The Honeysticks - Out Like A Light
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this is the official lyric video for "Out Like A Light" - debut single from Los Angeles band, The Honeysticks.
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this song hits different when youre choking on a potato chip
but hey atleast if i died i would be listening to this
nice pfp 😎😎
QWERTY you too bro 😳
i know it's been 4 months but are u ok
amanda ashley yes :)
Im intentionally going to listen to this song eating potato chips to see if i will ever get to live out your experience 😌 i will return with my data
This makes me feel like I've fallen in love and had my heart broken at the exact same time
me too!
this is a perfect description...
Indeed
That's my exact feelings, cause it only happened a couple days ago.
the gays falling in love with straights like
This reminds me of after a high school dance like the end end where everyone’s cleaning up the gym and you sit there wishing you took more risky chances
You really gonna make me cry like that ain't you
honestly it makes me wish I could've gone to a school dance. Curse you sensory sensitivity!
damn, i really felt this
how the fuck did you just put my life into words
@@moldybass2034 I was in your shoes
time to force everyone i meet to listen to this song.
Crafting! At The Disco SAME!
Crafting! At The Disco big mood man, this band should be much more popular
ME
Crafting! At The Disco Im literally doing that right now
I know righ- Wait shit that's me
I’m missing a love I’ve never had
Yeet
same,
Holy shit thats me
That's what I am always feeling for a good year or two and it hurts, a lot
Chrell Same yo
this is the kind of song that is played at the end of a movie that makes you question everything about the movie and then you start thinking about your life and you're having deep thoughts making up hypotheticals of what could have been and then you try to rationalize who you are as a human being (or not a human being i don't know your situation). that's what this song made me feel.
tabigloo This got too real
damn i'm deep
I thought exactly the same thing
"If you are not a human being I don't know your situation" I am the dead set feeling of this song
This is such a specific emotion yet completely accurate to how this song feels
why you got me cryin in the club ricky
"𝙸 𝚐𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚜 𝙸'𝚖 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚝𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑 𝚝𝚘 𝚌𝚛𝚢... " *𝚋𝚊𝚠𝚕𝚜 𝚎𝚢𝚎𝚜 𝚘𝚞𝚝*
@@Rain-de5gm YUH
Rick always got us crying in the club😔✋🏽
Most people associate this song with heartbreak and sadness, but it makes me yearn for a love I’ll probably never experience
I feel your pain :')
me too :,)
I don't know you but I love you, we in it together m8
@@legodragon5764 that’s so sweet ty ily2
When you are yearning for a love you lost, it's the worst pain you'll ever experience
i love this band with my whole heart but i came here after ricky said the noise at 2:09 was a whale cry and???? now i'm actually crying?
Jfhfidjekns that's so sad hfkfhiehe
A whale cry? Or a whale crying? Entirely different things.
its the 52hz worlds loneliest whale. a whale call has been heard during the migration season of blue whales and fin whales, but the call is at a very unique frequency that cant be compared to any other species. it seems to be the only individual with this call, hence describing it as the worlds loneliest whale :(
it was unique cause it was trying to call out further than normal was it not? or something like that, i think something about its desperation or something
Oh no I’m gonna think about the lonely whale every time I listen to this song now
this song is the feeling when your laying in bed at 4am thinking about how much you love someone, but know they'll never love you back the way you want them to
Sometimes it's true, sometimes the other one, loves you in his ( her) own way, but loves you the same, sometimes the other one , instead of sending " hearts", surprize you with a real thing, not with some emojis, there are more and different situations.
this is me right now at 3:16 am
dude why are you stalking me
Oop not me kinda doing this rn lol
Truuu
I'm reading the comments, and there is an interesting mix between. 'falling in love, first love' and 'falling out if love, last love' and honestly I love the ambiguity.
and there's a comment about that saddest whale noise 💔😞
Yeah it's odd. When I hear this song I think of it singing about falling in love and not out of it. I can see both perspectives
Take me up tight
Strung up like a kite
Dumb, wicked, and white
Love me in spite
and if I betray our lonely nights spent out like a light
With no kiss goodnight
Would we ever fight when I'm away?
Did your mother always seem to hate me?
