Very well said my friend, you are a very open minded young lady, I don’t like to generalize any group of people but I’ve been seriously losing faith in this new generation, you are a breath of fresh air, I’ve battled severe depression and anxiety since I was a child and the battle has been hard because the people I love the most in the world, the people who were supposed to have my back and build me up chose to shame me for things I can’t help and it completely broke me, I was like the walking dead for years, starting a TH-cam channel and connecting with people with mutual interest completely Changed my life and helped me to see the good in myself, I’m really finding the motivation to pursue all the things I gave up on now and I’m taking better care of myself too, a month ago I could hardly do ten pushups, now I’m doing 1200 a week, I can feel myself getting stronger not just physically but emotionally and spiritually as well and it feels fantastic, starting to write my poetry again and sketch again, creating my own comic book character, been wanting to learn to play the guitar my whole life now I’m giving it a go, unfortunately I’m not musically inclined at all but I’m trying, starting to read again too, I didn’t even get on the internet until I was like 35, I’m 47 now but I haven’t read a book from cover to cover since the internet ruined my attention span, I use to read a novel a week in my 20’s and I really forgot how pleasurable getting lost in a good book can be, mostly like horror and sci-fi, big Dean koontz fan but I’ve read a lot of the classics like catcher in the rye, I’m not an educated person, honestly the last grade I was actually promoted from was the 5th grade, I was placed up to the 9th grade and dropped out so technically I never even graduated elementary school but nowadays education doesn’t necessarily equate to intelligent but I do have a pretty good imagination and I’m trying to put that to use, my videos are mainly treasure hunting which I absolutely love but eventually I want to start creating other types of videos, my biggest dream is actually to be a screenwriter, I am a movie fanatic, I have all these movies in my head but I’ve never tried to structure a screenplay but I really want to make short movies on my channel, just like 10 minute versions of the movies I have in my head, many being about my experiences with the supernatural, something I tend to keep to myself lol, wanna start talking about my experiences with depression and anxiety as well, as well as my struggle with dependency, when I have 3 months sober I’m gonna sit down in front of the camera for the first time and let it all out not only because I feel like I need to rid myself of this baggage once and for all but because I feel like others battling the same battles as me might benefit from it, it really helps to know others are fighting with you, I’m very sorry for the novel lol but you are inspiring me to get some shit out my friend, I’m so happy I came across your channel, sometimes the universe using the algorithm to communicate with us Lmao, anyway my name is Bucky btw, I’ll be following you as long as you keep making content, I really appreciate you sharing this, Have A Blessed Weekend!!!
I’m sorry for trauma dumping on you but I can tell you’re a very empathetic person which I really admire, I had no idea what a empath was until I got on the internet, a Facebook friend messaged me after being Facebook friends for a few months and sent me this list that read ten signs you’re probably a empath and when I read it I was like wow that’s me, her name was Sandy and ironically the same exact thing happened when I got on TH-cam, a TH-cam friend commented and told me she thought I was an empath and ironically her name was also Sandy lol, these are things that if I talk about with my family I’m automatically laughed at so when I mentioned the universe and the algorithm I was being serious as goofy as it all sounds to some I just know in my heart something positive is working in my favor and is fueling me with optimism and optimism is indeed a blessing, Take care my friend, God Bless!!!🙏🏻✌️
@thegeorgiacreekwalker491 no! Don’t be sorry I just have to run errands but I was going to write a suited response because you put so much heart into your comment🥹
@@momopillI don’t comment to look for a reply, I just wanted to say thank you for being good people, I got out today and got my nature fix, found some cool artifacts too, got enough footage to upload another video for the first time in a couple of months, I opened up about some things at the end of the video about some of my issues and encouraged others to do the same, it may turn some people off who are just watching my videos for the treasure hunting aspect but I don’t care, people can kick rocks if they have a problem with me being myself, watching your videos have encouraged me to just be myself, I noticed you uploaded a new one, I’ll watch it when I find the time, I haven’t made any community post in awhile but I’ll share your videos soon and ask people to check you out, congratulations on 500 subscribers, that’s awesome, it took me years to hit 500, anyway I’m trying to edit video edited together, I keep having to edit it down because of storage problems, hopefully I can get it edited and uploaded by tomorrow, sorry if I’m bugging you, appreciate the encouragement, take care my friend ✌️
@@thegeorgiacreekwalker491 thank you so much friend! I’ve been working on my content and trying things over and over for maybe a year now! I’m really grateful to get to this place so quickly! I still have so much to learn but im happy there are people who can grow and change together with me :)
