As an older sister by 8 years, this reminded me of me and my little sister. As I've grown older I've become more distant, and nit pick what she does sometimes remembering how I was mistreated at school for being different. This is a good reminder for me and all the other older siblings out there to set aside time for your siblings 💞
As a little sister I constantly get reminded that my sister isn’t as emotionally intelligent as me because she’s a great boyfriend that loves her but she wants to throw it all away because she’s soft on her son and I’m tired of her complaining about me hitting him when he hits me first yesterday my brother in law told me that he was bad and when he hits me to hit him back and I obeyed his advice
Seeing this story kinda made me realize how I can make my little sister feel bad sometimes. I‘m always busy for something no matter what, and I think I don‘t give her the big sister attention she needs. She loves me very much and shows it too. I will try to spend more time with her from now on.
We need to give them some attention They are not asking us for many gifts money and all they are just asking us for some love Thank you msa for making me realise that....
This story really made me realize how much nature means for the environment. I noticed that almost everywhere will either be big houses and shops and malls and the people never really gave second thoughts about the nature and the life there. I hope this story can inspire us to build less and go and enjoy nature.
have you tried nature like pasture raised meat and products like dairy and eggs? It is like traditional farming instead of factories these days. Also i realized that bugs are important but people don't usually include them as lives of nature with families who just want to live. Bro thats sad.
As an older sister I seriously get how Emily is feeling. You grow up faster than your siblings and want to spend more time around your friends. My younger sister often gets mad at me when I want to be my own person.
As a younger sister I say that your sister only looks up to you and admires you, I wouldn’t even be surprised if she wants to be just like you one say, maybe take a good look at her and think about why she wants to spend time with you
I love how Em always kept her love for Rose even if she got hurt really bad. And I know that it wasn’t always easy for Rose but I am also glad that the 2 sister are now back together.( also happy that Em got her move/ soulmate.)
Emily’s sister Rose isn’t the only one who suffered the heartbroken and sadness even taken for granted Ava was one of them who got envied because of her sister’s disability to hear anything and she can lip read anything
me and emily has the same story, it hurts and made me cry about the fact that she got left out by her big sister, it really hurts that some parents are sometimes unfair and hurt their child, but the ending is great, im glad that they finally hugged again
I love Emily, Rose and Ethan's story! I'm glad Rose encouraged Emily to be honest with herself about how she was feeling about the past... Plus, Ethan was very supportive and caring towards Emily. Well done, MSA!
OMG yes!!! I didn’t notice at first but when an angry man was walking up to Ethan to hand him something I thought for a second it was in Emily’s head but after going back to the aftermath of him and Rose talking I then saw the janitor on the floor being upset 😂😂😂 and handing a broom to Ethan to clean up the mess 😅
I kinda wish there was extended for the ending where Rose tries to stop her offer, but it was too late, and construction was on the way. So Rose, Emily, Ethan, and even some townfolk tries protest and the woods would be save by a town hearing. Preserving them.
She didn’t pretend to be a mermaid for three months, she broke her arm in the story from a river and thats why I’m confused on why you are asking this question..
This is so adorable and cute I love how you made the sister change her mind in just a conversation it’s really impressive how you make these stories so fast
As an older sister I completely understand how Rose feel. I feel like I’m responsible for everything that my younger sibling does and I hate it so much. I hate being the oldest cause all the pressure is on you and when something happens to your siblings you’re the one to blame, you have to have the best grades. Geez this made my cry ;-;
Who listens to msa stories before going to sleep or while eating. Let's appreciate MSA for working hard to entertain us 🛐🌸 OMG I've never got these many likes on a comment!!!! Tysm guys :)
CAN WE ALL JUST TAKE A MOMENT TO APPRECIATE MSA FOR THIER TIME AND EFFORT MADE TO ENTERTAIN US EACH AND EVERYDAY. SOME OF US SEEM TO UNDESTIMATE THIS. THANK YOU MSA
i honestly understand how emily feels. i don’t have a sister but i know what she means. but tbh, emily needs to understand that rose has other things in her life like, school, college, and personal stuff. rose isn’t always gonna be free to be with emily. but rose shouldn’t have lied. in really think this is one of my fav stories now!❤
In my free time, I scroll through your channel to find a video that I haven't watched already . I scroll down a lot. I love the animations you make and the plot. I love to hear drama, but never like to be a part of it. I ❤your videos!~ keep up the great work
I feel sorry for the way how rose wasn’t appreciated enough to have the attention that she deserved, but it wasn’t really Emily’s fault to begin with just because of the accident that happened, parents just need to understand their kids more often. But I’m glad that they eventually managed to work things out and hope for the better.
