EGFR Lung Cancer Stage 4: No treatment only Tagrisso w/ predicted weeks left to live. Update

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  • With no available treatment aside from double dose Tagrisso #metastasis #osimertinib#cerebrospinalfluid the doctor strongly advised to go to the hospice for proper care and for better pain management.

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  • @karenbrackett6939
    @karenbrackett6939 ปีที่แล้ว +1059

    Praying for good times. I was under hospice. The doctors said I had days. That was ten years ago. God bless you and your family.

    • @sunshine9122
      @sunshine9122 ปีที่แล้ว +61

      God bless you. Do share your story, please, if you don't mind.

    • @jodybogdanovich4333
      @jodybogdanovich4333 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      God has a plan for us all and I do believe in miracles such as your's. 🙏

    • @angelbasham6631
      @angelbasham6631 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      That's amazing please remember me in prayer for good health

    • @squeals08
      @squeals08 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      God bless you. I am hoping that the lady at work will have a miracle like yours.

    • @mseinstein6351
      @mseinstein6351 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      I Believe in miracles. God can heal. Sending prayers your way.

  • @cathytauscher6760
    @cathytauscher6760 ปีที่แล้ว +540

    You have value and your videos will live on. I’m so sorry you are in this position. My daughter is fighting a terminal brain tumor…it’s TOUGH to have cancer…period. It sounds like you are in as good as place as you can be. You are showing a lot of courage and grace. I hope you have peace in your life and in your last days.

    • @ivorysdiary2361
      @ivorysdiary2361  ปีที่แล้ว +120

      Thank you for sharing as well and being part of my journey. Cancer in any age should never be experienced by anyone. It’s a cruel disease and nobody deserves it. I definitely feel you and your daughter, I’m sorry to hear that. I am in a good place now with what a needed a palliative care at this point. Is your daughter at the hospital or home with you?
      I will include her in my prayers 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @elainecartwright1793
      @elainecartwright1793 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      May god bless and protect you all my love x😊

    • @jeanash9502
      @jeanash9502 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      GOD'S in control, giving you the strength to share your situation ❤

    • @mariesullivan9154
      @mariesullivan9154 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      I will be praying for you and your Daughter too. I'm a 16 colorectal cancer survivor. Hurts my heart when I hear anyone going through this.

    • @loriprentice5384
      @loriprentice5384 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @patriciaperry7579
    @patriciaperry7579 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    My doctor said I had 5 years to live with Ovarian cancer. That was almost 19 years ago. Keep a positive attitude. Only God knows what is ahead for you.

  • @mariemarcelle
    @mariemarcelle ปีที่แล้ว +338

    So sorry to hear. My daughter just send me this video, and I literally cried when I see how courageous and strong you are. GOD can still operate miracles, I will pray for you. Sending you and your family hugs and prayers ❤️🙏🏾❤️🙏🏾

    • @annabelletejada3097
      @annabelletejada3097 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      God Bless you sweetie🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

    • @mistybehave4886
      @mistybehave4886 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      I agree miracles can happen and I will pray for this beautiful lady x

    • @suzybailey-koubti8342
      @suzybailey-koubti8342 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Lifting you up the prayer. 😢❤✝️

    • @Danuxsy
      @Danuxsy 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      you guys are coping so hard

  • @kk2023kk
    @kk2023kk ปีที่แล้ว +94

    I am really very sorry ,,, miracles happen ,,, praying for you 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

  • @ameliaford5636
    @ameliaford5636 ปีที่แล้ว +104

    Struggling to say something, I just want you to have more days, hours, moments where you have no pain. I want you to spend so much time with your kids and husband. I pray that you will find warmth and comfort in this time, and know there is a plan.. you may not know it, but there is… I pray angels surround you and hold your hand.. ❤ and prayers

    • @rmarvel169
      @rmarvel169 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️😘

    • @carolinebielby5924
      @carolinebielby5924 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I love this comment ,what a beautiful soul.

  • @psrwhite
    @psrwhite ปีที่แล้ว +212

    Ivory, thank you for sharing your cancer journey. We all will leave this Earth eventually. As you share how you are preparing to leave your mortal body here on Earth for whatever lies beyond, you are reminding me to be grateful for my health and family and to appreciate every day. You are having a positive impact on me, far greater than you could imagine. Sending hugs, love, and prayers!

    • @dawnricherson2604
      @dawnricherson2604 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Eternal life lies beyond this one and we all have to make a choice. Eternity with Jesus or eternity separated from him.

    • @kdbrew
      @kdbrew ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@dawnricherson2604 , why would you give her an indirect decision to make? She has been kind and gracious enough to share with us, her journey that she expects to take her home to God. I mean no harm or disrespect, but you used poor judgement this time. If you're "saved", thank God for it, and pray for the rest of us with our choice-making skills. Thank you, dear Ivory, for sharing your journey.

    • @dianalang3844
      @dianalang3844 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kdbrewit is more loving to tell her the Truth

    • @sheidaasnaf6920
      @sheidaasnaf6920 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@Dawn Richerson I believe in Jesus, but can some believer open their mind a little bit, knowing some people born in countries with different religions and never get the chance to know Jesus. If God is fair, how can he judge us based on beliefs only on Jesus. I believe God loves us unconditionally, and knowing Jesus is great, but even if you don't know him, you have a chance to be with God after death. I believe that sentence in the Bible is that there is only one way to be with God, which is distorted so Christians can control the power of the world. There are a lot of wars that happened because Christians wanted to change everyone's religions.