@@momopill you’re a very likable person and you have a way on conveying your thoughts that really resonates with people I think, and your funny too, I seen that mean comment someone made about people are only subbing and watching your videos cause your pretty, idk if you seen my reply to them but I got your back Homie, don’t believe that BS, wait I mean you are pretty but that’s not why you’re drawing viewers, not for me anyway, you could look like a troll and I’d still be watching your videos lol, anyway I appreciate the content, you have a wonderful Memorial Day, God Bless!!!✌️
I definitely needed this video personally, I was animating while this was playing in the background and I agree 100 percent. I don’t personally get much fulfilment from playing more than two hours of games or sitting around. Also side note that has nothing to do with this but I love your hair btw
You make a lot of good points especially in the intro, we all crave comfort with daily life and although some may have big dreams, they feel just satisfied enough to not want to strive for more. That's why people stick to entry level jobs, sit at home all day etc. When I get lazy I take a step back from life and think about how little time I have to do what I want in this world. It think it's a good way to process reality because it gets you thinking, it makes you realise that everything is nothing, we don't actually exist, and our lives don't even last a fraction of a second compared to the span of the universe. That's why it's crucial to start now instead of later, we simply don't have time to linger because soon enough it'll all be over. Of course this doesn't mean rush life, but it means enjoying it as much as you can and not letting others ruin it for you i.e keeping toxic people around you. Some people will look at that and think it's a sad perspective but others will realise it's just the truth of existence. It's freeing in a way, understanding that you're actually boundless and you don't have to submit yourself to the norm. Take a leap year, Go out to the mountains and live up there for a few months, do some fishing, hunting, whatever it is that makes you happy. It's easy to come up with several reasons why you couldn't because frankly with the state of the economy and the stress of daily life it simply pushes us down everytime we want to try something new, but there is always a way. We're just programmed to start an idea with 3 reasons why we can't instead of 3 reasons how we'll make it work.
You are totally right! I have so many things I could commit to though, but I guess the first thing to commit to is developing my mind. I've seen glimpses of clarity and innate motivation (I've been semi-depresssed a majority of my life, and have been pushing myself, without innate drive), and I know I can sustain a much higher state of mind constantly. And it's necessary if I am to work on things that actually feel purposeful for me. So you've spoken to me young lady, making me reflect and remember a time when I did commit fully to something. And thinking of all the things I want to create and achieve, I simply have to reach a higher mental state. And I've been reading a lot of esoteric stuff this year, and simple self-confidence and committing to something isn't really spoken about. Self-belief, perseverance and a strong intention to reach a higher level of functioning through meditation will be my bread and butter from now on. Thank you, and I wish you all the strength and good fortune to achieve your dreams as well!
ive been thinking about starting an art account, my parents always tell me there will be something of me but im just scared and i dont know how to stop my mind from limiting myself about the anxiety and the other people, i wonder how to gain this confidence. But well this was helpful thank you so much
Never be afraid of putting yourself out there, you’re stronger than you think! You just need to take that first step. I wish you luck and I’m rooting for you!
No matter what your interest are I promise there are others out there with mutual interest, mine is treasure hunting and nature, I started a channel not having any idea what I was doing and before long I found a community of people who love the same things as me and it feels great to find your tribe whatever that may be, I think I heard recently there’s like a hundred million TH-cam accounts unless I heard that wrong so whatever you’re into there’s others out there who are into it too so go for it my friend, making videos is fun and very cathartic, I wish you all the best, God Bless!!!
I hope this video and your channel reaches a bigger audience, I think its so sweet that you share your thoughts and experiences to motivate other people and im so sure it will deifnetly help others, Im also very happy for you that you could find things in life to enjoy, that you could find something that felt good after you achieved it, and i really hope youll continue on going and growing :-3
Woah… I just talked to my mumum today at a party and we had a super deep conversation where she was telling me a story how she had a near death experience like 30 years ago while choking, she started seeing a pure light and she felt relived. She felt as something was watching over her, then she saw her body from 3rd person. Her husband ran to her and saved her from choking. The story was so interesting to me, but the same day when I got home I went to finish this video because I did not finish it before and it starts exactly at the part where you talk about the guy who studies near death experiences and they all see the same thing, that kind of gave me chills.
