It is so hard to listen to this song without crying. It was my best friend Jack's favorite song before he committed suicide on August 27, 2014. None of my other friends even knew him. They asked where he had been and why he wasn't responding to my texts, but it was too painful to answer so I told them we got in a fight. Ever since then I felt so alone, I have attempted suicide twice. Anyone else going through this needs to stay strong for those who love them and believe that they are perfect because they do not, under any circumstances, have any reason to hate or hurt themselves. You are all beautiful.
My very best friend, Connor, killed himself on 9/5/14 because he was severely depressed about bullying and being gay. Today was a day he would have been so proud of because of the new marriage law. This song reminds me of him and its hard to hear without crying. Love you so much Connor, you would be so proud❤️
"Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams waiting to say, "I'll miss, I'm so sorry," I have this tattooed on my leg and every time I see it I feel stronger.
I am so sorry for all the lost ones in the comments. They were too young and didn't deserve any of this. I hope they rest in peace and I hope everyone in their lives will have only happy memories of him/her.
You can almost hear how he's trying not to cry. That's what gets me everytime - his voice. You can feel the pain, the anger, the sadness. He puts all his emotion into the song. So he's no longer singing, he's pouring pain from his lungs.
I wish I was with you my darling, but I know I can't leave this earth. Not yet. We all miss you every day. It's going to have been a full year since you did it in January...I remember what you told me that last day, though. "Take care of yourself, too, kid." I'm doing my best. I'll see you in my dreams.
Love seeing this still get support/thumbs up. Makes me feel happy people are showing their sympathy this way. :) What I didn't mention in the comment above though, was that my cousin ironically died on Alex's birthday. That's why this song means so much to me
My best friend commited suicide on my birthday, March the 11 2016. I found out his dad beat him and it killed me. I knew something was wrong but i never asked, I feel so guilty. I want him back, I'll never have him back. My friends little brother was 7, he had leukemia i was close to him he died last u near Christmas. I want him back to. I miss him both R.I.P Zach and Brayden
Alex Gaskarth is unbelievably strong to write a song about his brother and share it with the world. R.I.P. Daniel Gaskarth and R.I.P. Uncle Marvin. It's been ten years since you left, and I can't wait to see you again.
This song reminds me of my granddad I was closest to him out of anyone in my family and he went in to hospital because he was very ill but I got told he was getting better so I could go visit him which I'd been waiting to do for ages but the day I was going I woke up very happy and went downstairs but my closest family members were all there crying my mum told me and I just couldn't stop crying he meant and still means so much to me without him everything changed and it will never be the same again. It's been over 5 years since he died and I still miss him so much whenever I'm sad I go and get my picture of him and say everything that's bothering me like I used to when he was around he made me feel better and his essence makes me feel better I have pictures of him hidden and he designed my bedroom when I was younger so that's my favourite/happy place because of him
All of the comments are pretty sad. *I'm so sorry for everyone who lose an important person, we only can hope that they have a better life now. Please, hold a moment of silence for all the suicide victims* *If you are living a bad moment, we can talk it before you take a decision, if you're feeling down, let me know, i swear that i will try to help you to be happy ♥ (My twitter is @likecalumbeat if you want to talk send me a DM)*
this song reminds me of my friend Cydney. she was my first best friend. we did everything together. she moved to a different city about 2 years ago. i didnt see her as much anymore. i was supposed to see her on Christmas Eve. but the last time i saw her was in March. March 30th was supposed to be her 16th birthday. but no, that was the day i saw her in a god damn casket. she had hit her head on a glass table. they just couldnt revive her. she was way too young. i wish we spent more time together before she passed. our last goodbye was never said...
(hears song) (cries) (finds meaning of song) (cries even more) (dares to think about what it would be like if my big sis... you know...) (bawling) No one should have to go through that kind of thing, especially if haters use it against them. Seriously. No matter how much she aggravates me, I would never want my older sis to do something like that.
