FREE | If I Die Tonight - XXXTENTACION TYPE BEAT | @sketchmyname

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  • Free to use for non-profit ONLY with credit (prod. sketchmyname).
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  • @ashlynnette
    @ashlynnette ปีที่แล้ว +140

    Still here in 2024. Who's with me?

    • @shinem6730
      @shinem6730 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Yess bro I'm here

    • @godlife5376
      @godlife5376 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Listen to this every day

    • @ZachSutton
      @ZachSutton 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      haha still a banger

    • @bgzyn4l
      @bgzyn4l 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Im here

    • @Bigtut710
      @Bigtut710 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Gotta be

  • @Trungng111
    @Trungng111 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1841

    I hope that all who comes across this message get rich and achieve their highest dreams, my highest dream is to be successful with my beats, bless up and have a great day!!!!

    • @aviator1957
      @aviator1957 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Nah I'ma go kill myself

    • @amarismendez2456
      @amarismendez2456 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@aviator1957 felt that.

    • @sirswaggins1794
      @sirswaggins1794 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      U think u can produce a beat for me?

    • @Trungng111
      @Trungng111 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@sirswaggins1794 text me on insta and we'll work on it. my insta is trgng.111

    • @Mahoraga-OG
      @Mahoraga-OG 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Thank ya soo much 😍 Wishes back!!!

  • @taurs
    @taurs 6 ปีที่แล้ว +311

    when i see that sketch posted, i click simple as that

    • @K3LXO
      @K3LXO 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      fax

    • @ps.suicide4777
      @ps.suicide4777 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Taurs simple

    • @xacid-reaperxx5527
      @xacid-reaperxx5527 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Please tell me the simple

    • @TjValentine1
      @TjValentine1 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel you on that forreal. I dropped a song to this beat. Changed the name to EGG. Check it out. soundcloud.com/captainmaximustjl/egg-prod-sketchmyname

    • @daboi7095
      @daboi7095 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Taurus rule

  • @milosstanic8783
    @milosstanic8783 5 ปีที่แล้ว +115

    0:44 this part gave me chills

  • @KennedyAlexandre247
    @KennedyAlexandre247 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    one of the best youtube beats of all time

  • @flux_
    @flux_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    man when the guitar kicks in i get the shivers

  • @luthorbeats8511
    @luthorbeats8511 5 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    This might is one of my favourite beats of all time. So cold, dark, and unattached. One of the few beats I would truly call a masterpiece. Truly amazing beat. Absolute 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @SavageSpeaksBEATS
    @SavageSpeaksBEATS 5 ปีที่แล้ว +410

    The vocals on this is so lovely 😢 it really gets you in your feels

    • @itsalisworld5397
      @itsalisworld5397 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      SavageSpeaks BEATS the song that was sampled on this is called can’t live myself by mishaal

    • @oziii8474
      @oziii8474 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      th-cam.com/video/jn2fJDsFOk0/w-d-xo.html

    • @joshuagranger2279
      @joshuagranger2279 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@itsalisworld5397 0

    • @joshuagranger2279
      @joshuagranger2279 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@itsalisworld5397 everything me rto beu and me .in and out the topic explaining what's already I the main beat beautiful beast today isn't the same every day will change your world in mine .find its way of living with the same kind as it would be in. Nv dry

    • @joshuagranger2279
      @joshuagranger2279 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@itsalisworld5397 hejjff said 5th 538th ban cc 9in 8dvv26s6bf. Tms
      O pg ohm bevel hai zici9f3 bdnkfkv90Unany

  • @toxicboy8938
    @toxicboy8938 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    bro no cap this beat hard af. all love

  • @youngharper5885
    @youngharper5885 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Vibes💯

  • @naive3744
    @naive3744 6 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    wavy af, you always make some heat

  • @Masssch
    @Masssch 5 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    This beat really reminds me of the last xxx's album, got me all nostalgic in a second. Crazy matching the vibe dude.

  • @madariusscott8686
    @madariusscott8686 5 ปีที่แล้ว +129

    Girl how I love you, I can't love myself, each day I wake up wishing I was someone else x2

    • @poptxrtt9580
      @poptxrtt9580 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks

    • @Emess_902
      @Emess_902 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Girl how could I love you when I cant love myself, stay awake wishing for someone else.

    • @shadmehrpourseyedian334
      @shadmehrpourseyedian334 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Emess_902 Girl how i love you i can't love myself
      each day i wake up wish I'm someone else

    • @shadmehrpourseyedian334
      @shadmehrpourseyedian334 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@Emess_902 th-cam.com/video/loi9Tfgbg-A/w-d-xo.html

    • @КаринаСмирнова-д7ч
      @КаринаСмирнова-д7ч 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      girl how I love you, I can’t love myself, stay awake I wishing someone else

  • @DiPDAP9330
    @DiPDAP9330 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This beat is so bless it don't even need lyrics... let the ting vibe, most heavenly shit I've ever heard. mad. let it resonate in your soul. This the shit dreams are made of.