I'm sicker every day and now I'm terrified of talking to my friends only to stay still
Dreaming of our first born and your hair covered in popcorn
You never leave
You never leave
You never leave
You leave me up tight
Strung up like a kite
Dumb, wicked, and white
Love me in spite
and if I betray our lonely nights spent out like a light
With no kiss goodnight
Would we ever fight when I'm away?
Good
this was pointless
the lyrics are on the screen but good effort? :)
@@destinipearce5926 it helped me because the lyrics came at the same time he said them, which I couldn’t keep up with it
@@user-sk3zn7su8c wasnt if u want to sing along without knowing the lyric
I love this so much I need to tell everyone about this song but I also want to hoard it and keep it to myself forever wow
@@Ricky_Montgomery ive already done this, all my friends like phonk tho :(
@@vel6295 then you need new friends
Ricky why every song u write has me like "ooooh i relate so hard to this :(" you could sing about robots and I'd be like "fuck!!!! Me!!!!"
Ricky Montgomery About the robots or the fucking?
@@knightingale1013 why not both. (I would pay for both)
@@Ricky_Montgomery what robot song did yu make
@@Ricky_Montgomery beep boop lettuce
also congrats on 400k
My bestest, dearest friend showed me this song, and it's one of the only songs that makes me feel things. God, she makes me feel things.
Damn I don’t know why this comment makes me feel things with the last sentence
karya ercanıma sevgilerle🤍🤍🤍🤍
this song gives me, you’re at prom, this is playing in the background as the slow song for the night, you’re dancing with someone you never loved and paying attention to your crush on the other side of the dance floor while holding back tears knowing they will never love you back, vibes
ouch 🥺
i- wow that hurts 😔
I see a fellow hawks kinnie 👁
the person you're dancing with adores you, sticking around for you. While you were pining, they were being patient and present. After prom they play this song just to re-live that short moment you were in their arms, knowing they you'd never see them.
@@justarandomperson3986 beknownst to you, that's your destiny waiting for you to realize
I noticed that they put the 52 hertz whale mating call starting at 2:11 which is pretty cool🐋
Amanda I hear it
@@thomasallister3446 are we secretly a whale?
honestly its sad af lmao
yeah. The loneliest whale in the world
WHAT A GENIUS. DAMN THIS SOONG👀🔥
2:27 best part of the ENTIRE song hands down.
whys this song makin me feel things
music make you feel things that you don't even know what to feel
This was the first song on my "discover weekly" playlist on Spotify and it completely floored when I heard it. This past Monday. And the more I hear it the more I fall in love with it. Can't wait to listen to the rest of you music.
SAME
SAME i play this song 50 times a day hahahhaha
Same
@@citypopisgewd2737 same
i just discovered it and no other song has given me this type of emotion
This moment 2:06 to this moment 2:08.
It is so confortable, i dont know
A moment it is so loud and suddenly a moment so quiet, this make me feel good... i dont know explain that
That's a great example of musical tension and release, and boy did they use it correctly because it made me feel things I can't describe.
It seems like a kind of meaningful silence .
It’s also the call of the 52 hz world’s loneliest whale
@@Denise-gd3td I know that story!
@@kwookie1535 This is why I freaking love ricky and honeysticksssss 😭🥰❤️❤️❤️
Whos still listening in 2024?
Me bro
@@UchihaItachi-qi9ur Legendary
Me too, loved this song back in like 2019 and it still hits hard
@@izaaak281 ong
2:18 how smartly they put the lyrics here tho
if anyone asks me what heartbreak feels like im going to show them this song
this song make me feel like i was in love
listened to this song on repeat for a month straight when I was falling for you. every time I hear this song I remember how beautiful the world was when you were with me... now it's almost two years later, and you've since moved on with your life, but for some reason I'm still stuck here trying to get over you. maybe someday I won't be stuck anymore.
a whole damn mood
Relatable.
seraev me at this exact moment. I want to get over her, but my feelings keep getting stronger
Are you okay man?