This is the first song I've ever cried whilst listening to, I'm reading the comments whilst it plays and I'm crying so much... This is my favourite song ever and for all those people who have lost someone, I hope you are still going strong
Anyone who's lost someone can relate to this song. That's when you know it's a good song, when anyone can adapt it to there own situation and use it to help them. Alex is great fot that reason that he can write that kind of song. Thank you Alex, RIP Daniel and Grampa x
Saw some directioners on twitter saying things like "no wonder he,he hates you too" to alex about his brother whom he wrote this song about when he committed suicide at 21.....That's so low.Poor Alex,it couldn't have been easy...
MaydayTheVeil Some of us are not like that I swear. I am DEFINITELY not like that... :) I am one of the nice ones, I also like All Time Low, so I swear I am not like that!
This song and the comments are just so sad. I'm in love with All Time Low and glad I got to meet and see them live 4 times in May. I'm seeing them next Wednesday in a acoustic session and probably at the Back To The Future Hearts tour With Sleeping With Sirens. I have so much respect for them. Ever since I was in high school, I remember this song coming out. I've been a fan for such a long ass time and look at me, I'm 28. Huh, time goes by fast.
Ive tried twice.. Failed both times, I guess you just feel like there nothing out there for you and you literally have nowhere to go.. I guess its still like that for me but music like this and reading your stories on here make my heart feel a little better, to know I'm not the only like this out there and maybe there is some hope.
I would listen to this song every night last summer, so calming yet so touching. Can't ever imagine going through all that pain, let alone writing a song about it and preforming it. Love his strength.
This song really fucks me up. It reminds me of my best friend, Calvin. We used to hang out all the time and watch anime together. At the time I had nothing and my family was broke. But Cal was there, he was always there. And I swear that there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about him. Just a month before I moved to Florida he drowned. They said his death was a suicide which makes no sense because he was so happy. And it pains me because if he could fake happiness so well, imagine all the other people? It hurts so much now because I've lost my best friend, my grandpa, and now my father. These kinds of things aren't something you simply recover from, you just have to learn to live with it. It's been 5 years now, and I can still remember his smile, it haunts me.
Well shit, this has got me crying, this reminds me of Issac. We were never friends but more of acquaintances, but anyways, we got into a fight and the last thing I said to him was "I wish you never came to this school you could be dead for all I care, as a matter of fact, your already dead to me" and like 3 weeks later we still hadn't talking and I ignored him every time he tried to talk to me and apologize and I kept reminding him how he's dead to me (he said some pretty bad crap) and then he and his mom got in a car accident and he died 2 hours after being emitted to the emergency ward. He died thinking he was dead to me, I'm sorry Isaac, I'm so fricken sorry. I bring a piece of paper with "IM SO SORRY" written on it all over it with me to his grave. Spending Sundays at his grave.
This song seems to bring me to tears every single time I hear it. A few months ago I found out what really the song is about. I love how Alex made a song about him and shared it. Now, anyone else who is dealing with the same thing can make them feel better.
This song makes me realise how thankful I am that I found my friend a few years ago when she tried to commit suicide in the school bathroom due to feeling like she would fail everyone with her exam results. I'm so glad I was there to talk her out of it and walk her home to make sure that she was fine
I lost my beautiful best friend in September to Pneumonia, the past 5 months have been the toughest of my life, she was only 17 and was taken away from us far too soon.♥ miss you so much Shannon, I'll see you in heaven!♥
One of my truest best friends moved to New Jersey a while ago and we lost touch :( when the hurricane hit I was so worried about her and now I don't even know if she's alive... I don't know if I ever will...
