I can really relate to this. I haven’t been diagnosed with adhd but I do know I can’t focus to save my life, I can’t read a book to save my life or think of a career I want at 22 years old because I can’t even think too long on actual productive activities to do. It’s probably adhd and I need to get on meds. I’m just a bit shocked that God doesn’t heal us of these things when we grow close to him, I find it really weird to take meds for mental issues. I think about schizophrenia and get really sad as well. I’m really sorry you’ve dealt with this
@noellealdi881 I hear you on this. I struggled with this for so long. God has healed me of so many other things and I've been searching His Word and praying a LOT about this. I'm learning that God's ways are not the ways we always want. I hate the idea of medication. I was raised to believe it was satanic to go to the doctor for things if you didn't first pray and ask God to heal you and wait for literally months or days before you finally go. People die because of thinking that way. I've found that God does allow us to struggle with things in this life that He won't heal us of. I thought that was really messed up at first untill recently when God revealed to me that this is how we are able to grow amd remain close to Him. If He just heals us of everything we struggle with, then how would we grow? Adam and Eve had no sickness in the garden. Sin brought sickness and death into this world amd while God heals a lot of people and somtimes, even us, He won't remove all sickness and death until Jesus runs the world. And then it will never come back again after the 1000 year millenial reign of Christ. So while we are here on earth we have to be able to testify to the greatness and loving kindness of Jesus while we still struggle with the affects of our human bodies being flesh. God heals the things that He needs to in order to prove to us He is real and we can rely on Him. He heals other people as a testimony, but when He doesn't he us, He is giving us the tools we need to be a testimony of His goodness while we struggle. He is the only One we need to worry about, Pleasing Him and doing His will is the only thing that's i.portant in this world. If you struggle to do that because of physical or mental issues, then seek the therapy or medical attention that you need. God isn't going to take your salvation or His love from you because your body or mind has sickness that you need help with. There is so much more I can say on this. It's really important that people know that God can use all our ailments and issues to make us such a great testimony, but there are religous sects out their that twist things in the scripture and attack people with legalistic in order to make them think they are going to hell or going out if God's will if they seek medical attention for anything. But then those same sects go seek medical attention andnare on medications they preach as "demonic" and they hide it. Pray that God puts it on your heart what you should do. I will pray also for you, because I knkw how hard this is and how much it sucks. If God puts it on your heart to seek help, then do it. But also remember that even if you don't k kw what God wants, you can always ask for God's blessing when you go seek help and then if you know that God (not other people) is not okay with it, then you can always just get off the medication. It doeant cause withdrawls like other medications do. So youbcan literally quit the moment you are no longer feeling that is where God wants you to go. There is also alot of life coaches that help with therapy and that works really good for many people. I pray ypu are able to get this all worked out. Dont let other people judge you or tell you what they think you should do. Not even me. Step out in faith and let God tell you what He wants ypu to do. That's what I had to do. But He has put it on my heart to make sure I don't confuse people by telling them that God wants everyone to take meds. So whenever someone isn't sure what they should do I always tell them to go to God and really pray hard about what God wants and to step forward in faith and do what they feel God wants them to do. God will make it clear if we listen and pay attention. I didn't for years. I listened to legalistic and other religius people instead of God. That's the worst mistake we can make in our walk with Christ. He says let God be truth and everyman be a liar. 💜🙏
@@love2mycat thank you for reaching out to me and talking to me about this. I’m not gonna lie me figuring this out about God led me away from him and I now don’t talk to him unless I feel absolutely lost in life kind of how I do now regarding what I want to do with my life and along with my own health issues. I used to have this chronic daily headache that was everyday ALL day for 4 years even though the MRIs came out fine…. I told god I’d k*ll myself if he didn’t heal me because it prohibited me from working or even living normal life. I still don’t know what caused those headaches but it could have been stress related from my traumatic upbringing. I don’t have them everyday now but I still get them. I’ve dealt with pain that I couldn’t even put into words and would cry out to Jesus to help me and he never did. I don’t think it was until I started changing my mindset that the pain would subside, my doctors believe I have endometriosis, Interstitial cystitis, hypertonic pelvis, fibromyalgia, long haul Covid, and now probably arthritis 😂 typing all that out gives me a headache. But as you could imagine lots of physical pain on top of CPTSD and possible adhd. I used to believe Hodge healed us of cancer, or all these extremely painful ailments especially if it made you suicidal because I couldn’t imagine knowing someone was in pain like that and letting them suffer. Even when you explain it, it doesn’t make moral sense to me to let it keep happening to people especially those who can’t afford treatment, like most of the world. It’s just not fair because life is already hard as is…. Then to add physical ailments or mental is just literally hell on earth and I know because I’ve experienced hell on earth not only in my mind but also in my body. When it comes to extremely painful ailments, I do believe god owes it to us to heal us from them because we didn’t even ask to be alive and already deal with WAY too much just trying to exist in the flesh…. Deal with human emotions and bills that something that literally makes someone suicidal or prohibits them from taking proper care of their kids is owed to them to be healed. I don’t get jittery at all or have trouble sitting still, or even struggle with boredom. It’s just the constant need for pornography to make me happy and the fact that I can’t focus like literally at all and it’s made me break down and cry more than I can count. Did you have real bad adverse effects on meds? That’s what I’m really afraid of, I wouldn’t wanna get more sleeping troubles than I already have or added on headaches than I already have as well.
