Thats because you haven't found the right guy to listen and comfort you after a stressful day you see the good girls all ways look for the bad guys and those guy just see you as an object that they can fool around with but the good guy like my self gets nothing. it saddens me that girls lower there self for a cute guy that will end up breaking your heart so when things like that happen just kill them with kindness❤
Y'all gotta go peep my remix too this. Leave some feedback as well. I can promise yall won't regret it! It's on my channel "God Told Me He Had Other Plans"
Not to mention the repetitive lyrics. This fool is running out of ideas, he keeps saying the same words in almost ALL his songs "Numb" "Drinking" "Drugs" and "love". Cringy asf.
I miss you, and I used to listen to this song and cry about how it reminded me so much of you. But I feel better now, I'm feeling happy now. I'm not happier than when you were around, but I'm getting there. I miss you, but I picked myself up after you left. I guess that's what you gotta do sometimes; love yourself more than you love the person who wouldn't allow themselves to love you.
A lot of people will probably say that this is just you talking while music plays. But these are real thoughts, and a realistic version of the world from a human perspective. This is real, and raw, and true. And, Phora, if you ever read this, I want to thank you for giving us your music.
Thank you because I'm really fukin struggling no one even know... my love fukin switched up hard after everything I was the only there literally at times in his life he fukingnghosted me n made some bogus ass reason n kept still keeps trying say uts it not even like that but I tell him CLEARLY IT IS THO...ITS GETS DO DEEP FROM LOOSING BOTH OUR BESTFRIEBDS O.DN YR APART FINDING OUT ABIUT HIM NOT GIVING UP O HIM DOING WAY UNAOEAKABLE THINGS THATVLOVE MAKES U DON2 TEY N FEEL N PUT URSELF IN THSR PERSONS SHOES JUST 2 UNDERSTAND WHY WHY ME WHY YOU SO HURT MY LOVE WHY U FEELN THE NEEED 2 LIEV2 ME..ITS ME WHAT TGIS REAL WE GOT PREGNANT WE LOST OU R BABY..UGHH AO FUKI N G MUCH HE DECIDED 2 GET CLEAN N UP N LEFT ME AND IVE BEEN TRYING TO HELP HM..NOT EVEN KNOWING I FORCED HIS HAND 2 GET CLEAN THIS TIME AND HE NEVER FUKING CAME BACK LIKE REALLY YO 4yrs that's how u love me that's the thanks that loyalty to n u I mean I goes on n on..I'm pretty sure u know or get the idea. I really wana day thank u because I n really needed that what u wrote Really thank u With love n kindness
Marco don’t let anyone stop you from being happy life is to valuable. Take care of yourself brother don’t let the ways of this world bring you down. Spread those wings and find what makes you happy. You got a whole Yours Truly Movement behind you
I feel him so much Like depression pushes the path of drugs and it’s so hard to be happy always being around people smiling and with someone hard just to go to the drugs at the end of the day just to close that emotion away
[Intro] One, two, uh Yeah, yeah, yeah Uh, yeah, look [Verse 1: Phora] First I lost you, now I’m lost in the drugs Pop this, take that ‘till I feel numb All I ever wanted was to be yours All I ever wanted was to feel love But I’m 6 pills in and I feel fine Can’t stop thinking ‘bout when you were still mine I just don’t know what to do now Guess I’ll take another one just to kill time Can’t feel my face and I can't move But they say you can’t love what you can’t lose So I’m sitting here trapped in my own thoughts Now I can’t feel all ‘cause of you You ever so lost that you feel alone You ever scared to end up on your own You ever get hurt till you can’t feel I ain’t never had a place I can call home I ain’t never had nobody I can run to I ain’t never had a home I can come to I ain’t ever have nobody really love me And that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you I ain’t never had nobody I can run to I ain’t never had a home I can come to I ain’t ever have nobody really love me And that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you [Verse 2: Phora] But it’s really hard to think about you Can’t breath, can’t eat, can’t sleep without you And they all say I lost myself trynna find you But I’m not me without you I don’t want to go through it no more I don’t want to do it no more I just took all these pills Fuck love Fuck life I can’t do it no more Think I’m fading out Please don’t let go ‘cause I’m fading out Please don’t let me go ‘cause I’m fading out Please don’t let go ‘cause I’m fading out [Outro: Breana] Doing everything I can to feel something ‘Cause everything I do feels like nothing Don’t know what to think Don’t know how to move ‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you Doing everything I can to feel something ‘Cause everything I do feels like nothing Don’t know what to think Don’t know how to move ‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you ‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you
Phora is to underrated He’s different from today’s rappers His lyrics are actually poetic Unlike MOST rap these days, I hope Phora makes it big and changes some of the rap industry
Yeah Ik what you mean wish I could be the same but I spent weeks tryna love back the person who left me guess that person never loved me cuz I wasn't worth fighting for love is so bitter..... sometimes I ask myself is it a rose dressed up as a sharp thorn waiting to cut your hand 😔
we love you Marco ! and alot of us are still here trying our best because of you.. you mean alot to us.. i hope everything gets better because you deserve nothing but the best ! YOURS TRULY FOREVER ❤️