  • @exploring_abandoned_aus
    @exploring_abandoned_aus 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Still here missin u x
    😭

  • @Beatstars
    @Beatstars 6 ปีที่แล้ว +181

    feeling this vibe fam, good work!

    • @sketchmyname
      @sketchmyname  6 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Thank you!

    • @paulsnm2531
      @paulsnm2531 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@sketchmyname out of curiosity what's the lyrics??

    • @iAmJayHonest
      @iAmJayHonest 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      would be nice if he wasnt scamming people by selling beats with uncleared samples, id like a refund for my purchase as i cant use this song for profit as is mentioned when u purchase it

    • @sketchmyname
      @sketchmyname  3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@iAmJayHonest Would be nice if you weren't blaming people without knowing your facts right. The sample is free and you can find it on the officials Mishaal's soundcloud - soundcloud.com/officialmishaal/girl-howll-i-love-u-i-cant. If you have any issues with your song / youtube video then it's your own issue and you should solve it with distributive companies on your own. If there's anyone stealing my beats and then claiming them as their own then it is also their own issue when their song is going to be taken down from all platforms because of that.

    • @sketchmyname
      @sketchmyname  3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@iAmJayHonest Also, sample clearing is the responsibility of the licensee. If you read the license then you shouldn't have any question.

  • @KayCraZy
    @KayCraZy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +151

    What thaaaaaa fuuuuuck 😭 way too talented my guy. How much for thaa exclusive

  • @Crizzyless
    @Crizzyless 4 ปีที่แล้ว +323

    Too Much/ Crizzyless
    Verse 1
    Too much on my mind i just up and lose focus, how am i suppose to live when money is the motive
    So called love from the people thats the closest, behavior starts to change im just hoping that they notice
    Sleepless nights praying I don't get a diagnosis, they say a flower sprouts even in the darkest moments
    If i were to die tonight baby would you notice, don't pretend to be thats how people end up broken.
    Verse 2
    How can I love you, I can’t love myself. Know that your better off with someone else. Don’t wanna put you thru this living hell. It’s time I focus on my mental health.
    How can I love you, I can’t love myself. Know that your better off with someone else. Don’t wanna put you thru this living hell. It’s time I focus on my mental health.
    Lord forgive me as i vent, instead, i confess
    Inner heart hurt less stress.
    You know that feeling in your head , when u feeling soft.
    When your best was ur top but not enough
    girl i'm feeling lost, , feeling cold, feeling sold,
    to the devil. you and me. Sun to see,
    On repeat, on sleep, Can't breathe , Can't see. Why can’t I just be free
    Verse 3
    Feeling so alone, I don't even want a phone
    When I look at it, blank, but I guess I should've known
    that nobody text, but nobody impress me
    But I still want love and I'm sure you agree
    No sign of help, tired of being by myself
    I got up, on my own, every single time that I fell
    But I want to tell you
    But I want to tell you
    Feelin down, feelin like a clown
    I just hide my sadness underneath this frown
    I'm sure you can't relate, or feel this burdened weight
    But it feels like the devil's got me stuck in checkmate
    Cuz I'm depressed but take no medication
    Only the raps I write calm the frustration
    Of never feeling better, they told me go get her
    But they never took it when I offered my sweater
    If I had a dollar for every tear that I shed
    Maybe I'd have friends for all the cash I could spend
    Last Verse (Verse 4)
    Tired of this pain
    Feel like I’m going insane
    All the these thoughts running through my brain, nobody understands the pain that I feel deep within
    Can’t trust nobody when they always switching lanes, messed up society when they all chase for the fame
    Instead of helping the people in front of their face
    Instead they make fun of people & call em a
    Disgrace
    Living life like in a horror game, passing the levels like I’m in a hail marry maze
    Trying to fight through depression with gods blood in my vein
    but how could I do that when I been losing faith
    How could I be strong when I do not have the strength
    How can I be happy when I drink to numb the pain
    Feel like I’m in a dark place, 10 feet deeper then my grave
    People act like they care but there all slithering snakes
    2 faced bitches can’t choose a side I can’t relate, I keep it hunned so have some respect on my name
    What a messed up world we live in
    Judge someone by there looks no one cares about your opinions
    People rather act out in front of friends
    and put a fake smile and play pretend
    But what the fuck is wrong with being different
    Want me to put up a show for ur entertainment?
    Cause easily said then done but that is out of my intuition
    People rather copy and hate
    Instead make a change they all stay still the same
    People needa start looking at reality more put the jokes aside
    & start thinking deeper to the core
    Cause people have feelings to & they hurt more a lot deeper then the wounds
    but everyone is so blinded
    surrounded by the fake but this is the hell that I live in, trying to find the exit seems that I can’t find it.
    Took A Long Time Please Like And Comment How You Like It

    • @tabraham44
      @tabraham44 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Good verse, you shouldn't post your shit on youtube. People might steal it and parts of this are good enough to steal... lol
      Sun to see,
      On repeat, on sleep, Can't breathe , Can't see. Why can’t I just be free
      That verse hits i like it.