    • @dawnricherson2604
      @dawnricherson2604 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@sheidaasnaf6920 God says in Romans 1:20
      For his invisible attributes, namely, his eternal power and divine nature, have been clearly perceived, ever since the creation of the world, in the things that have been made. So they are without excuse.
      So no one has any excuse not to believe in God and he will hold all accountable to their level of knowledge and ability to have knowledge. God also says that we must be born again to enter the Kingdom of Heaven. That is, we must acknowledge Jesus is God, repent of our sins and ask Jesus to be the Lord of our lives. He offers EVERYone the free gift of salvation, but we must receive the gift and there is only one way to be reconciled to God and that is through His Son, Jesus. Every word in the Bible is true. It was written by men who were supernaturally inspired by God.
      Jesus is not responsible for evil acts; men are.

  • @Kelly-gh6hy
    @Kelly-gh6hy ปีที่แล้ว +60

    Hi Ivory, love your name. My mom passed from lung cancer. I was blessed to have had a NDE because I didn't know if there was life after death and let me tell you......YES there is. Been there saw my deceased grandma and the love is nothing like it is here. You will love love love it. That's our real home. Your so sweet and your loved ones here will join you again. Please trust what I'm saying. God bless you 🙏🏻🕊️🤗🥰🌻

    • @bendietrees
      @bendietrees ปีที่แล้ว

      Can you please share more about your experience?

    • @kimberlybutler1155
      @kimberlybutler1155 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      ❤ I also had my NDE and yes it's real and so is Jesus Christ Love. Leaving her is a wish I can't wait on. Maybe one day we will speak in that wonderful place called Heaven that is going to be the best day ever ❤.

    • @dianalang3844
      @dianalang3844 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Repent and believe in Jesus Christ and you will be saved

  • @clarkmilan4631
    @clarkmilan4631 ปีที่แล้ว +83

    Exodus 14:14 “THE LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still.”
    Continued Prayers to you and your family during this time. Sharing your story will always be appreciated. Please keep the faith and hope.
    🙏🏼❤️

    • @rksashi
      @rksashi ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Amen

  • @rynearsoncats
    @rynearsoncats ปีที่แล้ว +246

    This is my first time seeing your video. Gosh, gosh my heart goes out to you. Not having ever seen your videos, I see a woman who shows a brave face on the outside. I hope and pray that you have a good team of family, friends and doctors and caregivers that are there by your side in this journey you are on. I too have battled cancer and understand your pain. I send you my love, thoughts and prayers.
    Love from me in Cupertino, California, USA

    • @ivorysdiary2361
      @ivorysdiary2361  ปีที่แล้ว +45

      Thank you so much and welcome to my journey. It takes a lot of courage to put my life out there definitely but I thought if it helps other people to know there are not alone, somebody is also fighting with them then we can make each other stronger. Are you still on treatment or now cancer free?
      I think I have the best team with me now and so far pain management has been very good. So I am hoping for more “good days/hours” still 🙏🏻
      My prayers goes to you as well 🙏🏻

    • @donna4047
      @donna4047 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      May God bless you and keep you and mercy God please for this beautiful woman. I am praying for you Ivory and will keep you in my prayers.

    • @ameliaford5636
      @ameliaford5636 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      @@ivorysdiary2361ivory I learned so much from your journey, it has helped put perspective in my life. Thank u love❤

    • @lailasanashee8099
      @lailasanashee8099 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Be strong beautiful lady 💖

    • @carolineahern9568
      @carolineahern9568 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@ivorysdiary2361 Dear Ivory, your are like a saint with your compassion for others especially when you are going through such a challenging time yourself. It speaks volumes for the kind of person you are. I wish you the absolute best. God Bless. xxxx

  • @shariamour209
    @shariamour209 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    Ivory, a fitting name for such a precious soul!
    I'm a 46 year old woman with stage 4 liver cirrhosis (NASH) and they found a tumor in January that appears to be malignant. I am still undergoing testing.
    I hope that I have half as much courage, strength, dignity, poise and grace that you display in this one video.
    Ivory, may you find peace through this phase of your journey and may you know that you are not alone!

    • @nowirehangers2815
      @nowirehangers2815 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Essene Tea

    • @janaculbreth007
      @janaculbreth007 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Praying for you!!! 🙏🏼

    • @payton5233
      @payton5233 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/GuIk3qR-ws8/w-d-xo.html this doctor in the video seems to know how to starve and kill cancer. He's says current treatments are harsh and toxic to your body. If I had cancer I would try his approach and probably stay away from radiation and chemotherapy. I watched most of the podcast and it made sense to me. Wishing you the best and hoping it's not malignant

    • @suzybailey-koubti8342
      @suzybailey-koubti8342 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Shari, I will definitely pray for you, sweetie. God bless you, your doctors and your precious family and friends. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

    • @drd6893
      @drd6893 ปีที่แล้ว

      January and still testing!! Omg they should have immediately gotten a biopsy and a quick pathology. Immediately done a PET scan, CAT scans etc. with results in only a few hours.
      If nothing has spread and the mass is malignant, they ideally won’t wait long. But… it sounds very strange to not have quickly gotten results and have you seeing the oncologist and oncology surgeon. If it is only one in that spot. They need to remove it. STAT .., NOW. ASAP! so it won’t spread. Did they tell you stage 1-2-3-4 or grade? A-B-C-D? Grade shows if it’s likely to spread or unlikely
      That’s important!
      If you’re feeling ignored? Falling through the cracks?
      Fuck em. Go get a new doctor and FIRE THEM!
      this is your life!!
      You absolutely can fire ur MDs and get other opinions and doctors who know they can’t Lilly foot around with your life. Please fire them unless they have gotten aggressive with your treatment and well being
      I’ts really ok to get a new doctor. I know, I’m a doctor

  • @superd96
    @superd96 ปีที่แล้ว +106

    The strength, dignity, poise and grace you exude is amazing - My thoughts and prayers with you and your family sister!

