Hey man. Just wanted to say this song was playing a big ago when I almost got ran over and died. This song is now my life theme song forever thank you.
I'm (not) Okay you see i walk around acting like I'm okay I wake up every morning putting on a fake face But when the sun fades and i lay in my bed i let it all escape I let pain embrace my name and whatever else remains I betrayed a lot and changed in many ways I can't see life like I did the same way I'm always afraid I'll make the same mistake I don't want my family to ever be ashamed So I keep myself contained and wash all my sins down a drain I keep everything black and grey But there seems to be a buffer there seems to be a delay I'm just tired of the suffer I just want to be okay And when the holidays come around i never celebrate There just seems to a burden I can't explain So when they dance sway I'll stray and keep myself away And I'll sit back and appreciate a happy face Then i'll be filled with envy and my heart will ache I'll feel 3x more heavy and wish to be erased I'll feel like there's plates on my shoulders and weights on my waist so when i want i can't run away I'll stay where I am any time or place I'll be held captive like I'm in a cage with lions or snakes I'm mourning for happy days I try to go back and retrace my steps but it seems to be too late someone scraped away my trail so i cant come back from which i came I'm lost somewhere between time and space I'm gone but God won't open the gates in case you don't understand just rewind the tape really listen to what pain has to say and do me a favor don't take for granted what life has to create It's a beautiful place
I live, I die I love, I cry I don’t know why I feel this way I’m not okay I’m not okay I feel like I’m going insane Who there , who cares I stare , u dare Left me to die in despair
Hi i have a question on you ... Can i use it in my track this words is soo deep i sing czech rap bars and this is absolutly my refrain because i dont like refrains.... please can i use it ?
Dear mama, dear mama, No I’m not okay I’m sick of all the drama, Dear mama , dear mama, No I’m not okay I don’t like these problems, I said dear mama, dear mama, No I’m not okay I’m sick of all the drama, Dear mama , dear mama, No I’m not okay I don’t like these problems, I said mama why you had to make me struggle, I’m only so little so why you make me hustle, Say it’s only for my good but I can’t even trust you, Tell me I ain’t gonna be shit so be the best is what I must do, Why you said you love me but only showing hate, Why you said you hate liars but since I was born you lied to my face, Ain’t you proud of my success so why I’m still a discrace, My own mother hates me man that shit is fake, Mama I’m just tryna ask you why, Cuz I love you with all my heart but for you that’s a lie, Do you love me ? Don’t deny, Just look me in my eyes , Tell the truth for one time , Dear mama, dear mama, No I’m not okay I’m sick of all the drama, Dear mama , dear mama, No I’m not okay I don’t like these problems, I said dear mama, dear mama, No I’m not okay I’m sick of all the drama, Dear mama , dear mama, No I’m not okay I don’t like these problems, I said mama I got all these questions that’s unexplained, Why you got six kids don’t treat us the same, Why you said you wanna make us happy but all you bring is pain, I love you but it seems all you know is hate Ain’t it crazy ? My own mother must really hate me, I try my hardest ain’t shit changing, I’m all own except for my baby
Anyone that’s feeling depressed, you are not alone, I’m here with you, and there’s always at least 1 person there to help you, I’m here to help anyone out there that’s feeling depressed or any other problems.
This Song is so important to me... With this song, played on my headphones, on june 2018, I started writing... And the very first volume of my romance trilogy is going to be published... I still remember playing it, days and days... nights and nights... ♡
Un solo espejo en tu pared para tantos reflejos Un solo día en el que vives mas de un momento Un corazón que guarda mas de un sentimiento Una hoja en blanco esperando mas de un solo verso es jodido ver como la luna remplaza el sol llevandoce con el, otra día que se desperdicio pensamos que hacer mañana, mientras vivimos el hoy luego nos arrepentimos por un pasado que no se aprovecho recordad nuestra niñez, reirnos de nuestras ocurrencias donde lo que era nada en su tiempo hoy es el problema lo que antes era querer crecer y hacer lo que quisieras hoy es querer volver y hacer todo de otra manera si ves la lluvia en tu ventana, dime porque no salir? que las gotas se lleven todo, que se vallan lejos de aquí porque buscar los problemas, en vez de ponerles fin para que vivir preocupados pon un pasado que ya lejos de ti dime... si todo lo que haces es en vano? diles... como duele que no aprecien lo que dan tus manos por ti vive... y para aquellos los que nunca te dejaron llora y ríe... por todos los buenos momentos y los malos (X2) ¿sertirce una mierda en esto, por culpa de los demás? el problema bien es tuyo, por ser un ignorante mas crees que era en vano hacerle caso a mamá ella siempre sera tu madre, tu amiga y tantas cosas mas deprimirce por una traición de alguien que querías duele mas decepcionarte a ti mismo, y sentirte una porquería dime donde quedaron eso momentos, aquellos días? donde solíamos sonreír por cualquier tontería..
Rainwater drops like my mood when it’s dark Swingin all the time like my mind’s in a park Smile while you stare, yea I wear it like a sock You say you wanna listen but I don’t wanna talk Rainwater drops like my mood when it’s dark Swingin all the time like my mind’s in a park Smile while you stare, yea I wear it like a sock You say you wanna listen but I don’t wanna talk
Rain water drops like my mind in the dark Mood swings are long like the time in the park Thoughts swim in the lake of my childhood mistakes Hidden feelings I no longer understand my muse And it’s getting harder to fuse Any good lyrics without booze I just wish they came naturally too Cause I do this all for you I do it all for you boo But nothings good enough for me for you I overthink I over react I jump right in and I make a splash but you just wanna relax you just want to relax I’m okay I’m okay but I’d say I was anyway I smile while you stare yes I wear this everywhere I’m not happy I’m not happy I’m not but it’s ok Because we live we die we love we cry Then we wonder why Why we have to feel like This way I’m not ok I’m not ok But we can make it anyway Anyway Anyway We will be okay.
start at 0:20 i´m not okay 3X i need you here with me im not okay 3X i need you here with me why`d you go and leave me here why´d you go and left me alone now you´re gone and now i´m sad now you´re gone and im depressed you played me like it´s a game you stabbed me in the heart again and now my world is full of pain i´m not okay 3X i need you here with me im not okay 3X i need you here with me
You took away my thoughts, Not thinking a thing, Except slanging rocks, And bangin' a ring, Does the pain even sting, I remember everything, Everyone tellin' me this isn't a dream, But it seems to be because I'm not bleeding, Even if I dream to never ending breathing, While I'm plotting and I'm scheming on my death, What am I needing, I need to take a rest, To end all of the feigning, I feign for you and I fucking hate it, Here's a ring for you, I hope you fucking break it, It's not a thing to you, Take my heart and rake up the leaves, I'm on my knees, Fuck begging please, Got the 9 millimeter pointing at my head, Every sense I met her in been in my bed, Constantly thinking of led penetrating my skull until I'm dead, I'm fed up.
I'm fucking fed up, I wanna give up, I've been losing luck, And I lost trust, On top of that plus, I wanna go back, But I wanna relax, I feel another trap, In my pathway, Another crack in the hallway, I'm halfway there, I've gone away, But that may fade
Thinking bout life again Im Running through the rain My mascaras ruined Now Black tears pouring you broke my heart All from the start, you were cheating I clearly couldn't see the signs Yesterday you waved goodbye Didn't even look back one nor twice When they asked if I was okay ,I gave them all the same reply Said I was okay Hey I just lied My feelings ain't fine I Kinda fucked up, my life's messed up Shoulda know better all from the start My heart's hurting I guess I'm not okay, I'm not ok, I'm not ok. When I say I'm fine, I'm the opposite cause I'm not okay I'm not okay My hearts broken in two, what am I gonna do without you.. They pat me on the back saying it weren't meant to be The one time in my life when I thought I did something right Turns out I was wrong You said that you loved me, yet you still broke me Your words are pure lies My ecstasy There's no truth around it Filled a big void with the words that you told You were a sweet talker You told them all the same Guess I was the who was playing the game The fake love you showed me, I believed it was real Now I can't stand thought that I was played Think of all they others how you must've hurt em' I guess I'm just one of many who has been lied to I'm okay, I'm okay , I'm okay Sorry think I missed a word cause I'm not okay I'm not okay, I'm not okay. I can tell you now, honestly I'm not okay, I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay.
