I'm a veteran, was actually addicted to alcohol and cigarettes. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with cptsd. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
YES very sure of Predroshrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, BPD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Yes sure of Predroshrooms..Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!
I know exactly how you feel, People say that I should just think positively and be happy, they also say that I'm just seeking attention and that depression isn't real. Sometimes I just need to rant and get out everything that makes me feel depressed but when people tell me that I'm only doing it for attention it just makes me feel guilty for feeling the way I do.
Omg! I hate when someone says "just get over it". I tried explaining to one of the staff at cadets about my mental health and he literally just said "Well I get nervous when I have to make a speech in front of a room full of people but we just have to get over it". I'm sorry but getting a bit nervous before something like that is nothing like having panic attacks every single day because someones looking at you or because you stuttered or said one stupid insignificant word wrong in a conversation in your friend group. Urgh.
@@Yousef-pp6iu Not really man homeless people at least get food and money for doing nothing in their lives lmao, depressed people will always feel like shit no matter if we're rich average or homeless.
Depression isn't something people should be faking. Depression can't be understood unless you have it. Depression isn't a joke. Depression isn't just sadness. Depression IS a way of life. Not one we chose, but one we where given. And when we say we're fine... Where not.
If you dont do anything about the depression, doesnt that mean you've chosen that way of life? I'm in no way trying to be mean here. As a person who suffers from depression, I am seeking a better understanding.
I don't want to diagnose myself with depression so i mostly just call it mental breakdowns; and when i do get mental breakdowns i would feel worthless, have suicidal thoughts, comfortable being by just myself, pushing everyone else away from me basically i would barely talk to anyone unless they talk to me...
If your normal sometimes and having mental breakdowns other time that is more bipolar whereas I’m kind of constantly feeling helpless with no energy and that is chronic depression.
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Thank you for talking about depression. I struggle with this illness every single day of my life, for more that 10 years. There are some very dark days when I'm not sure for how long I'll survive anymore. People seem do not care even if they know about my thoughts. It's scary. Really really scary. I wish the best for my brothers and sisters who struggles in the same way. Stay strong.
Nameless I struggle to with this and very dark thoughts. I agree it is really scary and you feel so alone. I am thinking about you and I hope things get better for you. Love and respect friend.
Depression should be taken seriously. Some physicians/doctors do not know how to treat it properly. Patients with depression should be referred to Psychiatry. I do not mean to be offensive, please do not misunderstand this. Psychiatrists are the right guys to treat all the issues related to the mind, they have specialized to do this... so, they know accurately how to use medication to treat this kind of disorders and how to handle each person's needs to truly help him/her through the not-easy path of stabilization/recovery.
I'm not sure if I got depression or not. What I do know is I can't really remember the last time I was happy. Very recently I've become very withdrawn from activities I once looked forward to. Now they feel like a chore. I feel more comfortable in my own space, with my own thoughts. My personality has dried up and in turn this makes me feel very aware of not wanting to talk to anyone. Those I once spoke to I no longer make eye contact with as to avoid a conversation. On the odd day I have gone against this I said to someone 'I feel like an outsider watching everyone else progress' they didn't really comprehended the message I was putting out.
Boxing Barry switch off from social media. confide in your closest mates (only have 3/4 in reality) and stimulate your mind by reading/exercising. that's the best advise I can give. good luck m8
The truth is I have no friends, only acquaintances. I took up exercising for the very reason you mention. I used to really enjoy it and look forward to the next session. These days its an effort to go, and when I do, I can't wait to leave. The feeling of wanting to leave rises to the point where I just have to gather my stuff and go. This could be 20 minutes into an hour session. One or two at the gym have noticed this and mentioned it to me. I pass it off as I have other things to do. Everything feels like it's spiralling out of control.
Boxing Barry go to a group where you won't be judged. church/amateur dramatics. they'll take u in and you'll soon make friends. I swim, thats great stress released I find and gives u time to think about things.
Boxing Barry You definitely have depression. I have the same feelings as you. I have been in a really dark place for the last two years. Keep pushing much love my friend.
The hardest thing is finding motivation to do things even small things seem like massive chores. Literally have been led in bed all day doing nothing because I just don't see the point :(
Micah Johnson I’ve tried this and God feels very distant, what should I do because I am Christian and normally a genuinely happy person and have a great sense of humor but it feels like I lost it in literally one day. One day I was happy, then boom, the next I felt different. I try to listen to worship and pray and it seems like he’s punishing me and is far. I’m getting tired of talking about it to my church members and friends because sometimes I do get hopeless. It’s exhausting
I try to talk to my family about depression when I’m at my lowest point but they always say ‘it’s just hormones... you’re a teenager it’ll go away... grow up’ and it really hurts
Jasmin Draws Most people don’t understand depression until it hits them. Living the same day over and over. Thinking this is all life will ever be but it’s not true. Life will get better but not on it’s own. We gotta bring positive change to our life. It won’t be easy and you’ll have to dig deep to find the strength to continue. Start small and build yourself up. You’ll have days when you want to quit but we just gotta remember life does get better. Everyday is a new opportunity for change. Good luck friend and stay strong.
Those people will never understand the depth of depression but you want to know something? depression isn't an ending, having depression does not stop you from living the rest of your life the way in which only smiles brighten your days. You need to understand that living with depression is only something you need to fight not something you learn to live with thats why people confuse it so much- fight your depression share your thoughts step out that house and do what you love or used to no matter how many thoughts tell you not to. I believe you can fight, believe in yourself too
I was heartbroken to read your comment friend. It hurts me to see you this sad. I have written 5 things about you that are true. And here they are.......you have a community of fellow suffers that support you. You have angels that are watching over you. You have a friend who is writing this to you. You have a Heavenly Father who adores you. You have a Savior who gave his life for you. Take care.
I can laugh and be happy but theres always a sadness and Empty feeling in The back of My head, Well really, My whole body I feel so drained and even The smallest things as pickgin up a thing uve dropped is torturing But i can smile and i can laugh, i am a bubbly person and have always been Does that mean i dont have depression? I laugh at everything, whether im nervous sad or angry i do It at everythinf So when i went to My doctor and The Word depression came up she just in an eyeblink Said " No i dont think u have depression, Ive gotten The Idea of u as a very happy person, u smile and laugh alot" but i dont feel happy at 4am when i cant sleep
Same here. I try to be cheerful so I won't pass on this sickness to the people around me, but then when I try to open up they just shrug it off saying "no, maybe you're just having a bad day," or "you're just experiencing the ups and downs of life!" Honi no, normal people feel like life is worth living.
It’s almost impossible to explain the mental agony of depression to someone who has never had it. You spend every second of your waking day in a place of horror, complete darkness and complete emptiness. A place that won’t allow any glimpse of hope, happiness or purpose. The past is so so unbearably sad to think about, there is no future, and the present is cold and bleak and meaningless…but this doesn’t capture the pain someone goes thru. The thing, whatever it is, that hangs over you, trapping you, making you feel that way is something else, something indescribable It’s the last place I would want anyone to go to. Pull my socks up? You stick your socks up your arse. I don’t have it anymore and everyday is happy now. Please please don’t ever give up trying. The end of the misery could always be just round the corner.
I’m not very good at describing how I feel when I get depressed but watching this video made me realize I’m not suffering alone. I have days where I contemplate suicide and I find it difficult to keep going. I’m praying for all those suffering with their mental health and fighting that bully in their head.....
When I'm depressed I can't talk, Shut the curtains, Hide away, Cry easily, Don't feel motivated to do anything, Want to be left alone, Wish it would go away, Wish it hadn't come back again and Wish it will never come back again
I physically feel the nail in my chest pinning me down every morning. It's like I dont want to see tommorow but at the same time I wanna see what the future holds for me and if it gets better or not. I just want someone to be there for me, just as I try to be..😭😭
@@genesisramirez8471 dont worry, theres light at the end, please dont give up, its not worth it. We all have ups and downs, the world is beautiful, we just have to change our mindset and perspective. I hope what your young through gets easier 🤍
Stay strong and when you cant be strong just be weak, be the weak has you want, but never, never give up, stay in bed, watch movies or something you like and just live
De -Vine Hey Divine, sorry to hear you suffer from depression. If only we could press a button to make it go away! But with the right tools, mindset and support, you can get more control. Get in touch anytime you would like to chat or need advice. Or head on over to my channel for positive videos and meditations etc
I lost my best friend to suicide last year and still beat myself up for feeling like I wasn't there for him when he needed it. my heart goes out to those who deal with this.
Every time i try to talk about how i feel to my parents or friends they say: “you’ll get over it” “thats what all 13 yr olds say” ( im 13 ) and if im honest its only making me feel worse. Much worse
I know this was 1 year ago and I really hope you found a bit of hapiness. I know its hard listening to their dilema but for as much as it hurts, you need to stop talking to them about depression and start talking to others that are in the same place, like me, share your thoughts, your experiences, what it feels like to have depression, I have depression for years and I got used to it, I got stronger, I just have to hold the sadness up and dont let her pull me down
I'm truly sorry this happens to you. Your feelings are always valid and remember that its totally okay not to feel okay. Sometimes, we cant get over smth easily. We do deserve happiness, and ofc everyone wants to be happy. but sometimes, we just cant find those happiness becauae of depression. btw, Bakugo looks rly cute in ur profile pict hahahah
Please do a video on the misconceptions about ADHD, especially for girls who are underdiagnosed. It's not just being hyper but lacking dopamine receptors etc and not feeling reward for what you do.
