Is it strange to say you seem more yourself? I dont know maybe its just me but you seem more comfortable and happy which is super refreshing to see! I love you Jaclyn and hope the best for you always ❤️😌
my parents were married for 30 years and my mom told me after their 5th year she started to think of him as a roommate. she stayed another 25 years and regrets it and she saw your video with me and she said she's . proud you loved yourself enough to leave something that wasn't giving you what you needed
I am first hand proof that two people that are bad for each other staying together is just as harmful. The arguing, screaming, having sad and unhappy parents together is worse than happy ones apart. Do what makes you feel good and don't accept anything but what you deserve. And don't care what anyone else's expectations for "your family" is.
I actually feel sorry for you in regards to social media. I understand there is the whole element of you choose to put your life on social media, so you must expect questions. But I genuinely saw someone comment on your Twitter (someone who obviously had never met you) that you owed it to her to try and save your marriage. She referred to you as 'my Jaclyn and Jon', and asked if you couldn't try harder to save your marriage for her. This complete stranger wanted you to stay in your marriage just for her. She basically said her happiness depended on it. Some people are really strange, and have no right to ask those things of you. I am glad you and Jon are both happier and doing well now.
People get so caught up in social media they forget that the influencers are real people. That person needs to seek professional help. I’d be ashamed of myself if I’d ever said something like that.
I told my husband I wanted a divorce in August, 2010, then a week later we had a leak at our house and I spent 3 mos. in a hotel because I'm allergic to mold and dust. Week after I got back, my brother was diagnosed with multiple myeloma so we had to keep our house in case he needed to come live there if he lost his house. I moved upstairs and he stayed downstairs and we were roommates until Feb, 2014 when we finally sold the house and decided it was ok to move on, as my brother was stable. That's 3.5 years we lived together after deciding to divorce. It was fine. No drama. I get it. Just because you divorce doesn't mean you have to hate each other. Doesn't mean anyone cheated or there was some huge one thing, it's just all the little stuff that tells you, happy is elsewhere. No need to rake the Ex over the coals, just be grownups realizing it's over and moving on wishing each other well. I admire you for being respectful and not talking about it.
I will never understand why Jaclyn gets so much negativity towards her online. She seems like one of the kindest, sweetest people. I guess people are just jealous. I'm so happy to see her happy again, the spark is back. Just ordered the vault collection - I definitely don't need it, but I need to support the girl! And you'd better believe I used her Morphe code!
Thank you so much for making such a huge impact on my mom. She's in stage 4 cancer and we watch you together most times. You've literally brought her back into her love of makeup 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
I will be praying for your mom and your family. Take care of yourself @Melanie goldberg and I wish you many blessings in the future. God bless you all ♡♡♡
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you should do a challenge where you have to do your whole face of makeup with only one brush! like i’m sure you have a ton of multiple morphe brushes so pick the brush you have the most of and do a whole glam look with just the one style of brush ♥️
sucks that so many people are hung up on your divorce!! why can’t people just learn to let the past lie and just enjoy you falling off your chair in a bathing suit while you do your makeup? that’s what i’m here for... people should let things go and let you be you and happier than ever. a divorce is never easy and the only thing to do is to move on and live your life. it looks like you’re living your life so happy and free on vacation and doing your own thing so keep doing you jaclyn!!! i still use your original morphe palette every day!
Right. They act like it was their relationship, being so upset and saying that they are holding out hope that they'll get back together. lol Like, get it together ya'll. Some people get way too invested in other's lives and relationships. I even seen one post under her divorce video saying, "if Jaclyn and Jon can't make it, now I know love is dead." lol Wow, a bit dramatic much? Love is not dead and people are still in love and falling in love every single day. They weren't right for each other. I'd rather both of them realize that now than to keep wasting years of their lives being unhappy together. I'm happy for both Jaclyn and Jon, especially Jaclyn though because I'm a supporter of her.
People love drama though. Why do u think there are celeb tabloids? It’s human nature to want to know the dirt. Can you really blame people? Most are mindless slave consumers to the beast system. Also misery loves company
About the "roommate - not a husband" -thing: I had exactly the same problem. My ex-boyfriend would be gaming all night and wake up super late, while i went to bed early to go to school in the morning. Everything he did when we were together started to anoy me, because there was no connection anymore. Eventually i felt so lonely and "single" that I fel in love with someone else. It's something that happens and it's okay to have these feelings, there is nothing to be ashamed about and don't listen to anyone else's hate!
Jaclyn, THANK YOU for the comment about being roommates. I recently got out of a relationship myself (not nearly as long as yours, so I'm not trying to compare in that way), but I was so so in love with this boy right until the end. It was the same thing you described. We moved in together, and became roommates. We would never go to bed at the same time, or wake up. We never went anywhere, or did anything together. I was so lonely. But to see someone like you blossom after feeling that way gives me hope that one day I will hurt less, and will one day be happy again. Thank you so so much.
That SMILE you got when you thought about your love life, I can't. 😍 You're not obligated to tell us ANYTHING but seeing that smile is enough honestly. Live your best life, honey!
Jaclyn, thank you so much for speaking about your marriage and why it ended. I got married at 18, and 5 years later I asked for divorce. I still haven’t been divorced yet, separated one year now. I find myself not wanting to file because I’m holding out hope that I could restart that love, and make it the partnership I dream of. Instead, it was very much like yours. Roommates and not partners. We never ate, slept, or woke at the same time. I always felt so alone in it. Like I was trying and giving my all to someone who couldn’t show up for me. I’m so thankful you shared your experience, as you said many people never speak about this type of a divorce. It’s nice to have someone to look up too whose had similar struggles as me. Love you always!
Katie Lewis I'm going through that right now. I keep telling my self if I stick it out it will get better but lately i think I'm finally just losing hope.
Katie Lewis yes girl I got married @ 18 too & we'll have been married 6 yrs in a week & I'm fighting so hard but it sucks to be in a partnership that you feel alone in. I'm so sad to see this is happening to so many people in their marriages. Good luck girl. I hope it all works out in whatever way is best for you. 💖
This is so heartbreaking to read. I'm not married yet so I can't speak to anything yet but this just makes me so sad. I feel like when there's a will there's a way and communication with God as the center of the relationship and things can get better. God never said life was easy but he did say he would be with us every step of the way and I pray that you ladies are able to heal your marriage through God and with communication. I truly wish you all the very best ❤
it’s so good to know others are in the same boat. i got married 8 year ago when i was 23 and i stuck it out because i have two boys and didn’t know what would happen if we split when they were little and i was terrified of being a single mother. i decided to separate to give them time to adjust to us not being together because it’s just like jaclyn said, i felt like i had a roommate. i’m almost 30 and feel stronger and more stable than when i was 23. anyways sorry for the long text but this topic if close to my heart and i struggled for over a year with this decision.
I agree. I’ve been married over 15yrs. I’ve been thru that feeling quite a few times. But fortunately we’ve always managed to reconnect and get thru it. It’s always a very hard road but at the end of it there’s still always love so it’s worth fighting for my marriage. I know that’s not always the case for everyone.
It sucks that the internet is so toxic it forces you to be so private. At the same time, I think that it's great to see a TH-cam celebrity like you leading with an example of privacy and keeping your life healthy for you. Thanks Jaclyn!
I am living for those colors in your eyes. !!! I’m so excited to get your palettes. Eeeek. So glad to see you back. Hope to see more !! Love you. Way to go about how you feel. I know you met someone and they are loving you how you need to be. I can tell !! See what love and peace feels like ?? A man loving you for real without crap !!! Hell yes for you !!!
Even though I love when you open up to us, it will forever blow my mind how people have the courage to ask you such personal questions on social media. I’m so incredibly glad you’re happy and loving your best life!!! Ps: you’re so freaking beautiful, it’s actually upsetting 💞💞
I hate that people think that bc you’re single that you’re lonely. So not true you van be completely happy single. Happy to hear you’re in a HAPPY place single or nah. You don’t owe anyone your personal life. We want great videos more makeup and tutorials like this.