@@love2mycat I replied but TH-cam deleted my chat, I appreciate you talking to me about this very much. Lately I just cry and feel like crap because I can’t focus on anything and I’m still severely addicted to porn which I just learned is even a symptom of adhd. I hold a lot of resentment towards god after learning things like this, what about schizophrenia? I feel like god surely fixes that…. Idk but I deal with a lot of pains, I used to have such bad abdominal pain I’d think about offing myself because it lasted for 5 hours out of the day and I couldn’t do anything. I don’t really suffer for that now as I believe my CPTSD from an abusive childhood made it tremendously worse. I don’t talk to god anymore unless I’m really deep in the crap and that makes me feel like I use him. It’s just I feel betrayed by god
Hey whats up. Thanks so much for encouraging me this last year. I am really starting to find my stride with Jesus. Its been 6 years since tobacco and 15 months off fent. ALso I made Jesus the complete lord of my life in being totally "pure for him" I have joy, peace, and hope again. life is great. merry christmas and incarnation bless you from canada Darren
@andoncroft the dog died. My video about him explains it. The vets said his organs were in total failure and I tried sharing this in the comments and was attacked. I didn't have 400$ to pay for testing of his remains to find out what fhe cause was. No one around here was willing to help and no one online was even willing to ask if they could help when i posted him all over the place. I'm just not going to be attacked and abused verbally by people over somthing I had no control over. I did everything humanly possible to help that poor puppy and was quite attached and planned to keep him if we couldn't get any help from anyone in our area. We had no history on him and had no idea if he had parvo or so other issue. He could have been bitten by somthing or poisoned by someone. We were unable to obtain any answers. The vets wouldn't even help with that unless we coughed up hundreds of dollars we didn't have to spend at that time. They don't care around here. This is the worst place in the US for stray and abandoned animals. That's the whole reason I posted the video, so people everywhere would be made aware and maybe someone would be able to start a other non profit animal rescue in this area. I'm even looking into it. That's the best I can do for answers. Sorry I had to shut off Comments. Too many people being abusive and it was hard enough without people being hateful and not understanding the circumstances. I just want to help to end abandonment of animals, in may are its far too common. We see dead dogs on the side of the road every month. The city won't even clean them up. They just let them rot. I plan to take video next time I go into town. It's just awful. My family and i aren't from here, so we are shocked by it and heart broken. This kind of stuff didn't happen in the northwest.
