Heyyyy! Omg I missed y'all sooo much 🥹 I know I haven't sat down in a while to really talk but WHEW life got to LIFING. I'm so thankful to be back and to even be here to share my story with you cause there were many many days I did not see the light.. BUT GOD showed me that better days are AHEAD. I hope my journey can inspire someone out there in the thick of it to keep going.. keep digging.. keep trusting in GOD. He has a good and perfect plan and it's all to make you BETTER. The miracle you are looking for is truly within. I pray for everyone out there struggling to get the relief, resources and PEACE they need to move forward ❤🙏🏽
Thx u 4 being so transparent...and opening up ... not many will share that they hit rock bottom ... God is going to give you back what u lost and so much more you just keep the faith and stay on your journey... God bless you Tierra 🙏🏾 praying for
I can relate. You know whats crazy? It seems like the ones who ACTUALLY try to be decent individuals get HIT with the biggest rocks. Whilst others, are missed and living care free.
@RonishaLB.... My husband literally said the same thing yesterday. He was like how we do everything right. Go to work, help people, go to church, pray together, raise our children with good morals and others who are bad people get more than the good people. I told him IDK but my God is good and we are going to continue being who we are.
Almost in tears because I remember my rock bottom and I'm grateful God pulled me out. $7 at the grocery store for Christmas dinner for my 2 sons and my nephew. I already had a bag of Dressing Mix and a can of Cream of Mushroom. I was able to buy a small pack of drumsticks and a can of green beans. We had baked chicken, dressing and green beans. That Christmas was humbling, but a beautiful one.
Sounds like a great meal tbh. I just saw a documentary of poor people in Haiti who are making "cookies" out of dirt, butter and salt because they have no food.
I been in the wilderness season also.. it’s very hard but God will give you peace. Seek him and lean not to your own understanding keep walking be Faith not by Sight. Keep praying ask God for clarity.
I completely agree 😊 . There's lives waiting to be saved/delivered/healed/restored in learning about the love of Jesus Christ through her angelic voice 🙏🏽
Tierra 😭 I never comment but GIRL, this video got me emotional because I can relate to this video in a lot of ways. God is so good! And I am so thankful that he has given you the strength to get up & tell your testimony!!! I am so proud of you!
Jesus is the way the truth and the life. No one can go to the Father except through him.❤️ Knowing Jesus is knowing peace, protection and provision ❤️ Jesus saves, Jesus heals and Jesus grants peace
Whew….im still at rock bottom pulling myself up slooooowly but surely. No car. Barely hanging onto my house. Working just to be able to eat and get back and forth to work. I FEEL this. But the light is always at the end of the tunnel.
This, lost my job because my car broke down. Couldn't get the truck fix because it was either that or food. I have teenagers that have to eat. I was doing good too, bank accounts and all.
"And they overcame him by the blood of the lamb and the word of their testimony." This testimony will help sooo many. Thank you for sharing, sis. God bless you in the mighty name of Jesus Christ
Its crazy that your rock bottom is better than some people everyday living. I am 59 year old woman with no job a murdered son and depending on my daughter for my survival. Looking for work and no one wants to hire me because of my age, mind you I am a very very strong and healthy woman. This world has nothing much for me now at least you have hope.
That will not be the end of your testimony in Jesus name. You will live and live life more abundantly because God is not a liar and He promised that He doesn’t ever start anything and not complete it. He vowed He would never leave you nor forsake you. He did not bring you out of Egypt to kill you in the wilderness. Your Redeemer lives and He will figure it all out for your good. My mum is 62 and I feel so sad hearing you guys feel hopeless. I feel like it’s my mother talking and I can’t have that. You will prevail in Jesus’ mighty name. Jehovah Jireh will provide. ❤❤❤
Tierra I’m a silent watcher but I love your voice! I love your transparency and honestly. Love how you acknowledge God. Prayers for you and your babies
This year has REALLY been LIFING! Tierra, I hardly comment, but girl I’ve been around since wayyyy back. Military base back.. and sis I AM SO PROUD of you.
It crazy because right now I just hit rock bottom I lost my place I'm no longer with the man that I have been with but I know for a fact God got me just how he got you
I totally understand. Sitting here teary eyed thinking about the choices I have made for a man that could not live up to his part. I'm left to pick up the pieces. I don't know where I'm going at the end of September but just know I can't stay in a toxic relationship and work environment. I'm praying everyday for a turn around with finding a place to lay my head 🙏
Wow, you are only 30. ( I just turned 60 in August) You have so much life ahead of you. Look at it this way, you were able to donate blood/plasma when needed.. Many cannot due to medical conditions. Look at the positives and keep looking forward and stay truthful to yourself.
