Before You Go REWRITE (the other perspective)
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- Lewis Capaldi - Before You Go Rewrite (the other perspective) Before I go
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Thank you so much for the heart I absolutely adore your music!
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This song is actually about Lewis's aunt who commited suicide
Really?!?
Still a good song.
That's really sad but people can make other perceptions or other storylines to the song it doesn't have to be the same thing
Thea Weinstein D: so sad 😞😭
Sophie made it sound like it’s actually from her perspective tho
“It’s hard for me to talk when I can barely breathe” what a lyric
I read it in the time when she sang it xd
Same
I read it the exact time she sang it
I just heard that line when I read this 🤷♀️
That sounds familiar o wait George Floyd had his rights and so do we guys stay safe
my daughter clarice died in 2018 oct the 16th, she was 15 years old she had depression and fell from 10 story building. i kept blaming my self for her death the pain is unbearable to this day. when i heard this song it was her way of telling me its not my fault. i cried when i heard this song.
thank you sophie
😔 stay strong 💪
Im sorry- I literally started crying when i heard that. When a mom loses her daughter its the worst feeling. And i know because my mom left me. Shes still alive- She just doesnt accept me.
Hugs
I'm so sorry! I can't imagine what it would be like to lose a daughter
I lost my brother and my grandma in 2013. I know deep deep down I couldn’t have stopped it, but every day my mind always says “it’s your fault their gone! You could helped grandma stop smoking! You should’ve known Gavin (my brother) was about to die!” I was only 3 when it happened so I didn’t understand it then, but that’s what makes it feel worse.
"Cause your beautiful smile's the only reason that I ever had stayed"
I can't stop crying 😭
Lewis has to see this. He wrote the song for his lately passing aunt and the lyrics just breaks my heart. Bet it would break his too.🥺❤
It was for his gran
@@evdsturniolos588 nope, definitely his aunt
@@evdsturniolos588 Someone You Loved Was For His Gran, Before You Go Was For His Aunt
@Avicii fan Love in heaven ikr i never realized it was about suicide until recently and now the song is more depressing 😭
this song breaks my heart :(((
Everyone: relates through depression*
Me: relates to some lyrics through anxiety*
........
* relates through life * 😅
Lexie Whiting 😅 relatable
me : relates through both
And yet I have both.........😧😕sorry I’m like that some time’s....
Y'all are very brave
I just lost my boyfriend to suicide a little over a month ago the original and this have both made me cry thank you so much for writing this
so sorry. hugs
@@SophiePecora thank you ❤️
Omg I’m so sorry about your boyfriend pls stay safe with your family again so sorry about your lost 😔
@@NHC257 thank you. It's going onto 4 months now and I'm finally working again so I have something to keep me busy and distracted.
@@toristanford7158 that’s good to hear
This song gave me chills.
Also, I just saw a post saying that depressed people should know whom they're hurting and that others will hurt if they go. I totally agree with that, but if you're trying to recover from depression, think about yourself. Your journey is about you, not anyone else.
I always hated posts like that. They only ever made me miserable, they acted like I wasn't constantly aware and fighting for other people to survive because i didn't want to hurt them.
I spent so long focusing on others and being miserable from feeling like my efforts went unnoticed that it took so much longer to focus enough on myself to actually work on dragging myself out of not wanting to exist.
@@werewitchling4317 I totally agree with u. Like in my darkest moments I have to be thinking of other ppl who don't even give up 2 min of their time to ask if I'm okay.
thats the thing about depression, it whispers in your ear, they'll be better off without you... its hard to hear or see anything outside that cloud
I quickly realized this song is about exactly depression… if people knew how we really think we actually want to
Put ourselves first but then we think life might just be better without..
*I simply refuse to believe someone is this talented*
@@lemonboy9627 BWAHAHHA
Bakugo?! Your in the wrong universe!! And I agree!
Bakohoe?