MSA is the #1 channel they plan what they're gonna write then have to animate it which I know is probably hard then have to edit and post it it's a lot of work so let's appreciate it ❤️
It’s amazing how conflict can easily be solved in most of these MSA videos rather than I don’t know getting therapy because that’s what Rose needs. And even so the conflict that resolves itself is so forced and rushed And once again MSA treats love like a freaking joke like it’s so easy for people to fall in love in real life in their own personal reality.
I can actually relate to Rose. I'm the eldest of two siblings, but I've never really been "big sister" material. My brother, whom I'm the closest to, is only 14 months younger than me and has always been really mature and responsible for his age. Even when we were kids, he'd be looking after me instead of the other way around like you would expect. If people didn't mistake us for twins, they thought he was the older brother. Not that I ever minded it. I actually grew to like it so much that, to this day, I refer to him as my "big bro". So, as one can imagine, I wasn't exactly ready for the responsibilities of being a big sister when my baby sister was born when I was 6. I suddenly had responsibilities that were never expected of me before and I didn't know how to handle it. To make matters worse for me, I have several mental conditions (autism, depression, ADHD, anxiety) that make being a responsible older sister really tough. I'm not using my conditions as an excuse, but more like an explanation. One stormy night (as cliché as it sounds), there was a terrible incident. I won't go into details of what happened as it's very personal and still hurts me to think back on, but I had failed majorly as a big sister and it nearly made us lose my sister. I had failed to keep a proper eye on her, too distracted by the TV, and something terrible happened to my sister. I wasn't the only one who was supposed to keep an eye on her that night, but a lot of the blame was placed on me and it scarred me for life. I really felt like I had just nearly gotten my sister killed from the way I was yelled at for not keeping an better eye on her. Luckily, my sister was returned home safe. Just really wet from the rain and scared. But, despite her being okay and my mom reassuring me that I wasn't at fault, I still felt the guilt and my mind was twisted into believing that I was to blame for what had happened. Ever since that incident, I distanced myself from my sister because I was so afraid that she'd get hurt because of me or that I'd fail her as a sister again. However, whenever something bad happened to her, I was panic the most and fuss over her until someone calmed me down. One time, while we were visiting my cousins, my sister had seemingly disappeared and we all freaked out. I was especially in a panic as I felt like I was reliving the incident. I nearly tore my cousin's house apart searching for her, afraid that she might have slipped out in a town she wasn't familiar with. Luckily, we found her in just a few minutes. She had fallen asleep in my cousin's toy closet while playing with play dough. Everyone had a good laugh about the end result, but I was still crying and hugging my sister like crazy, just so relieved that she was okay after being so afraid for her. I think that was the first time my family realized what a big impact the incident had on me. My sister and I were still pretty distant from each other and it took me a long time to finally understand that I wasn't really at fault for the incident all those years ago. Yes, I did play a part in failing to protect her that night, but I wasn't the only one nor was it entirely my fault. I still feel a great sense of guilt, but I also acknowledge it wasn't all on me. As I mentioned before, I have some conditions that made it difficult for me to properly look after my sister. I was easily distracted and couldn't always control when I would slip into a daydream. I had gotten better at it over the years, but there were times when it would still happen without me noticing it. I once even slipped into a trance during my art teacher's explanation for one of her lessons and didn't even notice it until she asked if we had any questions. Having only heard her ask if we had any questions, I