@@love2mycat Sad to know, I'm shocked that many ppl attacked you without having the facts, I know the feeling. Wish I had of found your rescue video when she/he was alive, I would have sent as much money as I could. I understand your difficult situation yes I'm in the same boat and also not rich, I still would have helped especially knowing everyone else wasn't, and given the dogs serious condition. Least she/he knew they were loved before they passed, that would have meant the world to her/him. It's good you are looking into trying to get an animal shelter ect happening, you said you're in the most difficult part of the country for abandoned animals, I will do all I can to help with that. Maybe we can collaborate to start a GoFundMe to create an animal shelter or rescue in your area, one that relies on donations to keep it going. Wtf dead dogs laying around 😳 Glad you told me about your part of the country being the worst place for abandoned animals, something MUST BE done about that. So what ppl in your town or area see a hungry stray and do nothing to help them??? Let me know about the GoFundMe, Maybe we could both set one up a GoFundMe, doubling the chances to raise funds for a shelter? I'm serious let's do it. Let me know how much you think it cost to start an animal shelter
@@love2mycat I replied with a long message before but I cannot find it I guess it was deleted 😳 Was shocked what you told me about dogs dying and rotting on the roads. And you said your part of the country is the worst place for abandoned pets, I want to do something to help fix it. If we both start a G0FundMë to raise mönêy for a shelter, double the chances, let me know coz I wanna help
@@love2mycat I figured out why my other message was deleted, TH-cam don't like certain words in posts, go.phund mi 😐 when I say that word in post TH-cam deletes it everytime 😐
What you told me about those dogs dying on the roads and your part of country being the worst place for abandoned pets bothered me, not sure why my posts keep getting deleted, hope we can talk about this I have an idea to start an animal shelter in your area
@andoncroft it's really sad and frustrating. I'm actually collaborating with some people I know and talked to me vet about helping untill we can bring somthing together, I figure if I can't start my own animal shelter, the next best thing to do is offer myself to foster pets. Their are a few good people here, they are just overwhelmed and I'm in no position to take on the kind of load this area has, I'm not totally settled here even. My plan (God willing) is for me to be able to put some sort of thing together over the next 10 years to help get as much help as possible and pick up as much slack as possible. But it takes a LOT to get people involved. I'm not good at that sort of thing. If you end up being able to start somthing like that around here let me know and I'd be happy to help share the word. Right now I think it's best to just try to help the already overwhelmed services thaf couldn't help me because they had too much on their plate. I hope I don't come to find that it's be cause they just don't care. I need to talk to the city council about picking up the dead animals off the sides of the roads though. That's traumatizing to drive by and see. And it's on side streets in neighborhoods, not just busy roads. It's just got to be worked over from the bottom up here. It's going to be more work than any non- profit could ever do. It will take alot of money and a lot of influence. And a lot of reprogramming people, because they are so used to it now they just nolonger care it seems. I'm not sure if it will ever change, but I pray it will if people get motivated to do somthing about it and educate as many people as possible. I'm not bug on activism, but I do care about the way people treat animals. I'll advocate for that.
I can really relate to this. I haven’t been diagnosed with adhd but I do know I can’t focus to save my life, I can’t read a book to save my life or think of a career I want at 22 years old because I can’t even think too long on actual productive activities to do. It’s probably adhd and I need to get on meds. I’m just a bit shocked that God doesn’t heal us of these things when we grow close to him, I find it really weird to take meds for mental issues. I think about schizophrenia and get really sad as well. I’m really sorry you’ve dealt with this
@noellealdi881 I hear you on this. I struggled with this for so long. God has healed me of so many other things and I've been searching His Word and praying a LOT about this. I'm learning that God's ways are not the ways we always want. I hate the idea of medication. I was raised to believe it was satanic to go to the doctor for things if you didn't first pray and ask God to heal you and wait for literally months or days before you finally go. People die because of thinking that way. I've found that God does allow us to struggle with things in this life that He won't heal us of. I thought that was really messed up at first untill recently when God revealed to me that this is how we are able to grow amd remain close to Him. If He just heals us of everything we struggle with, then how would we grow? Adam and Eve had no sickness in the garden. Sin brought sickness and death into this world amd while God heals a lot of people and somtimes, even us, He won't remove all sickness and death until Jesus runs the world. And then it will never come back again after the 1000 year millenial reign of Christ. So while we are here on earth we have to be able to testify to the greatness and loving kindness of Jesus while we still struggle with the affects of our human bodies being flesh. God heals the things that He needs to in order to prove to us He is real and we can rely on Him. He heals other people as a testimony, but when He doesn't he us, He is giving us the tools we need to be a testimony of His goodness while we struggle. He is the only One we need to worry about, Pleasing Him and doing His will is the only thing that's i.portant in this world. If you struggle to