"My pronouns today are: Don't perceive me, I don't wish to be perceived, don't use any pronouns, I don't exist" That had me laughing so much, I feel that 🤣
I think it’s really interesting how Seraphina reacted to Seer coming close to the front at 1:02:36 while Kya was dissociating- you can tell she felt the energy shift and readjusted as if someone else had walked in the room! She has such an amazing connection with you guys ❤️
When y’all started dissociating and the head tilted to the side I had a wild urge to reach out and catch you because sometimes when our partner system dissociates that strongly their body kind of just tips over 😅 I’m glad you didn’t fall down.
Ashley, I don’t have DID, but Kya recently uploaded a grounding technique video to help with disassociation. See if that helps! I’m sure she has done another video on disassociation in the past too. th-cam.com/video/RyQ-rF-SPNw/w-d-xo.html
Kya: I know someone ate my Swiss Roll just to mess with me Mike: I may or may not have but definitely have eaten Kya’s Swiss roll They are going to have to have a talk after this 😂😂
That 1:09:50 “styahp it. Get some help” 💀 I’m so bummed I missed what would’ve been my first stream :c hopefully you’re comfortable doing another one soon and I’ll be able to actually catch it 💗💗
That half-smirk that Mike/Kya did at 1:11:03 when they were talking about the rapid switches makes my heart melt - it's seriously such a small thing but it's amazing how the body's facial expressions differ with each alter
Kya! Or anyone in the body! For hair color - warm tones are needed to keep your hair dark after having been lightened! For your natural hair colour that's gonna be red mostly, or oranges and yellows. So next time you colour your hair (if the goal is to match the natural, like Kya mentioned on this stream) make sure to get a very warm colour. It will help keep the color in and keep it the correct colour (won't fade as severely) My best guess from videos is you are a natural 3 or 4 (1-10, 1 being black like a sharpie, 2 is natural black, and 10 being like a platinum blonde) , and id recommend something with warm tones which may be written like 4G (g for gold) I hope this helps if you see it and that's your goal.
Sally's accent changing makes so much sense to me. I'm not sure if they're an alter who is able to fully front? But sometimes we'll find ourself(?) speaking in a southern American accent for self-soothing purposes without knowing why. Sometimes it's just whatever helps most in the moment- we seem to have a lot of "fragments" come and go specifically for that reason, as well
@@allisond.46 oops I realized I worded my comment confusingly- I meant: in my system, we notice this accent thing sometimes, and I'm not sure if it's passive influence from an alter or just a random ~thing~, lol. Brains are weird!
@@allisond.46 one of my alters is british and I noticed the other english speaking one started also sounding more british and idk if they are effecting each other but it is kinda funny to me fore some reason
Me too! 🥺 I dont know why I was surprised because duh they're from the UK and well, the age that would know him, and Anthony is Dan's friend.😅 I just clicked to this video after Dan's newest video 🥺😊
@@miak4006 I think I still have a hard time accepting that other people also know Dan and Phil and it wasn't some alternate universe I created to help me cope with my life 😂
Everytime you guys kept disassociating seraphina would either move or her ear would twitch like she was making sure she wasn't necessarily needed or not. She really is like an emotional support animal I'm glad you guys have her
@52:57 you mention hearing something that sounds "particularly Kyle". I hear so much of Chloe and Nin when you talk to your animals. It is lovely to know that you are so much stronger as yourself Kya.
Thank you for your kind words on being valid, Kya. We have been going solo as a system for about 6+ years now because of many of the reasons you stated. It has been so hard and a nightmare learning to heal on our own. It is such a privilege for people to get help, you're right. Absolutely made our day. -Ben & co
I love that whenever they introduce an alter on the channel there’s always a backstory, their age, their role and go super in depth about that alter but when it’s Mike it’s always just ‘Mike is Mike’ HAHAHAHAH
To the person who wrongly said "a fact" about foxes: That's not a fact, that's wrong. Foxes aren't felines, they aren't canines either, they are vulpines.
Yes and no. Not legs in any sense of the word BUT some species still have remnants of legs. Its actually pretty fascinating because it shows the evolution of snakes.
Sorry, I missed the Live but I'm watching it now!!! I am so PROUD of you for all you have done to come back stand up for yourself and Most of all for asking for help when you needed it!!! YOU ARE AWESOME!!! I am not a system but i fully support and believe in DID. I have CPTSD myself.
It's very interesting to hear about the many differences between systems. Our Inner World is more real than the Outer World. The Outer World is very dreamlike. -Esmeralda
“How’s everyone dealing with life at the minute” me watching this while eating blueberries after having my 5th panic attack of day and avoiding all responsibilities
I am sorry that you had a few panic attacks today. I hope you were able to ground or found something to do or did some self care. Sending all the love and strength to you. ❤️
Omg, I CAN'T WAIT to see Seer's Meet The Alters video (and also maybe the Wraith and any new alters, if they want to)! And also a follow-up video from Mara, so she can get the chance to finish what she wanted to say in the last video. ❤ Also, whales do have hair. They are mammals, and all mammals have hair. Dolphins are whales, so yes, dolphins have hair. Snakes having tiny feet is misleading. They have little bone spurs that are vestigial remnants of their footed ancestry. Though some snakes apparently have toes. Just like snakes, whales also have vestigial legs. Foxes are NOT felines. They are canines. Platypuses don't have stomachs. I was actually very surprised to discover this. [reposting cuz apparently TH-cam hates external links in the comments sections]
I feel terrible for that stuck alter. I imagine this must hurt as much as it hurts being knowing you’re dreaming, you’re having a nightmare but you can’t wake up because you’re body is paralyzed as it’s in REM mode. I hope he/she is okay.