stupidly asked her what we were doing that day and everyone laughed at me as she had just explained it. I felt so humiliated that I had completely spaced out like that, and during my favorite class no less. Luckily, I later got the chance to explain to her about my condition and she was understanding and didn't take any offense to how I spaced out on her like that. I still felt really embarrassed by what happened, though, as I honestly thought I had better control of it by then. I guess not. Over the years, and by the time I was in high school, I decided that I'd work on re-establishing my relationship with my sister. I really wanted to be part of her life and be the sister she deserved. Unfortunately, by then, she had already been growing up and was developing her teenage attitude pretty much ever since she was still in diapers. We are complete opposites of each other which made it even harder for us to connect. And, like our brother, she was already becoming more mature than me. I was always pretty so in terms of growing up and stuff and I even somehow skipped the whole "teen rebellions" stage of my growth while both my siblings went through it like everyone else. That left me feeling like I had never truly grown up and changed from the kid I was. Even now, as a 27-year-old, I realize that I hadn't changed that much from when I was 7. I'm defiantly more mature and responsible since then, but I'm otherwise still the same girl I had always been. That made it even harder to be there for my sister since I didn't understand any of the changes in her growth that she was going through since I had missed out on all that. My sister and I, to this day, still don't get along very well. Still, I noticed that we had gotten better in little ways as we began to understand each other more. I still dote over her as my baby sister, but I'm also so proud of all the things she's accomplished. She recently received a full scholarship for her college! I am beyond proud of her for that! I also found out that she's looking out for me in her own way. My sister always gave me a hard time about how I seem to live life like a fairytale and being so young at heart, but my mom revealed to me that the reason she gives me such a hard time about it is because she's worried that I won't be able to handle reality if I continue on like this. I kinda couldn't help but laugh at how backwards it was. The truth is, it's because I'm an escapist that I'm able to handle reality. As I mentioned before, I have depression. Without my imagination and unique way of viewing the world, my depression would otherwise get the better of me and I'd start having really dark thoughts about how unfair life can be. So, in a ironic twists, my sister's attempts to take care of me are really only doing more harm than good. Still, just knowing that she worries about me makes me really happy. When I get the chance, I'd like to sit down with her and explain this to her. Maybe we can even talk about us in general. I really miss my sister and I want us to get along. It's hard, but I still love her so much and want to be the sister she deserves. She's so amazing and talented! I am proud of her everyday and hope that, someday, I can make her proud as a sister just has she has made me proud.
@@shinthantmaung9978 nobody forced you to read this, what the actual heck is wrong with you? Everyone can write whatever they want, unless they don’t offend someone or write something so rude just like you did💀 there might be some people who get inspired by this “essay” and see other people’s perspectives, grow up.
5:46 the fact that the janitor was crying bc the floor was a mess again literally got me dying- 6:34 and the fact that the janitor looked very angry it’s like he was a god if someone ever made a mess again- 6:35 and then forces Ethan to clean the mess that was in the floor xd
We should all take one moment to appreciate how hard MSA puts into these amazing animated stories. Who randomly started watching MSA and can’t stop watching them!!! Right!!👌👌✌
This story reminds me of frozen 1. How Elsa was also always distant from Anna like rose was from Emily to protect her younger sister.
the janitor crying when rose pushed ethan is crazy 😭😂
Priceless emotion😂😂
y is the janitor crying? Maybe cuz he is going to sweep the floor again.