  • @Tomas-major
    @Tomas-major ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Why is this dreadful disease taking so many beautiful people from us, especially those with young children and people who depend on them, I’m so sorry Xx
    I lost my husband with inoperable liver cancer, now nearly two years ago, the pain he was in was absolutely heartbreaking.
    He ended his days in a hospice with me by his side every day and some night!
    Praying for you all so much love and prayers xxx

  • @cherylcampbell7495
    @cherylcampbell7495 ปีที่แล้ว +66

    I’m a caregiver and have worked for Hospice in Arizona. Your room is super nice. Love the patio. Good seeing you and not in pain. Happy you are with your family on and off. Prayers for you love.🙏👍💕

    • @ivorysdiary2361
      @ivorysdiary2361  ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Thank you! It’s also nice to know that this place has more “positive” homey vibe. Never been to other hospice but this one feels really homey/cozy and more personal.
      My pain has always been there just they are good on working with the pain management here. So it’s becomes doable.
      Thanks again for the prayers 🙏🏻

  • @dalv10340
    @dalv10340 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Miracles do still happen .Stay positive and keep your faith and trust in God .
    I’m two times cancer survivor .That of the breast stage 2A@2017,@2021 colon that Mets to lung ,stage 4 .Had surgeries and chemo .As we speak I’m cancer free !Only God knows our time .Don’t focus on the number that the doctors gave you .
    A friend of mine was diagnosed with same cancer ,stage and medication as yours about three years ago .She’s still around and thankful of the new lease of life God is giving her .🙏🌹💕

  • @maureenmcgrath8169
    @maureenmcgrath8169 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    My darling ivory, I am in end-of-life Doula. Just as when we were born, and our bodies knew what to do, so does your body know what to do while passing. Everyone that I’ve cared for passed with no suffering whatsoever. That is the blessing that hospice helps us with. You will be surrounded by angels that will help you transition into you next spiritual experience. Much love.

    • @anaclark5751
      @anaclark5751 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      How lovely and comforting Maureen.

    • @AliceHumphrey50
      @AliceHumphrey50 ปีที่แล้ว

      Maureen how did you become an EOL Doula?

    • @zoiefinnian3540
      @zoiefinnian3540 ปีที่แล้ว

      So Beautiful ❤

    • @lunam7249
      @lunam7249 ปีที่แล้ว

      👏❤️❤️

    • @lunam7249
      @lunam7249 ปีที่แล้ว

      anti-histoplastones, 90 minerals and vitamins dr joel wallach, thx for making this video...and im sorry, hope you improve...😊

  • @missiris1234
    @missiris1234 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Prayers for days and days without pain for this beautiful woman🙏❤️🙏

  • @juliahelland6488
    @juliahelland6488 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    There is no need to apologize! I'm so happy you are receiving such wonderful hospice care. I wish you and your family all the best! 💯❣️

  • @jenniferthompson6280
    @jenniferthompson6280 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    praise God she made it to her baby's birthday..that's what she wished for..RIP Ivory, you were a beautiful lady.

  • @StephSancia
    @StephSancia 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    This just came into my feed and I don't know who the lady is but I am a cancer carer and a kidney cancer survivor and I followed Jenny Apple as well and I was going to wish you all the best warmth in the world and just happened to notice how old the video was so looked at your channel dear lady and was dismayed to see that you are already no longer with us and that is just so sad and I'm too late to give you my warm wishes but I can say in my eternal quest for a God hoping and praying there is one that I hope you are in some heavenly realm with Jenny Apple and just everybody else and just know that I came to wish you all goodness and I just hope that you are in a peaceful place and aware that you are still receiving love and warmth and wishes of goodness ❤ 22/11/23

  • @simplyme4756
    @simplyme4756 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I just lost my precious sister to lung cancer one month ago I pray for you 🙏 may your journey be as painless as possible blessings to you and your loved ones ❤

  • @mariesullivan9154
    @mariesullivan9154 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    I just found you on here. I will be praying for you and your family. I fought 16 years ago with colorectal cancer. No one deserves this horrible disease.

  • @kayetabing5607
    @kayetabing5607 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    Hi, I'm also a Filipina. I live and work in the UK as a nurse. My mom died last month due to lung cancer stage 4 too, late diagnosis. I just came across your video in my youtube's homepage. I admire your strength and courage. Keep the faith.

    • @truthsocial7338
      @truthsocial7338 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Nakikiramay po! Hope your Mom process of going after life was painfree. Ang sakit mawala ang mahal natin sa buhay. Pero we have to bilib magsasama tayo muli in heaven. Mabuhay !

    • @ronniegarcia3885
      @ronniegarcia3885 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I heard eating just raw vegetables, and nothing else can help cancer patients. I am not sure if that is true.

  • @brenda0823_
    @brenda0823_ ปีที่แล้ว +11

    My brother was in hospice for about 6 weeks and I pretty much came and went as I pleased. Stayed the night quite a few times. Ate my meals there. The nurses were angels. Which made me feel better and took excellent care of my brother.

  • @DKO666
    @DKO666 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Have you thought about writing letters to your kids when they're older for when they graduate from high school or get married or on their birthdays I think that'd be a very special for them sending prayers your way 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻♥️

    • @cicislife1147
      @cicislife1147 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I think everyone should do that rather you know you are dying or not. That's a really good idea.