33:58 Thank you for answering my question 💜 And agreed Anthony and his team are very very sweet he seems very supportive, glad you're comfortable around them!
I was around when Dan started his channel and have watched all his videos. I'm so happy he is gonna come back!! 😍😍 I have missed his content so much, but he made the right decision because our mental and physical health is much more important than any job. I hope he is feeling a bit better now and keeps getting good support with his depression 🥰
I cannot imagine how much strength it has taken to get to where you are and be able to talk about some tough stuff but for what it’s worth I’m so happy you are in a place where you can talk and share about all of this stuff… thank you 💗
I do EMDR, too!! Yay for progress with EMDR!! 🖤 Ps it was nice to meet Mike - I don't use twitch so I've not met him yet. Thank you for being so open with your identities. Y'all have a place in my heart forever.
I love that I've watched the videos enough to begin learning when there are switches. I'm also grateful for you all and it's nice being able to discern between different alters based on voice and how they present themselves. I'm wishing you all the best!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Holy shit the system has grown so much, my word... I only really know you from your DID information videos, just out of pure curiosity, but wow. Wow, wow, wow you are such an incredible personality! You remind me of literally all of my friends haha, your humor and presentation is so lively!
Same, except it actuslly triggered my system to beleive I was ready (spoiler alert, I wasnt) so noe they just kinda leave me alone and sometimes ask me if I am ready (and usually for a reason I cant understand this question brings tears to my eyes without fail every singke time so still no)
I want to say that I don’t have DID. However I do heavily dissociate and lose hours of my time. I have cptsd and your videos have helped me a lot since I discovered you years ago.
The times when you dissociate are very familiar to me. I have moments like this very often. I also have a horrible memory. It wasn't until I started talking to professionals that I ever would of connected trauma to my symptoms.
Hey guysssss I have something I want to say. I don't have DID, but once upon a time about 4 years ago, I stumbled across this account and wow you guys have taught me so much - not just about DID, but other mental illnesses and how to help and comfort people. But it doesn't stop there - I feel like you all have shown me how to recognise small moments in people so I can read how they are. It's fascinating to me that, because of the sheer mass of time I had spent watching your content, I have become known by systems involved in my life to always be able to see a switch and know who is then fronting. It's so interesting to me now because towards the end of the stream when you were reading the facts, I could see each switch as it happened. It's something that I really like about my ability to read people, but if it weren't for you guys, I honestly don't feel like I would be able to help or read people to the capacity that I do. So thank you. Genuinely, I hope you guys are all doing as well as you could be x Much love, Tullia x
I don't have DID but I have been diagnosed with a few other mental illnesses and struggle with disassociation a lot and I just wanted to thank you for all the videos you make. You've helped me cope with trauma, given me strategies to better support myself and the people around me and you've given me hope. Thank you for all you and your system do, you have helped so many♥
Oh my god, could you get any more perfect?? Yes, Dan and Phil are literally the best TH-camrs on this planet. I'm glad I've watched them grow to be such icons.
This was a great stream. I'm so happy I was here for it. Now that we know Mike was the one who ate Kya's Swiss Roll, I have to ask. Kya, have YOU ever done something to mess with another alter in the system? Also, the question I asked in stream was missed in the chat flood. Do any of the alters sell their art? Loved seeing that y'all are coping so well, and staying healthy. 🤠👍💕
You are my safe place. All of you. Thank you so much for still being here with us after everything you’ve been through, I hope you guys know how incredibly important you are to so many of us on the other sides of our screens
This was the first live I've ever watched. You've finished streaming exactly at the same time I had finished cooking. If only I could share my soup. Take care, you sweet human.
I love how you could see Mike ask Kya what his pronoun was all by the look on his face like you knew he was asking in the innerworld what they would prefer at that moment ❤
Im very glad you’re back.. I didnt expect to miss someone i dont really know but discovering your channel made me aware of what DID really was and later learning and discovering that I had DID.. I had so many memory blocked and a everyday memory reset that it was so difficult to actually reveal my alters and DID to myself. Because at first when I started watching tour videos I never thought that i had a system too, thank you for informing me, teaching me about all of that and make me discover myself. Im happy you’re back and that your channel is back, so I can have conforting videos and a person tomlisten too, I know we don’t actively talk but listening to you helps me feel better. Thank you again
34:59 _Oh!_ I was so confused! I was sure they said "How did you realise you drained a fluid?" I was so confused! I thought this must be some kind of medical thing that had happened that I didn't know about. I finally realised it must have been "How did you realise you're genderfluid?" which makes _so_ much more sense! I must say though, even knowing that it still sounds like "drained a fluid".