How are you? I’m just fine I just want to read your mind I’m okay You stand there Lookin’ fine I want you to be mine But I’m okay Take a deep breath Hold that thought I’ll catch your eyes And my heart has been shot What gave you the right To say that you’re alright Come close to me Hold me close Your memory, it fades like a ghost But I’m okay I’m not okay
feelings fake, feel like trash got attached, like a rash don’t treat me bad, i don’t need it don’t treat me bad, i don’t feel needed(2x) i’m not okay, all these feelings i’ve had i’m not okay, all i am is just trash i try to reach out, but you put me in the dirt my family even hates me, you won’t be the first crying on my own now i feel so tired wanting to feel your hands, we could rule a fucking empire crying in my own now i feel so tired(2x) feelings fake, feel like trash got attached, like a rash don’t treat me bad, i don’t need it don’t treat me bad, i don’t feel needed(2x) sitting here, contiplating, suicide trying here, to live all i wanna do is ride or die so i’ll be gone the world won’t divide won’t fake it now, i was just a con faking happiness over something wrong pushed to the edge, i really don’t care you pushed me to the edge, no the feelings ain’t fair feelings fake, feel like trash got attached, like a rash don’t treat me bad, i don’t need it don’t treat me bad, i don’t feel needed (2x)
Trapped in a crippling mindset Hindered by the critical thoughts of self-loath and worthlessness One foot in one foot out Divided between two realms The past or the present Before or after New or old Trapped in a critical mindset Pulled into a pool of depression No this is not a session A circle of thoughts splitting in different directions Vocal cords cut off Lungs closing in Sinking by the minute 1 step up 3 steps down Trapped in a critical mindset What is happiness What is love All smiles but no emotion Put on a mask Hide behind a wall Mastering the art of pretending Like it's a treasured skill Trapped in a critical mindset Sitting in a tunnel of darkness With a clear path into the light But is it worth it ? Are you derserving? Oh behold the art of second guessing Trapped in a critical mindset It's hard to choose between Opening up or Closing in Stayimg in the background or reveling in the spotlight Maybe if you hold your breath for too long No one will notice Trapped in a critical mindset The pressure's on Suit up in the gear Be the leader Set the example Be strong not weak Help not be helpless Be careful not careless Trapped in a critical mindset Yeah Trapped in a critical mindset
I'm sorry it's blurred can't project my words feeling is deep it really hurts, been broken before but not like this remember the taste of your lips, got caught in a love line you were my spot light but everything good has end, but I'm okay (I'm not okay x2), I feel like I'm dying holding back crying, if I said I didn't want you I'd be lying but I just feel broken and unloved broken it’s not enough Broken and unloved death is creeping up But I’m ok, I’m not okay, but I’m okay, not okay And when I see your eyes the earth stops spinning your smile I love seeing you grinning But I fell and I can’t get back up texting you when I get up And I see you with other guys and I know they are not enough feeling of hollow hope swallow dark and empty not looking for tomorrow 8 shots to hide and I feel okay im not okay but I feel okay I’m not okay but feel okay, but am I okay
I paint the color in my cheeks I hide the tear stained streaks I blot out the baggy eyes A joint to heal my heart Jk it's for the fact that I dont wanna be present in the presence of another Eye drops for the redness A cigarette for the deadness Theres a broken heart inside a cage I never opened it I promise But still its dust It was supposed go be safe It was supposed to be safe
over the years, its been hitting my soul, don't even know if I wanna grow old. I hide my scars so you can't see. put on that mask, so no one can ask if your ok. be happy, smile pretty to please everyone. don't listen to your mind you'll be alright, your ok. heart feeling ill don't know if its breaking. fake that laugh, or they'll feel bad. don't let them walk away. they know your depressed but they don't ask if your feeling ok. suicidal thoughts been here to long, don't make that mistake. who is really here when I'm being eaten by my own brain, depression is real, take those pills to feel ok. go with the flow don't let them know, your not ok. I'm sorry to say that I'm not ok, I need somebody.
Close my eyes And feel this pain inside Trying to die But something keeps me alive So I overdose this Xanny, spent my last penny on this silver sharp blade No I am not okay Tried to drive this pain away, got nothing to say to this world, but if I stay... Who will be there for me? Who will be there for me if I stay? Who will stay here with me? Who will grieve if I go? If I dare die, who will know? On top of my grave, who will show? Say something before I go... (Say something before I go) Haaaaaaaaaa-aaaah! Haaaaaaaaaa-aaaah! I called it 'If I stay', honestly it was inspired by the film "If I stay"
0:21 I know its been a long time I get that you said you don't wanna waste your time but think about the time we had spent back in middle school relationships felt good, but it really was pitiful I wish I could tell you everything that I feel now everyday I feel sick from my thoughts pulling me down knowing I will never have a chance hits me really hard to this day, I feel responsible for leaving you scarred. I still don't get it Feeling lost in a world of people anyone get it Having love be my only fear, let me forget it wanna walk away from my thoughts, let me forget it! But I cant my hearts been ripped apart I still think of that night that we met at the park talked about our lives, and looked up at the stars. now adays, I feel like I wont get very far. I want the clock to turn the other way So I can relive those glory days But the clock turns a certain way because time will never ever change I want the clock to turn the other way So I can relive those glory days But the clock turns a certain way because time will never ever change
*Intro* (lyrics start with the bass) I don’t have a dad, I don’t have a mum my brother's suicidal and I’m a drunk You lose loved ones along the way or at least that’s just what people say Can’t breathe, can’t see getting swallowed by my insecurities. *Odys* Got problems but can’t solve them, their gonna kick me back down to the bottom Got a bottle full throttle maybe this time my car will crumble Can’t be there for my friends, depressions gonna kill me in the end I don’t know where to go there's no roads, in my mind I’ve lost all hope *drum double kick* Put a different face on every day feeling like I’m a god damn disgrace Can’t believe what I’ve seen nothings clean Innocence is fake, poverty and health rates burning at the stakes Put that down, down, down Put that gun down Everything is fake can’t you see straight Watching your mind race to get so spaced can’t complain But every now and then you feel something and your ok yet your not ok. *Music fades out*
That guitar is dope... I'm rockin with it!!! Shoot it this way and I'll drop something meaningful on it I can also bring those drums out with my mastering fam!
Swear that im ok, swear im doin fine, swear that i can make it, i can make it through the night, Swear that i can make it, swear i can survive, i can make it throught these struggles if you just give me some time Give me a little space, gimme room to breath, let me work this out, I swear that i can see. a way to make through this, a way i can be free, free from all the demons that are still haunting me I been strugglin strugglin tryna make it through, Been dealing with this stress, but never showing you, Keepin up a front, just so i seem strong, Never let it show itself, yall dont want the truth, I Been dealing with the pain, but I keep it all inside, Its medical it has to be, my life been going fine, But even though it has, i just cant seem to find, a reason to get up at all, so ill just close my eyes, Ill just drift away, into my own mind, im searching for a reason, i been searching for a sign, a reason to wake up, or a reason just to die, But my doubt is always hunting me, and i cant seem to hide So im running from the past, and im running from my fears, family calling out to me, but it dont reach my ears, people say they care for me, they dont seem sincere, Support everywhere i look, but i just cant see clear.\ yah- But I Swear that im ok, swear im doin fine, swear that i can make it, i can make it through the night, Swear that i can make it, swear i can survive, i can make it throught these struggles if you just give me some time
That is absolutely beautiful oh my god. Would you wanna collab sometime and work on a song together? I think this is beautiful and would love to write something with you someday!