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Jac, you and John marketed your relationship very well, that idea was inspiring. The fact you can open up about it now is brave. Also I think your very classy for not spilling all the dirty details. I have been watching you since you were in your kitchen.
The feeling of being in a relationship and it being more like a roommate feels horribly alone. I so understand that. I’m a woman that has health issues and when he tells me to leave I only have my car to live in. I find it awesome that you have made this life for yourself and can be so independent. True inspiration. ❤️❤️❤️
I got so giddy and excited for you seeing how happy you were when you were talking about your life right now towards the end. I was in an extremely abusive relationship for years and it took me forever to leave. I have struggled dating since then because I was diagnosed with PTSD. Finally after a few years I went to EMDR therapy, also my health is coming back because I'm mentally in a better place, also found out I have pernicious anemia which is extremely treatable worth B12 shots so I'm feeling great and then bam went on a date last night and just feel very happy where I am in life and attracting great people into my life instead of toxic people now because I've healed the things in me that attracted narcissistic, alcoholic men into my life So happy for you! I know how you feel! Keep doing you, loving you first and foremost!
Jaclyn, I'm one of your quiet viewers and subscribers. But it has been such an honor and quite the journey following you. Im just so happy to be able to support you in any way possible and im so excited for your vault collection. You dont get this type of quality control for other collaborations and I give you so much props for that. Keep doing whar you're doing and sooooo good to hear that you're in a better place now! It warms my soul to no end. Love you girl!!!
I was not married but I was in a relationship for three years and completely know how you feel. I gave it my all! And my family and friends could see how much it drained from me. Like you said I felt single and lonely for so long. It made me almost in-human. It gave me horrible anxiety and depression. I ended it a year ago as I couldnt take it anymore. 7 months ago I met the love of my life, my anxiety went from an 11/10 to a 2/10. Looking back now I know in my heart God put me through a lesson I needed to learn. Your time will come where someone will make everything feel like it happened for a reason! Much love girl! Praying for you and your happiness! ❤️
I am so happy you posted this now. I have had a really hectic morning, a yelling match with my dad and crying for an hour and anxiety going through the roof, and I got the notification that you posted a video and my immediate thought was "make me feel better, Jaclyn". And that's exactly what you did. Thank you, thank you so much for opening up and posting this video. You really don't know the impact you make on your subscriber's lives. Much love, forever and always.
Yes! Keep the precious moments to yourself right now. We’d love to know but honestly sometimes things need to be kept private. You share when YOU are ready.
Jac you have definitely taken the high road and proved yourself to be very classy by not talking negatively about your divorce, Jon and getting kicked off Kylies PR list. Hopefully people watching will take note and learn from you. I'm so happy you're happy btw ✌
Oh yeah. Definitely been there. I had a child with my ex after 3 years of being together and I stayed with him until my son was 3 because I thought it was the right thing to do and I was like “well this is my life now I guess” even though I was the most unhappy. I can’t remember a time where I was less happy. And finally I figured out that i deserved better and now I have a fantastic fiancé and he’s a great stepdad to my kid and everything is amazing. Never settle for less than you deserve.
Mel Hassan I didn't hear anything about what was best for your kids, but I'm assuming that's what you mean. Once you have a child, they become top priority always, or certainly should. Parents have the tendency to think what's best is to stay together, but I can assure anyone that kids are resilient and do much better in a healthy two household, co-parenting situation than stuck in a living hell with both parents... as long as you can say you turned over every stone to try to make it work and just couldn't (and say it with 100% honesty.)
random 1 oh no that’s what I meant. For some reason I thought that would be best for him because my parents are divorced and I don’t know why but I didn’t want that situation for him. But yeah I can assure you I wouldn’t have stayed in that situation if I didn’t think at the time it was what was best. I was wrong. I figured out that honestly I was the only one supporting my child emotionally and monetarily so it was like “well really how is staying with him benefiting my child at all?” It wasn’t beneficial for either one of us for me to stay with his dad so but it just took me a while to figure that out. Now he has someone he can truly look up to so it’s a win-win.
Mel Hassan I gotcha. Same boat many are in. Parents feel guilty breaking up the family, but the child thanks you later when it is done out of concern for them, and they get the best of both worlds like you said. Glad to hear things are going so well for you all. That's what life is all about... making the best out of the cards we've been given and trying to remedy our mis steps the best we can. God knows we all aren't perfect, but it's all about intentions. 🙂
Mel Hassan im in the SAME situation.. except im still with him. I have such guilt with trying to leave him because of our son but im so unhappy. And he is pulling BS. Uggggh so hard.
I am gonna be 23 next week and I spent when I first started dating at 16 to the age I am now chasing after guys. After my last failed attempt I realized I had to ENJOY being single, finding myself, getting to know myself before I could ever love someone else. I have been the HAPPIEST I have ever been in my LIFE! I came to realize that while everyone I know is getting married, having kids, buying houses together, etc, that actually a lot of them are rushing into it and are gonna end up unhappy in the long run, and I felt like I had to rush too because everyone else is posting it on social media. I am now finding myself, enjoying being single, and distanced myself from social media and I am honestly HAPPY! Even last year I was not the same person I am now, and I cannot imagine truly marrying someone and starting a family now.
Lulu Love okay Ik this is a positive comment, but just because someone rushes into a relationship, doesn’t guarantee unhappiness. Other than that, happy that you’re happy❤️.
Yes I know that but I would say it happens more than we think. I see it all over social media and it depresses me that I have to stay away from it. But I appreciate it thanks I hope you are happy too.
I felt your real talk on your divorce on another level. Girł I was there in my first marriage. I wasn't in love with my ex-husband for years. After almost 11 years of marriage and two children, we separated. While I love the father he is and would never say anything negative about him in the presence of our kids, I was so relieved to officially move on. I'm now remarried to the LOVE of my life and just recently purchased our dream home and land. While our marriage isn't perfect (what marriage is?), my life is more than I could ever have dreamed of. Sometimes two people who met and loved at such a young age don't grow up to be the same people they were. And that's ok! We grow and change and sometimes we grow incompatible. It's cruel to everyone involved to pretend to be in love if that's no longer the feeling. I wanted to be happy and I wanted my ex-husband to be happy as well. And 7 years later, we both are! I wish you and Jon all the best in life and you both deserve to be happy.
Jaclyn announced her divorce shortly before my boyfriend of two years and I broke up. I knew I wasn’t happy and I didn’t initiate the breakup, but I found a lot of inspiration in her strength and positive energy about it. I stopped watching for a long time because something seemed off and this is more the Jaclyn I remember and love. Glad you’re happy and feeling more yourself. I am too ❤️
That’s smile Jac did after she said about her love life. I don’t think I’ve seen her smile like that in so long. She’s clearly very happy and that’s all that matters ❤️ Love you Queen! 😍
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Loving how often you've been uploading lately. You took me out of a very dark place and I'll always be thankful for that. You have such a beautiful soul.
You're literally one of my favorite youtubers, Jaclyn. You're so strong and beautiful. I can't believe that you're willing to share what is going on in your life so openly especially after all that you have been through.
Falling in love is so terrifying and risky and all. I've been married for almost 6 years. Our marriage was hard, hard, hard but it's getting better now and I'm falling in love again. It's that feeling all over again. It's the same person, but he's so different it's like I'm falling in love with another guy again. Girl, your earrings!! I'm getting something similar asap.
Michigan Mommy the hard almost broke me. I could even say it did break me. He was mean, cold, had a gaming addiction and was even a bit abusive. I made plenty of mistakes. I know I held onto the hurt and I got petty plenty of times. But my turn around was when I decided that I would just love him. I wasn't going to say anything negative about him to change my own mindset. I was going to only respond in love. I did a lot of The Love Dare. He had to choose to change, but I think my change was the catalyst. It stopped the back and forth bickering and it kind of brought us back to that time when we were first in love and literally fighting everything to be together. It's been just over a year since things started turning around and we're newly pregnant, falling in love again and actually loving marriage again. You can get there! It takes work and determination. For many it does work out! I hope it does for you.
