Metal Fan REACTS - Billie Eilish - Listen Before I Go

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In this episode of MIDDLE AGED Metal Fan REACTS shotgunn can barely hold in his tears as the song moves him tremendously. Let's watch and listen to see how he handles this!
This song was SO tremendously depressing I could barely wait for it to be over. I do respect Billie as an artist. She surely gets the job done!!! If the 'job' creating a piece of music that traverses you into how she is feeling. I felt EXACTLY what she was feeling. Which means it's a GREAT song. HOWEVER, I HATE that feeling!
I sincerely hope she did not linger in this downtrodden place of foreboding depression. I hope that she has used her music as therapy, like SO many artist do.
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[@akaLids77]

Yes..this was Billie’s way of dealing with depression. Putting it in a song. There’s actual video of Billie’s mom talking to her about this song when they were writing it. It’s in her apple+ documentary. Her mother asks her “are you seriously implying that you would jump off the roof?” And “are you sure you want to get this dark with the song?” Billie responds by telling her that her writing/making the song is the reason she DOESN’T do it. It’s better to sing about it than actually do it. Have an outlet for your depression. She did go through a pretty rough spot when she was younger and she actually was suicidal. But she’s gotten past it and is EXTREMELY happy now. Has been for a while.

[@chloejurevis8350]

the 30th billie eilish her voice is super impressive in this

[@jod_hates_it_here6895]

this song absolutely destroys me

[@labyrinth1245]

It feels like I am watching her grow up with her songs. Her newer songs such as myfuture shows that there's hope for her depression.

[@mouthbreether]

this song has aged well for me. i've had those kinds of thoughts for as long as i can remember. i'm not afraid of them. this song feels like home and it's the one that really set the hook for billie.

[@mushpurple]

She has quite a range. I hope you listen to other songs of hers. This is one I dont listen to personally

[@rona9940]

Song helped her and hopefully others, let their sad feelings out.. crying is good. . helps for some... be real and move on...

[@vp4744]

It is not tremendously depressing if the emotions swirling such dark thoughts are vented though song, art, or whatever. Billie's assuring that such thoughts pass through with no harm. Young women Billie's age recognize the relief after listening to her struggles. Far from depression, it has the opposite effect.

[@maiwan6188]

"There is always a way out" thank you for noting this <3

[@Oatmilllk]

I highly recommend watching her live performance of this song, she is on piano as she sings. It is hauntingly beautiful

[@nataliewallace8250]

I'm only starting to realise how talented she is and so young

[@Oatmilllk]

A true artist can make the audience feel

[@cyxxmm]

this was suppost to be her last song. there is a clip of her documentry with her making this w her brother and her mum asks 'do you really want to be saying stuff like this?' and she replys with 'id prefer to write about it then do it' (the jumping off part). her mother is the reason she is alive but we nearly lost her in a incedent in berlin.. she was being mentally abused by a 21-22 yr old who was basiclly grooming and using her. (she was 16/17.)

[@mitcht2717]

I didn't think it was "tremendously depressing" - but it could be for someone who is on the edge or who is desperate for happy feelings or is afraid of pain - the emotional irruption at