    • @Starzec_Channel
      @Starzec_Channel 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      How many times you play this beat?

    • @tabraham44
      @tabraham44 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Starzec_Channel 1,403,253

    • @lil_desoladoamor5421
      @lil_desoladoamor5421 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      brooo rap this shit please

    • @luchill121
      @luchill121 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      do you have already produced a song with these lyrics over this beat? this is fire

  • @usernotfound11111
    @usernotfound11111 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    The title hit hard
    RIP our dear angel 😔💔

  • @fiahthompson403
    @fiahthompson403 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    The Beat is an instant high. With his song with Lil Wayne Don't Cry it's a story within itself. RIH XXX Tension

    • @Newjersy_wit
      @Newjersy_wit 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      One thing about you you only think about yourself. One thing about me i always put you before myself. But i cant help you right now i cant even help myself. Telling me about ya feelings but my mind is on some different shit. Landlord knocking on my door going hard with that eviction shit. Just me and my bro thinking where we gonna live n shit ,you dont no how it really feel not to have a place to go cause you a pretty girl nigga not gonna tell you no. Life so short i can literally die after this track end mama i love u wanna say that in case it happen. Tell my sister miesha im glad we got back to talking all them years that we wasn't was really all 4 nothing. 1st time i saw ya child he was walking hella bolegged but he is SOooo handsome tell em i love em tell him his uncle miss him. I remember when you called me i was out in houston you was crying hard for me to hold it in my eyes was watering cant explain the feeling think its ironic we got closer threw the separation some times in life got to love the one's around you never come COMPLACENT some times in life got to take a step back look at the bigger picture that's exactly what i did and seen how much i really missed ya look just like me but you lighter think just like me but you brighter mama told me you got a new apartment im proud of ya go sista forever my younger sista forever ya older brother i forever love ya never put no 1 before ya besides our mother and if she was alive R.I.P GREAT GRANDMA" THIS IS A TRUE STORY I MADE A VIDEO FOR AND USED THIS INSTRUMENTAL THIS IS PART OF THE LYRICS FROM THE SONG HAVE FULL VIDEO ON MY TH-cam CHANNEL AND MY INSTAGRAM @houstonwit_15

  • @CiRcASuRviVe71
    @CiRcASuRviVe71 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Been listening to this day after day. Great work man

  • @graveyardmusic666
    @graveyardmusic666 6 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    This dark oppression, man it brings me some depression, every day you live just know it's a blessing, relating to the pain, I ain't got nothing to gain

    • @NHUBEATS
      @NHUBEATS 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kakashi Xponent 🔥🔥🔥 OHHH SHIT THAT WAS FIRE BRO CHECK THIS BEAT OUT FOR YOU 👍👌
      th-cam.com/video/XNyFsYgA3DQ/w-d-xo.html 🙏🏻🙏🏻

    • @oziii8474
      @oziii8474 4 ปีที่แล้ว

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    • @oziii8474
      @oziii8474 4 ปีที่แล้ว

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  • @dei1519
    @dei1519 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1420

    I feel like X would've used this.

  • @K3v.pr0dz
    @K3v.pr0dz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I fell into another world when the incredible guitar started 😖😖

  • @3nrg204
    @3nrg204 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I feel a lot of pain and a lot of sorrow, people living their life’s like there’s no tomorrow, without realizing that their life is but borrowed, so people take it for granted and fail to see beauty of it, while I’m looking on, trying to wake em up, call their bluff, but it feels like whatever I do just won’t be enough

  • @Ginja_DaNinja
    @Ginja_DaNinja 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Such a godly beat you can feel the emotion x would of loved it

  • @Lilsacraterra
    @Lilsacraterra 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This is amazing. Good job. Keep up the good work.

  • @ExttendoBeats
    @ExttendoBeats 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    oh my god this is so beautiful.

  • @avsj4693
    @avsj4693 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m going to buy this soon for my next project, I call dibs💪🏾💯

  • @jordanbowlby1374
    @jordanbowlby1374 2 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    when this came out my sister had just died in a accident and i played this while intoxicated just to vibe to something, it ended up being a song i listen to when i need to think, to who ever made this i shake your hand

  • @iconic5560
    @iconic5560 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    was here from the beginning. i just came back in shocked. 2 months later, -1m views. congrats, you deserved it.

  • @Asif_Rafique_Jamali
    @Asif_Rafique_Jamali ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Yas's lyrics are next level on this beat..

  • @GHOST-ey5zq
    @GHOST-ey5zq 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    *How could I love you, I can't love my self, each day I wake up wish I'm someone else....*
    💔 the icon that walked amongst this earth is now walking in the heavens above us👀 RIP jah we're still here bro💪

  • @stopped3704
    @stopped3704 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I miss x so much I could cry thinking bout him

  • @soulchecks1187
    @soulchecks1187 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You know, I have a lot to thank you for sketch, I used this Beat to my very first song and it hit a thousand total, thank you for everything 🙏🏼

  • @BLNKBeats
    @BLNKBeats 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Bruh muh feelings. Keep at it!

