PAIN Behind my SMILE | Van Life is not a Dream
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- I'm SAD & Nothing makes me Happy, Not Even Beach Camping in my Van...
Life is not as good as it might seems... I am going through a lot and not even the best campsite on the beach makes me happy anymore. I am grateful for all the things that I can experience like riding my new @kbobikes , all the beautiful flowers and birds, spending time with friends by the campfire, watching movies outside with my projector but I am always missing something important. I don't really know how long I will feel like this but the truth is that behind my smile there is a lot of pain...
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Life is not what you think, just because you see someone smiling doesn't mean that they are happy and doing okay. After getting back online, I am struggling because people seem to assume that I am doing great just because they watched a 10 minute video of me smiling for some seconds. People be thinking that after losing the two most important men of my life and having my life completely destroyed I just have the capacity of being a super human, entertaining you for free every week. Some people is assuming that I should travel, and keep being my old self before all the misfortune events happened to me, but how are you guys even expecting such thing from me if you truly followed my story? The internet is not real life and I needed to bring a reality check here on TH-cam. It's great to live in a van sometimes, it's great to be an immigrant sometimes, it's great to be alone sometimes, it's great to post videos on TH-cam but the truth guys is that at the same time things are also awful and painful. Be patience and kind with people on the internet, truly listen to them and stop pushing boundaries. Remember that these are free videos for you to get entertained and a way to connect with others, youtubers are real people just like you, and it's time that someone spoke about this... I couldn't keep this inside of me for any longer. I share more details about everything that's happening and happened in my life on my Patreon www.patreon.com/LidiaRico I shared past events that for a lot of people that followed this channel since the beginning are shocking to hear and I want to keep them private, so if you subscribe to my Patreon please respect the privacy of that platform and be kind. Thanks for being here reading this ❤🙏
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🙏( here's a big mom hug 🤗)
Important that you just keep around people and give things time Time is the only healer. It really took my daughter several years before she can just think about her boyfriend that killed himself. Now she can at least talk about it as a thing of the past. Being around people helps pass that time and you experience other great things that outweigh the tragedy
Wait I’m confused the guy u we’re with always in ur video did he die ? Ur x husband?
@@lauramoor7730Laura they split up but yes. Philip passed away six months ago. Lidia posted a video.
Sometimes I think in real life most people aren't happy with their lives even though they make out that they are.😢 Most people in real life are really depressed,sad but don't want others to know how they really feel deep down inside.
The truest comment I’ve read so far ❤
Your So Correct Most people Are Broken 😔 💔
That’s why we need to be free be ourselves and do what we want to do and don’t care what nobody says about us!!! Go live in nature and be kind and happy!!!
Sometimes ? 😂 95% of people IN THEIR REAL LIVES ARENT HAPPY !! Majority have never been TRULY HAPPY and don’t know how tf to become happy ! CHANGE WHATEVER IS KEEPING U FROM ACHIEVING HAPPINESS ! Too many people SETTLE 🤦🏻♀️ THATS THEIR BIGGEST MISTAKE !
Everyone has happy and sad moments, whether you are rich or poor, have a family or are single. It's unrealistic to say that most people aren't happy because it's everyone that's just life... Some people show it and some don't and both are right to live how they want and to show what they want to. It's just life.
I lost my older son to suicide. My younger son and I struggle everyday with this horrible tragedy. The pain is unbearable at times. What keeps us going is that we have each other. We feel you girl! ❤
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be strong i know it is hard i lost my wife 3 years ago and i cry every day, my heart goes out to you god bless you all my love David
I hope you feel better soon David 🥺😘
I can so relate to you, when you lose the love of your life, the one that you wanted to spend the rest of your life with to grow old with, then you wake up one day and that reason is gone forever. My husband died at the age of 47. Now I'm an old woman, of 74. He's been gone 27 years, and I still watch the sunsets that we were supposed to watch together. My heart breaks for you, you are beautiful and Young, and I pray one day you will find happiness again. It's okay to cry they say it cleanses the soul, stay safe pretty girl and smile when you can and cry when you need to. It will be okay, ❤️
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Lidia, as an outsider watching your videos, it doesn't take a PHD in psychology to know that Phillip loved you with all his heart and soul. YOU are the reason he was around as long as he was. I don't know if it will help but, think of it this way... Phillip isn't missing a beautiful sunset with you, he IS the sunset FOR you. You and Phillip are an example for ALL of us to reach out to those we care about. Let them know how much they mean to you. Only GOD knows what will happen on life's journey.