  • @melaniebaran9121
    @melaniebaran9121 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Aww honey I'm so happy your pain is under control now. I will keep you and your family in my prayers. Your such a beautiful sweet Lady ❤️🙏

  • @NollaigHealey
    @NollaigHealey ปีที่แล้ว +4

    My wife is in hospital suffering just like you with Stage 4 Lung Cancer, praying for a miracle for you too., Remember we have a God of miracles❤❤❤❤

    • @cristinakrustynini7382
      @cristinakrustynini7382 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Come sta la moglie??

    • @NollaigHealey
      @NollaigHealey 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@cristinakrustynini7382 my wife died 20th July 🙏🏻

    • @thelmakeats6887
      @thelmakeats6887 5 หลายเดือนก่อน

      🙏🙏🙏

  • @blueboy3145
    @blueboy3145 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Rest well ivory… thank you for sharing your journey..

  • @mariavalverdeboutilier7370
    @mariavalverdeboutilier7370 ปีที่แล้ว +92

    Dearest Ivory,
    Thank you 🙏 for your update.
    Your room is beautiful as the word hospice is a word all of us on Tagrisso fear. I’m grateful to see you have a view of the outside that has greenery.
    I’m grateful to hear you have had moments even if they were short being able to go home to spend time with your family.
    The fear emotions are indeed real when facing our mortality. Hugs. I sometimes awake with fear, I then pray 🙏 to god to help me cope.
    I think of you every day dear Ivory and I’m sorry you too are going through this cancer Tagrisso journey. Hugs. I am so grateful for your bravery to help others experiencing this last chapter. I’m a visual artist and if your children or husband need a painting of you feel free to reach out. Sending you prayers and blessings dearest soul. ❤️

    • @ivorysdiary2361
      @ivorysdiary2361  ปีที่แล้ว +28

      Thank you so much! I’m glad to see somebody who’s also on Tagrisso like me. Yes being confronted with the reality is never easy but giving up is neither an option. We kind of know we will get here and it’s just a matter of time. Indeed, HOSPICE is such a big word for me, no idea, what to expect and etc all were so bad thought honestly . But being here now, totally changed everything I thought of.
      Having a patio, a homey and cozy room also helped, very friendly and nice staff too! I don’t feel down or sad at all. I don’t know if that will change but for now we feel this is the best decision we’ve made so far.

    • @joannloria-briffa2721
      @joannloria-briffa2721 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​@@ivorysdiary2361 e

  • @mda1501
    @mda1501 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    Ivory, your grace and strength are beyond words. This is such a difficult thing to discuss openly, but your willingness to share your journey helps all of us. I pray for you and your family.

  • @ThuyNguyen-ec1rb
    @ThuyNguyen-ec1rb ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I lost my dear friend Ann due to lung cancer it happened so fast , within four months she was gone ,may God be with you all the way

  • @jumper555
    @jumper555 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Rest in peace Ivory.

  • @kathleenmcelroy9221
    @kathleenmcelroy9221 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Brave beautiful lady - so glad you have a wonderful hospice environment - god bless you & all family.....prayers for you all xx

  • @milliesantiago5563
    @milliesantiago5563 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    It breaks my heart to hear that. I’m sending you lots of love and prayers to you and your families. God bless you, always ❤

  • @g.s.8588
    @g.s.8588 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ivory…I was Stage 4 Breast Cancer with Metastasis diagnosed April 2007…PRAY, PRAY, PRAY and ask God’s mercy. Fight, fight, fight…and if it is will…a miracle will happen.

  • @patriciapalmans7123
    @patriciapalmans7123 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You have amazing team and a beautiful family taking care of you and walking right along with you. Hold on to the love of your family. it is a tough but find peace and let your family love on you. Our bodies are so well created. Yours will know what to do when that time come. My mum was on that journey too and was well taking care of. Sending you hugs

  • @TheVideoGamesHistorian
    @TheVideoGamesHistorian ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Hospice is not the end its a place to continue to live and live with a better quality of life even if that life is short ,x

  • @lisafiorilli155
    @lisafiorilli155 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Praying you will have more good days and special times with your family .. you are incredibly strong and beautiful ❤🙏🏼❤️

  • @Nope-NotToday
    @Nope-NotToday ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I have, and im still praying for a miracle. You are are such an sweet sweet coraggious lovely Lady and we love and pray for you here in Denmark ❤️🇩🇰

  • @SwimDeeep
    @SwimDeeep ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I lost my mom to cancer. I’m sorry. I do hope you find peace now and during your last days. ❤

  • @Whatnonsenser
    @Whatnonsenser ปีที่แล้ว +125

    Hi ivory and Tom. What a relief to hear from you. God bless you both. We are all praying for you all. Celebrate Easter with your family and the good times. I know this video is not easy to make, let alone even for us to watch. It is difficult. Don’t worry about us we was, although we appreciate your bravery, as another person said, make as many videos of you and the memories you have together with your family. God’s angels are watching over you, and we are all praying for you. Love to all.

    • @ivorysdiary2361
      @ivorysdiary2361  ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Thank you so much. Messages like yours gave so much strength and it’s great to know we are not alone 🙏🏻 Thank you again for the prayers and we will keep on going forward 🙏🏻

    • @Whatnonsenser
      @Whatnonsenser ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Of course Tom, Ivory. You have so many Internet strangers praying for you all.. from Canada US India.. all of us .. we want you to continue to hold on and take each day as it comes. Every day is a gift. I know someday my wife , my daughter and I will go through this. All of you are incredibly strong and we are so thankful for sharing your thoughts with us.. watching you gives us strength to know we are not alone. I saw ur channel in Dec 2021 when my wife was first diagnosed. I was so lost, but after watching your channel, it gave us strength to know that there are others like us. Don’t worry about how many days or weeks you have left. Don’t listen to that thoughts.. your destiny has been written by a higher power, and when the time comes, we will see. Lots of love to you from Toronto Canada.