  • @m6rcy509
    @m6rcy509 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    most beautiful beat i’ve heard in forever, jus finished writing the song . ill come back to this comment when the cover arts done & it’s posted 💖🖤

  • @lxmusiqe
    @lxmusiqe 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    this production is so pure! beautiful melo, complemented by dope drums and serious mixing skills 💯

  • @AVSMusic
    @AVSMusic 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    Powerful! 🏆

  • @BenjyFish2013
    @BenjyFish2013 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Best one so far

  • @LucaMannFilms
    @LucaMannFilms 5 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    Thank you so much!
    This beat made my first, very own track!

  • @JM-jp2zd
    @JM-jp2zd 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    OMG THIS HOLDS A STORY ON IT'S OWN😳😭💔

  • @youngjhustler7426
    @youngjhustler7426 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Damn.. everything i feel is in this beat.. 🙏

  • @MethaPhorceBeats
    @MethaPhorceBeats 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    WHAT A BANGER, BRODIE!

  • @mmuneebtahir3428
    @mmuneebtahir3428 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    YAS😍

  • @ICYHOTBeats
    @ICYHOTBeats 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Dude I love this so much

  • @X_UNVE
    @X_UNVE 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    How can I love you when I don’t love myself ?
    Counting my scars recounting my steps
    Back in the past when your warmth used to help
    Now I’m in the dark the cold winds what I’ve felt
    Belittle me now and be rid of my peace
    Take my soul tell my demons I’m free
    Hold off the blasphemy
    You are my causality
    Walk off so calm but inside I’m raging heat
    I’ve walked a path I would wish for no other
    Carried my heart but gave to another
    I’ll give my last to you or my brother
    For the rest of our days we carry each other

  • @yodaddy9366
    @yodaddy9366 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    this sound helped me when my grandpa passed away last April.. Rest Up Papa Odi ❤️

    • @oziii8474
      @oziii8474 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      yo daddy th-cam.com/video/jn2fJDsFOk0/w-d-xo.html

    • @oziii8474
      @oziii8474 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      yo daddy made a song to this beat, if you listen lmk what you think

  • @gladiatxr6974
    @gladiatxr6974 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I honestly don’t know how this man only has around 600 subs

  • @_staceystack_r.4764
    @_staceystack_r.4764 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Why have I not telll u how obsessed I am w this beat yet?! My dude...400

  • @claytoncurl6459
    @claytoncurl6459 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    when try to get in your feels because it makes you feel something
    .

  • @KYR-MeatBeater
    @KYR-MeatBeater 4 ปีที่แล้ว +189

    How can I love you, I can’t love myself. Know that your better off with someone else. Don’t wanna put you thru this living hell. It’s time I focus on my mental health.
    How can I love you, I can’t love myself. Know that your better off with someone else. Don’t wanna put you thru this living hell. It’s time I focus on my mental health.

    • @oziii8474
      @oziii8474 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      th-cam.com/video/jn2fJDsFOk0/w-d-xo.html

    • @deshariox
      @deshariox 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      that's pretty good

    • @yarieliz2192
      @yarieliz2192 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Møp øh love this.. ❤️❤️

    • @AlexxRangel
      @AlexxRangel 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      im stealing this idc

    • @roninvrse329
      @roninvrse329 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Can I use this?

  • @oliviamiller1948
    @oliviamiller1948 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Your locked in my mind
    Rest in peace
    I know your looking down from the sky
    Everytime I think
    About cha
    I just wanna cry

  • @MarvinSuave
    @MarvinSuave 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Damn, I remember when this came out

  • @ttkshawfrmda9
    @ttkshawfrmda9 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    imma use this

  • @ybsjae1261
    @ybsjae1261 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    If I die before I wake
    I pray the lord my soul to take
    Dealing with these demons everyday
    They take my soul away

  • @AlexMendoza-zc2jx
    @AlexMendoza-zc2jx 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    The depression, just another branch of my recollections, numb to the love and all its sensations , of affection , now I'm a carcus intertwined with self doubt and hesitation , these chains to my heart keep me waiting i used to think will i ever make it , now my days are decreasing because I'm increasing the pills I'm taking , self medicating , like im my own doctor to stop the suffering, to stop myself from grabbing the chopper with the beam and putting one right between , my eyes cuz i only rest in my dreams but lately i never sleep so i chill with my demons as the conversations get deep , i swear it feels like im going of the rails , where are the answers to my prayers i ask as i exhale , and then i drift off wishing i was someone else

    • @yungdagoat9946
      @yungdagoat9946 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Alex Mendoza that's pretty good

    • @alxxla256
      @alxxla256 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@yungdagoat9946 thanks g this my new TH-cam where I'ma be uploading music appreciate you reading it homie

    • @oziii8474
      @oziii8474 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Alex Mendoza I made a song to this beat, if you get a chance to listen lmk what you think th-cam.com/video/jn2fJDsFOk0/w-d-xo.html