Estoy fumandome un cigarro son las 3 de la mañana, se que ya volvió de el curro la miro por la ventana, tu podrás quitarme todo pero no matar mis ganas, yo la espero en el portal, por si quiere pecar y llorar mañana♪♫💔
wrote lyrics and now I have a sad song I'm stuck with my thoughts, they're all I got this dread is cruel I hate me I'm stuck in a loop, left on repeat playing the thoughts that destroy me deeper and deeper I will fall, depressed with no one else to call I can't breathe I hate me so tired of these..(what ifs) the lies aren't small, I hate them all They take the time to degrade me I hate me, I'm breaking can't catch a breath to save me I'm tired, of fighting kinda wish I was dying depression, anxiety are so fucking crippling I'm tired of this, I miss my bliss ready to leave they won't miss me I only cry late at night, I fake a smile they can't see me I'm trying, to be okay but I can't be I'm not okay now I'm going to actually try and record it.
Said I'm ok ok I said I'm ok ok I said I'm ok ok Man I said I'm ok My momma just passed But I'm ok I feel like im trapped But I'm ok Feel like im stuck In a body cast Wondering how long this pain Will last But I'm ok But I'm not ok Is it normal to feel pain Is it normal to feel this rage Is it normal to see kids play And wish to be back To the good old days I said I'm ok But I'm not ok Should I let the choppa spray Or should I put it to my own brain But God is the solution right? He's never there to comfort me Never there to ease my sleep But man I ain't actin right Fake smile fake laugh Means I'm happy right? So if you ever need help Man I know that pain So go ahead and let me know If you feel this way -Rizzle
All these girls, they don’t want me All my friends, they don’t got me My parents, they don’t love me All this stress, but I’m okay I’m alone, that’s fine with me All these drugs got me tripping Late night, I’ll be dreaming My dreams are home for me I’ve tried hanging lately It landed me in therapy “People care” well that’s bullshit Cause nobody care about me Been holding it in for so long I’ve been waiting for so long But I still don’t feel the same I just want to go home I wanna feel okay I wanna feel the same The same as everyone else I wanna feel okay I wanna be treated the same Not like I’m insane So I will put my mask on And act like I’m okay I’ll bottle all my feelings Hide them from society So maybe they will see me They will see me as okay I’ll hide my scars with a hoodie I’ll act coy, so they’ll keep me They’ll keep me longer if they don’t know If they don’t know the true me Late night, I will be crying I’ve got no time to be dreaming I feel so fucking homesick But people think that I’m okay
Hace Tiempo No Duermo Ey Ya Con Las Mismas Ganas A !!! De Levantarme De Nuevo Ey Estoy Postrado En La Cama A !!! Mi Cabeza Esta Aturdida Ey Tantos Engaños Y Mentiras Ey Lo Que Ocurre Hoy En Mi Vida Yeah !!! Son Causas De Muchas Heridas Ou !!! Bastantes Cosas Que Debería De Expresar Muchas Cosas Ya No Puedo Aguantar Atormentado Por Todos Esos Recuerdos Al Hacerlo Sabes Me Daño Severo , En cerio .... Que si Creo En Lo Que Veo ? Pues Yo Veo Una Vida Devastada Trato De Salir de Ay Y Ya No Refugiarme En La Almohada Pasa !!!! Que Aveces Me Despierto Así De Prepo Esos Sueños E Pesadillas Que Detesto Lo Recuerdo Espantoso Lo Olvido Hasta Miro El Espejo Estoy loco ? Me Contra digo Se Vuelve Atrás Al Ras Capaz Este La Paz Ay va Que Das ? Aguantar Explotar Reventar Mi Cabeza Ya No Da Mas Hasta Aquí Sera Que Pude Llegar ? Ou You .... X 3 UNA TRISTE HISTORIA SAD NUESTRO AMOR YA NO DIO PARA MAS PUES DI ME QUE TE E ECHO YO A TI PARA QUE ME HAGAS ESTO A MI ...... hace Tiempo No Duermo Ey Ya Con Las Mismas Ganas A !!! De levantarme De Nuevo Ey Estoy Postrado En La Cama A !!! ......
0:20 Woke up at like 5:30 in the morning Found myself counting sheep tryna avoid the mourning Quiet whispers of you wrap and warp my head Til the unsettledness drives me straight back to bed There was something about that smile Something in it that made me wild Something in it was calm yet jumpy, heart went thumping, throat went lumpy, huh Though it’ll hit hard to forget I can’t stand the voices in my head Repeating this is all for the best Yet here I am crafting my own mess This is suffocating This loss of mine is degrading I can feel my mind decaying Toss and turning, head is aching, ah An out of body experience at shore The tide sweeping your feet off the ocean floor I watched as your last breath faded with the bay If I knew better maybe you’d be ok Is this ok? Am I ok? It’s not ok I’m not ok I am ok That phrase is fake I can’t escape I’m not
It's July 22nd, 2016 Just a young man chasin money and big dreams All I saw was fast cars and them dream teams But now it's so dark that I can't see with these high beams All I've done the past week is pray that God could take it back But ain't a single prayer gon take away that fuckin heart attack There's a 30% chance that you could come out talkin And 30 is better than nothing so I'm grippin on it But the doctors say you won't and I saw dad cry for the first time And then it really sunk in that I had to say goodbye And for the last time? Why God? Why do we deserve this? What did Adam and Eve do that made us so imperfect? I'm steady hurtin, my whole family is But it hurts worst for me cuz I was her first kid That 2 lb 2 oz premie boy That miracle baby, her little bundle of joy Thank you for giving me the best in my life I just wish I had a chance to give a proper goodbye You encouraged my music, it helped me through my pain I love you ma, you're my light in my darkest days And I'm gon shine on like diamonds Cuz that's what it's gon look like when I'm gone Kells said that shit and I mean it too Every word that I write I hope you read it too Every time that I cry I hope you see me through I hope you heard me every time I said I needed you And listened to my pain and helped me see the much needed truth I wish that you were here to see the man I've become I'm not a saint but a good one that's just tryna have fun And live life and find that girl that you told me bout And finally get married and eventually settle down I'm gon cry if I have a daughter I'm naming her Maybelle Louise in your honor
*Khan* - *Desequilibrio* Estoy fumándome un cigarro Son las 3 de la mañana Sé que ya volvió del curro La miro por la ventana Tú podrás quitarme todo Pero no matar mis ganas Yo la espero en el portal Por si quiere pecar y llorar mañana Chica tú y yo equivoquémonos Salvajes en la cama Recuerdo ese "nada siento yo" Pero te autoengañabas Desde el barranco de tu espalda se olvidan los dramas Ahora hazme el amor y dime qué no sientes nada Yo he estado de noche borracho en los bares más turbios Follando con putas de anuncio en cabinas de estudio Pensando en lo que tuve y todo lo que nos unió No quiere saber na' pero se acuerda cada Junio Lo que pasa entre tú y yo Quién lo sepa mintió Bendita sea la music, me salvó de mis disturbios Yo que me puse metas y el tiempo las consiguió La guerra y el amor, nunca supe bien jugar sucio Ahora le pongo tu cara a cada fan que me seduce Y me la como, como si de amor tratase aunque me use Con la imagen de quién soy, que de eso abuse Yo se lo hago como si mañana no naciesen luces No cruzo el corazón, esa puta en mi colchón En una mano un cigarro, en otra botella de ron Ella se vuelve una fiera, se encierra en mi habitación Y me dice "hazme el amor como si fuera una canción" Y yo cuántas llevo ya de esas noches que no me llenan Madrugadas sin control, despertarme con caras nuevas Con un ojalá volvamos a vernos si tú pudieras Hoy apenas sé tu nombre y como si quisiera Vivo en desequilibrio, inundado en sensaciones de un amor que en mi es ficticio Y es rompe corazones, por qué si me ama desvicio No sé volver a amar como al principio Me encuentro constantemente en un bucle sin ver mi sitio Y no sé, no sé, no no no sé, no sé, no no no sé, no sé...