do that because of physical or mental issues, then seek the therapy or medical attention that you need. God isn't going to take your salvation or His love from you because your body or mind has sickness that you need help with. There is so much more I can say on this. It's really important that people know that God can use all our ailments and issues to make us such a great testimony, but there are religous sects out their that twist things in the scripture and attack people with legalistic in order to make them think they are going to hell or going out if God's will if they seek medical attention for anything. But then those same sects go seek medical attention andnare on medications they preach as "demonic" and they hide it. Pray that God puts it on your heart what you should do. I will pray also for you, because I knkw how hard this is and how much it sucks. If God puts it on your heart to seek help, then do it. But also remember that even if you don't k kw what God wants, you can always ask for God's blessing when you go seek help and then if you know that God (not other people) is not okay with it, then you can always just get off the medication. It doeant cause withdrawls like other medications do. So youbcan literally quit the moment you are no longer feeling that is where God wants you to go. There is also alot of life coaches that help with therapy and that works really good for many people. I pray ypu are able to get this all worked out. Dont let other people judge you or tell you what they think you should do. Not even me. Step out in faith and let God tell you what He wants ypu to do. That's what I had to do. But He has put it on my heart to make sure I don't confuse people by telling them that God wants everyone to take meds. So whenever someone isn't sure what they should do I always tell them to go to God and really pray hard about what God wants and to step forward in faith and do what they feel God wants them to do. God will make it clear if we listen and pay attention. I didn't for years. I listened to legalistic and other religius people instead of God. That's the worst mistake we can make in our walk with Christ. He says let God be truth and everyman be a liar. 💜🙏
@@love2mycat thank you for reaching out to me and talking to me about this. I’m not gonna lie me figuring this out about God led me away from him and I now don’t talk to him unless I feel absolutely lost in life kind of how I do now regarding what I want to do with my life and along with my own health issues. I used to have this chronic daily headache that was everyday ALL day for 4 years even though the MRIs came out fine…. I told god I’d k*ll myself if he didn’t heal me because it prohibited me from working or even living normal life. I still don’t know what caused those headaches but it could have been stress related from my traumatic upbringing. I don’t have them everyday now but I still get them.
I’ve dealt with pain that I couldn’t even put into words and would cry out to Jesus to help me and he never did. I don’t think it was until I started changing my mindset that the pain would subside, my doctors believe I have endometriosis, Interstitial cystitis, hypertonic pelvis, fibromyalgia, long haul Covid, and now probably arthritis 😂 typing all that out gives me a headache. But as you could imagine lots of physical pain on top of CPTSD and possible adhd. I used to believe Hodge healed us of cancer, or all these extremely painful ailments especially if it made you suicidal because I couldn’t imagine knowing someone was in pain like that and letting them suffer. Even when you explain it, it doesn’t make moral sense to me to let it keep happening to people especially those who can’t afford treatment, like most of the world. It’s just not fair because life is already hard as is…. Then to add physical ailments or mental is just literally hell on earth and I know because I’ve experienced hell on earth not only in my mind but also in my body.
When it comes to extremely painful ailments, I do believe god owes it to us to heal us from them because we didn’t even ask to be alive and already deal with WAY too much just trying to exist in the flesh…. Deal with human emotions and bills that something that literally makes someone suicidal or prohibits them from taking proper care of their kids is owed to them to be healed.
I don’t get jittery at all or have trouble sitting still, or even struggle with boredom. It’s just the constant need for pornography to make me happy and the fact that I can’t focus like literally at all and it’s made me break down and cry more than I can count. Did you have real bad adverse effects on meds? That’s what I’m really afraid of, I wouldn’t wanna get more sleeping troubles than I already have or added on headaches than I already have as well.
@@love2mycat I replied but TH-cam deleted my chat, I appreciate you talking to me about this very much. Lately I just cry and feel like crap because I can’t focus on anything and I’m still severely addicted to porn which I just learned is even a symptom of adhd. I hold a lot of resentment towards god after learning things like this, what about schizophrenia? I feel like god surely fixes that…. Idk but I deal with a lot of pains, I used to have such bad abdominal pain I’d think about offing myself because it lasted for 5 hours out of the day and I couldn’t do anything. I don’t really suffer for that now as I believe my CPTSD from an abusive childhood made it tremendously worse.
I don’t talk to god anymore unless I’m really deep in the crap and that makes me feel like I use him. It’s just I feel betrayed by god
Hey whats up. Thanks so much for encouraging me this last year. I am really starting to find my stride with Jesus. Its been 6 years since tobacco and 15 months off fent. ALso I made Jesus the complete lord of my life in being totally "pure for him"
I have joy, peace, and hope again.
life is great.
merry christmas and incarnation
bless you
from canada
Darren
Give us an update on that dog you rescued, we want an update so we know you still caring for the dog?
