Ryan we are the same age so I think it’s part of the process of growing up I can’t help but compare myself to others. But, let’s also be honest. Everyone who keeps coming back to view your videos is because of you! We accept you for everything you do! If it means just staying in and drinking coffee and talking to the camera, or going out with your amazing fits. It’s all you. You are more than enough for everyone and even when it feels like the world is against you. You’ll always have your own back. Just remember it’s okay to not be okay sometimes and it’s up to you to decide how you want to view the world but success is so different in everyone eyes so keep doing what you’re doing! Hope everything works itself out but I hope you enjoy what’s to come. 🫶🏽🫧✨
You shouldn't feel obligated to film yourself and share things you don't want to. You should only film yourself when you feel like you genuinely want to. Don't pressure yourself. You're doing just fine and we love your video's.
"I wanna give u a hug rn" button Ryan you are doing your best and we all appreciate it. No matter if it is you taking a coffe or taking a one dollar trip. We are here for u and pls dont forget that u are human and can't do everything all the time. Sending a hug of support ❤
hey ryan, i really appreciate you being honest with your viewers. i constantly compare my life to other people and especially social media influencers and your videos always make me feel more valid. i hope youll be ok
I’m so happy you shared this to us. Right now I’m in my own phase of being burnt out because of school and just reality. Whenever I do nothing and I feel like I’m doing the same routine again and again, I feel like nothing and I feel like I’m not doing anything with my life. You don’t have to film everything Ryan, as long as you film something, even if it’s so small, I assure you we will enjoy it! Even if some people think you’re not incredible, you have a whole community who thinks you are! Feel better Ryan 🫶🫶
I could be your grandma, but hold you head high and be proud of yourself. Not many people are capable of being so independent and responsible. Be very very proud honey cuz u r succeeding!
ryan you are so love by so many ppl. you opening up to us and being so relatable when it comes to mental health is so appreciated .. we want you to enjoy what you do and have fun whether that’s on or off camera. we love you ryan !! stay strong and do everything for urself
Everything you said is true and your feelings are valid. Privacy is peace. What you’re doing (being so open on a public platform, traveling the world) takes courage. You’re absolutely entitled to take a break to rejuvenate yourself and just breathe (just plz let us know beforehand cause we love you or whatever). 💕
Aww baby I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. I can actually relate. I look at other people’s life and their happy, and living life. Then look at myself wishing it could be me. It’s really puts my mental health in a bad place. You should be able to talk about EVERYTHING you’re feeling. It’s not going to always be positive. That’s what being a creator is. Don’t worry about the critics. Do what makes YOU happy. I only wish I could afford to leave New Jersey. Try and have fun while traveling, I know it’s hard. I’m here for you! 💕💕💕💕
This video was literally so relatable. I go through the same thoughts and feelings often (except I’m not an influencer) Don’t compare yourself to anyone else it’s pointless, do your best and stay healthy (mentally and physically) I think you are awesome! You got this!
I've always struggled with impostor syndrome and it seems like you do as well. You should give value to the work you put into your platforms and separate yourself from the expectations from some viewers (that also know only a small part of who you are). You've been doing great, you put out insanely good content, that's relatable and entretaining. Please don't feel pressured to film every single second, bc at the end of the day this is also your work & in another work setting you wouldn't be working 24/7. You're such a star! Keep up the good work but make sure you rest as well ❤
Ryan we love you, you can talk to us and cry on camera if you want we are here for you. If you feel pressure because of the comments just know you still have real support from people who love you. And those people saying “why do you do you do things and not film” should just not watch your videos anymore. But if you feel like no one is there for you and if you feel like this isn’t reality just know that you do TH-cam and you will have real people supporting you.
I relate man, I’m at a beautiful college and all my hard work has paid off but I’m not happy. I love my classes and friends but like I’m just sad, like I changed my environment but my issues are still there. I think Ryan’s in like a transformative period and trying to decide what he wants to do and that can be scary. Just follow the joy and fulfillment and remember why you started and what you want your life to be. It has always helped me to just chase the life I want and take steps everyday to get there. ❤ (also love the new podcast)
I am so glad you did this video because I’ve been following you about six months. your rawness about how you’re feeling right now is spot on for people who travel. I have done so much traveling for lengths of time spanning a year to four years and it’s inevitable that you’re going to feel the way you feel. I’m not even an influencer so I can imagine how you’re feeling. my only suggestion is do what a lot of these other major influencers do and take time off of social media even if it’s just a few days. We need you healthy.
completely off topic sorry but your literally so cute like all your adventures and you just explaining your love for decor is so cute to me which is why I’m obsessed with ur channel your so wholesome and relatable (maybe because were close in age I feel a connection towards u) ahh ily Ryan it’s ok to feel down just know we’ll always be here 🤍🥹 (peep all the supportive comments and love 🥺 see we love u)
Thank you for being vulnerable. It’s not an easy thing and I believe we chose the right person to support. I hope you feel better and know that you are very not alone. We love you a lot ❤
I want you to know that it's okay to feel down and vulnerable, especially when you're in a foreign country and dealing with illness. It's completely natural to have moments of doubt and sadness, but I want you to remember that you are incredibly strong and resilient. Sending you lots of positive energy, strength, and love.
I say it in the nicest way, welcome to adulthood. It's common to experience these feelings, it's a way for you to see what's really important to hold on to. Btw, youtube may not be your main source of income but it's a place you can express more freely and share it with people. keep doing it.
Youve come far in a short time and i can tell you that youre doing great, its mentally and physically hard, social media is damaging and on your age, its easy to feel that you need to be type of person you look upto and put yourself down once you notice that youre not living the life some influencers do. But know that, many of those influencers are as insecure as you are but they dont tell or show it to their audience for idk what reason. Its amazing how honest you are and its something social media needs right now. The negative comments are from people who cant do the things youre doing right now. People who may struggle with money or just wanna put their insecurities onto someone to feel better about themselves. You dont need to feel obligated to make videos about your whole life,you need privacy and rest too, youre a human being and every reasonable person should know that,you being honest about it will change the minds of the people who think youre some super man or so, will make them realize that youre a human too who needs a break. Its hard to be around a culture or be around people with another life style,feeling like you dont fit in, since you travel a lot, its a pure travel burnout, please, enjoy your time in LA, meet the people you dear, eat the foods you want to eat, do the thing you wanna do, it doesnt have to be recorded every second, a 10min video is enough for us viewers to see how its going over there. Dont feel like we need to see everything you do, its important to take care of yourself and we totally understand that. Please take care,rest well and think of what YOU really want, if some viewers dont agree, well, they should leave you alone and seek another influencer who doesnt show their burdens ,believe that anything they do is perfect.