    • @sarahwhite5621
      @sarahwhite5621 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I have just come across your videos and I am taken back by your beautiful soul. I am praying for you and thinking of you. You are such a lovely lady and there are not many people like you in this world.
      I am very familiar with terminal illness due to my father who has multiple myeloma. The hospice is the best place to be able to even have a chance to go back home and make you feel the best of this dreadful situation. It is so amazing how they can help and as I said feel so much better. I was surprised how much love there was in the hospice and what they have to offer too and is really helpful for respite and to keep the situation at bay and make you feel so much more comfortable and to be able to function the best you can under the circumstances.
      I send my love and strength to you and Tom and your lovely family. Sending so much love and goodness your way. God bless always angel x x x 🙏🙏🙏 🤍🤍🤍♥️♥️♥️

    • @OrganikJewelz
      @OrganikJewelz ปีที่แล้ว +3

      There are videos on TH-cam about wholistic healing for cancer

    • @vitorbarradas7430
      @vitorbarradas7430 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      ​@@ivorysdiary2361 I hope God cures you and my brother.. I have a brother that is like in your situation. He did tagrisso, no just in palliative care. He is 38 years old. We will pray for you all who's needing! God bless you Ivory

  • @razoraaa
    @razoraaa ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Sending prayers, hope you can get better. We are all in God's hands!

  • @bee6457
    @bee6457 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    First time watching your video and I will say a prayer for you as well as your family 🙏🏽🫶🏽 may god give you peace that surpasses all understanding. My mom passed away from liver cancer in August. It is absolutely heart breaking to see a loved one go through something like that. One thing you can do is get a box of envelopes and just write your son random letters and label the envelope for instance first day of freshman year, first day of senior year, high school graduation, wedding day etc. so he will always feel like you are still apart of those special moments. Just an idea that could help you as well.

  • @LeeLeeWilliams-1908
    @LeeLeeWilliams-1908 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Cancer sucks!! Thank you Ivory for sharing your journey and spreading awareness about this disease. I also battled with lung cancer. Sending prayers of love and comfort to you and your family 🙏🏾 ❤️

  • @lunaqua7563
    @lunaqua7563 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Your calmness and serenity give me the courage to face my own future. Thank you.

  • @RGale60
    @RGale60 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Thank you for sharing your precious time.
    You have been so helpful to others.
    I’m sending you comforting thoughts & healing prayers.

  • @jackiefb1
    @jackiefb1 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    God bless her and may she rest in peace. Keeping her family in my thoughts.

  • @triciahenning6759
    @triciahenning6759 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    I just came across your channel and I just want to tell you how inspiring you are to so many. I lost my sister in 2012 to brain cancer and it was very hard to watch and then to lose her. I will keep you in my prayers along with your family. I find it very touching to see those who share their stories with all of us.

    • @Malayka-tk1wv
      @Malayka-tk1wv ปีที่แล้ว

      how many years she lived?

    • @godschild3640
      @godschild3640 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Malayka-tk1wv. Yes we want to know how fast cancer kills and spreads or. Metastasize, and the type of cancer.

    • @irenebuergin4496
      @irenebuergin4496 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

  • @clandestine81
    @clandestine81 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    Hi Ivory, don’t worry about us (your viewers). We are praying for you and hoping for a miracle 🙏🏼. Spend time with your husband and kids. Please make personal videos for them for the future. When I lost my nanay from lung cancer in September, one thing I regret is me not taking enough videos and pictures of her. I miss her voice, I miss her laugh, and I miss her calling my name. I think your kids will appreciate videos you make for them. Sending you and your family lots of love, comfort, and much needed strength.

    • @californiadoll6273
      @californiadoll6273 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Praying lol that's fxn useless. God doesn't exist so don't waste your time praying to a nonexistent entity LMAO

    • @Alwaysherethere
      @Alwaysherethere ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes, they do!❤

    • @suzybailey-koubti8342
      @suzybailey-koubti8342 ปีที่แล้ว

      Also, write in birthday cards for them to celebrate their future birthdays until they are 18, I you can, Ivory. Imagine what they will be doing in their teens, and events they will go to without their mama. Driving a car, going to the Senior Prom, National Honor Society induction, first high school crush, talk about dad also.

  • @lashanda8977
    @lashanda8977 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Please don't apologize to us for not making a video. What you're experiencing....I'll be supporting you in ways that I can. ❤

  • @marienettemallari2663
    @marienettemallari2663 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    My husband had lung cancer stage 4 and passed away 2015. Prayer for you as this battle is not easy.

  • @aprylvaughn143
    @aprylvaughn143 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are so strong and I am praying for you. God please heal her and make the cancer leave her body, in your holy name I pray and believe, Amen❤🙏♥️

  • @melindataljaard2753
    @melindataljaard2753 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Awe, I'm so sorry for what you and your family are going through. My name is Melinda, and I'm from South-Africa. I have 2 friends with stage 4 long cancer, and my dad passed away from it also 5 years ago.
    I only saw you're you tube know for the first time.
    Will put you on my pray list and group, and we will pray for you.
    You must not feel bad for how you look because you're so beautiful from inside and out. It was sade when I watch you're video. I really hope you're going to be just fine walking this route and that it will not be painful. I also hope your family will be okay.
    Please rest and be good to you're self🙏🙋🏻‍♀️

  • @likeitornotwithmichaellane4896
    @likeitornotwithmichaellane4896 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    You are so strong and inspiring, sweetheart. Sending my love and prayers to you and your family. ❤️❤️❤️

    • @ivorysdiary2361
      @ivorysdiary2361  ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank you so much🙏🏻Hugs and love back🙏🏻

  • @marydawnpafford9969
    @marydawnpafford9969 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Im so sorry for your diagnosis, so young. I've had cancer, listen to your inner guide, we are not ever alone. Prayers Dear One.

