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I am sincerely sorry Mercy. You did not deserve to go through all that pain. I am happy that you have thrived against all the odds. I am ready and willing to offer you probono counseling services to enable you heal the open wounds that need to close up. I assure you that it is possible to heal completely and live a happy life. Do not continue to live as a slave of your past. It shall be well Mercy.
Dear Mercy, No one can better bask in summer’s balm than those who have endured winter’s bite. Similarly, it is those who have suffered through life’s darkest hours who are able to truly savor the bright dawn of happiness. The person who has transformed the worst of fate into the best of fortune is life’s champion.. You are a very strong lady your life has meaning. You have a great mission in life. Never give up.👍
Of all of the videos I’ve ever watched in this show 😭😭this one broke me into tears, I pray for your healing mercy, Ya Allah please make it easy for her 🙏
Thank you for speaking up! Thank you for commencing your therapy by yourself. Thank you for acknowledging that you are trusting the process of healing. It's a step worth the course. It shall be well with you Mercy! Sooner or later you will be glad that you spoke your heart. Team shared Moments with Justus thank you for saving lives always real and aunthetic. A story a time, restores humanity!
Thanks Mercy for being bold enough to share your story in your brokenness . you have encouraged many out here and may God heal and mend your life completely beautiful girl
This lady is deeply melancholic, I relate with her.. I can be her friend.. or anyone else who can be a friend to her. It's alot of energy to even open up, she could easily be introverted in her space. It will be okay
Mercy, always remember that your past isn't your future. As your heart, mind and body continue to heal, please also seek professional therapy as soon as you can. Just like we seek professional help for our physical injuries, we should also seek the right kind of help for our psycho-emotional ones. You will benefit immensely from talking and working through the traumas with a professional psychologist. Lots of love and hugs, YOU are a precious and worthy human being, with a special purpose in this world. Take one day at a time. I believe God will use you to strategically touch and positively impact the lives of many others out there too. Shine bright!
“For what it’s worth it’s never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope you live a life you’re proud of, and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start over.” F. Scott Fitzgerald Thanks Mercy Jacobs for sharing this I pray you get and find peace inside you @Shared With Justus this platform is the best Kudos!
Jesus said the enemy of man is his household, soo many lives are destroyed by relatives, nothing is painful like taking advantage of a needy innocent child ,God of heaven Mercy is healing you and will give you double for your trouble,for your tormentor may God locate him and deal with him the best way he can , seek professional counselling so you can move on,Remember Oprah Winfrey , she was sexually abused by her relative but see how God blessed her, Only a tree with stones receives stones , Let not this destroy your purpose ,I pray you overcome and rise to be the star God wants you to be '
please go ahead and forgive. But do not forget! So that you can learn and mentor others in the same situation. You are an encouragement to others. Use your experience to help others!
Mercy always remember that none of us chose to be born or chose the things that have happened in our lives. I really sympathise with you. Remember God knows everything that has happened to you (good n bad). Forgive so that you too can be forgiven for any wrong thing that you may have done consciously or unconsciously. You are a wise and beautiful young lady. You passed your exams after going through so much in your childhood. God was at your side all the time coz you excelled well in your academic life. God is still with you right now. God saved you from death when you tried to commit suicide. God has a purpose for you and He will never abandon. You are a strong lady. Fill the empty void in your heart with the word of God. Seek God first and the rest will be added unto you. God bless you 🙏🏾 ❤️
Congratulations on realizing you have answers within you. Opening up too is therapeutic. Pray you get someone to walk the journey with, to probe those answers within yourself. You are gorgeous and enough girl. You have the whole life ahead of you.
Your a very strong, intelligent woman.May God shine your way.i believe there's a blessing coming your way.you acknowledge everything your feeling which is the first step to healing. I bless the rest of your journey.your doing very well so far.
Mercy darlin..hugs sweetie hugs.one day at a time,one day at a time..am so so sorry that u had to go through all that.the devil comes to steal and destroy.he knew u were a bright child and was destined for greatness and wanted to sabotage u.But mercy there is a reason y God has sustained you.seek Him,find peace,forgive yourself for being so hard on yourself for things that were never your fault.i will pray for you that God the almighty healer heals u completely
Lynn Ngugi needs to hear this.... Let the Lord heal this lady speedly . Mercy, worry not, your life partner is coming... But God is your most personal, perfect, permanent man... Inner peace matters alot
Why Lyn? This platform is enough... God uses any vessel if you focus on one channel you miss out on the blessing of where two or three are gathered, it is not about multitudes. This is a community that cares. You may have missed the part she said this channel gives people a chance to share and cry without interruptions..that is powerful.