Ryan, I just started watching your videos and really enjoying you just being yourself and sharing all your experiences and travel experiences. I know it’s hard but you have to ignore all the jerks and negative comments and be yourself because you are so fun to watch.
Ryan, im honestly feeling the same way I was told I have bipolar disorder it helped clear up the reason I felt this way but id have these highs and lows and Im pretty sure thats what you experience but I dont wanna make assumptions just know your not alone and Ive been experiencing alot of comparison too even comparing myself to you because you get to travel and stuff your feeling are valid and I love you for being real Its more than okay to take a break and prioritize your mental health❤
i love emergency intercom as well but!! i was going to say that as cheesy as it is listen to you body n intuition on what u should do. if u need a break from social media take it recharge regardless u are going to be stressed if you do stressed if you don’t. social media sounds so draining n it’s also okay if you wanted to just get rid of everything but ik you have said you want to make this work and to get a career in youtube/influencing it won’t be easy but it’ll be worth it in the end you got this try not to be so hard on yourself i promise everyone feels the same way including me. sometimes we need to step outside ourselves and really take in all the things we are grateful for or achieving don’t let all the negative emotions always drain the rest out cause ik i do that alot and end up regretting not having been more in the moment or appreciative ig. i love ur channel keep slaying
Ryan I love how ur just so honest with us and sharing the downsides the all the great stuff you've been doing. Im 15 but i do deal with similar issues like yours and it's nice your sharing and opening up and making ourselves more relatable and not feel like someone playing a character.
i really really love your videos, even if you're just sick in bed. you are the most relatable person i follow on any social media, and you are my FAVORITE TH-camR 🥳 i will watch anything you do, so just make what you want to make!!! + if you feel like you've carved out a niche for yourself that you aren't enjoying it'll be better to change what direction you're going now rather than later!! you have my support :D !
i feel the same way a lot of the time because i've been in the same area my whole life and not taken the same path as my peers or anyone else in my life. i have moments where i feel inadequate and like i'm selling myself short. then i remind myself i'm young and on my own path and learning about myself. learning js all of the things; all of the experiences and emotions, and not all of them are always going to be good. growth hurts when it happens but feels so good in retrospect. keep falling what you feel in your heart and i think no matter what, we'll all be alright :)) you're so strong and inspire me so much
awe Ryan, your honesty the coolest person ever fr I am so glad that your showing your emotions and it’s good to spread awareness so people know they aren’t alone. It’s okay if you want to keep stuff to yourself as well everyone deserves some privacy for their own private little life… I know it’s so hard to try to ignore the hate comments bc people are fr haters. I hope you feel well soon Ryan you honestly deserve the fucking world you are such a great fucking little blogger i enjoy keeping up with your life. Anything you make I really enjoy it feels like you’re my friend and ugh I hate seeing my friends sad. 🙁 thanks for being one of the funniest and raw TH-camrs ever
Hey! I know I’m late to the party but I just wanted to say that this was so helpful to me because it was raw material. Love your vibe in general but I feel like you, where I’m so excited to travel and see the world and wanna do it all this lifetime but it is good to see someone be honest about how it is still hard on your mental health. I really feel for you and hope you’re in a better place mentally at the moment. I know it’s a rollercoaster 🎢 but just know you’re so important and the videos you post are so inspiring and amazing to watch and you’re so funny 😂 thank you for being vulnerable on camera I could tell it was hard for you to let everyone see that side of you. Also not a fan of America and hearing you say “f” America and you don’t wanna go back in like one of your old videos, got me hooked on you. Cuz I feel the same way 😂 and then hearing you say in this one “i just wanna go back home to Japan” just gave me chills cuz it would be amazing to call it home even for a while. I’m rambling But thank you again. Also super into zodiac signs……. Can you say what’s you are lol 😂 imma guess a pisces ♓️ 🐟 😂 if I’m right let me know 😂 thanks again 🥹🥹🤍
my mom and i LOVE u and ur content, i get so geeked when u post! i rlly relate bc we’re about the same age and i feel the same way totally. im a creative and aspiring to be a professional creative and relying on being inspired and motivated for a job can be so hard. know that youve got more supporters than non supporters! we’re behind you all the way
Heyyy Ryan!! I started watching your videos some time ago simply because I enjoyed the context. However, now I watch them because of you. Sorry because Im not good at expressing what im tryna say; but what im tryna say is that the Japanese video context captured my attention, but we continue to tune in bc of you! knowing that you r having a good time, going out to eat, traveling, interacting with your cat, talking ab your mental health, taking a break, or simply venting brings my day betterr. is because you consistently treat us like one of your friends and you are someone whos relatedable, pluss your authenticity is what makes you so incredibly cooooool. If you ever need to take breaks, please know that we'll always be here waiting, because your well-being is of paramount importance to us. So take all the time you needdd
when i first started watching u, i was mostly watching your japan vlogs as i wanted to maybe study in japan one day and wanted to get a glimpse into what its like there. u are SO not what i usually watch haha i usally watch random ass horror vids n shit idk, but i rlly love watching u!! its comforting seeing other ppl around my age do amazing things, yet also struggle with adulthood and just trying to survive the world - especially another queer man around my age. idk ! i just like how genuine and funny you are, its always a joy to see what ur up to and how ur doing wherever u are. i understand how shitty mental health is, i hope you're taking care of yourself and allowing urself to rest as much are you are able. u have a community who seems to really love you and want you to succeed, and i hope u have a good support system in ur non-digital life as well. good luck with travelling bro!! stay safe and healthy
we’re almost the same age ryan and i think the things ur doing as a young person so close in age to me are so cool and inspiring to see!!! ♥️ i and so many people love ur content bc of ur personality, u already have a natural talent for this stuff and u don’t have to change or filter urself at all. and u also don’t have to film everything all the time! the best content is whatever content u feel the best making and whenever it is that u feel like making that content. social media is such a complex job and i totally understand ur struggles with it. and i always appreciate ur vulnerability and how honest u are about things :’)
it’s very upsetting to see you go through this, but it’s even greater that you’re being real with your audience. it really shows a connection and vulnerability you don’t see with many other content creators. i appreciate, and i’m sure many others do as well, when you don’t restrict yourself in regards to topics. people think that when someone is well off, or even just has a following on social media that they should be completely content, and that their problems are inferior to their own. it just isn’t true, this can affect you mentally. even just taking too many photos in social settings affects my mental health, so i’m sure it’s a totally different plane when it’s done as a source of income. i totally understand this ryan, and people who are truly a fan of you (there are many of us!) will keep coming back to your content no matter what. it’s important to prioritize yourself, love you!
i think traveling to new and foreign countries is a HUGE deal mentally. like, its so surreal and can f' with your headspace. and i imagine it to be even harder when you're invested in the social media world. i have existential problems and i can kinda freak out in my head sometimes.