This song reminds me of my grandpa. He died earlier this year. He was sick for a long time and I hated seeing him like that so I didn't visit him. Last time I saw him was 3 years ago. I'm so sorry that I didn't visit you and you will always be in my thoughts and I will always love you
really the only reason i havent commited suicide is because of my mother and all time low. my mum already sometimes thinks shes a failure of a mum and if i left i cant imagine how she would feel, all time low make me feel emotions no other bands can. r.i.p suicide victims and others who have died x
I relate to you so much. My mom doesn't know what to do to help me anymore. She feels like shit. Like a bad mother. And she's not. So music it's the only thing that keeps me alive. I really hope you'reo ok rn. Love you.
I will be honest, All Time Low saved me. These songs keep me alive. They tell me not to leave and put everyone else through pain; so I listen. Thanks to All Time Low, I'm still here and I still have a little motivation to live.
I'm so so sorry for all you,who have lost loved ones and best friends who were family by heart. I'm in tears right now. I can't relate much to you guys,but I can relate a little little bit. earlier this year,I lost my great grandmother,on my mom's side. The only time she held me,was when I was a new born baby. This year,we were planning to see her in summer of next year...but no...A few months ago,my mom went to her funeral. So now she's another angel in heaven. So I can't relate too much you guys,but at least I can relate a little little bit. I'm so sorry for all of you who have lost close best friends who were like family to you. I'm sorry for those that have lost loved ones (girlfriend or boyfriend.) I'm sorry for those of you who have lost a family member. I'm here for you all.
This song is really special toe because my brother, Justin, committed suicide in October 12th, 2013. I am still greatly affected by his death, and this song makes me think about him a lot. It one of my favourite songs by All Time Low. I will never get sick of this Song.
This song saved my life so many times and I can't thank this band enough. I come here when ever I feel close to it and it helped me. I owe my life to this band on multiple occasions
This was the first song I heard by All Time Low, and I used to listen to it every day, then I forgot about , and I stumbled upon it today, I plan on listening to it as much as I used to.... out of all of there songs this one means the most to me, and still makes me cry every time I head it.....
I read just two pages of your comments but I'm fascinated about how you all are an unity. Everyone here has lost a beloved person and this one song make us all remember. That's the magic of music =)
R.I.P Tom Gaskarth. I sob every time I hear this, but the one thing that comforts me is how pround Tom is of Alex when he looks down at him from heaven. He must be so proud of him.
I hope I will never have to face the pain not to have her here anyymore. I've never said her this, but now I'll go to her and hug her saying 'I love you', tomorrow could be too late. Thank you Alex and All Time Low to let me understand it.
I have a brother, I can't even begin to imagine what would be of me if something happened to him. Alex just... fuck, this has to be, literally, one of the most meaningful songs I've ever heard. I actually want to cry, I just... this left me speechless.
I've had depression since I was 11 and I've had many suicidal Tendencies. This song is one if my all time favorites cuz it helps me when life kicks me in the balls. I'm glad I'm still hear I'm now 16 and it's been 8 months since I've self harmed myself. Thank you all time low and all my other favorite bands and loved ones for being there for me
I don't usually enjoy All Time Low songs that much but this is amazing. Perfect harming song. Even better than What a Catch, Donnie by Fall Out Boy, somehow. I really love this song. Also kind of deters me from doing anything too rash. Great song. Beautiful and sad meaning.
I have been a big fan of all time low for 3 years yet have never heard this song.... Such a sad topic for Alex it is so hard going through a suicide death as if you are close to that person like Alex was to Tom you can feel guilty for not being there for them even though it wasn't your fault it felt like this when I was 15 my older brother(19) committed after battling depression and the exact same for my younger brother when he was 13. Only a couple years later my Dad committed suicide over grief related depression now it's just my Mum and I facing the world one day at a time.
The first time I heard this song, I felt like crying... I also have a brother, but he has a lifetime illness... We really aren't too close, but after I heard this song, I really wanted to change that. If I lost him, I would be lost forever and I dont know what I would do without him... Thank you, ATL... Alot.
R.I.P Tom Gaskarth. You'd be proud to see where Alex stands today. Wish you could see it for yourself.
I think the same about where this energy comes from. Is it intuition or this has been mentionned either in an interview/song?