@andoncroft the dog died. My video about him explains it. The vets said his organs were in total failure and I tried sharing this in the comments and was attacked. I didn't have 400$ to pay for testing of his remains to find out what fhe cause was. No one around here was willing to help and no one online was even willing to ask if they could help when i posted him all over the place. I'm just not going to be attacked and abused verbally by people over somthing I had no control over. I did everything humanly possible to help that poor puppy and was quite attached and planned to keep him if we couldn't get any help from anyone in our area. We had no history on him and had no idea if he had parvo or so other issue. He could have been bitten by somthing or poisoned by someone. We were unable to obtain any answers. The vets wouldn't even help with that unless we coughed up hundreds of dollars we didn't have to spend at that time. They don't care around here. This is the worst place in the US for stray and abandoned animals. That's the whole reason I posted the video, so people everywhere would be made aware and maybe someone would be able to start a other non profit animal rescue in this area. I'm even looking into it. That's the best I can do for answers. Sorry I had to shut off Comments. Too many people being abusive and it was hard enough without people being hateful and not understanding the circumstances. I just want to help to end abandonment of animals, in may are its far too common. We see dead dogs on the side of the road every month. The city won't even clean them up. They just let them rot. I plan to take video next time I go into town. It's just awful. My family and i aren't from here, so we are shocked by it and heart broken. This kind of stuff didn't happen in the northwest.
@@love2mycat Sad to know, I'm shocked that many ppl attacked you without having the facts, I know the feeling. Wish I had of found your rescue video when she/he was alive, I would have sent as much money as I could. I understand your difficult situation yes I'm in the same boat and also not rich, I still would have helped especially knowing everyone else wasn't, and given the dogs serious condition. Least she/he knew they were loved before they passed, that would have meant the world to her/him. It's good you are looking into trying to get an animal shelter ect happening, you said you're in the most difficult part of the country for abandoned animals, I will do all I can to help with that. Maybe we can collaborate to start a GoFundMe to create an animal shelter or rescue in your area, one that relies on donations to keep it going. Wtf dead dogs laying around 😳 Glad you told me about your part of the country being the worst place for abandoned animals, something MUST BE done about that. So what ppl in your town or area see a hungry stray and do nothing to help them??? Let me know about the GoFundMe, Maybe we could both set one up a GoFundMe, doubling the chances to raise funds for a shelter? I'm serious let's do it. Let me know how much you think it cost to start an animal shelter
@@love2mycat I replied with a long message before but I cannot find it I guess it was deleted 😳 Was shocked what you told me about dogs dying and rotting on the roads. And you said your part of the country is the worst place for abandoned pets, I want to do something to help fix it. If we both start a G0FundMë to raise mönêy for a shelter, double the chances, let me know coz I wanna help
@@love2mycat I figured out why my other message was deleted, TH-cam don't like certain words in posts, go.phund mi 😐 when I say that word in post TH-cam deletes it everytime 😐
@@love2mycat Wtf my posts keep getting deleted 😐
What you told me about those dogs dying on the roads and your part of country being the worst place for abandoned pets bothered me, not sure why my posts keep getting deleted, hope we can talk about this I have an idea to start an animal shelter in your area
@andoncroft it's really sad and frustrating. I'm actually collaborating with some people I know and talked to me vet about helping untill we can bring somthing together, I figure if I can't start my own animal shelter, the next best thing to do is offer myself to foster pets. Their are a few good people here, they are just overwhelmed and I'm in no position to take on the kind of load this area has, I'm not totally settled here even. My plan (God willing) is for me to be able to put some sort of thing together over the next 10 years to help get as much help as possible and pick up as much slack as possible. But it takes a LOT to get people involved. I'm not good at that sort of thing. If you end up being able to start somthing like that around here let me know and I'd be happy to help share the word. Right now I think it's best to just try to help the already overwhelmed services thaf couldn't help me because they had too much on their plate. I hope I don't come to find that it's be cause they just don't care. I need to talk to the city council about picking up the dead animals off the sides of the roads though. That's traumatizing to drive by and see. And it's on side streets in neighborhoods, not just busy roads. It's just got to be worked over from the bottom up here. It's going to be more work than any non- profit could ever do. It will take alot of money and a lot of influence. And a lot of reprogramming people, because they are so used to it now they just nolonger care it seems. I'm not sure if it will ever change, but I pray it will if people get motivated to do somthing about it and educate as many people as possible. I'm not bug on activism, but I do care about the way people treat animals. I'll advocate for that.