"I dress like I live in a videogame" - eden muse So you asked why all the romance novels look the same? Well most of them were painted by the same few artists. Max Ginsburg is one of the artists, and he is still alive and doing workshops all over the U.S. Even he makes fun of his works for the novels, but hey, it paid the bills 😂❤
I literally just treat my body like a customizable avatar so getting dressed does feel like I'm in a videogame heheh. Also thats so crazy that it was mainly one guy!! Hes a hard worker lol
Love your style. I relate to you... Have no life but dress up every day. I just love it so much. I feel dull and lifeless in an invisible outfit. Some of us just like to channel our creativity into our outfits. Ps.i think you'd do well with ASMR
When I got the notification that you dropped a fashion vid, I was like OMG! I felt like a kid on Christmas morning, and each of the outfits is like unwrapping a gift under the tree! Your fashion sense is so creative and unique, you give me loads of inspo and the permission to be as creative as I want. Thank u thank u! I could write a paragraph on each fit, but just a couple of notes- I'll often get a piece just bc it speaks to me, resonates with me, and I'll bring it home with no idea what to do with it. That happened with a pair and of opaque argyle tights, and I was like, WTF? What am I gonna do w/these? And I saw your plaid tights and the light bulb went off in my head! Also, I love seeing the Zara tie blouse again, and the striped tie with the crop denim is genius, also I loved seeing the tulle skirt, I love fabrics like that, I'm waiting for a skirt with a precious chiffon overskirt to arrive from Japan... I could drone on and on, but thank u!! Your fashion sensibilities are literally unique, you give me so much inspo and such fun!!❤️💕!
BTW, it's not just Texas. I live in L.A. and 95% of the time ppl just seem completely oblivious to my look. I'm usually like, what? Do you ppl need glasses?? And then a couple nights ago, I was at an event, several ppl made nice comments and one girl asked me what size I was and wanted to buy my outfit on the spot!! She was serious!! So keep it up, Monica, the ppl who are worth your time will eventually notice!💕
@@smart_dog13 yaay so glad I could give u some fashion inspo!! I'm so glad to have this page and be able to connect with like-minded people who understand and share my style!! as long as I have this page I'll feel content because even if the LA or texas ppl dont understand then at least here we get it
THE PLAID SKINNY JEANS!!! i used to love mine but they dont fit anymore... 💔 they look great on you with the converse, YOU KILLED IT!!! I love how you dress according to yourself... not to sound cliché but its sooo refreshing in a world of copy-paste fashion 🫶
ngl its been a while since I last practiced bc I got my nails done and havent been able to play heheh😅 but Ive been enjoying learning my fav songs and thats been the funnest part because I feel like I can connect with the songs on a different level. My advice would be to play with a metronome always!! it helps a lot with timing and keeping the rhythm consistent. I remember you commented a long time ago about wanting to play bass so Im excited ur finally getting one, lmk how it goes!!
@flowlotl omg I can't believe you remembered that makes me so happy😭💜 thank you for the advice I will definitely invest in a metronome 🫡 I also happy to here you are having fun with your bass💜💜
i do full trad goth on random wednesdays. fashion is a way of self expression and there’s no need of a “special occasion” for that! the world is our runway 🖤 and you slayed as usual! also hope you’re feeling better 🪷
@@pliktl took me a minute to understand what you meant because wednesdays just happen to be the days I have the most time in the morning to get ready 😅but it does fit so well!! 👻🖤
I felt the period rant so hard. I really think people with periods should get monthly leave time at work. My period pain is literally so bad I made an appt with my doc to see what I can do about it
I used to get extraordinarily painful cramps in my teens and 20s. I didn’t realize there is a medical reason for really bad cramps so I suffered in silence with it years and depended on this hack I found which was using Tylenol pm’s to put me to sleep for the first two days of my period. Basically I’d take two pills every 6 hours and keep myself in an induced coma and miss out on life, exams, dates, appts, everything! Once I tried to ignore the cramps and leave the house. I blacked out because the pain and the hot flashes were too intense. Anyway, there is a medical reason for intense cramps so definitely go see a dr and get something. I needed birthcontrol. I was so against BC but when I realized that was the only thing, I gave in and it worked! Then after about 4 years or so, could be a little less or a little more, my health insurance wasn’t good at all so I ended up not being able to refill them. i was so scared that the pain would come back with a vengeance but it never did :) So I’ve lived much of my late 20’s into my late 30s (where I am now) without those INSANE cramps ever again :) THE END ❤