Nevermind. Songfact laid it clearly enough. Fuck depression, suicide and so much more. Gahdam
There's so many people commenting about how they lost their loved ones... I'm so sorry and may they rest in peace ❤️
Can I hug all the people in the comments? LITERALLY THATS ALL WE NEED. HUGS N STRENGTH.
Sure why not. You can hug as many people as you want
I'm so lame let's all group hug
Fatima yes, you're so right TuT
Haikyu
I want to hug everyone in the comments, rip all the suicide victims they went too soon
He died in his sleep 😕
It is so hard to listen to this song without crying. It was my best friend Jack's favorite song before he committed suicide on August 27, 2014. None of my other friends even knew him. They asked where he had been and why he wasn't responding to my texts, but it was too painful to answer so I told them we got in a fight. Ever since then I felt so alone, I have attempted suicide twice. Anyone else going through this needs to stay strong for those who love them and believe that they are perfect because they do not, under any circumstances, have any reason to hate or hurt themselves. You are all beautiful.
Jack lives on.
My very best friend, Connor, killed himself on 9/5/14 because he was severely depressed about bullying and being gay. Today was a day he would have been so proud of because of the new marriage law. This song reminds me of him and its hard to hear without crying. Love you so much Connor, you would be so proud❤️
I love you Mom. I'll see you again someday. ❤️7-8-13❤️
"Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams waiting to say, "I'll miss, I'm so sorry,"
I have this tattooed on my leg and every time I see it I feel stronger.
Can we please hold a moment of silence for all the suicide victims being commemorated in the comments?
You can hear the amount of emotion they put into this and it cleary payed off because this is a beautiful song.
I am so sorry for all the lost ones in the comments. They were too young and didn't deserve any of this. I hope they rest in peace and I hope everyone in their lives will have only happy memories of him/her.
One of my best friends hung himself a few months ago. Things have been so hard lately, and I need him more than ever. I love you Will.
R.I.P Tommy Gaskarth. You shall be missed for many years to come.
moonlight shadow333 my heart owww
You can almost hear how he's trying not to cry. That's what gets me everytime - his voice. You can feel the pain, the anger, the sadness. He puts all his emotion into the song. So he's no longer singing, he's pouring pain from his lungs.
I wish I was with you my darling, but I know I can't leave this earth. Not yet. We all miss you every day. It's going to have been a full year since you did it in January...I remember what you told me that last day, though. "Take care of yourself, too, kid." I'm doing my best. I'll see you in my dreams.
My cousin Johnny just passed away last night, this song couldn't fit the situation any better... I fucking love you Johnny, I miss you. So damn much.
Love seeing this still get support/thumbs up. Makes me feel happy people are showing their sympathy this way. :)
What I didn't mention in the comment above though, was that my cousin ironically died on Alex's birthday. That's why this song means so much to me
My prayers are with you and ik how you feel.. I lost 2 friends and 2 family members in 2014 alone
Sarah White sorry to ruin the moment but Johnny Boy (that's a song by tøp btw)
johnny, johnny
yes papa?
eating sugar?
no papa!
telling lies?
no papa!
open your mouth!
ha ha ha
This song reminds me of my latest uncle who sadly committed suicide because of depression, Rip uncle Paul you are dearly missed 💔👼🏼
R.I.P Tommy Gaskarth 💜
I miss you Kyle, I'm so sorry. You meant everything to me, and now you're gone...
My best friend commited suicide on my birthday, March the 11 2016. I found out his dad beat him and it killed me. I knew something was wrong but i never asked, I feel so guilty. I want him back, I'll never have him back. My friends little brother was 7, he had leukemia i was close to him he died last u near Christmas. I want him back to. I miss him both R.I.P Zach and Brayden
This song makes me think of my brother.... He never got to open his eyes... I miss you boo 🌟💙👼
Alex Gaskarth is unbelievably strong to write a song about his brother and share it with the world. R.I.P. Daniel Gaskarth and R.I.P. Uncle Marvin. It's been ten years since you left, and I can't wait to see you again.
