Life lesson learned. It’s nothing nice, don’t be that guy.

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  • @Kingsworld812
    @Kingsworld812 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    Mentally respond instead of emotionally react. Always remember that

    • @helloworldRR
      @helloworldRR 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Yes ! hard to sometimes depending on the subject matter...

  • @Radiant26
    @Radiant26 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +52

    Good to see you back Badger.

  • @whiggins2671
    @whiggins2671 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    For those who are slow on the uptake Badger is dry begging for assistance to get his belongings out of storage. I am sure we can kick in a few dollars to get him to $1500. Come on people the man could sure use some help.

    • @Nopanic631
      @Nopanic631 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      U know his cash app?

    • @shirk_slayer
      @shirk_slayer 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      No one in active addiction will ever pay $1500 to bail out a storage unit unless there is $1500 worth of dope in there.

    • @Nopanic631
      @Nopanic631 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@shirk_slayer no one asked u tho

    • @puzzymonsta69
      @puzzymonsta69 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@Nopanic631lol

  • @bigMCLR
    @bigMCLR 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    respect Badger. we all appreciate your honesty. your videos help a lot of people get through the struggles of life.

  • @bendaves77
    @bendaves77 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +27

    I'm in my 40s and when I would listen to the older guys talk about the wild stuff they did and how they were lucky to not be spending the rest of their life in prison, I took it as a lesson to not follow in their footsteps. The guys younger than me heard the same stories from the same guys and they looked at it like a challenge or a list of things to do in order to be cool.. most of my generation ended up free, decent jobs and family and friends.. that generation had kids they don't support, are in and out of prison and not accomplishing anything.. the old timers are left scratching their heads wondering how the same message and lessons achieved 2 different results... glad you are free and enjoying life OG BADGER!!! Keep pushing the positive message cause there's some of the youngsters who are really good kids and they can end up on either end..

    • @prolly2stoned420
      @prolly2stoned420 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      It’s the culture. Everyone thinks they are cool/ tuff. People used to just accept who they are. Also people just get tired of following rules that don’t make any sense.

    • @erickiyoshiphillips2323
      @erickiyoshiphillips2323 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      yes alot of young kids wont learn until they get in trouble or go through it themselves. i had uncles and aunts who were on drugs and up until i was 19 i always was against drugs then eventually got addicted myself up until a year ago i finally got clean. i wasted hundred or thousands on drugs. not even exaggerating

    • @southbay6090
      @southbay6090 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @prolly2stoned420 you said people get tired of following rules that don’t make sense? Well if that’s the case they better not get caught up and sent to prison because in California prison they have 1000 rules that don’t make any sense (I mean some do) and if you don’t follow rules you get some iron in your diet or 🔒 🧦. Better to follow stupid rules in society cause CDC Rules are absolutely brutally enforced.

    • @prolly2stoned420
      @prolly2stoned420 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@southbay6090 I get it dude. I’m 27 and haven’t been locked up yet, even tho everyone said I would. I’m just saying the rules are dumb.

  • @Bigtruckdrivah
    @Bigtruckdrivah 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +12

    You know how to live right badger. Do it

  • @ulosen
    @ulosen 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I thought you were dead. Really appreciate you uploading again

  • @boodro5040
    @boodro5040 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +18

    Glad your back Badger. Keep ya head up bro you got this.

  • @br-dj2ti
    @br-dj2ti 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Great to see you back, brother, God bless you.

  • @Blu702
    @Blu702 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I don't think I've ever been loved back. It's good to be sober and I'm grateful for my life. And no matter what happens, nobody can take that away from me, but me. Birds of a feather flock together. The fellowship is there for you, remember that. Much respect.

  • @L_Train
    @L_Train 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Good to see you my man! Be well and take care.

  • @danielbaldwin3980
    @danielbaldwin3980 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Stay strong, brother. I really respect that you aren’t afraid to put yourself out there. That helps other people more than you probably know. In a world where people are afraid to show their emotions, it’s refreshing to listen to someone being real. Appreciate you, bro.

  • @johnm2478
    @johnm2478 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    What's good og? Hope all is well brother! Love & Respect from Atlanta

  • @breekthefreak3132
    @breekthefreak3132 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    A ton of people need you brother!

  • @joejoeaz47
    @joejoeaz47 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    What's good badger 👊

  • @MsJoesmith95
    @MsJoesmith95 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Glad to see you back Badger!!!!!

  • @andrewcruz2872
    @andrewcruz2872 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Always a pleasure my brother 🙏 wish u nothing but the best !