The IMMEDIATE tears that flowed from my eyes AS SOON AS you started singing 🥹 My God 🙌🏾 I TRULY believe your calling is to worship and disciple people. Whatever God has in store for you, I pray that you can continue to share your testimony and all that He has done for you with all of us. We support you ❤ May God continue to bless and cover you and your family forever! Ugggh you are such an inspiration and a blessing 🥹
2020 was a hell of year for me too. Miscarriage, cancer scare, Divorce and Layoff all in 1 freaking year! Talk about covid lol. Covid was just the start lol. I went through depression anxiety just down! I had to cut people off and relearn everything and find myself again! Through faith, meditation and perseverance I was able to push through. BUT GOD! 🙏🏽 thanks beautiful for sharing your journey ❤
Babaaay!! I thank you so much for your transparency because I needed this, frfr!!! 💯 Life has truly been lifing in 2024, and I've experienced every single emotion you've expressed in this video and am currently dealing with financial hardships due to the loss of a job. I pray that I find another job SOON because this situation I'm in now is not it at all, and the stress and depression is REAL, especially when you have children to provide for. One thing I can say about us moms is that we will find a way to provide for our children, even if it means we go without. I do take comfort in knowing that this time in my life is just a minor bump in the road that will not remain this way, but when you're in the midst of a storm, sometimes it seems like there is no way out of it. 😩
Thank you for your transparency and sharing your story. Rock bottom doesn’t feel good but we have God on our side and he’ll never leave us or forsake us T. Keep being accountable and use his wisdom to push thru, you got this! ❤️🙏🏾 My Pastor told our Church, “your miracle is in your praise.” Girl that beautiful voice and your testimony will help others. 🌸💕
God is about to bless you beyond your wildest dreams. There's always a test before the testimony. Stay strong queen. Once God is in the mix everything will be alright.
Girl I have hit rock bottom several times but this is the first time I’m REALLY holding myself accountable. Love your message and praying with you and for you and your family ❤❤❤
You have no idea how you keeping it so real makes me feel. I love that about you, and it makes me feel less alone. I had never gone through depression in my life until I lost my brother. He was my only sibling, and he was my other half. I've been exactly where you were. Didn't care about the bills, spending recklessly and got the note on my door. Never thought it would happen. I was in such a bad place. I still have my moments, but I now recognize it, and I handle it much better. I'm glad to see you back and doing better. You are blessed, and I know good things will continually come your way. Btw, thanks for donating blood no matter the reason. I have sickle cell disease, and blood donation helps people like me. 💜
"I don't like healing, healing isn't fun!" Who are You telling lol. The phrase "life is what we make it" is truly deeper than we normally give credit for. Keep shinning young sis, you got this!
Mannn this is so relatable. I have really poor money management and communication issues. And I know that I am the first source of the problem. Thanks for sharing T
This hurts my heart so bad because a lot of us have been watching you for YEARS and although I personally face certain financial struggles at times I wish you would’ve let us know and let us help you. There’s so many times you’ve poured into us just like you’re doing now. The least we could all do is give you a little something to help…it takes a village ❤
Whew! This testimony resonates with me so much!! I was stripped of everything I knew(2023). I’m 29..turning 30 in 2 months and I’ve grown so much through my job season. The work is definitely worth it. I finally had the courage to make a TH-cam today and this was on my feed! You just got a new subscriber, thank you beautiful! 🦋
Praying for you I’ve been there finalized my divorced in 2018 then lost my son in 2019 to a kid the same age drag racing and hit him while he was crossing the street. I literally lost my mind I’m a Medical worker moved back to NYC then the Pandemic hit almost passed from Covid had it 4 times. It was one thing after another questioned God almost lost my faith turned to Alcohol SIS I know it’s Cliche But God truly gives his toughest battles to his strongest warriors I’m BACK me and my younger son are well Mentally after grief counseling lost 70 lbs it’s like i emerged from a cocoon more beautiful inside and out 🙏🏽 Your a good mom we HUSTLE for our children. be blessed I stumbled on you page for the first time to this video SUBSCRIBED
THIS MAN OF MINE....WHO PUT THIS RING ON MY FINGER....😊but I'll tell y'all another time 😆 Congrats Tierra I am happy for all your happiness and blessings. Thank God❤️
I love the concept of deprogramming. I feel like that's what I've been going through for the past few years now. I also got my car repo'd last year, worked two jobs and did uber eats just to barely be able to pay my bills, feed myself, etc and it really got me down bc I have a degree and I work really hard to still be stuck in one spot. I'm hoping to have a breakthrough in these next few months, especially once I start posting on youtube again consistently. Just like you said, I have to take accountability bc I will get discouraged and stop doing certain things that I know I need to do but don't feel like it. I always have to remind myself that trouble don't last always and that God will help you in the midnight hour, just trust in him! I'm so thankful that you shared this message with us bc there are so many people who needed to hear this, myself especially. I pray that God continues to bless you and that your situation changes to be what you dreamed for yourself!🙌🏾💞
girrrrrl, man i REALLYYYYY appreciate the transparency!!! 9:49 we are ALL humans at the end of the day, we are Not robots and this battle for ourselves is a DAILY fight. but we have to depend on God man and allow Him to pull us up by our boot straps. its better said than done, but this is a co stant reminder to myself as well.
Hey Tierra I really needed to hear this, I can definitely relate. Praying for you and your family. ❤one scripture that is getting me through my hard time is Luke 1:37 For with God nothing shall be impossible. KJV. Stay blessed ❤
To not have the creator is to not have nothing ps ACCOUNTABILITY IS THE TO KEY TO HEALING VERRRY. GOOOOD ViDEOO my face was full of tears why I'm a woman of a particular age I have be there done that it's so good to see you tell your truth and who is going to see your change is allll your children because happiness luv & peace don't have a price tag 🤗 👏👏👏👏 💕
T i had to pause the video.. please say something!! we would've supported you!!! everyone goes through it. you are a great mom to three amazing kids. we dont want anything to happen!