How long have you been with your husband if you don't mind me asking? I've been with my boyfriend for 8 years and it's hard right now. Want to get back to that place 😭
My boyfriend was watching this and goes why is she just circling her eyeball it look like shes separating her eye ball from the lid.. Im like the CREASE its called the crease 🤣🤣😂😂
Currently having the worst possible anxiety attack while in the hospital over a migraine that's been holding onto my brain for 5 weeks straight, so this is semi calming me down. Thank you so much for uploading right now Jaclyn! I love you so much girlie! I love the eyeshadow look!
I'm going through a divorce myself and EVERYTHING you have said resonates so deep. I had a moment standing in my kitchen thinking is this it? Am I going to be half happy the rest of my life? I'm so inspired and proud of you for speaking your truth because you're not the only one.
Divorce sucks but be blessed you don't have kids together. Becoming a single mom without a steady income has been the hardest thing I've done. Divorce is shitty but I am glad I did it, even if that means I am poor and struggling. This won't last forever and I have positive things in store 💜. Happy you are doing well and practicing self care again. I totally understand what it is like to just not be in love anymore. Then u start to build resentments and it gets worse. I am glad you got out now.
I totally relate in being lonely while still in a relationship and feeling single despite being in a relationship, I'm sure a lot of people feel that way. Ending my relationship felt like such a failure but happiness was around the corner. I think we forget how much more is out in the world and forget that we all deserve the best. So to all the people in unhappy relationships, I wish you bravery and strength, and believe me there is always more hope and happiness!
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i hope she wasn't getting hate for posting the kris jenner vid because i respect her SO MUCH for posting that. THAT was a real life review video and even when it was negative she did it with so much grace and was so sweet the whole time. also i trust her reviews a LOT more when i know she's never lying for the sake of PR. good job jaclyn!!!!
What I hear in my head when I am reminded of the Kris Jenner collection ... “cool toned browns “ and “cheaters and liars”! It is true that getting married young brings a whole different view than perhaps later In life. When you don’t have a child with a man you have to ask yourself maybe there is a reason why not to bring a little one into a relationship that won’t work. I mean a woman’s body knows intuitively is this a good thing or no... soooo great to see Jaclyn happy she lights up .
Okay, first off the eye look fucked me up, I’m in love. Second, her overall happiness and optimism is so contagious and inspiring. I needed this video tonight
One huge mistake that YTers make is talking about their private lives & then asking not to ask about certain things. Just do what you do . Bomb ass makeup! Let your talent be the focus!
I watched this last night while at the gym and just wanted to say - girl I feel you. Words cannot describe how miserable it is to be in a marriage and no longer be in love. My ex and I were in the same boat - we were roommates. We both worked, he spent his free time playing video games or going out with friends. I was so lonely. Nothing I did to try to bring us close seemed to work. When I finally hit that point where I knew I was done, he freaked. Long story short, I’m proud of anyone that invests in their happiness. I’m proud of you for taking that step. Life beyond that is so so so beautiful and you will continue to learn and grow and see all of the amazing things the universe has in store for you. The five years since my divorce have been difficult but amazing and I wouldn’t trade them for anything in the world. You go girl.
UGH. WHY IS THERE SO MUCH HATE?! JUST STOP! THE LADY IS TRYING TO LIVE HER BEST LIFE AND DO WHAT SHE LOVES. SHE'S A BEAUTIFUL PERSON INSIDE AND OUT. QUIT BRINGING HER DOWN. IF YOU DON'T LIKE HER STUFF, DON'T WATCH IT. I DON'T WANT HER TO QUIT TH-cam. I LOVE HER!
I stayed with me ex who was an addict for way too long, stayed with him through multiple rehabs and through stealing, cheating and a lot of toxic energy... it felt so good to finally walk away and move on sometimes you can care about and love someone from a distance. Thanks for your honesty in this video babe 💛💛
Marissa Renee I know exactly how you feel. My ex relapsed twice while we were together. The first time, he came to me pretty quickly and we got him in rehab. The second time, he went pretty deep and hid it so well I had absolutely no clue. It ended up putting my kids in danger and getting him arrested. Between that and his (pre-existing) narcissitic behavior, I decided I was done immediately. It was scary and freeing, all at the same time. But life has gotten better. I sincerely hope yours has too.
Jaclyn, my parents, after 18 years have decided to get a divorce and they decided this right before i'm supposed to be leaving for college 8 hours away. I've always known they were unhappy and recently they haven't been sleeping in the same bed and it's been so hard for me. Even though I could see it coming it's been hard to fathom what my future is going to look like. My dad is going to move 12 hours away and my mom will be staying in my hometown which is what scares me the most. I don't know where I'm supposed to go when I'm on break from college. I just wanted to let you know that it makes me feel better to see how you have grown from this experience because I'm scared for my mom. I hope she can be strong like you and come out of this happier than she has been in years.
Erin Archard This is so sad for you and your family. Divorce is never an easy thing to come to terms with. However, I also believe it gives everyone a chance to start living their truth and being their true selves, which is ultimately the path to happiness, even if that takes a little while to feel. You love your parents and your parents love you. This is a deep bond, no matter the physical distance. I hope all goes well for you.x
Erin Archard my parents got divorced my freshman year/sophomore year. dad stayed in hometown and mom moved 12 hours away. It’s really hard, but it gets easier I promise!! on christmas, I go home (usually where I was living at the time), then I spend one week there and another week at my dads. Thanksgiving I usually just choose which one I want to go to, which is hard because I don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings, but I just chose whoever’s family celebrated thanksgiving more! I hope this helps a little. I hope college is great to you, I start in two weeks and i’m terrified 😂
I am absolutely LIVING for the new & improved Jaclyn! I've been a die-hard fan since day 1 back in 2006 & even tho I loved her then I couldn't be more proud & happy for you now! I love how she just stopped caring what people have to say and is finally showing us the raw true Jaclyn Hill that she is and not holding anything back. Yaaassss honey never stop living your life & being yourself❤️❤️❤️
The way you described your relationship with Jon is so real and it's exactly what I went through with my ex. I wasn't happy for a long time and it took me awhile to actually do something about it. It wasn't just about a lack of romance... it was about how we became friends and we weren't even trying to be with each other any more. But when you once loved someone, it's hard to let them go. But I'm so glad I did! I think you did the right thing, Jaclyn :)
It's definitely not a fun feeling... and it sucks because it's not something you want to act on spontaneously. Best of luck and lots of love to you during this time
That's the reason so many marriages fail these days. People think of marriage so casually and when they aren't "happy" they jump ship, instead of actually working at it and realizing sometimes you go through difficult reasons. It really is a shame.
I haven't enjoyed a video of yours so much in a while! This took me back to when I first started watching your videos and binge watched them all! This look is gorgeous, and your honesty is always so refreshing. It feels like you're not hiding anymore. So happy for you :)
Ooooo..... did you see that smile when talking about her love life?!?! Baby girl is falling in looove again!! And it's sooo damn cute and sweet!! I'm living for it, Jaclyn!! You deserve ALL the love and happiness! Especially after so many years without it!! LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE, SWEETIEEEE!!! ♥️✨💋
I praise you for not trash (ever) talking it’s so fresh. Really admire you for this!! #goodperson Can you do a drugstore vs brand name translucent powders? I love the drug store hauls!! FAVORITE!! :)
I’ve definitely been in a marriage that looked like it was for sure ending. Luckily, it didn’t. It’s been an amazing healing journey. Marriage isn’t a feeling. It’s a commitment to fix and change and it takes work! However, I do not judge those that end it because everything is different from situation to situations. ❤️
Honestly Jaclyn, can you write a book? About learning to love yourself and getting out of bad relationships and your relationship with God and your family and friends and buying a house and all of it. I would buy it in a heart beat
I’m on daughters channel but listening to you, I can relate. My daughters father was the only man I ever truly THOUGHT I loved. He was controlling, mean, violent and left me alone through everything. The only time he wanted anything to do with me is when he wanted something from me. My money, sex, laundry, dinner. I TOOK IT FOR 9 YEARS AND KNEW FROM VERY FIRST DAY HE DIDNT LOVE ME AT ALL. WHY? Why do we stay? Childhood f’s a person up. AT LEAST MINE DID. Be glad you are free even if he wasn’t mean to you. Not being cared for and loved hurts just as bad as violence. I know. Good luck!