he genuinely doesn’t look happy and you can hear the pain in his voice and see it on his face , everyone should be worried about him and his health but no some of y’all are so damn worried about pointing fingers and putting dezy down 🙄💔 MIND YOUR OWN DAMN BUSINESS... if you really care worry about showing support for/to Marco 🙁 I love you Marco and stay strong you’ve come so far and got through so much sh’t head up mi corazon 💛
Yessss .. some female went out to DM dezy and tell her to kill herself !?like does anyone care for how she feels too?? She’s probably going through shit too and is so good at hiding it .. I truly hope they both find happiness weather if it means that they will not be together anymore just in general 😔
Marilyn G exactly , yeah I seen it got me so pissed , like nobody knows what she’s going through either and for them to tell her to kill her self is so f’d up 🙁 but I honestly just wish the best for both of them , together or not 🤞🏼
Sometimes we leave or lose the one we love most. Not because we don't love them any longer but for the simple fact we feel like a weight on their shoulders. A stophold for their progression or happiness. What we fail to realize is that we need them more than we think we do. I feel every fragment of pain from me letting someone I love go and this song hits me right in the heart. I needed it but at the same time I wish it hadn't brought it back to mind. Year later and hopefully some day I meet someone who relates or understands me. 🙏
Alfonso Balcazar that's deep bro I couldn't have said it better but you will find that someone we all will there's hope for all of us we just got to stay strong and were not all alone we always have someone but God Bless you bro🙏🏻
RIP Beamer boy I do my best to remind myself of that every day. Learning how to cope with loss and love is one of the most challenging experiences in life. Put all that on top of someone who already struggles with his or herself and one can feel like a burden to those they need in life. The one thing I do understand about myself is that I have been so terrible with sharing my love to someone that I have so much of it to give. The darker side of that is the barrier. The understanding/accepting of ones love in order to be capable of giving it back. Being trapped in the mind clouds the expression of ones heart.
I cry every time I hear this song. I’ve never knew my father, his children and his mom. I’ve always felt lost and sad. I asked my mother several times and she says” I didn’t know my father” and see I turned out fine. I told her that’s not how I feel. I want to know. She blows me off and it hurts.
That's crazy and sorry you are going through that..let's try ancestry, maybe he or a fam member did it..also, I'm not an advocate for ancestry just throwing out options 😊
thatbald fisherman I have ancestry and I’ve reached out to those with whom I share the most dna with. But, without a name? I haven’t got too far. A lot has happened in my life. And, I was told by my stepfather and my half sisters that I came from incest. I haven’t spoken to my family for years now, just from emotional and physical abuse. I am sad but I know it’s better for my mental health. I plan on making a you tube channel and to share my story. Thank you for your help.
@@ThapeloEntle sorry. It’s tough, there’s not a day that goes by where I don’t think of it. As, to why he didn’t want me? Or he did, and my mom was lying? I feel just lost
Hope you’re doing better than before 🖤 we’re all here for you , your days will get better , I know hearing that has helped me in the past 💕 we’re strong for you just like how you’ve been strong for us , love you to the moon & back ✊🏻
raxahax Shows what life can do to us. God designed life to lead back to Him. Everywhere we turn no matter how much we feel like we're doing good, if it doesn't lead to Him being first, it leads to us being in despair like the devil, period. Dead ends revolve around us.
Hozz Explain to me the miracles of history then please. And start with the Miracle of Fatima, Spain..... when over 70,000 people including nonbelievers showed up amd witnessed something even scientists can't explain. I'll be waiting Hozz. God bless
Phora’s music has brought me to tears, not only this song but a lot of his other songs. I wish I could meet him. If people have just seen him on trending, if you want to get some more feels from his music, listen to either Hope, A Song For Her and Deeper Than Blood. Hope that everyone suffering from depression can find relations in his music and he can help you through your battle😴
This song has so much pain and meaning behind it.. It was only just last year when I was living this life. I’m surprised I even made it this far - but right now it’s artists like Phora that have inspired me to do the same with my own songs. Using your own experiences to spread a message that can reach millions. Believe in yourself and never lose hope. You are not alone!
Phora feels so legit... he keeps it 100 coz you can't fake what he says coz he's words strike the heart ... I feel you man... i feel your music... i feel all the emotions even though it's difficult to make sense of em...
man your going thru a hard time and i know your strong enough to get thru it . you’ve had hardships like this before and i’ve seen you succeed. there is light at the end know that for sure man . but don’t give up on life because of someone . people change and so do you. be a strong man i know you are and keep your head up . everyone is here for you . we love you.