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way For all the dirty looks For photographs your boyfriend took Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor? I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay) I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means To be a joke and look Another line without a hook I held you close as we both shook for the last time Take a good hard look I'm not okay I'm not okay I'm not okay You wear me out Forget about the dirty looks The photographs your boyfriend took? You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed I'm okay I'm okay I'm okay, now (I'm okay, now) But you really need to listen to me Because I'm telling you the truth I mean this I'm okay (trust me) I'm not okay I'm not okay Well, I'm not okay I'm not o-fucking-kay I'm not okay I'm not okay (okay)
I ask them if your real They say I guarantee you You say you’re always around but I can’t seem to see you You tell me that you’ll help me But I can’t seem to hear you You say that I’ll be okay But I just don’t believe you You say that you’re around You say that you’ll help me when I’m feeling down You say you’ll get me up When I’m crying on the ground You say you’ll never leave me in this life all alone You say that you’re around
Freestyle Hmmm alright... Let's talk about life 3 2 1 Dear my future love I hope you come from above Couse all I wanna see are light Heaven angles and eat rice Don't ever sleep couse demon near me I can't think straight I can't breath straight Why so much hate? I'm not okay.. I promise I'm trying It's full of lying Drama and hate Open the heaven gate But I'm goin straight down I always wear this frown Yeah That's life
Hey bud. Im a lyricist and singer. Ive listened to literally 200 plus instrumentals/beats. I have found 3. Your style is unique. Simple, yet euphoric. My dream is to make music that people not just love, but never forget. I have a mic, engineering software, guitar, laptop setup. But i want a team. Someone to work with. I Would cover financing etc. Would you want to work with me? And how would i go about contacting you?
Smile like I ain’t broken Come alive like they insert tokens The sun is covered by clouds Happiness isn’t allowed Just want someone to say they’re proud I’m just a child They think I’m childish But how when I don’t do child shit. Music is on child’s play I check into Marvin’s room everyday But my mind stays at the bates They use me like baits Cut through the tissue tryna remove traits Because of my father People assume I’m a disgrace
Poem i wrote: “Sometimes the person you would take a bullet for becomes the person holding the gun” That is something that hit me. It made me realise that i have things that i want to get off my chest. Lately i honestly haven’t been feeling anything. It’s not like im numb. I just don't feel anything, when it is day. When the night slowly starts to appear it’s like everything hits you, like a bullet. You go onto TH-cam, and listen to all of the sad music. Honestly i have been thinking lately, “why do i go to TH-cam and listen to sad songs? it only makes it worse.” Honestly i think i know the answer. They can explain it. They can explain how empty, sad, mad and upset i feel. They can make me realise that hey, i am not feeling well. I haven’t dared to open up about those kinds of things lately. Mostly because i don’t feel safe opening up. That is why i chose that sentence. I was scared that i will one day be able to relate to it. Now that i do relate to it, it breaks me as much as i thought it would. After my suicide attempt i haven’t trusted anyone, mostly because i don’t trust myself. I’m scared that someone will push me over the edge, so i will try to hurt myself again, but mostly i’m scared of myself. I am so fucking scared of myself, that i get scared of other people. I realised that you can not trust anyone, without trusting yourself first. I don’t want to hide the fact that i’m terrified of myself, from myself. I don’t want to hide all of my scars anymore. I don’t want to hide my biggest secret anymore. I’m not hiding those things from people, i’m hiding them from myself.
(Singing part ) I am like so confused, Feeling alone feeling ashamed for losing someone I known in my life. Buddy friend can you come again Cause missing you it’s just not the same with out you buddy friend it was a close friend of mine that was gone That was gone in my life Rap Buddy buddy I know it’s hard to say I miss you I know it been along time thru your memories You been lost when I i was so young I was only a child losing a friend I’m so out of my mind He was covered in fire an burn to pieces The most regret was was I didn’t say my goodbyes but Rest In Peace friend you will always be in my mind an heart
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Hey man. Just wanted to say this song was playing a big ago when I almost got ran over and died. This song is now my life theme song forever thank you.
Gott segne dich
This is 🔥
My man, that's just awesome 😭💟
Wow. 🔥🔥🔥🔥 incredible emotion. Incredible guitar.
I use this smile to hide all the pain everyone ask and I answer the same I'm ok, I'm ok, I'm not ok
congratulations 🎉 on 10k
I'm (not) Okay
you see i walk around acting like I'm okay
I wake up every morning putting on a fake face
But when the sun fades and i lay in my bed i let it all escape
I let pain embrace my name and whatever else remains
I betrayed a lot and changed in many ways
I can't see life like I did the same way
I'm always afraid I'll make the same mistake
I don't want my family to ever be ashamed
So I keep myself contained and wash all my sins down a drain
I keep everything black and grey
But there seems to be a buffer there seems to be a delay
I'm just tired of the suffer I just want to be okay
And when the holidays come around i never celebrate
There just seems to a burden I can't explain
So when they dance sway
I'll stray and keep myself away
And I'll sit back and appreciate a happy face
Then i'll be filled with envy and my heart will ache
I'll feel 3x more heavy and wish to be erased
I'll feel like there's plates on my shoulders and weights on my waist
so when i want i can't run away
I'll stay where I am any time or place
I'll be held captive like I'm in a cage with lions or snakes
I'm mourning for happy days
I try to go back and retrace my steps but it seems to be too late
someone scraped away my trail
so i cant come back from which i came
I'm lost somewhere between time and space
I'm gone but God won't open the gates
in case you don't understand just rewind the tape
really listen to what pain has to say
and do me a favor
don't take for granted what life has to create
It's a beautiful place
Sarah Banos wow that's absolutely beautiful
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Crazy dope bro real talk. Enjoyed reading that to the beat. 💯🔥🙏
👌 solid lyrics dude way to pour your heart out
Smooth ❤
Nice and simple. 👍
TRIUMPH goes perfectly with this
I live, I die
I love, I cry
I don’t know why
I feel this way
I’m not okay I’m not okay
I feel like I’m going insane
Who there , who cares
I stare , u dare
Left me to die in despair
Hi i have a question on you ... Can i use it in my track this words is soo deep i sing czech rap bars and this is absolutly my refrain because i dont like refrains.... please can i use it ?
Šimon Pryszcz yes
@@kxramx Thank thanks you soo much you have gold heart '!!!!!
Young trap ever this is cringe af. Learn how to write english first then try again
Fuckyoupayme ur mad cuz u can’t right good but thanks for the feed back
that kick really kills this
Dear mama, dear mama,
No I’m not okay I’m sick of all the drama,
Dear mama , dear mama,
No I’m not okay I don’t like these problems,
I said dear mama, dear mama,
No I’m not okay I’m sick of all the drama,
Dear mama , dear mama,
No I’m not okay I don’t like these problems,
I said mama why you had to make me struggle,
I’m only so little so why you make me hustle,
Say it’s only for my good but I can’t even trust you,
Tell me I ain’t gonna be shit so be the best is what I must do,
Why you said you love me but only showing hate,
Why you said you hate liars but since I was born you lied to my face,
Ain’t you proud of my success so why I’m still a discrace,
My own mother hates me man that shit is fake,
Mama I’m just tryna ask you why,
Cuz I love you with all my heart but for you that’s a lie,
Do you love me ? Don’t deny,
Just look me in my eyes ,
Tell the truth for one time ,
Dear mama, dear mama,
No I’m not okay I’m sick of all the drama,
Dear mama , dear mama,
No I’m not okay I don’t like these problems,
I said dear mama, dear mama,
No I’m not okay I’m sick of all the drama,
Dear mama , dear mama,
No I’m not okay I don’t like these problems,
I said mama I got all these questions that’s unexplained,
Why you got six kids don’t treat us the same,
Why you said you wanna make us happy but all you bring is pain,
I love you but it seems all you know is hate
Ain’t it crazy ?