As always, BIG HUGS and much ❤from Tennessee!
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Bobs, Unfortunately loved one, Men who take their own life do not receive grief or have any explanation /acceptance from individuals (other mankind) who have to constantly put on their pants just like him & get out in this world to fight day to day, making something of ourselves. Make sure you get into your bible because God knows yah soul and taking your own life is not the fruitfulness he has for us.
What a beautiful way to view this situation.
Oh this was beautifully said!😢
Ohhhhh this is so kind to say this. Everyone who feels sad should have you nearby (sorry for my english i’m french 😊) to make us see things in an better way. You help me too writing this to Lidia (i don’t know exactly why) maybe because we are humans and like to see kindness and tenderness everywhere which is not the case. Thank you so much Bobs
My first GF died in a car crash right after we broke up when I was 23 it took me years to get over it and find my way. God has a plan for all of us and even though it is not clear at the time remember things do get better. I always think about this parable when it comes to the struggle, when you are standing at the bottom of the mountain looking up the view of life is very small and you can only see your immediate surroundings, but when you get to the top looking down on where you once where it will look small and distant far far away, keep climbing your mountain it is hard it is tuff it is painful but the view from the top will be worth it. May you be blessed with abundance and prosperity.
I’m sorry for your loss. Many blessings to you always. 🙏🏾
That's a funny story Mister
Remember God does not take away people's life, Satan does ! Don't ever forget that....
@@RideLight777 funny how satan doesn't exist in the scriptures that they chose to be part of the bible, don't be a sheep
@@band1tt the Bible has been rewritten so many times to twist the truth and what not ,like the saying goes "the greatest lie the devil ever told to the world is that he never existed ".
I lost my dad to suicide.. I miss him everyday, I cry almost everyday, I also smile..but in my heart Im always missing him and I dont think I would ever stop missing him...
I am so sorry Maria that you also know this kind of pain in your heart. I know you are strong just by the fact that you were able to share your story with us here in the comments. Stay strong, we will never forget your dad or Philip, but one day we will be able to live our life with the spark that we had before the left us. I sure you that, we only have to believe that it will be this way.
@@LidiaRico Muchas gracias por tus amorosas palabras Lidia 💖 muchas gracias por compartir tu historia y por tus vlogs, tu calidez nos hace sentir menos solos a mi y muchas personas como nosotras.. lo que haces es importante, te mando un fuerte abrazo y mis mejores deseos para mejores días de todo corazón 🥰
Lost my dad to suicide, Then went traveling cross country up California coast. Needed to get away and refresh. So sorry for your loss. Hope you are well.
I've been crying all night then I see you crying, so I started to cry again. as some people say, crying really is a part of the healing process ❤
First time seeing your vids and I immediately fell in love with your accent and personality! You are such a ray of sunshine hunny ☀️ the pain never goes away but it does get a little easier with time just keep smiling thru it I know it’s hard 🫶🏽
Thank you so much for leaving a positive comment! I know life it's a little hard right now but I am starting to feel more empowered by sharing my story with other and seeing that I am not alone
❤thank you for sharing your heart and reality. You are valued you are a survivor You are important You are loved! broken and real just the way you are!!!❤
Thank you ❤
When the tears pile up let them out! Let them out as proof of your love for him. You will never forget him, keep him in your heart for as long as it takes.
Don’t hide your feelings, don’t hide your love, don’t pretend to be happy when you’re not. Be honest, be authentic. ❤️
Yesterday was my son's 3rd anniversary of passing and I completely feel your grief. Stay strong big hugs.
