I just wanna say this - don't give up, it ALWAYS GETS BETTER. I know, I know, this is just another comment saying how beautiful life is and that you shouldn't end your life, because... I speak from my perspective. I played this game for the first time when I was around 15. Its was 3 years ago or so. I was very depressed at that time, school was tough, I've always been a perfectionist and the "gifted child" so getting bad grades was a real tragedy to me. Also I had a really bad relationship with my dad, I was fighting with my friends... I was giving up. Stopped going to school for 2 weeks, was thinking about suicide, crying every day. But! I didn't give up. I knew I couldn't give up. I was working SO hard, literally, studying for hours a day. I was constantly tired, at one point I "developed" an ED (luckily I stopped when it still wasn't that bad) . Now the good part - here I am, still standing. I managed to get over my unrealistic expectations for my body and school performance. I cut out toxic people. Tried to make up with my dad. Stopped working so much, yo the point of breaking down. Today, I've officially written my last exam. I've finished school with honours, I've found new amazing friends. I know what I want to do with my life, I have a plan. I'm looking forward to seeing the future. Don't let depression get to you! Fight!! It gets better, I know it. My example might not be accurate, but if you're 15 and thinking that it will never get better - it will. Also, school sucks, the system sucks, society sucks. You're much more smarter and more beautiful than they're trying to tell you. You do you, it's your life!
it's all good, but... i'm from russia and there is no ambition, no hope. every day is simply unbearable: I tried many ways to forget, but all this is stupid nonsense, because it became either boring or even worse, like with alcohol. I started skipping school too, but my parents, who don't give a shit about me to be honest, just drove me crazy. my friends, who I thought they were, just think I'm trash. I think about suicide, of course, but I understand that I will never do it - I'm afraid. I feel like I'm locked in a cage, just no
@@bannedkeys I see what you're going through. Probably the political situation is even adding to the stress. I'm from Poland, the situation here is pretty bad (inflation, money issues, general anxiety). I'm currently in Uni, and struggling again with lack of perspective, goals. My past traumas are coming back. Really feeling like I'm nearing the end, but I still want to fight. I don't know how old are you, but please don't give up. Don't skip school, I know it's sucks but consistency is better than nothing. Even if you live in autopilot, try to keep up with school and life (of course at your pace) Falling behind can be really stressful, but don't rush anything. Alcohol is a depressant, so avoid it. And about your friends, just leave them - you will find better ones, and even if not (for now), don't fear being alone. What I find helpful, is trying to get organized and planning my steps. I wish you all the best bro.
@@bannedkeysI live in the US and we’re on a very steady decline as a nation, but I’m sure it’s nothing like the state of Russia. I can’t offer you any words of advice for your situation, but I can pray for you. Im not sure what your religious beliefs are or if you have any, but I’m praying for you. Im a Christian myself and I find lots of warmth and comfort in talking with God. Just know that there are lots of people who care about you that don’t even know you like me for example. Hang in there bud. Life sometimes feels meaningless and it’s a roller coaster but we’ve all got to hang in there. Just keep fighting brother.
As some possibly with schizoaffective disorder, depressive type. This song perfectly fits prodromic episodes of depression. I sent this to my therapists as a means to express of how I feel. I encourage others to do the same. No matter how hard life seems to be.
I know the dark room that depression throws you in. The misery is satisfying you. The tears run in to help you cope with this. All in all, the satisfaction ends and your left with facing reality. Left to feel the satisfaction of misery. It all started with confidence, fell down into moral lane, slipped again down into confrontation and eventually the pressure reaches its limit. Only too much lanes youve crossed has made you reach your final destination. There is only one thing you need you know when your lost. Depression is a funny thing. A sick joke. A way of coping. You’ll understand the humour when you work it out. Because thats people do. They work it out.
two wears since I feel this emptiness inside me, the situation in my life may improve, but this morbid anguish stays within me at the end of the day, I think this music... describes somehow this feeling. I am tired of people coming and going through my life, my only hobby doesn't makes me happy anymore, bad grades and with literally no money to help my family through the worse... I just wish next year things will be better.
I can't really get over this music for 3 years. This track describes me pretty well. Edit: February 6, 2021. It's been 11 months. I thought I could fix my problems, but they have been worse. Stress of important events killed me. Now I'll have to take pills until I die. I don't know how am I supposed to get over it. Edit: December 18, 2021. I tried to take myself off yesterday and somehow, I survived it. I think pills were not enough. Edit: April 23, 2022. My health is even worse. I honestly don't think I'll make it to 40 with all the diseases I have. I'm currently trying to loose weight but the economy in my country is getting worse and we need money to eat good food. We are pretty poor and my older sis is not helping at all. I don't think I'll be able to study for the degree I've always wanted. I must make money ASAP. My family members hate each other so much that not a single day goes by without a fight or yelling session. Also, my mom's health has been getting worse as well. I feel tired and I am emotionally numb. Edit: November 30, 2022. It seems like everything is getting better, but my weak soul is covered in wounds. I am still feeling horrible and I hate everything with all my heart. June 29, 2023: I say "it can't get worse" but it does. My panic has been so bad and I was hallucinating. I am delusional. Now I am under pills that make me numb, again. 7 doses a day... Also randomly at risk of having a cyst. I feel so empty. I lost my dreams, future seems so dark and I am pretty afraid to end it all.