My own mother must really hate me,
I try my hardest ain’t shit changing,
I’m all own except for my baby
Amico vai a tagliare gli affettati
That shit can hit the feels
Lou Stackz have you wrote this song?
secco gamer-98 hahahahaha
Lou Stackz good job sound great
Anyone that’s feeling depressed, you are not alone, I’m here with you, and there’s always at least 1 person there to help you, I’m here to help anyone out there that’s feeling depressed or any other problems.
Thank you, I really needed this.
Loving it man good work 💯🙏🏽
This Song is so important to me...
With this song, played on my headphones, on june 2018, I started writing...
And the very first volume of my romance trilogy is going to be published...
I still remember playing it, days and days... nights and nights... ♡
I showed this to my sister now she's doing a funny dance on the ground LMFAO!
RoZ Alto ffs
and?
@@TawnyTTV r/woooosh
Sounds great. Nice guitar. Much love from Michael
Un solo espejo en tu pared
para tantos reflejos
Un solo día en el que vives
mas de un momento
Un corazón que guarda
mas de un sentimiento
Una hoja en blanco esperando
mas de un solo verso
es jodido ver como la luna remplaza el sol
llevandoce con el, otra día que se desperdicio
pensamos que hacer mañana, mientras vivimos el hoy
luego nos arrepentimos por un pasado que no se aprovecho
recordad nuestra niñez, reirnos de nuestras ocurrencias
donde lo que era nada en su tiempo hoy es el problema
lo que antes era querer crecer y hacer lo que quisieras
hoy es querer volver y hacer todo de otra manera
si ves la lluvia en tu ventana, dime porque no salir?
que las gotas se lleven todo, que se vallan lejos de aquí
porque buscar los problemas, en vez de ponerles fin
para que vivir preocupados pon un pasado que ya lejos de ti
dime...
si todo lo que haces es en vano?
diles...
como duele que no aprecien lo que dan tus manos
por ti vive...
y para aquellos los que nunca te dejaron
llora y ríe...
por todos los buenos momentos y los malos (X2)
¿sertirce una mierda en esto, por culpa de los demás?
el problema bien es tuyo, por ser un ignorante mas
crees que era en vano hacerle caso a mamá
ella siempre sera tu madre, tu amiga y tantas cosas mas
deprimirce por una traición de alguien que querías
duele mas decepcionarte a ti mismo, y sentirte una porquería
dime donde quedaron eso momentos, aquellos días?
donde solíamos sonreír por cualquier tontería..
La puedo usar en un tema
@@tomasalesio6815 claro, no hay problema.
En qué segundo empieza ?
@@MAGALI-pi9vh puedo usar el principio
I will absolutely be using this, thanks for making this amazing beat free. 🤙
Выход есть всегда
Love it man keep it up in not ok
Rainwater drops like my mood when it’s dark
Swingin all the time like my mind’s in a park
Smile while you stare, yea I wear it like a sock
You say you wanna listen but I don’t wanna talk
Rainwater drops like my mood when it’s dark
Swingin all the time like my mind’s in a park
Smile while you stare, yea I wear it like a sock
You say you wanna listen but I don’t wanna talk
Rain water drops like my mind in the dark
Mood swings are long
like the time in the park
Thoughts swim in the lake
of my childhood mistakes
Hidden feelings
I no longer understand
my muse
And it’s getting harder to fuse
Any good lyrics without booze
I just wish they came naturally too
Cause I do this all for you
I do it all for you boo
But nothings good enough for me for you
I overthink I over react
I jump right in and I make a splash
but you just wanna relax
you just want to relax
I’m okay I’m okay but I’d say I was anyway
I smile while you stare
yes I wear this everywhere
I’m not happy I’m not happy
I’m not but it’s ok
Because we live we die
we love we cry
Then we wonder why
Why we have to feel like
This way I’m not ok I’m not ok
But we can make it anyway
Anyway
Anyway
We will be okay.
D&HProductions have at it
D&HProductions awesome 😎 good luck can’t wait to see what you come up with
That deep
This is old af but could I use some of thoss
I love this guitar🔥 sounds dope🤯
start at 0:20
i´m not okay 3X
i need you here with me
im not okay 3X
i need you here with me
why`d you go and leave me here
why´d you go and left me alone
now you´re gone and now i´m sad
now you´re gone and im depressed
you played me like it´s a game
you stabbed me in the heart again
and now my world is full of pain
i´m not okay 3X
i need you here with me
im not okay 3X
i need you here with me
Cringe
It's unforgettable sound!
I love this beat
I'm using this 😍
i used it... my second song don't judge to harshly
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Sad SOA feel, subbed!
You took away my thoughts,
Not thinking a thing,
Except slanging rocks,
And bangin' a ring,
Does the pain even sting,
I remember everything,
Everyone tellin' me this isn't a dream,
But it seems to be because I'm not bleeding,
Even if I dream to never ending breathing,
While I'm plotting and I'm scheming on my death,
What am I needing,
I need to take a rest,
To end all of the feigning,
I feign for you and I fucking hate it,
Here's a ring for you,
I hope you fucking break it,
It's not a thing to you,
Take my heart and rake up the leaves,
I'm on my knees,
Fuck begging please,
Got the 9 millimeter pointing at my head,
Every sense I met her in been in my bed,
Constantly thinking of led penetrating my skull until I'm dead, I'm fed up.
deep.
holy shit!
Cade Kurtz yo can I please use this
I'm fucking fed up,
I wanna give up,
I've been losing luck,
And I lost trust,
On top of that plus,
I wanna go back,
But I wanna relax,
I feel another trap,
In my pathway,
Another crack in the hallway,
I'm halfway there,
I've gone away,
But that may fade
RobbieThaHypebeast I'm tryna sell my lyrics
Geat beat bro!
Thinking bout life again
Im Running through the rain
My mascaras ruined
Now Black tears pouring
you broke my heart
All from the start, you were cheating
I clearly couldn't see the signs
Yesterday you waved goodbye
Didn't even look back one nor twice
When they asked if I was okay ,I gave them all the same reply
Said I was okay
Hey I just lied
My feelings ain't fine
I Kinda fucked up, my life's messed up
Shoulda know better all from the start
My heart's hurting
I guess I'm not okay, I'm not ok, I'm not ok.
When I say I'm fine, I'm the opposite cause
I'm not okay I'm not okay
My hearts broken in two, what am I gonna do without you..
They pat me on the back saying it weren't meant to be
The one time in my life when I thought I did something right
Turns out I was wrong
You said that you loved me,
yet you still broke me
Your words are pure lies
My ecstasy
There's no truth around it
Filled a big void with the words that you told
You were a sweet talker
You told them all the same
Guess I was the who was playing the game
The fake love you showed me, I believed it was real
Now I can't stand thought that I was played
Think of all they others how you must've hurt em'
I guess I'm just one of many who has been lied to
I'm okay, I'm okay , I'm okay
Sorry think I missed a word cause
I'm not okay I'm not okay, I'm not okay.
I can tell you now, honestly
I'm not okay, I'm not okay I'm not okay
I'm not okay.
K, bru
I'm in love with you
Very Nice brother! Sz
How are you?