  • @StLMikie
    @StLMikie 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I hope you’re well my boy. It’s nice to see you back

  • @patrickodonovan5066
    @patrickodonovan5066 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Welcome back. Keep up the good work. I always enjoy your channel, your guests, things you have to say.

  • @dmajor2262
    @dmajor2262 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    Good to see you back brother. Keep pushing. Respect ✊

  • @adp5926
    @adp5926 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Life is struggle, so the best you can do is try to help someone with their struggle.
    Helping someone else is the best thing you can do for yourself.

  • @Ben_Harry_Pdx
    @Ben_Harry_Pdx 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Hey Badger it’s Ben from Portland Oregon living down in Wilmington NC, it’s so good to see you back on here bro, I had wondered what was going on with you and had you in the back of mind the entire time. I’ve watched all your content since the start and feel like I kind of know you. It’s a trip when you watch someone for so long and feel connected to them and their story, kind of crazy. Anyways bro it’s really good to see you alive and kicking and I’m still here with you and can’t wait to see what the future holds, I know that you’ll be Ok and start to thrive again. Thanks bro, Ben.

  • @whiterussia9232
    @whiterussia9232 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I am so relieved to see you back. It was a terrible turn of events. But you are back now and that’s what’s matters.
    All we have is today.
    I also think of my past mistakes and they haunt me. But we can’t go back in time and change what has already happened. Easier said than done, I know. At least you got yet another chance.

  • @jynavarro10
    @jynavarro10 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    So glad your back. You look good bro and I know things will work out.

  • @silasmarner7586
    @silasmarner7586 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I love seeing you Badger. I imagine that last time was bruuuuuuu tal. I'll be your friend forever and think of you always.

  • @geodude6244
    @geodude6244 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I been feeling the same. Broken heart and broken spirit but I refuse to give up.

  • @justinjakel8816
    @justinjakel8816 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    Welcome home

  • @JOHNTOPG
    @JOHNTOPG 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    I'm really happy to see you posting again

  • @josephhamblen4047
    @josephhamblen4047 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Glad to see you. Take care of yourself brother.

  • @Mario2M
    @Mario2M 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Salute 💯 OG!! You were one of the first videos I watched when I got into youtube

  • @brianalbritton3084
    @brianalbritton3084 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    Glad to see you back again. Love your content you've helped me more than you'll ever know AND I THANK YOU. Keep up the positive vibes and awesome content.

  • @davidheiman8581
    @davidheiman8581 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Badger . You’re a great dude . I really appreciate all the stories and lessons. I’m so very glad that you are ok . You always remind me of my brother who passed . Your lessons are so real . Stories are so intriguing. You will find the one who loves you . I got 19 months sober . Get you a nice sunset. Sit in the beach . There is so much beauty just given to us . I hope you feel better dude .

  • @swankyb9454
    @swankyb9454 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Dont even think about giving up now Badger! You have suffered through a lot and owe it to yourself to have some peace and joy in your life. You will bounce back

  • @Ewan-Argo
    @Ewan-Argo 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Welcome back dude, hang in there

  • @MistaCreepz
    @MistaCreepz 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Keep your head up man, look forward to the new content

  • @Jayyy667
    @Jayyy667 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    He's alive!

  • @bartluis5394
    @bartluis5394 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    Missed you OG

  • @Tonyhardy11
    @Tonyhardy11 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Wishing the best for you Badger! Glad you’re here still with us 💪🏽 everyone don’t skip the ads let get Badger Paid! 💰

  • @redsky7527
    @redsky7527 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Badger is back!
    Life is a trip…
    because it’s a journey. We all choose our own path. May we all be blessed with good choices, and good luck when we don’t.
    And you’re right, mister. Old age ain’t for the weak, but here we are. Stay blessed, Badger 🙏

  • @therudytunes33
    @therudytunes33 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Man you've helped ppl more than you know

  • @jerryj2785
    @jerryj2785 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Great to see you !!!!

  • @Scrub_Zero
    @Scrub_Zero 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Glad to see you man. Positive mental attitude bro. Everything is moving forward. Keep going bro. Im a convict and and an addict myself and now I have 13 years under my belt, a beautiful wife, a nice truck, Im a homeowner, and I just have a life I never dreamt I could have. You have to keep doing the things sober people do man. You know this.

  • @ffdv7458
    @ffdv7458 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Keep your head up, you still have choices. I've had a very different and privileged life to you, yet fate dictates this is my last few months. No matter how dark it seems, your issues are solvable and things will get better.