Thank you for sharing and my heart is with you 💜
@@LidiaRico th-cam.com/video/mB9pWvy2xmw/w-d-xo.htmlsi=JudxThGPZferbO_o This song might help on tough days.
Praying for you! 🙏🏾😢
After losing my mom recently, this video touched me. I have my moments as well. I pray that you continue to find the strength and determination to keep moving on to fulfill your dreams.
Its so hard Lidia. I lost my girl a year and a half ago and the sadness just seems to stay. I don't think it ever gets less sad we just learn to live with it 😢
I can relate to your words and I am deeply sorry 😞 life is not fair
Your video touched me. I'm a man of 31, my both parents and all my grands parents died 10 years ago, and it's something you live with forever. I mean, you can find happiness in your life for sure but it's like a broken bone that never fully repaired. Only time and acceptation can bring your some reconfort. Even now, sometimes, sadness and tears comes like a river and i can't control it, you have to accept it and walk on.
I can only imagine what you are going through and I wish you the best in your life 🙏
(for clarification, i speak for myself, i'm not telling what you have to do)
Yes, my daughter and I loss my parents, brother, aunt, uncle, and grandmother over a period of just 6 years. Parents passed 2 weeks apart. Last brother died during covid. I often feel so alone growing up in a house of 7😢
Shit.... I met you and Philip at that Expo West thing in Flagstaff a couple years ago - Phil and I spoke on the phone a bit after that, talking about the van build stuff and were planning for me to roll down to see you guys. Then the break-up happened, which was obviously hard on the both of you, so I pulled back figuring he wasn't in the right head space - I reached out but didn't hear back, then ran into you in Venice but you weren't in a great mood (understandable as I just walked up to you and you likely didn't remember me) - I did not know Phil left the planet, such a bummer.... I remember the story of how you guys met and how he went to Spain to woo you, that was such a romantic story, This entire thing is so tragic - I'm hoping the best for you....
'For I will restore health to you And I will heal your wounds,' says the Lord. God Bless You Lidia.
Give yourself permission to be sad, to be happy, to be mad, to feel survivor's guilt, .. You are allowed to have all of those feelings and to let them cycle back again. The fact that you feel all of it so deeply just shows what a beautiful person you are. Be true to your feelings, it will be okay. 💌
The best option is to happy and grateful with that you have in your life and keep going forward!
I have a house, wife and kids, but I am dreaming about your camper and traveling all around the world!
So just keep rolling! ❤
Tears are the language of the heart. They say the things we can’t verbalize.
I love this ❤
No woman no cry ✌💝💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐👉💚
I'm so sorry you have the pain of a loved one committing suicide. I just saw that you returned to Spain and I hope that makes you happier. A woman like you who wants to live the van life is precious. I was never lucky enough to find such a woman, and that was my pain, being alone all the time. I wish you good luck in everything ❤
It's okay being alone as long as you accept that is god's plan :)
So sorry, sweet girl. Grief is so hard. I totally understand that underneath your smiles, there are lots of tears.😢
You've been through a lot. I'm sure both your dad and husband are watching the sunsets with you. It's hard to understand why someone would take their own life, and I'm sure it had nothing at all to do with you. This life was too hard for him to handle, and it was his time to go home. ❤
Sending you lots of love and hugs.❤❤❤
May God heal your broken heart Lidia.
Amen 🙏🏽 ❤
Sometimes, and i mean sometimes. It's often not meant for us to understand why people do what they do, but in time, you'll begin to accept it and begin to live again. There are no right words to what and how you're feeling, but often, that's what we have to do. I love campfires, it's good at keeping the bugs away lol.