U are all beautiful
Maybe cuz the candy spilled over all and the janitor needed to sweep it🤣
Why was he cying anyways😂😂😭
He had to clean up the candy😂😂😂
Emily is such a good sister to rose. She loved her unconditional
5:46 the poor janitor 😂
IKR😭😭
😂yeah😂
BAHAHAHAHAHA I CANT STOP LAUGHING
@@elinavourakis ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
😂
The janitor cried so hard when the sweets fell on the ground. 😭💀
True😢
WoW
Fr
I think he cried because he had to clean up the floor again
And the fact that the janitor gave his broom to Ethan to clean up the floor 😂😂😂
As an older sister by 8 years, this reminded me of me and my little sister. As I've grown older I've become more distant, and nit pick what she does sometimes remembering how I was mistreated at school for being different. This is a good reminder for me and all the other older siblings out there to set aside time for your siblings 💞
As a little sister I constantly get reminded that my sister isn’t as emotionally intelligent as me because she’s a great boyfriend that loves her but she wants to throw it all away because she’s soft on her son and I’m tired of her complaining about me hitting him when he hits me first yesterday my brother in law told me that he was bad and when he hits me to hit him back and I obeyed his advice
I'm 7 years older, your 1 year older I'm the middle child. 🩷
Thank you so very very very much ❤❤💜💜❤️🩷
Seeing this story kinda made me realize how I can make my little sister feel bad sometimes. I‘m always busy for something no matter what, and I think I don‘t give her the big sister attention she needs. She loves me very much and shows it too. I will try to spend more time with her from now on.
Very important lesson! I should start doing the same with my siblings as well.. but I guess we can learn anything with msa!
@@xxxCloverSlays that's very true :)
Same
Same
We need to give them some attention
They are not asking us for many gifts money and all they are just asking us for some love
Thank you msa for making me realise that....
6:35 was the best
😂😂😂
People who didn’t come from tik tok are allowed to like this.
Bro is on every video
@@creed71710 IKR
@@creed71710 fr
Bro sthu
I see you everywhere😭 EVEN IN SSSNIPERWOLF AND KALLMEKRIS.
👹👹👹
You make our days brighter and at the start her sister was so kind towards the middle not so much
The fuming Janitor😂
Waiting for ethan to finish talking so he can hand him the broom😂😂
Ethan's facial expression when emily told him that rose said he was gay🤣🤣🤣🤣😂
Msa videos are a mental therapy to me. Whenever I'm sad or low, I watch them and it makes me lot better genuinely.
I love MSA!!!
@Jack Wrath MSA's the best!!!
@Jack Wrath ok mr. gacha heat
11:28 *"Mom"* 😨
i thought i was the only one who saw that
She said em, but the captions are voice captured so it probably misheard "em" as "mom"
I thought i wad the only one who saw that
@@RaidOfficial if you copy a sentence atleast spell it correctly
@@JamesIsntSus bro no i saw i did not copy i swear bro
This story really made me realize how much nature means for the environment. I noticed that almost everywhere will either be big houses and shops and malls and the people never really gave second thoughts about the nature and the life there. I hope this story can inspire us to build less and go and enjoy nature.
Beginning so releituble
have you tried nature like pasture raised meat and products like dairy and eggs? It is like traditional farming instead of factories these days.
Also i realized that bugs are important but people don't usually include them as lives of nature with families who just want to live.
Bro thats sad.
Can we appreciate them of how they update almost every single day tysm MSA
rightt
It always hurts to see a loved one growing distant from us.
As an older sister I seriously get how Emily is feeling. You grow up faster than your siblings and want to spend more time around your friends. My younger sister often gets mad at me when I want to be my own person.
You mean Rose?
As a younger sister I say that your sister only looks up to you and admires you, I wouldn’t even be surprised if she wants to be just like you one say, maybe take a good look at her and think about why she wants to spend time with you
My brother always gets mad when I don’t spend time with him but my friends
@@rincyjoshi641yeah... I understand how that feels, my brother also gets mad but I'm not just an older sister or daughter, i need my own life too...
@@xianxiannnhi
💞💫FAMILY IS EVERYTHING 💫💞
I literally almost cried how good this is. Like sisters reuniting is so magical!! Msa never fails to entertain us!! ❤️
Fr
6:35 lmao the janitors face😭😭
I love how Em always kept her love for Rose even if she got hurt really bad. And I know that it wasn’t always easy for Rose but I am also glad that the 2 sister are now back together.( also happy that Em got her move/ soulmate.)