As for me, I suppose I've always suffered from depression and anxiety. I only realized that's what it was when I was a teenager. As a kid, I was so angry and couldn't take someone teasing me and everyone would wonder why, but it would always hurt. Every time. I know now the word for what I was feeling and that word is insecure. I always felt insecure as a kid. Fast forward a bit and I eventually got over that feeling of insecurity. But, insecurity and anger was replaced by apathy and sadness. I always felt alone because connecting with others was always hard. At least now I know why. Over the years, your mind goes to some very dark places, especially when you're alone. Which for me, most of my time was spent alone. A lot of people, I know would see no point in living when looking that far into the dark. I did too. But, I also saw no point in dying either. Dying is no escape. Dying is simply going around a blind corner. We have no idea what it's like, and for all we know, it could be far worse than living. I still rarely feel a moment of happiness, but once in a while, when I know I'm surrounded by people who care and know I'm not alone, those are the moments I live for. The best moments. The moments where depression isn't as bad as it usually is. Moments where I almost feel normal. And I think that for a lot of people with depression, they struggle where I do, which is just human contact. I know depression is a mental illness, but human contact really does ease the suffering. It helps to not feel alone when you get some people you care about and know who care about you in your life.
Damn I think this is the comment I relate to the most ,as a kid I was also very angry and insecure but I never let anyone ever see me sad or hurt a few years ago a big change occurred in my life and I was suddenly in a new country . The fact that I was different from all the other kids around me didn’t help with my insecurities. Then covid happened and I just went to this really dark place . I stayed in my room all day and just basically hid from the world. I pushed the few friends I had away because I thought they all hated me. I basically pissed away my entire highschool experience. None of the things I liked brought me joy and i lost trust in every one,always afraid that they might hurt me or I might hurt them. Got into weed which made a bit crazier at first but slowly it started to really help me . I’m starting to feel a little better but I’m just so scared that it’s all gonna just come back or maybe I’m still in the same dark place and don’t even know it .
This illness hurts so much and makes you turn into someone that you would never think you would become... Every day is a struggle to live. I’m finally getting the help i need. Everyone in my family always told me i will grow out of it. Being 14 and crying all the time & having no energy for anything. I was told that it was my puberty. Now i’m 21 and a mother and i have to get help because i don’t want this to affect my sons life at all. I pray this journey will make my life more enjoyable. I pray.
It's like having a knife in your heart every time and it's like your hole life is just confusion and you are so scared of yourself because of everything that you think.You feel like you have no one even though everyone keeps telling you that they are here for you. -Saying this with a waterfall of tears coming out of my eyes-
You are so right... and you are not alone in this, I feel the same way, I used to hurt myself just to feel pain in other places than my chest. About the thinking... I know its hard but you cant give up, you cant let your mind control you, you need to do something that takes your mind out, like watching a movie, a tv show, a video, maybe music (i cant listen to music because they affect me super hard in emotions). And about the felling that you dont have no one but everyone tells you they are there for you is because your body needs a certain attention that those people arent giving, I felt the same about a friend, he always tolded me that I can talk you him and stuff but, when I talk to him about some stuff he just wont listen and start talking about other things but still says hes listening to you, he makes me feel like Im a joke... so even if he tells me that I can count on him, deep inside I feel like I cant... And maybe thats what you are feeling, its like saying I love you, You cant just make a person belives that you love her just because you said I love you, she will only belive you when you show her that you love her, with this is the same, your friends can tell you 1000 times that they are there for you, but if they dont show it you will never belive in them and will never have the courage to talk to them
I’m 11 and I have really bad depression and when I was 7 I hated myself without even knowing what depression is. I was so close to jumping out of the window and my mum caught me
Born to Perform my friend tries to help me with depression. Two quotes that keep me from doing something serious to myself are Just keep swimming. At the end of finding Nemo, they found Nemo, didn’t they. It was hard, but they found him. Likewise, you will at some point see the light. I know I will one day too. And it may be a struggle to ‘find’ happiness again and to swim out of the clutches of depression, but one day, as long as you keep swimming, it will happen. Everything always gets better- this may not be true for all things, but it is for mental illness. If we seek support, everything always gets better, I promise. Good luck x
treatment doesn't just come from therapy or "professional help". it can come from almost anything. sometimes a treatment can be just wanting someone to be there for you even when you're feeling chaotic inside. my ex gf helped me tremendously. when she left me it came back worse turning into suicidal depression. there are ways, but everyones ways are different.
Is it only me or does everyone get this feeling...you know there's positivity out there...you know you can get out of depression....but you just don't have the stamina to get out of it? You just wanna lay down on bed....and just be lost in your world... a million thoughts running in the brain...you wanna get yourself out of it but you don't want to...
Started when i was 18 and continued til i was 25. When i found a stronger sense of purpose and community it subsided. After i lost that sense if community and purpose its began to make its way back. My adhd is also has a strong effect on the condition. Not being able to meet bug goals makes me feel like a failure without direction
Depression is being extremely over-emotional some days and then the other days feeling completely empty and numb. On the over-emotional days I will be constantly crying and so most people find it annoying and most people ignore me. On the numb days it is impossible to pick my feet off the ground and to do anything. Depression to me is constantly wanting to die and no professional wanting to help stop it. I have felt this way since I was 10 however I only went to a doctor last year (when I was 17) and got diagnosed 11 months later. And now it's been another 6 months and I'm still waiting to get help.
I have depression and anxiety and I had to show this to my friends to explain my panic attacks why I can’t just say stuff that makes me sad and how I hide under the mask they are the only ones who understood me one of them even told me even when it feels like you are being pulled underwater I will grab your hand and bring you back up I will never forget that
I just realized I have hfd. I am a freshman and I haven’t felt the same since before 8th grade. Everything these people are saying is really applying to how I feel. It’s so frustrating because many teens make jokes out of this and see some posts about this and automatically diagnose themselves and start talking about how they have it at school. Nobody knows I feel this way and I’ve felt like there’s something so wrong with my life for so long but I couldn’t describe it in one explanation because it’s affected my whole lifestyle. I’m tired of this and I am going to try to fix my life. I don’t want to live like this because it is keeping me from achieving anything. Everyone thinks I am a normal well rounded girl that makes good grades and I do lots of extra curricular. But this is such a problem in my life and I want to do all these hobbies but I can’t because I always feel like I am wasting time and feel nothing when doing them. Every time I tried to explain this my parents I couldn’t because it’s not just sadness or one problem and it’s incredibly frustrating. My parents always insist it is horomones or because I am moody or something and that really hurts me how they haven’t realized what I’ve been going through every day for so long. I can finally describe this now and I am not insane.
we cannot erase depression from our brain but we can definitely superimpose on it something for making everything normal, I am suffering from last 5 years , one question always strike in my head "will a day come when I will feel like I used to feel before it entered my life" but now my desire for that day is answered by my thought "what you use to feel like when you was normal was what we human have acquired in our evolution process" , every living being feels differently and reacts differently , so there is nothing as feeling normal just accept what you have it will be the new normality and you will be the new more evolved human than the normal ones
It’s like a black hole is inside of you, pulling every emotion inside at the same time so that you can’t tell what you’re feeling and none of your emotions can get out.
A groundbreaking British study has found that the psychedelic drug psilocybin can be safely given to patients, and may be used to treat a range of mental health conditions.
Today, the mushroom compound is being used in clinical trials for end-of-life anxiety, treatment-resistant depression, addiction, eating disorders and other conditions with unprecedented success, and psilocybin-assisted therapy has been given FDA “breakthrough therapy” status as a treatment for depression.
I've been depressed and suicidal since I was ten years old. I'm finally learning to admit this truth, and to break the stigma and guilt society puts on me.
i know what it feels like but sometimes life is better without any friends... trust me... I couldnt hold a friends hand for more than a year, they all left me, I cried all the time because it felt like a breackup. Now I dont have many friends just the friends of my partner and it feels good because yes they arent there for me on my bad moments but they let me be there with them when Im in my bad moments, hearing other people talk and laugh makes me feel more and more better. I have a dog and a cat anddd a bird and without them my life would be so useless, try to get a pet if you can, they change lives
Im going through overwellming depression, since i was 13, now im 23, what hurts me the most is what my depression lead to, such as failiures, people bothering me due to me being vulnerable. People need to understand, that depression is real.
@@PHEROMONE-wz9bz Thanks for asking. I never thought this was ever possible, but I feel so much better. I am able to manage myself. If I can do it then anyone can do it.
Sometimes people make me feel like an idiot. Especially my parents. They always say “depressed people make others feel bad” and crap like that. Everyone’s always like “there’s no reason to be sad.” It makes me sad because I really don’t have a reason to be sad. I don’t know why I’m sad. I just am. And then everyone acts like it’s my fault.
Its not your fault, and when that happens I know its hard but you need to distance yourself from bad comments, it will help a lot, my parents dont even imagine I have depression and I dont have to hear those comments, if its hard? Yes it is but its for the best...
I've actually tried to "be happy" like what ppl would tell someone with depression.. but trying to pull yourself together is like telling yourself "you're doing great" with a forced smile while crying and thinking about taking your own life
I don't know if I actually have depression or just extremely fragile and break down a lot. It's like when I'm not occupied, I can feel the numbness sinking in. I over think when I can think, and my train of thoughts just end up criticizing my self and belittle my self, every time that I happens I feel so worthless, or unwanted, unneeded. Like dust. And that's when suicidal thoughts come in. It hurts so much on the inside that I want it to just end. Or at least lessen the pain. At those moments of time I wish I were numb again. Sometimes I question myself why aren't I like the others. I mean they seem so carefree while I seemed to be covered in a layer of ash. I usually just cried. Sometimes punching the walls or the table, it lightens the emotional pain in those times. Is it a mental break down or depression if those breakdowns happens 2-4 times a week? Or issit just normal?