This is the most heartbreaking song I have ever heard. Its just so raw and full of pain
Therapy is definitely a part 2.
This song reminds me of my granddad I was closest to him out of anyone in my family and he went in to hospital because he was very ill but I got told he was getting better so I could go visit him which I'd been waiting to do for ages but the day I was going I woke up very happy and went downstairs but my closest family members were all there crying my mum told me and I just couldn't stop crying he meant and still means so much to me without him everything changed and it will never be the same again. It's been over 5 years since he died and I still miss him so much whenever I'm sad I go and get my picture of him and say everything that's bothering me like I used to when he was around he made me feel better and his essence makes me feel better I have pictures of him hidden and he designed my bedroom when I was younger so that's my favourite/happy place because of him
All of the comments are pretty sad. *I'm so sorry for everyone who lose an important person, we only can hope that they have a better life now. Please, hold a moment of silence for all the suicide victims*
*If you are living a bad moment, we can talk it before you take a decision, if you're feeling down, let me know, i swear that i will try to help you to be happy ♥ (My twitter is @likecalumbeat if you want to talk send me a DM)*
this song reminds me of my friend Cydney. she was my first best friend. we did everything together. she moved to a different city about 2 years ago. i didnt see her as much anymore. i was supposed to see her on Christmas Eve. but the last time i saw her was in March. March 30th was supposed to be her 16th birthday. but no, that was the day i saw her in a god damn casket. she had hit her head on a glass table. they just couldnt revive her. she was way too young. i wish we spent more time together before she passed. our last goodbye was never said...
(hears song) (cries) (finds meaning of song) (cries even more) (dares to think about what it would be like if my big sis... you know...) (bawling) No one should have to go through that kind of thing, especially if haters use it against them. Seriously. No matter how much she aggravates me, I would never want my older sis to do something like that.
I'm sorry for all those who's lost some important in their lives...
lost my dad when I was 3 years old. it's been 10 years since I've seen him last time. still miss him. love you, dad
My Best Friend died today, we loved All Time Low so much. I miss him so much 😞😞 You will always be in My heart, dude.
My cousin was killed in a car crash and this song literally helped me get through it. I miss you Will. I miss you a lot, I love you
This is the first song I've ever cried whilst listening to, I'm reading the comments whilst it plays and I'm crying so much... This is my favourite song ever and for all those people who have lost someone, I hope you are still going strong
Kai Miah The only song other this that I've cries at, is about being kidnapped by a guy in a wolf mask (it's fictional). What even am I? ❤
If you heard a loud crack, it was the sound of my heart shattering. One of my sister's friends committed suicide recently and it has been really hard
Thomas died of alcohol overdose...
He and Alex were in a fight before Thomas died, and Alex never had the chance to say sorry to Thomas.
~Roseyy
Anyone who's lost someone can relate to this song. That's when you know it's a good song, when anyone can adapt it to there own situation and use it to help them. Alex is great fot that reason that he can write that kind of song. Thank you Alex, RIP Daniel and Grampa x
This song just hit me right in the feels
I miss you mom
adventureinthesea I miss my mum too...
Saw some directioners on twitter saying things like "no wonder he,he hates you too" to alex about his brother whom he wrote this song about when he committed suicide at 21.....That's so low.Poor Alex,it couldn't have been easy...
ugh some fans have no soul :(
ikr.respect lost.
MaydayTheVeil I am so embarrassed about the fandom. Seriously, please ignore 90% of directioners.
MaydayTheVeil Some of us are not like that I swear. I am DEFINITELY not like that... :) I am one of the nice ones, I also like All Time Low, so I swear I am not like that!