i would absolutely love for you to do an inner world drawing video while you explain it, like the alters draw themselves video you did! it would be so interesting to see a map/art of the mansion and the landscapes around it 🤍
27:44 I got the same feeling listening to that as I might get trying to understand some of the stuff that happens in Doctor Who. Like you're the same person, but also a different person... hmm, where have I come across that before? But yeah, it sure is complicated. I feel like I'm trying to understand paradoxes and crossed timelines and different versions of reality and stuff, haha! Like the same person but also a different person because of different experiences and memories... now this is starting to sound like all the different Claras. Oh well, if I can wrap my head around all that I'm sure I'll cope with this.
Quick question, if someone you're hanging out with/talking to is dissociating is it better to just stay quiet and watch (like to make sure they don't fall or hurt themselves not like "dang whatcha doin") or is it preferred to kind of talk or something to give noise/assurance that theyre safe/etc for them or is it a person by person thing?
I can see why our protector watches you all's videos. It's nice to see that you guys can be positive and do ok even if there's dips. Today I was invited to hang out with someone so I did and then they said they stalked my Instagram bc they were fans and I was just like @∆@ what do I do so I can't imagine how confusing and awkward it is so be recognized in public (I think the fan was from a film screening that one of us did as part of a film class? There was more than one fan I do not know how to handle this) and you all make tons of videos so I'd imagine that's a lot!! Thanks for putting a smile on our face and also for helping us not be so confused :) I think our protector found your channel maybe a year or two after we were told we had DID, and we started therapy for it maybe half a year ago after working so hard to find a therapist we could afford! You all explain some things easier, like.. what you said about the cupboard. I hadn't thought much about it but when I'm out it's like I'm in a little observatory tower where the only light is by looking through a telescope. I guess it's be hard for two of us to look through a telescope at the same time haha. Maybe with work we can make it bigger :)
38:51 THAT SAME THING HAPPENED WITH MY SYSTEM BUT WITH DEVILED EGGS LIKE SHE ATE THE ENTIRE PARTY PLATTER OF DEVILED EGGS JUST SO NOBODY ELSE COULD HAVE ANY AAAAAA
@@earthariss actually I don't even know. I was a newly discovered system and we all just found out about her. I think one of her first messages to the system group chat was "I'm going to eat all your deviled eggs >:)" and it started a bit of an argument lol. It ended with "there's no use in arguing with me. What's been done can not be undone >:)" "First of all, who are you?" In hindsight it was pretty funny, but I know for a fact she ate more than necessary just to upset everyone. I think Kya in the video explained this type of scenario perfectly
Hey there! You probably don't remember us, and that's perfectly fine. I just wanted you to know that we've been watching you channel for over two years now. Kyle's video helped our first host to finally understand the gravity of what was going on and why we all need exist. Thank you so much for everything you all do and I'm sorry we couldn't be here for the live. We had to work.
Hey I love you guys sooo much! I don’t have DID myself but so much of your experience has helped me through a lot of other issues, I have bipolar and dissociation is a big part for me so thank you for helping everyone struggling and keep raising awareness because it’s changing a lot of peoples lives 🥰
I’m so glad you are making this system update series. I’m really enjoying the format and your growth and journey. Ps. Your androgynous aesthetic is nb fashion goals and I’d love an updated makeup and hair Kya tutorial. 💕
Oh I’m so bummed I missed the stream, but I’m glad I was able to watch the recording! It was cool getting to hear you and your system answer so many different types of questions and hear an update about how y’all are doing. I LOVE your makeup and hair in this stream, it looks AMAZING! I hope I can make it to the next stream. A lot of love to you all, DissociaDID/Kya & Co! ❤️
My apologies if this has been answered in the past, what is your peripheral vision like in the different stages of consciousness? For example, when someone is co-con, do they have a bit of tunnel vision, like when you’re trying to think back on a memory and the mental-visual input isn’t fully developed as it is with standard visual input… Sorry that probably makes no sense 😅🫠❤️
Tbh, this is kind of a really cool question and I have not seen someone ask this before! I know they might be different, but the peripheral vision will usually kind of just dulls out for us and our other senses will usually just go offline for a few seconds until whoever was trying to front switches out :) When someone is co-con, it's usually the same but on a lesser scale, sometimes none at all. Co-fronting tho is when things get a lil wonky haha -Ben
When you started talking about Daniel Howell, I remembered that you also did videos with Jessica Kellgren-Fozard some time ago and I was wondering if you kept up with her? She has a beautiful one-year-old son now and still seems to be a lovely person.
I'm sorry I missed the live yesterday. I was driving home from seeing my gf. You are so sweet and compassionate and accommodating. We love you and hope you continue healing and growing 💗-The Daylight System
Yesterday I set my notification reminder, I had the correct time and you did not come on my notifications. so then I went to your homepage to see if the live had started it had not there was nothing on there about a live and then I went back and I kept checking why aren't I getting a notification it never showed up and just now I see you in the videos. I am so bummed I missed the live. Much love to you, much healing for you, and just all the good things that make you feel joy and peace.