God, I don't know, but I feel exactly the same. Imma leave my comment here in case someone more educated in this area comes along, and so you know that you aren't alone.
Blank Freak Hey, I am sorry to hear of the pain you feel! It can be so crippling and almost feels like we are trapped n a vice which is getting tighter and tighter to the point where it’s too much to bare! But remember there are many ways of loosening the tight trapped feeling. Support, understanding are very useful tools. I’ve been where you are at, and reaching out to those I may be able to help. If you need a chat, advice or reasons to see why your great, get in touch or head over to my channel. Never feel alone! Sending a big hug! :)
I think it's anxiety.. you are in self doubt about yourself. I also think same way like why just me. Why not them? If i look at people around me, they are just normal and doing human things like communicating, eating, dating so easily and smoothly..
@@Jenish599 Yeah I think so too. Had seen a psychologist and they didn't wanna diagnosed me because I'm 16. Now I'm 19. Although life's gotten better as I've actually got emotional support in life now, MVP being my current partner. I still get breakdowns when stress builts up or it's just a bad day. It still tires me out to try not to breakdown on those days and the issues back then are still here, just managed a little better but they're all still here and it still hurts when things trigger. In an art course and for the past two days I almost had two breakdowns due to stressing myself over my creations for assignment and felt like my doing is not good enough compared to others. I can feel the normalcy now adays but everything something goes south or stresses me out the fear that I'll slip back haunts me. When I wake up every morning I have to tell myself to not immediately start calculating the time I have for every step of the way until I reach school because I don't want to be like. Like 10min for brushing and toilet and changing then another 10min for finish changing, check everything in bag, mask, wallet etc etc.
For years I didn’t understand what was happening. I was convinced I had some autoimmune disorder that made me extremely tired and depressed all the time. I am now on medication for my social anxiety and depression and although everyday is a challenge it has helped a bit. It’s been so dark for me lately I hope there’s a light at the end of this tunnel. I don’t want to feel this way
i hate the common misunderstanding that you can't have fun when you have depression, and I even tell myself that and I convince myself that maybe I'm faking it. of course you can still laugh, have fun, you might even feel happy at times, but it's always at the bottom of everything.
Let's see. The abysmal secondary education system of the UK, the ludicrous cost of living, the age of Facebook, very high taxes, politics everywhere, a government that suffocates creativity and entrepreneurship, skills mismatch among the working age population, a media that is fully controlled by the government and portrays itself as impartial. It's all the perfect solution to a wide spread of depression in the U.K. I'm an American living here and never have I met so many negative people in my whole life as I have in London.
I’ve always been that one friend in the group that makes the jokes and makes everybody laugh. But deep inside me, I feel so empty, the sadness just doesn’t go away, I can’t seem to find my happiness or enjoys the things I once use to love doing. I feel like an outsider on most days, like my life has no meaning, and I’m totally useless and just a waste of everybody’s time. Something seems missing inside me, I don’t know what my purpose is, I feel empty all the time. The worst part is I have nobody to talk to. I wait for the day where all of it was just a nightmare and I will wake up feeling happy like I use to.
It feels like nothing matters and there is nothing to look forward to and the best times are behind you and that there is no point in trying to go through life because you're almost always depressed. When you do get happy it's for a very brief period of time and its infinitely easier to fall into depression then it is to feel happy for even a moment.
Never thought I'd felt this, and when i acknowledge it, it's already sinking me deeper and deeper. And now i'm wondering, why can't i apply to myself the advices and motivational words i'd given to my friends before. Why is it so hard?
I just have a really damaged brain. Yes my father yells at me and it makes me cry. Yes my mother nearly drowned and is in the hospital. Yes people think I’m faking depression. Yes I am useless.
No, youre not. You aren't useless. No one is. You are beautiful by just excisting. You may think that im just saying that to cheer u up and because... I've never met you so how would I know right?? Well, I don't know your name, age, where youre from or even what you look like. (If I did i'd be really creepy) But what I do know is that you are made of stardust. Yes, sounds weird I know but hear me out. I once read that every atom in our body comes from exploded stars. And that the atoms in youre left hand probably are different from the ones in youre right hand. Isn't that poetic? Doesn't that make you love youreself even just a tiny bit more? I hope it does^^
For me, I walk around everyday feeling like there’s some sort of weight I’m bearing everywhere I go. I feel it in my head and in my chest. When it first hit me, i would cry non-stop. I wasn’t even the happiest of people beforehand, but the shock of feeling something drastically lower for the first time got me incredible reactive. Little did I know, that this drastic low would stay with me for another 2 and a half years. And overtime, this feeling became my average. Looking back, I realise I let myself lose all the close friendships and relationships I’d EVER had. Having no energy, no motivation..... It was like I’d stumbled and rolled down a hill of progression that everyone else seemed to be climbing. I still feel that way. I compare myself to the way I used to be. The potential friendships I could’ve made but didn’t because I was miserable. Where I could be right now if I wasn’t so setback. Every single day is a struggle. Doing everyday tasks, talking to people is a struggle. But what choice do I have? There’s been a time where I was idle. I couldn’t go to school, do homework, shower, talk to anyone outside my family, watch anything, nothing. For about an 8 month period, anything I enjoyed doing lost its spark for m. I curled up in my blankets and just wanted to feel void in the dark, hoping to just go *X* and cease to exist. But of course, it only made everything collapse over me over time and caused more pressure that I could not deal with. That is really the only motivation I have to do the necessities. So to not completely crumble. So as of right now, I’ve lost my social skills, friends, motivation, I get very bad brain fog, I’ve gained weight, I’m possibly the most insecure being on earth, and I feel like shit. I also feel like an outcast around people, I cannot make eye contact, I procrastinate everything I want or “intend” to do, and I hate myself. I am numb. Don’t worry, I wouldn’t want to be friends with me either.
I think what helps a lot with depression is finding others that experience the same symptoms and just by looking at someone or how they come off on the outside can be very misleading.
I had been bullied ever since I had started school, and I have always had terrible anxiety about walking in the hallways. Anytime I would look at someone I felt like they were talking bad about me, so it was hard for me. I am bullied almost everyday, and it feels terrible. I first started getting depression in fourth grade after my grandmother had passed away. She was everything to me, and I would’ve done anything to see her smile or see her be happy. I could trust her with my secrets and insecurities because i knew she would never judge me. I hadn’t told anybody about the bullying at the time because I thought it was my fault. Sometimes I try to shut myself out from others, and I have realized these past few months I have been eating less and less everyday. Having people bully me while I have depression makes it 100 times worse. I would always judge myself and make it feel like everything that was happening to me was for a reason. I have had many suicidal thoughts, but I have been trying so hard to forget about them because I know that I wouldn’t want that for myself. Even to this day I continue to push through my thoughts and bullying. I hope one day my grandmother will look down on me and be proud of the decisions I have made for myself.
I use to do the same. Sleeping all day to get away from depression. The only time I felt normal... I realized it wasn’t going to get better unless I did something. I could either watch life past me while I sleep or bring change to my life. Start doing small things and keep trying. It won’t be easy and you’ll want to go back to hiding under the blanket at times but it will get better. Stay strong friend.
@@723-1A thank you so much I will be applying for a job soon but im scared as hell because i have social anxiety and I'm worried my tiredness will get in the way and get me fired 🙁 plus i mess up when I'm nervous but I'm still gonna try
summer 1999 Sometimes it better to try and fail then never trying. Who knows what can happen. Maybe you love it and meet people you can truly call friends. Good luck.
Almost everyone goes through depression I really hope I don’t because it sometimes leads to suicidal behavior Just to let anyone know with depression or insecurities Your beautiful and don’t let anyone say other wise I hope you have an awesome day and just know you are loved 🥰 Have a beautiful day Just to let y’all know I just wanna make someone smile so you don’t need to like have a good day goodbye! Even though it’s 10:21 pm so have a good night!
*Bible* When you pass though the waters, I will be with you. And when you pass though the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you. Fear not for I am with you; Be not dismayed, For I am your god; I’ll strengthen you, I’ll hope you, I’ll uphold you with my righteous right hand. God himself is who goes before you. He will be with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you. Don’t be afraid. don’t be discouraged. Turn your eyes upon Jesus. Look forth in his wonderful face and the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in his light, glory and grace. Feeling down or depressed? God is trying to get your attention. You’ve taken your eyes of him & placed them on another. *Hope this has brightened your day*
I went to the GP recently about my anxiety/possible mild depression. And he prescribed me antidepressants because I'd been so resistant for so long to go to the doctor because I was scared to. I told my parents and they were immediately against me having meds. Being shocked that i didnt talk to them. Claiming I should just talk and open up about it. I didn't expect them to be happy about it. But their reaction was worse than sad acceptance. It was activelty against it. My mum even said 'you don't look depressed.' Their reaction just added anxiety on top of the anxieousness I already feel at the prospect of taking them. But I already feel so bad in general that I want to take them. If they don't work. I'll change or stop with the help of my doctor. It just makes me sad that my parents were like that even though everyone else I've talked about this with has been supportive of me.
Mighty God in heaven, glory is your name. Father I pray you give them rest as if they had slept a full night. Invigorate them with Your word and excite them. Holy Spirit show your presence in a way that they would recognize it was God. Mathew chapter 7 verse 7 says to ask and we shall receive, seek and you shall find and knock and it shall be opened to you. God’s Word is truth and says that whatever we ask in the name of Jesus we shall receive if we believe. Anyone who is suffering from depression, sadness, night terror, sleep related symptoms in Jesus name I pray for their freedom. Every chain be broken off their body and spirit. Let them glory the Father in heaven for his grace and mercy. A pill may give them 3 hour relief but your blood gives us everlasting relief. Father in heaven, I’m asking you cover them as they’re sleeping and awaking. Give them rest in their spirit and in return they will give their life and repent of their sins. Anyone who hears this prayer and agrees bless them Lord. So they can see glory away from their darkness. I pray in Jesus name amen! “Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.”” Psalm 91:1-2 NIV
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When you experience depression, it’s like you are having to have a constant spiritual battle within yourself where you are struggling to find the light in every everyday situations or circumstances that you strongly don’t want to have to experience.