I’m at rock bottom right now and learning to appreciate the simple things I’ve given it to GOD and trusting the process I trust in the LORD. Everyday is different but I will continue to let GOD take control. Thank you for this message boo I needed to hear this. GOD BLESS us all ❤❤❤❤
I found the healing & accountability part very rewarding. I lost my home, car, boyfriend, health and more. Its rough. Pray for me. You feel as if your losing your mind.
The way your videos send me into TEARS sooo many times, for the ways that I can relate, for the shockingly similar or identical experiences/obstacles.. From my children (5), to my divorce, to loosing what felt like everything, possessions, mental health, ugh!.... Girl! I don't know you personally but I love you!! I love your testimony. And if nothing else, I feel your are exactly where God needs you to be. You help so many people. All praises to the most high for people like you. KEEP GOING! Xoxo 😘
Listen! it's so many gems in this video! Thank you for sharing your journey because I'm literally going through the same thing right now. Feel like I'm at rock bottom. I love how you talked about riding the wave and it's not depression it's deprogramming!!! I hope everyone who's in a similar position finds their way soon. we got this!
🥹 Tierra, you gone just sang like that smh, Glory to God🙌🏾I am touching in and agreeing with you!!! Staying committed, accountability, knowing it’s OUR personal journey, RIDING THE WAVE & simply healing!. This was YET another BANGA & heartfelt vlog, Tierra. Thank you 🫂 Keep on keeping on!
I was on track to getting my finances in order... then mental health just crumbled and now nearing 35 starting everything over again. ugh... im just so glad to be here and alive.
FELT! I’m literally at my rock bottom moment now. I’m learning to trust God through it all. It’s a humbling experience for sure. I’m taking accountability and focusing on discovering my purpose. I’m happy you were able to overcome those obstacles. Thank you for sharing your journey. God bless ❤
I swear I needed this video coming from 2 big set backs this year from state to state man baby I honestly this stuff is very very depressing. All I do is drink from morning to night. Hate waking up. But I know it will get better . Life is hard❤
This came up for me. I'm in this season. Everything has blown up. Finances, job trying to sell house to get out of that debt. Default on credit cards, can't eat, can't sleep, lost weight and anxiety. Family, friends praying trying to help. I'm praying but I'm barely making it day to day. Praying ....
I'm happy you made it, a lot of people don't make it, because they refuse to do the work, I'm happy for you stay strong and keep God FIRST 😊 You even look different, keep growing my sister 😊
tierra!!!!! guhhh you better give those anointed chills when you sing..now i gotta finish the vlog i just had to say that. even when you play around, i love to hear you sing. you’re a vessel that god is using for us in these times. the bible is filled with ppl god showed his mercy and grace through. please don’t stop, your story gives us a new way of accepting gods plan for all of us. i know what it’s like to struggle in ways that seems to be falling apart. don’t be ashamed in your walk, i may be dealing with what you’re experiencing next week. but it’s hard out here for us all in other ways. continue to love you and those babies & we’re rooting for you even when you can’t see it.
Watched from beginning to end straight through. I’m not sure what’s going on here but our ups and downs have mirrored each other since Al was born. You wouldn’t know me from a can of paint but baby you are my sister in my head okay! 😭😭😭 Definitely in the same exact space rn. That revalatuon about properly stewarding your money?! Giiirrrllll - it came to me a few weeks ago - basically girl God is teaching you how to handle the small things NOW so you can handle the big stuff later!!!! There’s lots of context behind that, it would have to be an in depth convo to fell the gravity of what I’m trying to expressed… any girl You left so many gems in this video. Thank you for always being transparent, literally doing the Lords’ work by healing OUT LOUD. Cuz I know somebody needed to hear this message like many of your other videos.. Xoxo Forever my fav on the YT!
My goodness I definitely felt this one!!! You fell down but you didn’t stay there you seem so happy and at peace life will definitely take you there but God!!! Thank you for sharing your testimony 💕💕
This video had me in shambles from the beginning! I almost let go, BUT GOD! Thank you for sharing. Thank you for your transparency! I’ve been following for at least 9 years.
This is a beautiful and inspirational testimony! God bless anyone who needed to hear this. We all need to take time to self reflect. It is therapeutic. Thank you so much for sharing. Nowhere but up from here. Nice to see your face on the screen again.
I am happy that you had the courage to share your story. The one thing that cannot be replenished is your time. It is your most valuable resource. I went through a horrible divorce in my mid forties after being married for 25 years and had to let go of everything familiar to grow and heal. Healing and growth are possible. I am 53 now and better for my journey. Peace and blessings.
❤❤❤😢😢I thank you for this video I feel like I am hitting rock bottom now I am experiencing these bills piling up rental office trying to take me to court 😢 girl I’m in a state of depression and feeling very stuck and don’t know how or where to turn I feel very ashamed of my position now and I’m here trying to get it together trying to stay afloat but like you said it isn’t easy especially with this world being so expensive😊 please pray for me and I want to say I appreciate you putting this video out god is good he sent to video to me thank you Jesus 😊 congrats 🎊🎉 o your new improved journey on healing you look good 😊 keep up the good work 😊
So glad you made it through, T. Congratulations on all your Blessings. To God be the Glory!🙌🏽🙌🏽 🤎you,Sis! Stay encouraged! Thank you for being transparent. We appreciate you.