My mom went through the same thing with my dad, knowing what you knew too, and went through a jacked up childhood too. She dealt with him for 21 years. Thankfully now we're all free for 11 years. Hope you and your family are well and free too! xD Idk why I just wanted to share.
Battlea talking about it gets me through every day in my life and my mind. I hope you and your family are happy now. I have told my daughter whose channel I’m on that she at 19 could deal with his family alone because every time I dealt with them I thought of him and all the really horribly mean and violent things he did directly to me. I couldn’t bare it any longer. As long as they were good to her, and they were. Thank god! I couldn’t have any contact with any of them. It’s been a lot better in my mind and soul for last 3 years and to this day he tries to get back in. I can’t even look at him. The Only thing he gave me that helped me through life after my own childhood was my daughter. She is my source of life I finally got back. Bless you and your family for taking time to respond. Staci
I got my first tattoo at forty four because my left leg was amputated so I got a leg wearing a heel and kicking. My way to laugh at my circumstances. I still have two legs but one is just on my wrist 😂😁😘💋😍❤️❤️❤️
I love love love your attitude about your circumstances! Awesome! 💪👍 And I love my tats!! My body art, as I like to call it. My dad was a marine and had some, so I've always wanted them. Got my first one at 19. I'm 40 now and still getting them, lol. Love them!!
😍 the blending....the whole look😍 💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡 girlllllll it's just beautiful!!!!!! 😍 And your skin looks flawless without makeup
Probably one of my most favorite videos from you ever. I appreciate your honesty and how much you opened up, when you really don’t owe us anything. I love that you’re finally in a good place in your life! Girl, you deserve it! Sending lots of love from New Orleans 💜⚜️ and you look absolutely flawless 💋
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*_"the tea is.. that there is no tea" 😌_*
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Mona Louise amen talk about snooze fest
Jaclyn hill is chatting shit 😂
Mona Louise 😂😂😂😂😂
Is it strange to say you seem more yourself? I dont know maybe its just me but you seem more comfortable and happy which is super refreshing to see! I love you Jaclyn and hope the best for you always ❤️😌
Invisabella I couldn't agree more. She seems soooo happy and it's beautiful!
Invisabella OMG SAME , i feel like i couldn’t have been the only one who noticed either.
Invisabella I've been watching her since she started YT & I couldn't agree with you more.
She just seems more calm and at peace now. She's not as frantic as she was before. It's definitely noticeable.
“Doing my makeup while talking to you guys.”
THIS IS THE CONTENT I SIGNED UP FOR BISH YES
my parents were married for 30 years and my mom told me after their 5th year she started to think of him as a roommate. she stayed another 25 years and regrets it and she saw your video with me and she said she's . proud you loved yourself enough to leave something that wasn't giving you what you needed
I am first hand proof that two people that are bad for each other staying together is just as harmful. The arguing, screaming, having sad and unhappy parents together is worse than happy ones apart. Do what makes you feel good and don't accept anything but what you deserve. And don't care what anyone else's expectations for "your family" is.
@Lady Fervor so your living in a shitty marriage - good on ya
I actually feel sorry for you in regards to social media. I understand there is the whole element of you choose to put your life on social media, so you must expect questions. But I genuinely saw someone comment on your Twitter (someone who obviously had never met you) that you owed it to her to try and save your marriage. She referred to you as 'my Jaclyn and Jon', and asked if you couldn't try harder to save your marriage for her. This complete stranger wanted you to stay in your marriage just for her. She basically said her happiness depended on it. Some people are really strange, and have no right to ask those things of you. I am glad you and Jon are both happier and doing well now.
That right there is the definition of crazy and delusional. I hope she's blocking people like that, that borders on obsessive.
JessBeautyJunkie Couldn't agree with you more!
Wow that is CRAZY.
That’s insane. It makes me wonder what people like that go through to be so obsessed with other people’s lives.
People get so caught up in social media they forget that the influencers are real people. That person needs to seek professional help. I’d be ashamed of myself if I’d ever said something like that.
I told my husband I wanted a divorce in August, 2010, then a week later we had a leak at our house and I spent 3 mos. in a hotel because I'm allergic to mold and dust. Week after I got back, my brother was diagnosed with multiple myeloma so we had to keep our house in case he needed to come live there if he lost his house. I moved upstairs and he stayed downstairs and we were roommates until Feb, 2014 when we finally sold the house and decided it was ok to move on, as my brother was stable. That's 3.5 years we lived together after deciding to divorce. It was fine. No drama. I get it. Just because you divorce doesn't mean you have to hate each other. Doesn't mean anyone cheated or there was some huge one thing, it's just all the little stuff that tells you, happy is elsewhere. No need to rake the Ex over the coals, just be grownups realizing it's over and moving on wishing each other well. I admire you for being respectful and not talking about it.
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Granpulsefalcie yes please @jaclynhill
YES
Granpulsefalcie and don't forget Hocus Pocus 😂😂😂
YES !!
Omg YESSSSSSS!!!!
I will never understand why Jaclyn gets so much negativity towards her online. She seems like one of the kindest, sweetest people. I guess people are just jealous. I'm so happy to see her happy again, the spark is back. Just ordered the vault collection - I definitely don't need it, but I need to support the girl! And you'd better believe I used her Morphe code!
Thank you so much for making such a huge impact on my mom. She's in stage 4 cancer and we watch you together most times. You've literally brought her back into her love of makeup 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Melanie Goldberg Aw I pray your mom is gonna get better ❤️
More people need to like this so that Jaclyn sees it💛
I will be praying for your mom and your family. Take care of yourself @Melanie goldberg and I wish you many blessings in the future. God bless you all ♡♡♡
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Thanks so much 💜💜💜 I truly hope she does and see's what she's done for at least one person
The sparkle in your eyes when you started talking about your life is just so precious and tangible I can’t 😍✨
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I was literally crying at this moment. So happy for her
My favorite part of the whole video was when she said SHE bought the house. Get it girl!
I caught that too! I was like, "girl, tell the truth, shame the devil."
Justine Plemons 😂😂
Girl yesss! Girl boss for real
Ashlie omg when did she say that ?
Suzie _92 at 13:02
you should do a challenge where you have to do your whole face of makeup with only one brush! like i’m sure you have a ton of multiple morphe brushes so pick the brush you have the most of and do a whole glam look with just the one style of brush ♥️
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So happy to hear you’re so happy!❤️
Whitney Simmons can’t believe that you’re commenting here 😂 my two favourites youtubers ❤️ so happy for jaclyn ! Wish you both all the best ❤️❤️❤️
My two favs!!!! 😍
Yes!! She is glowing!!✨
Whitney Simmons when your favorite fitness inspiration and favorite makeup inspiration are together !💘💘💘
Love you!!
you've flourished into the most beautiful version of Jaclyn ive seen. I couldn't be happier for you.