Is it bad that I was laughing so hard with tear in my eyes even though it hurts so much? Everytime I'm in pain I laugh it off I don't even understand why. There are also times where I just wanted to cry my mom asks me but never understand because I really don't know why really. It's scaring me.
It's surviving, but wanting to live. It's trying to be happy, but having nothing to make you feel happy. Everyone around you loves you, but you can't see or feel the love, the bond. Its wanting to talk about it, wanting to get help; but not having the motivation to do anything about it.
Its my birthday day today , i dont think i would ever be happy whats left for me its to die in peace , i tried to be positive and i dont wanna live with thoughts questioning myself am i good enough i tried God , living each AN every day feels heavy i have a heavy feeling on my chest i cant maintain an upright posture, its hard watching others life progress and you feel stucked , helpless , and hopeless . GOD KNOWS I TRY MY BEST AND AT TIMES I JUST FEEL LIKE HE DOESNT EXIST, LAST YEAR WAS THE TOUGHEST YEAR FOR ME I MANAGED TO PULL THROUGH DIFFICULT TIMES THINKING EVERYTHING WILL JUST BE FINE BUT NOTHING EVER GETS BETTER SO I SOMETIMES FEEL SUICIDE ITS THE ONLY WAY . THATS MY DEPRESSION.
Sorry to hear you terrible struggle...❤ It sucks!!!😢 I lost it all. I mean everything.. all in 2023. I stressed SO badly, I had anxiety, insomnia... I couldn't accept what happened and what was happening. I collapsed frequently, and had mental breakdown. I now have severe anxiety, severe depression.. im unable to do anything at all. I just sit, or lay all day. Like I'm a zombie. Filled with hurt, regret, guilt and horror. I just want to die, I have no desire to live. It's not what I want to do anymore Sorry for trauma dumping 😢
I'm 15 and the 2 days ago I got diagnosed with moderate depression and anxiety. My therapist told me I have more anxiety than depression. Every day I feel like crap and I tell myself "I'll just think positively", but I can't because so many thoughts are already swirling through my head and I feel like I'm going crazy.
You need to do something to distract you from that, I think I have more depression than anxiety and I suffer from the same thing, those horrible thoughts that just dont leave. You know what I do? I watch movies, tv shows, I sit next to my window watching movies (being in an uncomfortable position helps me think less because of the light pain that I get in my but sitting on a cold floor 😅) And at least, I start packing things like organizing things in boxes labeling them, writing what they have inside, and I never stop, I must have organized my closet with boxes more than 10 times in a year, try to find things that help you not think, I have a video in Instagram that teaches you 5 things to do on anxiety attacks, if you want I can send you
2019 was the best year of my life even there's many thing i suffered but out of sudden when i went seeing doctor for my other illness, i was refered to psychiatry and got diagnosed with depression. Idek that i suffered since a long time
That's not stupid, I know your comment is about a year old, but at the moment I'm 14 and I understand how you felt/feel. It's easier to give up, especially when you are given no advice or words of support from anyone around you or from the ones you love. So because I don't know you as a person, and I'm not going to lie about how amazing you are (I'm not saying you're not amazing I'm just saying I don't know anything about you) don't give up. Just take each day at a time, keep taking short steps and deep breaths. There are people out there who will be like you, people who will understand what you went/are going through. I know that everything seems like it's going to hell right now, but with no cliche intended, things will get better. And that is me telling the truth. I was and still am going through a dark time, but there is always that small ray of hope which finds its way to me, and if it has not gotten to you yet then trust me, it's on its way.
Midori Amemori please don’t I am only 12 and I tried to give up and was stuck in hospital for 10 weeks I still suffer but I try so hard to get through it as when I was in hospital every one was sad and it’s not fair on them xx
Yeah she is totally right about depression stigma in the muslim community because some shitty parents don't believe in mental illness that you can't really see and think it's because you're not "close to god" as if you could just pray depression away. But my parents are super chill so it's not really an issue and they take me to a therapist but i feel bad for my friend her parents are super traditional in some aspects and tell her to pray more and strengthen her faith and relationship with god to "fix" her depression,like new flash depression is a chemical imbalance in your brain.
It's hard to be happy and proud for who you are and for what the world is when you have depression. It changes you. I have depression and life...its not easy to be honest it's feels like you are not normal and that you basically don't belong.
I might have depression.. School has stressed me out. I don't even care about myself and my anxiety is horrible. I feel like 40% of my depression came from my parents. They put so many expectations on me and if I fail at something or make a few mistakes, they just yell at me. I always fear about doing something wrong I will just be a disappointment.
"You can see the people that love you but you can't feel any of that love" EXACTLY!💔
because you can't love yourself
@@Kate-qg6yi Factss
It’s like you know they love you you just can’t really understand how
That part hit home.
this sums up depression
I'm a veteran, was actually addicted to alcohol and cigarettes. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with cptsd. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.
Thanks for sharing your story. That's rough I sympathize. Save your health save your mind. Life is better without heroin, cocaine, alcohol and cigarettes. And you have more money in your pocket. God bless everyone who has rejected the devils intentions to be addicted to alcohol and cigarettes etc which can cause so much damage to health. I will pray for you all.
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Australia don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
YES very sure of Predroshrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, BPD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Yes sure of Predroshrooms..Mushrooms are very medicinal. This is why anybody familiar with psilocybin and any other kind of fungi will tell you, "They are alive." They have a very ancient wisdom. To my experience, all mushrooms have always said, "Pay attention to your life. How you think, how you feel, and what will you do with the information that you always knew, but now are seeing in this point of view." This is why mushrooms are so respected in tribal cultures. This mental health treatment works for me too. Half micro doses do the trick for me. At least a few days at a time with lengthy time in between. Never addictive. Thank you for sharing this point!
How do I reach out to him? Is he on insta
People be like "just be happy don't be depressed "
I know exactly how you feel, People say that I should just think positively and be happy, they also say that I'm just seeking attention and that depression isn't real. Sometimes I just need to rant and get out everything that makes me feel depressed but when people tell me that I'm only doing it for attention it just makes me feel guilty for feeling the way I do.
i tried doing that, it worked for a little while... but now i'm wondering, did it ever work at all? probably not
Omg! I hate when someone says "just get over it".
I tried explaining to one of the staff at cadets about my mental health and he literally just said "Well I get nervous when I have to make a speech in front of a room full of people but we just have to get over it". I'm sorry but getting a bit nervous before something like that is nothing like having panic attacks every single day because someones looking at you or because you stuttered or said one stupid insignificant word wrong in a conversation in your friend group. Urgh.
ThatHijabiLife indeed but that's exactly the thing: you can't just do that
ThatHijabiLife ikr
“Just be happy”
You think I chose to just be depressed? You think I can escape that easily from something I didn’t want to happen to me?
I completely understand! My channel talks about handling depression
Try to be positive not all people live in houses nor owns internet or food
@@Yousef-pp6iu i would rather be those people
@@coopernorman4835 you wouldn't say that if you know how they live
@@Yousef-pp6iu Not really man homeless people at least get food and money for doing nothing in their lives lmao, depressed people will always feel like shit no matter if we're rich average or homeless.
Depression isn't something people should be faking.
Depression can't be understood unless you have it.
Depression isn't a joke.
Depression isn't just sadness.
Depression IS a way of life. Not one we chose, but one we where given.
And when we say we're fine...
Where not.
We’re*
😊i know
Thank you for putting it into words
I totally agree
If you dont do anything about the depression, doesnt that mean you've chosen that way of life? I'm in no way trying to be mean here. As a person who suffers from depression, I am seeking a better understanding.
I don't want to diagnose myself with depression so i mostly just call it mental breakdowns; and when i do get mental breakdowns i would feel worthless, have suicidal thoughts, comfortable being by just myself, pushing everyone else away from me basically i would barely talk to anyone unless they talk to me...
If your normal sometimes and having mental breakdowns other time that is more bipolar whereas I’m kind of constantly feeling helpless with no energy and that is chronic depression.
longgou ; sorry to hear this. My channel and my ears are alway here if you need support or advice. Remember that you may sometimes feel alone and some days are darker. But you are not alone and support is just a click away. Please get in touch if you need strength and support! Big hug :)
Mental break downs all day everyday
A lot of time mental breakdown requires hospitalization
rivaille ; same ... The hardest part is feeling guilty for letting family down and not being able to do your best
Thank you for talking about depression. I struggle with this illness every single day of my life, for more that 10 years. There are some very dark days when I'm not sure for how long I'll survive anymore. People seem do not care even if they know about my thoughts. It's scary. Really really scary. I wish the best for my brothers and sisters who struggles in the same way. Stay strong.
Nameless I struggle to with this and very dark thoughts. I agree it is really scary and you feel so alone. I am thinking about you and I hope things get better for you. Love and respect friend.
Nameless i now its like people don't care about you or you feel all alone
Depression should be taken seriously. Some physicians/doctors do not know how to treat it properly.