I feel the same, I showed her a whole new world in another big city here in Brazil, showed her all the great opportunities we could have together. Well, she broke up with me when I fell into a deep depression and now she's being very successful in her professional life (sure, I gave my heart and soul to help her). Me, I got over the depression, Just haven't gotten over her and it's been 7 months already. How to move on when she's already moved on?
currently working on a script but i have really bad writers block, so i come back to this song. it's sort of the theme between the two characters im writing about. listening to this helps me picture my writing and creates visuals, ultimately inspiring me again. thank you ricky and all others who participated in this masterpiece!
I'm actually intrigued! what's your story about?
beLLA THE PEOPLE WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE STORY'S ABOUT
YES EXPLAIN PLS
bella medina .
same ahhahaa
The whole aura of this song is so magical and dreamy ✨💫
Did anyone notice how when the song goes "wicked and white", instead of the word 'white' appearing on the screen, it is just left blank? As in a blank white screen?
Great analysis, Bruv
@@s.y.7866 Thanks :3
I like that take on it better than the literally lyrics. Makes it easier to relate to ^^
I remember feeling alive when I first heard this song. It was a bitter cold day, cloudy, and with small pockets of rain here and there. This really special girl I knew showed me this song. It was on the bus ride back home from school. I remember the exact stretch of road, exact time, what the worn out leather bus seats felt like, and how the rain sung its own melody through the windows. I’d say around 2:28 I happened to look at her as she silently sung along. That exact moment was when my stomach and chest realized what I hadn’t. It was that this person was going to be something special to me. In hindsight, she really did live up to that. However, I never really told her how much she meant to me, or even now, how much she still does. I see it as selfish if I were to tell her now how both sorry and grateful I am. Even so I’ll take my chances.
If you happen to see this J, I intend on keeping my promises. I’m trying to be someone you would’ve been proud of. Oh and please, please never stop creating your art. The small pieces of art I have of yours are small doodles but they bring me so much somber happiness. Thank you for everything. I’m sorry for everything.
please give me updates r u guys together
The music at 2:52 Literally kills me every single time i listen to this masterpiece ..
This song makes me want to dance alone in the middle of the night after a pouring rain when everything is so quiet.
Im gonna draw like a 1000 drawings based on your music I love it so much omg
Let me see the paintungs
ME TOO
This is the most beautiful song i've ever listened to
Sameeeee! ugh the feels
This song is so soothing. You know those perfect songs you never get tired of listening to? This is one of them for sure.
Edit: Made the mistake of listening to this for the first time with only one earbud. Having both in is a whole new auditory experience
I can’t tell you how nervous I actually was. It was a usual Friday afternoon, my high school scheduling a football game and a dance in the gymnasium afterward. My hair was up, make up finished, cute dress on, and heels to match. I thought I had overdone it, already done paying at the admission stand to get in while looking for my friends and that specific boy in mind. My mind was racing a mile a minute, but it shouldn’t have. I mean; I was already comfortable and dating this dork; so why exactly did my heart race like it was going to burst out of my chest? And then, I saw him. All those worries of ‘what if I overdid this?’, ‘does this dress suit me?’, ‘will he like my make up?’ disappeared as soon as I saw him wave me over, smile that adorable smile of his, and get me sat down to watch the game by him. The first thing he said to me? “You look amazing!” I can’t tell you how the game was going because honestly, I didn’t pay any attention to it. I was far too fixated on this cutie who was currently cracking jokes and goofing off with his bandmates to care about whether or not my hometown team was winning against our rivals. The game finished up, we headed down off of the bleachers and towards the gymnasium. Our English teacher was there, the look on her face to see us there nonetheless than joyful. She’d suspected we were together before either of us had even made a move on one another- it was no surprise she probably has a third eye for potential ‘what if’s?’