Lennon- Imagine"
"Sinnerman" is also one of his fav songs 🎵
Such a brilliantly written song with no wasted lyric ❤
Watching you, Brain Squeeze, is like watching you on a roller coaster in the front seat and you are deathly afraid of it all. Oh yeah, when you puke, it hits everyone behind you. That aside, great reaction as usual! Speaking of Ren's pain making money.
I used to be a roller coaster operator at Six Flags and I LOVE this analogy ❤😂
Love it! 😂
I said that about the roller coaster to my husband!! Lol.
Mark that was perfect! I think most of us had our minds blown this way when we heard it too. Thank you for your reactions!
This one hits like a tornado🌪.....I'm always breathless by the end😂❤
I needed to be reminded of this song today. Lyme disease has been kicking my ass,dang hard,these last 2 weeks....
Love ya Hector~!! Here's some flowers for you🌼🪷🌹🌸🌻⚘️🪻🌺💐
Not sure what this says about me... enjoyed the first run through where you kept trying to catch the wave while those monstrous verses kept growing...your eyes got bigger and bigger as you watched them ceaselessly come crashing down to engulf you. It made me happy.
I also would like to give a huge shout out to LyricVids for these lyric videos for ren, especially this one. Its so incredibly well done 💜💜
TRUTH❤
Holy fuck hahaha that was the best goddamn reaction I have ever seen. The combo of you and Ren got my heart rate way up as I felt every lyric and also lost my shit laughing at the pure enjoyment of it all. And then you said something about a new sexhole 😂😂 you dirty poets, the both of ya
This is a helluva way to kick off an album isnt it? Its so good. 😊💜💜 also, only ren can use the word onomatopoeia in a rap song and make it makes sense and sound perfect 😂 **LIBRARIAN BRAIN**
33 min. perfect! He was 33, Jesus died at 33, it calls for a 33 min video. Hector, did you plan this? lol
Hahaha 🤪
indeed, Eternal Parallax...
This is the 1 that hits the hardest for me because i been at the lowest point we can be at as humans its the "have you ever felt pain" part that gets me man from loosing my mom to getting stabbed and shot up and the battle with drink and drug addictions and failed suicide attempt i have felt the worst kind of pain....when ren goes into that part about pain it hits my soul so fuckin hard....this track is the the perfect definition of laying it all out on the table. The beat, the lyrics, the flow change, the delivery its just pure perfection
When you get intimate with the dark you can become very good at wielding the light.
I could not stop playing this track when I first got the album Sick Boi. It's painfully beautiful.
I also felt violated upon first listen. I was literally in shock and so unsettled. I listened a second time and realized this chaos was true beauty. I listened a third time and cried. I finally allowed the rest of the album to play and I never stopped crying until Murderer came on. Then I laughed and cried tears of fun hysteria through wicked ways and loco. I’ll never forget where I was or how I felt the first time I listened to Sick Boi in its entirety the day it was released. God we are so lucky to have this beautiful man!!!
I am a PhD in Philosophy and I agree. He us absolutely a Philosopher. This song is my everyday research. No doubt I will be cray cray one day but I love it! I specialize in Existentialism 😂❤
Don’t forget that it’s not just mental health with Ren it’s actual physical bodily pain - deep inside because it’s a autoimmune disease so he literally felt his body, his head his bones were on fire - real deep pain that was misdiagnosed for years and years as being just in his head! No doctor idiots it’s real pain!!!! I love your energy!!! I’ve just found out at 51 I’m probably autistic so I can relate LOL ❤️❤️❤️
My absolute favorite on the Sick Boi album. Pay me my cheese ( money), rain down Parmesan - rain down money! Explains the pain I live with everyday. Thanks Mark, great reaction as always ❤
Dude just went on an audio rollercoaster and could barely hold on!
"Nope! I don't think I can do this again." One breath later, "Yeah you can." Yeah, man. We all felt that, too.