    • @cdsand45s
      @cdsand45s 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      challenging enough w/ privilege 🙏🙏🙏

  • @anthonyvalor8030
    @anthonyvalor8030 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    You might not know this but we love to see your videos bro..I work 12 hours graveyard shift…Can’t wait to see your new videos

  • @lt.danslegs9737
    @lt.danslegs9737 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Love and respect!!! Keep your head up and keep it moving Badger. This to shall pass.

  • @jasongraef2659
    @jasongraef2659 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Badger, you'll be able to get back on your feet. Bro I know you. Can we believe in You don't Give up keep your head up.

  • @tylerteal2396
    @tylerteal2396 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

    Keep digging pal. Respect OG Badger from Washington State.

  • @338renegade
    @338renegade 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    glad you're back badger, hope you're doing well these days man

  • @vw6809
    @vw6809 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Love your channel, keep moving forward!

  • @mrfatbobrider1969
    @mrfatbobrider1969 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Wow , hey Brother it’s great to see your still with us after people saying that you had passed away, wish I was there to strangle the ever living shit out of the people talking shit just to gain some fame and what not
    So fucking awesome to know that you are still around to share your experiences and knowledge that you possess… much love and respect to you Brother Badger from here in the Southern Hemisphere…
    New Zealand 🇳🇿✌️😎

  • @lanmarknetworking3034
    @lanmarknetworking3034 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    You become your parents.
    Your kids become you.
    The ONLY way to change THEM is to change YOU!

  • @casper2386
    @casper2386 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Glad to see you again badger keep on pushing the content bro ignore the trolls that are saying stuff in the comments they just want to see you fail prove them wrong

  • @mikebanks3080
    @mikebanks3080 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It's SO good to see you on here brother. Keep your head up and keep trucking. You got this!

  • @silasmarner7586
    @silasmarner7586 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +19

    Remember OG. NUMBER ONE! SERVICE TO OTHERS. It's ok to start with your family there too.

  • @menibags3755
    @menibags3755 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    Just ignore bs. Don't let your temper get the best of you.

    • @JanoyCresva
      @JanoyCresva 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Its fragile egos man. A lot of gangsters have them. Their whole self worth is based on how many people think that they are bad ass and tough. Like someone could cut me off in the street and call me a bitch when im with my lady. I know that waking up in my bed next to her is worth 10000X more than if i chased the guy down and smashed his windshield. I feel like Badger would be a windshield smasher. Where he'd tell himself that he doesnt care if he goes to jail, someone just hurt his ego and in his mind has to go make it right or otherwise he loses part of his manhood/identity.

    • @accradata
      @accradata 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      All this is easy to say when you're not living in a building where some grub a few doors down is constantly harassing your woman with zero respect for either her or you. If you walked away every time like it was all OK then you my friend are a weakling, and people will absolutely take liberties for your whole life.
      The fact that she dumped him anyway is a testament to the fact that women ruin lives and move on while the man goes through hell. Awful story for Badger, you can see he's heartbroken more than anything. Put yourself in his shoes for a minute

    • @Ac0ustics0ul
      @Ac0ustics0ul 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@accradata It's her, she's toxic for him..always has been...any time he's been in trouble, it's come from something related to that relationship... to be that age, in that volatile of a situation, amd to let a woman still be ruining your life..miss me with that...we've all been through it and can never seem to quit the wrong people. She knows his fragile circumsrtances and always brings him back to the darkness, tale old as time

    • @SBpunx-el2bw
      @SBpunx-el2bw 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      True he is in a shelter she is in her cozy apartment she could give a shit about badger he needs to leave that a alone

    • @accradata
      @accradata 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@Ac0ustics0ul 100% agree

  • @ArkOmen1
    @ArkOmen1 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Be strong Badger!!! We need you to be strong. We're all rooting for you. Nothing but up from here right?

  • @thevoiceofreason3653
    @thevoiceofreason3653 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Hope ya doing ok badger miss ya

  • @nephikalamafoni4512
    @nephikalamafoni4512 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Get on your program Badger. The only thing that helped center me mind body spirit. Been there at the bottom it helped to center me, God Bless you

  • @anthonypawnee611
    @anthonypawnee611 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I spent alot of time thinking I was gonna be someone's karma that was doing shit towards my family and friends but yeah we gotta just let stuff go. I'm still having to work on it. Keep your head up man.

  • @JonSudlowpc
    @JonSudlowpc 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Love and respect badger, been following you for years in and out of lock up. I look up to you, count you as a friend and always LOVE when you are on the outs. You bring so much light to peoples lives and we love you.