if there’s one thing you taught me is to never give up, your music taught me to never give up & your words taught me because if it wasn’t for you who knows where I would be I have been living a hard life growing up when I was 3 l, my sister & I got taken away from our parents & my dad was deported back to Mexico & I never seen him since & then growing up was hard I had family that were in gangs, I had family that hated each other &!at the age of 8 was the First time I ever tried weed because of my cousin & I looked up to him & I regret it & I started doing it again at 12 & but My family was kicked out of the house when I was 8 we had to live on the streets in a car for weeks & then we had to live in hotels for weeks while my mom was fighting for us trying to keep us happy & trying to be the best mother she can for my sister & I like my mom was a drug addict & it was hard, but then it got better when I moved up to Palmdale to live Which my aunt & it was going good & then we moved into apartments & we got kicked out from that & had to find somewhere to stay again & this is when I was 12 & then we found another apartment & when I was in 7th grade I got removed again into foster care with my sister & my two little brothers & my other little sister and my youngest siblings went to a different foster house while my sister & I went to another & it was hard I didn’t know what to do I just wanted to give up On life & just throw everything into the garbage and just rot & die because life was horrible & then I started listening to your music & the words you say & the messages & they have made me be more brave & more strong to not give up to always look forward and to follow your dream no matter what is going on in life but then one day my mom overdosed & past away & it is so hard losing my mother I never showed her how much I loved her I never Appreciate what she did for us I never did anything to show I loved her with all my life & I told her I wish she wasn’t my mother & all that & our last conversations was an argument & it’s hard like life felt like it was over because losing my mom was the most painful thing to ever happen to me I just wanted to give up again & throw everything that I worked for away & not even care about it & I kept listening to you & everything you say & I told myself that I can’t say this that I can’t let this negativity & problems affect who I am & who I wanted to be & to never give up because I have a life & I make my own choice on who I want to be & to not let all the negativity said to me affect me & to always stay strong because at the end of the day we make the choices to our life’s & I have a lot more to say but I feel like it to much to keep typing but my point across all this is that you need to also stay strong & to never give up no matter how hard life is thrown at us because you said & told to us that god give The toughest battles to the strongest of his people & that quote helps me guide through life & should help you too don’t forget that god put you on this earth for a reason & we may not know it right away but one day we will because if I can be strong & make the smart choices no matter what is thrown at me you can to, just never give up never because you worked so hard to be where you are now & don’t just throw it all away like that we all are humans and we all make mistakes & go through tough moments But that’s how life is & we can’t redo that but we can change that by being a better person & believe in ourselves but I just want you to know to never give up & to never let this get to you because you are & outstanding person & always will be.
Speechless.... you are so amazing... I'm very sorry you have to go through all this but you are truly an amazing rapper. I felt every freken verse/word in that song. If you ever need someone, ik I'm not much but your fans will always be here for you.
"First I lost you now I'm lost in the drugs" this hits so deep....people dont understand how horrible it is losing a son and how hard it is to cope with the pain. Drugs isn't the answer though, this type of music is. Thank you.
Yooo i felt this deep af.... my ex and i recently broke up couple weeks ago. He hurt me. But i remember him always telling me he had no one to run to, no family to run to because they don’t really talk, and he said how he felt like his parents didn’t love him and man now i understand why it was hard for him to love me... still not an excuse but when you said something similar it brought me to tears cause i thought about my ex 😭😭😭😩💔 I LOVE YOU PHORA.
betzy ramirez trust me...it happen to men. .idk wat it is... ur mon or fathet tell u ..."i love u" now i got a son nd another onr coming.... i try to do ma best to not be da same..is really hard to.give love nd nobody give u some
Keep your head up. Break ups are lessons. Ive cried for months over my ex. 3 years and i still miss her. But life goes on. Take what you learn and apply it on your next special relationship 🌹
Desiree Rosado been here since like 300k, and hes been through so much shit in the last 4-5 years. A lot of us legit thought he commited. He has helped so many people though some if the roughest times in their lives, and im one of them. Its good to see him putting out new material.
Phora, I hope you doing well right now. I know us as humans always try our best to be strong in front of others but we’re all fighting a battle that nobody see’s but ourselves. It’s best not to keep the pain that we hold and let it destroy us and our mind. We’re all human, nobody is different. I pray for you Phora, love you man, take care!
I felt this shit in my soul.... 💔😞 I feel him ....I’m going through the same thing ... Getting your heart broken & not being able to get past it no matter how much you try is hard ...
Dang lately I can relate to 99% of his songs. It’s a sad thing to go thru heart break and constant pain, rejection, and abandonment. I just want it to stop and be happy, idk how much more of this I can take before I throw in the towel….
I still play this song in the early mornings when I'm alone. It holds so much emotion. It's refreshing to listen to something with lyrics that tell a story.
Awe I don’t like seeing him sad he deserves the whole world he helps a lot of people through the meanings of his music I just wish I could do something to see him smile 😞
💔 Phora puts me in the feels
Nate420 keep up the work nate
Nate420 sound alike to xxx
🤔
Xiang Lin you really didn't say that right?Dont compare this guy to X
I too
When he said “I ain’t ever have nobody really love me and that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you.” I FELT THAT
Me too
Same
Word.