Hello Mercy, I wish you healing, your life matters. What is in your hands? You are a very smart girl you will overcome and make an impact in society. Profound .... unshackle yourself from the past...yes forgive and start over. I wish you love.
Mercy! Am Etiang Simon Patrick from Kampala Uganda. I hear you, I feel you. dear sister, let go. Accept it. God knows why. Have reason to smile and live each day. If it was death, God would have taken your life a long time ago. There's read why your living. Don't regrate.
Thank you for providing us with her contact details, I am so emotional right now and I am so sorry for everything that happened to her, no one deserves to go through such. Thank you for bringing her here
Pore sana sweetheart. Utapata maisha mazuri. Mungu asifiwe kukupa masomo. Tola apo utagigenga ugenge na society into kuzunguka. Na nimekuomb Mungu kukupa bwana muzuri na watoto na akuwezeshe kuwareya vizuri.
Mercy Jacob, the Lord who is your strength is waiting to hear your cry!!.Your foundation is faulty. (Psalm11:3-4).That God that answered Jabez( 1Chronicles 4:9-10), will heal you and restore you in every aera of your life in Jesus name. Pray foundational prayers.
Its commendable that you have had courage to share and have started a journey to self discovery and healing. You have however been through heavy traumatic situations and are clearly still hurting. Working with a therapist will be of great help. Consider it please.
Well done Mercy for sharing. There is a saying that goes like this - unforgiveness does more harm to the vessel in which it is stored than to the object on which it is poured. For your own sake and sanity, forgive and do get professional help. Yes you can heal. Be inspired by women like Joyce Meyer who went through a similar experiences.
Mercy thank you for being very open about your life,however dark your story may appear there is hope in Christ. Our Lord Jesus Christ is the healer of the wounded hearts and broken lives. Jesus Ioves so much. Your life is not hopeless. God has a wonderful plan for your life beyond your past hurts shame and pain. May He touch you and transform your life.
Thank you mercy for having the courage & boldness to share your story. You are a beautiful creation of God. We will always love you. Thnk you for having the boldness to forgive though itz painful but over time you will find peace, joy & healing. I pray that God restores everything that was taken away frm your life & gives you double portion. May your life be blessed & may God open doors of opportunities for you.
Oh Mercy i pray that u find healing and peace n u r a very strong lady to have gone thru such traumas n come out strong..also i hope you find a therapist on pro bono
Because God is not done with you and u still have unfulfilled purpose on this earth.. Hugs mercy..may God heal u and set u free from this bondage..inJesus name amen
Oh Mercy...its so painful that the people that were supposed to protect u hurt u and abused u...i feel your pain and i wish u all the best that life still has to give u. Ur a strong woman to open up about yr experiences and having made it this far..ur light shines brighter than your dark past. I wish u healing and strength in your journey...wish i could hug all yr pain away...🫂🫂
God is your strength. You will be a great woman and you will help other women who have suffered. You are a bright star that the enemy tried to destroy. But God kept you safe. God loves you Jesus loves you. You don't need human being to determine who you are. You are perfect in tge eyes of God. Focus on healing first before any marriage. For forgiveness only Holy Spirit ca help you. It cannot be done in your strength. Dont pressure yourself.