Haily Valente - bruh I could wipe 80% of her “beauty” with a wet towel
A Happy Potato she's beautiful without makeup too
A Happy Potato I think she was talking about internal beauty, something you clearly wouldn't understand :)
A Happy Potato your username is quite ironic. Nobody who is happy is hating.
sucks that so many people are hung up on your divorce!! why can’t people just learn to let the past lie and just enjoy you falling off your chair in a bathing suit while you do your makeup? that’s what i’m here for... people should let things go and let you be you and happier than ever. a divorce is never easy and the only thing to do is to move on and live your life. it looks like you’re living your life so happy and free on vacation and doing your own thing so keep doing you jaclyn!!!
i still use your original morphe palette every day!
Right. They act like it was their relationship, being so upset and saying that they are holding out hope that they'll get back together. lol Like, get it together ya'll. Some people get way too invested in other's lives and relationships. I even seen one post under her divorce video saying, "if Jaclyn and Jon can't make it, now I know love is dead." lol Wow, a bit dramatic much? Love is not dead and people are still in love and falling in love every single day. They weren't right for each other. I'd rather both of them realize that now than to keep wasting years of their lives being unhappy together. I'm happy for both Jaclyn and Jon, especially Jaclyn though because I'm a supporter of her.
People love drama though. Why do u think there are celeb tabloids? It’s human nature to want to know the dirt. Can you really blame people? Most are mindless slave consumers to the beast system. Also misery loves company
Kenetrice Nichole couldn’t agree more!! preach itttt 🙌🏻🙌🏻
Jaclyn: “my first vacation in a year”
Me: *laughs in poor*
Lmao😂😂😂
Right? I'm lucky if I can go on a vacation once a year
lol whats vacation
First vacation in a year? I doubt it.
@@deendrew36 your being a an egg - why would she lie
About the "roommate - not a husband" -thing: I had exactly the same problem. My ex-boyfriend would be gaming all night and wake up super late, while i went to bed early to go to school in the morning. Everything he did when we were together started to anoy me, because there was no connection anymore. Eventually i felt so lonely and "single" that I fel in love with someone else. It's something that happens and it's okay to have these feelings, there is nothing to be ashamed about and don't listen to anyone else's hate!
Amber Van Eycken I think I’m going through the same thing😭
I’m probably going through the same thing.. sadly. And I’ve been with my boyfriend for 8 whole years. Moved in with him 2 years ago
I think I’m going through the same thing! But what’s worse is there are children involved 😔
To all of you. Find your self worth and choose your happiness. Y'all are worth it.
Literally went thru the same thing lol thats why i promised myself to never date a gamer again 😂🤣
I loved you and Jon together but you have looked truly happy the past couple of months and I can tell that you feel so much better.
This yellow background IS EVERYTHINGGG
Gianna Flocco agreed!
Same color as my bedroom walls. Love it 💛
Jaclyn, THANK YOU for the comment about being roommates. I recently got out of a relationship myself (not nearly as long as yours, so I'm not trying to compare in that way), but I was so so in love with this boy right until the end. It was the same thing you described. We moved in together, and became roommates. We would never go to bed at the same time, or wake up. We never went anywhere, or did anything together. I was so lonely. But to see someone like you blossom after feeling that way gives me hope that one day I will hurt less, and will one day be happy again. Thank you so so much.
That SMILE you got when you thought about your love life, I can't. 😍 You're not obligated to tell us ANYTHING but seeing that smile is enough honestly. Live your best life, honey!
Jaclyn, thank you so much for speaking about your marriage and why it ended. I got married at 18, and 5 years later I asked for divorce. I still haven’t been divorced yet, separated one year now. I find myself not wanting to file because I’m holding out hope that I could restart that love, and make it the partnership I dream of. Instead, it was very much like yours. Roommates and not partners. We never ate, slept, or woke at the same time. I always felt so alone in it. Like I was trying and giving my all to someone who couldn’t show up for me. I’m so thankful you shared your experience, as you said many people never speak about this type of a divorce. It’s nice to have someone to look up too whose had similar struggles as me. Love you always!
Katie Lewis I'm going through that right now. I keep telling my self if I stick it out it will get better but lately i think I'm finally just losing hope.
Katie Lewis yes girl I got married @ 18 too & we'll have been married 6 yrs in a week & I'm fighting so hard but it sucks to be in a partnership that you feel alone in. I'm so sad to see this is happening to so many people in their marriages. Good luck girl. I hope it all works out in whatever way is best for you. 💖
This is so heartbreaking to read. I'm not married yet so I can't speak to anything yet but this just makes me so sad. I feel like when there's a will there's a way and communication with God as the center of the relationship and things can get better. God never said life was easy but he did say he would be with us every step of the way and I pray that you ladies are able to heal your marriage through God and with communication. I truly wish you all the very best ❤
it’s so good to know others are in the same boat. i got married 8 year ago when i was 23 and i stuck it out because i have two boys and didn’t know what would happen if we split when they were little and i was terrified of being a single mother. i decided to separate to give them time to adjust to us not being together because it’s just like jaclyn said, i felt like i had a roommate. i’m almost 30 and feel stronger and more stable than when i was 23. anyways sorry for the long text but this topic if close to my heart and i struggled for over a year with this decision.
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There's nothing more lonely than feeling single while in a relationship. I know first hand how that feels.
Shari Rivera me too
I agree. I’ve been married over 15yrs. I’ve been thru that feeling quite a few times. But fortunately we’ve always managed to reconnect and get thru it. It’s always a very hard road but at the end of it there’s still always love so it’s worth fighting for my marriage. I know that’s not always the case for everyone.
Same 🙌🏼😞
So true. It takes a lot of inner strength to come to that realization and move on. But it’s so empowering when you come out the other side 🙌🏼❤️👑
Norfolk Enchants where did you here that from??? the second part
The smile at 24:28 is so genuine and beautiful and whatever is going on in your life, I hope it stays because you are GLOWING, Jaclyn!
Had to pause to comment because some of the things you said about your marriage really hit home with me. Thank you so much for opening up like this.
It sucks that the internet is so toxic it forces you to be so private. At the same time, I think that it's great to see a TH-cam celebrity like you leading with an example of privacy and keeping your life healthy for you. Thanks Jaclyn!
I am living for those colors in your eyes. !!! I’m so excited to get your palettes. Eeeek. So glad to see you back. Hope to see more !! Love you. Way to go about how you feel. I know you met someone and they are loving you how you need to be. I can tell !! See what love and peace feels like ?? A man loving you for real without crap !!! Hell yes for you !!!
Louise Sharpy same!!
Seriously, RIGHT? Jaclyn's eyes very well could be the most gorgeous set of blue eyes I've ever seen.
Louise Sharpy girl me too!! Tuesday can’t get here fast enough!
I love how much she lit up when talking about “being in a good place” and talking about loving and being happy again 😍 so happy for you Jaclyn
Even though I love when you open up to us, it will forever blow my mind how people have the courage to ask you such personal questions on social media. I’m so incredibly glad you’re happy and loving your best life!!!
Ps: you’re so freaking beautiful, it’s actually upsetting 💞💞
Her: “I’m in a really good place rn” *beaming smile*
Me: SQUEALS*** yessss hunnay 😍
Vanessa Manley her smile and eyes said everything! But I’m happy for her! 😍
I almost squealed with her even though I had no idea what it is she's talking about! 😂❤
Yes 😭 and now we have seen Jordan and jahwueje them together
I’m happy for you Jaclyn you look like you’re in love!!! Don’t ruin it by talking about it in front of internet trolls. Keep your love to yourself.
No she should actually share it and be fearless with it!!
I hate that people think that bc you’re single that you’re lonely. So not true you van be completely happy single. Happy to hear you’re in a HAPPY place single or nah. You don’t owe anyone your personal life. We want great videos more makeup and tutorials like this.
So happy that Jaclyn seems to finally be back to youtube. I hope she continues to post after the morphe palette she is the queen of makeup tutorials.
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‘Since we moved to this house I BOUGHT’ 😂🤣😂you are a fave.
Oaratwa Mothabeng lol yup for everyone else it starts at the 12:50 mark
Jac, you and John marketed your relationship very well, that idea was inspiring. The fact you can open up about it now is brave. Also I think your very classy for not spilling all the dirty details. I have been watching you since you were in your kitchen.