I mean like ur name says it all
Ikr
I know 99% of you guys won’t see this. But that 1% here’s a reminder, YOUR AMAZING! 🥺💕
Thank you I really needed this
aww thank you so much even you are amazing
This was the top comment and thank you
I really needed this 😭
sorry but.... you're*
I fell down a dark hole
at least that's how it felt
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you
that's all I kept telling myself
the fire is growing
I cant get away
from this heat running through my head, burning up every reason to stay
when I hurt under the surface,
you try to reach my hand to hold
well you can heal but I won't
So, before I go
I hope you know it's not your fault could'nt have stopped my bleeding
it's hard for me to talk when I can barely breathe and
So, before I go
I love you most, I know you're reaching but I'm in too deep and
you are not the reason that I had to leave no, before I go
Was never a right time
to pick up the phone
Don't wanna have to explain how I've been so alone
Don't need you to worry
don't want you to break
cause your beautiful smiles the only reason that I ever had stayed
When I hurt under the surface,
you try to reach my hand to hold
well you can heal but I won't
So, before I go
I hope you know it's not your fault couldn't have stopped my bleeding
It's hard for me to talk when I can barely breathe and
So, before I go
I love you most, I know you're reaching but I'm in too deep and
you are not the reason that I had to leave no
before I go
IK IM LATE BUT THANK YOU
U had to write the hole thing
Omg this must have taken you forever. Thx.
"it's hard for me to talk when i can barely breath" hits different 👀
“Cause your beautiful smiles the only reason that I ever had stayed”
Hit. Me. Hard. Because I was going to attempt suicide before my 18th birthday but my mom and I had spent the whole day laughing and when she laughed all I could think was, “maybe life can get better.”
I hope you are doing okay ❤
I fell this i was going to im only 11 my friends helped me so much
I hope you're okay! Just know that everything is only temporary, it will get better. You are loved and I hope you live a long happy life ♡
I hope you are doing good now! If you need someone to talk to you can come to me. I have had many friends think about committing suicide so I've gone through this before. Remember that you are a beautiful and loved person.♥️
I hope you’re better now. While I can’t understand what being in that situation feels like, I hope you never forget that the possibility of a laugh is always a reason to stay💕
"I hope you know it's not your fault couldn't have stopped my bleeding" hits hard
Edit: Omg I never thought so many people would relate to this comment. If anyone needs to talk to someone, just comment saying you need to and I'll respond
I know..
Ikr
bruh i read this right when she said that lol
@@cloxdycoco7871 Same somehow
Yeah..... Some people do struggle to breath....
It's so weird how all the depressed people/people who wanna commit suicide, all have sorta the same thoughts but it feels like your the only one with the problem. But remember there are so many others that think like u! Ur not alone. Were with you!
the "I hope you know it's not your fault couldn't have stopped my bleeding" reminded me of my best friend that committed suicide so this song makes me feel a lot of emotions at the same time i am crying so hard right now...
Me too they did it infront of me and i cant forgive myself
@@buttons9082 Im so sorry for your loss, but youre not the reason why they did it and its not your fault that they did it. It will never be. It was their choice and you are not responsable for their actions. Im sorry you had to go through. The fear of hurting other people the way they did is keeping me alive I guess. Dont feel guilty please. I know its easier to say it than to actually do it but please its not your fault!!!
I’m so sorry 😞
@@buttons9082 I’m so sorry ❤️
if this doesn't go on Spotify im deleting all social media and leaving the country
what a mood
LMAO
Before you go🥺
befOre youu gO~ 🥺
So.. did you?
who else loves this version even more because of her voice?
I do
Definitely
I do
Me
I do
So basically it’s called “before I go”. They should make it a song
Bro- this is so beautiful- the lyrics, her voice, the piano playing- I just
*yes*
I love how this is a rewrite from the person who committed suicide's perspective. It's not interpreting the song as a romantic love song like most of the rewrites did. I personally think that the song holds much more powerful meaning like that, instead of a simple "more of the same" love song.
Thank you I’m so glad someone said that. There are way bigger problems than break ups and this really digs deep and touches a very important subject.
@@girlygamer2532 I know right? Break ups are difficult, of course, but they pass. We move on. But when we lose someone, that stays with us. The pain gets better with time, but never really goes away. So I think the song is much more precious with that feeling in mind.
Lewis Capaldi actually did write this about his aunt who did commit suicide, so I'm glad you noticed that :)
A perfect other perspective. Really helps me see the other person's pain, thank you.
You're welcome
@@SophiePecora U GOT THIS
IT WAS AWESOME
@@SophiePecora ur voice is the best voice ever
@@SophiePecora ur a hero
"It's hard for me to talk when I can barely breathe." That hit hard..