Its stories like this that make me believe humanity is doomed. If your own family esp your own mother can do this to you, what about strangers. This world is just so messed up. We are our own worst enemies
The Holyspirit will help you forgive he’s our comforter and ever present in time of our need,even making this far it’s God ,Just find a nice church and you will surely receive deliverance nothing lasts except His word God loves you so much let go all the bitterness choosing to share your story is already form of letting go ,people too go through worst but it is eating them inside,you are a brave gal
Trials are there to strengthen us I went through the same. Now identify someone in your life who is going through the same and give them a shoulder. To cry on. Pray without ceasing
Omg someone please reach out to her for professional therapy services she still needs help because she's still struggling and not yet healed😭😭😭 .I can only imagine the pain and trauma she's gone/going through but may God our father in heaven give you peace, heal you and give you strength to overcome all of this dear Mercy and may He have mercy on you too🙏🙏🙏. Amen
Hugs, hugs, hugs ❤ Mercy.In every bitter experience that doesn't consume us makes us strong.Your story is an eye opener to many girls or boys who may pass through such situations...Thank you for sharing...hugs again❤
Mercy I am so sorry that happened to you. I went through similar ish situation different story. From your story I think you have hit the nail on the head you gave me so much courage to go ahead and forgive and set myself free thank you for sharing I be working on my book now
We are 7.8B in the world. The we think about our lives, the lives of other, the more we understand that any special suffering you imagine you went/are going through is common place, daily happening among billions of folks.
Forgiveness begins with us. We must learn how to forgive ourselves much as we speak of forgiving others. I sense loads of pain and disappointment not only with your mom but also with yourself. Given the circumstances you are allowed. Forgive yourself. Forgive yourself again and again. Also find a teaching by John Macarthur about unlikely heroes. Listening to you had made me see an unlikely hero in you. As in you have had so many setbacks, but your ability to rise above is evident. Please find John Macarthur... Listen to this teaching... I believe that you will see light , you will be a city on a hill that cannot be hidden... It is your time to arise, shine for your light has come and the glory of God rises upon you... Your destiny is secure in the hands of God. In the fullness of time God will make things beautiful.
I wish I could hug you......you shall heal with time...Am so sorry for what you have been through.....you've come from far and you are going far...it shall be well mama🫂🫂🫂
May God give you strength,may He heal your wounds,,, trust God for the energy to accept the fate,,,but most importantly concentrate on your future and let the bygones be bygones,,,we know it's not that easy but through Christ you shall be strengthened
Mercy, you are not alone. I’m so sorry Mercy, you were sacrificed by the person who is meant to protect you the most in life even excluding your father- that person is your mother. You grow up in her in-utero and she is meant to nurture you before you even come into this world. Unfortunately, she didn’t do that but fortunately, you are NOT alone. I recommend therapy as soon as possible. Justus if you reach out to me, I’m willing to support the first two sessions of a therapist that has helped me greatly with my own mother wound. Her name is Grace Kariuki. She focuses on childhood trauma and the mother wound. Mercy- you need a professional to help you grieve first. Not grieve your father, because you have done this and continue to do this. You need to grieve the loss and pain of your mother. A professional therapist will also help you understand the psychology that harms many many black and African women across the world -not just in Kenya( I live in the U.S but I’m from Kenya and grew up there). This condition i.e. narcissistic maternal abuse is inter generational and is passed on sadly through the maternal DNA (through the egg). In other words, it happened to your mother by her mother and your grandmother by her mother before her. Passed on through the DNA. If not healed in your own wound, you WILL pass it to your own daughter (s) and they to theirs. If you have sons, they may be prone to aggression and be abusive to the women in their lives (wives, kids). Do you see this pattern? What is beautiful about this story is that you are also a believer . So, Aside from professional therapy, God is above your mother and your father. He knew you before they knew you , from when before you were in her womb. So, she is only a vessel trusted by God to nurture you and was unable to do this because of her own trauma. Understanding her from a perspective of inter generational trauma will help you forgive her and this doesn’t mean you welcome her back into your life. In fact, you may need to protect yourself from her because she isn’t a safe person in your life. She doesn’t see a future for herself beyond destruction so she cannot see the same for you. Now that you are an adult, you must take care of you, so that you can be the best person to attract love, light and happiness which you deserve in your life ! Remember , you are not alone !!!! There are many women much less brave than you and, God is by your side and will use your story to restore you!
Much appreciated 🙏 thanks for the encouraging words and willingness to help. I'm sure mercy will be more than willing to take up this form of assistance. Here's her number +254719462402 Once again thank you and God bless
You need God, forgive yourself, your mother, and everyone else who caused you pain. . Go for a retreat at vincentian prayer house lavington or vincentian retreat center Thika for an inner healing retreat you will be able to heal from your past through prayer and the love of God. You will have inner peace. Remember you have Jesus who is your father and your love. God's love endures forever, his love is unconditional.
This lady is scarred it can take only God to heal her no therapist can do it. Even if she gets a good job a good husband nothing will heal her spirit I wish I could be in contact with her.