Only recently started following you, love the videos. Stay strong! At first I was like "thats really cool they have all these personalities" but then like 2 seconds later I felt really bad because of what it actually meant to have gotten those personalities.
It was really cool to meet Mike for the first time, as I don't get on Twitch, he seems pretty cool. Also, I hope you're resting and/or feeling better from how you were at the end of the stream, Lots of Love :)
It was great catching the live again. It was like old times. My youtube name then was joleen511. Just fyi if you remember back then. One suggestion. You should get some mods to help you answer repeated questions...lol but it was awesome seeing yall back
Replay crew here. Hello everyone, thank you so much for sharing your opinion with us. it honestly helps so much for me to understand i really appreciate your content. i am not a system but my father was, so it really helps me connect with him and understand what he was going through.
Love your channel. I usually hate live streams, this is the first one I've watched. Congrats on starting EMDR, it has helped healing my traumas alot. Those therapy days can be a bitch sometimes though. So much emotional/mental work.
I knew I had another reason to like you! I love dan and Phil so much! I’ve been watching them for about 8 years. I’m finally going to meet dan in October when he’s on tour in America, I’m so excited!! I’m super happy that he’s finally going to upload again! 🎊
Sad I missed this live but I am catching up on it today ☺️ I hope your system is doing well especially after watching the system+ alter part 1 update. 💖. I have had a big system change recently and am still working through it but watching your ( & others with did/osdd) really helps me out 🙂 thank you again for sharing and coming back to TH-cam inspite of all the negativity and bulls*it . -- the mystic system (specifically Alex and Ash(new fusioned host) )
Have you ever considered writing a fiction book? You would be SO good at writing different characters since you have so many different perspectives already. And maybe you could use your inner world as the setting, since it's so confusing and magical and ever changing. Would be so good!
“Don’t use any pronouns, I don’t exist”
Absolutely valid
I missed that part, what were they referring to?
@@tvwontturnon I think it was in the first thirty minutes? They were fronting as Kya, and they were asked which pronouns they preferred at the moment
10:30
I also think, in this case, they were making a joke.
"My pronouns today are: Don't perceive me, I don't wish to be perceived, don't use any pronouns, I don't exist" That had me laughing so much, I feel that 🤣
I think it’s really interesting how Seraphina reacted to Seer coming close to the front at 1:02:36 while Kya was dissociating- you can tell she felt the energy shift and readjusted as if someone else had walked in the room! She has such an amazing connection with you guys ❤️
I thought she was gonna come over but no 😞. Still kitty stretches are cute ❤️
swiss roll part starts from around 38:00 and Mike talks abt it around 1:14:00
Thanks mate
Thanks!
I FUCKING KNEW IT - Kya
@@DissociaDID Welp.... RUN MIKE RUN 😂😂
@@Fey_Aelin_Elentiya Where is Mike gonna run to lol
When y’all started dissociating and the head tilted to the side I had a wild urge to reach out and catch you because sometimes when our partner system dissociates that strongly their body kind of just tips over 😅 I’m glad you didn’t fall down.
Timme
Ashley, I don’t have DID, but Kya recently uploaded a grounding technique video to help with disassociation. See if that helps! I’m sure she has done another video on disassociation in the past too.
th-cam.com/video/RyQ-rF-SPNw/w-d-xo.html
Kya: I know someone ate my Swiss Roll just to mess with me
Mike: I may or may not have but definitely have eaten Kya’s Swiss roll
They are going to have to have a talk after this 😂😂
Time stamp?😂
@@SwedishTourist 1:14:20 he’s so funny
Kya: STEP AWAY FROM THE SWISS ROLL
It's wild seeing Kya because they're put together so neatly like Nin but totally have Kyle's facial expressions and tone/inflections
Mike's smile was so contagious! I find it so fascinating how different alters look while using the same body.
That 1:09:50 “styahp it. Get some help” 💀
I’m so bummed I missed what would’ve been my first stream :c hopefully you’re comfortable doing another one soon and I’ll be able to actually catch it 💗💗
That half-smirk that Mike/Kya did at 1:11:03 when they were talking about the rapid switches makes my heart melt - it's seriously such a small thing but it's amazing how the body's facial expressions differ with each alter
I KNOW!!! 😭😆
Kya and Mike might have a little "chat" after this 😂 Petition to get both of them Swiss rolls.
yeah lmao
"If I don't laugh about it, it will destroy me", yes! So much this!
The Kyle-Energy at the swiss role rant at abt 39:00 was so strong, I love it 😂
Kya! Or anyone in the body! For hair color - warm tones are needed to keep your hair dark after having been lightened! For your natural hair colour that's gonna be red mostly, or oranges and yellows. So next time you colour your hair (if the goal is to match the natural, like Kya mentioned on this stream) make sure to get a very warm colour. It will help keep the color in and keep it the correct colour (won't fade as severely)
My best guess from videos is you are a natural 3 or 4 (1-10, 1 being black like a sharpie, 2 is natural black, and 10 being like a platinum blonde) , and id recommend something with warm tones which may be written like 4G (g for gold)
I hope this helps if you see it and that's your goal.