Edit: OMG SHE ACTUALLY READ MY COMMENT SOPHIE PECORA GAVE ME A LIKE I- SJFHOo Sis you made me cry on America's Got Talent, you have some amazing talent, and it shows how much you love what you do in your work, I just want to say thank you!
seems like 1.1k people missed the like button thats really weird
They were crying they couldn't see.
It’s 1.3k ppl now, I’m genuinely worried for them
I've literally been listening to this song all day! This must be a sign!
haha! it is a great song!
@@SophiePecora ur awesome 😘😘
@@SophiePecora I agree its really good. Do you think you could do "Stand by you" by Rachel Platten? Also I think you would love alec benjamin's "knife in my back" or " Cause it hurts"
I have been listening to the original song for 3 days straight now and i always wondered what the other side of the song would be i love this
Song*
This version to me doesn't seem like a love song. Lewis wrote it about his aunt who committed suicide, and the lyrics in this make it seem like it's from her point of view, not a breakup. Which is making me cry more😭😭😭💔
yeah, so sad
That’s what I was thinking the whole time. Her actually making it from the other perspective made me realize what the song was actually about
That's what I thought too. Beautiful song.
It literally says it's from the point of view of someone who's about to commit suicide
I always thought it was written about someone who died.
" I know your reaching but I'm in too deep and you are not the reason that i had to leave" oofy felt that
I literally started crying listening to this. I feel exactly this way... like I should go even though I love him so much but I hate myself so much. His smile is really the brightest light in my life and I don't want to crush it. I don't know what to do. Time to keep listening to this song and continue crying. Thank you for putting this feeling into words and music
I understand how you feel... I was depressed, suicidal, and self harming myself. Now, I have finally recovered and I am so happy. Pls. Stay.
You are worth it 🥺💗
She and Lewis capaldi need to sing this like she’s sings her version and he do his
I think that someone should take the audio from these 2, then act it out. Lewis' version first, where he's standing atop a building. Then her version, and she's sitting on the edge, feet dangling into the abyss, looking down.
That would be so beautiful
Moo 2310 yea
i made a mash up of the two songs on bandlab
Petition to get Lewis Capaldi to react to this
HeyItsSophieB he wrote this to his aunt who committed suicide, i don't thing that would be a good idea... idk
_ makaro _ everyone takes the song different and hes an artist so he likely gets it. His personality seems like the type to still appreciate others taking it in a deep way for them and like the actual song
It took me less than 30 seconds to start crying because of the lyrics and how beautifully you sing them, it’s so heartfelt and I just..I have no words other than thank you for making this beautiful piece of art.
Damn, she's pretty pretty, can write lyrics, play the piano, sing, and she brings it in a way that makes me cry 😢❤️
Her: singing. Everyone: listening Me: she has the same shirt as moriah Elizabeth!
That what I was thinking!! 😂😂
I was thinking that too lol 😂
That’s the exact thing I thought right when I saw her
that shirt looks cool tho
I thought it looked familliar now i know why!!
she's so underrated,she's like Tate McRae whose also an underrated artist.they're both such amazing singers they deserve more subscribers.
I completely agree Tate McRae is an amazing singer I love all her songs
Tru
IKR!!! I was Tate Mcrae’s fan since her first song called “I wrote a song”
Spade Hunter IKR
woa we like the same person or wut
This song hits hard when you are the other perspective....
✨Well you can heal but I won’t✨ I felt that love that🥺❤️❤️
finally, someone that did this right!!! everyone thinks that this song is about a love story/breakup and it’s not. i love this :(
wat is it abt?
wassup bro it’s about $uicide and depression
wassup bro Lewis’s aunt committed suicide, that’s what the song is about
People actually thought this was about breakups? 😔
if we’re being honest, this song can be interpreted and used in many ways according to what the listener is going through.
“It’s hard for me to talk when I can barely breathe”
Wow. Was I the only one who felt that line? That one hit me hard. Way to go Sophie! Got me in my feels yet again. Your voice is so beautiful. We love you girlie. 🥺
I felt that so much I have actually been crying for the past 3 hours so I can relate to this song so much
@@emmakiel5210 oh babe stop crying. Wipe those tears. You’re beautiful and I love you ❤️
@@emmemowers2705 omg thank you so much
@@emmakiel5210 ofc 🥰🥰
This song is, like, exactly how I feel about my friend that’s trying to help me through my struggle with anorexia.