I’m just fine
I just want to read your mind
I’m okay
You stand there
Lookin’ fine
I want you to be mine
But I’m okay
Take a deep breath
Hold that thought
I’ll catch your eyes
And my heart has been shot
What gave you the right
To say that you’re alright
Come close to me
Hold me close
Your memory, it fades like a ghost
But I’m okay
I’m not okay
That's... wow
you are good man
Dani Dee may I used this then give credits to u 😬
very good
Whoever made this beat I tried buying this beat. When it blows up you will get your credit for sure .
This reminds me of "WE DIE INSIDE, THIS IS KILLING US" by KILLJASIAH
omg it sounds so same
안녕하세요 ~♡^^
음악 좋아요
즐감상 하고 있습니다
feelings fake, feel like trash
got attached, like a rash
don’t treat me bad, i don’t need it
don’t treat me bad, i don’t feel needed(2x)
i’m not okay, all these feelings i’ve had
i’m not okay, all i am is just trash
i try to reach out, but you put me in the dirt
my family even hates me, you won’t be the first
crying on my own now i feel so tired
wanting to feel your hands, we could rule a fucking empire
crying in my own now i feel so tired(2x)
feelings fake, feel like trash
got attached, like a rash
don’t treat me bad, i don’t need it
don’t treat me bad, i don’t feel needed(2x)
sitting here, contiplating, suicide
trying here, to live
all i wanna do is ride or die so i’ll be gone the world won’t divide
won’t fake it now, i was just a con
faking happiness over something wrong
pushed to the edge, i really don’t care
you pushed me to the edge, no the feelings ain’t fair
feelings fake, feel like trash
got attached, like a rash
don’t treat me bad, i don’t need it
don’t treat me bad, i don’t feel needed (2x)
It's worded weird
insane ♡
Trapped in a crippling mindset
Hindered by the critical thoughts of self-loath and worthlessness
One foot in one foot out
Divided between two realms
The past or the present
Before or after
New or old
Trapped in a critical mindset
Pulled into a pool of depression
No this is not a session
A circle of thoughts splitting in different directions
Vocal cords cut off
Lungs closing in
Sinking by the minute
1 step up
3 steps down
Trapped in a critical mindset
What is happiness
What is love
All smiles but no emotion
Put on a mask
Hide behind a wall
Mastering the art of pretending
Like it's a treasured skill
Trapped in a critical mindset
Sitting in a tunnel of darkness
With a clear path into the light
But is it worth it ?
Are you derserving?
Oh behold the art of second guessing
Trapped in a critical mindset
It's hard to choose between
Opening up or Closing in
Stayimg in the background or reveling in the spotlight
Maybe if you hold your breath for too long
No one will notice
Trapped in a critical mindset
The pressure's on
Suit up in the gear
Be the leader
Set the example
Be strong not weak
Help not be helpless
Be careful not careless
Trapped in a critical mindset
Yeah
Trapped in a critical mindset
Beat tá bom, só pecou nesse kick.
I'm sorry it's blurred
can't project my words
feeling is deep it really hurts,
been broken before but not like this remember the taste of your lips,
got caught in a love line you were my spot light
but everything good has end,
but I'm okay (I'm not okay x2),
I feel like I'm dying holding back crying,
if I said I didn't want you I'd be lying
but I just feel broken and unloved broken it’s not enough
Broken and unloved death is creeping up
But I’m ok, I’m not okay, but I’m okay, not okay
And when I see your eyes the earth stops spinning your smile I love seeing you grinning
But I fell and I can’t get back up texting you when I get up
And I see you with other guys and I know they are not enough feeling of hollow hope swallow dark and empty not looking for tomorrow 8 shots to hide and I feel okay im not okay but I feel okay I’m not okay but feel okay, but am I okay
can i use this????!! this is fucking dope
babygirljazanae jazanae i got plans for it sorry, im not a ghost writer
this is raw emotion, im not going through this anymore
Vivo en desequilibrio, inundado en sensaciones, de un amor que ni es ficticio, y es rompe corazones♫♪ Big Khan❤
Really good
Great!!
I paint the color in my cheeks
I hide the tear stained streaks
I blot out the baggy eyes
A joint to heal my heart
Jk it's for the fact that I dont wanna be present in the presence of another
Eye drops for the redness
A cigarette for the deadness
Theres a broken heart inside a cage
I never opened it I promise
But still its dust
It was supposed go be safe
It was supposed to be safe
this is soo fucking beautiful man holy shit
over the years, its been hitting my soul, don't even know if I wanna grow old.
I hide my scars so you can't see.
put on that mask, so no one can ask if your ok.
be happy, smile pretty to please everyone.
don't listen to your mind you'll be alright, your ok.
heart feeling ill don't know if its breaking.
fake that laugh, or they'll feel bad. don't let them walk away.
they know your depressed but they don't ask if your feeling ok.
suicidal thoughts been here to long, don't make that mistake.
who is really here when I'm being eaten by my own brain, depression is real,
take those pills to feel ok.
go with the flow don't let them know, your not ok.
I'm sorry to say that I'm not ok, I need somebody.
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
Big up!
Close my eyes
And feel this pain inside
Trying to die
But something keeps me alive
So I overdose this Xanny, spent my last penny on this silver sharp blade
No I am not okay
Tried to drive this pain away, got nothing to say to this world, but if I stay...
Who will be there for me?
Who will be there for me if I stay?
Who will stay here with me?
Who will grieve if I go?
If I dare die, who will know?
On top of my grave, who will show?
Say something before I go...
(Say something before I go)
Haaaaaaaaaa-aaaah!
Haaaaaaaaaa-aaaah!
I called it 'If I stay', honestly it was inspired by the film "If I stay"
Wow I liked it
I stole these bars thank you
@@BoTubsy u g4y
Diego Merone no u
Chill Bro!
0:21
I know its been a long time
I get that you said you don't wanna waste your time
but think about the time we had spent back in middle school
relationships felt good, but it really was pitiful
I wish I could tell you everything that I feel now
everyday I feel sick from my thoughts pulling me down
knowing I will never have a chance hits me really hard
to this day, I feel responsible for leaving you scarred.
I still don't get it
Feeling lost in a world of people anyone get it
Having love be my only fear, let me forget it
wanna walk away from my thoughts, let me forget it!
But I cant
my hearts been ripped apart
I still think of that night that we met at the park
talked about our lives, and looked up at the stars.
now adays, I feel like I wont get very far.
I want the clock to turn the other way
So I can relive those glory days
But the clock turns a certain way
because time will never ever change
I want the clock to turn the other way
So I can relive those glory days
But the clock turns a certain way
because time will never ever change
*Intro*
(lyrics start with the bass)
I don’t have a dad, I don’t have a mum my brother's suicidal and I’m a drunk
You lose loved ones along the way or at least that’s just what people say
Can’t breathe, can’t see getting swallowed by my insecurities.
*Odys*
Got problems but can’t solve them, their gonna kick me back down to the bottom
Got a bottle full throttle maybe this time my car will crumble
Can’t be there for my friends, depressions gonna kill me in the end
I don’t know where to go there's no roads, in my mind I’ve lost all hope
*drum double kick*
Put a different face on every day feeling like I’m a god damn disgrace
Can’t believe what I’ve seen nothings clean
Innocence is fake, poverty and health rates burning at the stakes
Put that down, down, down
Put that gun down
Everything is fake can’t you see straight
Watching your mind race to get so spaced can’t complain
But every now and then you feel something and your ok yet your not ok.
*Music fades out*
This beat is beautiful
NEW SUBSCRIBER 🖤
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That guitar is dope... I'm rockin with it!!! Shoot it this way and I'll drop something meaningful on it
I can also bring those drums out with my mastering fam!