Mercy you are a strong lady and God loves you so much, for total healing please visit Vincentian Prayer House VPH for inner healing cos it's only God who can heal inner wounds.There is always prayer sessions and counseling (free)every Friday from 8am.VPH is at Juja before Thika town and along Thika road.The other one is in Lavingtone Amboseli Rd and prayers are every Saturday from 8am.They welcome everybody and it is really the best clinic for souls and Jesus is the Physician... God has called you by name,you are His and will never forsake you.The far you have gone is bcos of Him.He is the Father of the fatherless .Welcome Him to fill in the gap in your heart.Give Him an opportunity and you will never regret .I Love your courage,let God give you direction.
A man who wants to abuse a woman first isolated them from their families and friends.We should teach our young girls to notice such advances from men around them
Mercy my daughter its well. You purpose to see a therapist to help you process your past. It can be done and all shall be well Ì assure you. If I was around I could offer you pro bono. Please get a therapist.
You need therapy mercy..... and people to walk with you. and inpray the Lord comfort you snd restore to you what was taken from you.....there nothing too hard for ourLord Jesus.
Really sorry Mercy.Childhood traumas are real.Please get a therapist to walk with you this sorrowful journey.You are a strong lady to have spoken out.May God heal you Mercy.God's grace is sufficient.I love you too.Hugs.
@@virtualfriendmarura hurting people hurt others. We all carry bagages from our pasts and if we don't work them out or rattert find peace with them we subconciously hur every one that comes close to us. So negative or not the past has a way of interfering with the future as clearly played out in her case. Soothing words don't help although they are the most desired right.
@@maggynowak3555 hasn't she said she is working on it??Hasnt she realised she has a problem???...You don't have to be insensitive with your words...She needs encouragement and positivity...That's not how you handle a sucidal person
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Mercy we are all vouching for your complete healing and peace of mind. May you find peace, joy and restoration.
I am sincerely sorry Mercy. You did not deserve to go through all that pain. I am happy that you have thrived against all the odds. I am ready and willing to offer you probono counseling services to enable you heal the open wounds that need to close up. I assure you that it is possible to heal completely and live a happy life. Do not continue to live as a slave of your past. It shall be well Mercy.
Thanks Martha ..feel free to call me through my number..am ready for the counselling dear.thanks alot
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@@mercynicevlogs2874 you are beautiful and strong I love you mercy to the moon and back
Dear Mercy, No one can better bask in summer’s balm than those who have endured winter’s bite. Similarly, it is those who have suffered through life’s darkest hours who are able to truly savor the bright dawn of happiness. The person who has transformed the worst of fate into the best of fortune is life’s champion.. You are a very strong lady your life has meaning. You have a great mission in life. Never give up.👍
Of all of the videos I’ve ever watched in this show 😭😭this one broke me into tears,
I pray for your healing mercy,
Ya Allah please make it easy for her 🙏
Thank you for speaking up! Thank you for commencing your therapy by yourself. Thank you for acknowledging that you are trusting the process of healing. It's a step worth the course. It shall be well with you Mercy! Sooner or later you will be glad that you spoke your heart. Team shared Moments with Justus thank you for saving lives always real and aunthetic. A story a time, restores humanity!
This lady needs helps asap. If there is anyone out there that can offer therapy, it will be so much appreciated. Please help
Thanks Mercy for being bold enough to share your story in your brokenness .
you have encouraged many out here and may God heal and mend your life completely beautiful girl
Yes @Mercyline through her story, many are gonna find hope
This lady is deeply melancholic, I relate with her.. I can be her friend.. or anyone else who can be a friend to her. It's alot of energy to even open up, she could easily be introverted in her space. It will be okay
Very true
Mercy, always remember that your past isn't your future. As your heart, mind and body continue to heal, please also seek professional therapy as soon as you can. Just like we seek professional help for our physical injuries, we should also seek the right kind of help for our psycho-emotional ones. You will benefit immensely from talking and working through the traumas with a professional psychologist. Lots of love and hugs, YOU are a precious and worthy human being, with a special purpose in this world. Take one day at a time. I believe God will use you to strategically touch and positively impact the lives of many others out there too. Shine bright!