***** Thank you!
This song and the comments are just so sad. I'm in love with All Time Low and glad I got to meet and see them live 4 times in May. I'm seeing them next Wednesday in a acoustic session and probably at the Back To The Future Hearts tour With Sleeping With Sirens. I have so much respect for them. Ever since I was in high school, I remember this song coming out. I've been a fan for such a long ass time and look at me, I'm 28. Huh, time goes by fast.
Ive tried twice.. Failed both times, I guess you just feel like there nothing out there for you and you literally have nowhere to go.. I guess its still like that for me but music like this and reading your stories on here make my heart feel a little better, to know I'm not the only like this out there and maybe there is some hope.
Stay strong. You are not alone. xoxo
I hate to ruin the moment but that's quite ironic coming from Misa
Le Me But I did stick with Light until the very end, no?
Well... until Light left. Then you left the next year as well.
I would listen to this song every night last summer, so calming yet so touching. Can't ever imagine going through all that pain, let alone writing a song about it and preforming it. Love his strength.
This song really fucks me up. It reminds me of my best friend, Calvin. We used to hang out all the time and watch anime together. At the time I had nothing and my family was broke. But Cal was there, he was always there. And I swear that there is not a day that goes by that I don't think about him. Just a month before I moved to Florida he drowned. They said his death was a suicide which makes no sense because he was so happy. And it pains me because if he could fake happiness so well, imagine all the other people? It hurts so much now because I've lost my best friend, my grandpa, and now my father. These kinds of things aren't something you simply recover from, you just have to learn to live with it. It's been 5 years now, and I can still remember his smile, it haunts me.
im so sorry about ur friend
my own brother committed on march 28 hearing this has helped me come to the understanding of how I feel myself.
Well shit, this has got me crying, this reminds me of Issac. We were never friends but more of acquaintances, but anyways, we got into a fight and the last thing I said to him was "I wish you never came to this school you could be dead for all I care, as a matter of fact, your already dead to me" and like 3 weeks later we still hadn't talking and I ignored him every time he tried to talk to me and apologize and I kept reminding him how he's dead to me (he said some pretty bad crap) and then he and his mom got in a car accident and he died 2 hours after being emitted to the emergency ward. He died thinking he was dead to me, I'm sorry Isaac, I'm so fricken sorry. I bring a piece of paper with "IM SO SORRY" written on it all over it with me to his grave. Spending Sundays at his grave.
;~; You comment made me cry. I'm so sorry
::blood:: I SEE YOU LIKE EVERYWHERE
I SEE YOU IN LIKE ATL, 5SOS, AND CRY VIDEOS
Astrid Is Awesome YOU'RE LIKE THE 10TH PERSON TO SAY THAT TO ME. xD I think that's a sign that I need a life...
dw. i have a life whichi am living but im still everywhere to be found on youtube videos heheh.
Cat with a C, not a K dont worry im sure you have one and its ok cuz...YOU'RE NOT ALONE!!!!! I FEEL THE SAME!!!!!!
This song seems to bring me to tears every single time I hear it. A few months ago I found out what really the song is about. I love how Alex made a song about him and shared it. Now, anyone else who is dealing with the same thing can make them feel better.
I lost my Mom about 2 months ago and when I heard this song I broke down. I cry every time.
R.I.P to my beautiful sister Laura jean, I love you very much. I hope you are no longer in pain and are happy. 4.11.85-9.14.09
All of the people in the comments losing your loved ones... I'm sorry. ;~; RIP!
this song was the reason me and my first love starting talking :') good times
Good for you
i'm sorry for those people who lost their loved one, just remember that they are in a better place looking after you. xx
I miss you, little sis. I loved you.
This song makes me realise how thankful I am that I found my friend a few years ago when she tried to commit suicide in the school bathroom due to feeling like she would fail everyone with her exam results. I'm so glad I was there to talk her out of it and walk her home to make sure that she was fine
I lost my beautiful best friend in September to Pneumonia, the past 5 months have been the toughest of my life, she was only 17 and was taken away from us far too soon.♥
miss you so much Shannon, I'll see you in heaven!♥
One of my truest best friends moved to New Jersey a while ago and we lost touch :( when the hurricane hit I was so worried about her and now I don't even know if she's alive... I don't know if I ever will...