TheBeautyBri_ same love
Thats because you haven't found the right guy to listen and comfort you after a stressful day you see the good girls all ways look for the bad guys and those guy just see you as an object that they can fool around with but the good guy like my self gets nothing. it saddens me that girls lower there self for a cute guy that will end up breaking your heart so when things like that happen just kill them with kindness❤
When he said "All I ever wanted was to be yours
All I ever wanted was to feel love" I felt that 😭😭💔
That part had me emotional asf that strong line
coreas LVK95 rd
Yup.. Here's my cover to holding on ,an I did one to this one too . feel it deep n the chest th-cam.com/video/aInO6Fd3DIg/w-d-xo.html
Y'all gotta go peep my remix too this. Leave some feedback as well. I can promise yall won't regret it! It's on my channel "God Told Me He Had Other Plans"
Same
When you listen to this with a broken heart, it hits different
Thats a facts
Facts
Hurting
Me
Ooof this song hits hard
Dont sleep on Phora
right i as waiting everysingle day to hear this song
I’ve been sleeping on him
KubyBeats fact
I LOVE ITTTT😭😭😭❤❤❤❤
He should sing with lil skies
"Dont know what to think. Dont know how to move. Cause I dont really make sense without you." 🥀
He pours his soul into his tracks.
amen
& talks about the same thing in most of his songs
mrslapside yes and that’s why his music is so good 😭
Not to mention the repetitive lyrics. This fool is running out of ideas, he keeps saying the same words in almost ALL his songs "Numb" "Drinking" "Drugs" and "love". Cringy asf.
He already sold his soul. So technically he pours his demons in each track.
I miss you, and I used to listen to this song and cry about how it reminded me so much of you. But I feel better now, I'm feeling happy now. I'm not happier than when you were around, but I'm getting there. I miss you, but I picked myself up after you left. I guess that's what you gotta do sometimes; love yourself more than you love the person who wouldn't allow themselves to love you.
Felt that 😥❤️
How do you do it, I'm going through such a hard time
When you have been checking almost every day for a Phora upload, and it finally pops up ... No better feeling man. Thank you.
Dre yes
Yes... honestly..
one thing confirmed,he will never make bad music.😫
1,000 subscriber's without video? Yes ! 😩
Yes!!! Thank you!! Someone finally said it
Phoras one of my favourite rappers he gave me motivation to make my own channel I hope I make it out there like him just need support 🙏❤❤
Man this was so simple yet so beautiful to watch
Sometimes simple is better 🤷♂️
amen to that
hear*
Yes
Phora doesn’t even get half The recognition he deserves.
Frr your so right he deserves a lot
We need you Phora... Take your time. Take as much time as you need homie, but we love and need you so much. #YoursTrulyForever
We miss u phora❤️❤️stay strong YoursTrulyForever
WAIT WHOA I WAS NOT READY FOR THIS
Jaylyn FLO CHECK MY MUSIC OUT IK SOME OF YOU CAN RELATE 🙏🏼😔
Right!
PHORA GANG we’re you at😭
Yours truly🙏🏼
A lot of people will probably say that this is just you talking while music plays. But these are real thoughts, and a realistic version of the world from a human perspective. This is real, and raw, and true. And, Phora, if you ever read this, I want to thank you for giving us your music.
De NICE amen!
Saw this guy open for G Eazy. You have a promising career ahead of you.
Aaron Davis same here, I saw him open for G-Eazy, but I was already a fan lol
Aaron Davis he have been making music for 8 years now
He’s been around way before that, he’s a great artist.
Same lol
And I've seen Phora at his own concert and cried
You can feel the hurt in his voice , hate to see someone who brought me up feel down
i feel you
felt this
This song saved my life, with a full bottle of pills. When you think your never gonna find anyone again. I found the love of my life. Never lose hope
I dont want to move on and find better. Itn aint worth the continued losses they get harder. 18 year love of my life. Cheated....
Thank you because I'm really fukin struggling no one even know... my love fukin switched up hard after everything I was the only there literally at times in his life he fukingnghosted me n made some bogus ass reason n kept still keeps trying say uts it not even like that but I tell him CLEARLY IT IS THO...ITS GETS DO DEEP FROM LOOSING BOTH OUR BESTFRIEBDS O.DN YR APART FINDING OUT ABIUT HIM NOT GIVING UP O HIM DOING WAY UNAOEAKABLE THINGS THATVLOVE MAKES U DON2 TEY N FEEL N PUT URSELF IN THSR PERSONS SHOES JUST 2 UNDERSTAND WHY WHY ME WHY YOU SO HURT MY LOVE WHY U FEELN THE NEEED 2 LIEV2 ME..ITS ME WHAT TGIS REAL WE GOT PREGNANT WE LOST OU R BABY..UGHH AO FUKI N G MUCH HE DECIDED 2 GET CLEAN N UP N LEFT ME AND IVE BEEN TRYING TO HELP HM..NOT EVEN KNOWING I FORCED HIS HAND 2 GET CLEAN THIS TIME AND HE NEVER FUKING CAME BACK LIKE REALLY YO 4yrs that's how u love me that's the thanks that loyalty to n u I mean I goes on n on..I'm pretty sure u know or get the idea.
I really wana day thank u because I n really needed that what u wrote Really thank u
With love n kindness
Stay faithful and you shall receive all your blessings
I’ve missed you so much Marco!!!!! ❤️😣
Marco don’t let anyone stop you from being happy life is to valuable. Take care of yourself brother don’t let the ways of this world bring you down. Spread those wings and find what makes you happy. You got a whole Yours Truly Movement behind you
Anthony_OnPoint I like how he said movement✊✊
he's trending finally getting the credit he deserves
Dryea The Dreamer 😘
I feel him so much Like depression pushes the path of drugs and it’s so hard to be happy always being around people smiling and with someone hard just to go to the drugs at the end of the day just to close that emotion away
I tried overdosing in the school bathrooms
Aaron Bautista I hope you’re doing better bro ❤️
Stay safe bro, I feel your pain😔🙏
Phora knows how to put what we feel into words. That’s his gift.