One day at a time
“For what it’s worth it’s never too late to be whoever you want to be. I hope you live a life you’re proud of, and if you find that you’re not, I hope you have the strength to start over.”
F. Scott Fitzgerald
Thanks Mercy Jacobs for sharing this
I pray you get and find peace inside you
@Shared With Justus this platform is the best Kudos!
Thanks @marvine
Praying for your healing Mercy.
Come to Jesus dear, he cares for you and will give you rest....
Matt 11:28-30
Mercy is a formidable force...her will power..her hope....she is an amazing lady...so real so raw...
Sending her hugs..kindly share her no.
Mercy Jacob +254719462402
Jesus said the enemy of man is his household, soo many lives are destroyed by relatives, nothing is painful like taking advantage of a needy innocent child ,God of heaven Mercy is healing you and will give you double for your trouble,for your tormentor may God locate him and deal with him the best way he can , seek professional counselling so you can move on,Remember Oprah Winfrey , she was sexually abused by her relative but see how God blessed her, Only a tree with stones receives stones , Let not this destroy your purpose ,I pray you overcome and rise to be the star God wants you to be '
please go ahead and forgive. But do not forget! So that you can learn and mentor others in the same situation. You are an encouragement to others. Use your experience to help others!
Mercy always remember that none of us chose to be born or chose the things that have happened in our lives. I really sympathise with you. Remember God knows everything that has happened to you (good n bad). Forgive so that you too can be forgiven for any wrong thing that you may have done consciously or unconsciously. You are a wise and beautiful young lady. You passed your exams after going through so much in your childhood. God was at your side all the time coz you excelled well in your academic life. God is still with you right now. God saved you from death when you tried to commit suicide. God has a purpose for you and He will never abandon. You are a strong lady. Fill the empty void in your heart with the word of God. Seek God first and the rest will be added unto you. God bless you 🙏🏾 ❤️
Mercy thanks for sharing your story. You're very strong woman, and you will find your healing! 🖤
True. Her healing has began
Congratulations on realizing you have answers within you. Opening up too is therapeutic. Pray you get someone to walk the journey with, to probe those answers within yourself. You are gorgeous and enough girl. You have the whole life ahead of you.
Your a very strong, intelligent woman.May God shine your way.i believe there's a blessing coming your way.you acknowledge everything your feeling which is the first step to healing. I bless the rest of your journey.your doing very well so far.
You are abrave lady for speaking out. I applaud you for that . Seek counseling and God . Healing is your portion
Oh Jesus this journey is so painful just by listening to the narration you just feel your feet in her boots and it is so painful. God Have Mercy🙏
Childhood traumas are real, Mercy embrace the healing process. There is always light at the end of the tunnel. Hugs
Mercy darlin..hugs sweetie hugs.one day at a time,one day at a time..am so so sorry that u had to go through all that.the devil comes to steal and destroy.he knew u were a bright child and was destined for greatness and wanted to sabotage u.But mercy there is a reason y God has sustained you.seek Him,find peace,forgive yourself for being so hard on yourself for things that were never your fault.i will pray for you that God the almighty healer heals u completely
Such a strong and beautiful woman, may God restore all you have lost 😢🙏
Amen
Mercy, I pray you find healing. I believe this is the beginning of your healing journey. God bless you and favor you.
I will always pray for you mercy,,,and other people out there
Same here
Lynn Ngugi needs to hear this....
Let the Lord heal this lady speedly . Mercy, worry not, your life partner is coming... But God is your most personal, perfect, permanent man... Inner peace matters alot
Why Lyn? This platform is enough... God uses any vessel if you focus on one channel you miss out on the blessing of where two or three are gathered, it is not about multitudes.
This is a community that cares.
You may have missed the part she said this channel gives people a chance to share and cry without interruptions..that is powerful.
Hello Mercy, I wish you healing, your life matters.
What is in your hands? You are a very smart girl you will overcome and make an impact in society.
Profound .... unshackle yourself from the past...yes forgive and start over.
I wish you love.
Mercy! Am Etiang Simon Patrick from Kampala Uganda. I hear you, I feel you. dear sister, let go. Accept it. God knows why. Have reason to smile and live each day. If it was death, God would have taken your life a long time ago. There's read why your living. Don't regrate.
Thank you for providing us with her contact details, I am so emotional right now and I am so sorry for everything that happened to her, no one deserves to go through such.