Swear that im ok, swear im doin fine, swear that i can make it, i can make it through the night,
Swear that i can make it, swear i can survive, i can make it throught these struggles
if you just give me some time
Give me a little space, gimme room to breath,
let me work this out, I swear that i can see.
a way to make through this, a way i can be free,
free from all the demons that are still haunting me
I been strugglin strugglin tryna make it through,
Been dealing with this stress, but never showing you,
Keepin up a front, just so i seem strong,
Never let it show itself, yall dont want the truth,
I Been dealing with the pain, but I keep it all inside,
Its medical it has to be, my life been going fine,
But even though it has, i just cant seem to find,
a reason to get up at all, so ill just close my eyes,
Ill just drift away, into my own mind,
im searching for a reason, i been searching for a sign,
a reason to wake up, or a reason just to die,
But my doubt is always hunting me, and i cant seem to hide
So im running from the past, and im running from my fears,
family calling out to me, but it dont reach my ears,
people say they care for me, they dont seem sincere,
Support everywhere i look, but i just cant see clear.\
yah-
But I
Swear that im ok, swear im doin fine, swear that i can make it, i can make it through the night,
Swear that i can make it, swear i can survive, i can make it throught these struggles
if you just give me some time
Rebirth great story.
That is absolutely beautiful oh my god. Would you wanna collab sometime and work on a song together? I think this is beautiful and would love to write something with you someday!
tianna nicole im down
May i use this in a song? Would credit you.
Only if you send me a link to it
slaps
Unaloon uses this in her song, "UNALOON - IM NOT ONE TO CRY"
Check it out!
this beat made me go into another realm //me likey;)
you killed my hope no matter what again and I'm sad every day
Magic
I'm not ok. 😩😩😩
Really nice. Just subbed
La que uso Khan para Desequilibrio 💞🎶
Estoy fumandome un cigarro son las 3 de la mañana, se que ya volvió de el curro la miro por la ventana, tu podrás quitarme todo pero no matar mis ganas, yo la espero en el portal, por si quiere pecar y llorar mañana♪♫💔
Tú eres de los mios
He escrito la letra en los comentarios, está arriba, por si alguien la necesita 💖
I'm so sad right now and this make me cry
wrote lyrics and now I have a sad song
I'm stuck with my thoughts, they're all I got
this dread is cruel I hate me
I'm stuck in a loop, left on repeat
playing the thoughts that destroy me
deeper and deeper I will fall, depressed with no one else to call
I can't breathe
I hate me
so tired of these..(what ifs)
the lies aren't small, I hate them all
They take the time to degrade me
I hate me, I'm breaking
can't catch a breath to save me
I'm tired, of fighting
kinda wish I was dying
depression, anxiety
are so fucking crippling
I'm tired of this, I miss my bliss
ready to leave they won't miss me
I only cry late at night, I fake a smile
they can't see me
I'm trying, to be okay but I can't be
I'm not okay
now I'm going to actually try and record it.
Kiah Rain went the link after
@@kumakuma2733 went the link after?
Kiah Rain sent sorry
I love it so much
Busquen:
"El rostro de la muerte es el reloj" del autor- solitario
Muy recomendado
Absolutely love it
Said I'm ok ok
I said I'm ok ok
I said I'm ok ok
Man I said I'm ok
My momma just passed
But I'm ok
I feel like im trapped
But I'm ok
Feel like im stuck
In a body cast
Wondering how long this pain
Will last
But I'm ok
But I'm not ok
Is it normal to feel pain
Is it normal to feel this rage
Is it normal to see kids play
And wish to be back
To the good old days
I said I'm ok
But I'm not ok
Should I let the choppa spray
Or should I put it to my own brain
But God is the solution right?
He's never there to comfort me
Never there to ease my sleep
But man I ain't actin right
Fake smile fake laugh
Means I'm happy right?
So if you ever need help
Man I know that pain
So go ahead and let me know
If you feel this way
-Rizzle
preston ransom I feel this man my mom passed away. Wish I could use this.
TazGamingHD do you rap?
I do
gamer Force need a ghost writer lol
hey can I use this song it awesome
Tremendo. Seguí así
All these girls, they don’t want me
All my friends, they don’t got me
My parents, they don’t love me
All this stress, but I’m okay
I’m alone, that’s fine with me
All these drugs got me tripping
Late night, I’ll be dreaming
My dreams are home for me
I’ve tried hanging lately
It landed me in therapy
“People care” well that’s bullshit
Cause nobody care about me
Been holding it in for so long
I’ve been waiting for so long
But I still don’t feel the same
I just want to go home
I wanna feel okay
I wanna feel the same
The same as everyone else
I wanna feel okay
I wanna be treated the same
Not like I’m insane
So I will put my mask on
And act like I’m okay
I’ll bottle all my feelings
Hide them from society
So maybe they will see me
They will see me as okay
I’ll hide my scars with a hoodie
I’ll act coy, so they’ll keep me
They’ll keep me longer if they don’t know
If they don’t know the true me
Late night, I will be crying
I’ve got no time to be dreaming
I feel so fucking homesick
But people think that I’m okay
Whoa
Hace Tiempo No Duermo Ey
Ya Con Las Mismas Ganas
A !!!
De Levantarme De Nuevo Ey
Estoy Postrado En La Cama
A !!!
Mi Cabeza Esta Aturdida Ey
Tantos Engaños Y Mentiras Ey
Lo Que Ocurre Hoy En Mi Vida Yeah !!!
Son Causas De Muchas Heridas Ou !!!
Bastantes Cosas Que Debería De Expresar
Muchas Cosas Ya
No Puedo Aguantar
Atormentado Por Todos Esos Recuerdos
Al Hacerlo Sabes Me Daño Severo , En cerio ....
Que si Creo En Lo Que Veo ?
Pues Yo Veo Una Vida Devastada
Trato De Salir de Ay Y Ya No Refugiarme En La Almohada
Pasa !!!!
Que Aveces Me Despierto Así De Prepo
Esos Sueños E Pesadillas Que Detesto
Lo Recuerdo Espantoso Lo Olvido
Hasta Miro El Espejo Estoy loco ? Me Contra digo
Se Vuelve Atrás Al Ras
Capaz Este La Paz
Ay va Que Das ?
Aguantar Explotar Reventar
Mi Cabeza Ya No Da Mas
Hasta Aquí Sera Que Pude Llegar ?
Ou You ....
X 3
UNA TRISTE HISTORIA SAD
NUESTRO AMOR YA NO DIO PARA MAS
PUES DI ME QUE TE E ECHO YO A TI
PARA QUE ME HAGAS ESTO A MI ......
hace Tiempo No Duermo Ey
Ya Con Las Mismas Ganas
A !!!
De levantarme De Nuevo Ey
Estoy Postrado En La Cama
A !!! ......
Nice
0:20
Woke up at like 5:30 in the morning
Found myself counting sheep tryna avoid the mourning
Quiet whispers of you wrap and warp my head
Til the unsettledness drives me straight back to bed
There was something about that smile
Something in it that made me wild
Something in it was calm yet jumpy, heart went thumping, throat went lumpy, huh
Though it’ll hit hard to forget
I can’t stand the voices in my head
Repeating this is all for the best
Yet here I am crafting my own mess
This is suffocating
This loss of mine is degrading
I can feel my mind decaying
Toss and turning, head is aching, ah
An out of body experience at shore
The tide sweeping your feet off the ocean floor
I watched as your last breath faded with the bay
If I knew better maybe you’d be ok
Is this ok?
Am I ok?
It’s not ok
I’m not ok
I am ok
That phrase is fake
I can’t escape
I’m not
Nice.