Wow. That’s actually insane timing! What an incredibly surreal experience that must have been for her too! I can’t imagine how someone would feel after experiencing that. I’ve been thinking about this for a while so it’s interesting that we happened to sync timelines on this topic😮
I’m still figuring myself out on TH-cam too! I’ve been making content for a year before I switched to a different format. Id say keep playing around and see what works :)
Nah, rat race, in the end you will realize that all you did was pointless in any way. As a species, we crave comfort and distraction, a whole culture is wrapped around this. You can chase your dreams, only to understand in the end that it wasn't your dreams, but a carrot in front of donkey's nose.
Actually, no. I left religion because I didn’t like that whole donkey carrot mindset they had. Chasing your dreams is pointless in a way because life is pointless but that doesn’t mean don’t chase your dreams. I want to accomplish things for myself. So what?
@@momopill You will hurt much more if you will chase it and in the end realize that your dream never gonna happen. I've been there so many times, i'm in my early 30s, smart enough to understand that dreams supposed to be dreams
Right video Right Time
I’m so glad!💓😊
Very well said my friend, you are a very open minded young lady, I don’t like to generalize any group of people but I’ve been seriously losing faith in this new generation, you are a breath of fresh air, I’ve battled severe depression and anxiety since I was a child and the battle has been hard because the people I love the most in the world, the people who were supposed to have my back and build me up chose to shame me for things I can’t help and it completely broke me, I was like the walking dead for years, starting a TH-cam channel and connecting with people with mutual interest completely Changed my life and helped me to see the good in myself, I’m really finding the motivation to pursue all the things I gave up on now and I’m taking better care of myself too, a month ago I could hardly do ten pushups, now I’m doing 1200 a week, I can feel myself getting stronger not just physically but emotionally and spiritually as well and it feels fantastic, starting to write my poetry again and sketch again, creating my own comic book character, been wanting to learn to play the guitar my whole life now I’m giving it a go, unfortunately I’m not musically inclined at all but I’m trying, starting to read again too, I didn’t even get on the internet until I was like 35, I’m 47 now but I haven’t read a book from cover to cover since the internet ruined my attention span, I use to read a novel a week in my 20’s and I really forgot how pleasurable getting lost in a good book can be, mostly like horror and sci-fi, big Dean koontz fan but I’ve read a lot of the classics like catcher in the rye, I’m not an educated person, honestly the last grade I was actually promoted from was the 5th grade, I was placed up to the 9th grade and dropped out so technically I never even graduated elementary school but nowadays education doesn’t necessarily equate to intelligent but I do have a pretty good imagination and I’m trying to put that to use, my videos are mainly treasure hunting which I absolutely love but eventually I want to start creating other types of videos, my biggest dream is actually to be a screenwriter, I am a movie fanatic, I have all these movies in my head but I’ve never tried to structure a screenplay but I really want to make short movies on my channel, just like 10 minute versions of the movies I have in my head, many being about my experiences with the supernatural, something I tend to keep to myself lol, wanna start talking about my experiences with depression and anxiety as well, as well as my struggle with dependency, when I have 3 months sober I’m gonna sit down in front of the camera for the first time and let it all out not only because I feel like I need to rid myself of this baggage once and for all but because I feel like others battling the same battles as me might benefit from it, it really helps to know others are fighting with you, I’m very sorry for the novel lol but you are inspiring me to get some shit out my friend, I’m so happy I came across your channel, sometimes the universe using the algorithm to communicate with us Lmao, anyway my name is Bucky btw, I’ll be following you as long as you keep making content, I really appreciate you sharing this, Have A Blessed Weekend!!!