This song is legit making me cry. You are such an amazing singer and songwriter, I pretty much never cry at songs, but this is different. This is beautiful.
i love how a complete stranger knows how i feel, but my family and friends are always confused.
I know right... I try to explain... My boyfriend understands. My mom said im seeking attention and denys listening to me. My dad listens and tries to understand but still doesn't. Im okay that he doesn't understand im just glad he listens.
“It’s hard for me to talk when I can barely breathe” ANYONE ELSE NOICE THE RASP IN HER VOICE damn I felt that😩😩😩
this made me cry you see my bff died of covid and when i listen to before you go i feel like im talking to them so it felt like they were speaking back whilst watching it
This rewrite hits hard and makes me cry because I knew something was going on with my best friend she now has depression and tried to hide it from me. I blame nothing on her but I wish I could've done something to help xx
we NEEEEEEED Lewis to see this
yes lol
Yasssss😭
having depression makes these lyrics hit different
It rlly does I showed this to my sister and she didn’t cry bc how confident she is but I was crying so hard and thinking of my family’s beautiful faces when she said it’s burning up every reason to stay
They really does especially with family issues, a friend afraid to lose you, suicidal and like you said depression(sorry if this sounds bratty I just wanted to let it out😞)
yep
Yup
Yes it does
This hit really hard for me since the original song always made me feel happy like someone was there for me, and listening to this made it feel like....This is actually feel sometimes and it hurts but just know the ones closest to you love so much and if you go they will feel so much pain.
I wish this was on spotify, great job. :)
1. Ur amazing at singing
2. This is great
3. Ur so pretty
U is amazing
UwU 💕
agreeds
So true
Am I the only one who thinks her voice is calming? No okay just meh
I think so too 👶
That’s like the whole point lol
Its annoying to me
I think so too
@@ilovecigarettesaftersex333 dont spread hate
Your lyrics are incredibly hitting. Sometimes it's exactly what it feels like. Thank you for that. Please never stop
I wanna do a cover of this so I'm gonna write the lyrics
I fell down a dark hole
At least thats how it felt
I hate you, I hate you,I hate you
That's all I kept telling myself
The fire is growing, I can't get away
From this heat running through my head
Burning up every reason to stay
When I hurt under the surface, you tried to reach my hand to hold
Well you can heal but I won't
Well you can heal but this won't
So before I go
I hope you know its not your fault couldn't have stopped my bleeding
Its hard for me to talk when I can barley breathe and
So before I go
I loved you most I know you're reaching but im in too deep and
You are not that reason that I had to leave no,
Before I go
Was never the right time
To pick up the phone
Don't wanna have to explain how I've been so alone
Don't need you to worry, don't want you to break
Cause your beautiful smiles the only reason I had ever stayed
When I hurt under the surface
You tried to reach my hand to hold
Well you can heal but I won't
So before I go I hope you know its not your fault couldn't have stopped my bleeding Its hard for me to talk when I can barley breathe and So before I go I hope you know its not your fault couldn't have stopped my bleeding Its hard for me to talk when I can barley breathe and So before I go I hope you know I loved you most I know you're reaching but im in too deep and You are not that reason that I had to leave no, Before I go
This should be on Spotify so I can listen to it everyday
IT ISNT ON SPOTIFY?!!? I was searching for it earlier like: cmOn Is IT HeRE?
I don’t think that you’ll see this, but if you do, you’re one in a million Sophie. Your music is really beautiful, real, and very often relatable. Never stop doing what you are doing. ❤️
People give this comment a like 👍 if we get enough likes for this comment Sophie WILL see it!!!
Aww she didn’t pin :(
She’s awesome ❤️🥺 she always makes my day. She always makes me smile when I’m sad her music is beautiful plz Sophie plz don’t stop doing what your doing.🥺❤️❤️
actually... one in 7 billion...
I wanna press the like button but... it will ruin the 777 likes so i do this instead
i lost my best friend to suicide 6 months ago today and this gave me chills. made me more sad but also helped. thank you for this.
As someone struggling with depression and suicidality, you hit everything right on the head. I have never felt so understood. When I first heard before you go, I always thought I was singing it to myself. Fantastic job
Personally Sophie is the best singer I have ever heard.
omg thanks!