Oo, yes. I suffered from *severe* cramps during my teens and into my mid 20s. They would literally cripple me. No one in my family had it as bad so no one around me understood that cramps could get that severe and pretty much thought I was low-key faking some part of it. But I assure you, severe cramp pain is medical. Please go see a dr. ASAP. I wish someone had told me this when I was young because I pretty much suffered in silence until I was 20. And by the time I was 16 and had to run away from home after my life was threatened, I ended up finding a hack to solve the pain. I would get on Tylenol pm’s for the first 2 days of my period. I’d take it every 6 hours and put myself in an induced coma. I’d miss out on exams, work, dates, everything! For years! For 2 days out of the month. I got lucky on some months when the first 2 days would land on a weekend or on days where nothing was going on. And then when I finally went to a dr to see if they had a really strong painkiller so that I didn’t have to induce a coma, they told me I had *second degree dysmenorrhea* and put me on birth control. I was ABSOLUTELY against birth ctrl because of all the side effects I would hear ppl complain about but I really didn’t have a choice at this point. I was so afraid of the pain. After about 4 years of being on it, my health insurance was so unstable and really bad that I lost it for a period of time and couldn’t renew my BC. So i braced myself for the impact but those really awful cramps never came back 😊 And so, I lived my late 20s until my late 30s (where I am now) without ever experiencing those pains again. And ofc, I don’t have much of the irritability anymore. But that has more to do with the circumstances I think because my husband is the best and I love my life and living situation which is probably why I don’t get irritable any more. Even if I experience a tiny bit of discomfort on the first day. So yea, go see a dr. It’s possible not to live with those awful first couple of days.
Oo, yes. I suffered from *severe* cramps during my teens and into my mid 20s. They would literally cripple me. No one in my family had it as bad so no one around me understood that cramps could get that severe and pretty much thought I was low-key faking some part of it. But I assure you, severe cramp pain is medical. Please go see a dr. ASAP. I wish someone had told me this when I was young because I pretty much suffered in silence until I was 20. And by the time I was 16 and had to run away from home after my life was threatened, I ended up finding a hack to solve the pain. I would get on Tylenol pm’s for the first 2 days of my period. I’d take it every 6 hours and put myself in an induced coma. I’d miss out on exams, work, dates, everything! For years! For 2 days out of the month. I got lucky on some months when the first 2 days would land on a weekend or on days where nothing was going on. And then when I finally went to a dr to see if they had a really strong painkiller so that I didn’t have to induce a coma, they told me I had *second degree dysmenorrhea* and put me on birth control. I was ABSOLUTELY against birth ctrl because of all the side effects I would hear ppl complain about but I really didn’t have a choice at this point. I was so afraid of the pain. After about 4 years of being on it, my health insurance was so unstable and really bad that I lost it for a period of time and couldn’t renew my BC. So i braced myself for the impact but those really awful cramps never came back 😊 And so, I lived my late 20s until my late 30s (where I am now) without ever experiencing those pains again. And ofc, I don’t have much of the irritability anymore. But that has more to do with the circumstances I think because my husband is the best and I love my life and living situation which is probably why I don’t get irritable any more. Even if I experience a tiny bit of discomfort on the first day. So yea, go see a dr. It’s possible not to live with those awful first couple of days.
Something about this feels so comfortable and so like me, always loving to have fun with my looks too! 🫶🏽 after being in a controlling and judgmental relationship and kinda losing that piece of myself, it was so nice to be here with the girls who get it ❤️❤️ thanks for sharing, this really boosted my mood a lot! Have a great day gorgeous!