Ryan you’re doing amazing. I found you on TikTok and I’m so happy I did. Seriously your personality is what drove me to subscribe to you here. I know social media can be very toxic, but look at all you have achieved in such a short period of time. You’re doing things that I wish I had the courage to do. This will pass and the people that ❤ you will support you no matter what you put out here. Stay true to you and do what makes you the happiest.
Ryan ~ ~ ! Most of us, your fans love you so much for you : - ) I promise to always support you until the end. I know that feeling of fear of taking a break and then everything you worked for comes tumbling down, but I think it is mostly our brains making us feel worse. You are so amazing and such a cool dude. If you don't feel like filming or uploading it is okay. None of us, well me are going anywhere ~ ^ _ ^ You are amazing Ryan Crouse, God bless your soul and know that you have a huge internet family cheering you from behind the scenes : - ) Love you, Ryan < 3 you will be just fine. Please don't forget to take breaks and breathe. Posting every day is stressful and makes you numb at times, don't worry. Enjoy your trip, some things are meant to be private and some things can be shared if wanted : - )
I wish I could give you the biggest hug. I know it wasn't easy to post this video and be this open with us but I am so glad you did. Started watching you because I enjoyed YOU as well as your content, regardless of what it was. And to know that there were people out there making you feel like what your enjoyed doing had certain "rules" is complete BS! Keep being and doing you. NEVER change. And if you need to go ghost, do it. Your mental health is important, please take care of yourself. Sending you lots of love and hugs
I appreciate you be transparent. It can be so easy to look at someone’s life and think they have the perfect life when in reality they are struggling just like you are.
ryan, you don’t understand how much I love you and your content, so as many other people, whatever you film I’ll always watch and support, I really relate to what you said and I’m glad you opened up and spoke ab it, you’re not alone and you’ll always have my support💗
Through my life i have always taken things to heart and just been a very emotional person. Sometimes i read a mean or negative comment and get very sad, even when it isnt targeted towards me. When that happens i think, and sometimes say, to myself "what an unhappy person" and it helps me remember that the comment isnt a reflection of myself or anyone else other than the person writing it. I hope you get better soon and remember to look inside yourself for validation and not outside from others
I love the honestly and showing us the reality of what life is like. Make sure you are taking time for yourself and working on your mental health. We all need to take a step back sometimes to focus on ourself
Oh honey, my heart goes out to you. You’re a lovely human being. That means being vulnerable and feeling however you feel from one minute to the next. I wish I could give you a big reassuring hug and tell you that you’re loved even when you can’t love yourself in the moment. Be genuine and true to yourself. Xoxoxo
Boy! You are being way to hard on yourself. Ease up on yourself. Take it from a much older guy, you are very brave and awesome traveling solo all over. Most people your age feel a bit directionless. I know I did. Don't worry so much it will all work out. ❤😊
You are so valid on how the way you feel. No matter where a person is, this feeling can happen to anyone. You just need to take it step by step. Never feel like you have to leave your living arrangement everytime you're in a new place. Save a few days for yourself to stay in your room or sit in a park and write out your thoughts. Everything will work out in the end, just keep doing what makes you happy!
@ryan crouse You are real, that’s what I like about watching your vlogs and TikTok’s. Keep it that way, you don’t have to be someone else. Keep the good work. All the love and a big hug for you.❤
Thank you for being real and honest. You are so refreshing, please don't beat yourself up for feeling low. This is absolutely normal and human. Sending lots of ❤
I'm so sorry you're having a hard time, you should film as much as you want to, I hope you take it easy and recuperate and are able to enjoy your travels as much as you can despite missing home. When you showed the Japan area in Thailand and said it made you feel better cause you felt like you were home, I so felt that. Tokyo is home to me too.. side note this might be tone deaf after your crying scene but the food content in this video ate.
Your honesty and vulnerability in your videos is so refreshing, Ryan. Share with us what you want when you want to. Just explore, experience and keep on adventuring. You have so much love and support behind you!
I love all your vids, and not just because of what you do or where you go but bc I love u as a person like you just make genuinely good content no matter what it is you make it entertaining.
Here from TikTok. I just love your content and find it really interesting. Even these dark moments that are real are contributing to understanding people better and having compassion. Please take care of your self, the real ones will still be there for you 💚
I'm so sorry you're struggling mentally :( It's okay that you're struggling and don't beat yourself up about it. It's easy to wish you were enjoying yourself more but the reality is we can't always control how our brains work and just have to accept that. We love every video you make no matter what you do! If you feel like you're in a rut when travelling and you want to get out but just don't feel like it, do it anyway and you'll feel much better. No need to film everything just literally film what you want to film! We love your videos of you just being at home, that's why I subscribed to you so please don't feel any pressure to put out all these crazy travel vlogs!
