Trans Vlog Episode 80 Nothing Happening (10/30/2020)

So, no changes, at all, on HRT so far. I dunno if the dose is too low, or if the gel isn't working but nothing happening. Like, I didn't expect almost any change at all, but from the experiences cited by other trans men, I thought there would be bottom growth starting up. I desperately want to change my name, but can't til after the election, which I don't want to think about. At least exercising is going ok.
After some soul searching and discussion with my therapist, this was decided upon as a good idea. I used to post to TH-cam in the past and it helped me a lot to feel like I was helping people, while also connecting with others without having to actually be social :D My vlog has some kinda raw emotions and somewhat can be about darker things. Some of it may be triggering, especially to trans folks, as this is a vlog about my coming to terms with and dealing with trans issues, as well as other issues, from PTSD to childhood trauma to current events, so on, but I try not to ever be too graphic. Also, sorry the audio quality is not great on these, between the background phone notifications sometimes, or the volume overall. I’m just me talking to an imaginary you, and a struggling to process me.

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I have not gotten any bottom growth either and it’s been six months.

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It sounds like maybe your voice might be starting to change a bit. Hang in there. It’s different for everyone.