Trust me I've been there too!! So happy to have made this channel because I get to heal parts of myself while also connecting with yall 💗💗💗 thank you so much
you have such a cool style! honestly i think the outfits i wear to do nothing are always the best ones too, i think its often easier to experiment with clothes when you're just hanging out in your room as it's less pressure. but looks like you went to some fun places as well :). (btw sorry but could i ask what the first song is?? i like the ways it sounds and i sort of recognise it but cant think what its called ..) 🫶
you, in your room, you put on all that you love you put it on the line and you go thousands of miles without leaving the room then we get to see you and we love it all too
I would love to see a video on how you accessorise your outfits to take them from just items of clothing to a LOOK🤍🫧 you have the best style and are so inspiring
yoooo i literally have the same problem, i keep buying stuff for the aspirational version of me 2 wear lmao as if im not just gonna bedrot and watch real housewives
do u have any tips for going out and running errands alone? i love doing it but struggle so much with being scared of other ppl and how they percieve me especially when im wearing a cute outfit. i really wanna try to work on it :P
Oooof course I totally get that feeling too!!! I tend to overthink things a lot but something that helps take me out of my own head is realizing that in reality nobody really pays attention to me, in the sense that everyone is just naturally concerned about their own well being and for lack of better words nobody cares about what I look like or how I act or what im wearing. I could be the most awkward person (and trust me I am irl) and that person would maybe think "o shes kinda weird" for like one second and then move on w there day. I think sometimes we just get so wrapped up in our head but it's funny bc literally everyone else is doing the same!! Whenever I go out in a cute outfit I immediately just try to assume that people are thinking positive things about me instead of just assuming negative and that helps a lot with my confidence 🤗 but trust me it's all about the mindset!! Fake it till u make it!! 💖
Same 🤟🏼 I’m all cute in my home and the only place imma go is to ground the earth on my front lawn which makes me feel so much anxiety but I’m working on getting that “I’m invisible” go play outside child of no care run away from mom orphan code. Only I actually choose a really fye fit now haha
omg i love that the youtube algorithm has been suggesting really cool creative people. I love your editing and fashion style soo much!!!!! (u have a new subscriber !)
come to Paris! I let you have a free room and I can show you lots of places to show your outfits. I know it's a crazy proposition but I still wanted to write it
”what do people do when they have a life??” so real 😭
Why is your avatar styled like My Culture ?
"I dress like I live in a videogame" - eden muse
So you asked why all the romance novels look the same? Well most of them were painted by the same few artists. Max Ginsburg is one of the artists, and he is still alive and doing workshops all over the U.S. Even he makes fun of his works for the novels, but hey, it paid the bills 😂❤
I literally just treat my body like a customizable avatar so getting dressed does feel like I'm in a videogame heheh. Also thats so crazy that it was mainly one guy!! Hes a hard worker lol
and again, your outfit is outfiting
thank u I try😩
Love your style. I relate to you... Have no life but dress up every day. I just love it so much. I feel dull and lifeless in an invisible outfit. Some of us just like to channel our creativity into our outfits.
Ps.i think you'd do well with ASMR
My fav was the tie outfit or even the tripp skirt fit... something about them just tickles my brain
When I got the notification that you dropped a fashion vid, I was like OMG! I felt like a kid on Christmas morning, and each of the outfits is like unwrapping a gift under the tree! Your fashion sense is so creative and unique, you give me loads of inspo and the permission to be as creative as I want. Thank u thank u! I could write a paragraph on each fit, but just a couple of notes- I'll often get a piece just bc it speaks to me, resonates with me, and I'll bring it home with no idea what to do with it. That happened with a pair and of opaque argyle tights, and I was like, WTF? What am I gonna do w/these? And I saw your plaid tights and the light bulb went off in my head! Also, I love seeing the Zara tie blouse again, and the striped tie with the crop denim is genius, also I loved seeing the tulle skirt, I love fabrics like that, I'm waiting for a skirt with a precious chiffon overskirt to arrive from Japan... I could drone on and on, but thank u!! Your fashion sensibilities are literally unique, you give me so much inspo and such fun!!❤️💕!