Finally an actual comment🥴
Love msa
Msa just keeps getting better and better.💖💖💖🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
This is a unique but amazing story. The effort MSA put into this is crazy. This was a really emotional story, the end was crazy.
It’s not it’s like frozen
It’s actually a lot like the movie “bridge to terribithia”
@@Ok_paigeExact comment I was looking for, its the same story.
@@Tiptapwater fr they just like stole the whole theme and main idea of that movie
finally a story that isnt about romance and actually has a sister sister relationship. please please make more videos like this! love u msa!
So sweet how the sisters get back together again after a long break 🤣🤣🤣🤣💔 love MSA
The janitor 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
I know 😂
This story was short but kinda warm, it gives that comfort vibe!
Emily’s sister Rose isn’t the only one who suffered the heartbroken and sadness even taken for granted Ava was one of them who got envied because of her sister’s disability to hear anything and she can lip read anything
me and emily has the same story, it hurts and made me cry about the fact that she got left out by her big sister, it really hurts that some parents are sometimes unfair and hurt their child, but the ending is great, im glad that they finally hugged again
the second MSA video that made me cry.
6:48 WAHHAHAH BRO IS ANGRY BECAUSE YOU DROPPED CANDY
It's an emotional and beautiful story of two sisters 😍 the bond between Rose and Emily 😘
I couldn't believe how their parents acted, glad that the two sisters reconciled. Great story ☺️☺️☺️☺️
He He 😄😀😁🙂
6:24 I swear idk why but the janitor scared the creep out of me
Love MSA and their experimental art styles.
Keine
@@Divine12334 that means no
I know that means NO there is a translator
I love Emily, Rose and Ethan's story! I'm glad Rose encouraged Emily to be honest with herself about how she was feeling about the past... Plus, Ethan was very supportive and caring towards Emily. Well done, MSA!
NOPE MSA IS BETTER I DONT SEE YOUR VIDEOS
5:45 love how the janitor sits there crying abt what ethan spilled on the floor and 6:32 later on giving him the broom to clean up
ikr😂😂
FINALLY SOMEONE NOTICED IT
@History man IKRRR
I have been searching for so long to find this comment :)
OMG yes!!! I didn’t notice at first but when an angry man was walking up to Ethan to hand him something I thought for a second it was in Emily’s head but after going back to the aftermath of him and Rose talking I then saw the janitor on the floor being upset 😂😂😂 and handing a broom to Ethan to clean up the mess 😅
MSA IS THE BEST!!!!!!!! ❤❤❤
I LOVE MSA!!!!!! ❤❤❤
5:47 the janitor's face is remarkable😂
Btw great story guys loved it!! ❤
The comment I was looking for 😂😂
@@nana_yhaa277 i swear me too😭😂😂😂... Bro was rethinking his life decisions 😭😂
i think his face was like that bc of the candy on the floor😂
@@shennelladowner4481 yes😂😂😂
@@adeolu354 😂😂😂😂
Am i the only one who watches msa while doing homework and it helps you concentrate?
the difference here is that the siblings always get along in some good way
Thanks for commenting about the video. I’m gonna like this comment
Msa is one of my top five favourite thing am freaking obsessed with it a day without it will drive me crazy😱😱
I think we all should agree 💯 we need pt 2 on this story
Anyone noticed the sweeper upset at the floor getting dirty again and he was about to smacked Ethan for that? 😂😂😂😂😂😂
Yes😂
Yea 😂😂 but I was the only one who noticed that
I kinda wish there was extended for the ending where Rose tries to stop her offer, but it was too late, and construction was on the way. So Rose, Emily, Ethan, and even some townfolk tries protest and the woods would be save by a town hearing. Preserving them.
i like wan ou make goode inding in each vidio
The part about the forest and the river reminded me about therabithia (a film) 💗
Can we just appreciate MSA posting everday for us❤
Yessssssssss
I am really about to watch a story about someone who pretended to be a Mermaid for 3 months what has life brought me to ?