  • @charlespruett9066
    @charlespruett9066 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Real men admit their faults bro and you are one of the best! Keep putting one foot in front of the other and pick your battles accordingly you will be back on top wood!

  • @snuggleseal
    @snuggleseal 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    34 thousand subs! you go man! great job!!!!!

  • @moz69xtc
    @moz69xtc 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Good to see you back. much love and respect from the UK

  • @Vlad-tt9is
    @Vlad-tt9is 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    There are many varied paths in life, but all can give teachings for the individuals who realise that. May the Norns weave you some positive wyrd.

  • @ghostwriter1415
    @ghostwriter1415 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Badger, what's up with some relocation? LA is expensive for anybody! And, with that missing tooth you look like a gin YOU wine southern peckerwood! I love you bro.

  • @Chi_Till_I_Die773
    @Chi_Till_I_Die773 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Glad to see you OG ! Salute my brother

  • @maxg9999
    @maxg9999 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Damn badger love and respect homie! Glad to see you back and alive! All of us are fighting a battle that nobody knows about. Mine is about taking care of my wife and kids and keeping our bills paid and staying clean and keeping my mental health straight. Some days I feel like I’m hanging on by a thread. I been watching you since the beginning and just celebrated 13 years clean. Thank you for being a part of my recovery. Hang in there og. I’m gonna try to find you on Facebook man.

  • @kellilee7433
    @kellilee7433 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Good to see you out of the clink and back out with us

  • @ebeneezerscrooge2942
    @ebeneezerscrooge2942 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Glad you’re back bro. This will make a great comeback story man. Your words got me through some hard times brother.

  • @Sugasmack
    @Sugasmack 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Love and respect from Lexington Kentucky

  • @JDK499
    @JDK499 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Watch the whole ad to show extra support 😂

  • @silasmarner7586
    @silasmarner7586 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +30

    I've loved several women who didn't love me back. That's how it goes.... But to be forgiven by God I have to forgive them.

    • @thelotus8285
      @thelotus8285 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I dealt with that too. I ended up drinking a lot over it. Once I stopped the drinking, I almost forgot what was the reason behind it. 15 years of self medication will make you wonder what you could've done with your life. 😅

  • @gangstarvision
    @gangstarvision 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Great to see you back Badger!
    You should find someone to make a film about your life.
    I'm sure there's a lot of directors that would be very keen to tell your unique story. Of transformation, from prison to enlightenment.
    It would be a great way to broadcast your message and would likely also provide a major financial boost.
    I'd imagine Big Herc could probably help point you in the right direction, on who to speak to etc.
    Just keep pushin' 👍

  • @cdsand45s
    @cdsand45s 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    it's a big man that can examine himself

  • @johnrawlings2161
    @johnrawlings2161 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Hang in there man, sending good vibes from Southern Maryland!

  • @reggieivi5157
    @reggieivi5157 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Badger. I'm a black man. I feel you homie. Arkansas. Really stay up

  • @johnniewasr5740
    @johnniewasr5740 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Good to see you’re back at it bubba. Don’t be too hard on yourself if you slip sometimes. We are all imperfect sinners.

  • @camo2255
    @camo2255 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Glad you’re back big dog ✌🏼

  • @thetexassaint6571
    @thetexassaint6571 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    45 and starting over from absolute (I mean absolute )nothing. Blessed to have my health, so I , we, have all we need to rebuild again and better. Saludos Badger, we are doing this thing together and you and I have people that are watching us, both cheering us on or hoping to watch us fail.
    We also have people that are looking to us succeed because then they will know they can too. We have to not give up and keep moving forward no matter how impossible and unlikely any level of success may seem.
    Let’s go out swinging at the very least. We have won before and we definitely didn’t think we could do that then, so let’s do it again. Respect from El Paso

    • @NicCageForPresident2024
      @NicCageForPresident2024 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      I'm 41 years old trying to start back up again from nothing basically at least I have a place to stay for now my girlfriend and daughter are here even though she doesn't really care about me anymore. I have my car my health is screwed I spent a month in a coma a year-and-a-half ago. I am an army combat veteran though and I won't give up until I take my last breath.

    • @changedlife1904
      @changedlife1904 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Yea , I did exact same thing , only thing I had was a airmattress

    • @helloworldRR
      @helloworldRR 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      You both can and will do it ! Let's go !! You guys got this !

  • @marcalanjacobs
    @marcalanjacobs 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Glad to see you back Badger.

  • @19841mlee
    @19841mlee 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Good to see you back around!

  • @michaelmichaelzino6341
    @michaelmichaelzino6341 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Love seeing you back buddy. Your positivity and wisdom is contagious, keep up the good work. God Bless You.