Amazing! If I could give you 10 thumbs up for this reaction, I would young man. So glad you finally got to hear it.
Your ADHD is a gift to us all. Love your energy! Great reaction!
After this and Dear God, you HAVE to do Eden now. You have turned the corner, so no stopping now!
I reacted much like Mark. An utterly exhausting 4 1/2 minutes. My anxiety couldn't wait for the end. My heart is ready to hear it again. Mad exhaling.
This song 🎵 packs Rens experience of the Lyme disease his subsequent MH issues and misdiagnosis/medication. The physical pain experienced had an impact that is visceral on hearing 7 sins. How he combines this and the state of our lives is incredible.
Oh and this is the translation for the Welsh!
sickness is my teacher
my smile broke
my bones feel old
here lies the body of Ren
Thank you ❤
Such a powerful track so damm clever as usual, a perfect reaction.
This is my true favourite and penitence of Ren's out of the 200+ songs I listen to on constant rotation but I can't help to think you're head will ACTUALLY explode when you listen to loosing it with you're ADHD 😅
I Agree! I have commented this several times. I cannot wait to watch him watch Losin It
I had resolved to be offline earlier this week to sort out wonky sleep. Then I saw you were back on the Ren train and no bedtime for me. ❤😂
Genuinely worried you might have an aneurism listening to this the first time. It's incredible isn't it. Really shows how he has grown as a rapper. It's distinctively Ren, but still proves he is up there with the best on this track imo.
Your energy gives me life! Thank you for being you!!
That is the day he fell into psychosis from pain and bitterness after a treatment backfired on him.
13 years since his symptoms started. And God left him and died to him.He was virtually bedridden for 5 years. Lyme disease triggerred everything but he always expands that to society.
Such a good breakdown full of excitement and ADHD🤣. You're right, layers upon layers. Many have reacted to Ren's 1 million subscriber defining success video. It's so inspiring. You get to hear in his own voice where he came from, what he stands for, his humanity, and what he wants for this world, Even if you don't react to it, watching it will make you feel... a lot.
Ren always takes his own pain (undiagnosed Lyme disease) and makes it relatable to all people's suffering and to the suffering of the planet. it is his magic.
This one hits so hard and you are right, there are so many layers! It’s a very powerful way for Ren to kick off the Sick Boi album. Loved the reaction! I knew the ending would inspire you.
Another one of my absolute favorites is “Crutch” written and performed when he was experiencing what he describes in this song. The combination of excruciating pain and psychosis must have been unbearable, but he channeled it into something beautiful and thought provoking.
He will be releasing a new track on May 9th called “Troubles” where he will go deeper into sharing his story.
I have been waiting patiently for this. This song is a masterpiece. I will never tire of this.
Legend reactor this is exactly how rens reactions should be, he is a lyrical genius
It's only monday, and my week is already complete! xD I'm a simple man, and "Aaawww fack off!" is all i need
Probably my favourite Ren song. Love this one! Great reaction as always 💜💜
😂😂❤❤ You sounded like you were on a rollercoaster! And I guess you were
Ooh snap. That was my thought too!💕👍🦇
Wow! 🤩 this song is a masterpiece of its own, but with you sharing your insights and knowledge around almost every bar in this, it levelled up even more! I appreciate and love your way of thinking and how you splurt out smart, logical things left and right in some of your reactions. I've learned so many new things from you, that hits home... love 🥰🥰🥰
And now you may want to put your head in the fridge for a while.
You certainly met his brains. But you didn't fall behind at all. This fireworks display was a joy to watch!
Dynamite dealer also links to Alfred Nobel who invented dynamite (a more handleable improvement over unstable raw nitroglycerin), and was then horrified at how the improvement led to the increased use of explosives in war. He used the profits from his invention to fund the Nobel Prizes -- trying to turn his pain and regret into something positive.
I didn't realize it was possible to see someone's head explode multiple successive times like fireworks! 💥💥💥💥💥💥🤯
(wasn't even supposed to be a full song, just an intro, then turned into a full-blown masterpiece!)