Girl if its one thing you’re going to do is be transparent and I love that about you. Thank you for sharing your testimony with us time and time again because your testimony definitely helps your viewers ❤️
I’m finally pivoting up but whew since 2020 it was HARD! Family turned on me after I was abused by my ex, friends turning on me, people talking about me like I’m nothing. That’s just the tip of the iceberg. I’ve survived it all and I’m thankful I’ve had that strength for my daughter. I probably wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for her love and God’s. Thank you for posting such a vulnerable topic for you. I needed to see this. God is good.
Girlll, you spoke so much of what I was and am going through!🧘🏽♀️💞 Childhood wounds are real and you can keep pushing it down and watch life unpack it for you!⚡️🌟 SelfCare is VERYYYY important and to view life on a blessing in itself. Life will change and as soon as everyone detach from it staying the same the better life will become for you even through tough times because you will have that mindset (faith) that it gets better and to keep going🚪🦋❤️
I am in this exact space now! Re-parenting my inner child! But, you are such a bright spirit girl, even through the struggles I can see the genuineness. ❤ I’m proud of you for making it through the tough times and taking care of yourself!
I’m so happy I decided to take time out to watch this video . I have a new desire now to better myself , be more organized & be patient with myself . I’m so happy you’re at a better place now & I pray you continue to blossom & grow into the woman you want to be ❤
Tierra, this hit home!! Thank you for your transparency! A lot of comments saying that they can relate, this is major!! We are not alone and we will get through it!! Thank you!!
You are such an inspiration. This is the realest I ever heard someone approach failure. Amazing. ❤ It’s not perfect, I know the inner work continues for you. Blessings
Hey!!! So glad that you are sharing this! It’s a testimony for you!!❤ God takes you through things to prepare us for where he wants to take us!!! And it gives us wisdom!!!!
Heyyyy! Omg I missed y'all sooo much 🥹 I know I haven't sat down in a while to really talk but WHEW life got to LIFING. I'm so thankful to be back and to even be here to share my story with you cause there were many many days I did not see the light..
BUT GOD showed me that better days are AHEAD. I hope my journey can inspire someone out there in the thick of it to keep going.. keep digging.. keep trusting in GOD. He has a good and perfect plan and it's all to make you BETTER. The miracle you are looking for is truly within. I pray for everyone out there struggling to get the relief, resources and PEACE they need to move forward ❤🙏🏽
Praying for you sis ❤ you are such an inspiration 🙏🏾
Thank you 🙏🏾 🫂
Thx u 4 being so transparent...and opening up ... not many will share that they hit rock bottom ... God is going to give you back what u lost and so much more you just keep the faith and stay on your journey... God bless you Tierra 🙏🏾 praying for
Thanks for sharing sis...there is no Testimony without a TEST!!! PRAISE GOD FOR YOUR RESTORATION...HE CAN DO ANYTHING BUT FAIL!!! 💞🙏🏾👏🏾💯🙌🏾
But God ❤ You got this mama! We are so blessed to have you here to share your testimony and continue to inspire others. God bless you!
I can relate. You know whats crazy? It seems like the ones who ACTUALLY try to be decent individuals get HIT with the biggest rocks. Whilst others, are missed and living care free.
@RonishaLB.... My husband literally said the same thing yesterday. He was like how we do everything right. Go to work, help people, go to church, pray together, raise our children with good morals and others who are bad people get more than the good people. I told him IDK but my God is good and we are going to continue being who we are.
@@Mrs.Lina313 It’s drives me mad! But you’re right, we continue to do and be us, regardless of the rest. This is just a page from our chapters. 🤷🏾♀️
I feel the same way!
This😮💨
There is because the enemy always wants to distract us from staying on that right path! 💯 But he is a liar and we have to tell him that for sure!!
Almost in tears because I remember my rock bottom and I'm grateful God pulled me out. $7 at the grocery store for Christmas dinner for my 2 sons and my nephew. I already had a bag of Dressing Mix and a can of Cream of Mushroom. I was able to buy a small pack of drumsticks and a can of green beans. We had baked chicken, dressing and green beans. That Christmas was humbling, but a beautiful one.
But God! And the children were happy with your gift of Love. God provides.
And guess what, Xmas is a pagan holiday.
God is not concerned about his children celebrating any pagan days.
Sounds like a great meal tbh. I just saw a documentary of poor people in Haiti who are making "cookies" out of dirt, butter and salt because they have no food.
@@la6136 Lord have mercy. 🙏🏽
Girl am at rock button now it’s tough. It’s hard it’s depressing. But I know I will pull through it.
They say when you hit rock bottom you can't go any lower,you have no choice but to go up ⬆️
Exactly ❤
Amen 🙏🏿
Yesss
Amen❤
Man, this is currently my story, my season!!!! 🥺 I’m still trusting that Jesus is gonna pull me and my babies through though!!!! ❤️
Praying for you ❤
I’m sending you prayers and good vibes ❤
I been in the wilderness season also.. it’s very hard but God will give you peace. Seek him and lean not to your own understanding keep walking be Faith not by Sight. Keep praying ask God for clarity.
🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Amen 👏🏿
I love when you sing... Maybe worship is your weapon and gift meaning singing will help you when you go through and help others... So beautiful
Beautiful voice and the feelings that come through ❤
She had me in tears at the beginning
I completely agree 😊 . There's lives waiting to be saved/delivered/healed/restored in learning about the love of Jesus Christ through her angelic voice 🙏🏽
Tierra 😭 I never comment but GIRL, this video got me emotional because I can relate to this video in a lot of ways. God is so good! And I am so thankful that he has given you the strength to get up & tell your testimony!!! I am so proud of you!
Me too 😢 I can relate 100%
Jesus is the way the truth and the life. No one can go to the Father except through him.❤️
Knowing Jesus is knowing peace, protection and provision ❤️
Jesus saves, Jesus heals and Jesus grants peace
@@linvi_chemutai Amen‼️
Whew….im still at rock bottom pulling myself up slooooowly but surely. No car. Barely hanging onto my house. Working just to be able to eat and get back and forth to work. I FEEL this. But the light is always at the end of the tunnel.
Sending you ❤ & ☮️! I believe in you , God believes in you and most of all YOU GOT THIS ❤
Just FYI, Aldi's is hiring seasonal, full-time and part time.
This, lost my job because my car broke down. Couldn't get the truck fix because it was either that or food. I have teenagers that have to eat. I was doing good too, bank accounts and all.
The fact we get up each day and push forward means everything! Yes, the light may be dim, but we are getting there!!
"And they overcame him by the blood of the lamb and the word of their testimony." This testimony will help sooo many. Thank you for sharing, sis. God bless you in the mighty name of Jesus Christ
Amen 🙏
Is our girl engaged? OMG congrats girl🎉🥳💕
Its crazy that your rock bottom is better than some people everyday living. I am 59 year old woman with no job a murdered son and depending on my daughter for my survival. Looking for work and no one wants to hire me because of my age, mind you I am a very very strong and healthy woman. This world has nothing much for me now at least you have hope.
Fellow 59 y/o. I can relate. Sadly.
Sis stay strong. Please don't give up. Pray, pray, pray, HE hears us. So sorry for the loss of your son
That will not be the end of your testimony in Jesus name. You will live and live life more abundantly because God is not a liar and He promised that He doesn’t ever start anything and not complete it. He vowed He would never leave you nor forsake you. He did not bring you out of Egypt to kill you in the wilderness. Your Redeemer lives and He will figure it all out for your good.
My mum is 62 and I feel so sad hearing you guys feel hopeless. I feel like it’s my mother talking and I can’t have that. You will prevail in Jesus’ mighty name. Jehovah Jireh will provide. ❤❤❤
Start your own business ❤ my mums a similar age and in her first year half a mill in revenue. That can be you the hack is government contracts
Drive uber or do doordash. There are ways around it
You don’t look like what you’ve been through. You look beautiful and filled with joy. Thanks for sharing your self and what you’ve learned.
Tierra I’m a silent watcher but I love your voice! I love your transparency and honestly. Love how you acknowledge God. Prayers for you and your babies
This year has REALLY been LIFING! Tierra, I hardly comment, but girl I’ve been around since wayyyy back. Military base back.. and sis I AM SO PROUD of you.
It crazy because right now I just hit rock bottom I lost my place I'm no longer with the man that I have been with but I know for a fact God got me just how he got you
I totally understand. Sitting here teary eyed thinking about the choices I have made for a man that could not live up to his part. I'm left to pick up the pieces. I don't know where I'm going at the end of September but just know I can't stay in a toxic relationship and work environment. I'm praying everyday for a turn around with finding a place to lay my head 🙏
@@genevab.howard7860 do you have family to go to ? Are you in the US ?
Do you have somewhere to stay ?
Wow, you are only 30. ( I just turned 60 in August) You have so much life ahead of you.
Look at it this way, you were able to donate blood/plasma when needed.. Many cannot due to medical conditions. Look at the positives and keep looking forward and stay truthful to yourself.
The IMMEDIATE tears that flowed from my eyes AS SOON AS you started singing 🥹 My God 🙌🏾 I TRULY believe your calling is to worship and disciple people. Whatever God has in store for you, I pray that you can continue to share your testimony and all that He has done for you with all of us. We support you ❤ May God continue to bless and cover you and your family forever! Ugggh you are such an inspiration and a blessing 🥹
2020 was a hell of year for me too. Miscarriage, cancer scare, Divorce and Layoff all in 1 freaking year! Talk about covid lol. Covid was just the start lol. I went through depression anxiety just down! I had to cut people off and relearn everything and find myself again! Through faith, meditation and perseverance I was able to push through. BUT GOD! 🙏🏽 thanks beautiful for sharing your journey ❤
I'm at 11:30 and young lady....... I'm not depressed, I'm deprogramming. 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽 #GrownFolkApproved
You too sis ❤️👋🏾
Babaaay!! I thank you so much for your transparency because I needed this, frfr!!! 💯 Life has truly been lifing in 2024, and I've experienced every single emotion you've expressed in this video and am currently dealing with financial hardships due to the loss of a job. I pray that I find another job SOON because this situation I'm in now is not it at all, and the stress and depression is REAL, especially when you have children to provide for. One thing I can say about us moms is that we will find a way to provide for our children, even if it means we go without. I do take comfort in knowing that this time in my life is just a minor bump in the road that will not remain this way, but when you're in the midst of a storm, sometimes it seems like there is no way out of it. 😩
Thank you for your transparency and sharing your story. Rock bottom doesn’t feel good but we have God on our side and he’ll never leave us or forsake us T. Keep being accountable and use his wisdom to push thru, you got this! ❤️🙏🏾 My Pastor told our Church, “your miracle is in your praise.” Girl that beautiful voice and your testimony will help others. 🌸💕
God is about to bless you beyond your wildest dreams. There's always a test before the testimony. Stay strong queen. Once God is in the mix everything will be alright.