    • @alxxla256
      @alxxla256 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@oziii8474 this is one of my other accounts I just gave your song a listen it's pretty good, keep chasing the dream keep putting in the work and most importantly keep yourself positive G

    • @oziii8474
      @oziii8474 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Alx Xla thanks bro

  • @jamieackinclose2236
    @jamieackinclose2236 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    If I die tonight
    I got a lotta rhymes to write
    To get it off my mind
    So you can read it while I'm leavin
    Got a lot to find
    I had it locked inside
    You never seen it but fuck it
    we all get lost in time
    It doesn't matter if you know
    that you the love of my life
    You the light in my night
    You the life in my last breath
    While I'm fighting the light
    Getting brighter by the second takin over my sight
    Hear the other side beckoning to listen and fly
    I wasn't living to die
    Get a vision and I
    Can see you shiver and cry
    It ain't too late to revive me, so I give it a try
    Every muscle in my body
    Every inch of my might
    I can open up my left eye
    I go for the right
    Where the fuck am I...
    To be continued

    • @kirky_banana
      @kirky_banana ปีที่แล้ว +2

      dude that's actually fire

    • @yurilasiy998
      @yurilasiy998 ปีที่แล้ว

      Im italian but I try to rap this and its dope, try to do a song whit it bro

  • @keko967
    @keko967 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wish all the other small artists out there goodluck. Hope to see y'all blowing up soon 💜🙌

  • @codywright7932
    @codywright7932 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I was just emptying my thoughts out on a page while listening to this. Love your work

  • @nordic6669
    @nordic6669 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’m being so real when I say this I just layed back and cried while listening to this and the whole thing is better than therapy dude, everything from the bass to every snare and hi hat… it’s just beautiful, and Ik you’ll probably never see this comment but I could hope🙂🙏

  • @DeltaQreaperHD
    @DeltaQreaperHD 5 ปีที่แล้ว +377

    Yeah if i die tonight
    Maybe they will be right
    If i die tonight
    Would my momma be alright?
    Nah man i couldnt stand it
    I am so deep in my mind
    Am lost, so gone , not feeling fine
    Deppresion struggle me i cant breath
    Poision in my bloodstream
    unregular heartbeat
    Connection with the people i know
    Why i am still feelin alone?
    Nah i walked so far, i still cant see the light
    I am tired, no more puttin up fight to be alright
    Damn, you feel this, real shit
    And you cant do anything about it
    Standing in a crown feelin i stand out
    I dont belong here, inside i got fear
    And that shit i dont feel when you were here
    Lettin it go, findin the flow, going in the motion and keepin up with the ocean reflection moon deflection
    And i forgot to mention that
    I vibe this life in the other dimension
    But girl, listen
    My mind is the prision
    In fuckin depression
    It aint my decision to make the misson
    Sitting here my thoughts bleed
    Going in deep, isolated
    My life cant change i am painted black
    Emotions i cant feel them all anymore

    • @MelchonyMusic
      @MelchonyMusic 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I like the hook

    • @salty5893
      @salty5893 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Cutting my wrists feeling the pain me doing this what do I gain the struggle is real I left em for fame voices in my head I’m going insane

    • @mcwayne4685
      @mcwayne4685 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@salty5893 try to stay in my own narrow lane, the world is so cold it makes me feel like I'm lame, depression is a monster that cant be tamed, then I realize, a blade to my veins, devil got a grip on me like a crane, head in the clouds like a plane, it's so sad because I'm the only one to blame, I let this torment stay in my brain all for you because my heart you claimed

    • @prodbywintr
      @prodbywintr 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      wat

    • @mcwayne4685
      @mcwayne4685 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@prodbywintr idk

  • @davidvaldez4175
    @davidvaldez4175 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You made me stand on my feet
    Made my life full of enemies
    But you turned the table around me
    Got me doing your evil deeds
    Made it phrase for me
    “It’ll be the death of me”
    You gave me hope and prosperity
    But you knew what life you gave to me
    You told me “till death do us part your soul belongs to me”
    Been closed to death
    Knocked on his door
    What more could you ask for
    Done your deeds you still took my life
    And more away from me
    Till the point you branded me
    It wasn’t meant for what I got myself in for
    Now I got the death sentence for eternally sins I’ve tatted on me were my old memories
    “The more you walk the more I go,you run fast I’ll end you slow”
    I come to you face you
    End of the line
    My time is near
    Got tired of your red face
    Blacked bearded
    Did the good to end the madness
    So I can atleast have the life how I once had it
    If I die tonight just know I’ve had it

  • @just10tyson
    @just10tyson 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I need tracks like this Fire 🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @scottreynolds2471
    @scottreynolds2471 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is to much of a vibe to even rap too

  • @slumpgucci2372
    @slumpgucci2372 6 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    Lord forgive me as i vent, instead, i confess
    Inner heart hurt less stress.
    You know that feeling in your head , when u feeling soft.
    When your best was ur top but not enough
    girl i'm feeling lost, , feeling cold, feeling sold,
    to the devil. you and me. Sun to see,
    On repeat, on sleep, Can't breathe , Can't see.