Awe Ryan…. I wish I could come to where you are right at this minute and hug you and tell you that everything you are feeling is going to pass. I know you already know that BUT at times like this, it just helps so much to hear it from someone else. You are doing so much and traveling so much now that I think it is feeding into your loneliness and feeling lost and out of sorts. I can completely understand that knowing you can not go home right now has got to be very very hard to deal with. Just remind yourself that it is only temporary. Trust me when I say this, we ALL constantly compare ourself with others and we all need to stop that but being on the internet makes it even worse I think. Slow down, take deep breaths and live for one day at a time. We have have faults, make wrong choices and decisions because we are human. It’s ok because we don’t live in a perfect world. Even though some people pretend too!! 😉 much love to you Ryan🫶🏻
thank you for opening up in the first minute of the video , I feel that way because I can't grow on social media that is my dream job so I just feel stuck , I recently moved to the U.S I have no friends plus my mental health issues ( depression is real) so part of me understands the feeling of just like .. am I good enough , do I have to be in this GO GO energy or can I relax , should I keep grinding , its all too much if you need a new friend ket me knoooow sometimes talking to people help :)
ryan your honesty is incredible, dont feel like you absolutely need to film every single thing; as long as you love what you are making, we will enjoy it :) we are here for you, not just for "the videos" if that makes any sense...just try to be as positive as you can, but thank you for being so honest. all love
just fucking love this guy, I couldn't relate more, but I also think the feelings you're going through are normal and it's okay, it's okay to feel bad sometimes, but I really hope you understand that you don't have to do outlandish things to make us come back, or just spam content for us, just do you (and maybe just as an idea, a lot of content creators film videos with anticipation or like have prepared content for when they want to take a break, so it doesnt seem like they just left out of the blue), me and a lot of others like you for who you are as a person
i’ve been following your content for the longest time and i gotta tell you how your videos have helped ME get out of bed and look for better days in my life when i’ve been feeling down. life can be a mf rollercoaster sometimes but i’m rooting for u to keep it pushin :) 💌
Hi, i started following you because your a wonderful person on youtube. Believe me i understand but as everyone goes through so many challenges in this life pls pls 🙏🏼 always do self care and never worry about others' views. I know easier said then done. Live your best life i wish you the best. After i retired i became a traveler for like 2 years return to NY and i just cant wait to leave so, yea im leaving after 1 month returning back home. Ive felt some days so doomed🫣 but then i look at the fact im fortunate to be able to travel. Ive told everyone im living my best life so shut it 🤭 take care & God bless 🤩
Hi Ryan, been your subscriber since you just have a few thousand and I am still here. Just a few cents from me. You should secure first the fix and then the variable things in your life, fix being your education and variable being your hobbies/job/fun. I mentioned education being fixed because thats the only thing that no one can ever take away from you and thats technically your pass according to society standard and fall back if things didnt go well with your variables in life. Hobbies/Job/Fun can anytime turn around not according to your favor so having a fix fall back will help you stand up and work on your variables again.
Ryan you are so brave for being so vulnerable and opening up about all of this. Im not on tiktok but I imagine that the community over there is alot more toxic and people always criticize what they see to avoid looking at themselves. Just know that its really not about you, its about them. You are doing great and i feel like you are putting so much pressure on yourself. I dont have a solution because I've never been in your situation, but I wanna say that I sympathize with you and I know you will find a way to navigate this❤️
Ryan, thank god I don’t have a character limit on here like on tt! You have so many people cheering you on even if you feel at your lowest, you have support all around you and you inspire me and so many others to do more with our lives and move out of America. Even with big feelings you still inspire me daily to do the things I want to do with my life and to use my voice and to not be scared doing things alone and to move out of the USA someday like need i go on LOL? I’m so sorry you haven’t been able to “enjoy” your current travels lately, but I hope regardless of that you can still have your moments of fun and joy and peace because you deserve that. And if you simply spend this time resting, that would be totally awesome too. Me and many others have so much faith that you will figure all of this out, I’m sure many of us here are in our 20’s all trying to figure it all out and feeling loneliness among other things in the process. We have the ENTIRE rest of our lives to figure everything out, if you need some time to rest then you deserve every minute of it. Wishing you the best as always, I hope you sleep so fuckin good and I hope your pillow is always cold as long as that’s how you like it :33
Thank you so much for opening up to us but don’t feel like you ever owe us that, even if you go Mia to take some well deserved naps and you-time. You should give yourself some more props and pats on your back for being so awesome ;33
it’s ok ryan don’t be so hard on yourself. take a break if you need it. I watch whatever video you post simply bc I relate to you! thanks for sharing your feelings with us
you looked so happy talking about the podcast at the end it’s so sweet and you best bet i’ll be watching it, it’s nice to see you talk about your feelings cause it makes me feel less alone and i know im not the only one feeling that way which im sure people can relate too (THE FLUFF LOOKED LIKE A NOSE PIERCING AND IT SUITS YOU SM YOU NEED TO INVEST)🫶🏻
Your feelings are VALID !!! If i could give you a hug i would do it A BIG HUG 🤗❤ Thank you for being honest with us your soo authentic and real that's why we LOOOVE YOUU 🥰🥰
I'm 37 and went on a long term world trip when I was around your age. I remember the lonely times and times where I didn't want to do anything even though I was in these amazing foreign places. I can only imagine the pressure of doing everything publicly with the comments and whatnot. You're doing great, and trust me things will get better. It's okay to take breaks, to do things you want to do, and to be your true self. Hang in there.
Ryan! Film whenever you feel passionate you can see through your works when something is done out of passion and when something is done just cause!! I love your content so much! you’ve got this
I think it's so cool to see what chains have in other countries! Please keep showing us! If coffee is the only thing getting you out and about each day, use it! Take us for coffee with you, then just keep going!
Ryan, you are genuinely the coolest TH-camr I have come across. You’re real and always try your best to do make things good and entertaining for your fans, you are so open to us and that’s amazing! You try your best and that’s all that matters!
oh hey you were talking about regaining your sense of freedom and I learned recently that it has a name and is a known phenomenon hahaa (revenge bedtime procrastination!) it’s not a diagnosis lol just a behavior, I feel you on that one 100%!!
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Ryan we are the same age so I think it’s part of the process of growing up I can’t help but compare myself to others. But, let’s also be honest. Everyone who keeps coming back to view your videos is because of you! We accept you for everything you do! If it means just staying in and drinking coffee and talking to the camera, or going out with your amazing fits. It’s all you. You are more than enough for everyone and even when it feels like the world is against you. You’ll always have your own back. Just remember it’s okay to not be okay sometimes and it’s up to you to decide how you want to view the world but success is so different in everyone eyes so keep doing what you’re doing! Hope everything works itself out but I hope you enjoy what’s to come. 🫶🏽🫧✨
You shouldn't feel obligated to film yourself and share things you don't want to. You should only film yourself when you feel like you genuinely want to. Don't pressure yourself. You're doing just fine and we love your video's.
Problem is he needs to to stay relevant and get more viewrs and not lose vis job... its hard but its bad that that is how being infouencer works
He’s one of the most relatable TH-camrs I’ve ever watched and genuinely he deserves the world and you need to filter out your comments
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Ryan you are doing your best and we all appreciate it. No matter if it is you taking a coffe or taking a one dollar trip. We are here for u and pls dont forget that u are human and can't do everything all the time.