Girl I have hit rock bottom several times but this is the first time I’m REALLY holding myself accountable. Love your message and praying with you and for you and your family ❤❤❤
What you said!!!!! 🎉🫡🤗
You have no idea how you keeping it so real makes me feel. I love that about you, and it makes me feel less alone. I had never gone through depression in my life until I lost my brother. He was my only sibling, and he was my other half. I've been exactly where you were. Didn't care about the bills, spending recklessly and got the note on my door. Never thought it would happen. I was in such a bad place. I still have my moments, but I now recognize it, and I handle it much better. I'm glad to see you back and doing better. You are blessed, and I know good things will continually come your way. Btw, thanks for donating blood no matter the reason. I have sickle cell disease, and blood donation helps people like me. 💜
"I don't like healing, healing isn't fun!" Who are You telling lol. The phrase "life is what we make it" is truly deeper than we normally give credit for. Keep shinning young sis, you got this!
Mannn this is so relatable. I have really poor money management and communication issues. And I know that I am the first source of the problem. Thanks for sharing T
This hurts my heart so bad because a lot of us have been watching you for YEARS and although I personally face certain financial struggles at times I wish you would’ve let us know and let us help you. There’s so many times you’ve poured into us just like you’re doing now. The least we could all do is give you a little something to help…it takes a village ❤
@FabFergie yea indeed!🙏🏽💕
You’re story’s going to help a lot of folks through hard times ❤
Whew! This testimony resonates with me so much!! I was stripped of everything I knew(2023). I’m 29..turning 30 in 2 months and I’ve grown so much through my job season. The work is definitely worth it.
I finally had the courage to make a TH-cam today and this was on my feed! You just got a new subscriber, thank you beautiful! 🦋
Hitting bottom makes you take hold of your truth. Face yourself with open eyes.
Phenomenal story of growth and triumph. Blessings
Praying for you I’ve been there finalized my divorced in 2018 then lost my son in 2019 to a kid the same age drag racing and hit him while he was crossing the street. I literally lost my mind I’m a Medical worker moved back to NYC then the Pandemic hit almost passed from Covid had it 4 times. It was one thing after another questioned God almost lost my faith turned to Alcohol SIS I know it’s Cliche But God truly gives his toughest battles to his strongest warriors I’m BACK me and my younger son are well Mentally after grief counseling lost 70 lbs it’s like i emerged from a cocoon more beautiful inside and out 🙏🏽 Your a good mom we HUSTLE for our children. be blessed I stumbled on you page for the first time to this video SUBSCRIBED
That's an engagement ring? Congratulations on that and your dream car!
Omg when did this happen congratulations T 🎉🎉🎉🎉💍
Girlaaaaa!!!!!! Was that you singing??Omgoodness, it gave me chills!!!! Your voice is made for worship music!!!!!
Kurt Carr- I almost let go
THIS MAN OF MINE....WHO PUT THIS RING ON MY FINGER....😊but I'll tell y'all another time 😆 Congrats Tierra I am happy for all your happiness and blessings. Thank God❤️
I love the concept of deprogramming. I feel like that's what I've been going through for the past few years now. I also got my car repo'd last year, worked two jobs and did uber eats just to barely be able to pay my bills, feed myself, etc and it really got me down bc I have a degree and I work really hard to still be stuck in one spot. I'm hoping to have a breakthrough in these next few months, especially once I start posting on youtube again consistently. Just like you said, I have to take accountability bc I will get discouraged and stop doing certain things that I know I need to do but don't feel like it. I always have to remind myself that trouble don't last always and that God will help you in the midnight hour, just trust in him! I'm so thankful that you shared this message with us bc there are so many people who needed to hear this, myself especially. I pray that God continues to bless you and that your situation changes to be what you dreamed for yourself!🙌🏾💞
girrrrrl, man i REALLYYYYY appreciate the transparency!!! 9:49 we are ALL humans at the end of the day, we are Not robots and this battle for ourselves is a DAILY fight. but we have to depend on God man and allow Him to pull us up by our boot straps. its better said than done, but this is a co stant reminder to myself as well.
Hey Tierra I really needed to hear this, I can definitely relate. Praying for you and your family. ❤one scripture that is getting me through my hard time is Luke 1:37 For with God nothing shall be impossible. KJV. Stay blessed ❤
You went through an ego death - congratulations on your rebirth. There’ll be more - surrendering during the process will make it easier.
Amen!!