I AGREE!!
That's bold
She ain’t that great 😪
@@maryhelenpeyton7364 did they ask?
"you are too weak" they say
"What are you doing hahahha" they say
"you look like 5 year old" they say
"Im weak" i say
"i cant do anything right" i say
"why am I fat why do I look so awful" i say
Your beutiful! Someone loves you! Never Give up!!!
"You're beautiful "I say♥️
@@neesammathegim8280 and I say that back❤️
Your beautiful do not let anyone take an advantage of you ☺️♥️💓
:)
Ty I need that
It's hard for me to talk when I can barely breathe
Also her : *singing the whole song*
This reminds me of my relationship with my great grandma who passed away in November i love it
Wow! This rewrite brought me to tears....The original song "Before you go" means so much to me as a person who has struggled with depression & anxiety for quite some time. To know the message behind the song is so meaningful and for you to do this rewrite from the other perspective....from the eyes of the person who is hurting underneath is so amazing, so raw & so utterly impactful! Thank you for this!!!!! ♥️♥️
Aw I’m so glad you enjoyed💓
“well you can heal but I won’t” hit hard
As someone who struggles a lot with mental health.... I just bawled my eyes out
You perfectly described the words I'm so desperate to hear. It's so hard not knowing whether you were part of the reason someone you loved thought life wasn't worth it anymore. Thank you!
Suicidal/depressed people are just angels who want to go home. We just can’t take all the pain anymore. People hate you no matter what you do. We’re tired of it. But...before you go...
Know that...once you go...there’s no coming back...death is permanent...your loved ones will feel a lot of pain too...Honestly...I know how hard it is...I have come close a lot of times...but the only thing that kept me from it..was these 2 things...
1. Once it’s done there’s no going back
2. The pain just passes on to your loved ones
(Share this comment please!)
Thank you for this. I’m actually crying. I’m going to share this!
You know a bunch of people tell us these motivational quotes but I don’t believe shit they say I’m sorry but this only helped for a couple of minutes 🥲
@@xxrosesareredxx99 🖤
@@saylerwhitlow2729 it’s oki
Actually, my best friend's aunt has died 7 times but came back to life. Idk how but ya, she has used 8 of her 9 lives.
All those dislikes are Sophie’s bullies who are jealous of her
Which is kinda bad if u think about it and it is good so ya it is a yay
@@fullwatercup 31 now sir
I’m not jealous, TRUST ME. This is my opinion but she sounds basic. I’ve heard better, DONT attack me for my opinion.
hailey bradley she’s not that good, i got here from my recommended and i thought she would be better
@@haileybradley9180 but can you sing at all?
9 months later.. still my favourite other perspective 💛
As someone who is suicidal, I relate to this too much, I wish people would just know that it’s not their fault
❤️
This is just genius!!
yeahhhh
ik right
OMG YUNAAAA
Fr
I fell down the dark hole
at least that’s what it felt.
I hate you, i hate you, i hate you,
That’s all i kept telling myself
The fire is growing,
I can’t get away
From this heat running through my head,
Burning up every reason to stay
When i hurt under the surface,
You try to reach my hand to hold
Well you can heal but i won’t.
So before i go,
I hope you know it’s not your fault couldn’t have stopped my bleeding
It’s hard for me to talk when i can barely breathe and
So before i go,
I love you most,
I know you’re reaching but i’m in too deep and
You are not the reason that i had to leave no, before i go
Was never a right time
To pick up the phone
Don’t wanna have to explain
How i’ve been so alone
Don’t need you to worry,
Don’t want you to break,
Cause your beautiful smile’s the only reason that i ever had stayed
When I hurt under the surface,
You try to reach my hand to hold,
Well you can heal
But i won’t
So before i go,
I hope you know it’s not your fault couldn’t have stopped my bleeding
It’s hard for me to talk when i can barely breathe and
So before i go,
I love you most,
I know you’re reaching but i’m in too deep and
You are not the reason that i had to leave no, before i go
Wow, congrats on getting the like by her! ❤
Wow
Thank you so much. Your a legend!!! Xxx
Theres lyrics in vid but tysm
Tysm! I was trying to find a comment like this so I can paste the lyrics to my note UwU
Things like this just leave permanent holes in your heart, I’m sorry for everyone who has had to live through this. I know your strong and you can push through it, make them proud of who you are.