I’m sorry for trauma dumping on you but I can tell you’re a very empathetic person which I really admire, I had no idea what a empath was until I got on the internet, a Facebook friend messaged me after being Facebook friends for a few months and sent me this list that read ten signs you’re probably a empath and when I read it I was like wow that’s me, her name was Sandy and ironically the same exact thing happened when I got on TH-cam, a TH-cam friend commented and told me she thought I was an empath and ironically her name was also Sandy lol, these are things that if I talk about with my family I’m automatically laughed at so when I mentioned the universe and the algorithm I was being serious as goofy as it all sounds to some I just know in my heart something positive is working in my favor and is fueling me with optimism and optimism is indeed a blessing, Take care my friend, God Bless!!!🙏🏻✌️
@thegeorgiacreekwalker491 no! Don’t be sorry I just have to run errands but I was going to write a suited response because you put so much heart into your comment🥹
@@momopillI don’t comment to look for a reply, I just wanted to say thank you for being good people, I got out today and got my nature fix, found some cool artifacts too, got enough footage to upload another video for the first time in a couple of months, I opened up about some things at the end of the video about some of my issues and encouraged others to do the same, it may turn some people off who are just watching my videos for the treasure hunting aspect but I don’t care, people can kick rocks if they have a problem with me being myself, watching your videos have encouraged me to just be myself, I noticed you uploaded a new one, I’ll watch it when I find the time, I haven’t made any community post in awhile but I’ll share your videos soon and ask people to check you out, congratulations on 500 subscribers, that’s awesome, it took me years to hit 500, anyway I’m trying to edit video edited together, I keep having to edit it down because of storage problems, hopefully I can get it edited and uploaded by tomorrow, sorry if I’m bugging you, appreciate the encouragement, take care my friend ✌️
@@thegeorgiacreekwalker491 thank you so much friend! I’ve been working on my content and trying things over and over for maybe a year now! I’m really grateful to get to this place so quickly! I still have so much to learn but im happy there are people who can grow and change together with me :)
@@momopill you’re a very likable person and you have a way on conveying your thoughts that really resonates with people I think, and your funny too, I seen that mean comment someone made about people are only subbing and watching your videos cause your pretty, idk if you seen my reply to them but I got your back Homie, don’t believe that BS, wait I mean you are pretty but that’s not why you’re drawing viewers, not for me anyway, you could look like a troll and I’d still be watching your videos lol, anyway I appreciate the content, you have a wonderful Memorial Day, God Bless!!!✌️
wait i love your voice, you could be a voice actress. im getting some cartoon vibes :OO
Thank you so much! I actually do freelance voice acting🫶
@@momopill actually fits so well hahah o7 enjoy enjoy
I'm watching u 5 am from Iran:))) glad I've learned English so that I understand such great videos
Wow, that’s amazing! I’m very happy you like my video! I’ll keep making more💓
@momopill 🫶🫶✨️
I definitely needed this video personally, I was animating while this was playing in the background and I agree 100 percent. I don’t personally get much fulfilment from playing more than two hours of games or sitting around.
Also side note that has nothing to do with this but I love your hair btw
once i realized i truly had free will, sitting down felt like torture! keep animating friend! thank you about my hair :)💓
You make a lot of good points especially in the intro, we all crave comfort with daily life and although some may have big dreams, they feel just satisfied enough to not want to strive for more. That's why people stick to entry level jobs, sit at home all day etc. When I get lazy I take a step back from life and think about how little time I have to do what I want in this world. It think it's a good way to process reality because it gets you thinking, it makes you realise that everything is nothing, we don't actually exist, and our lives don't even last a fraction of a second compared to the span of the universe.
That's why it's crucial to start now instead of later, we simply don't have time to linger because soon enough it'll all be over. Of course this doesn't mean rush life, but it means enjoying it as much as you can and not letting others ruin it for you i.e keeping toxic people around you. Some people will look at that and think it's a sad perspective but others will realise it's just the truth of existence. It's freeing in a way, understanding that you're actually boundless and you don't have to submit yourself to the norm. Take a leap year, Go out to the mountains and live up there for a few months, do some fishing, hunting, whatever it is that makes you happy. It's easy to come up with several reasons why you couldn't because frankly with the state of the economy and the stress of daily life it simply pushes us down everytime we want to try something new, but there is always a way. We're just programmed to start an idea with 3 reasons why we can't instead of 3 reasons how we'll make it work.