I wonder if anyone will see me in their dreams after I'm gone
I know you don't know me but Please stay strong. I know it's easy for me to say this but please hold on. There's always a rainbow after the rain.
This song reminds me of all the people I've lost and honestly it hurts
This song reminds me of my grandpa. He died earlier this year. He was sick for a long time and I hated seeing him like that so I didn't visit him. Last time I saw him was 3 years ago. I'm so sorry that I didn't visit you and you will always be in my thoughts and I will always love you
really the only reason i havent commited suicide is because of my mother and all time low. my mum already sometimes thinks shes a failure of a mum and if i left i cant imagine how she would feel, all time low make me feel emotions no other bands can. r.i.p suicide victims and others who have died x
I relate to you so much. My mom doesn't know what to do to help me anymore. She feels like shit. Like a bad mother. And she's not. So music it's the only thing that keeps me alive. I really hope you'reo ok rn. Love you.
Still crying hysterically when hearing this, even after all these years
I miss my best friend:( she's been gone over 2 years, but it doesn't get any easier
I will be honest, All Time Low saved me. These songs keep me alive. They tell me not to leave and put everyone else through pain; so I listen. Thanks to All Time Low, I'm still here and I still have a little motivation to live.
I can relate a lot. All Time Low saved my life.
Ananya Mukerji Stay strong man!! : )
AllTimeMyChemicalPanic!AtTheFallOut l-/ thanks you too! :)
I'm so so sorry for all you,who have lost loved ones and best friends who were family by heart. I'm in tears right now. I can't relate much to you guys,but I can relate a little little bit. earlier this year,I lost my great grandmother,on my mom's side. The only time she held me,was when I was a new born baby. This year,we were planning to see her in summer of next year...but no...A few months ago,my mom went to her funeral.
So now she's another angel in heaven. So I can't relate too much you guys,but at least I can relate a little little bit. I'm so sorry for all of you who have lost close best friends who were like family to you. I'm sorry for those that have lost loved ones (girlfriend or boyfriend.) I'm sorry for those of you who have lost a family member. I'm here for you all.
This song is really special toe because my brother, Justin, committed suicide in October 12th, 2013. I am still greatly affected by his death, and this song makes me think about him a lot. It one of my favourite songs by All Time Low. I will never get sick of this Song.
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may he rest in peace
This is so sad :'( ! I just learned that its about his brother who commited suicide ! :'( Poor alex!
he didn't commit suicide he died of an alcohol overdose.
he died in his sleep
I've looked more on it and i'm pretty sure he did overdose. But it was intentional ;-;
Fact 1. Alex's brother did not commit suicide.
Fact 2. Alex's brother died in his sleep.
fact 3. Alex's brother was a kid.
***** Fact three actually is wrong. The story is his brother Thomas passed away in his sleep because of alcohol abuse. Alex was 12 and Tom was 21.
I used to listen to this song 2 years ago... i was depressed... now i am listening again and i feel nothing... glad that i forgot my bad memories
rip john I love and miss u 2000-2016
relating to this song is a blessing in disguise, it speaks a world of feelings
i just cant believe this song was written for Alex's brother who took his life. it breaks my heart
This song saved my life so many times and I can't thank this band enough. I come here when ever I feel close to it and it helped me. I owe my life to this band on multiple occasions
Oh god...... this song made me cry if my sister killed herself I'd do the same. This is why I admire alex he's one the strongest people I know.
This was the first song I heard by All Time Low, and I used to listen to it every day, then I forgot about , and I stumbled upon it today, I plan on listening to it as much as I used to.... out of all of there songs this one means the most to me, and still makes me cry every time I head it.....
*holds a moment of silence for all the suicide victims being commemorated in the comments* Rest in Peace. I hope they're happier wherever they are.