. We headed inside. The lights were dimmed, there was a DJ, our friends greeted us and we all talked amongst ourselves for a bit of time. Soon after, I was entertained enough by the balloons decorating the gym floor, picking up one and tossing it into the air. Before I could even bop it back up into the air once more, he caught it, of course. The disadvantages of being a small girlfriend- but an advantage for my tall boyfriend. He smirked, raised the balloon over his head and teased me to get it back. I laughed, stood on my toes and did my utmost best to get that balloon back as if it depended on my life. Finally, I took a step back in that dimly lit gym and looked at him. Those hazel-green eyes of his held so much happiness, his smile was brighter than any of the stars and moon that shone that night. We both just took those few milliseconds to stare at one another. And then I realized I could hear my heartbeat; it was racing as wildly as ever. In those few moments I knew I’d fallen in love with him right then and there. We didn’t dance much at all, instead opting to sit on the bleachers provided and hold hands while sharing shy smiles and adoring laughter. Some might regret not dancing, but I don’t at all. Sitting there, I felt as if we had all the privacy we needed to sit close to one another and talk. Starting off as just some friends on the playground in Elementary, losing contact in middle school, rekindling a friendship once more in high school freshman year, and having the fateful chance of walking together down the halls to go to our shared History class together, we’d grown so much. Last night, at 1 in the morning, we talked about how we’re going to get married in the few upcoming years and what baby names we adored. He’s my boyfriend of nearly 3 years now; he’s my soulmate and my other half. I won’t be giving him up for as long as I can keep him. Here’s hoping I get to walk down the aisle to see his loving face, wake up every morning to see our children giggling and playing, slow dance in the living room at three in the morning with the night sky as our audience and a delicate hum on both of our lips while we hold each other close, grow grey-haired and wrinkles around our eyes because we couldn’t help but smile seeing the other in our younger days. I love you to the moon and back, Tristen. Thank you for showing me how love is really meant to be.
Now this, this is what I call the Content of a great love story 👌
You guys sound like a lovely couple, hope u rlly have that future with him
Well said.
are you guys still together?
Aww, how beautiful! I hope everything is still going well between you two and that you have the brightest future
I cannot get over this song. the vocals and the guitar and just the whole vibe of it, its beautiful. I love it.
Ricky is so underrated
found my little sister crying to this song, i asked her why and she said because he got no kiss goodnight and that he should get one because "he's better at singing than papa", i mean at least she likes the song
That is so cute what
@@stotle9788 agreed
it makes me feel like someone is crying out loud saying "i'd love u forever" while running far away from me
Damnnn😭🥺🥺
plz tell me there are other voices in this song and i'm not going crazy
Plz I was searching the comments for one like this 😅
1:21
I listened to this song when I first fell in love a year ago. Now I am listening to it as he falls out of love.
4:20 ayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
1:11 im literally in love with this part i cant explain it omg
Idk why but this songs feels like falling in love with your best friend and you know they’ll never see you the same way you see them.
this song is so ballad-y i love 3/4 time, it makes me wanna slow dance alone in the center of a ballroom, it just makes you sway as it tugs on your heartstrings in the best way possible.
all sad songs are 6/8, think about it, Put your head on my shoulder, Mr. Loverman. Line Without a Hook, Fin (by Mustard Service), 6/8 just hits different
I miss her so much
yes, this song is blue but at the same time, it gives me peace. such an incredible song. i'm speechless.
To My friend who showed me this song, Thank You. I can Cry in peace to music again.
i heard this song for the first time at a concert w ricky montgomery and cavetown, I was with my then childhood boyfriend and high school sweetheart. it was a bittersweet time.
it still hurts to listen to and its been months since we broke up. its crazy how music can just bring you back
This song could have been played during the tunnel scene in Perks of Being a Wallflower. It makes us all feel infinite.
Wish we had honey sticks in Australia
my heart has goosebumps
this song feels like having your heart broken by the person you love the most but you just can't let them know. you never told them you loved them and they had already moved on but you're stuck. you want them but you can't have them. you missed your chance and now you suffer in silence because of it
This song is my everything. Thank you so much guys for this amazing masterpiece.
this slaps harder than my mum, I LOV IT !! 💕
justanotherfujoshi LMAO
ew fujoshi
fujoshi? cringe
kiyo // aradia pfp spotted 😳✨
@@meemaw-lao0wk 😏💫
On replay for days now just can’t get over it it hits at the right spot⚡️🫂 🎶 🎧
I adore this song. I can't tell you how many times I've replayed it on Spotify today ❤️
Its cool how people associate this song with love and talk about how they wish they loved someone but I don't even think I was born to have someone to love.
screaming crying jumping off a bridge curling up into fetal position sobbing bawling melting howling crying runninga marathon forgetting how to read punching a wall sobbing jumping out of a window commiting multiple felonies bawling y eyes out
This song feels like the dreamlike state you enter after something terrible happens. You try so hard to pretend it didn't happen. You create this perfect world in your mind and just stay there. You start to notice small things out of place but you push them aside to try and keep the fantasy alive. You're terrified of talking to your friends and family coz you're afraid that they'll break it. But eventually, the reality of it gets too much for you and you have to wake up.