Patients with depression should be referred to Psychiatry. I do not mean to be offensive, please do not misunderstand this. Psychiatrists are the right guys to treat all the issues related to the mind, they have specialized to do this... so, they know accurately how to use medication to treat this kind of disorders and how to handle each person's needs to truly help him/her through the not-easy path of stabilization/recovery.
school...school...school...school...school, you should be shaking right now
Nameless
I feel the same 😪 Saying just life the happy moments make it worse. Hope you and your brother be better soon. 👍
I'm not sure if I got depression or not. What I do know is I can't really remember the last time I was happy. Very recently I've become very withdrawn from activities I once looked forward to. Now they feel like a chore. I feel more comfortable in my own space, with my own thoughts. My personality has dried up and in turn this makes me feel very aware of not wanting to talk to anyone. Those I once spoke to I no longer make eye contact with as to avoid a conversation. On the odd day I have gone against this I said to someone 'I feel like an outsider watching everyone else progress' they didn't really comprehended the message I was putting out.
Boxing Barry I feel the exact same way and I suffer from depression
Boxing Barry switch off from social media. confide in your closest mates (only have 3/4 in reality) and stimulate your mind by reading/exercising. that's the best advise I can give. good luck m8
The truth is I have no friends, only acquaintances. I took up exercising for the very reason you mention. I used to really enjoy it and look forward to the next session. These days its an effort to go, and when I do, I can't wait to leave. The feeling of wanting to leave rises to the point where I just have to gather my stuff and go. This could be 20 minutes into an hour session. One or two at the gym have noticed this and mentioned it to me. I pass it off as I have other things to do. Everything feels like it's spiralling out of control.
Boxing Barry go to a group where you won't be judged. church/amateur dramatics. they'll take u in and you'll soon make friends. I swim, thats great stress released I find and gives u time to think about things.
Boxing Barry You definitely have depression. I have the same feelings as you. I have been in a really dark place for the last two years. Keep pushing much love my friend.
Love to everyone out there struggling.
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If it wasn't for my dog, I would be gone. Never wanted pity or understanding, just so fucking tired. Thank God for animals.
As cliff said, I want you to live.
@@LyraDavis i wish someone could say this to me.. but there isnt..
@@starrysnow7445 then I will say it. I want you to live. Don’t give up. You matter.
I say this about my cats they help me through it on some days
@@LyraDavis i cant do it.. i wish my life would end tonight so i don't have to feel pain
The hardest thing is finding motivation to do things even small things seem like massive chores. Literally have been led in bed all day doing nothing because I just don't see the point :(
Micah Johnson I’ve tried this and God feels very distant, what should I do because I am Christian and normally a genuinely happy person and have a great sense of humor but it feels like I lost it in literally one day. One day I was happy, then boom, the next I felt different. I try to listen to worship and pray and it seems like he’s punishing me and is far. I’m getting tired of talking about it to my church members and friends because sometimes I do get hopeless. It’s exhausting
@@jamericbernal1011 It's been two years now. How are you doing? Wish you the best.
@@jamericbernal1011 how are you now
Exactly...the point.....is gone....n before....we didn't even need one...it's so weird
This makes sense love, I always find it difficult to do things because nothing makes sense and matters.
I try to talk to my family about depression when I’m at my lowest point but they always say ‘it’s just hormones... you’re a teenager it’ll go away... grow up’ and it really hurts
hormones don’t do this type of shit like never
Ugh same now im even dealing with selfharm alone lol
@@maneling how are you holding up?
I’m so sorry. Please don’t be too hard on your parents, they are just echoing what they were likely told by their parents.
Hey guys fish oil had help me out! You can take it for your depression!
I feel numb
I feel sad
I feel empty
“Just be happy if will all go away”
You don’t know what it is like...
Take depression seriously
Jasmin Draws Most people don’t understand depression until it hits them. Living the same day over and over. Thinking this is all life will ever be but it’s not true. Life will get better but not on it’s own. We gotta bring positive change to our life. It won’t be easy and you’ll have to dig deep to find the strength to continue. Start small and build yourself up. You’ll have days when you want to quit but we just gotta remember life does get better. Everyday is a new opportunity for change. Good luck friend and stay strong.
Those people will never understand the depth of depression but you want to know something? depression isn't an ending, having depression does not stop you from living the rest of your life the way in which only smiles brighten your days. You need to understand that living with depression is only something you need to fight not something you learn to live with thats why people confuse it so much- fight your depression share your thoughts step out that house and do what you love or used to no matter how many thoughts tell you not to. I believe you can fight, believe in yourself too
I was heartbroken to read your comment friend. It hurts me to see you this sad. I have written 5 things about you that are true. And here they are.......you have a community of fellow suffers that support you. You have angels that are watching over you. You have a friend who is writing this to you. You have a Heavenly Father who adores you. You have a Savior who gave his life for you. Take care.
I can laugh and be happy but theres always a sadness and Empty feeling in The back of My head, Well really, My whole body
I feel so drained and even The smallest things as pickgin up a thing uve dropped is torturing
But i can smile and i can laugh, i am a bubbly person and have always been
Does that mean i dont have depression?
I laugh at everything, whether im nervous sad or angry i do It at everythinf
So when i went to My doctor and The Word depression came up she just in an eyeblink Said " No i dont think u have depression, Ive gotten The Idea of u as a very happy person, u smile and laugh alot"
but i dont feel happy at 4am when i cant sleep
I dont feel genuinely happy ever
And Ive felt like this for surely 4 years back and forth
Same here. I try to be cheerful so I won't pass on this sickness to the people around me, but then when I try to open up they just shrug it off saying "no, maybe you're just having a bad day," or "you're just experiencing the ups and downs of life!" Honi no, normal people feel like life is worth living.
It sounds like hidden depression (it is a thing, you can search about it)
Ella Xx same with me really
Check out j.krishnamurti he might help
It’s almost impossible to explain the mental agony of depression to someone who has never had it.
You spend every second of your waking day in a place of horror, complete darkness and complete emptiness. A place that won’t allow any glimpse of hope, happiness or purpose.
The past is so so unbearably sad to think about, there is no future, and the present is cold and bleak and meaningless…but this doesn’t capture the pain someone goes thru.
The thing, whatever it is, that hangs over you, trapping you, making you feel that way is something else, something indescribable
It’s the last place I would want anyone to go to.
Pull my socks up?
You stick your socks up your arse.
I don’t have it anymore and everyday is happy now. Please please don’t ever give up trying. The end of the misery could always be just round the corner.
nice content of the video. but the background music is overwhelming the voices. too loud.
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I’m not very good at describing how I feel when I get depressed but watching this video made me realize I’m not suffering alone. I have days where I contemplate suicide and I find it difficult to keep going. I’m praying for all those suffering with their mental health and fighting that bully in their head.....
When I'm depressed
I can't talk,
Shut the curtains,
Hide away,
Cry easily,
Don't feel motivated to do anything,
Want to be left alone,
Wish it would go away,
Wish it hadn't come back again and
Wish it will never come back again
I physically feel the nail in my chest pinning me down every morning. It's like I dont want to see tommorow but at the same time I wanna see what the future holds for me and if it gets better or not. I just want someone to be there for me, just as I try to be..😭😭
this....this is exactly how im feeling
@@genesisramirez8471 dont worry, theres light at the end, please dont give up, its not worth it. We all have ups and downs, the world is beautiful, we just have to change our mindset and perspective. I hope what your young through gets easier 🤍
Stay strong and when you cant be strong just be weak, be the weak has you want, but never, never give up, stay in bed, watch movies or something you like and just live
2:58 “I wouldn’t be who I am without depression, and i love the person I am” ❤️ This is everything! 🤞🏼❤️
“You can see the people around you that love you very much, but you just don’t feel that same love.” That really hit me hard
I wish we could get rid of depression 😣
De -Vine, wish....
De -Vine Hey Divine, sorry to hear you suffer from depression. If only we could press a button to make it go away! But with the right tools, mindset and support, you can get more control. Get in touch anytime you would like to chat or need advice. Or head on over to my channel for positive videos and meditations etc
de vine do meditation continuously to get rid from.depression
yup, there is an answer for you-----ayurveda!!.
Ik how
If ur brave to do it...
U escape if not u will only suffer
I can't decide...
I lost my best friend to suicide last year and still beat myself up for feeling like I wasn't there for him when he needed it. my heart goes out to those who deal with this.
Depression is living hell in life.
Take Drugs It Helps Bro
It didn’t help me it just made me worse
@@emily_thebasegod there is no permanent cure.
@@Sid-md5en except death. Please pray that God will give me strength to end myself
Every time i try to talk about how i feel to my parents or friends they say: “you’ll get over it” “thats what all 13 yr olds say” ( im 13 ) and if im honest its only making me feel worse. Much worse
I know this was 1 year ago and I really hope you found a bit of hapiness. I know its hard listening to their dilema but for as much as it hurts, you need to stop talking to them about depression and start talking to others that are in the same place, like me, share your thoughts, your experiences, what it feels like to have depression, I have depression for years and I got used to it, I got stronger, I just have to hold the sadness up and dont let her pull me down
@@luisamargarida4748 thank you so much
I'm truly sorry this happens to you. Your feelings are always valid and remember that its totally okay not to feel okay. Sometimes, we cant get over smth easily. We do deserve happiness, and ofc everyone wants to be happy. but sometimes, we just cant find those happiness becauae of depression.
btw, Bakugo looks rly cute in ur profile pict hahahah
I just wish I had an online friend to talk to about depression and other stuff..
I've suffered from this from The age of 7 and it's been 5 years..
i know this is late but we can be friends, i think i have depression but am not really sure
Catexplorer, friends could possibly make it worse, the are nothing it close enemies.
Catexplorer, music seems to help in situations for depression, have you tried that?
It gets better
Agree with most of this
Trying not to be a bitter person but depression has robbed me of so much.
To everyone, you can and will turn your life around. The pain is just temporary. You CAN do this! NEVER EVER Give Up!