Although they are gone they’re still alive in your heart.
Love you, keep strong the worlds better with you in it❤️
😍🥰🥺
(Btw your adorable and this song really hits❤️)
this comment rlly helped me thank you x
This is so beautiful! It almost made me cry! You are so talented Sophie! 😊
Plz read full story:
My auntie tried 2 kill herself before me (13) or any of her children (18 + 11) were born. She had been self harming herself since my mum left and 1 day decided 2 throw herself off of a bridge right in front of her ex and many other people. As she fell she whacked her leg against the pillar of the bridge and shattered the bone in many places. Police had to rescue her from the river and my nan and mum expected the worse. Thankfully she survived and was just left hardly able 2 walk without pain on that leg. She was still depressed after she had her 1st child and didn’t recover until the second. Now at the age of 43 if we go on trips out she either has to use a walker or a mobility scooter.
A few days ago her oldest child had become depressed and right in front of my 11 yr old little cousin he grabbed a knife and put it against his neck yelling that he wanted to die. My little cousin obviously was very upset 2 see this so as their mum came running she ran 2 our house (we live across the road) and burst into tears obviously scarred. We dropped her off at my other aunties house ,who lives a few mins away. Mum wanted to drop me off at hers 2 or go back home but because of my autism (my aunties oldest has it 2) it was a vey unfamiliar situation so I just wanted 2 be by my mums side. Also that week I had finally opened up 2 my mum as I was kinda drowning because of school and wanting 2 be normal (so I was in a clingy stage). So I went 2.
When we got there my auntie was in the kitchen in tears and my cousin had locked himself in his room. My mum went out to help her calm down and I just sat on the floor. My mum tried 2 go up and talk 2 my cousin but he slammed the door and stayed in there the rest of the night.
In the last 2 days all 3 have started recovering and are finally starting 2 feeling better
I hope that my little cousin doesn’t go through the same thing.
Thx for listening this cover really touched me
Edit: update:
My older cousin is doing a lot better, he now has a lovely girlfriend and many friends supporting him. He went through another incident where police had to be called but he’s on the mend.
My auntie is doing great, she still gets upset from time to time but has made a friend for first time in years and sees her regularly. Also she has started trying to do more to help her leg so she’s recovering.
My little cousin. is honestly one of the few people in my life that can cheer me up during hard times, she honestly better than my mum at it even tho she’s only 11. She is so supportive and has a great sense of humour. We are really really close and literally do everything together, I’m closer to her then I am to my sisters. I love her soooo much and I don’t have words for how much I appreciate her and never want her to leave me.
And finally me. I’m doing a lot better then I was when I wrote this, i still have ups and downs but I knew that recovering fully would take time. My best friend moved away so I hardly see her which is hard as I only have like 2 other friends but I’m coping. The fact that where I live (U.K.) has gone into another lockdown has been hard as I was just beginning to gain my confidence back but I feel like it’s just all gone again but I guess I have to live with it to protect others at risk. I don’t do much but watch TH-cam and play with my two kittens (Lucky + Luna) and my dog (Teddy) although my mum wants to start doing walks with me and Teddy starting tomorrow so that will be fun.
Thx for all the support in the comments, I really do appreciate it x
I'm so sorry you went through that. I hope everything goes okay. I get depression can be very scary, I also go through it myself. My ex friends betray me, lie to me, make me feel bad, scare me with weapons. My parents yell a lot but they are getting a little better. When school was in, every day I would get verbally and sometimes physically bullied and usually told to kill myself. In February I almost did because of the stress and the loss of my uncle. But remembering the friends I have left made me change my mind. You're never alone. There will always be somebody out there. If there isn't, you have me, sending my loving care and support. I've gone through it for almost 6 years and my parents still don't know so I can relate to a lot of things. I know you and a lot of others don't know me, but what matters is that I am here and I can support. I can be a friend. Stay positive. You. are. enough!
you are wonderfully strong to go through that. I hope that your cousin gets the help he needs. I'll be praying for you ♡♡♡
~Jesus loves ya and so do I ♡~
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and @@abby_bee234 I don't have depression, but I know what it's like to have disagreeing parents. it drives me crazy. I hope you find only the absolute best people to be your friends. the most wonderful people are often the most broken (I know a few depressed/suicidal people who are the most kind people that are honestly too kind do this world). your name says you're lonely, but if you ever meet me in real life, I will be proud to claim you as one of my beloved peeps!! Jesus loves you so, so much (aaand so do I♡♡)
I'll be praying for you, love!!