Yep 😅
I’ve been through it, though I didn’t know what to call it. That’s the best term for it
Omg that is exactly what it is, a rebirth. I’m learning
OMG COME THROUGH VOCAAAAALS 🙌🏽🙏🏽 GOT ME OVER HERE CRYIN..MUCH LOVE GIRLY
To not have the creator is to not have nothing ps ACCOUNTABILITY IS THE TO KEY TO HEALING VERRRY. GOOOOD ViDEOO my face was full of tears why I'm a woman of a particular age I have be there done that it's so good to see you tell your truth and who is going to see your change is allll your children because happiness luv & peace don't have a price tag 🤗 👏👏👏👏 💕
Remember when you hit rock bottom you find out who the real rock is, Jesus Christ, PRAISE God!!!
Nah, when you're wounds are self inflected & you refuse to take accountability- the 🪨 is just a 🪨..
Gotta do the work, right? 😌
Amen and Amen 🙏🏽!
T i had to pause the video.. please say something!! we would've supported you!!! everyone goes through it. you are a great mom to three amazing kids. we dont want anything to happen!
Gods grace, Love and Mercy looks amazing on you darling. Keep moving forward ❤
I’m at rock bottom right now and learning to appreciate the simple things I’ve given it to GOD and trusting the process I trust in the LORD. Everyday is different but I will continue to let GOD take control. Thank you for this message boo I needed to hear this. GOD BLESS us all ❤❤❤❤
In the meantime, what are you doing to make sure this never happens again 🤔 Please use this time wisely 💯🫡
I saw your post in IG a few days ago, and that's nothing to be ashamed of. You have to be tested to have a testimony. ❤❤❤❤
Amen 🙏🏽
Amen
A testimony and witnessing your growth, day made. ❤ Youre glowing T.
Tierra your authenticity is soo welcomed and appreciated! Thank you for encouraging us all! Be blessed ♥️♥️
I found the healing & accountability part very rewarding. I lost my home, car, boyfriend, health and more. Its rough. Pray for me. You feel as if your losing your mind.
This was so real and authentic this vibe is literally the reason I started watching. Glad to see you back! Keep it up ❤️❤️
I needed to hear this. Thank you for sharing and for your transparency ❤
The way your videos send me into TEARS sooo many times, for the ways that I can relate, for the shockingly similar or identical experiences/obstacles.. From my children (5), to my divorce, to loosing what felt like everything, possessions, mental health, ugh!.... Girl! I don't know you personally but I love you!! I love your testimony. And if nothing else, I feel your are exactly where God needs you to be. You help so many people. All praises to the most high for people like you. KEEP GOING! Xoxo 😘
Listen! it's so many gems in this video! Thank you for sharing your journey because I'm literally going through the same thing right now. Feel like I'm at rock bottom. I love how you talked about riding the wave and it's not depression it's deprogramming!!! I hope everyone who's in a similar position finds their way soon. we got this!
🥹 Tierra, you gone just sang like that smh, Glory to God🙌🏾I am touching in and agreeing with you!!! Staying committed, accountability, knowing it’s OUR personal journey, RIDING THE WAVE & simply healing!. This was YET another BANGA & heartfelt vlog, Tierra.
Thank you 🫂
Keep on keeping on!
This is why I love you. I completely felt all of this. Time are so hard right now 😭
I was on track to getting my finances in order... then mental health just crumbled and now nearing 35 starting everything over again. ugh... im just so glad to be here and alive.
FELT! I’m literally at my rock bottom moment now. I’m learning to trust God through it all. It’s a humbling experience for sure. I’m taking accountability and focusing on discovering my purpose. I’m happy you were able to overcome those obstacles. Thank you for sharing your journey. God bless ❤
I swear I needed this video coming from 2 big set backs this year from state to state man baby I honestly this stuff is very very depressing. All I do is drink from morning to night. Hate waking up. But I know it will get better . Life is hard❤
Sending clarity , abundance and love your way ❤
sis I am praying for you and sending you much love and comfort. times are so damn hard rn! please keep going and reaching for the light 💗
This came up for me. I'm in this season. Everything has blown up. Finances, job trying to sell house to get out of that debt. Default on credit cards, can't eat, can't sleep, lost weight and anxiety. Family, friends praying trying to help. I'm praying but I'm barely making it day to day. Praying ....
I'm happy you made it, a lot of people don't make it, because they refuse to do the work, I'm happy for you stay strong and keep God FIRST 😊
You even look different, keep growing my sister 😊
tierra!!!!! guhhh you better give those anointed chills when you sing..now i gotta finish the vlog i just had to say that. even when you play around, i love to hear you sing.
you’re a vessel that god is using for us in these times. the bible is filled with ppl god showed his mercy and grace through. please don’t stop, your story gives us a new way of accepting gods plan for all of us. i know what it’s like to struggle in ways that seems to be falling apart. don’t be ashamed in your walk, i may be dealing with what you’re experiencing next week. but it’s hard out here for us all in other ways.
continue to love you and those babies & we’re rooting for you even when you can’t see it.
A word🙏🏾 I’m in the worst season of my life. I’m believing God for a breakthrough
God is AWESOME! When we follow him our lives will work out the way it's suppose to be. May God continue to bless you and your children. 😊
I appreciate you being vulnerable enough to share this update with us. ❤
Watched from beginning to end straight through. I’m not sure what’s going on here but our ups and downs have mirrored each other since Al was born. You wouldn’t know me from a can of paint but baby you are my sister in my head okay! 😭😭😭 Definitely in the same exact space rn. That revalatuon about properly stewarding your money?! Giiirrrllll - it came to me a few weeks ago - basically girl God is teaching you how to handle the small things NOW so you can handle the big stuff later!!!! There’s lots of context behind that, it would have to be an in depth convo to fell the gravity of what I’m trying to expressed… any girl You left so many gems in this video. Thank you for always being transparent, literally doing the Lords’ work by healing OUT LOUD. Cuz I know somebody needed to hear this message like many of your other videos..