  • @kkproduction5146
    @kkproduction5146 4 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    *lyrics* - Girl how I ll love you , I can't love myself
    Each day I wake up , wish I am someone else 🔥
    I feel it damn , so good 💜

    • @luckywalker2419
      @luckywalker2419 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Whos behind those lyrics for Credit?

    • @caelansmith9597
      @caelansmith9597 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I think the first part is “girl wile I love you, I can’t kill myself”

    • @Shiloh_X1229
      @Shiloh_X1229 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I believe it’s girl how I’ll love you I can’t feel myself I think

  • @kingmk8125
    @kingmk8125 5 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Dont wanna hear about "you on your own"
    just come tonight and i'll hold you close..
    Cause if i die tonight girl i die 'lone..

    • @MarcoParks
      @MarcoParks 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/RCmMKi1KiEQ/w-d-xo.html

  • @ThinkingJeff
    @ThinkingJeff 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is on another level.

  • @motionvideo9221
    @motionvideo9221 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    UNREAL.

  • @youngboybeats1907
    @youngboybeats1907 5 ปีที่แล้ว +113

    Jah would have been amazing on this😔

    • @tristan4959
      @tristan4959 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I haven't heard that much music from him lately? He kinda died off🤔

    • @sirswaggins1794
      @sirswaggins1794 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Long live Jah 😔😔😔😢😢

    • @jack87_03
      @jack87_03 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      martel wtf

    • @bertog.4254
      @bertog.4254 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      martel bitch

  • @BURDissTheWord
    @BURDissTheWord 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Have to learn to love myself, I’m still working at it
    A functional dependent, I’m a working addict
    I laugh behind the pain, yeah I try to mask it
    Biggest character flaw? How I remain static
    If I look into the mirror, my reflection’ll shatter
    The glass couldn’t be clearer, it’s imitating my pattern
    I am tattered and torn, just like my old notebook
    When’d my strait & narrow curve like it was a coat hook?
    I’m lost
    In a sea of tranquility, visibly getting rid of the ability to act willingly
    Sufferin mental fragility, I am waking up dizzily,
    drinking all of my sympathies, I can’t stand it to live with me
    Talking like another person is inside of me
    I’m wondering which is the one that likes to lie to me
    & If I point him out, would he say bye to me?
    Either way I’ll be lonely, oh what an irony
    It’s fine with me
    Grew up an only child, with nobody to vent to, whenever shit’s getting wild, I go cry in my bedroom, but still nobody can hear it
    Suffice it to say, it seems my only saving grace is I can make it a lyric
    Lay it over a beat, all with delivery peerless
    & then allow it to leak so finally somebody hears it
    Once prayed to the spirit, left with my glass half empty
    Now prey to the spirits, at least they fill me plenty
    How can I love you, I cant love myself
    Each day I wake up, wish I’m someone else
    How can I love you, I cant love myself
    Each day I wake up, Each day I wake up
    Wishin I was someone else, i threw my coins in the well
    I put my eggs in one basket & I hoped they would sell
    & I was hoping you could tell that I’ve been dreaming of this
    Ever since a little kid eating reeses and Twix
    Ever since I saw my mom being to beaten to bits
    & Ever since I saw my dad screaming, bleeding and shit
    Let’s talk about the good times, I believe they exist
    But not a one’ll come to mind, how memories play tricks
    I’m lost
    In a sea of tranquility, visibly getting rid of the ability to act willingly
    Sufferin mental fragility, I am waking up dizzily,
    drinking all of my sympathies, I can’t stand it to live with me
    Talking like another person is inside of me (who?)
    I’m wondering which is the one that likes to lie to me (it’s him)
    & If I point him out, would he say bye to me? (Nah)
    Either way I’ll be lonely, oh what an irony
    It’s fine with me

    • @marquisman1946
      @marquisman1946 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      good vocabulary, this inspired me to try and make a track on this beat

    • @BURDissTheWord
      @BURDissTheWord 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@marquisman1946 feel free to drop me a link! Happy to have helped & much thanks 🙏🏻

    • @princex5245
      @princex5245 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Want me to record my vocals with this beat using your lyrics?

    • @BURDissTheWord
      @BURDissTheWord 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@princex5245 yo, would love to see it come to life

    • @BURDissTheWord
      @BURDissTheWord 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@princex5245 you got a discord or email.

  • @291o2oo9
    @291o2oo9 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    thanks for this real cool beat man! :)

  • @malakalax
    @malakalax 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Dang. Tear ran out my eye.