You reassure us that we ain’t the only ones going through it, stay strong bro
That’s a fact
Facts
This
This low key slaps but its emotional I dont know what to feel
Antonio Guerrero
that's true....
[Intro]
One, two, uh
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Uh, yeah, look
[Verse 1: Phora]
First I lost you, now I’m lost in the drugs
Pop this, take that ‘till I feel numb
All I ever wanted was to be yours
All I ever wanted was to feel love
But I’m 6 pills in and I feel fine
Can’t stop thinking ‘bout when you were still mine
I just don’t know what to do now
Guess I’ll take another one just to kill time
Can’t feel my face and I can't move
But they say you can’t love what you can’t lose
So I’m sitting here trapped in my own thoughts
Now I can’t feel all ‘cause of you
You ever so lost that you feel alone
You ever scared to end up on your own
You ever get hurt till you can’t feel
I ain’t never had a place I can call home
I ain’t never had nobody I can run to
I ain’t never had a home I can come to
I ain’t ever have nobody really love me
And that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you
I ain’t never had nobody I can run to
I ain’t never had a home I can come to
I ain’t ever have nobody really love me
And that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you
[Verse 2: Phora]
But it’s really hard to think about you
Can’t breath, can’t eat, can’t sleep without you
And they all say I lost myself trynna find you
But I’m not me without you
I don’t want to go through it no more
I don’t want to do it no more
I just took all these pills
Fuck love Fuck life I can’t do it no more
Think I’m fading out
Please don’t let go ‘cause I’m fading out
Please don’t let me go ‘cause I’m fading out
Please don’t let go ‘cause I’m fading out
[Outro: Breana]
Doing everything I can to feel something
‘Cause everything I do feels like nothing
Don’t know what to think
Don’t know how to move
‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you
Doing everything I can to feel something
‘Cause everything I do feels like nothing
Don’t know what to think
Don’t know how to move
‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you
‘Cause it don’t really make sense without you
lxve mxxdy lyrics in the description;)
lxve mxxdy thank you for the lyrics.
lxve mxxdy hell yea
If there's anyone still listening to this song i just want to say Hold On better days are coming. #yourstrulyforever
Thank you so much.
Phora is to underrated
He’s different from today’s rappers
His lyrics are actually poetic
Unlike MOST rap these days, I hope Phora makes it big and changes some of the rap industry
fatboy sse
Loll, you wish
I respect X, but there’s no way Phora copies x in anyway
Phora has been doing this type of music pretty much all his life.
@@relx8715 He didnt copy x he had had this flow for years long before x was even relevant
@fatboy sse you sound stupid asf, fuck outta here
fatboy sse u know how many g music videos have dark rooms ??
fatboy sse He Has Since 2011. So Recheck Your Facts. Don’t Come At Phora Like That. Fuck Out Of Here.
i felt this.. i really needed this. man it sucks loosing yourself tryna love someone else especially when they already gave up on you.
RIP XXX it’s funny bc i can’t do the same :/
Yeah Ik what you mean wish I could be the same but I spent weeks tryna love back the person who left me guess that person never loved me cuz I wasn't worth fighting for love is so bitter..... sometimes I ask myself is it a rose dressed up as a sharp thorn waiting to cut your hand 😔
Anyone else listening to this with a heartbreak 😪
I've been listing to this while my friend is in a heart break cause i feel really bad what she is going through and what her ex did to her💔😢
What's heart break to a broke mind?
Josh Faulkner 🙏🏽
Josh Faulkner yep, and it fuckN sucks
Josh Faulkner mee :)
One day you will become what you’re looking for, bro.
Keep it up and never give up!
Lets get Phora on #1 Trending !!!!🔥💥
Jasmin Robles 😘
we love you Marco ! and alot of us are still here trying our best because of you.. you mean alot to us.. i hope everything gets better because you deserve nothing but the best ! YOURS TRULY FOREVER ❤️
he genuinely doesn’t look happy and you can hear the pain in his voice and see it on his face , everyone should be worried about him and his health but no some of y’all are so damn worried about pointing fingers and putting dezy down 🙄💔 MIND YOUR OWN DAMN BUSINESS... if you really care worry about showing support for/to Marco 🙁 I love you Marco and stay strong you’ve come so far and got through so much sh’t head up mi corazon 💛
Selena 💯
Major facts . 🗣💯😭
Yessss .. some female went out to DM dezy and tell her to kill herself !?like does anyone care for how she feels too?? She’s probably going through shit too and is so good at hiding it .. I truly hope they both find happiness weather if it means that they will not be together anymore just in general 😔
Marilyn G exactly , yeah I seen it got me so pissed , like nobody knows what she’s going through either and for them to tell her to kill her self is so f’d up 🙁 but I honestly just wish the best for both of them , together or not 🤞🏼
Selena honestly I could give a fuck about the album I just want him to feel better. I was so scared I didn’t know if he was alive or not he’s my world
Beautifully done 😍
b r u h
What they here
@Hector Lopez ong
Ayo wtf 😆
LMAO
"All I ever wanted was to be yours"❤
Sometimes we leave or lose the one we love most. Not because we don't love them any longer but for the simple fact we feel like a weight on their shoulders. A stophold for their progression or happiness. What we fail to realize is that we need them more than we think we do. I feel every fragment of pain from me letting someone I love go and this song hits me right in the heart. I needed it but at the same time I wish it hadn't brought it back to mind. Year later and hopefully some day I meet someone who relates or understands me. 🙏
Alfonso Balcazar that's deep bro I couldn't have said it better but you will find that someone we all will there's hope for all of us we just got to stay strong and were not all alone we always have someone but God Bless you bro🙏🏻
RIP Beamer boy I do my best to remind myself of that every day. Learning how to cope with loss and love is one of the most challenging experiences in life. Put all that on top of someone who already struggles with his or herself and one can feel like a burden to those they need in life. The one thing I do understand about myself is that I have been so terrible with sharing my love to someone that I have so much of it to give. The darker side of that is the barrier. The understanding/accepting of ones love in order to be capable of giving it back. Being trapped in the mind clouds the expression of ones heart.