Not only is this such an amazing and powerful song, but the way Alex sings it adds to the emotion all the more
stay strong everyone, xx
Thanks
I give him so much respect for writing this song, and preforming it. He's my hero.
RIP all the people who died ❤❤❤
I miss you babe. You were always there when i needed a shoulder to cry on. Ill see you in heaven
I love you
I'm totally not crying right now.
*sobs*
I read just two pages of your comments but I'm fascinated about how you all are an unity. Everyone here has lost a beloved person and this one song make us all remember. That's the magic of music =)
alex is one of the strongest people i know :( i wanna be strong too..
This song is like the most beautiful song I've ever heard. It makes me wanna hug Alex, it makes me wanna cry, it's too beautiful for words.
my ex girlfriend killed herself... she left me a video of her sing this song... ( we were still dating. )
She committed suicide?!
yea... but that 4 years ago...
Nina TheKool yea.. but that was 4... year ago... and so did my best friend shane...
I'm so sorry. I hope everything has gotten better ❤
Angie Noad it has kinda... but thx c:
R.I.P Tom Gaskarth. I sob every time I hear this, but the one thing that comforts me is how pround Tom is of Alex when he looks down at him from heaven. He must be so proud of him.
I'm not crying, my eyes were taking a shower. Can someone toss me a towel?
Here's my shamwow. ;_;
there is no words on earth that can express how much i love this band.
Markell. I miss you so much. 7-11-13
I hope I will never have to face the pain not to have her here anyymore. I've never said her this, but now I'll go to her and hug her saying 'I love you', tomorrow could be too late. Thank you Alex and All Time Low to let me understand it.
I have a brother, I can't even begin to imagine what would be of me if something happened to him. Alex just... fuck, this has to be, literally, one of the most meaningful songs I've ever heard. I actually want to cry, I just... this left me speechless.
I've had depression since I was 11 and I've had many suicidal Tendencies. This song is one if my all time favorites cuz it helps me when life kicks me in the balls. I'm glad I'm still hear I'm now 16 and it's been 8 months since I've self harmed myself. Thank you all time low and all my other favorite bands and loved ones for being there for me
I don't usually enjoy All Time Low songs that much but this is amazing. Perfect harming song. Even better than What a Catch, Donnie by Fall Out Boy, somehow. I really love this song. Also kind of deters me from doing anything too rash. Great song. Beautiful and sad meaning.
I start crying by the first chorus no matter what.
You are missed Destiney ;(
IM CRYING RIGHT NOW. I HAVE HAD THE WORST DAY AND I FEEL LIKE SH** I HONESTLY CANT
+Jazz Kelly hey, its ok. It'll get better, just give it time. Take a breath and let the rest come easy
+Jazz Kelly hey, you'll be okay. Give it time and hang in there. and don't forget, nothing is worth hurting yourself over, you're great. : )
They told me to listen to old ATL. And now I have. And I feel like when I went back and listened to old Mayday for the first time. Amazed.
Best ATL song in my opinion
this song always makes me cry and it reminds me of how lucky I am to have a healthy loving family
I have been a big fan of all time low for 3 years yet have never heard this song.... Such a sad topic for Alex it is so hard going through a suicide death as if you are close to that person like Alex was to Tom you can feel guilty for not being there for them even though it wasn't your fault it felt like this when I was 15 my older brother(19) committed after battling depression and the exact same for my younger brother when he was 13. Only a couple years later my Dad committed suicide over grief related depression now it's just my Mum and I facing the world one day at a time.
The first time I heard this song, I felt like crying...
I also have a brother, but he has a lifetime illness...
We really aren't too close, but after I heard this song, I really wanted to change that.
If I lost him, I would be lost forever and I dont know what I would do without him...
Thank you, ATL... Alot.
i'm crying oh my god im crying i cant
I always get teary eyed when i listen to this. It is such a beautiful song