Sending a hug of support ❤
hey ryan, i really appreciate you being honest with your viewers. i constantly compare my life to other people and especially social media influencers and your videos always make me feel more valid. i hope youll be ok
I’m so happy you shared this to us. Right now I’m in my own phase of being burnt out because of school and just reality. Whenever I do nothing and I feel like I’m doing the same routine again and again, I feel like nothing and I feel like I’m not doing anything with my life. You don’t have to film everything Ryan, as long as you film something, even if it’s so small, I assure you we will enjoy it! Even if some people think you’re not incredible, you have a whole community who thinks you are! Feel better Ryan 🫶🫶
I could be your grandma, but hold you head high and be proud of yourself. Not many people are capable of being so independent and responsible. Be very very proud honey cuz u r succeeding!
ryan you are so love by so many ppl. you opening up to us and being so relatable when it comes to mental health is so appreciated .. we want you to enjoy what you do and have fun whether that’s on or off camera. we love you ryan !! stay strong and do everything for urself
Everything you said is true and your feelings are valid. Privacy is peace. What you’re doing (being so open on a public platform, traveling the world) takes courage. You’re absolutely entitled to take a break to rejuvenate yourself and just breathe (just plz let us know beforehand cause we love you or whatever). 💕
Aww baby I’m sorry you’re feeling this way. I can actually relate. I look at other people’s life and their happy, and living life. Then look at myself wishing it could be me. It’s really puts my mental health in a bad place. You should be able to talk about EVERYTHING you’re feeling. It’s not going to always be positive. That’s what being a creator is. Don’t worry about the critics. Do what makes YOU happy. I only wish I could afford to leave New Jersey. Try and have fun while traveling, I know it’s hard. I’m here for you! 💕💕💕💕
This video was literally so relatable. I go through the same thoughts and feelings often (except I’m not an influencer)
Don’t compare yourself to anyone else it’s pointless, do your best and stay healthy (mentally and physically)
I think you are awesome! You got this!
I've always struggled with impostor syndrome and it seems like you do as well. You should give value to the work you put into your platforms and separate yourself from the expectations from some viewers (that also know only a small part of who you are). You've been doing great, you put out insanely good content, that's relatable and entretaining. Please don't feel pressured to film every single second, bc at the end of the day this is also your work & in another work setting you wouldn't be working 24/7. You're such a star! Keep up the good work but make sure you rest as well ❤
I love your authenticity Ryan!!! You post whatever you feel like posting - it’s your channel. Also such a beautiful vlog!!!
Ryan we love you, you can talk to us and cry on camera if you want we are here for you. If you feel pressure because of the comments just know you still have real support from people who love you. And those people saying “why do you do you do things and not film” should just not watch your videos anymore. But if you feel like no one is there for you and if you feel like this isn’t reality just know that you do TH-cam and you will have real people supporting you.
I relate man, I’m at a beautiful college and all my hard work has paid off but I’m not happy. I love my classes and friends but like I’m just sad, like I changed my environment but my issues are still there. I think Ryan’s in like a transformative period and trying to decide what he wants to do and that can be scary. Just follow the joy and fulfillment and remember why you started and what you want your life to be. It has always helped me to just chase the life I want and take steps everyday to get there. ❤ (also love the new podcast)
I am so glad you did this video because I’ve been following you about six months. your rawness about how you’re feeling right now is spot on for people who travel. I have done so much traveling for lengths of time spanning a year to four years and it’s inevitable that you’re going to feel the way you feel. I’m not even an influencer so I can imagine how you’re feeling. my only suggestion is do what a lot of these other major influencers do and take time off of social media even if it’s just a few days. We need you healthy.
Love from Toronto Ryan, you do you Ryan, we are so proud of you, you have come so far. 😃🥰
completely off topic sorry but your literally so cute like all your adventures and you just explaining your love for decor is so cute to me which is why I’m obsessed with ur channel your so wholesome and relatable (maybe because were close in age I feel a connection towards u) ahh ily Ryan it’s ok to feel down just know we’ll always be here 🤍🥹 (peep all the supportive comments and love 🥺 see we love u)
Thank you for being vulnerable. It’s not an easy thing and I believe we chose the right person to support. I hope you feel better and know that you are very not alone. We love you a lot ❤
I want you to know that it's okay to feel down and vulnerable, especially when you're in a foreign country and dealing with illness. It's completely natural to have moments of doubt and sadness, but I want you to remember that you are incredibly strong and resilient. Sending you lots of positive energy, strength, and love.
I say it in the nicest way, welcome to adulthood. It's common to experience these feelings, it's a way for you to see what's really important to hold on to.
Btw, youtube may not be your main source of income but it's a place you can express more freely and share it with people. keep doing it.
Youve come far in a short time and i can tell you that youre doing great, its mentally and physically hard, social media is damaging and on your age, its easy to feel that you need to be type of person you look upto and put yourself down once you notice that youre not living the life some influencers do. But know that, many of those influencers are as insecure as you are but they dont tell or show it to their audience for idk what reason. Its amazing how honest you are and its something social media needs right now. The negative comments are from people who cant do the things youre doing right now. People who may struggle with money or just wanna put their insecurities onto someone to feel better about themselves. You dont need to feel obligated to make videos about your whole life,you need privacy and rest too, youre a human being and every reasonable person should know that,you being honest about it will change the minds of the people who think youre some super man or so, will make them realize that youre a human too who needs a break. Its hard to be around a culture or be around people with another life style,feeling like you dont fit in, since you travel a lot, its a pure travel burnout, please, enjoy your time in LA, meet the people you dear, eat the foods you want to eat, do the thing you wanna do, it doesnt have to be recorded every second, a 10min video is enough for us viewers to see how its going over there. Dont feel like we need to see everything you do, its important to take care of yourself and we totally understand that. Please take care,rest well and think of what YOU really want, if some viewers dont agree, well, they should leave you alone and seek another influencer who doesnt show their burdens ,believe that anything they do is perfect.
Ryan, I just started watching your videos and really enjoying you just being yourself and sharing all your experiences and travel experiences. I know it’s hard but you have to ignore all the jerks and negative comments and be yourself because you are so fun to watch.
It’s okay to take a break and change your mind, cancel the other trips and go to LA early and spend time with familiar faces.