The feeling of being in a relationship and it being more like a roommate feels horribly alone. I so understand that. I’m a woman that has health issues and when he tells me to leave I only have my car to live in. I find it awesome that you have made this life for yourself and can be so independent. True inspiration. ❤️❤️❤️
Whe you're back from vacation, can we have like a "get ready wth my friends for a night out"? I think that would be super fun :)
Mell Pink are you from the UK??
No, I'm from Germany :) Why are you asking?
Mell Pink oh Americans don’t usually say “night out” so I thought you’d be from England !
well you aren't that far off, we learn british english in school so my american english is crap lol
Happy with the consistent uploads
I got so giddy and excited for you seeing how happy you were when you were talking about your life right now towards the end. I was in an extremely abusive relationship for years and it took me forever to leave. I have struggled dating since then because I was diagnosed with PTSD. Finally after a few years I went to EMDR therapy, also my health is coming back because I'm mentally in a better place, also found out I have pernicious anemia which is extremely treatable worth B12 shots so I'm feeling great and then bam went on a date last night and just feel very happy where I am in life and attracting great people into my life instead of toxic people now because I've healed the things in me that attracted narcissistic, alcoholic men into my life
So happy for you! I know how you feel! Keep doing you, loving you first and foremost!
Jaclyn, I'm one of your quiet viewers and subscribers. But it has been such an honor and quite the journey following you. Im just so happy to be able to support you in any way possible and im so excited for your vault collection. You dont get this type of quality control for other collaborations and I give you so much props for that. Keep doing whar you're doing and sooooo good to hear that you're in a better place now! It warms my soul to no end. Love you girl!!!
I was not married but I was in a relationship for three years and completely know how you feel. I gave it my all! And my family and friends could see how much it drained from me. Like you said I felt single and lonely for so long. It made me almost in-human. It gave me horrible anxiety and depression. I ended it a year ago as I couldnt take it anymore. 7 months ago I met the love of my life, my anxiety went from an 11/10 to a 2/10. Looking back now I know in my heart God put me through a lesson I needed to learn. Your time will come where someone will make everything feel like it happened for a reason! Much love girl! Praying for you and your happiness! ❤️
I am so happy you posted this now. I have had a really hectic morning, a yelling match with my dad and crying for an hour and anxiety going through the roof, and I got the notification that you posted a video and my immediate thought was "make me feel better, Jaclyn". And that's exactly what you did. Thank you, thank you so much for opening up and posting this video. You really don't know the impact you make on your subscriber's lives. Much love, forever and always.
Yes! Keep the precious moments to yourself right now. We’d love to know but honestly sometimes things need to be kept private. You share when YOU are ready.
Jac you have definitely taken the high road and proved yourself to be very classy by not talking negatively about your divorce, Jon and getting kicked off Kylies PR list. Hopefully people watching will take note and learn from you. I'm so happy you're happy btw ✌
It's so satisfying to watch her put on her setting powder. She does it so straight 👀💯😌
Jackie Hdz I was thinking the same thing girl!!
Oh yeah. Definitely been there. I had a child with my ex after 3 years of being together and I stayed with him until my son was 3 because I thought it was the right thing to do and I was like “well this is my life now I guess” even though I was the most unhappy. I can’t remember a time where I was less happy. And finally I figured out that i deserved better and now I have a fantastic fiancé and he’s a great stepdad to my kid and everything is amazing. Never settle for less than you deserve.
Mel Hassan I didn't hear anything about what was best for your kids, but I'm assuming that's what you mean. Once you have a child, they become top priority always, or certainly should. Parents have the tendency to think what's best is to stay together, but I can assure anyone that kids are resilient and do much better in a healthy two household, co-parenting situation than stuck in a living hell with both parents... as long as you can say you turned over every stone to try to make it work and just couldn't (and say it with 100% honesty.)
random 1 oh no that’s what I meant. For some reason I thought that would be best for him because my parents are divorced and I don’t know why but I didn’t want that situation for him. But yeah I can assure you I wouldn’t have stayed in that situation if I didn’t think at the time it was what was best. I was wrong. I figured out that honestly I was the only one supporting my child emotionally and monetarily so it was like “well really how is staying with him benefiting my child at all?” It wasn’t beneficial for either one of us for me to stay with his dad so but it just took me a while to figure that out. Now he has someone he can truly look up to so it’s a win-win.
Mel Hassan I gotcha. Same boat many are in. Parents feel guilty breaking up the family, but the child thanks you later when it is done out of concern for them, and they get the best of both worlds like you said. Glad to hear things are going so well for you all. That's what life is all about... making the best out of the cards we've been given and trying to remedy our mis steps the best we can. God knows we all aren't perfect, but it's all about intentions. 🙂
The best thing that you can give to your children is parents who love each other and an Home full with armony and love, not things.
Mel Hassan im in the SAME situation.. except im still with him. I have such guilt with trying to leave him because of our son but im so unhappy. And he is pulling BS. Uggggh so hard.
I am gonna be 23 next week and I spent when I first started dating at 16 to the age I am now chasing after guys. After my last failed attempt I realized I had to ENJOY being single, finding myself, getting to know myself before I could ever love someone else. I have been the HAPPIEST I have ever been in my LIFE! I came to realize that while everyone I know is getting married, having kids, buying houses together, etc, that actually a lot of them are rushing into it and are gonna end up unhappy in the long run, and I felt like I had to rush too because everyone else is posting it on social media. I am now finding myself, enjoying being single, and distanced myself from social media and I am honestly HAPPY! Even last year I was not the same person I am now, and I cannot imagine truly marrying someone and starting a family now.
Lulu Love okay Ik this is a positive comment, but just because someone rushes into a relationship, doesn’t guarantee unhappiness. Other than that, happy that you’re happy❤️.
Yes I know that but I would say it happens more than we think. I see it all over social media and it depresses me that I have to stay away from it. But I appreciate it thanks I hope you are happy too.
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Hands down my favourite video you’ve done in so long!! Your joy is infectious 🤗💕 Cheers to the next chapter ✨🙌🏼
I felt your real talk on your divorce on another level. Girł I was there in my first marriage. I wasn't in love with my ex-husband for years. After almost 11 years of marriage and two children, we separated. While I love the father he is and would never say anything negative about him in the presence of our kids, I was so relieved to officially move on. I'm now remarried to the LOVE of my life and just recently purchased our dream home and land. While our marriage isn't perfect (what marriage is?), my life is more than I could ever have dreamed of. Sometimes two people who met and loved at such a young age don't grow up to be the same people they were. And that's ok! We grow and change and sometimes we grow incompatible. It's cruel to everyone involved to pretend to be in love if that's no longer the feeling. I wanted to be happy and I wanted my ex-husband to be happy as well. And 7 years later, we both are!
I wish you and Jon all the best in life and you both deserve to be happy.
Jaclyn announced her divorce shortly before my boyfriend of two years and I broke up. I knew I wasn’t happy and I didn’t initiate the breakup, but I found a lot of inspiration in her strength and positive energy about it. I stopped watching for a long time because something seemed off and this is more the Jaclyn I remember and love. Glad you’re happy and feeling more yourself. I am too ❤️
You dont have to share it if you don’t want to you look so happy and at the end of the day that’s the only thing that counts!!keep smiling ❤️❤️
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That’s smile Jac did after she said about her love life. I don’t think I’ve seen her smile like that in so long. She’s clearly very happy and that’s all that matters ❤️
Love you Queen! 😍
Jaclyn, can you PLEASE give us an updated skincare routine?? Your skin in soooo bright and clear, it’s beautiful 😍
Taylor Ryan YESSS! So beautiful!
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Yes! Please Jaclyn ! Your skin is gorg 😍😍
Loving how often you've been uploading lately. You took me out of a very dark place and I'll always be thankful for that. You have such a beautiful soul.