BTW, it's not just Texas. I live in L.A. and 95% of the time ppl just seem completely oblivious to my look. I'm usually like, what? Do you ppl need glasses?? And then a couple nights ago, I was at an event, several ppl made nice comments and one girl asked me what size I was and wanted to buy my outfit on the spot!! She was serious!! So keep it up, Monica, the ppl who are worth your time will eventually notice!💕
@@smart_dog13 yaay so glad I could give u some fashion inspo!! I'm so glad to have this page and be able to connect with like-minded people who understand and share my style!! as long as I have this page I'll feel content because even if the LA or texas ppl dont understand then at least here we get it
i haven't watched the video yet but gosh your outfits are to dieeee for and im so picky but your style is so inspiring 😭🫶
THE PLAID SKINNY JEANS!!! i used to love mine but they dont fit anymore... 💔 they look great on you with the converse, YOU KILLED IT!!! I love how you dress according to yourself... not to sound cliché but its sooo refreshing in a world of copy-paste fashion 🫶
@@lauraah47 this is so sweet!! I hope u can find another pair
DOG BOOK
I love how each piece you buy is like a unique work of art, your closet is like a whole art museum :o
Omg new fashion video I am sat. Also, how is the bass learning going? I'm finally getting one for my birthday and was wondering if you have any tips
ngl its been a while since I last practiced bc I got my nails done and havent been able to play heheh😅 but Ive been enjoying learning my fav songs and thats been the funnest part because I feel like I can connect with the songs on a different level. My advice would be to play with a metronome always!! it helps a lot with timing and keeping the rhythm consistent. I remember you commented a long time ago about wanting to play bass so Im excited ur finally getting one, lmk how it goes!!
@flowlotl omg I can't believe you remembered that makes me so happy😭💜 thank you for the advice I will definitely invest in a metronome 🫡 I also happy to here you are having fun with your bass💜💜
@kimchieri7960 they have free apps for metronomes too! I'd like to get a real one eventually but the app does the same thing 😌
i do full trad goth on random wednesdays. fashion is a way of self expression and there’s no need of a “special occasion” for that! the world is our runway 🖤 and you slayed as usual! also hope you’re feeling better 🪷
ooo thats so cool I've always wanted to try trad goth makeup!! Im feeling so much better thank u
@@flowlotl do try it! 🦇 i honestly find it therapeutic haha
Goth on wednesdays is so clever 😂❤ i am going to copy you now
@@pliktl took me a minute to understand what you meant because wednesdays just happen to be the days I have the most time in the morning to get ready 😅but it does fit so well!! 👻🖤
I found your channel today and omg girl, I love your content. You're so real ❤
I felt the period rant so hard. I really think people with periods should get monthly leave time at work. My period pain is literally so bad I made an appt with my doc to see what I can do about it
Definitely 😩 society has failed us
same last night I barely slept because the pain was so bad it kept waking me up 😩
I used to get extraordinarily painful cramps in my teens and 20s. I didn’t realize there is a medical reason for really bad cramps so I suffered in silence with it years and depended on this hack I found which was using Tylenol pm’s to put me to sleep for the first two days of my period.
Basically I’d take two pills every 6 hours and keep myself in an induced coma and miss out on life, exams, dates, appts, everything! Once I tried to ignore the cramps and leave the house. I blacked out because the pain and the hot flashes were too intense.
Anyway, there is a medical reason for intense cramps so definitely go see a dr and get something. I needed birthcontrol. I was so against BC but when I realized that was the only thing, I gave in and it worked!
Then after about 4 years or so, could be a little less or a little more, my health insurance wasn’t good at all so I ended up not being able to refill them. i was so scared that the pain would come back with a vengeance but it never did :)
So I’ve lived much of my late 20’s into my late 30s (where I am now) without those INSANE cramps ever again :) THE END ❤
Oo, yes. I suffered from *severe* cramps during my teens and into my mid 20s.
They would literally cripple me. No one in my family had it as bad so no one around me understood that cramps could get that severe and pretty much thought I was low-key faking some part of it.
But I assure you, severe cramp pain is medical. Please go see a dr. ASAP. I wish someone had told me this when I was young because I pretty much suffered in silence until I was 20.
And by the time I was 16 and had to run away from home after my life was threatened, I ended up finding a hack to solve the pain.