Ryan, im honestly feeling the same way I was told I have bipolar disorder it helped clear up the reason I felt this way but id have these highs and lows and Im pretty sure thats what you experience but I dont wanna make assumptions just know your not alone and Ive been experiencing alot of comparison too even comparing myself to you because you get to travel and stuff your feeling are valid and I love you for being real Its more than okay to take a break and prioritize your mental health❤
i love emergency intercom as well but!! i was going to say that as cheesy as it is listen to you body n intuition on what u should do. if u need a break from social media take it recharge regardless u are going to be stressed if you do stressed if you don’t. social media sounds so draining n it’s also okay if you wanted to just get rid of everything but ik you have said you want to make this work and to get a career in youtube/influencing it won’t be easy but it’ll be worth it in the end you got this try not to be so hard on yourself i promise everyone feels the same way including me. sometimes we need to step outside ourselves and really take in all the things we are grateful for or achieving don’t let all the negative emotions always drain the rest out cause ik i do that alot and end up regretting not having been more in the moment or appreciative ig. i love ur channel keep slaying
Ryan I love how ur just so honest with us and sharing the downsides the all the great stuff you've been doing. Im 15 but i do deal with similar issues like yours and it's nice your sharing and opening up and making ourselves more relatable and not feel like someone playing a character.
love this genuine video
Your videos are getting through a ruff term in my finale academic year and a low mental health era. Love your content so much, and you slay ❤
you’ve come so far make sure you celebrate that to ryan! lots of amazing things to come! the clothing line the podcast etc ❤
i really really love your videos, even if you're just sick in bed. you are the most relatable person i follow on any social media, and you are my FAVORITE TH-camR 🥳 i will watch anything you do, so just make what you want to make!!!
+ if you feel like you've carved out a niche for yourself that you aren't enjoying it'll be better to change what direction you're going now rather than later!! you have my support :D !
i feel the same way a lot of the time because i've been in the same area my whole life and not taken the same path as my peers or anyone else in my life. i have moments where i feel inadequate and like i'm selling myself short. then i remind myself i'm young and on my own path and learning about myself. learning js all of the things; all of the experiences and emotions, and not all of them are always going to be good. growth hurts when it happens but feels so good in retrospect. keep falling what you feel in your heart and i think no matter what, we'll all be alright :)) you're so strong and inspire me so much
awe Ryan, your honesty the coolest person ever fr I am so glad that your showing your emotions and it’s good to spread awareness so people know they aren’t alone. It’s okay if you want to keep stuff to yourself as well everyone deserves some privacy for their own private little life… I know it’s so hard to try to ignore the hate comments bc people are fr haters. I hope you feel well soon Ryan you honestly deserve the fucking world you are such a great fucking little blogger i enjoy keeping up with your life. Anything you make I really enjoy it feels like you’re my friend and ugh I hate seeing my friends sad. 🙁 thanks for being one of the funniest and raw TH-camrs ever
Hey! I know I’m late to the party but I just wanted to say that this was so helpful to me because it was raw material. Love your vibe in general but I feel like you, where I’m so excited to travel and see the world and wanna do it all this lifetime but it is good to see someone be honest about how it is still hard on your mental health. I really feel for you and hope you’re in a better place mentally at the moment. I know it’s a rollercoaster 🎢 but just know you’re so important and the videos you post are so inspiring and amazing to watch and you’re so funny 😂 thank you for being vulnerable on camera I could tell it was hard for you to let everyone see that side of you. Also not a fan of America and hearing you say “f” America and you don’t wanna go back in like one of your old videos, got me hooked on you. Cuz I feel the same way 😂 and then hearing you say in this one “i just wanna go back home to Japan” just gave me chills cuz it would be amazing to call it home even for a while. I’m rambling
But thank you again. Also super into zodiac signs……. Can you say what’s you are lol 😂 imma guess a pisces ♓️ 🐟 😂 if I’m right let me know 😂 thanks again 🥹🥹🤍
everything your saying omg very relatable, just take some time it’ll all be okay soon ❤
my mom and i LOVE u and ur content, i get so geeked when u post! i rlly relate bc we’re about the same age and i feel the same way totally. im a creative and aspiring to be a professional creative and relying on being inspired and motivated for a job can be so hard. know that youve got more supporters than non supporters! we’re behind you all the way
I loved watching this video so much 😭😭 my emotions went right along with yours 😭 I screaming with the corgis omfg they’re so cute 😭😭😭😭😭😭🥰🥰🥰
Heyyy Ryan!!
I started watching your videos some time ago simply because I enjoyed the context. However, now I watch them because of you. Sorry because Im not good at expressing what im tryna say; but what im tryna say is that the Japanese video context captured my attention, but we continue to tune in bc of you! knowing that you r having a good time, going out to eat, traveling, interacting with your cat, talking ab your mental health, taking a break, or simply venting brings my day betterr. is because you consistently treat us like one of your friends and you are someone whos relatedable, pluss your authenticity is what makes you so incredibly cooooool. If you ever need to take breaks, please know that we'll always be here waiting, because your well-being is of paramount importance to us. So take all the time you needdd
when i first started watching u, i was mostly watching your japan vlogs as i wanted to maybe study in japan one day and wanted to get a glimpse into what its like there. u are SO not what i usually watch haha i usally watch random ass horror vids n shit idk, but i rlly love watching u!! its comforting seeing other ppl around my age do amazing things, yet also struggle with adulthood and just trying to survive the world - especially another queer man around my age. idk ! i just like how genuine and funny you are, its always a joy to see what ur up to and how ur doing wherever u are. i understand how shitty mental health is, i hope you're taking care of yourself and allowing urself to rest as much are you are able. u have a community who seems to really love you and want you to succeed, and i hope u have a good support system in ur non-digital life as well. good luck with travelling bro!! stay safe and healthy
we’re almost the same age ryan and i think the things ur doing as a young person so close in age to me are so cool and inspiring to see!!! ♥️ i and so many people love ur content bc of ur personality, u already have a natural talent for this stuff and u don’t have to change or filter urself at all. and u also don’t have to film everything all the time! the best content is whatever content u feel the best making and whenever it is that u feel like making that content. social media is such a complex job and i totally understand ur struggles with it. and i always appreciate ur vulnerability and how honest u are about things :’)
it’s very upsetting to see you go through this, but it’s even greater that you’re being real with your audience. it really shows a connection and vulnerability you don’t see with many other content creators. i appreciate, and i’m sure many others do as well, when you don’t restrict yourself in regards to topics. people think that when someone is well off, or even just has a following on social media that they should be completely content, and that their problems are inferior to their own. it just isn’t true, this can affect you mentally. even just taking too many photos in social settings affects my mental health, so i’m sure it’s a totally different plane when it’s done as a source of income. i totally understand this ryan, and people who are truly a fan of you (there are many of us!) will keep coming back to your content no matter what. it’s important to prioritize yourself, love you!
i think traveling to new and foreign countries is a HUGE deal mentally. like, its so surreal and can f' with your headspace. and i imagine it to be even harder when you're invested in the social media world. i have existential problems and i can kinda freak out in my head sometimes.