  • @whoguy4231
    @whoguy4231 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    My dad has stage 4 lung cancer and takes Apricot kernels with his cancer medication and his tumour has shrunk by 10cm and no longer growing. He also cut out all sugar, processed carbs snd increased green vegetables.

    • @user-mw8ls5xg5o
      @user-mw8ls5xg5o 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Напишите пожалуйста где вы покупаете косточки абрикоса?

    • @whoguy4231
      @whoguy4231 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@user-mw8ls5xg5o Look online. I'm in Australia and buy them from ebay or any health food online seller. BTW, Australia made it illegal to sell them, but I can still buy them online. Goodluck

    • @lisaanderson135
      @lisaanderson135 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @whoguy4231 I’m sorry to hear about your dad having stage four lung cancer. Mine had the same that spread to his bones. At that time we also restricted his sugar intake, increased his leafy greens and added lots of fiber to his diet. Unfortunately, we didn’t get the miracle we were hoping for. I just found Ivory’s channel today and saw that she had already passed while watching this episode. The advice I would like to give to you is, don’t deprive your father of things he loves. There comes a time when you have to let go of what little control you have left over the horrible disease called cancer! Usually your Hospice nurse or doctor will give you an idea or timeline of what to expect. Life can be so unfair! We have to make the best of what little time we have left on this earth, or else we’ll have regrets

    • @whoguy4231
      @whoguy4231 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      @@lisaanderson135 So sorry to hear your father has the terrible disease and thank you for your kind words. Everyone has their time and it's how you live and love that counts ... Yes ... no regrets... Take care x

  • @herjovaneerten1176
    @herjovaneerten1176 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Hi Ivory and Tom our friends. you are both big fighters. It was nice to visit you with my Asawa and my son yesterday. I was so happy you still can go back to home in Ede if you feel good and celebrated the birthday off your son. We are so happy to hear you still go on and planning more nice days with each other and your plan to go with your family to Spain and stay over in nice places in the Netherlands. And planning diner dates with friends and family. You still move on even when its so hard for you. Deep respect. God bless you and we keep on praying for you. Praying your pain will be lesser and for still for one more mirracle. Cured. See you!

  • @MarthaGarrett
    @MarthaGarrett ปีที่แล้ว +24

    You are so full of grace & strength even in the midst of this very difficult time. Inspiring. Thank you for the update

  • @raizinboyz
    @raizinboyz ปีที่แล้ว +21

    Peace be with you. I lost my 46 yr old brother to esophageal 11:19 cancer. He was so healthy and fit too, came as such a shock!

    • @Robsav-yx6vi
      @Robsav-yx6vi ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m so so sorry. Very difficult to lose your brother. May he
      Be r I p

  • @MrEd-do2qt
    @MrEd-do2qt ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Don't apologize. You are an amazing person. Such strength. You are in my prayers 🙏. Much love ❤️ and God bless 🙌

  • @zenvirgil
    @zenvirgil ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I'm so sorry to hear this about your situation. I will keep you in my prayers, Ivory, and praying for a miracle for you. God bless you! 😥

  • @kimtongo3533
    @kimtongo3533 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I am so glad to hear from you! I am so glad that u got to celebrate your son’s birthday 🥳 🎉🎂!!! Yay!!!! You are still here!! Keep your faith!!!! Way to go!!!! I am so glad your pain is manageable and your room is very comfortable and peaceful!!! We are praying for u!!! I am still praying for a miracle!!!! God bless u and keep u!! Have a wonderful and pain free week!!!!🙏🔆✨🙏🔆✨🙏🙏🔆✨🙏

  • @altonmyrick5641
    @altonmyrick5641 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ivory I'm praying for you to get better to be healed and have a long life amen

  • @spacecowgurl57
    @spacecowgurl57 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    You are astounding! You're embracing each moment of each day with care, courage, and love. Friends and family may feel as if they can't do enough yet the love they've shown are medicine all of its own. Rest sweet dear one.❤

  • @NancyFlores-fi6yu
    @NancyFlores-fi6yu ปีที่แล้ว +13

    God bless you and your husband. If I’m ever in your position I hope to be as strong as you. My prayers are with you both.

  • @afterthought72
    @afterthought72 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Sending many Prayer's your way for peace & understanding & for your pain to be less !

  • @thelmafromusa6193
    @thelmafromusa6193 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I heart goes on you, I know how hard you been through as well as your whole family. I take care my husband till he pass away by myself and it’s not so easy I do the best I can to comfort and keep my husband happy that’s the only way I can do when the doctor prolong that he live 7 months only I keep on praying hoping the Lord will perform his miracle and cure the pancreatic cancer of my husband but I lose him exactly what the doctor say my husband is not in pain anymore, I can imagine how your family and you been through I feel it and you are such a strong woman, a mother and a wife to handle the situation I admired you Ivory And I pray hard for you and your family to guide you and always be at your side. Bless your heart Ivory

  • @BeBlessedToday
    @BeBlessedToday ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Prayers for your comfort during this difficult time. May the angels surround you and make the burden lighter for you and your loved ones.