I would get on Tylenol pm’s for the first 2 days of my period. I’d take it every 6 hours and put myself in an induced coma. I’d miss out on exams, work, dates, everything! For years! For 2 days out of the month. I got lucky on some months when the first 2 days would land on a weekend or on days where nothing was going on.
And then when I finally went to a dr to see if they had a really strong painkiller so that I didn’t have to induce a coma, they told me I had *second degree dysmenorrhea* and put me on birth control. I was ABSOLUTELY against birth ctrl because of all the side effects I would hear ppl complain about but I really didn’t have a choice at this point. I was so afraid of the pain.
After about 4 years of being on it, my health insurance was so unstable and really bad that I lost it for a period of time and couldn’t renew my BC. So i braced myself for the impact but those really awful cramps never came back 😊
And so, I lived my late 20s until my late 30s (where I am now) without ever experiencing those pains again. And ofc, I don’t have much of the irritability anymore. But that has more to do with the circumstances I think because my husband is the best and I love my life and living situation which is probably why I don’t get irritable any more. Even if I experience a tiny bit of discomfort on the first day.
So yea, go see a dr. It’s possible not to live with those awful first couple of days.
Oo, yes. I suffered from *severe* cramps during my teens and into my mid 20s.
They would literally cripple me. No one in my family had it as bad so no one around me understood that cramps could get that severe and pretty much thought I was low-key faking some part of it.
But I assure you, severe cramp pain is medical. Please go see a dr. ASAP. I wish someone had told me this when I was young because I pretty much suffered in silence until I was 20.
And by the time I was 16 and had to run away from home after my life was threatened, I ended up finding a hack to solve the pain.
I would get on Tylenol pm’s for the first 2 days of my period. I’d take it every 6 hours and put myself in an induced coma. I’d miss out on exams, work, dates, everything! For years! For 2 days out of the month. I got lucky on some months when the first 2 days would land on a weekend or on days where nothing was going on.
And then when I finally went to a dr to see if they had a really strong painkiller so that I didn’t have to induce a coma, they told me I had *second degree dysmenorrhea* and put me on birth control. I was ABSOLUTELY against birth ctrl because of all the side effects I would hear ppl complain about but I really didn’t have a choice at this point. I was so afraid of the pain.
After about 4 years of being on it, my health insurance was so unstable and really bad that I lost it for a period of time and couldn’t renew my BC. So i braced myself for the impact but those really awful cramps never came back 😊
And so, I lived my late 20s until my late 30s (where I am now) without ever experiencing those pains again. And ofc, I don’t have much of the irritability anymore. But that has more to do with the circumstances I think because my husband is the best and I love my life and living situation which is probably why I don’t get irritable any more. Even if I experience a tiny bit of discomfort on the first day.
So yea, go see a dr. It’s possible not to live with those awful first couple of days.
How is there no one taking this dime-piece out? This casts shame on all men
you buying clothes and having nowhere to go is so real
Something about this feels so comfortable and so like me, always loving to have fun with my looks too! 🫶🏽 after being in a controlling and judgmental relationship and kinda losing that piece of myself, it was so nice to be here with the girls who get it ❤️❤️ thanks for sharing, this really boosted my mood a lot! Have a great day gorgeous!
Trust me I've been there too!! So happy to have made this channel because I get to heal parts of myself while also connecting with yall 💗💗💗 thank you so much
I can't put it into words, but this felt like a movie visually like Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind x Frances Ha. Just made me really happy
I love her production style too ❤ it feels more real than the polished vlogs
Omg I love that movie too this is the coolest compliment ever thank u
mr coworker is employee of the month
you have such a cool style! honestly i think the outfits i wear to do nothing are always the best ones too, i think its often easier to experiment with clothes when you're just hanging out in your room as it's less pressure. but looks like you went to some fun places as well :). (btw sorry but could i ask what the first song is?? i like the ways it sounds and i sort of recognise it but cant think what its called ..) 🫶
Thank you so much!! I found the song randomly on youtube its called cutie pies - cocoon :)
Im way older than you but i can relate with your thoughs really thats fun! I think youre really stylish and i love your vids
thank you so much!!
i felt how no one gets the fits in texas😭🥸
you, in your room, you
put on all that you love
you put it on the line
and you go thousands of miles
without leaving the room
then we get to see you
and we love it all too
OMG, I so love the poem... so beautiful... and abt flowlotl, monica...!
this is so amazing!! you are so so so awesome
@@flowlotl it's all you - you are so inspiring.
what's it like being such a *total* muse ?
what camera and edit studio do u use to make most of ur vids? do u use a microphone?