  • @206beau
    @206beau 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    i cried

  • @aktiv01
    @aktiv01 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Dude you are almost at 1 million views😱 I’ve been listening to this beat since before 100,00k and thought it was just as amazing as it is now I started writing and recording but I never go to finish 💔

    • @sketchmyname
      @sketchmyname  5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    • @aktiv01
      @aktiv01 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I made a song for this and it’s getting a good view rate ‼️ check it out on SoundCloud at YTM Dre it’s called “Love Myself”

  • @dialtones4839
    @dialtones4839 5 ปีที่แล้ว +124

    How will I love you, I can't love myself?
    I woke up wishing I was someone else
    I wish for better days, but see no help
    I wish for better days
    I wish for better days but
    ~
    Told me you liked the way I make you feel
    This feelin that I'm feeling can't be real
    You had me thinking we was something real
    You had me thinking we was
    You had me thinking we was somet-

    • @elxielo.
      @elxielo. 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Can I use this?

    • @omgpop1274
      @omgpop1274 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Beautiful

    • @nnappy7658
      @nnappy7658 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey bro, can i use this for a song?

    • @kaidrared9120
      @kaidrared9120 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      WHAAAAAAT?😱😍😍 OKAY THIS FILTHY🙌👍👍

    • @kaidrared9120
      @kaidrared9120 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Can i use it ? cuz i sing

  • @playaash3283
    @playaash3283 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    1:08 the echo on that really brings out a dark emty room vibes🔥🔥

  • @highly_zensitive
    @highly_zensitive 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Man really nice work

  • @trajohnson8080
    @trajohnson8080 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    ❤❤❤ this beat got me through the most painful part of my
    Life and I got it in the bag on the note pad

  • @kingmason6870
    @kingmason6870 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Fire chill vibes

  • @destinya.9166
    @destinya.9166 4 ปีที่แล้ว +130

    0:22 I’m Tired of this pain
    Feel like I’m going insane
    All the these thoughts running through my brain, nobody understands the
    pain that I feel deep within
    Can’t trust nobody when they always switching lanes, fucked up society when they all chase for the fame
    Instead of helping the people in front of their face
    Instead they make fun of people & call em a
    Disgrace
    Living life like in a fucking game, passing the levels like I’m in a hail marry maze
    Trying to fight through depression with gods blood in my vein
    but how could I do that when I been losing faith
    How could I be strong when I do not have the strength
    How can I be happy when I drink to numb the pain
    Nd smoke OG’s KU$h strain to a deeper extend
    Feel like I’m in a dark place, 10 feet deeper then my grave
    People act like they care but there all slithering snakes
    2 faced bitches can’t choose a side I can’t relate, I keep it hunned so have some respect on my name
    What a fuxked up world we live in
    Judge someone by there looks fuck your opinions
    People rather act out in front of friends
    and put a fake smile and play pretend
    But what the fuck is wrong with being different
    Want me to put up a show for ur entertainment?
    Cause easily said then done but that is out of my intuition
    People rather copy and hate
    Instead make a change they all stay still the same
    People needa start looking at reality more put the jokes aside
    & start thinking deeper to the core
    Cause people have feelings to & they hurt more a lot deeper then the wounds
    but everyone is so blinded
    surrounded by the fake but this is the hell that I live in, trying to find the exit seems that I can’t find it. Surrounded by fake love I can’t stand it..This is my world and your living in it, this is your time and how you define it. -𝒟𝑒𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝓎 My insta is @babydolldess

    • @danmurphy9916
      @danmurphy9916 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Destiny A. Omg that is a lyrical masterpiece can I use it?

    • @destinya.9166
      @destinya.9166 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Dan Murphy Appreciate it! & yeah you can use it jus give me credit if you put it out there or anything. 💯

    • @j444zmin6
      @j444zmin6 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Bro this is so good keep this up!!🖤

    • @destinya.9166
      @destinya.9166 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Um Chile anyways so 999 Thanks🖤 thought it wasn’t as good at first but appreciate it.

    • @vladimirmalyshev9332
      @vladimirmalyshev9332 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Destiny A. Bro hi ! Give your contact pls

  • @CaesarMinor
    @CaesarMinor 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I think its "girl how i love you i cant help myself each day i wake i wish i'm someone else"

  • @brutusbeat614
    @brutusbeat614 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    X is underrated man whenever I make a x type beat imma call it underrated

  • @trxpzisthename
    @trxpzisthename 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is my favorite beat

  • @trapstepper
    @trapstepper 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Remember those days I felt like taking my own life felt like no one care about me but when I blow up with the fame and money my life changed now they love me

  • @CamisBeats
    @CamisBeats 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Dope bro this really got XXXTENTACION vibe synth ovo bass and guitars mashes so well reallY!