Bruh Why does this beat match up so well with “All my friends” by 21 savage
Ogrody to historia
is there a 1 hour version of this??? i need ittt
It's July 22nd, 2016
Just a young man chasin money and big dreams
All I saw was fast cars and them dream teams
But now it's so dark that I can't see with these high beams
All I've done the past week is pray that God could take it back
But ain't a single prayer gon take away that fuckin heart attack
There's a 30% chance that you could come out talkin
And 30 is better than nothing so I'm grippin on it
But the doctors say you won't and I saw dad cry for the first time
And then it really sunk in that I had to say goodbye
And for the last time? Why God? Why do we deserve this?
What did Adam and Eve do that made us so imperfect?
I'm steady hurtin, my whole family is
But it hurts worst for me cuz I was her first kid
That 2 lb 2 oz premie boy
That miracle baby, her little bundle of joy
Thank you for giving me the best in my life
I just wish I had a chance to give a proper goodbye
You encouraged my music, it helped me through my pain
I love you ma, you're my light in my darkest days
And I'm gon shine on like diamonds
Cuz that's what it's gon look like when I'm gone
Kells said that shit and I mean it too
Every word that I write I hope you read it too
Every time that I cry I hope you see me through
I hope you heard me every time I said I needed you
And listened to my pain and helped me see the much needed truth
I wish that you were here to see the man I've become
I'm not a saint but a good one that's just tryna have fun
And live life and find that girl that you told me bout
And finally get married and eventually settle down
I'm gon cry if I have a daughter
I'm naming her Maybelle Louise in your honor
Erik Williams this real...
Erik Williams 22 July my birthday
Essa bateria quebrando a armonia acabou com o beat
*Khan* - *Desequilibrio*
Estoy fumándome un cigarro
Son las 3 de la mañana
Sé que ya volvió del curro
La miro por la ventana
Tú podrás quitarme todo
Pero no matar mis ganas
Yo la espero en el portal
Por si quiere pecar y llorar mañana
Chica tú y yo equivoquémonos
Salvajes en la cama
Recuerdo ese "nada siento yo"
Pero te autoengañabas
Desde el barranco de tu espalda se olvidan los dramas
Ahora hazme el amor y dime qué no sientes nada
Yo he estado de noche borracho en los bares más turbios
Follando con putas de anuncio en cabinas de estudio
Pensando en lo que tuve y todo lo que nos unió
No quiere saber na' pero se acuerda cada Junio
Lo que pasa entre tú y yo
Quién lo sepa mintió
Bendita sea la music, me salvó de mis disturbios
Yo que me puse metas y el tiempo las consiguió
La guerra y el amor, nunca supe bien jugar sucio
Ahora le pongo tu cara a cada fan que me seduce
Y me la como, como si de amor tratase aunque me use
Con la imagen de quién soy, que de eso abuse
Yo se lo hago como si mañana no naciesen luces
No cruzo el corazón, esa puta en mi colchón
En una mano un cigarro, en otra botella de ron
Ella se vuelve una fiera, se encierra en mi habitación
Y me dice "hazme el amor como si fuera una canción"
Y yo cuántas llevo ya de esas noches que no me llenan
Madrugadas sin control, despertarme con caras nuevas
Con un ojalá volvamos a vernos si tú pudieras
Hoy apenas sé tu nombre y como si quisiera
Vivo en desequilibrio, inundado en sensaciones de un amor que en mi es ficticio
Y es rompe corazones, por qué si me ama desvicio
No sé volver a amar como al principio
Me encuentro constantemente en un bucle sin ver mi sitio
Y no sé, no sé, no no no sé, no sé, no no no sé, no sé...
Nice!
Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way
For all the dirty looks
For photographs your boyfriend took
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed
I'm okay
I'm okay
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this
I'm okay (trust me)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay (okay)
Mcr is life
@@capinyurcolon glad somebody got it ^^
New subscriber & I already love your beats 🔥🔥
I hope you know that I love you
Why You made heart turn into two 💜
I got anxiety heard you do too uhu
Beh💔
I ask them if your real
They say I guarantee you
You say you’re always around
but I can’t seem to see you
You tell me that you’ll help me
But I can’t seem to hear you
You say that I’ll be okay
But I just don’t believe you
You say that you’re around
You say that you’ll help me when I’m feeling down
You say you’ll get me up
When I’m crying on the ground
You say you’ll never leave me in this life all alone
You say that you’re around
more like this Man love you new subb
Freestyle
Hmmm alright...
Let's talk about life
3
2
1
Dear my future love
I hope you come from above
Couse all I wanna see are light
Heaven angles and eat rice
Don't ever sleep couse demon near me
I can't think straight
I can't breath straight
Why so much hate?
I'm not okay..
I promise I'm trying
It's full of lying
Drama and hate
Open the heaven gate
But I'm goin straight down
I always wear this frown
Yeah
That's life
Moja semja eto moja ljubovj , oni navsegda s mnoi zdesj !
Hey bud. Im a lyricist and singer. Ive listened to literally 200 plus instrumentals/beats. I have found 3. Your style is unique. Simple, yet euphoric. My dream is to make music that people not just love, but never forget. I have a mic, engineering software, guitar, laptop setup. But i want a team. Someone to work with. I Would cover financing etc. Would you want to work with me? And how would i go about contacting you?
Raymond Carter bruvv Iam Intrested how do I contact u?
Rigden Bhutia need someone who can create a unique sound bud.
Hmu my SoundCloud is , sleepishbeats
I’m into all the new wave guitars rap type shit so hmu if you wanna collab my snaps @xx_jackieboi
i mean, i dont know about "unique"...
Like the video editing
Smile like I ain’t broken
Come alive like they insert tokens
The sun is covered by clouds
Happiness isn’t allowed
Just want someone to say they’re proud
I’m just a child
They think I’m childish
But how when I don’t do child shit.
Music is on child’s play
I check into Marvin’s room everyday
But my mind stays at the bates
They use me like baits
Cut through the tissue tryna remove traits
Because of my father
People assume I’m a disgrace
Nice looperman beat use ;) I have my version of this sample on my hard drive too
Poem i wrote:
“Sometimes the person you would take a bullet for becomes the person holding the gun”
That is something that hit me. It made me realise that i have things that i want to get off my chest. Lately i honestly haven’t been feeling anything. It’s not like im numb. I just don't feel anything, when it is day. When the night slowly starts to appear it’s like everything hits you, like a bullet. You go onto TH-cam, and listen to all of the sad music. Honestly i have been thinking lately, “why do i go to TH-cam and listen to sad songs? it only makes it worse.” Honestly i think i know the answer. They can explain it. They can explain how empty, sad, mad and upset i feel. They can make me realise that hey, i am not feeling well. I haven’t dared to open up about those kinds of things lately. Mostly because i don’t feel safe opening up. That is why i chose that sentence. I was scared that i will one day be able to relate to it. Now that i do relate to it, it breaks me as much as i thought it would. After my suicide attempt i haven’t trusted anyone, mostly because i don’t trust myself. I’m scared that someone will push me over the edge, so i will try to hurt myself again, but mostly i’m scared of myself. I am so fucking scared of myself, that i get scared of other people. I realised that you can not trust anyone, without trusting yourself first. I don’t want to hide the fact that i’m terrified of myself, from myself. I don’t want to hide all of my scars anymore. I don’t want to hide my biggest secret anymore. I’m not hiding those things from people, i’m hiding them from myself.
that first line man, it's really something
🔥
(Singing part )
I am like so confused,
Feeling alone
feeling ashamed for losing someone I known in my life.
Buddy friend can you come again Cause missing you it’s just not the same with out you buddy friend
it was a close friend of mine that was gone
That was gone in my life
Rap
Buddy buddy I know it’s hard to say I miss you
I know it been along time thru your memories
You been lost when I i was so young
I was only a child losing a friend I’m so out of my mind
He was covered in fire an burn to pieces
The most regret was was I didn’t say my goodbyes but Rest In Peace friend you will always be in my mind an heart