You are totally right! I have so many things I could commit to though, but I guess the first thing to commit to is developing my mind. I've seen glimpses of clarity and innate motivation (I've been semi-depresssed a majority of my life, and have been pushing myself, without innate drive), and I know I can sustain a much higher state of mind constantly. And it's necessary if I am to work on things that actually feel purposeful for me.
So you've spoken to me young lady, making me reflect and remember a time when I did commit fully to something. And thinking of all the things I want to create and achieve, I simply have to reach a higher mental state. And I've been reading a lot of esoteric stuff this year, and simple self-confidence and committing to something isn't really spoken about.
Self-belief, perseverance and a strong intention to reach a higher level of functioning through meditation will be my bread and butter from now on.
Thank you, and I wish you all the strength and good fortune to achieve your dreams as well!
ive been thinking about starting an art account, my parents always tell me there will be something of me but im just scared and i dont know how to stop my mind from limiting myself about the anxiety and the other people, i wonder how to gain this confidence. But well this was helpful thank you so much
Never be afraid of putting yourself out there, you’re stronger than you think! You just need to take that first step. I wish you luck and I’m rooting for you!
@@momopill Thank you so much. I am making the account today🩷
No matter what your interest are I promise there are others out there with mutual interest, mine is treasure hunting and nature, I started a channel not having any idea what I was doing and before long I found a community of people who love the same things as me and it feels great to find your tribe whatever that may be, I think I heard recently there’s like a hundred million TH-cam accounts unless I heard that wrong so whatever you’re into there’s others out there who are into it too so go for it my friend, making videos is fun and very cathartic, I wish you all the best, God Bless!!!
I hope this video and your channel reaches a bigger audience, I think its so sweet that you share your thoughts and experiences to motivate other people and im so sure it will deifnetly help others, Im also very happy for you that you could find things in life to enjoy, that you could find something that felt good after you achieved it, and i really hope youll continue on going and growing :-3
Thank you so much! I hope it helps someone even if it’s just one person!!!
I'd love to follow my dreams! The last time I did she called the cops on me , unfortunately.
NEVER BACK DOWN!
Woah… I just talked to my mumum today at a party and we had a super deep conversation where she was telling me a story how she had a near death experience like 30 years ago while choking, she started seeing a pure light and she felt relived. She felt as something was watching over her, then she saw her body from 3rd person. Her husband ran to her and saved her from choking. The story was so interesting to me, but the same day when I got home I went to finish this video because I did not finish it before and it starts exactly at the part where you talk about the guy who studies near death experiences and they all see the same thing, that kind of gave me chills.
Wow. That’s actually insane timing! What an incredibly surreal experience that must have been for her too! I can’t imagine how someone would feel after experiencing that. I’ve been thinking about this for a while so it’s interesting that we happened to sync timelines on this topic😮
I want to get back into youtube but i dont even know what id upload anymore its been years 😭
I’m still figuring myself out on TH-cam too! I’ve been making content for a year before I switched to a different format. Id say keep playing around and see what works :)
8:10 | Man i've beene thinking about this a lot; Existentialism at it's core.
Me too. It’s interesting to think about life from that perspective, I hope I do everything I was supposed to in this world.
11:16 i also have that problem. cannot put a name to the face of an actor.
finally! someone who understands me😫
are you a graphic artist?
I do some graphic design for fun mostly!
EXHAUSTED FROM BRUSHING YOUR TEETH !!
It’s a common symptom of depression, abandoning your health because you’re abandoning yourself.
This isn't an AI generated girl?
I’m the realest bitch around fr💯😏
Nowadays, it's hard to tell for certain
Nah, rat race, in the end you will realize that all you did was pointless in any way. As a species, we crave comfort and distraction, a whole culture is wrapped around this. You can chase your dreams, only to understand in the end that it wasn't your dreams, but a carrot in front of donkey's nose.
Actually, no. I left religion because I didn’t like that whole donkey carrot mindset they had. Chasing your dreams is pointless in a way because life is pointless but that doesn’t mean don’t chase your dreams. I want to accomplish things for myself. So what?
@@momopill You will hurt much more if you will chase it and in the end realize that your dream never gonna happen. I've been there so many times, i'm in my early 30s, smart enough to understand that dreams supposed to be dreams
@@anti9945 it doesn’t matter if I fail. I will try and try again. Sorry_(┐「ε:)_