I hope you can find a support group near you. It helps to have ppl who understand your situation and you can talk it out in a private place with other survivors and share ideas, pain and comfort. ❤
I feel bad for you lidia because I lost the love of my life in 2019 to suicide. We too had divorced and i never got over it. It's hard but time will help. I can still go to a very dark place at times with the reality of my life. But i keep trying. Hugs! ❤ 😢❤
Thank you for sharing Paula and I am sorry that we have so much thing sin common... not in the best of circumstances. But I am grateful that somehow we can relate one to another
Hopefully you see this when you need to. Life is up and down for us all. Everything could seem right and perfect for someone but its not. You made my week at work much better, I am broke and stuck in the 9-5 and you out a smile on my face everyday! your 10 minute videos of you smiling and being happy bring to joy to others and will echo in eternity. Living in a vehicle and being a real person is what we need more of. Keep it up, put one foot in front of the other. From Canada :) thank you and im excited to continue to see your journey through this difficult time yet beautiful time of your life
"Grief I've learned is just love. It's all the love you want to give but cannot. All of that unspent love gathers up in the corners of your eyes, the lump in your throat, and in that hollow part of your chest. Grief is just love with no place to go."
Lidia , I realize we will never know each other , but your true expression of pain makes you so incredibly beautiful . Not in a physical way , although you are , but in a spiritual way . Thank you for sharing your soul and I am sorry for all the losses in your life . Just know that you are helping a lot of people by sharing your life .
Lidia, I'm giving you a hug of Love!
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Thank you for your open heart, honesty and authenticity. So many people are struggling to find happiness and love in their lives and don't share with anyone how much they are really hurting. Vlogging your stories while you navigate your journey of the heart will be inspiring for so many people that maybe feel alone on their own path to create a joyful life. Keep on keeping on Lidia!!!
Oh sweet girl! I cried with you. 💔
I just think you’re the sweetest little bad ass!!! I hope my daughter grows up to be as adventurous as you.
Your vulnerability and honesty about such a hard subject are commendable. Keep smiling and trying to find happiness
Also, one of my favorite movies, looked like a great movie night.
i lost my soulmate 4yrs ago, the pain will subside but you will have moments of dispair. life for you will continue but just not the same, you'll be ok sweetheart. never forget what you had but be open to what you can. and try and not compare others to what you had, we're all individuals. spend time with you and things will fall in place in time.
Today I realized, that I am sad because of the moments where my 4 years old boy would just hide under the table in the kitchen when he was 2 . And I was so stressed out , working everyday for my own bussines. Sometimes I would get angry and would tell him the kitchen is not a playing place. Although he was just in his own world. I never go down under the table to see him and ask him what he is playing. Now today 2 years later. I start to let go my bussines, and realize those moments, where I wasn’t there, because I was struggling to survive. Although I really love him. I thought like, this moment will never appear like this. Now I realized what if every moment has its own treasure we don’t see, because we want and are always somewhere else with our mind. I have Always known the road is the target not the end of an adventure, but still everyday my mind telling me, what we can do and where we can get. But I will go over it and will let my mind go.
Instead of asking why he is not here for another sunset try to find his life in the sunset itself. Don't let the past steal your sunshine. Love your smile and soul total sweetheart ❤
Instead of telling others what they should think, it's okay to just support them and respect their reality. It's not and on and off switch, it's my heart and brain being broken. What I think it's completely normal. Sunshines, sunsets, flowers, everything is bittersweet and it will be for a while and what I would like is people to understand this process and don't recommend me to jump right across the phase of grief and depression after losing love ones to suicide. The past is affecting my present, it's not wise to act like it didn't happened. Thanks for the support tho I see the good intentions behind your words
It's OK to be not OK sharing helps 💔. Sending my Love 🌹🕊🌹
Thank you for allowing me to express myself
I saw this van a lot when I was living in Germany. Great van.
I’m sure you saw a van like this one but not this one hehe😅
I think she's just about everyone's dream woman. It's unfortunate that she's suffering and I wish her the best. She definitely seems to be a person that deserves happiness.
🫂🫂🫂I know it sounds cliche, but life does go on. For me it's been going on for over 4 decades. Time and other lovers have muted the pain, but it's still there. If I hear one of his songs on the radio, I still may end up crying. Three decades ago I'd have definitely cried. Try to remember the fun times, not dwell on his absence. I've also made many happy memories with other lovers and on my own since.