She didn’t pretend to be a mermaid for three months, she broke her arm in the story from a river and thats why I’m confused on why you are asking this question..
My day gets 100 x better after watching MSA
*get away from my sister* her voice is so cute 🥺 I love MSA children and especially funny ones . I guess all of us were like that once .
This is so adorable and cute I love how you made the sister change her mind in just a conversation it’s really impressive how you make these stories so fast
We should all take one moment to appreciate what msa does for us
Woooooooow 👏 👏 👏
As an older sister I completely understand how Rose feel. I feel like I’m responsible for everything that my younger sibling does and I hate it so much. I hate being the oldest cause all the pressure is on you and when something happens to your siblings you’re the one to blame, you have to have the best grades. Geez this made my cry ;-;
This story needs a part 2
Who listens to msa stories before going to sleep or while eating. Let's appreciate MSA for working hard to entertain us 🛐🌸
OMG I've never got these many likes on a comment!!!! Tysm guys :)
You should have said before going to sleep😂
i listen to msa stories when im getting ready for school or drawing
@@midoryiajackson4455 sameee!!!
YESSS I DO! I JUST GOT HOME FROM SCHOOL AND IM GONNA EAT WHILE WATCHING MSA! :) GONNA BE PRODUCTIVE AND DO MY HW LATER
MEE I DO!!!!!!!
10:11 honestly........it did give me tears ..... Didn't cry tho
I love the way the janitors crying after rose pushed Ethan
10:42 um rose, you were acting mean before your little sister’s accident.
Fr
The look on Ethan's face when she was telling him about what rose said lmaoo XD
MSA never disappoints✨
For sure
I especially loves how she pretended to be a mermaid for 3 months...
LMAO 😂😂😂
Same
Same
Same
ong bro
We all need a daily dose of MSA ❤😊
Anyone else loves these daily dose of MSA 💕!
The part where rose pushed Ethan and the candy’s went flying on the floor and the janitor crying behind them 😂
I love how she cares about the environment I love her
She likes the nature of the environment
I like this animation to it's so awesome thanks MSA to make my day after school❤️❤️
Can we just take a moment too see how much they work on this!
Every comment be like:
@@Deadender2008 lol
2:46 LMAOOOOOO
CAN WE ALL JUST TAKE A MOMENT TO APPRECIATE MSA FOR THIER TIME AND EFFORT MADE TO ENTERTAIN US EACH AND EVERYDAY. SOME OF US SEEM TO UNDESTIMATE THIS. THANK YOU MSA
6:33 the cleaner reaction is so funny 😂😂
Can we Just appreciate all the effort MSA put in
i honestly understand how emily feels. i don’t have a sister but i know what she means. but tbh, emily needs to understand that rose has other things in her life like, school, college, and personal stuff. rose isn’t always gonna be free to be with emily. but rose shouldn’t have lied. in really think this is one of my fav stories now!❤
Agree
Ethan's shocked face is hilarious 🤣🤣
the movie was amazing, thanks MSA
In my free time, I scroll through your channel to find a video that I haven't watched already . I scroll down a lot. I love the animations you make and the plot. I love to hear drama, but never like to be a part of it. I ❤your videos!~ keep up the great work
I feel sorry for the way how rose wasn’t appreciated enough to have the attention that she deserved, but it wasn’t really Emily’s fault to begin with just because of the accident that happened, parents just need to understand their kids more often. But I’m glad that they eventually managed to work things out and hope for the better.
OMG THE MSA VIDEO THeY WERE WATCHING I LITERALLY JUST WATCHED
I haven’t seen anyone talk about this so here: this art style is so different than the other ones this is a great story
I WAS LOOKING FOR THIS IKRR
Lets just appreciate how msa is also working to entertain us and keep our spirits bright even in dark times
MSA is the #1 channel they plan what they're gonna write then have to animate it which I know is probably hard then have to edit and post it it's a lot of work so let's appreciate it ❤️
Can we just appreciate her work on doing this amazing vids even tho its was months ago i keep watching them all over again and i dont get bored
These stories just get more and more addicting
It’s amazing how conflict can easily be solved in most of these MSA videos rather than I don’t know getting therapy because that’s what Rose needs. And even so the conflict that resolves itself is so forced and rushed
And once again MSA treats love like a freaking joke like it’s so easy for people to fall in love in real life in their own personal reality.