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Was something happening to your cousin
I hopt he okay now
Thats so sad
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me: didn't even notice them because you were shining so bright, beautiful cover Sophie, i feel like we are watching a new artist evolve right in front of our eyes 😍
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This song is absolutely beautiful in every single way, I wish I had found it sooner! I'm dealing with my own depression and anxieties, and both "Before you go" and "Before I go" really hit. Thank you for writing and posting this!!
its literally my situation , and I want to say thank you your making music because make someone cry because of your words and your beautiful voice its not easy so thank you
This made me cry a bit because I never realised how much the other perspective could be just as heartwarming and touching as the original. Of course the meaning behind the original is very touching and this just makes it seem like they're saying that it's alright that they couldn't stop how much they were hurting and all that so I really love this so much. Thank you for this rewrite. I'm going to share this so others can hear it
What if there was a version on Billie Eilish’s song “Listen before I go” but it’s the friends trying to get a hold of her....
Yes! I think her voice would match perfectly!
call it “Listen before you go”
Oml- this is the perfect idea-
I’ve been rewriting songs recently! I’ll do that and reply to this comment. Thank you so much for that idea, I’ll try my best to deliver :)
You went up to the rooftop
I looked into your eyes before you left, they
Were blank and cold
I thought our love was endless, but I let myself be reckless
And I just
Let you go
If you need me, wanna see me
Anytime, please, pick up the phone
Where are you now?
I’ll find you just show me how
I promise there’s some way out (sorry)
stand down
Hold on
Tasted the salty tears on your cheeks
Held you tightly, you told me, “not a word”
I'm not okay, I feel so scattered
You are all that matters
You’re missing, déjà vu
If you need me, wanna see me
Just reach out, please, I’m here for you
I’m sorry you felt so lost (sorry)
But sorry won’t save you now (sorry)
I promise you can be found
I’m here
Hold on
I called you and I told you that I loved you
And I missed you
No response
You called me back a minute before I found you
I was too late
I’m so sorry
every time i listen to ur voice i feel like u have such a unique voice like its a whole another level
This is too beautiful. Makes me cry every time ❤️
This makes me sad.. I feel bad for people who kill themself it doesn’t get rid of their pain it passes it on to their loved ones..
Its the only reason im alive
let's be honest it's not the same kind of pain.
I'm not depressed nor suicidal because of some ponctual events in my life, it's like it's part of me, litterally. Like no matter what I do, it's there, all the freaking time. It's like something pressing my chest or holding my throat. I can't breathe, I can't even talk. No matter what I do, where I am, with whom I am, it's always in the back of my head. I can smile for times to times, I do have periods when I feel better and it's like I'm finally ok, but I'm not. I probably will never. Everytime I feel better, I end up the same at some point. I'm never better forever. I always go down again, each time deeper than i ever did. I've tried reaching out, doesn't help, it's in me and no talking whatsoever can get it out. I can either pretend to bury it for a while or die from it.
Even if i don't do anything to kill myself, it's there to do it instead, more slowly, more painfully, one nerve at a time.
Nobody wants to die, nor passing the pain to their loved ones, obviously. It just feels like it's not you who can make the decision.
I hate to talk about it like that because I know I have a strongly pessimistic way about this and I don't want to trigger anyone who's healing or comfort anyone in this idza. But I needed to because i'm so f***ing tired of people saying "poor loved ones" or "think of your loved ones, be happy for them, don't burden them with grief" as if we wanted them to suffer. Because the thing is : i'm already dying anyway.
@@dwi_7951 thanks for this i am suicidal but i get it ❤
"Suicide doesn't end the chance of life getting worse. It stops the chance of life ever getting better"
@@dwi_7951 you totally get me . I
Lyrics: (I typed this while playing it slow-mo; forgive me for ruining your karaoke moment if there are typos) !