  • @shayneekaaihili1642
    @shayneekaaihili1642 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Prayers for you 😢hoping for peace during this time for you and your family ❤❤❤May God embrace you in his arms and comfort you always ...

  • @michellelanigan2561
    @michellelanigan2561 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Wow! The strength it must take to make a video of such information. You have got to be one of the strongest people I’ve ever seen! May God Bless You and your family as time goes on and things change. May the drs be able to keep you comfortable. I also think you are very beautiful. Moon face, dry skin, acne…. I didn’t see any of it! Peace be with you.

  • @mwilson3076
    @mwilson3076 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Get well soon... I have stage 4 cancer too right now. I've been battling cancer since 1999... God bless you and stay strong okay

  • @emilysouther4614
    @emilysouther4614 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I pray for a peaceful transition for you. God is waiting with open arms. ❤

  • @elainecarozzi
    @elainecarozzi ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Hi Ivory. I admire your courage. Not only because you've been dealing with this terrible diagnosis - at a such young age - but because you're not afraid of being vulnerable. It's vulnerability, pain and fear that connect us to this world, and the people surrounding us. In your first video, you told us that they couldn't cure you, and through your journey, you showed us that living with a terminal diagnosis can be part of life and that there is nothing to be ashamed of.
    I hope that you have more beautiful good days and that you remember that love is all that we take from here, and you have a very heavy luggage full of love to take with you.

  • @kasssss1
    @kasssss1 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    The bravery you show is truly beautiful. Praying for God to grant you and your family peace and strength. You are so loved! ❤

  • @kathylynn7705
    @kathylynn7705 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are an inspiration…,complete angel on earth. God bless you. I believe in miracles!!!

  • @bettycapps
    @bettycapps ปีที่แล้ว +7

    My husband had a lung cancer mutation. Tagrisso worked very well on his. Don’t give up. AstraZeneca helped beyond belief.

  • @theresacollins6691
    @theresacollins6691 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Sending love and prayers your way Ivory, what an amazing woman you are xx

  • @BRut4LYhoN3ST
    @BRut4LYhoN3ST ปีที่แล้ว +33

    I’m stage four lung cancer exon19 Egfr I’ve been on taggrisso for five years I hope you do good on taggrisso drink a lot of water My side affects are diarrhea fatigue, nausea it’s hard to sleep at night I take it at night so I don’t feel the side effects. Keep on fighting.

    • @truthtalker9375
      @truthtalker9375 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Really you're on tagrisso and been fighting for like 5 years 😲....wow what a brave fighter you are,my dad on Afatinib because it's still working for him but doctors said whenever we need it they'll call us out for tagrisso....pray for you both that god keep you both my father and you happy and healthy ✊

    • @godschild3640
      @godschild3640 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@truthtalker9375. I have stage4 lung cancer ,, non-small cell,,, tomorrow I start my first treatment is called KEYTRUDA… I WONDER WHAT IS GOING TO HAPPEN TO ME I’M VERY AFRAID I HAVE TWO CHILDREN ANIMALS THAT I TAKE CARE OF EVEN WILD ANIMALS OUTSIDE. I FEED THEM EVERY DAY ALL DAY LONG AND PUT FOOD OUT THERE FOR AT NIGHT TIME THERE’S MINI MINI WILD ANIMALS THAT NEED FOOD AND EVEN BIRDS and I’m afraid for the animals. I don’t know how long I have to live I’m scared.

    • @truthtalker9375
      @truthtalker9375 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@godschild3640 there is only one cure for cancer and that's your mentality that how you think.....my father having cancer but he has no fear of this because he always said that "if God has plans for me then whatever doctor we can go no one can save me and if God has another plans for me then no cancer can snatch my life away"....by that mindset you can conquer anything you find impossible,have you heard about subconscious mind?...which can do things you want
      And thank God that you can afford Keytruda otherwise in my country where i live people even can't afford the medicine they want..... Keytruda has no side effects that high,only minimal....just fight with it and let your mind do his work by being positive,I'm sure you'll get the good results

    • @strawberryworldtv1676
      @strawberryworldtv1676 ปีที่แล้ว

      ​​@@godschild3640 research sour leaves..it is known to kill cancer cells..also turmeric..another useful thing you can use to tackle cancer is blending carrot and beetroot..my mom had colon cancer and lost movement in her bowels and experienced blood in her stool and I gave her carrot and beetroot juice daily and her bowel regularised and the blood in her stool cleared up...the final thing I recommend you research is blackseed oil on curing cancer..all the best

    • @mrpopicockismyfriendJLBmyenem
      @mrpopicockismyfriendJLBmyenem ปีที่แล้ว

      5 years is tremendous

  • @margaretneanover3385
    @margaretneanover3385 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Young lady your calm enough and I'm praying you aren't in a situation you cannot decide about. I will thank you for sharing and I will ask if you asked your doctor about ivm.. ivermectin has been said to shrink and dispose of some cancers . My heart will reach out for the support how I can. If you have a head cancer, my niece did , she had surgery with brain specialist doctor crone, crohn spelling issue ..krone maybe .. he might have reasonable help if shunt pressure release . Praying you get your wanted response ..

  • @leticialever5961
    @leticialever5961 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Keep the faith in God Ivory, he is the only one that can help you. Talk to him if you are down. Be brave. Kaya mo yan kabayan ❤.

  • @binglecustodio8734
    @binglecustodio8734 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    ❤❤❤ Sending you our prayers, warm thoughts, and love from Manila! You continue to inspire us with your strength, grace, and faith! May God continue to give you more good days and make you better. We will keep on praying for you and your family. ❤❤❤

  • @mm00777
    @mm00777 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    I'm so sorry you are going through this. I am a cancer survivor myself and it is so scary to think that it can come back. My heart is with you. You seem so strong despite this. May God keep you in his heart and his loving hands. Blessings to you and your family!