I also lost the love of my life, almost 10 years ago. I understand your struggle. I went into a very dark place… but little by little your wounds will start to hurt less. Stay strong and stay by the light ❤ the Depression is real 💕
RIP Philip and Tommy
We know you’re hurting and appreciate it when you’re able to smile.
I want you to have a support system with people who will let you be you in any form . It was\is how I’m healing from constant grief entering my life. I have old friends who understand my struggle an new friends who didn’t know me until recent. Those new friends only know my present state. I tell them thank you for the love and fun. I surprising met new friends during the depths of my grief. Your heart and heart are bigger than the pain. And people can see that! Big hugs!
Thanks for sharing, some people is able to see and some others no. Since I am being honest and more real I don’t get views on TH-cam and the only thing I do is losing subscribers. Not sure why this is happening but it’s a sign that the word is not as kind as we want it to be. People only support you when you look good and happy
Lidia- my heart aches and I cry with you. I am 63 and have a daughter your age. Just to hold you and comfort you for just a little while. Do your best to be strong.
Love and prayers from Michigan.
I am so sorry you have been through a lot it will take time a broken heart takes time to heal ❤
Yes 😢
Thank you for being real, it's all you can do to honour loved ones ❤
My Jesus didn't die for certain people but for everyone! Who believes in Him will be saved!
Amen 🙏
First I want to say I hope you're well sister. I Have much gratitude for you, you are a warrior, it takes a lot of courage and bravery to open up your heart to the world & let them see who you are... in and out. We won't always have the answers but if there's ever a time you feel like giving up, don't.... just keep going... keep going until the universe says no more for us... but until then... we enjoy the journey 🤙🏽
Be well💚🌱🐸
I feel for you Lida, I think you're awesome,stay strong, because you're a beautiful person ❤
Thank you, I am trying to
Thats a beautiful smile. You hide the pain beautifully.
Você tem um brilho lindo. A vida é feita de altos e baixos, continua seu caminho sempre com esse sorriso lindo e esse brilho na sua alma.
Deus sempre vai estar ao seu lado 😊
Obrigado
I'm so sorry for your loss😥😔😥...I lost a dear friend 14 years ago 2 weeks after my son was born and I miss his smile & laugh and he was such a special person...I am grateful every day that he was a part of my life for many seasons and that he was able to touch so many lives like he did mine....RIP Mark O💗💗💗
Praying for your health and healing ❤️🩹
Thank you 🙏
Oh sweety here's a HUGE HUG 🫂... Sometimes we will never find the answers we are searching for...Just KNOW you are absolutely beautiful and the light 🕯️ in your eyes shines bright 🌻❤
Good Morning Lidia, I wish I was there to give you a hug. I need to put my e-bike in my van and go for a ride with you. Sending lots of love and warm wishes to you.
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Ain't foolin anyone, pervert 🤣🤣🤣😃
@@LidiaRico come live in hawaii with your van..less goooo
Lidia, that’s such a great movie!!!!!!! I LOVE it. I just wanted to say that I see you hurting behind your smile and it is not lost on some. The bravery you are having rn to keep going will pay off, and be so worth it! I’m so sorry for your loss! ❤❤❤
Gotta get out ya head! Reach out volunter to help others and life becomes more of a blessing!❤❤ Always gove when you have these self defeating thoughts!
Great advice thank you
My first RV was a white 70s VW. That thing could go just about anywhere to camp. Little tight for two, however, much more useful than a long body custom van.
I agree!! Vans and RVs now are way too big!
Live is always hard you have to keep pushing never give up never❤❤
Thank you for being authentic to us and to yourself ❤
Very sorry Lidia. It's a lot of pain to bear. Praying for you that you find peace and healing. "Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted." -Matthew 5:4
I came across your channel today and have slowly been watching your progress in increments. You are adorable and very blessed…even through the pain.
You deserve the world and God has something great in store for your future. Keep being the bright spirit you are, and shine on benevolent child.