Alfonso Balcazar well done and said 😩😩💯
Alfonso Balcazar r
5 seconds in and I’m in love, you can’t make a bad song. Loving the vibes
Asia Aaliyah CHECK MY MUSIC OUT IK SOME OF YOU CAN RELATE 🙏🏼😔
*Damn that drop.....*
Now we are going to hear what he’s going through but this is just temporary..
Julissa Ruiz CHECK MY MUSIC OUT IK SOME OF YOU CAN RELATE 🙏🏼😔
Julissa Ruiz he’s unique happy he is back and happy we didn’t sleep on him
Julissa Ruiz tru
Yes and?
Hes done this before. Its never gonna end..
i was having a rough night and here out of no where. i love you. thank you.
Honestly same
Jasmine Martinez same
Jasmine Martinez CHECK MY MUSIC OUT IK SOME OF YOU CAN RELATE 🙏🏼😔
to all who are saying same. i hope you’re okay. stay safe. ❤️
you'll be just fine PHORA!!! were all here supporting you!!!! were all here as one big family !❤️
I cry every time I hear this song. I’ve never knew my father, his children and his mom. I’ve always felt lost and sad. I asked my mother several times and she says” I didn’t know my father” and see I turned out fine. I told her that’s not how I feel. I want to know. She blows me off and it hurts.
That's crazy and sorry you are going through that..let's try ancestry, maybe he or a fam member did it..also, I'm not an advocate for ancestry just throwing out options 😊
thatbald fisherman I have ancestry and I’ve reached out to those with whom I share the most dna with. But, without a name? I haven’t got too far. A lot has happened in my life. And, I was told by my stepfather and my half sisters that I came from incest. I haven’t spoken to my family for years now, just from emotional and physical abuse. I am sad but I know it’s better for my mental health. I plan on making a you tube channel and to share my story. Thank you for your help.
im sorry dat happen to u
I could relate 🙏
@@ThapeloEntle sorry. It’s tough, there’s not a day that goes by where I don’t think of it. As, to why he didn’t want me? Or he did, and my mom was lying? I feel just lost
Hope you’re doing better than before 🖤 we’re all here for you , your days will get better , I know hearing that has helped me in the past 💕 we’re strong for you just like how you’ve been strong for us , love you to the moon & back ✊🏻
who played this song so many time bc u have been hurt before and can relate?
[Nickrapz ] man! FR!!!
🙋♀️
Yeah dude
🖐️
[Nickrapz ] me
Underrated asf🔥🔥
Graffitiz over
Take my word most underrated in the game
Not anymore tbh .. 2 or 3 years ago yes .
that's what makes it special
Soon it will be overrated
Damn i felt this whole song tf
Most people will at some point
same, I cried the whole time, it really hits you deep
Same, started crying a little
if phora kills himself i'll be done.. his music helped me a lot
raxahax you know he had to do it to him tho
raxahax Shows what life can do to us. God designed life to lead back to Him. Everywhere we turn no matter how much we feel like we're doing good, if it doesn't lead to Him being first, it leads to us being in despair like the devil, period. Dead ends revolve around us.
Odilia Ortiz there is no god 😔
Hozz you say it as if its a fact
Hozz Explain to me the miracles of history then please. And start with the Miracle of Fatima, Spain..... when over 70,000 people including nonbelievers showed up amd witnessed something even scientists can't explain. I'll be waiting Hozz. God bless
You can hear his pain
*feel
Phora’s music has brought me to tears, not only this song but a lot of his other songs. I wish I could meet him. If people have just seen him on trending, if you want to get some more feels from his music, listen to either Hope, A Song For Her and Deeper Than Blood. Hope that everyone suffering from depression can find relations in his music and he can help you through your battle😴
Hayden Church you Mommy I love you Mommy just know I love you
This song has so much pain and meaning behind it.. It was only just last year when I was living this life. I’m surprised I even made it this far - but right now it’s artists like Phora that have inspired me to do the same with my own songs. Using your own experiences to spread a message that can reach millions. Believe in yourself and never lose hope. You are not alone!
Okay but I’m crying right now .. I sincerely feel your pain and know how you feel .. I love you phora... sorry for sleeping on you ..