Thank you for bringing her here
Pore sana sweetheart. Utapata maisha mazuri. Mungu asifiwe kukupa masomo. Tola apo utagigenga ugenge na society into kuzunguka. Na nimekuomb Mungu kukupa bwana muzuri na watoto na akuwezeshe kuwareya vizuri.
It shall be well Mercy. Sharing your story is the beginning of your healing. Accepting that you are struggling with issues and Ready to work on them.
Yes
Mercy Jacob, the Lord who is your strength is waiting to hear your cry!!.Your foundation is faulty.
(Psalm11:3-4).That God that answered Jabez( 1Chronicles 4:9-10), will heal you and restore you
in every aera of your life in Jesus name. Pray foundational prayers.
Its commendable that you have had courage to share and have started a journey to self discovery and healing. You have however been through heavy traumatic situations and are clearly still hurting. Working with a therapist will be of great help. Consider it please.
Thank you, Justus for this platform where people can share their experiences. Its a sort of healing for them. Thank you so much💞💞
Well done Mercy for sharing. There is a saying that goes like this - unforgiveness does more harm to the vessel in which it is stored than to the object on which it is poured. For your own sake and sanity, forgive and do get professional help. Yes you can heal. Be inspired by women like Joyce Meyer who went through a similar experiences.
You have God as your father, your friend who loves you unconditionally. You are fine dearr.
Mercy thank you for being very open about your life,however dark your story may appear there is hope in Christ. Our Lord Jesus Christ is the healer of the wounded hearts and broken lives. Jesus Ioves so much. Your life is not hopeless. God has a wonderful plan for your life beyond your past hurts shame and pain. May He touch you and transform your life.
You are strong honey ,forgiveness is a journey,not easy but just choosing to forgive is a big breakthrough,will always pray for you ,more love honey
Thank you mercy for having the courage & boldness to share your story. You are a beautiful creation of God. We will always love you. Thnk you for having the boldness to forgive though itz painful but over time you will find peace, joy & healing. I pray that God restores everything that was taken away frm your life & gives you double portion. May your life be blessed & may God open doors of opportunities for you.
This so sad, ooh God protect my kids, let them not pass through such situation.
You have done well to share yoru story and I believe you will get better with time.
Mercy, you are strong. You are being healed. May God show through for you 100%.
Oh Mercy i pray that u find healing and peace n u r a very strong lady to have gone thru such traumas n come out strong..also i hope you find a therapist on pro bono
This needs a real professional counselling... I wish I could help...
God will take care of it
Because God is not done with you and u still have unfulfilled purpose on this earth..
Hugs mercy..may God heal u and set u free from this bondage..inJesus name amen
Oh Mercy...its so painful that the people that were supposed to protect u hurt u and abused u...i feel your pain and i wish u all the best that life still has to give u. Ur a strong woman to open up about yr experiences and having made it this far..ur light shines brighter than your dark past. I wish u healing and strength in your journey...wish i could hug all yr pain away...🫂🫂
Hugs mummie ... you're beautiful and you shall overcome this
God is your strength. You will be a great woman and you will help other women who have suffered. You are a bright star that the enemy tried to destroy. But God kept you safe. God loves you Jesus loves you. You don't need human being to determine who you are. You are perfect in tge eyes of God. Focus on healing first before any marriage. For forgiveness only Holy Spirit ca help you. It cannot be done in your strength. Dont pressure yourself.
You are so bright, may you get healing.
Its stories like this that make me believe humanity is doomed. If your own family esp your own mother can do this to you, what about strangers. This world is just so messed up. We are our own worst enemies
💔💔 that's so heartbreaking but with time you will heal. You're strong enough to overcome this. Receive lots of love from your sister here❣️
Sending you hugs and the love of God. I pray that God will surround you with people to walk with you in this journey
So sorry dear but just know this, God got your back and we love you. Hugs mummy
Ohh Mercy, May you find peace that surpasses understanding..
May you find healing
The Holyspirit will help you forgive he’s our comforter and ever present in time of our need,even making this far it’s God ,Just find a nice church and you will surely receive deliverance nothing lasts except His word God loves you so much let go all the bitterness choosing to share your story is already form of letting go ,people too go through worst but it is eating them inside,you are a brave gal
Trials are there to strengthen us I went through the same. Now identify someone in your life who is going through the same and give them a shoulder. To cry on. Pray without ceasing
pole Sana Mercy. May God heal you and help you open a new page in your life.