Sally's accent changing makes so much sense to me. I'm not sure if they're an alter who is able to fully front? But sometimes we'll find ourself(?) speaking in a southern American accent for self-soothing purposes without knowing why. Sometimes it's just whatever helps most in the moment- we seem to have a lot of "fragments" come and go specifically for that reason, as well
Sally has fully fronted in the past, but I don’t know how common it is.
@@allisond.46 oops I realized I worded my comment confusingly- I meant: in my system, we notice this accent thing sometimes, and I'm not sure if it's passive influence from an alter or just a random ~thing~, lol. Brains are weird!
@@allisond.46 one of my alters is british and I noticed the other english speaking one started also sounding more british and idk if they are effecting each other but it is kinda funny to me fore some reason
Kya talking about how excited they are that Dan Howell is uploading again made me so happy because yes! Me too!
Me too! 🥺 I dont know why I was surprised because duh they're from the UK and well, the age that would know him, and Anthony is Dan's friend.😅 I just clicked to this video after Dan's newest video 🥺😊
@@miak4006 I think I still have a hard time accepting that other people also know Dan and Phil and it wasn't some alternate universe I created to help me cope with my life 😂
Banana guy may be gone but now we have our new saviour:
*_Swiss roll guy!_*
Everytime you guys kept disassociating seraphina would either move or her ear would twitch like she was making sure she wasn't necessarily needed or not. She really is like an emotional support animal I'm glad you guys have her
@52:57 you mention hearing something that sounds "particularly Kyle". I hear so much of Chloe and Nin when you talk to your animals. It is lovely to know that you are so much stronger as yourself Kya.
Thank you for your kind words on being valid, Kya. We have been going solo as a system for about 6+ years now because of many of the reasons you stated. It has been so hard and a nightmare learning to heal on our own. It is such a privilege for people to get help, you're right. Absolutely made our day. -Ben & co
I love that whenever they introduce an alter on the channel there’s always a backstory, their age, their role and go super in depth about that alter but when it’s Mike it’s always just ‘Mike is Mike’ HAHAHAHAH
To the person who wrongly said "a fact" about foxes: That's not a fact, that's wrong. Foxes aren't felines, they aren't canines either, they are vulpines.
I’m pretty sure snakes don’t have feet either
Maybe they got confused with hyena’s🤷🏼♀️
Yes and no.
Not legs in any sense of the word BUT some species still have remnants of legs.
Its actually pretty fascinating because it shows the evolution of snakes.
Foxes are in the family of Caniformia which means "dog-like" though.
Hyenas do belong within the feliforma family, "cat-like".
38:26 Swiss Roll- Kya
1:14:20 1:15:37 Swiss Roll- Mike
Sorry, I missed the Live but I'm watching it now!!! I am so PROUD of you for all you have done to come back stand up for yourself and Most of all for asking for help when you needed it!!! YOU ARE AWESOME!!! I am not a system but i fully support and believe in DID. I have CPTSD myself.
Thank you for being you ✨
Also Mike ate the Swiss roll 🤣
It's interesting to hear how some rooms in the inner world aren't always there. It sounds very dreamlike.
More like nightmare depending on who you talk to 😅
@@earthariss Yeah... well, a nightmare is a kind of dream.
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@@ethernitylovesme 15:56
It's very interesting to hear about the many differences between systems. Our Inner World is more real than the Outer World. The Outer World is very dreamlike. -Esmeralda
“How’s everyone dealing with life at the minute”
me watching this while eating blueberries after having my 5th panic attack of day and avoiding all responsibilities
I am sorry that you had a few panic attacks today. I hope you were able to ground or found something to do or did some self care. Sending all the love and strength to you. ❤️
Great choice of life evacuation snack! Very stimulating and good for you xxxxx
Yasss, the lifestyle of a royal; here's your crown for going thru that 👑
*Hugs you despite the fact u are a stanger because they want to comfert you and hope you get better!*
Omg, I CAN'T WAIT to see Seer's Meet The Alters video (and also maybe the Wraith and any new alters, if they want to)! And also a follow-up video from Mara, so she can get the chance to finish what she wanted to say in the last video. ❤
Also, whales do have hair. They are mammals, and all mammals have hair. Dolphins are whales, so yes, dolphins have hair.
Snakes having tiny feet is misleading. They have little bone spurs that are vestigial remnants of their footed ancestry. Though some snakes apparently have toes.
Just like snakes, whales also have vestigial legs.
Foxes are NOT felines. They are canines.
Platypuses don't have stomachs. I was actually very surprised to discover this.
[reposting cuz apparently TH-cam hates external links in the comments sections]
I feel terrible for that stuck alter. I imagine this must hurt as much as it hurts being knowing you’re dreaming, you’re having a nightmare but you can’t wake up because you’re body is paralyzed as it’s in REM mode. I hope he/she is okay.