  • @mcallymac
    @mcallymac 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Its like i feel the blood boiling in my veins
    Every step i take feels like a mile away

  • @user-ed5sq
    @user-ed5sq 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thats a banger right there good job

  • @unknownrhayanh4909
    @unknownrhayanh4909 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I feel x is still alive that my strong feeling 😢❤️

  • @3sencial832
    @3sencial832 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    *(**0:20**)*
    Me he pasado noches enteras sin dormir pensando solo y solamente en ti...
    Amigo, ¿quieres que te de un consejo a ti? Cuida muy bien lo que tienes por que un día se va a ir *(**0:32**)*
    No te quedes sin decirle lo que sientes pa' que vea que lo tuyo es real y que no mientes, el amor entre ella y yo lo criticó mucha gente, pero eso no importa si es real lo que se siente *(**0:44**)*
    Mi corazón, permanece anesteciado, desde que mi chica se fue de mi lado, y yo por ella tanto que he esperado, creó que es en vano esperar por algo que se ha marchado *(**0:55**)*
    Estoy cayendo en manos de la locura, se me eriza la piel pensando en tu cintura, ahora veo lo que mas cuido, lo que menos dura, como hago pa' pensarte sin romperme la costura *(**1:07**)*
    Te esperare, el tiempo que sea necesario, tuyos serán siempre los poemas de mi diario, la fecha 10 no la quito de mi calendario, me recuerda que debo llorar por nuestro aniversario, no importa lo que pase o lo que haya pasado, sin rencores mi mente te ha recordado y te ha escrito una canción para mantenerte a mi lado *(**1:30**)*
    _(Interlude)_
    *(**1:52**)*
    Las noches mías que pasé en insomnio Fueron por ti, Tú fuiste la razón de mi sonreír, Estoy ya viendo mi destino aquí, te necesito como oxígeno para vivir *(**2:16**)*
    Sin ti las noches son más frías, yo pensando que tú volverías, eras una flor no pensé que me marchtarías, no pensaba que lo nuestro Así se acabaría. *(**2:25**)*
    Te juro que sin ti no puedo y estoy matado, creyendo soy culpable que te hayas marchado, en mis propias lágrimas me he ahogado, y mientras tú no vuelvas seguire desconcertado.

    • @jessr.9286
      @jessr.9286 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Buenísima bro!!!!

    • @3sencial832
      @3sencial832 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@jessr.9286 Gracias bro! 😊✅🔥

    • @danielmidolo9891
      @danielmidolo9891 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@3sencial832 puedo hacer free y darte creditos, no monetizaré ni nada bro es para practicar el flow en bases como estas ?

    • @mattm9232
      @mattm9232 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/iu-7i-N4lyY/w-d-xo.html

  • @jaidenzalefski7413
    @jaidenzalefski7413 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This beat is amazing. Keep it up

  • @salomonik721
    @salomonik721 6 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    Two in the morning
    And Im feeling fucked up
    Two in the morning
    And I'm thinking bout you
    I know I ain't gonna sleep tonight
    And it ain't because I'm on that cloud
    No it ain't bout that
    I haven't looked back since that night I came clean
    When I told you everything
    I know it's hard to believe
    When many times I gave you bullshit apologize
    I know I ain't gonna catch up on my sleep
    When I'm trying to wake up from this fucked up state of mind
    Convincing myself that I really don't have you
    Can't close my eyes
    When errday feeling like a bad dream
    2 in the morning and I'm feeling fucked up
    2 in the morning
    Think8ng how I lost you

    • @eqgeditsakarayuzumaki9421
      @eqgeditsakarayuzumaki9421 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Damn i felt this dude

    • @danteoyola7464
      @danteoyola7464 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yeah, I lost you and im responsible
      Between you and me, we could hold a council.

    • @shaddeyk7732
      @shaddeyk7732 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      th-cam.com/video/djsGnBEmJoo/w-d-xo.html

    • @mattm9232
      @mattm9232 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      th-cam.com/video/iu-7i-N4lyY/w-d-xo.html

  • @JaSoNfAn222
    @JaSoNfAn222 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is incredible work, vibes ontop of vibes with the one. Night lovell , Brennan savage or bones would sound incredible over this

  • @22venom33
    @22venom33 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    if i die tonight, will you save me

  • @ziajohnson784
    @ziajohnson784 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Yooo this the hardest beat ever kid way in Tampa swing to it

  • @MELLOWDRAMA
    @MELLOWDRAMA 6 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    If Sketch hearts this comment, I’m making this a hit.
    I’m gonna make it one either way lol
    Edit: he hearted the comment within an hour. Y’all know what’s next, right?

    • @elianjaku9523
      @elianjaku9523 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      where 's the song

    • @MELLOWDRAMA
      @MELLOWDRAMA 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Elian Jaku it’ll be coming out with my “18” mixtape. The first part comes out May 21-23

    • @ervintheprodigy858
      @ervintheprodigy858 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Lit Juana i call bsss

    • @MELLOWDRAMA
      @MELLOWDRAMA 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      ervintheprodigy • feel free! You are entitled to your own opinion.

    • @MELLOWDRAMA
      @MELLOWDRAMA 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Roman Vega thx man! I hope you’ll enjoy it.

  • @gachagrilplayz4121
    @gachagrilplayz4121 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Chorus: How can I love you I can't love myself. So I'll save your pain for someone else.

    • @veriah2274
      @veriah2274 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Its how i love you. i cant love myself. Each day i awake up wish im someone else.

  • @r3alsenshi
    @r3alsenshi 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    I feel this in my soul for the second time...

  • @undefined1012
    @undefined1012 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    2020 snapping