I pray for healing n peace in ur heart... letting go of those things is one step of becoming better🙏trust the process n Gods timing is the best...
Omg someone please reach out to her for professional therapy services she still needs help because she's still struggling and not yet healed😭😭😭 .I can only imagine the pain and trauma she's gone/going through but may God our father in heaven give you peace, heal you and give you strength to overcome all of this dear Mercy and may He have mercy on you too🙏🙏🙏. Amen
Pole saana.GOD will make the ways.
Mercy,am praying for you, may the lord heal you and bless you. @lynn ngugi please interview this lady and connect her to your in-house therapist .
Hugs, hugs, hugs ❤ Mercy.In every bitter experience that doesn't consume us makes us strong.Your story is an eye opener to many girls or boys who may pass through such situations...Thank you for sharing...hugs again❤
May you find complete healing. You're an intelligent young woman and you'll be fine.
Mercy I am so sorry that happened to you. I went through similar ish situation different story. From your story I think you have hit the nail on the head you gave me so much courage to go ahead and forgive and set myself free thank you for sharing I be working on my book now
🤦🤦🤦 sorry sister for the suffering and frustration you went through. God will punish those who tortured you.
We are 7.8B in the world. The we think about our lives, the lives of other, the more we understand that any special suffering you imagine you went/are going through is common place, daily happening among billions of folks.
Oh my my, you're amazing. I believe in you, I know you will be just fine. My dear friend I wish you peace and happiness 😊.
May Allah grant you peace. Don't worry justice is never late
Forgiveness begins with us. We must learn how to forgive ourselves much as we speak of forgiving others. I sense loads of pain and disappointment not only with your mom but also with yourself. Given the circumstances you are allowed.
Forgive yourself. Forgive yourself again and again.
Also find a teaching by John Macarthur about unlikely heroes. Listening to you had made me see an unlikely hero in you. As in you have had so many setbacks, but your ability to rise above is evident. Please find John Macarthur... Listen to this teaching... I believe that you will see light , you will be a city on a hill that cannot be hidden...
It is your time to arise, shine for your light has come and the glory of God rises upon you...
Your destiny is secure in the hands of God. In the fullness of time God will make things beautiful.
I wish I could hug you......you shall heal with time...Am so sorry for what you have been through.....you've come from far and you are going far...it shall be well mama🫂🫂🫂
May the Almighty God see you through this journey
Healing happens by sharing... Don't keep it to yourself.... This is terrible..
May God give you strength,may He heal your wounds,,, trust God for the energy to accept the fate,,,but most importantly concentrate on your future and let the bygones be bygones,,,we know it's not that easy but through Christ you shall be strengthened
Justin please help this lady she needs a well trained therapist. She’s not over her trauma
Sending my prayers, love ❤️ and hugs to you Mercy 🥺
Mercy please expect a call from me.Let's walk this healing journey together.Its not easy but its very doable.Im sending you a lot of hugs and love.
Thanks Vicky for reaching out to me...
Team ma fisi
The good thing is that the past belongs to the past, accept the new thing the Lord is doing in your life!
Mercy, you are not alone. I’m so sorry Mercy, you were sacrificed by the person who is meant to protect you the most in life even excluding your father- that person is your mother. You grow up in her in-utero and she is meant to nurture you before you even come into this world. Unfortunately, she didn’t do that but fortunately, you are NOT alone.
I recommend therapy as soon as possible. Justus if you reach out to me, I’m willing to support the first two sessions of a therapist that has helped me greatly with my own mother wound. Her name is Grace Kariuki. She focuses on childhood trauma and the mother wound.
Mercy- you need a professional to help you grieve first. Not grieve your father, because you have done this and continue to do this. You need to grieve the loss and pain of your mother.
A professional therapist will also help you understand the psychology that harms many many black and African women across the world -not just in Kenya( I live in the U.S but I’m from Kenya and grew up there). This condition i.e. narcissistic maternal abuse is inter generational and is passed on sadly through the maternal DNA (through the egg). In other words, it happened to your mother by her mother and your grandmother by her mother before her. Passed on through the DNA. If not healed in your own wound, you WILL pass it to your own daughter (s) and they to theirs. If you have sons, they may be prone to aggression and be abusive to the women in their lives (wives, kids). Do you see this pattern?