I love returning to this song, having it on a birthday playlist makes it unmissable :p
I love the clip at 0:59, there was apparently a controversy surrounding it. The actors were not married, not even dating - just acting. But the kiss caused an uproar, with people saying it was promoting sexual promiscuity and destroying family values.
Rest here, dear Sir. Whether you're currently falling in, falling out, or just simply remembering your love life. It never easy, but some day, it will be worth all the struggles.
the guitar solo at the end gets me every time
Im so glad my crush sent me this song. I've never felt so much for one song. There's that nostalgia that i can't quite pinpoint but is strangely calming. As i read the comments i can't help but relate to some
this is the type of song you listen to when you are reminiscing on something that never was and never could be, a future you missed out on by no fault of your own and yet you mourn every single night when you are about to fall asleep
I’ll always be thankful for this masterpiece, a song that brought me very close to the one I love the most, darling if you see this just know I love you more than you could ever possibly imagine, my beautiful Marzipan
i never felt in love with a song this quickly
...
the fact that this came out today and today was the day i left my boyfriend's house after visiting for a week, and not being able to see him for a while, this isn't chance. i was meant to love this song.
hope you people still together, my girl lives kinda far from me too, I feel you
update i’ve lived with him for about two years now ❤️
@@fairyorgans379 Damn, that was a twist, congrats to you both.
seems rather late, but I discovered this song on Valentine’s Day whilst browsing Spotify, and the moment I heard it, I fell in love. This song feels like a first date, where two lovers gently caress their soft lips against each other’s and run away to a land of amour. It holds a deep place in my heart, I will _never_ forget this song.
I can't believe it. I have been trying to find this since 2017 and I didn't remember the name of the song, any of the lyrics or the artist. Only how it made me feel. And I tried looking for it in the most stupid ways. FINALLY. Thank you Spotify!
Until now its been two years it is still underrated 😭😭
you're songs are so magical what
2:06 the buildup and the DROP is so fucking perfect...feels like ur at a pool party and ur getting overwhelmed by all the noise and chatter and then u fall into the deep end... anyways I love this song so much !! im usually not into slow songs but this one is so complex and has so many changes in dynamic, so many LAYERS....the way the lyrics are written that there's a pickup at the end of each line.... this is so beautifully constructed and definitely a very interesting song that I've been listening to on repeat and I'm still not bored
I come back to this song at least once a day 😭 it heals me for a second
Angelic.
I love everything about this.
This reminds me of the time i fell inlove with this beautiful french man who was such a flirt and had a unique hairstyle that made his shining aqua eyes glow but of course i realized he wasnt real and his name is polnareff 😩🤚
NOT POLNAREFF HAHAHAHHA
Everything thing about this song is amazing I'm glad Spotify showed me this
"LYRICS"
Take me up tight
Strung up like a kite
Dumb, wicked, and white
Love me in spite
And if I betray our lonely nights spent out like a light
With no kiss goodnight
Would we ever fight when I'm away?
Did your mother always seem to hate me?
I'm sicker every day and now I'm terrified of talking to my friends only to stay still
Dreaming of our first born and your hair covered in popcorn
You never leave
You never leave
You never leave
You leave me up tight
Strung up like a kite
Dumb, wicked, and white
Love me in spite
If I betray our lonely nights spent out like a light
With no kiss goodnight
Would we ever fight when I'm away?
I don't remember how many times i repeat this song
I don't know why I'm cryin in the club rn
God. When i heard "love me in spite" and "our lonely nights". I cried. This... is amazing, thank you.
tbh im pretty sure i've hit 100 replays lmao i've been playing this song everyday for the past few weeks
Yeah this is my favorite song
this song is so important to me
Tellement belle, beaucoup de nostalgie ressort de cette mélodie 🎶, coup de cœur, que du bonheur pour les oreilles.