Never heard of him until i saw him on the trending page! He's awesome!
Harley Loper Dont sleep on phora!
^ facts but welcome to the team yours truly forever💯
Harley Loper same
Fake yt fan
Kayla Begay Just because they haven’t heard of Phora doesn’t mean they’re a “fake” yt fan😂
Notification squad?? Good shit phora 👁
Ty for all the likes omg😂🙃
AAboat desperate for likes. Just enjoy the good music for once
yorkiyorkxx your funny
AAboat *you're*
AAboat what about his funny??
Jose Molina notification squad. Esas mamadas.
Phora feels so legit... he keeps it 100 coz you can't fake what he says coz he's words strike the heart ...
I feel you man... i feel your music... i feel all the emotions even though it's difficult to make sense of em...
man your going thru a hard time and i know your strong enough to get thru it . you’ve had hardships like this before and i’ve seen you succeed. there is light at the end know that for sure man . but don’t give up on life because of someone . people change and so do you. be a strong man i know you are and keep your head up . everyone is here for you . we love you.
Where have you been ?! 😢❤️
Evelyn Arguelles frr
if there’s one thing you taught me is to never give up, your music taught me to never give up & your words taught me because if it wasn’t for you who knows where I would be I have been living a hard life growing up when I was 3 l, my sister & I got taken away from our parents & my dad was deported back to Mexico & I never seen him since & then growing up was hard I had family that were in gangs, I had family that hated each other &!at the age of 8 was the First time I ever tried weed because of my cousin & I looked up to him & I regret it & I started doing it again at 12 & but My family was kicked out of the house when I was 8 we had to live on the streets in a car for weeks & then we had to live in hotels for weeks while my mom was fighting for us trying to keep us happy & trying to be the best mother she can for my sister & I like my mom was a drug addict & it was hard, but then it got better when I moved up to Palmdale to live Which my aunt & it was going good & then we moved into apartments & we got kicked out from that & had to find somewhere to stay again & this is when I was 12 & then we found another apartment & when I was in 7th grade I got removed again into foster care with my sister & my two little brothers & my other little sister and my youngest siblings went to a different foster house while my sister & I went to another & it was hard I didn’t know what to do I just wanted to give up On life & just throw everything into the garbage and just rot & die because life was horrible & then I started listening to your music & the words you say & the messages & they have made me be more brave & more strong to not give up to always look forward and to follow your dream no matter what is going on in life but then one day my mom overdosed & past away & it is so hard losing my mother I never showed her how much I loved her I never Appreciate what she did for us I never did anything to show I loved her with all my life & I told her I wish she wasn’t my mother & all that & our last conversations was an argument & it’s hard like life felt like it was over because losing my mom was the most painful thing to ever happen to me I just wanted to give up again & throw everything that I worked for away & not even care about it & I kept listening to you & everything you say & I told myself that I can’t say this that I can’t let this negativity & problems affect who I am & who I wanted to be & to never give up because I have a life & I make my own choice on who I want to be & to not let all the negativity said to me affect me & to always stay strong because at the end of the day we make the choices to our life’s & I have a lot more to say but I feel like it to much to keep typing but my point across all this is that you need to also stay strong & to never give up no matter how hard life is thrown at us because you said & told to us that god give The toughest battles to the strongest of his people & that quote helps me guide through life & should help you too don’t forget that god put you on this earth for a reason & we may not know it right away but one day we will because if I can be strong & make the smart choices no matter what is thrown at me you can to, just never give up never because you worked so hard to be where you are now & don’t just throw it all away like that we all are humans and we all make mistakes & go through tough moments But that’s how life is & we can’t redo that but we can change that by being a better person & believe in ourselves but I just want you to know to never give up & to never let this get to you because you are & outstanding person & always will be.
Breana Marins part in this song literally has been on repeat. One of the most beautiful vocal and rhythms I've ever heard. Just wow.
Speechless.... you are so amazing... I'm very sorry you have to go through all this but you are truly an amazing rapper. I felt every freken verse/word in that song. If you ever need someone, ik I'm not much but your fans will always be here for you.
Phora you the best bro keep the grind 💯🙏🏼
Marco Torres CHECK MY MUSIC OUT IK SOME OF YOU CAN RELATE 🙏🏼😔
This song should be #1 on trending!
RappyTracks fr
Not really
Kevin Flores it should
Kevin Flores better then Jake Paul’s music and Logan’s that happen to make trending so yes this deserve more
#10 trending
"First I lost you now I'm lost in the drugs" this hits so deep....people dont understand how horrible it is losing a son and how hard it is to cope with the pain. Drugs isn't the answer though, this type of music is. Thank you.