I would love to see a video on how you accessorise your outfits to take them from just items of clothing to a LOOK🤍🫧 you have the best style and are so inspiring
Also showing your staple accessories that you use over & over in different outfits!🫶
AHHHHH OMG TYSM FELLOW CREATOR🩷🩷🩷 I will definitely be posting more fashion content soon thank u so much for watching it hehehhehehhe :)
I love your channel!!💕btw u remind me of Daria
omg what is the song playing at 3:25 o.O also looove ur style!!!
thank u sm!! its called crutch by pinback but the one in the vid is the live version! :)
What’s the movie called ??
god I miss texas thrift sores :)
Love your channel so much :)
Your videos make me cry in a happy way ! I finally feel like I’m close to who I actually wanna be in life thank you
That's so beautiful 🥹🥹💗🫶
15:26 Blob
yoooo i literally have the same problem, i keep buying stuff for the aspirational version of me 2 wear lmao as if im not just gonna bedrot and watch real housewives
Is this my sign to watch the real housewives
that bichon frise book is so cute, i would get it too!
yesss im debating about tearing a couple pages out and putting them on my wall 😳
Heyy what r the songs? Especially day 3 :)
added them all to the description! i think the one ur talking about is called cherry pie by redrum
do u have any tips for going out and running errands alone? i love doing it but struggle so much with being scared of other ppl and how they percieve me especially when im wearing a cute outfit. i really wanna try to work on it :P
Oooof course I totally get that feeling too!!! I tend to overthink things a lot but something that helps take me out of my own head is realizing that in reality nobody really pays attention to me, in the sense that everyone is just naturally concerned about their own well being and for lack of better words nobody cares about what I look like or how I act or what im wearing. I could be the most awkward person (and trust me I am irl) and that person would maybe think "o shes kinda weird" for like one second and then move on w there day. I think sometimes we just get so wrapped up in our head but it's funny bc literally everyone else is doing the same!! Whenever I go out in a cute outfit I immediately just try to assume that people are thinking positive things about me instead of just assuming negative and that helps a lot with my confidence 🤗 but trust me it's all about the mindset!! Fake it till u make it!! 💖
@@flowlotl thank you i really like this advice
I absolutely love your passion for clothes ❤ thoroughly enjoyed this vlog. Keeping making outfit vlogs :)
girlll i live in denton tx let’s link and go no where and everywhere all at the same time
Same 🤟🏼 I’m all cute in my home and the only place imma go is to ground the earth on my front lawn which makes me feel so much anxiety but I’m working on getting that “I’m invisible” go play outside child of no care run away from mom orphan code. Only I actually choose a really fye fit now haha
I love the greenish filter on some of the shots- looks like a digital camera or twilight
really love your outfits how about collab with me !
Omg! Your vibe is so cool so glad I found ur channel ☺😗
3:00 I WAS JUST THINKING ABOUT HOW I REALLY LIKE your eyebrows and what should I do with mine cause they're so light😭lol
Omggg i think light eyebrows are so cool like I'm genuinely considering bleaching mine 😩 just rock them is my advice :D
omg i love that the youtube algorithm has been suggesting really cool creative people. I love your editing and fashion style soo much!!!!! (u have a new subscriber !)
Thank you so much!!! 🌸🐛🩷
I like your vibe ❤
come to Paris! I let you have a free room and I can show you lots of places to show your outfits. I know it's a crazy proposition but I still wanted to write it
Omg that would be a dream!! I still need to get my passport lol
I could not stop laughing at the story about the rock falling on your head i am sorry
Glad I could entertain 🫡
the last shirt looks like a faith & disease album cover i love it smmmm
Ooo ok just checked them out for the first time and I looove such cool music thank u lol
ure so cool pls
No u are!! 😫😏
let’s hang n collab