  • @someguy510bayarea
    @someguy510bayarea 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I’m glad you’re back, Badger. I wish I had the extra funds to throw at you, so you can get back on your feet, however, I’m in the process of a big move.
    Keep your head up, my dude. Please be safe. Stay strong!

  • @Spiderclawz
    @Spiderclawz 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Glad to hear you rethinkin your latest visit to the state hotel

  • @jthep993
    @jthep993 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Glad your back Badger!!

  • @Blasto313
    @Blasto313 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Glad to see you back brother, you’re not alone. Don’t ever give up, “never out of the fight.”

  • @pedrolopes1564
    @pedrolopes1564 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    We need you, Badger, its great to see you back!

  • @xfritzthecatx3782
    @xfritzthecatx3782 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Welcome back, dude, I love ur content and hope you keep it up!

  • @jgs3725
    @jgs3725 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Good to see you back out again lol, Been following you for awhile, I think you've told your story, now it's time to create a new story & life, with your family. The battlefield starts in the MIND, Plant your future there first see it everyday and watch it manifest into reality.

  • @mickemata7666
    @mickemata7666 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Head Up Chest Out Big Badger!

  • @noiseviolation2634
    @noiseviolation2634 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    We got your back bro it's so good to see you. The courage of you to come out and say what's going on rather than just disappearing forever speaks volumes

  • @crazycrackalacka
    @crazycrackalacka 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Praying for you and yours!

  • @chrismajor4169
    @chrismajor4169 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Missed you Badger!!
    You give a lot more than I think you know brother!!

  • @sleepyjones9625
    @sleepyjones9625 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Good to see you back OG

  • @codycardin
    @codycardin 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Pobody's nerfect. If youve never read No Country For Old Men, I think you would take a lot away from it. The movie is very accurate to the book and is free on TH-cam right now, but i didnt really understand it until i read the book and ive read it well over two hundred times now. There's little part toward the end
    Ed Tom: "What would you have done if the man that shot you had been released from Angola"
    Uncle Ellis: "I don't know? Nothing. There wouldn't be no point to it."
    Ed Tom: "I'm kindly surprised to hear you say that"
    Uncle Ellis: "You wear out, Ed Tom. All the time you spend tryin to get back what’s been took from you there’s more goin out the door. After a while you just try and get a tourniquet on it. Your grandad never asked me to sign on as deputy with him. I done that my own self. Hell, I didn’t have nothing else to do. Paid about the same as cowboyin. Anyway, you never know what worse luck your bad luck has saved you from. I was too young for one war and too old for the next one. But I seen what come out of it. You can be patriotic and still believe that some things cost more than they're worth. Ask them Gold Star mothers what they paid and what they got for it. You always pay too much. Particularly for promises. There aint no such thing as a bargain promise"
    There's so much weird stuff in life. There's so much stuff, I'm responsible for and my friends died and i didn't. I lived, they didnt and i was the one that showed them, taught them, did worse shit than all of them put together, but they all died and i didn't. You don't need any advanced degree to see that ain't fair. Nevermind considering that's what i did for the people i cared about the most, shepherded everyone to their graves. I just try to make things better, but that's tough to do, when you have all this unresolved fear, violence, and trauma inside you.
    I always hated violence, even as a little kid, but i got numb too it the older i got. And it took me till i was in my late thirties before i could even admit that, because i couldn't stsnd the idea of being a victim or vulnerable again. And even at thirty eight i was still afraid to admit the truth of the situation, that i never actually wanted any of it, i did it, i chose to do it, but only cause i saw everything filtered through the eyes of an extremely traumatized child. It justifies everything i ever did because i had never let any of it go or processed any of it. And stuff that was done to me twenty five, thirty, thirty five years ago is still controlled me. I knew that wasn't right, most of all because i havent been a kid in a long time. This is long, and rambling.
    Anyway, happy to see your videos again

  • @NeoCoriolanus
    @NeoCoriolanus 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Keep it simple however you can Badger. Much love and respect.

  • @steveburgandy2680
    @steveburgandy2680 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Keep your head up, Badger.

  • @juri_xiii9977
    @juri_xiii9977 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Good to see you Badger..! Think Positive Brother..!
    Greetings from Finland..!

  • @markjones6181
    @markjones6181 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Glad to see you out Badger hang tight brother....Stay Up, Hard, and Free you got this bro...🔥❤️💯

  • @SolSul
    @SolSul 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

    As a swede it makes me glad to hear that u ask our old aesir gods for guidance. U are an inspiration for us by keeping up the fight OG!