"The tea is that there is no tea" i want this printed on a shirt whit Shanes face on it.
You're literally one of my favorite youtubers, Jaclyn. You're so strong and beautiful. I can't believe that you're willing to share what is going on in your life so openly especially after all that you have been through.
Falling in love is so terrifying and risky and all. I've been married for almost 6 years. Our marriage was hard, hard, hard but it's getting better now and I'm falling in love again. It's that feeling all over again. It's the same person, but he's so different it's like I'm falling in love with another guy again.
Girl, your earrings!! I'm getting something similar asap.
Tina Perera I hope I can one day get to that point. Right now I’m in the hard part...😔
Michigan Mommy the hard almost broke me. I could even say it did break me. He was mean, cold, had a gaming addiction and was even a bit abusive. I made plenty of mistakes. I know I held onto the hurt and I got petty plenty of times. But my turn around was when I decided that I would just love him. I wasn't going to say anything negative about him to change my own mindset. I was going to only respond in love. I did a lot of The Love Dare. He had to choose to change, but I think my change was the catalyst. It stopped the back and forth bickering and it kind of brought us back to that time when we were first in love and literally fighting everything to be together. It's been just over a year since things started turning around and we're newly pregnant, falling in love again and actually loving marriage again. You can get there! It takes work and determination. For many it does work out! I hope it does for you.
Hannah Soucy by was I think she meant "was" hard.
How long have you been with your husband if you don't mind me asking? I've been with my boyfriend for 8 years and it's hard right now. Want to get back to that place 😭
How can your marriage start out hard ? Why marry if it’s hard ? Never understood why people rush marriage
My boyfriend was watching this and goes why is she just circling her eyeball it look like shes separating her eye ball from the lid.. Im like the CREASE its called the crease 🤣🤣😂😂
Omg lol 💀💀💀
Awesome!!!
Lol 😂
Loving the yellow background 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛
I LOVE the yellow look! I’m obsessed with yellows and pinks because they make my green eyes look amazing. Yellow even makes them look gold sometimes.
The yellow eyeshadow and nails and background are perfection😍💛💛💛
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anyone else think this is the BEST jaclyn has ever looked! i love this look! love you so much 💕
Currently having the worst possible anxiety attack while in the hospital over a migraine that's been holding onto my brain for 5 weeks straight, so this is semi calming me down. Thank you so much for uploading right now Jaclyn! I love you so much girlie! I love the eyeshadow look!
Molly Shay hope you feel better Molly that doesn't sound like fun at all but hopefully you're getting the care you need🙂
Holy crap! I hope you get better soon!
I prayed for God to lift your pain from you, I hope you get the relief you need 😟
Hope you feel better soon!
Molly Shay feel better ❤️
I'm going through a divorce myself and EVERYTHING you have said resonates so deep. I had a moment standing in my kitchen thinking is this it? Am I going to be half happy the rest of my life? I'm so inspired and proud of you for speaking your truth because you're not the only one.
Divorce sucks but be blessed you don't have kids together. Becoming a single mom without a steady income has been the hardest thing I've done. Divorce is shitty but I am glad I did it, even if that means I am poor and struggling. This won't last forever and I have positive things in store 💜.
Happy you are doing well and practicing self care again. I totally understand what it is like to just not be in love anymore. Then u start to build resentments and it gets worse. I am glad you got out now.
So qutrille sending strength and positive vibes from one mama to another!! 💕 bless you
So qutrille sending you strength and blessings for your future
Paige Carlson mamapower! 💕
Rachel Kathryn thank you love
Hope you find a source of income that works for you and your family. Best wishes
I totally relate in being lonely while still in a relationship and feeling single despite being in a relationship, I'm sure a lot of people feel that way. Ending my relationship felt like such a failure but happiness was around the corner. I think we forget how much more is out in the world and forget that we all deserve the best. So to all the people in unhappy relationships, I wish you bravery and strength, and believe me there is always more hope and happiness!
Angie C hey beauty, I’ve started a TH-cam channel! I’d love for you to follow me on my weight loss and makeup gain journey! Check out my latest video on Confidence boosting & if you like what you see subscribe and share, thank you 👑💗
jaclyn falling while trying to show off her sweatpants is a whole mood
Did anyone else notice how her eyes lit up when she was talking about how happy she is?? the most beautiful thing ever
You look so amazing. I'm loving your Vault collection 😍
An Knook how much does it cost in the uk? Do u know?
An your eyeshadow looks are everything!
Brisa Davila thank you so much! ❤️
i hope she wasn't getting hate for posting the kris jenner vid because i respect her SO MUCH for posting that. THAT was a real life review video and even when it was negative she did it with so much grace and was so sweet the whole time. also i trust her reviews a LOT more when i know she's never lying for the sake of PR. good job jaclyn!!!!
What I hear in my head when I am reminded of the Kris Jenner collection ... “cool toned browns “ and “cheaters and liars”!
It is true that getting married young brings a whole different view than perhaps later In life. When you don’t have a child with a man you have to ask yourself maybe there is a reason why not to bring a little one into a relationship that won’t work. I mean a woman’s body knows intuitively is this a good thing or no... soooo great to see Jaclyn happy she lights up .
Preach
Bring back the vlogs!!! ❤️🙏 You have the absolute best, most bubbly personality!!
Help me develop the channel. You can go and watch my videos💖✨
And sorry for spamming💞💖
Tres Chic Mama *-_-*
She don’t do Vlogs.
Okay, first off the eye look fucked me up, I’m in love.
Second, her overall happiness and optimism is so contagious and inspiring. I needed this video tonight
One huge mistake that YTers make is talking about their private lives & then asking not to ask about certain things. Just do what you do . Bomb ass makeup! Let your talent be the focus!
Am I the only one whose obsessed with Jaclyn’s eyes 😍😍 👏🏻💕
The Cano Campos Family nope. I am to. It like she can see through your soul ool
Dolled up Danii omg yes!! They’re hypnotic. I love it
Sole reason I followed years ago lmao I love her eyes
Color is beautiful but the SHAPE is just mesmerizing!!!
They are beautiful
wooowwww...... seeing her in this video makes me realize how unhappy she really was. shes sooooo happy in this video
Jasmine Jackson agreed
I watched this last night while at the gym and just wanted to say - girl I feel you. Words cannot describe how miserable it is to be in a marriage and no longer be in love. My ex and I were in the same boat - we were roommates. We both worked, he spent his free time playing video games or going out with friends. I was so lonely. Nothing I did to try to bring us close seemed to work. When I finally hit that point where I knew I was done, he freaked. Long story short, I’m proud of anyone that invests in their happiness. I’m proud of you for taking that step. Life beyond that is so so so beautiful and you will continue to learn and grow and see all of the amazing things the universe has in store for you. The five years since my divorce have been difficult but amazing and I wouldn’t trade them for anything in the world. You go girl.
Quality and lighting is ON POINT in this video Jaclyn!!
Beauty Banter I actually thought it was horrible
I guarantee 95% of the people berating you for divorce details haven't been through it themselves or they'd never ask. Enjoy your new life, girl.
That high def quality tho ... I feel like I’m literally there in your face watching you LOL❤️
UGH. WHY IS THERE SO MUCH HATE?! JUST STOP! THE LADY IS TRYING TO LIVE HER BEST LIFE AND DO WHAT SHE LOVES. SHE'S A BEAUTIFUL PERSON INSIDE AND OUT. QUIT BRINGING HER DOWN. IF YOU DON'T LIKE HER STUFF, DON'T WATCH IT. I DON'T WANT HER TO QUIT TH-cam. I LOVE HER!
anyone else here still use their morphe Jaclyn Hill FAVORITES palette lmao !!!