Thank you for opening up about your struggles 💛💛💛!
Ryan you’re doing amazing. I found you on TikTok and I’m so happy I did. Seriously your personality is what drove me to subscribe to you here. I know social media can be very toxic, but look at all you have achieved in such a short period of time. You’re doing things that I wish I had the courage to do. This will pass and the people that ❤ you will support you no matter what you put out here. Stay true to you and do what makes you the happiest.
love your videos
Ryan ~ ~ ! Most of us, your fans love you so much for you : - ) I promise to always support you until the end. I know that feeling of fear of taking a break and then everything you worked for comes tumbling down, but I think it is mostly our brains making us feel worse. You are so amazing and such a cool dude. If you don't feel like filming or uploading it is okay. None of us, well me are going anywhere ~ ^ _ ^ You are amazing Ryan Crouse, God bless your soul and know that you have a huge internet family cheering you from behind the scenes : - ) Love you, Ryan < 3 you will be just fine. Please don't forget to take breaks and breathe. Posting every day is stressful and makes you numb at times, don't worry. Enjoy your trip, some things are meant to be private and some things can be shared if wanted : - )
you're one of my favorite ppl on TH-cam. u are genuinely so real and funny. stay strong and know there are people rooting for your success
I didn’t know you had TikTok just followed you love ❤️ stay strong 💪
I wish I could give you the biggest hug. I know it wasn't easy to post this video and be this open with us but I am so glad you did. Started watching you because I enjoyed YOU as well as your content, regardless of what it was. And to know that there were people out there making you feel like what your enjoyed doing had certain "rules" is complete BS! Keep being and doing you. NEVER change. And if you need to go ghost, do it. Your mental health is important, please take care of yourself. Sending you lots of love and hugs
I appreciate you be transparent. It can be so easy to look at someone’s life and think they have the perfect life when in reality they are struggling just like you are.
ryan, you don’t understand how much I love you and your content, so as many other people, whatever you film I’ll always watch and support, I really relate to what you said and I’m glad you opened up and spoke ab it, you’re not alone and you’ll always have my support💗
Hey Ryan from Washington state! I appreciate your videos. Please take a deep breath , don’t be bothered by trolls and soldier on! You are awesome!!
Through my life i have always taken things to heart and just been a very emotional person. Sometimes i read a mean or negative comment and get very sad, even when it isnt targeted towards me. When that happens i think, and sometimes say, to myself "what an unhappy person" and it helps me remember that the comment isnt a reflection of myself or anyone else other than the person writing it. I hope you get better soon and remember to look inside yourself for validation and not outside from others
I love the honestly and showing us the reality of what life is like. Make sure you are taking time for yourself and working on your mental health. We all need to take a step back sometimes to focus on ourself
Oh honey, my heart goes out to you. You’re a lovely human being. That means being vulnerable and feeling however you feel from one minute to the next. I wish I could give you a big reassuring hug and tell you that you’re loved even when you can’t love yourself in the moment. Be genuine and true to yourself. Xoxoxo
love the rawness of ur vlogs bro!
Always be real, take a break when you need too for yourself and ignore the ignorant comments.
I hope you feel better asap.
Boy! You are being way to hard on yourself. Ease up on yourself. Take it from a much older guy, you are very brave and awesome traveling solo all over. Most people your age feel a bit directionless. I know I did. Don't worry so much it will all work out. ❤😊
You are so valid on how the way you feel. No matter where a person is, this feeling can happen to anyone. You just need to take it step by step. Never feel like you have to leave your living arrangement everytime you're in a new place. Save a few days for yourself to stay in your room or sit in a park and write out your thoughts. Everything will work out in the end, just keep doing what makes you happy!
Man, I just love it whenever ads appear on Ryan's videos. I NEVER skip them because the ads make him money💗 You're doing great, keep it up!
Love your videos! Safe travels and enjoy Thailand!!
Your truly becoming a great content creator, so much growth.🤩
@ryan crouse You are real, that’s what I like about watching your vlogs and TikTok’s. Keep it that way, you don’t have to be someone else. Keep the good work. All the love and a big hug for you.❤
this video is so virgo of you, I'm really enjoying your content
Ryan I hope you get better and just try to enjoy those trips without thinking much 🌺
Thank you for being real and honest. You are so refreshing, please don't beat yourself up for feeling low. This is absolutely normal and human. Sending lots of ❤
I'm so sorry you're having a hard time, you should film as much as you want to, I hope you take it easy and recuperate and are able to enjoy your travels as much as you can despite missing home. When you showed the Japan area in Thailand and said it made you feel better cause you felt like you were home, I so felt that. Tokyo is home to me too.. side note this might be tone deaf after your crying scene but the food content in this video ate.
Your honesty and vulnerability in your videos is so refreshing, Ryan. Share with us what you want when you want to. Just explore, experience and keep on adventuring. You have so much love and support behind you!
I love all your vids, and not just because of what you do or where you go but bc I love u as a person like you just make genuinely good content no matter what it is you make it entertaining.
Here from TikTok. I just love your content and find it really interesting. Even these dark moments that are real are contributing to understanding people better and having compassion.
Please take care of your self, the real ones will still be there for you 💚
ive felt like this before and its such a difficult thing to deal with. we support you ryan and will always be here for u!!
You be you nobody is 110% every day we all have ups and downs just try being positive and skrew the negative things and people ❤
I'm so sorry you're struggling mentally :( It's okay that you're struggling and don't beat yourself up about it. It's easy to wish you were enjoying yourself more but the reality is we can't always control how our brains work and just have to accept that. We love every video you make no matter what you do! If you feel like you're in a rut when travelling and you want to get out but just don't feel like it, do it anyway and you'll feel much better. No need to film everything just literally film what you want to film! We love your videos of you just being at home, that's why I subscribed to you so please don't feel any pressure to put out all these crazy travel vlogs!
take a break if you need to , we'll always be here whenever u feel ready to come back 💓💓 also omg another emergency intercom fan ??
Awe Ryan…. I wish I could come to where you are right at this minute and hug you and tell you that everything you are feeling is going to pass. I know you already know that BUT at times like this, it just helps so much to hear it from someone else.
You are doing so much and traveling so much now that I think it is feeding into your loneliness and feeling lost and out of sorts. I can completely understand that knowing you can not go home right now has got to be very very hard to deal with. Just remind yourself that it is only temporary. Trust me when I say this, we ALL constantly compare ourself with others and we all need to stop that but being on the internet makes it even worse I think.