I'm not even sad or depressed but damn this song hits different.
This song reminding me of my first and only love that went on for seven years with my best friend. And yeah, I still do love him, it’s just that we don’t talk anymore. I wonder what the hell went wrong. We went from visiting each other hours on end, talking about anything we wanted every single day, and becoming each other’s favorite people, to constantly avoiding each other because of one stupid fight, and pretending those precious years we spent with each other never happened. Yeah I want to go up to him but for some reason I can’t. If only I had the courage to speak to him. It’s been almost two years since we last talked and my heart still aches. We promised each other that’d we’d be together forever. I know that sounds corny but I really thought that would happen. I guess everyone was right, promises exist to be broken.
How is it going now? This sounds like my situation
This is my situation too :(
I truly hope that one day you two reconcile and go back to how you were. It sounds so painful to be yearning for the past for so long, especially with how important that relationship was to you. Just thinking about losing one of my friends makes me upset, so I can't even comprehend how awful that must be to go through. I'm sorry that happened to you.
at the very least, I hope that you can grow around this loss, and eventually accept it as part of your life; something good that happened, but is over now and you are better for it. I don't know what's happened since you commented this, but I wish you the very best of luck on your journey, stranger
this song made me feel so many things
it made me feel love
but its the type of love where its the right person but the wrong time
the love where you love someone so much but in the end it just doesnt work out
it reminds me that not everything has a happy ending
it may seem cheesy
but it reminded me of the empty feeling you have after someone you truly loved becomes a person of the past
when a hole is empty in your heart but you cant help but smile because of all the beautiful memories you have
it hurts but youre so happy that you met them
and you miss them and you wish so many things went different
you wish you had another chance for it to work out
but you smile anyway because you know that you love them
you smile because youre so happy you met them
you smile because of the memories youve shared
you smile because you remember how beautiful they are
and you smile because you know that they feel the same
thats the vibe this song gives me
and you know its a good song when it fills you with so many emotions
My sister has a very fussy baby (poor baby has a hard time falling asleep) when, I played this quietly on a loop while out for a walk, she fell asleep 💗☺️💘 your music soothed her to sleep, I also used this song to calm her down 😅
this is magic fellas
I wasn't necessarily looking for this but im glad i found it
Ricky, you don't know how much I love this song. This is my comfort song ever since I discovered it. I'm just feeling heavy this whole year and your song help me get through.
I don't know, but I feel like giving up. It just... doesn't feel like the same anymore... I know we all change, but I'm having a hard time adjusting. I feel ashamed I live this way. I'm just waking up to do nothing anymore. I miss living my life. I don't like existing. The most worse thing about this is that my feelings get invalidated and I don't have friends to say all of this. I feel no comfort other than this song. I just feel like 2022 is gonna be my worse year and i'm probably gonna surrender on that year. I hate being myself :D
Sorry for commenting my problem. I don't have a friend to say this all things out.
I’ll come back to this comment, I’m here for you. I hope you had a nice Christmas if you celebrate
@@ganyu3229 Oh thank you, I appreciate it. I celebrated Christmas just fine. Its not that bad, but it's also not that good. I hope you also celebrated your Christmas and new year if you celebrate it. ☺️
@@khjaune Yes, I also celebrated. It wasn’t good but it wasn’t the worst. If you don’t mind me asking - how have you been?