  • @WearAmask2020
    @WearAmask2020 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Wow….I’m in awe of your strength and willpower, YT just randomly recommended this video and I’m so glad it did. You and your loved ones are in my thoughts & prayers 🙏🏾

  • @cindym.9029
    @cindym.9029 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank You for giving strength to my Mom and I…MyMom has stage 4 lung cancer that after 3 years it has spread everywhere. My Mom is in hospice, but chooses to stay home. This staff is SOOO amazing! I don’t want her to go, but I do not want hr to suffer anymore…she has accepted the outcome, I just can’t…Thank You, and God Bless You!

    • @eyespy0070
      @eyespy0070 ปีที่แล้ว

      Please get her on Fenbendazole a dog dewormer. It has been proven to heal 45% of stage 4 lung cancer.
      I've taken it myself.

  • @TheQueenIsWithin
    @TheQueenIsWithin ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This is the first time I'm seeing your vid. I can tell you're such a sweet lady and I pray that you and your loved ones get as much quality time together as possible and find comfort and solace.

  • @wanyatelborn
    @wanyatelborn ปีที่แล้ว +16

    It is so good to see you! Still praying you though this ! ❤

  • @alwaysimitatedneverduplica4527
    @alwaysimitatedneverduplica4527 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    🙏🙏🙏 stay strong. Miracles do happen. God is a God of mercy and compassion. God bless

  • @nicabangoc2096
    @nicabangoc2096 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God Heals.Nothing’s impossible with Him🙏🙏🙏Take care and God bless you

  • @ioanaciulian3719
    @ioanaciulian3719 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    It was so nice seeing you! Praying for you and your loves ones! God bless you! Keep up the good fight! 🙏❤️🌹😘

  • @Anastashya
    @Anastashya ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Ivory, your video came recommended to me and I can only say I’m so so sorry you’re going through such an horrific ordeal. My heart goes out to you and your family. Is there any chance there are clinical trials near you? I know there are some in USA for EFGR mutations and they work. Regardless of that, I send you lots of love and prayers xx 🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼

  • @josephineherson1448
    @josephineherson1448 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I will pray for you always. Talk to God always, he will listen you and feel you! God will extend you more years and years … no impossible to God

  • @sauzzielumpkin
    @sauzzielumpkin ปีที่แล้ว +1

    May God be with you. And may he give comfort and peace. I lost my beautiful sister after just 6 months of being diagnosed. 🙏🏻💔🌹
    Praying for your family 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

  • @Michael_Wood
    @Michael_Wood ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Ivory, I am praying for you on a daily basis as well as you husband and son. Much love and hoping I send you some good vibes and soothing comfort. God Bless you for your courage, strength and perseverance.

  • @tamsmd1
    @tamsmd1 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Your video came up my screen tonight. My heart hurts from your situation. I pray you have a nice Easter and have many good hours on Sunday to celebrate with your family. I will be sending good vibes your way and saying prayers. You have helped me so much with this brave video.❤

  • @lynnrobinson8885
    @lynnrobinson8885 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thank you for sharing what must be very difficult period of time.. I think it is wonderful of you to share this, which is very precious to you, and yet you are thinking of others by doing so. You are giving others a blessing by sharing this part of your life, and I am in awe of you. I speak only as a woman who has had to fight breast cancer, kidney cancer, skin cancer and a number of other life-long diseases, but I do not have the same life/death diagnosis you have. I admire your strong sense of self and purpose, and wish you the best of everything. I would have been honoured to have known you as the wonderful woman you are - and this is something I will treasure and keep in my heart, so thank you for sharing this deep and personal period of your time. May you be showered with the light of love from whomever you believe in as the Creator of all of us. I will always remember your incredible gift you have given to all of us. Sweet and painless dreams be yours until you wake in the Creator’s arms of love. ❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏🙏 Thank you, dear one!

  • @thecatholicunschooler6507
    @thecatholicunschooler6507 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Avery, I just found your channel and I’m so glad I did to see you such a woman! My daughter was diagnosed with leukemia at 13 this past August so when you talk about your symptoms I remember her going through that and still is. May the Lord our creator surround you with all the love and heavenly help that he can give you to make All of this for you his will. Your life is a gift and your family. We will all meet each other one day in heaven. This life is very short in comparison to all eternity. My husband went before me at age 53 four years ago. I long for the time to be with him one day. We will all be together. May you be surrounded by lots of love in this time. May the blessed mother come to you and hold you under her holy mantle. God bless you

    • @r.coffman1431
      @r.coffman1431 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      My sister was diagnosed with leukemia at 11, and passed at age 21. Cancer sucks

  • @louise8752
    @louise8752 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    You are where you need to be at this time in your lifes journey. I'm glad you came around to try it out and see that yes, hospice is good for those it's for. May you find peace. Bless you.

  • @Creative-Inspirations
    @Creative-Inspirations ปีที่แล้ว +19

    What a beautiful soul you are💖I am honoured to have stumbled across your channel. Your coming to terms with all what you’re going through is so heart felt.
    I’ll pray that you’ll find the inner strength to continue with such strength and courage in all you’re dealing with.
    Bless you and your family from Alberta Canada.

  • @joankeyes2696
    @joankeyes2696 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    God Bless, you are a very brave woman. 🙏😇💖

  • @millyegbert5512
    @millyegbert5512 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Sharing your voice in this journey is very generous. The world needs to see that dying can be living. I wish you pure joy and peace in this world and the next.