@@elizabethbathory1120Stress is indeed endless. However, you cannot let these walls do the talking for you. They will speak and quite frankly I scream right back. To prevent torture, I recommend to go out during the morning or during dusk and go for walks. It'll help sooth your mind a bit, I know it won't take away what you are going through, but it'll help just a bit.
I love the whale husband and their games so much...I must implore you, though, to also upload the music from Bucket Detective if you can. The Believer's Waltz has been stuck in my head all day! :)
I hope you're doing well, there's people in the comments that are indifferent and it's disconcerting, but I hope you don't let it get to you. I don't know how you felt when you wrote that comment, but if it's what I think, then I've felt similarly. It's pretty indescribable, you're since of individuality is gone, and you feel nonexistent. I just wanted to let you know, you're not just a person, you're unique, you're you! And that's something to be proud of
Just figured I'd let everyone know this isn't a game about suicide, I could understand why many would think so because of the ending but this game is a metaphor for getting to know yourself.
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it may not be much, but this is some of the best ambient music I've listened to in a while
I have a strange , wicked , and morbid obsession with suicidal/depressing games like this, weird.
I have a similar fascination with grief
This game. This beautiful game. Amazing.
Agree.
Agree (:
Nice Lateralus pfp
The Pulsing "hum" is chilling.
It's just one note, but it somehow makes me feel... off...
its been 2 years since I came back here...and here I am now. Welp time has its punishments
Kinda sounds like the constant sound I would hear a year after I left the coffee factory I worked at.
I just wanna say this - don't give up, it ALWAYS GETS BETTER. I know, I know, this is just another comment saying how beautiful life is and that you shouldn't end your life, because... I speak from my perspective. I played this game for the first time when I was around 15. Its was 3 years ago or so. I was very depressed at that time, school was tough, I've always been a perfectionist and the "gifted child" so getting bad grades was a real tragedy to me. Also I had a really bad relationship with my dad, I was fighting with my friends... I was giving up. Stopped going to school for 2 weeks, was thinking about suicide, crying every day. But! I didn't give up. I knew I couldn't give up. I was working SO hard, literally, studying for hours a day. I was constantly tired, at one point I "developed" an ED (luckily I stopped when it still wasn't that bad) . Now the good part - here I am, still standing. I managed to get over my unrealistic expectations for my body and school performance. I cut out toxic people. Tried to make up with my dad. Stopped working so much, yo the point of breaking down. Today, I've officially written my last exam. I've finished school with honours, I've found new amazing friends. I know what I want to do with my life, I have a plan. I'm looking forward to seeing the future. Don't let depression get to you! Fight!! It gets better, I know it. My example might not be accurate, but if you're 15 and thinking that it will never get better - it will. Also, school sucks, the system sucks, society sucks. You're much more smarter and more beautiful than they're trying to tell you. You do you, it's your life!
it's all good, but... i'm from russia and there is no ambition, no hope. every day is simply unbearable: I tried many ways to forget, but all this is stupid nonsense, because it became either boring or even worse, like with alcohol. I started skipping school too, but my parents, who don't give a shit about me to be honest, just drove me crazy. my friends, who I thought they were, just think I'm trash. I think about suicide, of course, but I understand that I will never do it - I'm afraid. I feel like I'm locked in a cage, just no
@@bannedkeys I see what you're going through. Probably the political situation is even adding to the stress. I'm from Poland, the situation here is pretty bad (inflation, money issues, general anxiety). I'm currently in Uni, and struggling again with lack of perspective, goals. My past traumas are coming back. Really feeling like I'm nearing the end, but I still want to fight. I don't know how old are you, but please don't give up. Don't skip school, I know it's sucks but consistency is better than nothing. Even if you live in autopilot, try to keep up with school and life (of course at your pace) Falling behind can be really stressful, but don't rush anything. Alcohol is a depressant, so avoid it. And about your friends, just leave them - you will find better ones, and even if not (for now), don't fear being alone. What I find helpful, is trying to get organized and planning my steps. I wish you all the best bro.
@@VV-squehow are you doing now? I hope you’re doing alright.
@@bannedkeysI live in the US and we’re on a very steady decline as a nation, but I’m sure it’s nothing like the state of Russia. I can’t offer you any words of advice for your situation, but I can pray for you. Im not sure what your religious beliefs are or if you have any, but I’m praying for you. Im a Christian myself and I find lots of warmth and comfort in talking with God. Just know that there are lots of people who care about you that don’t even know you like me for example. Hang in there bud. Life sometimes feels meaningless and it’s a roller coaster but we’ve all got to hang in there. Just keep fighting brother.
best game with the best ambient song
As some possibly with schizoaffective disorder, depressive type. This song perfectly fits prodromic episodes of depression. I sent this to my therapists as a means to express of how I feel. I encourage others to do the same. No matter how hard life seems to be.