Well this was unexpected..... fire though
Pronto Official frrrr
Pronto Official CHECK MY MUSIC OUT IK SOME OF YOU CAN RELATE 🙏🏼😔
“All I ever wanted was to be loved” I feel this whole song on a whole level🤕🥀🖤
Love you❤️❤️ can’t wait for the new album
Yooo i felt this deep af.... my ex and i recently broke up couple weeks ago. He hurt me. But i remember him always telling me he had no one to run to, no family to run to because they don’t really talk, and he said how he felt like his parents didn’t love him and man now i understand why it was hard for him to love me... still not an excuse but when you said something similar it brought me to tears cause i thought about my ex 😭😭😭😩💔 I LOVE YOU PHORA.
betzy ramirez trust me...it happen to men. .idk wat it is... ur mon or fathet tell u ..."i love u" now i got a son nd another onr coming.... i try to do ma best to not be da same..is really hard to.give love nd nobody give u some
Jonathan Hernandez learn how to spell I have no idea what you just said
Keep your head up. Break ups are lessons. Ive cried for months over my ex. 3 years and i still miss her. But life goes on. Take what you learn and apply it on your next special relationship 🌹
Adan Perez grammer doesn't matter so stop judging people's grammer
betzy ramirez literally the same thing happened to me :/....so same....same 💉
Ugh Phora never disappoints.
Amen.
Listening on repeat tonight🖤
Azlynn MUA u already kno
🙌🏼
Been listening to this for years, and it still hits even now
Felt this 🤧. Another amazing song. I love you so much man 😭🖤
Leah Rodriguez Ur fucking beautiful. Let me tell u once more . For if u heard it from someone else before me . Just reminding u . :) snap ?
Julio Garcia it’s not her 😂 it’s billie eilish
I ain’t ever have nobody really love me, and that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you.
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I LOVE YOU I NEEDED THIS 😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
It doesn't get better and it is as plain and simple as that chooseing what to endure is what makes it worth it
"All I ever wanted was to feel love"💔 stay strong bro were all here to support you all the way much love bro
It’s such a horrible feeling to know that the one person who gave you faith has now lost it himself.
:((
😭😭😭whyd you have to say that. Im sad now
Head up marco, what your going through is temporary dont let it get the best of you ill always be supporting you no matter what and i love you🤧🖤🌹
Its been 7years, still a art at it best.
i’m not crying you are
Abby J I just have something in my eye
Its allergies
Been here before he reached a million. Yours Truly Forever 💔. MY LOVE TRENDING NOW 😭❤My heart goes out to you
Desiree Rosado been here since like 300k, and hes been through so much shit in the last 4-5 years. A lot of us legit thought he commited. He has helped so many people though some if the roughest times in their lives, and im one of them. Its good to see him putting out new material.
Albums here 👀
Julissa Ruiz CHECK MY MUSIC OUT IK SOME OF YOU CAN RELATE 🙏🏼😔
This songs gets me in my feelings😪💔
Leonor Montoya I mean it is the title
I feel the pain in his voice we love you Phora 🤕❤️❤️❤️
Who was here before 1 million views
Angel Garcia 4th view been on replay since!
4th view is prolly just youtube being a sped, it still says im 16th lul
I was the 41st lol never clicked on a song so fast
12th but my shitty phone wouldn’t load
Angel Garcia 44th view
he was right when he said we weren’t ready 🤧😪
Bruh anybody here on September 2019? I listen to this everyday 😭💔💔
Came back In 2020 this song is way too fire
@@andromeda.1312 back in 2021 🥲🥲🥲
Phora, I hope you doing well right now. I know us as humans always try our best to be strong in front of others but we’re all fighting a battle that nobody see’s but ourselves. It’s best not to keep the pain that we hold and let it destroy us and our mind. We’re all human, nobody is different. I pray for you Phora, love you man, take care!
Legit feeling this in my heart
I felt this shit in my soul.... 💔😞 I feel him ....I’m going through the same thing ... Getting your heart broken & not being able to get past it no matter how much you try is hard ...
Dang lately I can relate to 99% of his songs. It’s a sad thing to go thru heart break and constant pain, rejection, and abandonment. I just want it to stop and be happy, idk how much more of this I can take before I throw in the towel….
I hope you're doing better now, just know you matter 🙏🏾💯
I HOPE YOU FOUND LOVE AND SOMEONE WHO APPRECIATES YOU
1:41 broke my heart 😭💓 I miss phora and dezy together .
Beatriz Vasquez I listened to the song so many times already and barley realized the pics 😭
Sara Jesse omg really I noticed it right away 😭 I miss them so much .. but shit happens for a reason .
what’s her instagram ?
Alyssa Casas dezyfilms
I ain’t ever had nobody really love me, and that’s probably why I don’t know how to love you ... 💔💔
Phora is underrated
I still play this song in the early mornings when I'm alone. It holds so much emotion. It's refreshing to listen to something with lyrics that tell a story.
Awe I don’t like seeing him sad he deserves the whole world he helps a lot of people through the meanings of his music I just wish I could do something to see him smile 😞
wdw #1 me too
not the right time but limelight?
His good master piece of his craft/// I think I'm fading out please don't let go cause I'm fading o.....u..t
angela Morocho yes??
Nf and phora should collab. Who else agrees
Ravyn Davis CHECK MY MUSIC OUT IK SOME OF YOU CAN RELATE 🙏🏼😔
Yess
Ravyn Davis yep and I always wanted him to collab with xxxtentacion (rest in peace)
🙋🏽♀️
Ravyn Davis Awesome name 😍😜
I felt this hard man.... ❤🌹🌹
Already fw the album
The album out?
"They all said I lost myself trying to find you, but I'm not myself without you"
😭😭😭
I believe every word, he sings with so much passion I'm in love