A soon as I saw that you reacting to this one, I was like oh shit... This song and Hector will be full of ADHD😂
Absolutely one of my fav on Sick Boi album ❤
Urukai Master Plan. Think Nazis. in Lord of the Rings, Saruman sided with Sauron. Sauron wanted him to create an army to rival the West. Saruman then crossbred orcs with Elves, creating the Urukai breed of orcs; they were master fighters and viscious. He spent his Urukai armny at Helm's Deep attacking the defenders. Gandalf and the Rhohirim saved the day near the end of the great battle. The fleeing orc army ran directly into the woods behind; though those woods were actually the ENTs (treants) who killed every last orc and warg. Brain, you need to bone up on your LOTRO history.
Forensic line is hardest on the album. Masterpiece of a song that no one can fully comprehend on one listen.
ADHDer watching ADHD reaction to ADHD song the perfect trinity 💚 thanks man, loved your reaction so much, my head was building to explosion point with you
A lot of the pain Ren talks about here in this track is literally the physical pain he endured due to his lymes disease and the awful things it must have done to his body when going undiagnosed for so long. Then obviously the mental trauma that inevitably impacts and the all the resentment building in his mind and questions he’s asking himself and indeed his/her higher self.
Brilliant! See knew you would pick up on the Tupac bar immediately! Ren needs to be protected in this crazy world 🖤
You are right about finding new things to dissect each listen…..this song offers so much sonically and the video is a an assault on the senses too.
It is my favourite on the Sick Boi album and seeing your reaction….wow…..it certainly had an impact on you too.
Loved this reaction 💜🔥
I love the “sick boi sick boi onomatopoeia” he says sick boi so much that it is the sound he makes like an onomatopoeia. F’n genius !
😂😂😂That was hilarious looked like your brain was gonna explode 💥 ❤❤
Your eyes man. When you listen and your mind is reeling I can see inside of you the intensity and the concentration as you dissected this one . That is a reaction you will never hear from anyone else. . Mark you are the best.
7times MASTERPIECE...feel your pain in this...🫨👌🏼
HE WAS BITTEN BY A TICK , AND HAD LYME DISEASE, AND STILL TRYING TO COPE WITH IT ❤❤❤❤❤
I never clicked on a reaction so fast!!😂😂 Couldn't wait to see Ren blow Brain Squeezes brain!!!! Best reaction ever!!
If it's possible for a human being to evaporate from excitement, you were fucking close to it 🤩😆 Enjoyed this one, my friend! Keep up the good work
Fucking brilliant!!! 👏👏👏 have been waiting for your reaction to this one since the album dropped. “He’s created another sex hole” has got to be statement of the year 😂😂😂 Such a superb track & the perfect one to open the Sick Boi album - fantastic reaction 👏👏🥰
I think Ren “God tied a noose to hi neck and jumped “ is Ren believing God had disappeared or given up on us as a whole and left him suffering in bed for all those years.
it's upsetting how powerfully accurate this song is for him again. Hate that he's hurting so badly again.
Yes, it's a masterpiece.
This song is my favourite from the Sick Boi album... every time i hear it i pick up on another beautiful layer of music or meaning.... its just brilliant.. Love watching your head almost explose lol
What hits hardest is at the end where Ren says one sin for every one day of the week could also be interpreted as one sin for everyone, day of the weak. Just 🔥
Phew! Take a deep breath and relax! That made me feel like I was put through a wringer(probably too young to know what that is! device to put clothes through to get all the water out of them once washed.) Loved this reaction. Well done 👏👏👏
My new favorite seven sins reaction❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😂😂😂😂
Hell to the yeah!!!