Thanks a lot for coming back to the internet, you helped with me getting a diagnosis for cptsd and now my adhd, all thanks to you! ♥ Lots of love
33:58 Thank you for answering my question 💜
And agreed Anthony and his team are very very sweet he seems very supportive, glad you're comfortable around them!
I was around when Dan started his channel and have watched all his videos. I'm so happy he is gonna come back!! 😍😍 I have missed his content so much, but he made the right decision because our mental and physical health is much more important than any job.
I hope he is feeling a bit better now and keeps getting good support with his depression 🥰
Ikr, I got so giddy when Kya mentioned him cause I had no idea he was coming back!
@@earthariss I just found out myself a couple of days ago so he recently shared the news 😍
11:52 just excited that they read my question!! they are so lovely and helped me with my general mental health xx
I cannot imagine how much strength it has taken to get to where you are and be able to talk about some tough stuff but for what it’s worth I’m so happy you are in a place where you can talk and share about all of this stuff… thank you 💗
I do EMDR, too!! Yay for progress with EMDR!! 🖤 Ps it was nice to meet Mike - I don't use twitch so I've not met him yet. Thank you for being so open with your identities. Y'all have a place in my heart forever.
I love that I've watched the videos enough to begin learning when there are switches. I'm also grateful for you all and it's nice being able to discern between different alters based on voice and how they present themselves. I'm wishing you all the best!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Holy shit the system has grown so much, my word... I only really know you from your DID information videos, just out of pure curiosity, but wow. Wow, wow, wow you are such an incredible personality! You remind me of literally all of my friends haha, your humor and presentation is so lively!
Same, except it actuslly triggered my system to beleive I was ready (spoiler alert, I wasnt) so noe they just kinda leave me alone and sometimes ask me if I am ready (and usually for a reason I cant understand this question brings tears to my eyes without fail every singke time so still no)
Just wanna say I think that this makeup is particularly gorgeous. I love the color scheme it's somehow warm and cold toned.
I want to say that I don’t have DID. However I do heavily dissociate and lose hours of my time. I have cptsd and your videos have helped me a lot since I discovered you years ago.
The times when you dissociate are very familiar to me. I have moments like this very often. I also have a horrible memory. It wasn't until I started talking to professionals that I ever would of connected trauma to my symptoms.
Hey guysssss
I have something I want to say.
I don't have DID, but once upon a time about 4 years ago, I stumbled across this account and wow you guys have taught me so much - not just about DID, but other mental illnesses and how to help and comfort people.
But it doesn't stop there - I feel like you all have shown me how to recognise small moments in people so I can read how they are.
It's fascinating to me that, because of the sheer mass of time I had spent watching your content, I have become known by systems involved in my life to always be able to see a switch and know who is then fronting. It's so interesting to me now because towards the end of the stream when you were reading the facts, I could see each switch as it happened. It's something that I really like about my ability to read people, but if it weren't for you guys, I honestly don't feel like I would be able to help or read people to the capacity that I do.
So thank you.
Genuinely, I hope you guys are all doing as well as you could be x
Much love,
Tullia x
I don't have DID but I have been diagnosed with a few other mental illnesses and struggle with disassociation a lot and I just wanted to thank you for all the videos you make. You've helped me cope with trauma, given me strategies to better support myself and the people around me and you've given me hope. Thank you for all you and your system do, you have helped so many♥
Hearing you get excited to stream at the beginning was everything💗💗💗 been here for a while and I’m so happy to see you trying your best to heal💗
Oh my god, could you get any more perfect?? Yes, Dan and Phil are literally the best TH-camrs on this planet. I'm glad I've watched them grow to be such icons.
Hope you feel better Kya 😊
This was a great stream. I'm so happy I was here for it. Now that we know Mike was the one who ate Kya's Swiss Roll, I have to ask. Kya, have YOU ever done something to mess with another alter in the system? Also, the question I asked in stream was missed in the chat flood. Do any of the alters sell their art? Loved seeing that y'all are coping so well, and staying healthy. 🤠👍💕
Thank u so so much for taking this time out of your day and spending it with us 💕 much love to Kya and all of the system!
Hope everyone enjoyed that and be safe and grounded Team DissociaDID
I can see the best parts of Kyle and Nin in you and it’s so perfect, I just love your energy. Glad to see you’re in good spirits these days.
You are my safe place. All of you. Thank you so much for still being here with us after everything you’ve been through, I hope you guys know how incredibly important you are to so many of us on the other sides of our screens
This was the first live I've ever watched. You've finished streaming exactly at the same time I had finished cooking. If only I could share my soup.
Take care, you sweet human.