Xoxo
Forever my fav on the YT!
It’s nice to see you back Tierra ❤I’m so glad to hear that you are doing better and back in full swing.
Girl! This is too real and all too familiar! Proud of you! 🎉🎉
My goodness I definitely felt this one!!! You fell down but you didn’t stay there you seem so happy and at peace life will definitely take you there but God!!! Thank you for sharing your testimony 💕💕
This video had me in shambles from the beginning! I almost let go, BUT GOD! Thank you for sharing. Thank you for your transparency! I’ve been following for at least 9 years.
I love videos like this in a world where everyone acts rich
Thanks for being authentic and sharing your story..
Your voice is amazing!! So comforting!
This is a beautiful and inspirational testimony! God bless anyone who needed to hear this. We all need to take time to self reflect. It is therapeutic. Thank you so much for sharing. Nowhere but up from here. Nice to see your face on the screen again.
What a word! 🙏🏾 Thank you for sharing and most of all thank you for the insight and courage to keep pushing!
I'm so proud of you !!! Keep staying on that wave!
I am happy that you had the courage to share your story. The one thing that cannot be replenished is your time. It is your most valuable resource. I went through a horrible divorce in my mid forties after being married for 25 years and had to let go of everything familiar to grow and heal. Healing and growth are possible. I am 53 now and better for my journey. Peace and blessings.
❤❤❤😢😢I thank you for this video I feel like I am hitting rock bottom now I am experiencing these bills piling up rental office trying to take me to court 😢 girl I’m in a state of depression and feeling very stuck and don’t know how or where to turn I feel very ashamed of my position now and I’m here trying to get it together trying to stay afloat but like you said it isn’t easy especially with this world being so expensive😊 please pray for me and I want to say I appreciate you putting this video out god is good he sent to video to me thank you Jesus 😊 congrats 🎊🎉 o your new improved journey on healing you look good 😊 keep up the good work 😊
I love your transparency. This video is so relatable, and your story is helping a lot of people. ❤🙏🏾
So glad you made it through, T.
Congratulations on all your Blessings.
To God be the Glory!🙌🏽🙌🏽
🤎you,Sis!
Stay encouraged!
Thank you for being transparent.
We appreciate you.
Thank you for being so transparent. I love this.
The transparency T!!! I salute you for it!!! Glad you’re still going thriving and becoming better babe that’s all we can do!!!
You're lucky going through this at this age...I'm 48 and am in this exact process. Now I'm in the rebuild stage. Thank God I'm out of depression.
Yesss I’m so glad you’re back ✨ love you sustaaaa
I’m glad you made it through it all and sharing your experience.
Girl if its one thing you’re going to do is be transparent and I love that about you. Thank you for sharing your testimony with us time and time again because your testimony definitely helps your viewers ❤️
Whew, so much truth here!! Many blessings to you 💗
I’m finally pivoting up but whew since 2020 it was HARD! Family turned on me after I was abused by my ex, friends turning on me, people talking about me like I’m nothing. That’s just the tip of the iceberg. I’ve survived it all and I’m thankful I’ve had that strength for my daughter. I probably wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for her love and God’s. Thank you for posting such a vulnerable topic for you. I needed to see this. God is good.
Girlll, you spoke so much of what I was and am going through!🧘🏽♀️💞 Childhood wounds are real and you can keep pushing it down and watch life unpack it for you!⚡️🌟 SelfCare is VERYYYY important and to view life on a blessing in itself. Life will change and as soon as everyone detach from it staying the same the better life will become for you even through tough times because you will have that mindset (faith) that it gets better and to keep going🚪🦋❤️
This is so relatable. Thank you for being so open and honest with us. This will help so many people.
Wow! This is so honest. Thanks for sharing. ❤
I am in this exact space now! Re-parenting my inner child!
But, you are such a bright spirit girl, even through the struggles I can see the genuineness. ❤ I’m proud of you for making it through the tough times and taking care of yourself!
I completely understand this... I love that you are transparent and may help others
I’m so happy I decided to take time out to watch this video . I have a new desire now to better myself , be more organized & be patient with myself . I’m so happy you’re at a better place now & I pray you continue to blossom & grow into the woman you want to be ❤
Tierra, this hit home!! Thank you for your transparency! A lot of comments saying that they can relate, this is major!! We are not alone and we will get through it!! Thank you!!
I will always continue to pray for you! Keep going sis ❤
You are such an inspiration. This is the realest I ever heard someone approach failure. Amazing. ❤ It’s not perfect, I know the inner work continues for you. Blessings
Hey!!! So glad that you are sharing this! It’s a testimony for you!!❤ God takes you through things to prepare us for where he wants to take us!!! And it gives us wisdom!!!!
I needed to hear all of this…can’t say thank you enough ❤🙏
What a TESTIMONY!!! Thank you for sharing, T! ❤
Omg your voiceeee 😭. Please sing to us more often!! Your story is inspiring 🫶🏾