Ngl that's kinda a stretch. She definitely has issues but I don't think she needs therapy
Msa never disappoints💯
I love msa I just can't stop watching ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
11:28 MOM???
Ikr
Let’s take a minute to appreciate how much MSA is so hard-working to entertain us I just love an MSA so much you guys are the best MSA
Can we all appreciate how msa never disappoints us 😭
Bro, u tryna say they do their best disappointing us
u havent even watched the video yet
Yeah
YOU DID NOT EVEN WATCH THE WHOLE VID sorry caps lol
Bro didn’t even watch it yet
Bro I never have sobbed so hard from one of these 😭😭😭
LETS TAKE A MINUTE TO APPRECIATE HOW MSA IS SO HARD WORKING TO ENTERTAIN US!!
We do-
L spam
@@pastel_bean2721 ikr? She also sounds like a bot
U HAVENT EVEN WATCHED IT💀💀
We do, but it’s getting too overrated
I ADORE having a DAILY DOSE OF MSA! ❤️❤️
I can actually relate to Rose. I'm the eldest of two siblings, but I've never really been "big sister" material. My brother, whom I'm the closest to, is only 14 months younger than me and has always been really mature and responsible for his age. Even when we were kids, he'd be looking after me instead of the other way around like you would expect. If people didn't mistake us for twins, they thought he was the older brother. Not that I ever minded it. I actually grew to like it so much that, to this day, I refer to him as my "big bro". So, as one can imagine, I wasn't exactly ready for the responsibilities of being a big sister when my baby sister was born when I was 6. I suddenly had responsibilities that were never expected of me before and I didn't know how to handle it. To make matters worse for me, I have several mental conditions (autism, depression, ADHD, anxiety) that make being a responsible older sister really tough. I'm not using my conditions as an excuse, but more like an explanation.
One stormy night (as cliché as it sounds), there was a terrible incident. I won't go into details of what happened as it's very personal and still hurts me to think back on, but I had failed majorly as a big sister and it nearly made us lose my sister. I had failed to keep a proper eye on her, too distracted by the TV, and something terrible happened to my sister. I wasn't the only one who was supposed to keep an eye on her that night, but a lot of the blame was placed on me and it scarred me for life. I really felt like I had just nearly gotten my sister killed from the way I was yelled at for not keeping an better eye on her. Luckily, my sister was returned home safe. Just really wet from the rain and scared. But, despite her being okay and my mom reassuring me that I wasn't at fault, I still felt the guilt and my mind was twisted into believing that I was to blame for what had happened.
Ever since that incident, I distanced myself from my sister because I was so afraid that she'd get hurt because of me or that I'd fail her as a sister again. However, whenever something bad happened to her, I was panic the most and fuss over her until someone calmed me down. One time, while we were visiting my cousins, my sister had seemingly disappeared and we all freaked out. I was especially in a panic as I felt like I was reliving the incident. I nearly tore my cousin's house apart searching for her, afraid that she might have slipped out in a town she wasn't familiar with. Luckily, we found her in just a few minutes. She had fallen asleep in my cousin's toy closet while playing with play dough. Everyone had a good laugh about the end result, but I was still crying and hugging my sister like crazy, just so relieved that she was okay after being so afraid for her. I think that was the first time my family realized what a big impact the incident had on me.