*eats swiss roll*
kya: finally...inner peace
I love how you could see Mike ask Kya what his pronoun was all by the look on his face like you knew he was asking in the innerworld what they would prefer at that moment ❤
Im very glad you’re back.. I didnt expect to miss someone i dont really know but discovering your channel made me aware of what DID really was and later learning and discovering that I had DID.. I had so many memory blocked and a everyday memory reset that it was so difficult to actually reveal my alters and DID to myself. Because at first when I started watching tour videos I never thought that i had a system too, thank you for informing me, teaching me about all of that and make me discover myself. Im happy you’re back and that your channel is back, so I can have conforting videos and a person tomlisten too, I know we don’t actively talk but listening to you helps me feel better. Thank you again
Mike's smirk though! Shot straight to my heart haha
"It's fine... -smacks lips in annoyance- I don't even care"
Kya, I am so sorry, but also that was so funny.
34:59 _Oh!_ I was so confused! I was sure they said "How did you realise you drained a fluid?" I was so confused! I thought this must be some kind of medical thing that had happened that I didn't know about. I finally realised it must have been "How did you realise you're genderfluid?" which makes _so_ much more sense! I must say though, even knowing that it still sounds like "drained a fluid".
I had the same reaction 😅
omg I heard that too at first 🤣
Was having a really hard time by myself, this video helped me out a lot, put a few smiles on my face, thank you!
kya ur hair and makeup coordination looks so amazing how even
i would absolutely love for you to do an inner world drawing video while you explain it, like the alters draw themselves video you did! it would be so interesting to see a map/art of the mansion and the landscapes around it 🤍
27:44 I got the same feeling listening to that as I might get trying to understand some of the stuff that happens in Doctor Who. Like you're the same person, but also a different person... hmm, where have I come across that before? But yeah, it sure is complicated. I feel like I'm trying to understand paradoxes and crossed timelines and different versions of reality and stuff, haha! Like the same person but also a different person because of different experiences and memories... now this is starting to sound like all the different Claras. Oh well, if I can wrap my head around all that I'm sure I'll cope with this.
Quick question, if someone you're hanging out with/talking to is dissociating is it better to just stay quiet and watch (like to make sure they don't fall or hurt themselves not like "dang whatcha doin") or is it preferred to kind of talk or something to give noise/assurance that theyre safe/etc for them or is it a person by person thing?
You could probably apply some of the things from their video from about a month ago to that: th-cam.com/video/NMRyOUW6dss/w-d-xo.html
I can see why our protector watches you all's videos. It's nice to see that you guys can be positive and do ok even if there's dips. Today I was invited to hang out with someone so I did and then they said they stalked my Instagram bc they were fans and I was just like @∆@ what do I do so I can't imagine how confusing and awkward it is so be recognized in public (I think the fan was from a film screening that one of us did as part of a film class? There was more than one fan I do not know how to handle this) and you all make tons of videos so I'd imagine that's a lot!! Thanks for putting a smile on our face and also for helping us not be so confused :) I think our protector found your channel maybe a year or two after we were told we had DID, and we started therapy for it maybe half a year ago after working so hard to find a therapist we could afford! You all explain some things easier, like.. what you said about the cupboard. I hadn't thought much about it but when I'm out it's like I'm in a little observatory tower where the only light is by looking through a telescope. I guess it's be hard for two of us to look through a telescope at the same time haha. Maybe with work we can make it bigger :)
Seraphina stretching her little paws in the background is just... *chef kiss*
38:51 THAT SAME THING HAPPENED WITH MY SYSTEM BUT WITH DEVILED EGGS
LIKE SHE ATE THE ENTIRE PARTY PLATTER OF DEVILED EGGS JUST SO NOBODY ELSE COULD HAVE ANY AAAAAA
And pancakes too actually but it was less "I'm gonna eat this just so they can't" and more "woah cool! Pancakes!"
I would so do that with Deviled Eggs 😭 I've been craving them for like weeks now, hope she at least enjoyed them 😅
@@earthariss actually I don't even know. I was a newly discovered system and we all just found out about her. I think one of her first messages to the system group chat was "I'm going to eat all your deviled eggs >:)" and it started a bit of an argument lol. It ended with "there's no use in arguing with me. What's been done can not be undone >:)"
"First of all, who are you?"
In hindsight it was pretty funny, but I know for a fact she ate more than necessary just to upset everyone. I think Kya in the video explained this type of scenario perfectly
Egg chick here, hi
Yes I ate all the eggs, no I don't regret it
Hey there! You probably don't remember us, and that's perfectly fine. I just wanted you to know that we've been watching you channel for over two years now. Kyle's video helped our first host to finally understand the gravity of what was going on and why we all need exist. Thank you so much for everything you all do and I'm sorry we couldn't be here for the live. We had to work.
Hey I love you guys sooo much! I don’t have DID myself but so much of your experience has helped me through a lot of other issues, I have bipolar and dissociation is a big part for me so thank you for helping everyone struggling and keep raising awareness because it’s changing a lot of peoples lives 🥰
Take care!
Mike ate the swiss roll 👀
little fronting?
Livestream was fun 😁
I’m so glad you are making this system update series. I’m really enjoying the format and your growth and journey.