I know the dark room that depression throws you in. The misery is satisfying you. The tears run in to help you cope with this. All in all, the satisfaction ends and your left with facing reality. Left to feel the satisfaction of misery.
It all started with confidence, fell down into moral lane, slipped again down into confrontation and eventually the pressure reaches its limit.
Only too much lanes youve crossed has made you reach your final destination.
There is only one thing you need you know when your lost. Depression is a funny thing. A sick joke. A way of coping. You’ll understand the humour when you work it out. Because thats people do. They work it out.
*because thats what people do*
Jesus can set you free from depression If you believe in him
masterpiece.
My babies
This game is fucking fantastic, it's amazing, big fan.
Idk why but I love this music so much. I come back here often and listen to it when I'm feeling down. Anyone know some similar sounding stuff?
I suggest the soundtracks to the following: That Dragon Cancer, Requiem For A Dream, A Beginner’s Guide
Kinda late but I recommend Yume 2kki - Farm World
Same
how to never stop being sad and this feeling by oneheart also some songs by sign crushes motorist
two wears since I feel this emptiness inside me, the situation in my life may improve, but this morbid anguish stays within me at the end of the day, I think this music... describes somehow this feeling. I am tired of people coming and going through my life, my only hobby doesn't makes me happy anymore, bad grades and with literally no money to help my family through the worse...
I just wish next year things will be better.
There’s another song, idk what’s it’s called but it plays whe you’ve chosen the “sleep” ending.
Time moves too slow. Nothing Changes. Life is a curse. All of this and more: tommorrow
I feel sadden by this I want to give up on my life
+Dominick Fischer that is what they all say...
That was beautiful Dominick truly inspiring
This sounds like something that would play in the head of some guy who would blow up a bus full of kids
Dominick Fischer or something my demons would whisper in my ears when I’m feeling deep blue.
@Dominick Fischer thanks dominick:)
thanks comments. i love it here.
makes me want to give up
That is a theme of the game.
SoundsOfGrooving lmao ik
anddd im back here again...
mightest well subscribe while im at it...
zeke schneider hope too see you back again soon
I'm starting to believe happiness isn't real
Creepy this music
Creepy game too.
I can't really get over this music for 3 years. This track describes me pretty well.
Edit: February 6, 2021. It's been 11 months. I thought I could fix my problems, but they have been worse. Stress of important events killed me. Now I'll have to take pills until I die. I don't know how am I supposed to get over it.
Edit: December 18, 2021. I tried to take myself off yesterday and somehow, I survived it. I think pills were not enough.
Edit: April 23, 2022. My health is even worse. I honestly don't think I'll make it to 40 with all the diseases I have. I'm currently trying to loose weight but the economy in my country is getting worse and we need money to eat good food. We are pretty poor and my older sis is not helping at all. I don't think I'll be able to study for the degree I've always wanted. I must make money ASAP.
My family members hate each other so much that not a single day goes by without a fight or yelling session. Also, my mom's health has been getting worse as well. I feel tired and I am emotionally numb.
Edit: November 30, 2022. It seems like everything is getting better, but my weak soul is covered in wounds. I am still feeling horrible and I hate everything with all my heart.
June 29, 2023: I say "it can't get worse" but it does. My panic has been so bad and I was hallucinating. I am delusional. Now I am under pills that make me numb, again. 7 doses a day... Also randomly at risk of having a cyst. I feel so empty. I lost my dreams, future seems so dark and I am pretty afraid to end it all.
Hello.
@@Laurenconblaine hi
@@elizabethbathory1120 How goes the stress? Did it cease or are you still holding it off?
@@Laurenconblaine Stress is endless. My health has been even worse now, idk what am I supossed to do anymore.
@@elizabethbathory1120Stress is indeed endless. However, you cannot let these walls do the talking for you. They will speak and quite frankly I scream right back. To prevent torture, I recommend to go out during the morning or during dusk and go for walks. It'll help sooth your mind a bit, I know it won't take away what you are going through, but it'll help just a bit.
I love the whale husband and their games so much...I must implore you, though, to also upload the music from Bucket Detective if you can. The Believer's Waltz has been stuck in my head all day! :)
4:16 best part
0:01-0:26-0:36,
2:04-2:44-2:51-2:58, 8:17
I'm just a person.
Liar
@@vulcancent774 you magnificent being
aren't we all
I hope you're doing well, there's people in the comments that are indifferent and it's disconcerting, but I hope you don't let it get to you. I don't know how you felt when you wrote that comment, but if it's what I think, then I've felt similarly. It's pretty indescribable, you're since of individuality is gone, and you feel nonexistent. I just wanted to let you know, you're not just a person, you're unique, you're you! And that's something to be proud of
@@sot514.
Just figured I'd let everyone know this isn't a game about suicide, I could understand why many would think so because of the ending but this game is a metaphor for getting to know yourself.
Guys, may someone tell ambient music like this one?
this feeling by oneheart and some songs by sign crushes motorist
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