Slow down, take deep breaths and live for one day at a time. We have have faults, make wrong choices and decisions because we are human. It’s ok because we don’t live in a perfect world. Even though some people pretend too!! 😉 much love to you Ryan🫶🏻
i seriously want to just give you a hug. Your 20s is a lot of pressure and comparison. just know you have a big support system and much love your way
thank you for opening up in the first minute of the video , I feel that way because I can't grow on social media that is my dream job so I just feel stuck , I recently moved to the U.S I have no friends plus my mental health issues ( depression is real) so part of me understands the feeling of just like .. am I good enough , do I have to be in this GO GO energy or can I relax , should I keep grinding , its all too much
if you need a new friend ket me knoooow sometimes talking to people help :)
Ryan don’t be to hard on yourself..I love watching your content. Take a break if you need to 🤍
You do you! The real ones will still be here when you come back ❤
ryan your honesty is incredible, dont feel like you absolutely need to film every single thing; as long as you love what you are making, we will enjoy it :) we are here for you, not just for "the videos" if that makes any sense...just try to be as positive as you can, but thank you for being so honest. all love
just fucking love this guy, I couldn't relate more, but I also think the feelings you're going through are normal and it's okay, it's okay to feel bad sometimes, but I really hope you understand that you don't have to do outlandish things to make us come back, or just spam content for us, just do you (and maybe just as an idea, a lot of content creators film videos with anticipation or like have prepared content for when they want to take a break, so it doesnt seem like they just left out of the blue), me and a lot of others like you for who you are as a person
i’ve been following your content for the longest time and i gotta tell you how your videos have helped ME get out of bed and look for better days in my life when i’ve been feeling down. life can be a mf rollercoaster sometimes but i’m rooting for u to keep it pushin :) 💌
Hi, i started following you because your a wonderful person on youtube. Believe me i understand but as everyone goes through so many challenges in this life pls pls 🙏🏼 always do self care and never worry about others' views. I know easier said then done. Live your best life i wish you the best. After i retired i became a traveler for like 2 years return to NY and i just cant wait to leave so, yea im leaving after 1 month returning back home. Ive felt some days so doomed🫣 but then i look at the fact im fortunate to be able to travel. Ive told everyone im living my best life so shut it 🤭 take care & God bless 🤩
You are so wonderful! If I were there i would give you the tightest hug. Hang in there and keep being you. 😊
Hi Ryan, been your subscriber since you just have a few thousand and I am still here. Just a few cents from me. You should secure first the fix and then the variable things in your life, fix being your education and variable being your hobbies/job/fun. I mentioned education being fixed because thats the only thing that no one can ever take away from you and thats technically your pass according to society standard and fall back if things didnt go well with your variables in life. Hobbies/Job/Fun can anytime turn around not according to your favor so having a fix fall back will help you stand up and work on your variables again.
Ryan you are so brave for being so vulnerable and opening up about all of this. Im not on tiktok but I imagine that the community over there is alot more toxic and people always criticize what they see to avoid looking at themselves. Just know that its really not about you, its about them. You are doing great and i feel like you are putting so much pressure on yourself. I dont have a solution because I've never been in your situation, but I wanna say that I sympathize with you and I know you will find a way to navigate this❤️
Ryan, thank god I don’t have a character limit on here like on tt! You have so many people cheering you on even if you feel at your lowest, you have support all around you and you inspire me and so many others to do more with our lives and move out of America. Even with big feelings you still inspire me daily to do the things I want to do with my life and to use my voice and to not be scared doing things alone and to move out of the USA someday like need i go on LOL? I’m so sorry you haven’t been able to “enjoy” your current travels lately, but I hope regardless of that you can still have your moments of fun and joy and peace because you deserve that. And if you simply spend this time resting, that would be totally awesome too. Me and many others have so much faith that you will figure all of this out, I’m sure many of us here are in our 20’s all trying to figure it all out and feeling loneliness among other things in the process. We have the ENTIRE rest of our lives to figure everything out, if you need some time to rest then you deserve every minute of it. Wishing you the best as always, I hope you sleep so fuckin good and I hope your pillow is always cold as long as that’s how you like it :33
Thank you so much for opening up to us but don’t feel like you ever owe us that, even if you go Mia to take some well deserved naps and you-time. You should give yourself some more props and pats on your back for being so awesome ;33
honestly take your time and remember that you can get through this hon ❤
Ryan keep doing what you do 🤍🤍 can’t wait for the podcast
Thanks for another video! Very intimate w sharing ur feelings 🥹 keep doing whatever you wanna do Ryan 🫶
it’s ok ryan don’t be so hard on yourself. take a break if you need it. I watch whatever video you post simply bc I relate to you! thanks for sharing your feelings with us
❤❤❤❤ love you hang in there- you are enough. Sometimes people suck! Thank for sharing. Take care and stay healthy. Do you.
you looked so happy talking about the podcast at the end it’s so sweet and you best bet i’ll be watching it, it’s nice to see you talk about your feelings cause it makes me feel less alone and i know im not the only one feeling that way which im sure people can relate too (THE FLUFF LOOKED LIKE A NOSE PIERCING AND IT SUITS YOU SM YOU NEED TO INVEST)🫶🏻
Your feelings are VALID !!! If i could give you a hug i would do it A BIG HUG 🤗❤ Thank you for being honest with us your soo authentic and real that's why we LOOOVE YOUU 🥰🥰
I'm 37 and went on a long term world trip when I was around your age. I remember the lonely times and times where I didn't want to do anything even though I was in these amazing foreign places. I can only imagine the pressure of doing everything publicly with the comments and whatnot. You're doing great, and trust me things will get better. It's okay to take breaks, to do things you want to do, and to be your true self. Hang in there.
Ryan! Film whenever you feel passionate you can see through your works when something is done out of passion and when something is done just cause!! I love your content so much! you’ve got this
I think it's so cool to see what chains have in other countries! Please keep showing us! If coffee is the only thing getting you out and about each day, use it! Take us for coffee with you, then just keep going!
Thank you for your honesty - good wishes.
Ryan, you are genuinely the coolest TH-camr I have come across. You’re real and always try your best to do make things good and entertaining for your fans, you are so open to us and that’s amazing! You try your best and that’s all that matters!
oh hey you were talking about regaining your sense of freedom and I learned recently that it has a name and is a known phenomenon hahaa (revenge bedtime procrastination!) it’s not a diagnosis lol just a behavior, I feel you on that one 100%!!