I totally understand you beautiful I have my son’s spouse that committed suicide last year and we think about him almost every day so I totally understand you 😢praying for God to give you strength 🙏🏻♥️
I am also sorry for your loss 🙏🏽 it will never make sense
Thanks for sharing your beauty and your heart for the great outdoors, I hope you are happy and successful in all your endeavors 😊
Thank you! You too!
He now can see the sunsets through your eyes ❤🩹Siento mucho tu pérdida Lidia ❤
Gracias pero la verdad no creo en eso el me dejó mucho antes de morir
@@LidiaRico 😌😘
Wow. This video really made me think. I lost my dad and both sisters within the time span of 2 years. Not easy to keep going but that’s what we have to do. And a laugh or smile does not mean everything is okay. Keep moving on. Thanks for the video. I support you
It takes time, be strong, when your next purpose finds you, your happiness will return as another journey begins. Give it time, keep strong faith. 💚💛🧡💙💜💙🧡💛💚
lets hope so
I understand how you feel. I was forced to stop even greeting the person I thought was my soulmate at the age of about 17, simply bc he was from another place, so they assumed we would not be compatible. I even wrote a book about it, a fantasy based on reality. You would not believe what led up to this sudden shock. The history stydying his language for years and hours even before i met him made it all the more painful. All i can say is, enjoy your glorious freedom and keep spreading light! It's your purpose, and you're doing great at it!
Hola Lidia. I'm not use to comment, but in this case, I want to say thank you for sharing the sad moments too. Because, many people, mostly teenagers think that "all that happiness and perfect life's" that they see in social medias is the reality, and then they say "my life sucks". And it is important to understand that life is that, good and bad moments.
I hope you can feel better soon, take your time, don't hide the pain, keep enjoying sunsets, stay strong!.
And safe travels.
Thx! Fer.
Thank you for acknowledging… I feel there are too many fake people on the internet only sharing how “good” is their life just to make money… I can’t be that kind of person
sending you lots of love . Thank you for being so open. I hope you find peace in your heart one day. It just proves no matter where you are or where you go the pain comes with. I understand to well .
Your little knife LOL.....what's a big knife to you then??
Love the music overlays....and your new Bike.
we have talked before about this thing called life....just one breathe at a time. You will never forget him and you will find peace in your soul. As long as it doesn't consume you, things will work themselves out as time goes on. keep shining on and live for all of them. 💕🙏
The looks when you turn to the other seat. Man Lydia, seeing you do everything yourself is so inspiring. I wish I could give you a hug. Sending all the love!
🙏🏽🌞💪🏾💙 stay strong I totally understand
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Thanks!
Thank you for your donation ♥️🫂
You have already proven your strength, in the life experiences you've been through. Although the road can be difficult, I know you will find your way! Wishing you the very best little lady!
Thank you so much
I live in Canada and we have camp fires all the time because its cool most of the time. I love you show and I'm sorry for your loss I really liked you guys when you were together. God Speed
Thank you ❤
I love you Lydia!
Love you too
@@LidiaRico will you be my coach?
Thank you, Lidia.
It is always great to see you. Stay positive and take it one day at a time. You’re not alone.
I’ve been doing van life on-and-off for 3 years, mostly on, and it’s difficult at times to not feel cast away, alone, and unwanted.
I've had people in my life commit suicide and I often think of them too. It's something we can never understand.
Lots of people are hiding behind smiles
And lot's of people plays along with that it's okay hiding your feelings... some even leave me comments demanding men to travel and keep entertaining them as I did in the past, like if muy life was anything like it was in the past
@@LidiaRico right
Je vous souhaite d'etre heureuse et profitez de la vie ❤ ayant perdu ma femme depuis peu je peux que vous comprendre prenez soin de vous
Matthew 11:28-30 >> 28 “Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30 For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” - Jesus
Really?
@@kayimak4122 Yes Really!
