Almighty McCreary ~ losing all my old friends (official audio)

{prod. masked man}
Chorus:
I just lost all my friends
that I had before
& I cant ignore all the feelings I have inside.
What do I have to hide?
Feel so much pain inside.
Now my heart is torn.
& I still can’t ignore that I just lost all my friends.
Verse:
Where did everything go wrong?
Now I’m crying bout my friends leaving in these slow songs.
I feel empty cuz’ I have no one to turn to.
The journey that I’m facing now is way harder to walk through.
I used to have it all and now it’s gone to pieces.
Hearts weakened.
Tears turn to floods.
My souls forever deepened.
Cuz all my old friends I considered most of them family.
So now I gotta watch out cuz giving out love is damaging.
I lost my sister cuz I made her too uncomfortable and now our love is distant and it’s making us dysfunctional.
My blood family.
They got a family of their own.
so we don’t talk too much because we all became too grown.
& all my brothers have relationships and a life of their own. I wish these people answered when I’m hitting up their phone.
The love is complicated!
But the connection now is dying.
& if I said I didn’t miss them, I would just be lying.
This ain’t easy.
Chorus:
I just lost all my friends
that I had before
& I cant ignore all the feelings I have inside.
What do I have to hide?
Feel so much pain inside.
Now my heart is torn.
& I still can’t ignore that I just lost all my friends.
vc: @isabellahorne_