🤣🤣🤣 Been waiting for this one! Love your reaction 😆
If I had a swear jar, I'd be able to retire after this reaction. ❤🔥❤🔥(I say that with all the love and the foul mouth I have has found my language soulmate 😋)
This is a tough one to break down. No doubting that. There’s so much to dissect. Plus, you’ve got multiple different layers. Ren clawing at the laminate writhing in pain, wasn’t a metaphor. That’s just plain facts. “God tied a noose to his neck and he walked to the edge and he jumped” is what Ren saw in the depths of his psychosis brought on by misdiagnosed Lyme disease. John Lennon was shot by a guy that wanted to gain the attention of Hollywood actress, Jody Foster. It’s a crazy world we live in, man. Hope this helped a bit. Cheers, mate.
The noises you were making through the first listen had me dying🤣🤣🤣
You have completed my exhaustion…you’ve matched my off the chart internalisation with your outward expressions. 🤍🪽
Omg Hector!!!😅 My brain feels like yours. An insane tornado of thoughts and revelations! Ren is 🤯🤯🔥
Btw. You said you did Dear God but I can't find it 🤔
#BRAINSQUEEZEREACTIONS ❤
That was awesome Geeeezzzaaa!
I've seen many... loads of reactions..... break downs!
Blah blah..... F@#kin blah!
Really enjoyed this!
Thanx!
Much love from Essex!
Oi Oi!
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Hey Hector, I'm starting another binge!!!! REN REN REN!!!!💜💜💜"running from the silhouette of self doubt" - that's ME... I can't wait for the dissect!!! I've been crying on the floor many times, frozen by panic, wanting to not feel anymore, this song made me cry...34 years of panic for me.
24:22 This is where you went into another dimension ❤
Love Ren ❤️ and love you man ❤️ such great moments spent with you and your reactions 😍 Thanks 😘
You did good Hectic Hector 🧠
I get this is f#cking with your brain.
I was waiting for this 😁
This was the f***ing best reaction and analysis of this song I've ever heard. I love this song so much and I have listened to it many times, but you still managed to increase my understanding of it during your incredible analysis.
This was perfection!
"Body went missing" @ 19:24 look at the background picture. Its sick boi with angel wings like Joe's wings (whose body went missing). I would have never noticed if you hadn't stopped there. The frigging details in this...
Still catching up. I thought you were going to pull your neck with the energy you gave to this one. Solid work! Loved it!
A musical and lyrical masterpiece... many, many listens later and I'm still picking up details I missed previously... it's so layered. thanks Hector!
Omg...you look like you are on a real life roller coaster...your brain can't handle the speed & flow and sharpness of the lyrics....take a deep breath...😅
always a joy to see your reactions.....🥰
27:54 Okay I'm rewatching but I'm learning SOOOO? No zombie here😘
OMG..🤣😂😂.Violated in a beautiful way!!🤣😅😂 Ren is an artist of true complexity. You did your thing on this one my friend!! Loved it..❣
Wow !!!! What an AMAZING reaction video....... Thanks Mark
This song is epic sonically and lyrically and the production is an interpretive dance.
It is straightforward about physical pain and mental pain; and it's also layered with metaphorical concepts that possibly even Ren didn't realize during its creation.
Our friend Mark has a brain that grabs all the goodies and sees a pattern and can interpret the vision for us who seek. This is a very good thing. Verily.
Yes! This is my favorite reaction from you so far, m8. I'm kinda but not really sorry, but i just love seing your brain melt quite similar to how mine did when i 1st listened to this song.
The way you struggle to hold on but still keep going like a champ dude. Priceless. Your final take rings true to me aswell.
Much love! Keep em coming please!?!?! Did ya do Wicked ways yet? **evilgrin**
As for the "rain down parmesan" line, it reminds me of the line from the movie Tombstone, where experienced gunfighter Earp accepting the frontier Sherriff's badge in a new town means he's likely to have to kill the bad guys. "I've already got the guilty conscience, might as well have the money too." If pain makes money, Ren's had half a lifetime of pain -- life owes him the cheese for everything he's already suffered.
I was waiting on this one and u did not disappoint! 🤯🤯FAB reaction as always! 💛💜🩵