I'm replying to some people who are struggling with depression or any problems. I hope it helps them :) Remember, YOU MATTER.
Keerthana Ross Atta girl .
The best way I can explain it is: It is beyond nothingness, and it's the most painful thing I've ever not felt
Please do a video on the misconceptions about ADHD, especially for girls who are underdiagnosed. It's not just being hyper but lacking dopamine receptors etc and not feeling reward for what you do.
Tabitha Akers I have a video on ADHD
Yess
And aspergers too, it’s often under diagnosed for women.
YOUR skin isn't paper,dont cut it,
Your face isn't a mask,dont cover it,
Your size isn't a book,dont judge it,
Your life isn't a movie,dont end it
oof oof Well said 👍🏽
Idiots: TeChniCallY We aLl DiE
Ik but no words can cheer me up
The only thing the only escape
Is if I'm enough brave to do it.
Easier said than done
@@mattcapper3705 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
The music was too LOUD & DISTRACTING.
OMG YES!!! I found it so obnoxious, why would anyone do this. The video would be really good if it wasn't for that
As for me, I suppose I've always suffered from depression and anxiety. I only realized that's what it was when I was a teenager. As a kid, I was so angry and couldn't take someone teasing me and everyone would wonder why, but it would always hurt. Every time. I know now the word for what I was feeling and that word is insecure. I always felt insecure as a kid. Fast forward a bit and I eventually got over that feeling of insecurity. But, insecurity and anger was replaced by apathy and sadness. I always felt alone because connecting with others was always hard. At least now I know why. Over the years, your mind goes to some very dark places, especially when you're alone. Which for me, most of my time was spent alone. A lot of people, I know would see no point in living when looking that far into the dark. I did too. But, I also saw no point in dying either. Dying is no escape. Dying is simply going around a blind corner. We have no idea what it's like, and for all we know, it could be far worse than living. I still rarely feel a moment of happiness, but once in a while, when I know I'm surrounded by people who care and know I'm not alone, those are the moments I live for. The best moments. The moments where depression isn't as bad as it usually is. Moments where I almost feel normal. And I think that for a lot of people with depression, they struggle where I do, which is just human contact. I know depression is a mental illness, but human contact really does ease the suffering. It helps to not feel alone when you get some people you care about and know who care about you in your life.
Damn I think this is the comment I relate to the most ,as a kid I was also very angry and insecure but I never let anyone ever see me sad or hurt a few years ago a big change occurred in my life and I was suddenly in a new country . The fact that I was different from all the other kids around me didn’t help with my insecurities. Then covid happened and I just went to this really dark place . I stayed in my room all day and just basically hid from the world. I pushed the few friends I had away because I thought they all hated me. I basically pissed away my entire highschool experience. None of the things I liked brought me joy and i lost trust in every one,always afraid that they might hurt me or I might hurt them. Got into weed which made a bit crazier at first but slowly it started to really help me . I’m starting to feel a little better but I’m just so scared that it’s all gonna just come back or maybe I’m still in the same dark place and don’t even know it .
This illness hurts so much and makes you turn into someone that you would never think you would become... Every day is a struggle to live. I’m finally getting the help i need. Everyone in my family always told me i will grow out of it. Being 14 and crying all the time & having no energy for anything. I was told that it was my puberty. Now i’m 21 and a mother and i have to get help because i don’t want this to affect my sons life at all. I pray this journey will make my life more enjoyable. I pray.
It's like having a knife in your heart every time and it's like your hole life is just confusion and you are so scared of yourself because of everything that you think.You feel like you have no one even though everyone keeps telling you that they are here for you.
-Saying this with a waterfall of tears coming out of my eyes-
You are so right... and you are not alone in this, I feel the same way, I used to hurt myself just to feel pain in other places than my chest. About the thinking... I know its hard but you cant give up, you cant let your mind control you, you need to do something that takes your mind out, like watching a movie, a tv show, a video, maybe music (i cant listen to music because they affect me super hard in emotions). And about the felling that you dont have no one but everyone tells you they are there for you is because your body needs a certain attention that those people arent giving, I felt the same about a friend, he always tolded me that I can talk you him and stuff but, when I talk to him about some stuff he just wont listen and start talking about other things but still says hes listening to you, he makes me feel like Im a joke... so even if he tells me that I can count on him, deep inside I feel like I cant... And maybe thats what you are feeling, its like saying I love you, You cant just make a person belives that you love her just because you said I love you, she will only belive you when you show her that you love her, with this is the same, your friends can tell you 1000 times that they are there for you, but if they dont show it you will never belive in them and will never have the courage to talk to them
Depression is not like a light switch it does not just turn on and off when we want. It takes desire and support to break through and it can be done!
I’m 11 and I have really bad depression and when I was 7 I hated myself without even knowing what depression is. I was so close to jumping out of the window and my mum caught me
Born to Perform my friend tries to help me with depression. Two quotes that keep me from doing something serious to myself are
Just keep swimming. At the end of finding Nemo, they found Nemo, didn’t they. It was hard, but they found him. Likewise, you will at some point see the light. I know I will one day too. And it may be a struggle to ‘find’ happiness again and to swim out of the clutches of depression, but one day, as long as you keep swimming, it will happen.
Everything always gets better- this may not be true for all things, but it is for mental illness. If we seek support, everything always gets better, I promise.
Good luck x
Thank you for making this! Uh, it was kinda hard to gear people because the music was so loud at 1:50
I have Bipolar and my depressions are soul crushing. To anyone who thinks we fake depression, I challenge them to swap places for just a day.
treatment doesn't just come from therapy or "professional help". it can come from almost anything. sometimes a treatment can be just wanting someone to be there for you even when you're feeling chaotic inside. my ex gf helped me tremendously. when she left me it came back worse turning into suicidal depression. there are ways, but everyones ways are different.
Is it only me or does everyone get this feeling...you know there's positivity out there...you know you can get out of depression....but you just don't have the stamina to get out of it? You just wanna lay down on bed....and just be lost in your world... a million thoughts running in the brain...you wanna get yourself out of it but you don't want to...
Started when i was 18 and continued til i was 25. When i found a stronger sense of purpose and community it subsided. After i lost that sense if community and purpose its began to make its way back. My adhd is also has a strong effect on the condition. Not being able to meet bug goals makes me feel like a failure without direction
Depression is being extremely over-emotional some days and then the other days feeling completely empty and numb. On the over-emotional days I will be constantly crying and so most people find it annoying and most people ignore me. On the numb days it is impossible to pick my feet off the ground and to do anything. Depression to me is constantly wanting to die and no professional wanting to help stop it.
I have felt this way since I was 10 however I only went to a doctor last year (when I was 17) and got diagnosed 11 months later. And now it's been another 6 months and I'm still waiting to get help.
cookietiger please tell me you tried to get help!
I really hope you’ve gotten help and are in a much better place now
I have been living with depression for more than 10 years. I feel too tired. Life is painful and pointless. I'd rather die.
I have depression and anxiety and I had to show this to my friends to explain my panic attacks why I can’t just say stuff that makes me sad and how I hide under the mask they are the only ones who understood me one of them even told me even when it feels like you are being pulled underwater I will grab your hand and bring you back up I will never forget that
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I just realized I have hfd. I am a freshman and I haven’t felt the same since before 8th grade. Everything these people are saying is really applying to how I feel. It’s so frustrating because many teens make jokes out of this and see some posts about this and automatically diagnose themselves and start talking about how they have it at school. Nobody knows I feel this way and I’ve felt like there’s something so wrong with my life for so long but I couldn’t describe it in one explanation because it’s affected my whole lifestyle. I’m tired of this and I am going to try to fix my life. I don’t want to live like this because it is keeping me from achieving anything. Everyone thinks I am a normal well rounded girl that makes good grades and I do lots of extra curricular. But this is such a problem in my life and I want to do all these hobbies but I can’t because I always feel like I am wasting time and feel nothing when doing them. Every time I tried to explain this my parents I couldn’t because it’s not just sadness or one problem and it’s incredibly frustrating. My parents always insist it is horomones or because I am moody or something and that really hurts me how they haven’t realized what I’ve been going through every day for so long. I can finally describe this now and I am not insane.
my mom told me the depression is from phone.. but no its from my mom, phone is the one that can make me calm :)
we cannot erase depression from our brain but we can definitely superimpose on it something for making everything normal, I am suffering from last 5 years , one question always strike in my head "will a day come when I will feel like I used to feel before it entered my life" but now my desire for that day is answered by my thought "what you use to feel like when you was normal was what we human have acquired in our evolution process" , every living being feels differently and reacts differently , so there is nothing as feeling normal just accept what you have it will be the new normality and you will be the new more evolved human than the normal ones
It’s like a black hole is inside of you, pulling every emotion inside at the same time so that you can’t tell what you’re feeling and none of your emotions can get out.
A groundbreaking British study has found that the psychedelic drug psilocybin can be safely given to patients, and may be used to treat a range of mental health conditions.
Today, the mushroom compound is being used in clinical trials for end-of-life anxiety, treatment-resistant depression, addiction, eating disorders and other conditions with unprecedented success, and psilocybin-assisted therapy has been given FDA “breakthrough therapy” status as a treatment for depression.
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I've been depressed and suicidal since I was ten years old. I'm finally learning to admit this truth, and to break the stigma and guilt society puts on me.
Everytime Im alone, I think about of stuffs like I feel I dont have any friends and sometimes it hurts when u get ignored. 💔
i know what it feels like but sometimes life is better without any friends... trust me... I couldnt hold a friends hand for more than a year, they all left me, I cried all the time because it felt like a breackup. Now I dont have many friends just the friends of my partner and it feels good because yes they arent there for me on my bad moments but they let me be there with them when Im in my bad moments, hearing other people talk and laugh makes me feel more and more better. I have a dog and a cat anddd a bird and without them my life would be so useless, try to get a pet if you can, they change lives
Im going through overwellming depression, since i was 13, now im 23, what hurts me the most is what my depression lead to, such as failiures, people bothering me due to me being vulnerable. People need to understand, that depression is real.