Ps. Your androgynous aesthetic is nb fashion goals and I’d love an updated makeup and hair Kya tutorial. 💕
Oh I’m so bummed I missed the stream, but I’m glad I was able to watch the recording! It was cool getting to hear you and your system answer so many different types of questions and hear an update about how y’all are doing. I LOVE your makeup and hair in this stream, it looks AMAZING! I hope I can make it to the next stream. A lot of love to you all, DissociaDID/Kya & Co! ❤️
My apologies if this has been answered in the past, what is your peripheral vision like in the different stages of consciousness?
For example, when someone is co-con, do they have a bit of tunnel vision, like when you’re trying to think back on a memory and the mental-visual input isn’t fully developed as it is with standard visual input…
Sorry that probably makes no sense 😅🫠❤️
Tbh, this is kind of a really cool question and I have not seen someone ask this before! I know they might be different, but the peripheral vision will usually kind of just dulls out for us and our other senses will usually just go offline for a few seconds until whoever was trying to front switches out :) When someone is co-con, it's usually the same but on a lesser scale, sometimes none at all. Co-fronting tho is when things get a lil wonky haha -Ben
such an interesting question I hope they sees this
@@sleepingslizzle9172 Well thank you! I was apprehensive to ask, so I appreciate the kind words. ☺️
Thanks for the stream. It was great to finally catch you on your live stream. Hope the system is doing ok
When you started talking about Daniel Howell, I remembered that you also did videos with Jessica Kellgren-Fozard some time ago and I was wondering if you kept up with her? She has a beautiful one-year-old son now and still seems to be a lovely person.
I'm sorry I missed the live yesterday. I was driving home from seeing my gf. You are so sweet and compassionate and accommodating. We love you and hope you continue healing and growing 💗-The Daylight System
We were so glad to see you guys stream again, we have missed you ❤️
Yesterday I set my notification reminder, I had the correct time and you did not come on my notifications. so then I went to your homepage to see if the live had started it had not there was nothing on there about a live and then I went back and I kept checking why aren't I getting a notification it never showed up and just now I see you in the videos. I am so bummed I missed the live. Much love to you, much healing for you, and just all the good things that make you feel joy and peace.
39:43 the passive agressiveness about the swiss roll I can't- xD
I wish you all the swiss rolls Kya
Couldn't listen live but love sitting back afterwards and chillin with you guys while I drink my morning coffee ☕
Take great care and always thank you for sharing your journey, your as in the whole system. Thank you.
Only recently started following you, love the videos. Stay strong! At first I was like "thats really cool they have all these personalities" but then like 2 seconds later I felt really bad because of what it actually meant to have gotten those personalities.
you should have different alters take personality tests like the ennegram test or meiers-briggs test
It was really cool to meet Mike for the first time, as I don't get on Twitch, he seems pretty cool. Also, I hope you're resting and/or feeling better from how you were at the end of the stream, Lots of Love :)
It was great catching the live again. It was like old times. My youtube name then was joleen511. Just fyi if you remember back then. One suggestion. You should get some mods to help you answer repeated questions...lol but it was awesome seeing yall back
Thank you for the stream! Hope you're ok
Memento Mori♡
@@Savannah_831 unus annus
Memento Mori!! 💚🤫
I'd say if you were to do a meet and greet, def keep it small scale and have plenty of security! Your safety is paramount
Loved this livestream!! Thank you! And nice to meet you Mike
Replay crew here. Hello everyone, thank you so much for sharing your opinion with us. it honestly helps so much for me to understand i really appreciate your content. i am not a system but my father was, so it really helps me connect with him and understand what he was going through.
"Who's Mike" - "Mike is Mike"
"Who's Mike" - "Mike is me."
Well the first description was on point.
Love your channel. I usually hate live streams, this is the first one I've watched. Congrats on starting EMDR, it has helped healing my traumas alot. Those therapy days can be a bitch sometimes though. So much emotional/mental work.
This was a tough one ..but we spent a lovely time with you Kya Mike and the third 😅 see you soon
That reference to "My pronouns are None"
My pronouns are None
Do not refer to me
Do not even perceive me
For all practical purpuses, I do not exist
When they said that they're were like 3 switches I was thinking in my head right before "that's not kya"
I knew I had another reason to like you! I love dan and Phil so much! I’ve been watching them for about 8 years. I’m finally going to meet dan in October when he’s on tour in America, I’m so excited!!
I’m super happy that he’s finally going to upload again! 🎊
Your hair looks gorgeous ❤️💕💕
Sad I missed this live but I am catching up on it today ☺️ I hope your system is doing well especially after watching the system+ alter part 1 update. 💖. I have had a big system change recently and am still working through it but watching your ( & others with did/osdd) really helps me out 🙂 thank you again for sharing and coming back to TH-cam inspite of all the negativity and bulls*it . -- the mystic system (specifically Alex and Ash(new fusioned host) )
Also here’s a fact after the fact that is interesting; Jack and Jill was originally Jack and Gill and about two brothers, look it up… mind blown
10:30 Q&A starts!
Ty!
this livestream is like a warm hug 😭
Have you ever considered writing a fiction book? You would be SO good at writing different characters since you have so many different perspectives already. And maybe you could use your inner world as the setting, since it's so confusing and magical and ever changing. Would be so good!
Hello everyone, good viewing😊👍