@@ganyu3229 It's been the same, really. I haven't feel that it has been 2022 already. But I might change my life this year, ngl. But yeah, I still have no motivation, a friend to talk to, and all the same things I didn't have last year. But it's fine. Not that bad, and not that good. Thank you for asking 😊
Just wanted y’all to know that I found this song maybe 3 years ago, and I found it from this boy. Of course, by starting this off with “this boy”, i’m sure you have an idea of where this is going. So yes, I caught feelings for him. But it was fast. Incredibly, and dangerously fast. I wasn’t too sure what it was, but when looking back at it.... I was falling in love. I met up with him one Wednesday in July, 2018. We’ve been good friends for a couple months now- and we never really got to see each other since he went to a different school in our area. We met up at the park. He lived out in the country- and I lived in town. We both didn’t have our drivers license since we were so young, so I walked as he rode his bike there for maybe 6 to 8 miles (damn). I remember walking up to him- with this song playing in my earbuds to calm me down. He looked up. His eyes were piercing, electric blue and sleep deprived. Brown curly cue hair and the cutest button nose you’ll ever see in your life. We just sat there at the red bench- talking. For hours. Then as the summer continued, I didn’t think he liked me back, so I distanced myself with the intention of protecting my heart. I was gone for a couple months. Once I was healed enough, me and this boy returned to being friends in maybe September of 2018. And we were, we were great friends.... when I was in a relationship. If I wasn’t, I acted as if I was his- and honestly, he acted as if he was mine. He’d call me pretty and say he missed me, and i’d call him cute and say I missed him too. We’d go out to football games and he’d bring a blanket to keep me warm, and his puppy to give me extra company. We would sit at the top left corner of the bleachers, and under the warm sunset glow I swear to god- I’ve never seen something more beautiful than him. We also went to the town fair together around May, 2019. He was too scared to go on the “scary” rides, so we just ended up walking to the grade school park (since it’s away from civilization). The sun was setting and it was getting dark- and we cuddled at yet another red bench as the moons glow blanketed over us. He said if I could tell him how the eclipse works- he’d love me endlessly. I knew he wasn’t being all too serious, but for some reason I remembered that exact moment really well. But of course, we were busy people- and we never ever officially dated. We didn’t meet up much but when we did it was like magic, every. single. time. It’s been maybe a little bit more than two years and a half now- going on three years of this on and off nonsense. It was my birthday, November 29th. And you know what I wanted? I wanted to see him. And I did. He had his drivers license now, so we went to see a movie. He brought a blanket (again? how sweet), and one of his hoodies with his last name printed on the back. The theatre had those chairs that you could recline- and we sat in the back. It was late, maybe 9 o’clock if i’m thinking correctly, so I was a lil tired. I laid on top of him, and he held me like it was the last time he ever would. Then he started to do this thing where he’d press his face against mine. We were whispering back and forth about how much we “hated” each other. With our lips slightly brushing up against eachother, I felt the tension. Those small breaks in between our sentences began to grow longer, so we were just laying there. Face to face, lips slightly parted. So I whispered back- “just do it”. He responded with “what?” and I only persisted- “just, do it”. “oh.” and then- we kissed. It only took two years- but we kissed. And then that was our thing. For that day, at least. As he dropped me off at my house- the last thing he did was kiss me. I kept his hoodie and this song was on repeat for hours that night. And then within only a week, we didn’t speak to each other again. And that’s when I realized, no matter how much we wish or hope, some stories just don’t have happy endings.
noooo :( maybe you'll meet again??
Wow I'm actually in tears
holy crap that was a ride...
I've had a similar experience, but I've already done my long rant on another youtube video...
You're absolutely right... In fact, I'd argue that almost no stories have happy endings. However, it doesn't sound like yours is exactly over unless you want it to be. You said that you've gone a few months without speaking.. Maybe this is just another those? But like I said, it's only over if you want it to be. Unless something else has transpired within the last two months of you writing this comment. Maybe he made up a bunch of excuses as to why he's not ready for a relationship, but you knew that he was lying and got her to admit that she doesn't like you anymore despite leading you on for 5 months..? lol yeah that's what happened to me...
your love life was like a season, doesnt mean itll be just 1 season forever. hope season 2 you guys meet again :)
in 10 years you're going to look back and regret it, so much so that you cry every night, the way his eyes pierced through your soul, how he made you feel, you'll regret not giving it a fair shot, but I understand ur decision, if you try and it doesn't work out your relationship is forever lost, its easier to keep it this way, avoid the pain......
This song hits hard asf
Over three months ago I played this song to my crush to ask her to be my girl, today we are together and this is our song. Thank you guys.
this song is so beautiful even tho it makes me feel sad, because it feels like a love that ends but was beautiful and i'm afraid it would never happen to me
PLEASE,, I'M STILL TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE WHISPERING IN THE SONG IS SAYING,,
I've never been in love with a song before, but this is it. Your music is lovely, Ricky