What is beautiful about this story is that you are also a believer . So, Aside from professional therapy, God is above your mother and your father. He knew you before they knew you , from when before you were in her womb. So, she is only a vessel trusted by God to nurture you and was unable to do this because of her own trauma. Understanding her from a perspective of inter generational trauma will help you forgive her and this doesn’t mean you welcome her back into your life. In fact, you may need to protect yourself from her because she isn’t a safe person in your life. She doesn’t see a future for herself beyond destruction so she cannot see the same for you.
Now that you are an adult, you must take care of you, so that you can be the best person to attract love, light and happiness which you deserve in your life ! Remember , you are not alone !!!! There are many women much less brave than you and, God is by your side and will use your story to restore you!
Much appreciated 🙏 thanks for the encouraging words and willingness to help. I'm sure mercy will be more than willing to take up this form of assistance. Here's her number +254719462402 Once again thank you and God bless
Painful. Healing will come.
Take heart dea.
A man will never help a woman for free. Ever.
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You need God, forgive yourself, your mother, and everyone else who caused you pain. .
Go for a retreat at vincentian prayer house lavington or vincentian retreat center Thika for an inner healing retreat you will be able to heal from your past through prayer and the love of God. You will have inner peace.
Remember you have Jesus who is your father and your love. God's love endures forever, his love is unconditional.
Thanks alot.i will consider this retreat soonest possible
May God see you through 🙏
This lady is scarred it can take only God to heal her no therapist can do it. Even if she gets a good job a good husband nothing will heal her spirit I wish I could be in contact with her.
Mercy you are a strong lady and God loves you so much, for total healing please visit Vincentian Prayer House VPH for inner healing cos it's only God who can heal inner wounds.There is always prayer sessions and counseling (free)every Friday from 8am.VPH is at Juja before Thika town and along Thika road.The other one is in Lavingtone Amboseli Rd and prayers are every Saturday from 8am.They welcome everybody and it is really the best clinic for souls and Jesus is the Physician... God has called you by name,you are His and will never forsake you.The far you have gone is bcos of Him.He is the Father of the fatherless .Welcome Him to fill in the gap in your heart.Give Him an opportunity and you will never regret .I Love your courage,let God give you direction.
Mercy the only thing I can offer to you is a prayer
May God give you peace
Just look unto Jesus Christ. He is the only one that fill the void.
A man who wants to abuse a woman first isolated them from their families and friends.We should teach our young girls to notice such advances from men around them
Hugs mercy!
From tanzania.wanaume wa kenya ni mashetani .rest in peace all of you
Dont say that,Am Tanzanian and we have rape in Tanzania too'
Shame on you...Tafuta Mungu
@@virtualfriendmarura LOL how people believe they are better than others
@@treasureforashes3497 aki....nkt!!!!....Na maybe huko ni worse
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Mercy my daughter its well. You purpose to see a therapist to help you process your past. It can be done and all shall be well Ì assure you. If I was around I could offer you pro bono. Please get a therapist.
You need therapy mercy..... and people to walk with you. and inpray the Lord comfort you snd restore to you what was taken from you.....there nothing too hard for ourLord Jesus.
Really sorry Mercy.Childhood traumas are real.Please get a therapist to walk with you this sorrowful journey.You are a strong lady to have spoken out.May God heal you Mercy.God's grace is sufficient.I love you too.Hugs.
Without Therapie hakuna place unaenda. You will hurt yourself and innocent people around you.
This sound so negative and insensitive...How can you help as a person??????...Kindly mind your words
@@virtualfriendmarura hurting people hurt others. We all carry bagages from our pasts and if we don't work them out or rattert find peace with them we subconciously hur every one that comes close to us. So negative or not the past has a way of interfering with the future as clearly played out in her case. Soothing words don't help although they are the most desired right.
@@maggynowak3555 hasn't she said she is working on it??Hasnt she realised she has a problem???...You don't have to be insensitive with your words...She needs encouragement and positivity...That's not how you handle a sucidal person
Gosh! You sound very mean. Why so much unkindness?
@@maggynowak3555 you so mean with your words Maggy!