Hw r u after 3 years ?
@@PHEROMONE-wz9bz Thanks for asking. I never thought this was ever possible, but I feel so much better. I am able to manage myself. If I can do it then anyone can do it.
Sometimes people make me feel like an idiot. Especially my parents. They always say “depressed people make others feel bad” and crap like that.
Everyone’s always like “there’s no reason to be sad.”
It makes me sad because I really don’t have a reason to be sad. I don’t know why I’m sad. I just am. And then everyone acts like it’s my fault.
Its not your fault, and when that happens I know its hard but you need to distance yourself from bad comments, it will help a lot, my parents dont even imagine I have depression and I dont have to hear those comments, if its hard? Yes it is but its for the best...
I've actually tried to "be happy" like what ppl would tell someone with depression.. but trying to pull yourself together is like telling yourself "you're doing great" with a forced smile while crying and thinking about taking your own life
I don't know if I actually have depression or just extremely fragile and break down a lot. It's like when I'm not occupied, I can feel the numbness sinking in. I over think when I can think, and my train of thoughts just end up criticizing my self and belittle my self, every time that I happens I feel so worthless, or unwanted, unneeded. Like dust. And that's when suicidal thoughts come in. It hurts so much on the inside that I want it to just end. Or at least lessen the pain. At those moments of time I wish I were numb again. Sometimes I question myself why aren't I like the others. I mean they seem so carefree while I seemed to be covered in a layer of ash. I usually just cried. Sometimes punching the walls or the table, it lightens the emotional pain in those times. Is it a mental break down or depression if those breakdowns happens 2-4 times a week? Or issit just normal?
God, I don't know, but I feel exactly the same. Imma leave my comment here in case someone more educated in this area comes along, and so you know that you aren't alone.
Blank Freak Hey, I am sorry to hear of the pain you feel! It can be so crippling and almost feels like we are trapped n a vice which is getting tighter and tighter to the point where it’s too much to bare! But remember there are many ways of loosening the tight trapped feeling. Support, understanding are very useful tools. I’ve been where you are at, and reaching out to those I may be able to help. If you need a chat, advice or reasons to see why your great, get in touch or head over to my channel. Never feel alone! Sending a big hug! :)
I think it's anxiety.. you are in self doubt about yourself. I also think same way like why just me. Why not them? If i look at people around me, they are just normal and doing human things like communicating, eating, dating so easily and smoothly..
@@Jenish599 Yeah I think so too. Had seen a psychologist and they didn't wanna diagnosed me because I'm 16. Now I'm 19. Although life's gotten better as I've actually got emotional support in life now, MVP being my current partner. I still get breakdowns when stress builts up or it's just a bad day. It still tires me out to try not to breakdown on those days and the issues back then are still here, just managed a little better but they're all still here and it still hurts when things trigger. In an art course and for the past two days I almost had two breakdowns due to stressing myself over my creations for assignment and felt like my doing is not good enough compared to others. I can feel the normalcy now adays but everything something goes south or stresses me out the fear that I'll slip back haunts me.
When I wake up every morning I have to tell myself to not immediately start calculating the time I have for every step of the way until I reach school because I don't want to be like. Like 10min for brushing and toilet and changing then another 10min for finish changing, check everything in bag, mask, wallet etc etc.
I've had some good days I've had some hills to climb I've had some weary days and some lonely nights. I Won't Complain THANK YOU LORRDDD
Why am i watching this? I already have depression and I know what it is...
Me too
For years I didn’t understand what was happening. I was convinced I had some autoimmune disorder that made me extremely tired and depressed all the time. I am now on medication for my social anxiety and depression and although everyday is a challenge it has helped a bit. It’s been so dark for me lately I hope there’s a light at the end of this tunnel. I don’t want to feel this way
I wish I had someone to talk to
Have you tried to talk to your parents or friends?
I feel you
Me too 😞🤦♀️
i hate the common misunderstanding that you can't have fun when you have depression, and I even tell myself that and I convince myself that maybe I'm faking it. of course you can still laugh, have fun, you might even feel happy at times, but it's always at the bottom of everything.
Let's see. The abysmal secondary education system of the UK, the ludicrous cost of living, the age of Facebook, very high taxes, politics everywhere, a government that suffocates creativity and entrepreneurship, skills mismatch among the working age population, a media that is fully controlled by the government and portrays itself as impartial. It's all the perfect solution to a wide spread of depression in the U.K. I'm an American living here and never have I met so many negative people in my whole life as I have in London.
Kurt Gödel What you accurately described is an endemic by product of modern western societal norms. Not just in the UK, that’s for certain
I’ve always been that one friend in the group that makes the jokes and makes everybody laugh. But deep inside me, I feel so empty, the sadness just doesn’t go away, I can’t seem to find my happiness or enjoys the things I once use to love doing. I feel like an outsider on most days, like my life has no meaning, and I’m totally useless and just a waste of everybody’s time. Something seems missing inside me, I don’t know what my purpose is, I feel empty all the time. The worst part is I have nobody to talk to. I wait for the day where all of it was just a nightmare and I will wake up feeling happy like I use to.
hellogoodbye dang, thats me
Get rid of the background music. This music certainly doesn’t help depression. Geez
I agree the background music is awful. I couldn't hear properly or concentrate on what the people were saying. It was very intrusive my mind.
It feels like nothing matters and there is nothing to look forward to and the best times are behind you and that there is no point in trying to go through life because you're almost always depressed. When you do get happy it's for a very brief period of time and its infinitely easier to fall into depression then it is to feel happy for even a moment.
I am a 10 year old child and I have suffered from depression since I was 8 years old
I’m 14 suffer it from the age of 13
Never thought I'd felt this, and when i acknowledge it, it's already sinking me deeper and deeper. And now i'm wondering, why can't i apply to myself the advices and motivational words i'd given to my friends before. Why is it so hard?
I just have a really damaged brain.
Yes my father yells at me and it makes me cry.
Yes my mother nearly drowned and is in the hospital.
Yes people think I’m faking depression.
Yes I am useless.
No, youre not. You aren't useless. No one is. You are beautiful by just excisting. You may think that im just saying that to cheer u up and because... I've never met you so how would I know right?? Well, I don't know your name, age, where youre from or even what you look like. (If I did i'd be really creepy) But what I do know is that you are made of stardust. Yes, sounds weird I know but hear me out. I once read that every atom in our body comes from exploded stars. And that the atoms in youre left hand probably are different from the ones in youre right hand. Isn't that poetic? Doesn't that make you love youreself even just a tiny bit more? I hope it does^^
No you are not ! Everyone has a purpose and u will find yours eventually ❤️❤️❤️❤️
For me, I walk around everyday feeling like there’s some sort of weight I’m bearing everywhere I go. I feel it in my head and in my chest. When it first hit me, i would cry non-stop. I wasn’t even the happiest of people beforehand, but the shock of feeling something drastically lower for the first time got me incredible reactive. Little did I know, that this drastic low would stay with me for another 2 and a half years. And overtime, this feeling became my average. Looking back, I realise I let myself lose all the close friendships and relationships I’d EVER had. Having no energy, no motivation..... It was like I’d stumbled and rolled down a hill of progression that everyone else seemed to be climbing. I still feel that way. I compare myself to the way I used to be. The potential friendships I could’ve made but didn’t because I was miserable. Where I could be right now if I wasn’t so setback. Every single day is a struggle. Doing everyday tasks, talking to people is a struggle. But what choice do I have? There’s been a time where I was idle. I couldn’t go to school, do homework, shower, talk to anyone outside my family, watch anything, nothing. For about an 8 month period, anything I enjoyed doing lost its spark for m. I curled up in my blankets and just wanted to feel void in the dark, hoping to just go *X* and cease to exist. But of course, it only made everything collapse over me over time and caused more pressure that I could not deal with. That is really the only motivation I have to do the necessities. So to not completely crumble.
So as of right now, I’ve lost my social skills, friends, motivation, I get very bad brain fog, I’ve gained weight, I’m possibly the most insecure being on earth, and I feel like shit. I also feel like an outcast around people, I cannot make eye contact, I procrastinate everything I want or “intend” to do, and I hate myself. I am numb.
Don’t worry, I wouldn’t want to be friends with me either.
How you are you feeling now?
Music is annoying
I think what helps a lot with depression is finding others that experience the same symptoms and just by looking at someone or how they come off on the outside can be very misleading.
This was a great video, I related to pretty much it all. Well done BBC
I had been bullied ever since I had started school, and I have always had terrible anxiety about walking in the hallways. Anytime I would look at someone I felt like they were talking bad about me, so it was hard for me. I am bullied almost everyday, and it feels terrible. I first started getting depression in fourth grade after my grandmother had passed away. She was everything to me, and I would’ve done anything to see her smile or see her be happy. I could trust her with my secrets and insecurities because i knew she would never judge me. I hadn’t told anybody about the bullying at the time because I thought it was my fault. Sometimes I try to shut myself out from others, and I have realized these past few months I have been eating less and less everyday. Having people bully me while I have depression makes it 100 times worse. I would always judge myself and make it feel like everything that was happening to me was for a reason. I have had many suicidal thoughts, but I have been trying so hard to forget about them because I know that I wouldn’t want that for myself.
Even to this day I continue to push through my thoughts and bullying.
I hope one day my grandmother will look down on me and be proud of the decisions I have made for myself.