I’m sorry you are hurting. You are never alone
You got nice cool van😊😊😊😊😊
Thank you
I love Once Upon a Time in Hollywood! When I saw that in the theater I was in LA so I saw it in Hollywood at the Chinese Theater! I think I've watched it six times now.
Sorry you're having sad days thinking about Philip. Hang strong! Life is never 100% good times. We have to remember the good times when we're struggling.
Thank you and yeah this movie is a classic now
Love blue cheese as well
I love it too!! best snack ever with som crackers too
Me alegro de que seas tan valiente de compartir esto. Realmente siempre pensamos a través de las redes sociales que la vida de los demás no tiene grietas. Yo siempre he soñado con ser como tú, una chica libre, sola, viviendo en una caravana. Pero toda realidad tiene su trasfondo, y todas las realidades tienen sus dificultades y su parte dura. Te agradezco que hayas hecho esto porque a veces nos sentimos insuficientes comparando nuestra vida con la de otros en lugar de agradecer lo que tenemos. Te deseo muchísima fuerza, eres muy valiente de vivir un proceso tan duro sola. Permítete lo que necesites para sanar. Que dios te proteja ❤
Prayers Sister...... Jesus sees your tears. He is our comforter, you can talk to him even if you cant see him. Remember some day we will. He waits for us and wants to tal;k with us, know us. Our Heavenly Fathers has given him all power to save us. Hey i been there, i live in my truck too, and times are rough, but im so Happy and healing with more smiles everyday. Like i told you i had so much death , family and friends from about 2007 to 2020. Family Friends co-workers, I was tired of going to funerals. Lost my oldest Sister to cancer, friends suicide, both parents in 2020. I was beat....... yhen layed off in 2020, & moved to Eastern idaho. But I been saved since 1981 when my Mom introduced me to salvation. Now i walk with Jesus.... good or bad, hes always here, in me. Be encouraged, read the Gospel of John when you are sad..... Healing does come, slowly. Be Blessed Spanish Sister.💙💙🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏tears are our healing, i know well.
God bless 🙏🏽
me sentí reflejada en tu inocencia, alegria y bailecito por la comida ricaaa, q linda energia
me encanto tu canal, me recuerda la vida q quiero 💚
A POR ELLO JULIETA!
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It's going to take time and I know it's not easy to feel like that. I lost my mom 23 years ago and I still miss her so much. I wish I was there to watch a movie with you friend. Take care of yourself and you have a friend who has your back.
She is so beautiful..on the inside and out...🥺
All these comments just shows that no one’s really alone… God has given us life still and we do what we can at our best ❤… There’s Grace in the pain girl ..
amen
Hi Lidia, I know how hard it is as I've gone through a different but similar situation (& am still going through). I put on a facade & smile daily & not one person even knows what I'm going through because I just can't get myself to talk about it. It's so so lonely even though I have people around me. I just miss those taken away from me so bad. I've learnt to keep myself super busy but sometime I'll see, smell or do something that reminds me of those I miss & break done. Sunset, beautiful view and big open natural space gets me every time but I force myself to move on & continue to smile. Just wanna let you know, you're not the only one suffering & that there's others that share your pain. Hope we both heal together as time goes.
Lidia,
I know this pain has left a hole in your heart. A hole that will be there forever unfortunately..... I pray you continue to smile and be strong. Also, it is ok if you're not ok....as long as you remember you are loved and this is not your fault. I'm sorry you are hurting and have so many questions with no answers. I send you good vibes and hope things get a little better for you. Thank you for sharing all you do! Hang in there beautiful! ❤
This world needs you!
I love your setup! You are truly a pleasure to watch and listen to your journey in life. :)
Thank you so much!
You are an incredibly beautiful strong person that resonates with my soul, you got this ✨️ I wish you Freedom from the chains that burden your heart
I’m terribly sorry for your losses. Time will make things easier. Loss is very difficult. The fact that you can smile at all is a testament to your strength. Thanks for sharing
Thank you so much for your love and support
I’m so sorry beautiful human. You will receive everything you need and hope for. Trust me.
What a beautiful human and a great personality and loves life x