My sister and I were still pretty distant from each other and it took me a long time to finally understand that I wasn't really at fault for the incident all those years ago. Yes, I did play a part in failing to protect her that night, but I wasn't the only one nor was it entirely my fault. I still feel a great sense of guilt, but I also acknowledge it wasn't all on me. As I mentioned before, I have some conditions that made it difficult for me to properly look after my sister. I was easily distracted and couldn't always control when I would slip into a daydream. I had gotten better at it over the years, but there were times when it would still happen without me noticing it. I once even slipped into a trance during my art teacher's explanation for one of her lessons and didn't even notice it until she asked if we had any questions. Having only heard her ask if we had any questions, I stupidly asked her what we were doing that day and everyone laughed at me as she had just explained it. I felt so humiliated that I had completely spaced out like that, and during my favorite class no less. Luckily, I later got the chance to explain to her about my condition and she was understanding and didn't take any offense to how I spaced out on her like that. I still felt really embarrassed by what happened, though, as I honestly thought I had better control of it by then. I guess not.
Over the years, and by the time I was in high school, I decided that I'd work on re-establishing my relationship with my sister. I really wanted to be part of her life and be the sister she deserved. Unfortunately, by then, she had already been growing up and was developing her teenage attitude pretty much ever since she was still in diapers. We are complete opposites of each other which made it even harder for us to connect. And, like our brother, she was already becoming more mature than me. I was always pretty so in terms of growing up and stuff and I even somehow skipped the whole "teen rebellions" stage of my growth while both my siblings went through it like everyone else. That left me feeling like I had never truly grown up and changed from the kid I was. Even now, as a 27-year-old, I realize that I hadn't changed that much from when I was 7. I'm defiantly more mature and responsible since then, but I'm otherwise still the same girl I had always been. That made it even harder to be there for my sister since I didn't understand any of the changes in her growth that she was going through since I had missed out on all that.
My sister and I, to this day, still don't get along very well. Still, I noticed that we had gotten better in little ways as we began to understand each other more. I still dote over her as my baby sister, but I'm also so proud of all the things she's accomplished. She recently received a full scholarship for her college! I am beyond proud of her for that! I also found out that she's looking out for me in her own way. My sister always gave me a hard time about how I seem to live life like a fairytale and being so young at heart, but my mom revealed to me that the reason she gives me such a hard time about it is because she's worried that I won't be able to handle reality if I continue on like this. I kinda couldn't help but laugh at how backwards it was. The truth is, it's because I'm an escapist that I'm able to handle reality. As I mentioned before, I have depression. Without my imagination and unique way of viewing the world, my depression would otherwise get the better of me and I'd start having really dark thoughts about how unfair life can be. So, in a ironic twists, my sister's attempts to take care of me are really only doing more harm than good. Still, just knowing that she worries about me makes me really happy. When I get the chance, I'd like to sit down with her and explain this to her. Maybe we can even talk about us in general. I really miss my sister and I want us to get along. It's hard, but I still love her so much and want to be the sister she deserves. She's so amazing and talented! I am proud of her everyday and hope that, someday, I can make her proud as a sister just has she has made me proud.
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@@shinthantmaung9978 literally, bro trauma dumping on youtube, nb reading that. we up tho 💯
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@@shinthantmaung9978 nobody forced you to read this, what the actual heck is wrong with you? Everyone can write whatever they want, unless they don’t offend someone or write something so rude just like you did💀 there might be some people who get inspired by this “essay” and see other people’s perspectives, grow up.
9:08 someone call the Lorax he needs to speak for the trees
She IS the Lorax😂
5:46 the fact that the janitor was crying bc the floor was a mess again literally got me dying- 6:34 and the fact that the janitor looked very angry it’s like he was a god if someone ever made a mess again- 6:35 and then forces Ethan to clean the mess that was in the floor xd
We should all take one moment to appreciate how hard MSA puts into these amazing animated stories. Who randomly started watching MSA and can’t stop watching them!!! Right!!👌👌✌
I love the part where she turned into a mermaid for 3 months! ❤️
Seriously who turned into a mermaid because I didn't saw such things there
It always hurts to see a loved one growing distant from us.
Rose also deserve the same love
Let’s appreciate how MSA posts daily for our entertainment