My depression is so bad idk how to get better I sleep all damn day long I'm always tired
I use to do the same. Sleeping all day to get away from depression. The only time I felt normal... I realized it wasn’t going to get better unless I did something. I could either watch life past me while I sleep or bring change to my life. Start doing small things and keep trying. It won’t be easy and you’ll want to go back to hiding under the blanket at times but it will get better. Stay strong friend.
@@723-1A thank you so much I will be applying for a job soon but im scared as hell because i have social anxiety and I'm worried my tiredness will get in the way and get me fired 🙁 plus i mess up when I'm nervous but I'm still gonna try
summer 1999 Sometimes it better to try and fail then never trying. Who knows what can happen. Maybe you love it and meet people you can truly call friends. Good luck.
@@723-1A that is true 🙂 thank you
Sometimes it's the thoughts we dwell on, watch the video on my channel it might help
Almost everyone goes through depression I really hope I don’t because it sometimes leads to suicidal behavior
Just to let anyone know with depression or insecurities
Your beautiful and don’t let anyone say other wise I hope you have an awesome day and just know you are loved 🥰
Have a beautiful day
Just to let y’all know I just wanna make someone smile so you don’t need to like have a good day goodbye!
Even though it’s 10:21 pm so have a good night!
*Bible*
When you pass though the waters, I will be with you. And when you pass though the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you.
Fear not for I am with you;
Be not dismayed,
For I am your god;
I’ll strengthen you,
I’ll hope you,
I’ll uphold you with my righteous right hand.
God himself is who goes before you. He will be with you. He will not fail you nor forsake you. Don’t be afraid. don’t be discouraged.
Turn your eyes upon Jesus. Look forth in his wonderful face and the things of earth will grow strangely dim, in his light, glory and grace.
Feeling down or depressed? God is trying to get your attention. You’ve taken your eyes of him & placed them on another.
*Hope this has brightened your day*
I went to the GP recently about my anxiety/possible mild depression. And he prescribed me antidepressants because I'd been so resistant for so long to go to the doctor because I was scared to.
I told my parents and they were immediately against me having meds. Being shocked that i didnt talk to them. Claiming I should just talk and open up about it.
I didn't expect them to be happy about it. But their reaction was worse than sad acceptance. It was activelty against it. My mum even said 'you don't look depressed.'
Their reaction just added anxiety on top of the anxieousness I already feel at the prospect of taking them. But I already feel so bad in general that I want to take them. If they don't work. I'll change or stop with the help of my doctor.
It just makes me sad that my parents were like that even though everyone else I've talked about this with has been supportive of me.
Mighty God in heaven, glory is your name.
Father I pray you give them rest as if they had slept a full night. Invigorate them with Your word and excite them. Holy Spirit show your presence in a way that they would recognize it was God. Mathew chapter 7 verse 7 says to ask and we shall receive, seek and you shall find and knock and it shall be opened to you. God’s Word is truth and says that whatever we ask in the name of Jesus we shall receive if we believe. Anyone who is suffering from depression, sadness, night terror, sleep related symptoms in Jesus name I pray for their freedom. Every chain be broken off their body and spirit. Let them glory the Father in heaven for his grace and mercy. A pill may give them 3 hour relief but your blood gives us everlasting relief. Father in heaven, I’m asking you cover them as they’re sleeping and awaking. Give them rest in their spirit and in return they will give their life and repent of their sins. Anyone who hears this prayer and agrees bless them Lord. So they can see glory away from their darkness. I pray in Jesus name amen!
“Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust.””
Psalm 91:1-2 NIV
Thank you.
Thank you my sister in the lord i took a screenshot
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Jesus Warrior I'm not religious at all but for some reason this was very powerful, emotional and lovely to read.
I'm crying so bad God bless u I'm speechless u amazing human being God Bless!
When you experience depression, it’s like you are having to have a constant spiritual battle within yourself where you are struggling to find the light in every everyday situations or circumstances that you strongly don’t want to have to experience.
Is it bad that I was laughing so hard with tear in my eyes even though it hurts so much? Everytime I'm in pain I laugh it off I don't even understand why. There are also times where I just wanted to cry my mom asks me but never understand because I really don't know why really. It's scaring me.
It's surviving, but wanting to live.
It's trying to be happy, but having nothing to make you feel happy.
Everyone around you loves you, but you can't see or feel the love, the bond.
Its wanting to talk about it, wanting to get help; but not having the motivation to do anything about it.
Depression is a sign something has to change. Take a proactive approach to fix it, there is always something you can control and make better.
Depression can't be fixed we can only learn how to cope with it.
Its my birthday day today , i dont think i would ever be happy whats left for me its to die in peace , i tried to be positive and i dont wanna live with thoughts questioning myself am i good enough i tried God , living each AN every day feels heavy i have a heavy feeling on my chest i cant maintain an upright posture, its hard watching others life progress and you feel stucked , helpless , and hopeless . GOD KNOWS I TRY MY BEST AND AT TIMES I JUST FEEL LIKE HE DOESNT EXIST, LAST YEAR WAS THE TOUGHEST YEAR FOR ME I MANAGED TO PULL THROUGH DIFFICULT TIMES THINKING EVERYTHING WILL JUST BE FINE BUT NOTHING EVER GETS BETTER SO I SOMETIMES FEEL SUICIDE ITS THE ONLY WAY . THATS MY DEPRESSION.
Sorry to hear you terrible struggle...❤
It sucks!!!😢
I lost it all. I mean everything.. all in 2023.
I stressed SO badly, I had anxiety, insomnia... I couldn't accept what happened and what was happening. I collapsed frequently, and had mental breakdown. I now have severe anxiety, severe depression.. im unable to do anything at all. I just sit, or lay all day. Like I'm a zombie. Filled with hurt, regret, guilt and horror. I just want to die, I have no desire to live. It's not what I want to do anymore
Sorry for trauma dumping 😢
i have/had depression. from 8, till now, 14.
follow or no follow-----telling is my responsibility----www.practo.com/healthfeed/depression-ayurveda-has-perfect-cure-24069/post
You can see the people around you and how much they love you but you cant feel that love... that really spoke to me i relate so much
My Brain: We are going to feel sad today.
Me: But I got this new cool thing.
My Brain: No, we sad today.
I'm 15 and the 2 days ago I got diagnosed with moderate depression and anxiety. My therapist told me I have more anxiety than depression. Every day I feel like crap and I tell myself "I'll just think positively", but I can't because so many thoughts are already swirling through my head and I feel like I'm going crazy.
You need to do something to distract you from that, I think I have more depression than anxiety and I suffer from the same thing, those horrible thoughts that just dont leave. You know what I do? I watch movies, tv shows, I sit next to my window watching movies (being in an uncomfortable position helps me think less because of the light pain that I get in my but sitting on a cold floor 😅) And at least, I start packing things like organizing things in boxes labeling them, writing what they have inside, and I never stop, I must have organized my closet with boxes more than 10 times in a year, try to find things that help you not think, I have a video in Instagram that teaches you 5 things to do on anxiety attacks, if you want I can send you
How can I comeback to my real self again? feeling always tired and I tried to act but still nothing works
Not feeling happy or content no matter what you do...prolonged sadness is what I deal with all my life
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You're beautiful :)
2019 was the best year of my life even there's many thing i suffered but out of sudden when i went seeing doctor for my other illness, i was refered to psychiatry and got diagnosed with depression. Idek that i suffered since a long time
i want to give up...and i'm only 14 how stupid right
Im 14 to and im legit stressed over everything
13 here
That's not stupid, I know your comment is about a year old, but at the moment I'm 14 and I understand how you felt/feel. It's easier to give up, especially when you are given no advice or words of support from anyone around you or from the ones you love. So because I don't know you as a person, and I'm not going to lie about how amazing you are (I'm not saying you're not amazing I'm just saying I don't know anything about you) don't give up. Just take each day at a time, keep taking short steps and deep breaths. There are people out there who will be like you, people who will understand what you went/are going through. I know that everything seems like it's going to hell right now, but with no cliche intended, things will get better. And that is me telling the truth. I was and still am going through a dark time, but there is always that small ray of hope which finds its way to me, and if it has not gotten to you yet then trust me, it's on its way.
Midori Amemori please don’t I am only 12 and I tried to give up and was stuck in hospital for 10 weeks I still suffer but I try so hard to get through it as when I was in hospital every one was sad and it’s not fair on them xx
Midori Amemori it’ll get better after school etc
This is probably the most realist & most relatable video I've watched on YT
Yeah she is totally right about depression stigma in the muslim community because some shitty parents don't believe in mental illness that you can't really see and think it's because you're not "close to god" as if you could just pray depression away. But my parents are super chill so it's not really an issue and they take me to a therapist but i feel bad for my friend her parents are super traditional in some aspects and tell her to pray more and strengthen her faith and relationship with god to "fix" her depression,like new flash depression is a chemical imbalance in your brain.
The worst thing is, it can last for years. With no end in sight. Even with help. Going on 14 years now still struggling with it.
Hwz it goin ?
Depression is so lonely
Make you right it's you feel like a weirdo talking about it to anybody I know I do
It's hard to be happy and proud for who you are and for what the world is when you have depression. It changes you. I have depression and life...its not easy to be honest it's feels like you are not normal and that you basically don't belong.
I will keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on him 📖 Jesus said 👟❤️📖📖📖✝️💯🙂 taste and see that the lord is good !!!!!!!
I might have depression.. School has stressed me out. I don't even care about myself and my anxiety is horrible. I feel like 40% of my depression came from my parents. They put so many expectations on me and if I fail at something or make a few mistakes, they just yell at me. I always fear about doing something wrong I will just be a disappointment.