yes omg nobody understands me when i say that i know the difference between being lazy and just this visceral aversion to doing certain things. Lazy is something i know i can easily overcome with motivation and encouragement but that strong internal resistance im thinking is possibly from not having some end goal vision. I don’t know im still figuring it out too alongside dealing with being in my early 20s. which is terribly overwhelming.
@@deb3472 Sweet girl. I understand. I’ve been called lazy and insubordinate most of my life. I could never explain that “no, I’m not lazy”. Now I understand it’s just uninteresting so I don’t/can’t do it. Like showering. For me it’s a texture and sensory thing. It’s hard to take showers not because I’m lazy, but because I’m overwhelmed by water and soap running down my body. I can be motivated. But I can’t be made to do something I don’t want to do. I’ve felt so selfish my whole life only to find out I’m actually autistic! Life is funny like that. ☺️
yes omg nobody understands me when i say that i know the difference between being lazy and just this visceral aversion to doing certain things. Lazy is something i know i can easily overcome with motivation and encouragement but that strong internal resistance im thinking is possibly from not having some end goal vision. I don’t know im still figuring it out too alongside dealing with being in my early 20s. which is terribly overwhelming.
@@deb3472 Sweet girl. I understand. I’ve been called lazy and insubordinate most of my life. I could never explain that “no, I’m not lazy”. Now I understand it’s just uninteresting so I don’t/can’t do it. Like showering. For me it’s a texture and sensory thing. It’s hard to take showers not because I’m lazy, but because I’m overwhelmed by water and soap running down my body. I can be motivated. But I can’t be made to do something I don’t want to do. I’ve felt so selfish my whole life only to find out I’m actually autistic! Life is funny like that. ☺️