I fell down a dark hole
at least that's how it felt
I hate you, I hate you, I hate you
that's all I kept telling myself
the fire is growing
I cant get away
from this heat running through my head, burning up every reason to stay
when I hurt under the surface,
you try to reach my hand to hold
well you can heal but I won't
So, before I go
I hope you know it's not your fault could'nt have stopped my bleeding
it's hard for me to talk when I can barely breathe and
So, before I go
I love you most, I know you're reaching but I'm in too deep and
you are not the reason that I had to leave no, before I go
Was never a right time
to pick up the phone
Don't wanna have to explain how I've been so alone
Don't need you to worry
don't want you to break
cause your beautiful smiles the only reason that I ever had stayed
When I hurt under the surface,
you try to reach my hand to hold
well you can heal but I won't
So, before I go
I hope you know it's not your fault couldn't have stopped my bleeding
It's hard for me to talk when I can barely breathe and
So, before I go
I love you most, I know you're reaching but I'm in too deep and
you are not the reason that I had to leave no
before I go
Awwwe thank you!
Victoria Chan ur a legend
The lyrics are in the video?
@@peach1762 xD you're kinda right but respect that she typed it all out😂✌
Its on screen I’m-
What a powerful eye opener! Love this. Keep up the good work 😉
Straight up got chills I swear
This is so important. So many people believe others hurt is their fault but sometimes no matter how much you love them or how much your their for them their is nothing you can do. Remember it is not your fault they are fighting battles some of us will never understand and we can try to, we can try to listen and love them and make them understand how much we want then to stay. Remember it's not your fault. And if you are stuggling please stay. If you leave I promise you will be missed and that people will hurt when you are gone
So true, this is so well written. I totally agree! ❣️ stay strong
~TRIGGER WARNING~ (mentions and details about suicidal thoughts)
I agree! It’s often so hard for people to understand the side of the song she wrote... so many people don’t understand that suicidal thoughts and actions are only because the pain of this world has gotten to be too much... and no matter how lovely people are to you they often can’t fix that...
So there are rumors about me and this guy going around and it's making my bf hurt alot and ik it's my fault and I just want to know who's spreading the rumors. It upsets me so much but he doesn't know that it does.
@@katieclark8531 I'm so sorry that sounds like such a terrible situation...I really hope you can find out who is spreading the rumors. I can tell that you are such a kind person who is filled with so much love compassion and empathy. It is not at all your fault these rumors are spreading. This is just a moment in time and it will go away I can promise. Sending love! :)
This version of the song broke me, Because every lyric is true to me, I said all of these to my Toxic Ex-Best-Friend...
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My ex best friend was my boyfriend... it went like this and I mean we kinda talk still but it’s only in a gc and it just sucks I miss him sm
Same, I found my fake friend used me for gifts and stuff
that "friend" does not deserve you! You are too good for her!
That is very weirdly inappropriate😑😂
That " atleast that's how it felt" idk but something about this line and the way you said it broke me into tears....
You blew me out of the water. 💔 You are so beautiful and talented, keep it up! :3
Ha- gUess who’s crying at 4am
I’m crying at 3...Because nighttime is the only time where I can experience emotions because I have to hide it for my family and it’s probably stupid for me to tell a stranger this but I can’t tell my family LOL
@@keiramarie3058 aw I'm sowwy you feel that way🥺 tbh I feel that way too. It's just so draining 😔 I hope you're having a good day wherever you are ❤
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Me lmao
This song that you rewrote hits me really hard. At least someone else knows how it feels.
Chills the whole time. This is beautiful. God bless you! ❤️
I’m crying this is so relatable in a way to me I love this thank you for helping me see I’m not alone 🥲🥲🥲
This rewrite explains the struggle with depression and being in a relationship.
HeyGuysItsMaryHere yup
“u can heal but i won’t” hit diff tho
Gosh im bawling my eyes out this is so emotional
This is really good! I love this perspective and it hits me in the feels. Good job!
"Cause your beautiful smile is the only reason I stayed" this applies to my boy best friend
the one person who disliked it is a clown, this is incredible! you're so amazing!
haha thanks! it’s ok, i focus on the people who like it :)
Sophie Pecora ty for replying 💕
Sophie Pecora i have a question, im gonna be buying your merch soon and i was wondering if you knew how long it would take to come? im buying a hoodie, and maybe if my tiktok gets more like then the cool beans hat too! i need to get 100 likes to get it lol :)
I disliked for a reason.
@@haileybradley9180 why?
Wow, I’m crying.... beautiful