Yesss! Used it yesterday! 😜♥️
ZarriahRose i have it still in my vanity hahah
Yes🙋🏻♀️
Yup every day for work along w my champagne pop highlight lol
ZarriahRose lol yessss
24:48 the cutest most shy smile ever ❤️❤️😂 look at those sparkly eyes 👀✨
I stayed with me ex who was an addict for way too long, stayed with him through multiple rehabs and through stealing, cheating and a lot of toxic energy... it felt so good to finally walk away and move on sometimes you can care about and love someone from a distance. Thanks for your honesty in this video babe 💛💛
Marissa Renee I know exactly how you feel. My ex relapsed twice while we were together. The first time, he came to me pretty quickly and we got him in rehab. The second time, he went pretty deep and hid it so well I had absolutely no clue. It ended up putting my kids in danger and getting him arrested. Between that and his (pre-existing) narcissitic behavior, I decided I was done immediately. It was scary and freeing, all at the same time. But life has gotten better. I sincerely hope yours has too.
OMG! When you talked about how happy you were, that was honestly the most beautiful thing ever! I cannot wait to see what is in store for you!
Jaclyn, my parents, after 18 years have decided to get a divorce and they decided this right before i'm supposed to be leaving for college 8 hours away. I've always known they were unhappy and recently they haven't been sleeping in the same bed and it's been so hard for me. Even though I could see it coming it's been hard to fathom what my future is going to look like. My dad is going to move 12 hours away and my mom will be staying in my hometown which is what scares me the most. I don't know where I'm supposed to go when I'm on break from college. I just wanted to let you know that it makes me feel better to see how you have grown from this experience because I'm scared for my mom. I hope she can be strong like you and come out of this happier than she has been in years.
Erin Archard This is so sad for you and your family. Divorce is never an easy thing to come to terms with.
However, I also believe it gives everyone a chance to start living their truth and being their true selves, which is ultimately the path to happiness, even if that takes a little while to feel.
You love your parents and your parents love you. This is a deep bond, no matter the physical distance. I hope all goes well for you.x
she will come out of this even stronger. moms are heros ❤️
Erin Archard my parents got divorced my freshman year/sophomore year. dad stayed in hometown and mom moved 12 hours away. It’s really hard, but it gets easier I promise!! on christmas, I go home (usually where I was living at the time), then I spend one week there and another week at my dads. Thanksgiving I usually just choose which one I want to go to, which is hard because I don’t want to hurt anyone’s feelings, but I just chose whoever’s family celebrated thanksgiving more! I hope this helps a little. I hope college is great to you, I start in two weeks and i’m terrified 😂
“It’s so moist, it sounds like animals mating!” OH MY WORD. 😂 I will never be able to blend my foundation again without thinking about that! 😅
Jessica Rausch lmao
I am absolutely LIVING for the new & improved Jaclyn! I've been a die-hard fan since day 1 back in 2006 & even tho I loved her then I couldn't be more proud & happy for you now! I love how she just stopped caring what people have to say and is finally showing us the raw true Jaclyn Hill that she is and not holding anything back. Yaaassss honey never stop living your life & being yourself❤️❤️❤️
The way you described your relationship with Jon is so real and it's exactly what I went through with my ex. I wasn't happy for a long time and it took me awhile to actually do something about it. It wasn't just about a lack of romance... it was about how we became friends and we weren't even trying to be with each other any more.
But when you once loved someone, it's hard to let them go. But I'm so glad I did! I think you did the right thing, Jaclyn :)
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It's definitely not a fun feeling... and it sucks because it's not something you want to act on spontaneously. Best of luck and lots of love to you during this time
I can totally relate. This one for me may just be worth fighting for though. Such courage - very admirable quality, ladies!
That's the reason so many marriages fail these days. People think of marriage so casually and when they aren't "happy" they jump ship, instead of actually working at it and realizing sometimes you go through difficult reasons. It really is a shame.
I haven't enjoyed a video of yours so much in a while! This took me back to when I first started watching your videos and binge watched them all! This look is gorgeous, and your honesty is always so refreshing. It feels like you're not hiding anymore. So happy for you :)
Ooooo..... did you see that smile when talking about her love life?!?! Baby girl is falling in looove again!! And it's sooo damn cute and sweet!! I'm living for it, Jaclyn!! You deserve ALL the love and happiness! Especially after so many years without it!!
LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE, SWEETIEEEE!!! ♥️✨💋
I praise you for not trash (ever) talking it’s so fresh. Really admire you for this!! #goodperson
Can you do a drugstore vs brand name translucent powders? I love the drug store hauls!! FAVORITE!! :)
I’ve definitely been in a marriage that looked like it was for sure ending. Luckily, it didn’t. It’s been an amazing healing journey. Marriage isn’t a feeling. It’s a commitment to fix and change and it takes work! However, I do not judge those that end it because everything is different from situation to situations. ❤️
Honestly Jaclyn, can you write a book? About learning to love yourself and getting out of bad relationships and your relationship with God and your family and friends and buying a house and all of it. I would buy it in a heart beat
Stephanie Lewis Yesss!! Please 😍🙌🏻
OMG YES
I’m on daughters channel but listening to you, I can relate. My daughters father was the only man I ever truly THOUGHT I loved. He was controlling, mean, violent and left me alone through everything. The only time he wanted anything to do with me is when he wanted something from me. My money, sex, laundry, dinner. I TOOK IT FOR 9 YEARS AND KNEW FROM VERY FIRST DAY HE DIDNT LOVE ME AT ALL. WHY? Why do we stay? Childhood f’s a person up. AT LEAST MINE DID. Be glad you are free even if he wasn’t mean to you. Not being cared for and loved hurts just as bad as violence. I know. Good luck!
My mom went through the same thing with my dad, knowing what you knew too, and went through a jacked up childhood too. She dealt with him for 21 years. Thankfully now we're all free for 11 years. Hope you and your family are well and free too! xD Idk why I just wanted to share.
Battlea talking about it gets me through every day in my life and my mind. I hope you and your family are happy now. I have told my daughter whose channel I’m on that she at 19 could deal with his family alone because every time I dealt with them I thought of him and all the really horribly mean and violent things he did directly to me. I couldn’t bare it any longer. As long as they were good to her, and they were. Thank god! I couldn’t have any contact with any of them. It’s been a lot better in my mind and soul for last 3 years and to this day he tries to get back in. I can’t even look at him. The Only thing he gave me that helped me through life after my own childhood was my daughter. She is my source of life I finally got back. Bless you and your family for taking time to respond. Staci
Battlea p.S. I’m glad you and your family are safe.
Watching this is April 2019 and realizing that you were falling in love here is so adorable. I'm so happy for you both
Also you stopping the palettes and making sure they are perfect, makes me respect you so much more
I got my first tattoo at forty four because my left leg was amputated so I got a leg wearing a heel and kicking. My way to laugh at my circumstances. I still have two legs but one is just on my wrist 😂😁😘💋😍❤️❤️❤️
You have an awesome, positive spirit! I admire you!
Your are so great ! I am almost 50 getting my first tattoo.
I love love love your attitude about your circumstances! Awesome! 💪👍 And I love my tats!! My body art, as I like to call it. My dad was a marine and had some, so I've always wanted them. Got my first one at 19. I'm 40 now and still getting them, lol. Love them!!
amazing! sending you lots of love and respect :)
much love to you 💕 i love your outlook & your spirit
😍 the blending....the whole look😍 💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡💛🧡 girlllllll it's just beautiful!!!!!! 😍 And your skin looks flawless without makeup
Jaclyn has the most beautiful eyes ugh
Probably one of my most favorite videos from you ever. I appreciate your honesty and how much you opened up, when you really don’t owe us anything. I love that you’re finally in a good place in your life! Girl, you deserve it! Sending lots of love from New Orleans 💜⚜️ and you look absolutely flawless 💋
Kassie Flesher hey beauty, I’ve started a TH-cam channel! I’d love for you to follow me on my weight loss and makeup gain journey! Check out my latest video on Confidence boosting & if you like what you see subscribe and share, thank you 👑💗